After many heartbreaks and pain, I really want you and everyone to know that sometimes, things are better left unsaid, no matter how well you think you know a person, you really don’t, and the universe is trying to push you away on purpose and for a reason, you may not understand what it is now, but years ahead in life you’d be like “oh, I didn’t know he wanted that in life or I didn’t know that’s how he/she turned out to be”; you don’t have to trust an internet strangers words, but you should at least trust the universe, god, or lords timing (whatever you believe in) and if you tried EVERYTHING and was HONEST completely then you shouldn’t have any regrets, and if you did so and that person willingly chose to hurt you and move away then he’s not someone to be loathed in the first place. Sorry for the paragraph, I just really wish someone taught me these growing up so I have no problem putting it out there.
Floating all over the space inside a magic box. You can't smell, see or really do anything. Only hear. You're just.. Living. But it feels like the best moment in your whole life, relaxed, with a lot of stars around you; can't see it, but know that they're there for you. Even if it's just one, it cares about you. So please stay like this, strong. You can do anything if you want, and maybe one day, we could fly all together.
When i listen ur videos i feel like i remember things that never exists, it’s strange but is a beatiful experience really i love this channel cause u make me feel dreams that never will happen
If you really believe in the good things of life and stay true to yourself during the worst days, then trust me, my friend, your dreams will some day happen
This image is how I feel, listening to music. I just put on these earbuds, I close my eyes, and the whole world suddenly begins to fade from view. I imagine that all my problems have melted away, and nothing's left but the good memories and a feeling of warmth inside. I love this sensation of calmness.
Your grandma’s watching over you she’s smiling and crying tears of joy to see how much you’ve overcame. Stay sane and strong for her she loves you internally!!
I have all the friends in the world, have loving parents, make good grades at university, I'm in a fraternity and have a good social life, and never have money problems.... but at the end of the day, I am lonely and deeply depressed. I want to admit this to my friends and family but don't think they would look at me the same anymore if I told them. I told one of my friends this and he said I don't need help, and I will get better with time. I don't know what to do anymore
bubba my heart goes out to you 🙏🏻 From my own experience I did go into therapy a few years ago, perhaps against the wishes of people around me, but I am so much happier and better for it. You have to do what’s best for you & only your heart knows that 💚
bubba Tell your family! Don’t leave any room for misinterpretation or minimization, sometimes people think you just mean you’re sad. “I’m struggling with depression and I’m starting to scare myself.” Your family might still react poorly - sometimes parents reject it because they don’t want to think that you’re hurting or they might be guilty for the way they parented you (all parents have guilt for their mistakes!). But they will likely be helpful. Go to therapy either way. I thought I had serious clinical mental health problems, chemical ones, that I would struggle with for life. Some people do and that’s okay too! In my case I just needed to process trauma under the care of a professional. I’m doing so much better now! Consistent, small steps in the right direction are scary but they will change your life. All my well wishes to you 👏🏻
hi i know this was posted a couple of months ago and i don’t know where you are in this situation, but if you haven’t gotten help yet, i want you to encourage you to. i have experienced depression for 7-8 years of my life... with 6-7 years of that mostly alone. i had friends, a supportive family, and a great life but at the end of the day, i was never happy. i’ve opened up to my family, some friends, and most importantly, been in therapy for almost 6ish months now and it’s like night and day. it’s been about only a year that i’ve reach out to others and although i am not completely healed, i have never felt more comfortable in my body and mind. now when i think about it, i wonder why i suffered alone for all those years. i know this may not be anything like your situation, but i truly think it’s worth a shot. people are going to feel differently about you, but that’s up to you to decide if they really valued you if this part of you makes them uncomfortable. for myself, i have realized that almost all my friends are not people who can be there for me mentally & emotionally... which sucks but it’s true. and my family is coming around, but they’re not there yet. this is all to say that you feeling your best is more important than what these people may think of you. therapy isn’t easy too, but it’s worth it to get better. i hope that you can feel much happier.
How can you have the capacities to say that you love everyone. No hate, it’s a wonderful thing and I read it many times, especially under these kinda videos. It’s just that I feel like, that if I would write that, it would feel fake. Like I’m just saying it, bc it’s nice to say that, but I don’t really mean it from my heart. I can imagine I could truly mean it when I’m like bathed in love, like a had a super amazing day and feel on top of the world..maybe. Idk
It’s 3:30am and I’m in a confused phase in my life. I sometimes have this existential crisis every now and then.. but this comment section makes me realize that there are people around the world who can express just how they feel and that’s amazing💕
Im so sorry my dear. The biggest hugs to you. The next step up in life may be rickety, you may fall or lose balance on your way to a better life, but you will get there. You will make friends with similar situations as they hold your hand up the stairs, and sometimes you'll have bad days and need to cry on one of the steps or be angry and shake the railings and wonder why he did the things he did. And that is perfectly okay. And you'll get up keep climbing and climbing until you reached the peak your journey, where you are indifferent towads your ex and you have given yourself so much self love and courage along the way you bloom into a new beautiful being
On a more serious note, i would highly recommend therapy to help through dissociation which you may be feeling right now from how u said youre feeling. Try grounding methods in the meantime and focus on the present. Okay its been 40 days since that ayyhole effed me up, now im 40 days safer, healthier, happier, and i have my whole life to live!! Also check out Quora and TH-cam Narcissist breakup. They all saved my life. I cant emphasize that enough. They are why i didnt jump infront of a car during the abuse. I wish i could take away ur pain like me but i do have the slow remedy you can take. Write things down that are true. Then write down all the horrible things he did. Look back at list when u feel sad. Do something fun like garden, practice a sport, read, watch new netflix, etc. Its okay if it takes u a while to watch netflix if it's painful. It took me 7 months to lol but for trauma reasons, and when u finally can, you are free. Do what they didnt let you, didnt want u to do, do it loud and proud, scream it from your window I AM FREEE!!!!!! I love you and i am with you. God bless your strength and resilience. Your story isnt over yet. Say that to yourself. This was just a mere chapter in my glorious exciting book. Goodnight girl xo :)
i love and hate my life right now. i have really great pals, a supportive family, goof grades, okay self esteem, and much more. but i don’t have the one thing im truly looking for. love. i feel so alone and feel like i’m never going to find somebody who’ll ever love me the same way i love them. i just want to feel loved for once.
hey Ezekiel ... just wanted to tell u ... I've been trough this ... being lonely , abandoned , always the third wheel in any group ... but here's the solution : stop it ... stop feeling lonely stop being depressed anywhere and everywhere ... stand out of the crowd even if its a bit scary ... remember ... loneliness,fear are just an illusions in ur head ... let it grow stronger and it will crush u ... so I want u to finish this to do list : 1: dress nicely (not that im saying ur currently not but its something that I tried and it did give me a push of confidence) 2: be outgoing ... with friends u really like ... get to know them better ... the friends who needs help , help them they will appreciate it and those who just goof around .. fuqin goof the shit out of them ... and sooner u gona be more outgoing meeting a bunch of new friends and all that 3: be who u are not who people want u to be ... its cool to be the guy who's always loose or the funny one or ... be yourself ... the more u fake a personality the more u will find it hard to keep a frienship , relationship or anything ... and it will lead u to depression knowing that they like u for who ur "acting" and not for who u are ... being different makes us unique and needed so dont thinks of ureself as a failure but a needed part of the group who just didn't show up yet ... you'll get there ... just live up ...
this makes me think about sitting in the passengers seat of his car as we’re driving along the coast of the beach and he’s having the time of his life yelling the lyrics to our favorite song at the top of his lungs as i’m staring at him and everything and everyone except for us freezes and i’m mesmerized by how happy he makes me .
the comment section here has such a vibe. I randomly got supper depressed a couple hours ago and this video got recommended and the comments make me feel not alone. y'all are my people. bless
i left the past feelings for the person that i loved, and now, my head and my heart are fighting so much, i just wish to forget everything that happened with him but i know that i never gonna leave to love him. sad.
Wish I could go back to when my bed wasn’t so empty. Been listening to you for some years now NEO; not sure I’m happier now & definitely sure id trade it
Whenever i hear a song that u introduced to me, i remember the old times and i miss u a lot. But i should accept the fact that you are not in my life anymore, and we can't go back on how we used talk before. You are the one who gave me light when i was in the dark, sadly, i can't see the light anymore.
Well beautiful. Beth ann smithson. I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I never thought you would hate me. I wish you the BEST. BE HAPPY. K.💔💔💔had to go with uneven#
This music takes you to another dimension, almost transforming you completely. Idk what it does to me but I simply fall in love with it. Guess it's because I can relate with the message, like , it's a connection I can't explain. I feel like it's just me but oh well! Everyone enjoys it in their own way ^^
Hey there kind person scrolling through the comments! Things can get tough, and we all know it. You're not the only one. You're not alone. There are so many people out there in the world who can relate and be there for you, so hang on. Everyone knows what it is like- and you don't have to be alone on things anymore. We all support you, so stay strong for us. - Love, a random commentor
@@merksad7910 idk it's just been tough but when I listen to music like this I feel alive and want to keep pushing forward I dont any friends but maybe that's the best thing.
Roses are red I don’t think violets are blue You are beautiful And I want you to think that too I love you I’ll give you warm hugs to I want you to live happily So I wish a happy life To you..... I LOVE ALL OF YOU KEEP SMILING and never give up There’s always light at the end of a dark tunnel and if you can’t find it there’s always someone else that can
I was heartbroken for so long because of this girl, I’ve lost myself and my path and I don’t know how to recover completely from her, this music makes me think about a life with her that never happened but I wished it did, a happy one
You have no idea how much I love you nia. Even if this might not be your favorite music genre, the emotions I get when I listen to this are similar. -pierre
A really, really good mix. I haven't been liking some of your recent ones, but this one really hits a good spot for me. Even when the 24/7 stream isn't up, I still love listening to your mixes, and have since 2017. Keep it up! I'll miss you if you go!
It's a too wonderful chill&lofi song. Song like a Sad and little bit kind of lonely and cozy. I really love it. Thanks to much to make a this song zips.
I love this music and soon to be making my own like this...but i just have to say this...your music makes me overthink but in a good way about how im feeling because i never really now how or what to feel...(lost in my thoughts)
Just remember there is happiness at the end of the tunnel and it may feel hard at the moment to push forward, but trust me the light will get brighter the more you move forward. Just try keeping your head above water longer. And you will know it was worth it. And just remember you are not alone.
I have a friend who is always happy. No matter what happens to him, the next day he is back to his bubbly, spunky personality as though nothings ever happened. You know how some peoples "resting" personalities are either bored or tired or sad? His resting personality is happy. All he does is smile, he's short, cute, everyone loves him, he's what I look up to even though he's 4'11ft. I hope we all can be like him one day. Where we can't hold grudges, where we make friends the moment we see people, where if we're not anything else, we're happy. He grew up in a very strict and rough household, I won't say much because it's his business, but honestly it just seems so terrible. But no matter the shit he goes through, he always is smiling, listening to bubbly music, laughing, just everything I want to be all the time. I wish we all can be that happy, even if there's nothing to be happy about.
Keep an eye out for this friend just in case he's putting on a front to cover his inner pain. I could of course be wrong but either way he sounds like a great guy :)
Hey you. yes you who's reading my comment now! you keep walking...you keep believing... you keep living. thats good and when nobody said that to you today i do: i'm proud of you. YES really! you'r doing great although you have so many hard problems and issues in life but its okay. You stayed strong until now remember when you said you can't do this anymore....hahah honey you did! And you can do it up to the end. i believe in you!
Sorrow and joy transition like the sun and the moon. One day is night but its always a beautiful journey. A gift of the wonders that lay ahead are ever parallel by our preception. A forever empty part of us yerns to be free and full of love and happiness. The common understanding that this is unobtainable is thriving in everyone. Take a breath as your are alive, patience is the key to the gate of your self observed paradise.
U responded to one of my comments 3months ago and I just want u to know that just because I haven't commented since then doesnt mean I've stopped listening :) I will always listen to ur music. Its amazing
I just wanted to play some music while i cleaned. About 10 seconds in, I'm crying. I miss my nephew so much bro. Literally so many memories playing back in my head right now. He moved back home with his dad in Mexico. I know I'm gonna see him again but just the fact that he's not here with me right now. Knowing that he would be on his iPad watching dumb videos, or playing with his toys, or screaming "GO TIO TOMMY" when I'm playing a game (losing in a game 😅) right now is killing me. See you in a few months bud
My love story... There was this girl that I saw and was dumb struck. See her had changed my life forever. I was graduating from this new school I had only attended a year at and my high school was fading the new step into the adult world was soon to come. I then saw this beautiful girl, when I saw her... I felt shaken to my core, but with this energy that was coursing out of my chest. It wasn't even like the normal flushing of the cheaks, or the heart beat rising. I literally felt like I was struck by lightening. I felt my skin tingle as if she was electricity and was charging my skin with raw energy and sudden warmth. I was scared of whatever came over me. I was scared of her... I was going to grad night and I than thought that I wasn't going to see her again and must forget about it. I had more things to worrying about. But at the end of gradnight and we lined back up to get on the buses, I looked over at another bus... and there she was. She was talking with her friends. As shewas getting on the bus she looked up and looked at me... we both looking at eachother for just a few seconds, the feeling returning just as sudden as when I first saw her, and than she disappeared. Getting on the bus and me as well to go back home. One thing was certain, we were both at gradnight, which meant we were both seniors and were going to graduate together... I didn't know if I going to see her again. I wasn't sure if I wanted considering how insecure I intensely felt. Or if she felt the same about me. I tried to forget about it, though was in the back of my mind. My soul was lit up like it has never before. And never from anyone else 3 years since. I was at graduation and was preparing in the rehearsal, and sure enough... there she was. My core feeling like a battery, my finger tips static and numb, and my focus almost disoriented. But I could control myself, I knew I could stay strong resist this desire that awakening from seeing her across the auditorium. She was blonde with a red streak in her bangs. A smile worth a million dollars, she could a roll for Margot Robbie's money. I'm talkin she was and is that beautiful. Even more so. Before graduation, there was the area where we us grads had to wait before going out in the auditorium. But as a polynesian tradition, my family put flower lays, stacks of them for me to wear, stacked so high I could barely see. But I knew I could see how some friends didn't have family there to see them or they have special awarded sashes to wear. So I started handing out my lays. And I saw her across the room, and she was staring at me seeing me with a tower of lays and giving them away. I walked over to her and have her one and said "Thought you might one :)" she with a big smile,"Aw, Thankyou so much :)! That's really kind of you" I said just simply said no prob, not giving away that there was something true... I was falling in love. That year in May 2016. I was than getting out of a huge toxic relationship as well as a high school romance, which frankly, don't usually last as drama and her playing me, I had to let those things go. I might never see this blonde girl again after graduation. But I noticed we had a mutual friend and I asked our mutual friend who she was. I will never forget her name. I was able to look her up on Instagram. That was her. The woman that I casted a spell on me. A woman that gave me a feeling unlike anything. I knew she was someone to be special. Even to now I don't know why or what was to be particularly special. But I reached out to her and wanted to get to know her, she was like a beam of light through a grey but beautiful soothing raining day. I life wasn't going the best after graduating, had a very religious parenting and restricted to do a lot and had broken up with my high school girlfriend that was struggling to get over. But this Girl kept residing in the back of my mind. Coming out of a serious relationship, I felt it wasn't right to my family and to my exes family if I started pursuing a new girl, so I new I need to control my impulses and that this falling in love thing is false. I slowly felt I wasn't deserving of it. The slow and steady poison of depression soon was being gulped in... I suddenly got a message. I had put something up on socail media of how I felt.. and it was from Her... she was wondering what was wrong... I told her that my life was slowly feeling like.I wasn't going anywhere and was losing. She then and henceforth changed my life. She said, "You could try to join the Navy with me :)" I was considering the military already, I had nothing else going for me. So I gave it shot. Me and her started seeing eachother more often, I would be giving her a ride to appoints, and me and her would go to the gym and train. I would take her out after and we would have the most fun. One night, there was a party being thrown, and I was going. I had never drank before in my life... -.- as I showed I needed to get experience if I was to be a sailor in the Navy. She was there and we were having good time, I didn't know the differences of the drinks, and turned out I drank 3/4 glass tall bottle of straight Vodka. I soon became a hilarious sad and in love drunk. My memory and everything fazing... but one thing I remember, is... she kissed me❤. What I then did, was something that ruined it. Being a crying and in Love Drunk I than asked her why she did that. She than said she was sorry. Soon later a gay friend of ours passed out and i started trying to make sure he was ok with checking his pulse and chest compressions with CPR, being full drunk I was. As well as yelling how much in love I was with her. And how sad that as she was joining the navy, me and her were to never see eachother for years. And we'd never get married and have our "four kids" 😂. Me and her will continue to laugh about that memory. When it came down to her last days before shipping off to bootcamp, not knowing that was going to be the last time I'd get to see her for 3 years. I just told her.. I was going to miss her... she meant so much to me. She was giving me a second chance at life to persue my own career in the Navy. Crazy part is while she was in boot camp and a week before I was shipping out, she was returning early from bootcamp... sadly she had suffered a break down and couldn't go through to complete the training... she had lost her chance of what she thought was her future. I never got the chance to see her, but I remember telling her, though what she had faced and was then now facing, she was back home and safe. I was now pretty scared to go through with it. But I did it. I shipped out and those 2 months, I thought nothingelse but her. The girl that had changed my life. Over these years we would have waves of talking to eachother as old friends. I'd than have to hear how she had gotten into a relationship and moved out to him... but I just want her to be happy I would later be still a very close friend and one to give advice on things. There was one time that she wasn't sure if she cared about her boyfriend... she wanted me... but I knew it would be a dishonorable thing to pull her away... I didn't have my own place to stay and wouldn't be able to take care of her. I would later come to see what's to come. She eventually marries this man she was dating... that was one... sad time in my life. She was moving on... I ought to too. She was in Texas over 1000 miles away from me... but I knew she was to be happy and I had no right to any of that. Time passed and couple of years when by and I got text from her, me now living on a ship and having it rough. But she then told me she getting divorced. The man she married became a monster to her. Beating her, and threatening to kill her and her going through multiple miscarriages... I gave her as much love and comfort as i could muster with the distance between her and me. Her being the one to light up my soul... Me and her than comfessed to eachother that we loved eachother ever since we've first met. May 18th 2016. Seeing the beautiful girl climbing into the bus after gradnight❤... how much we've meant to eachother over these 3 years of having never seen eachother... But issues of distance and my inconvenience being in the military and of not being able to go see her... She had than a couple months later of being alone and depressed she opened herself up again, and got a new boyfriend. Me being confused and sad why my life was to be this was... I than did something I don't think I can undo... I deleted her... feeling like I was causing her pain. I let her go. If fate wields that me and Her are to see eachother one day in life, than let it be. I forever wish her happiness. A life of being whole. I love her. And every thing I do I have her on my mind as the love of my life. Whether I am to sail and walk this earth and having seen many things, heard many things and meeting so many people and helping and serving, with the purpose of putting forth good, at the very least from me. I have her on the back of my mind... I am alone and on my own, with no family, or people that really care about me near.. she is the one I do everything for. My one and only.
Precious s i m p s o n w a v e (i miss when the pics had animation like stars moving in the background or something, please consider making that type of art again :) ) love you neotic
No one knows how much I screamed in pain But it’s ok.. they don’t need to feel They don’t deserve to feel pain Friends are made to save each other But all I have is fake ones.. The silence the we live in is making me think that I don’t know if they care about me or .. they are learning how to forget about me But who cares now .. My true self died many years ago.. So I m here standing alone everyday Finding something or someone to love.. You just..don’t know.. You just don’t know what hides under the big pretty smiles in their pretty faces Like masks They have really nice mask to cover up their pain.. I wish I have one..
Kim Namjoon hi😊 i knoq its been a while since you commented this but i just wanted to make sure that youre doing okay now🙈 you deserve the world! I loved what you wrote... heartfelt... Im thinking of writing a song based on collected comments from this video because i bsolutely love the energy projected here! But your comment i found extra special! I wanted to ask for permission to use this as inspiration? Full credit will be given (IF! I ever get the confidence to spread it anywhere for others to see haha!) I really wish you all the best though!... and if you need someone to talk to, you can just let me know man... okay?☺️🙈
U can feel a lot of pain in this music but u're trying to feel more better cuz it's so hard when the person u used to think abt while ur listening to this song became a stranger and did a lot of bad things for u and u keep wondering DID I DO SOMETHING BAD FOR HIM /HER? AM I THE BAD PERSON THAT'S WHY HE/SHE LEFT ME ? But no , u're nothing but a good person u r the strongest person ever cuz u came here again not because u wanna remember ur memories but u just like the vibes that this song gives u so plz try to forget all the shit and the fuckers who don't love u just keep going and i just wanna say i love you and we all love u and I believe in u I believe that u have the prettiest heart ever and i wish all of ur dreams will come true ✨🖤💜 Ps : i wish I received this message when i needed it when i was alone when nobody noticed my sadness welllllll im really okay now i wish I could helped u a lil bit 💠
nothing haunts us like the things we don't say.
izah Zahid , very true. 😑
FUCK YOU
izah Zahid i felt that
After many heartbreaks and pain, I really want you and everyone to know that sometimes, things are better left unsaid, no matter how well you think you know a person, you really don’t, and the universe is trying to push you away on purpose and for a reason, you may not understand what it is now, but years ahead in life you’d be like “oh, I didn’t know he wanted that in life or I didn’t know that’s how he/she turned out to be”; you don’t have to trust an internet strangers words, but you should at least trust the universe, god, or lords timing (whatever you believe in) and if you tried EVERYTHING and was HONEST completely then you shouldn’t have any regrets, and if you did so and that person willingly chose to hurt you and move away then he’s not someone to be loathed in the first place. Sorry for the paragraph, I just really wish someone taught me these growing up so I have no problem putting it out there.
Power House thank you random person out in the world. much love ❤️
This music is so simple but hits such a deep spot.
I'm sorry, but i can't like this comment because it has 69 likes
thats the beauty of lofi my dude
Why u lying for 🤣
alina hussain we re souls baby
is cierte
sometimes, we just need 17 minutes and 21 seconds to ourselves...
That cyclist l sometimes we need more than that to let things get out of our minds
Welcome to the comment section, take a deep breath and feel the love we share
*breaths aggressively*
The happiness of love and the ohhh-how-I-wish so deeply longing for reciprocation of that love.
𖧷︎Doughgurl𖧷︎ you had to ruin this 😂😂
I've noticed the longer that time goes by...
the happier Lisa looks.
I hope my life is the same.
I feel that
I wish your life will be the same :)
bless you
Logiq yeah, for some 😏
Now THATS a mood
This music always makes me feel kinda sad but also happy. Almost nostalgic, bittersweet feeling. And i have no clue why.
You feel sappy
Sad and happy
Floating all over the space inside a magic box.
You can't smell, see or really do anything. Only hear.
You're just.. Living. But it feels like the best moment in your whole life, relaxed, with a lot of stars around you; can't see it, but know that they're there for you.
Even if it's just one, it cares about you.
So please stay like this, strong. You can do anything if you want, and maybe one day, we could fly all together.
when she said "i'll sit in a box and float in space", i felt that
Abygalelyn i want to like your comment but you're at 111
Music like this makes me play scenarios in my head that never existed, that I wish could of existed with that special person. Sucks it never happened.
I thought I was the only person that did that
☠💔
MirandoLaLuna well then Make them happen.
Law of attraction. 😳
I’m a really sad person but I don’t have any one to talk about it with so I listen to songs like this one and I just breathe in and out.
When i listen ur videos i feel like i remember things that never exists, it’s strange but is a beatiful experience really i love this channel cause u make me feel dreams that never will happen
If you really believe in the good things of life and stay true to yourself during the worst days, then trust me, my friend, your dreams will some day happen
That is so beautifully poetic and well said! I completely agree
Drizzl 8 And your dreams will for sure
Its like it takes u to another level and its so peaceful and quiet all you could think is listen now listen to music
Ur dreams will happen
I’ve noticed that when I close my eyes I see you,
the music plays, we’re in that library again and your deep emerald eyes remind me of my mother’s.
This image is how I feel, listening to music. I just put on these earbuds, I close my eyes, and the whole world suddenly begins to fade from view. I imagine that all my problems have melted away, and nothing's left but the good memories and a feeling of warmth inside. I love this sensation of calmness.
When you grind all day surviving each and every hardship then come home to this happiness..... it feels good..thank you
I miss my grandmother too much, these songs destroy me in a beautiful way
Your grandma’s watching over you she’s smiling and crying tears of joy to see how much you’ve overcame. Stay sane and strong for her she loves you internally!!
I have all the friends in the world, have loving parents, make good grades at university, I'm in a fraternity and have a good social life, and never have money problems.... but at the end of the day, I am lonely and deeply depressed. I want to admit this to my friends and family but don't think they would look at me the same anymore if I told them. I told one of my friends this and he said I don't need help, and I will get better with time. I don't know what to do anymore
bubba my heart goes out to you 🙏🏻 From my own experience I did go into therapy a few years ago, perhaps against the wishes of people around me, but I am so much happier and better for it. You have to do what’s best for you & only your heart knows that 💚
bubba Tell your family! Don’t leave any room for misinterpretation or minimization, sometimes people think you just mean you’re sad. “I’m struggling with depression and I’m starting to scare myself.” Your family might still react poorly - sometimes parents reject it because they don’t want to think that you’re hurting or they might be guilty for the way they parented you (all parents have guilt for their mistakes!). But they will likely be helpful. Go to therapy either way.
I thought I had serious clinical mental health problems, chemical ones, that I would struggle with for life. Some people do and that’s okay too! In my case I just needed to process trauma under the care of a professional. I’m doing so much better now!
Consistent, small steps in the right direction are scary but they will change your life. All my well wishes to you 👏🏻
please say something!! you’ll regret if you don’t. i hope you’re supported by them if you do, everyone deserves to be understood
hi i know this was posted a couple of months ago and i don’t know where you are in this situation, but if you haven’t gotten help yet, i want you to encourage you to. i have experienced depression for 7-8 years of my life... with 6-7 years of that mostly alone. i had friends, a supportive family, and a great life but at the end of the day, i was never happy. i’ve opened up to my family, some friends, and most importantly, been in therapy for almost 6ish months now and it’s like night and day. it’s been about only a year that i’ve reach out to others and although i am not completely healed, i have never felt more comfortable in my body and mind. now when i think about it, i wonder why i suffered alone for all those years. i know this may not be anything like your situation, but i truly think it’s worth a shot. people are going to feel differently about you, but that’s up to you to decide if they really valued you if this part of you makes them uncomfortable. for myself, i have realized that almost all my friends are not people who can be there for me mentally & emotionally... which sucks but it’s true. and my family is coming around, but they’re not there yet. this is all to say that you feeling your best is more important than what these people may think of you. therapy isn’t easy too, but it’s worth it to get better. i hope that you can feel much happier.
Get help you amazing human. Time can make it better or worse - it all just depends on how you use it :)
why does it cost so much to be happy?
The only thing I have for sure is that the day will come when everything will be better!
Enjoy today!
If you're reading this, you're beautiful and you are amazing! Have an amazing day and remember that if no one loves you, I do
Thanks! I lacking this words.
💖Fenixrazer35
How can you have the capacities to say that you love everyone. No hate, it’s a wonderful thing and I read it many times, especially under these kinda videos.
It’s just that I feel like, that if I would write that, it would feel fake. Like I’m just saying it, bc it’s nice to say that, but I don’t really mean it from my heart. I can imagine I could truly mean it when I’m like bathed in love, like a had a super amazing day and feel on top of the world..maybe.
Idk
❤️
💕
It’s 3:30am and I’m in a confused phase in my life. I sometimes have this existential crisis every now and then.. but this comment section makes me realize that there are people around the world who can express just how they feel and that’s amazing💕
eating an orange with my bf at 04:02 am , listening this for the first time.
eating an orange is like a good marriage
And iam sitting alone eating an apple at 04:20 am
This music makes me feel like a dump truck is backing up over my heart and unloading unicorns into my soul
👀
Yes please
Join the club
I lost myself trying to please a narcissist. I don’t know who i am or how to be me anymore
You’ll find your self. I know I did
Same...
Im so sorry my dear. The biggest hugs to you. The next step up in life may be rickety, you may fall or lose balance on your way to a better life, but you will get there. You will make friends with similar situations as they hold your hand up the stairs, and sometimes you'll have bad days and need to cry on one of the steps or be angry and shake the railings and wonder why he did the things he did. And that is perfectly okay. And you'll get up keep climbing and climbing until you reached the peak your journey, where you are indifferent towads your ex and you have given yourself so much self love and courage along the way you bloom into a new beautiful being
On a more serious note, i would highly recommend therapy to help through dissociation which you may be feeling right now from how u said youre feeling. Try grounding methods in the meantime and focus on the present. Okay its been 40 days since that ayyhole effed me up, now im 40 days safer, healthier, happier, and i have my whole life to live!! Also check out Quora and TH-cam Narcissist breakup. They all saved my life. I cant emphasize that enough. They are why i didnt jump infront of a car during the abuse. I wish i could take away ur pain like me but i do have the slow remedy you can take. Write things down that are true. Then write down all the horrible things he did. Look back at list when u feel sad. Do something fun like garden, practice a sport, read, watch new netflix, etc. Its okay if it takes u a while to watch netflix if it's painful. It took me 7 months to lol but for trauma reasons, and when u finally can, you are free. Do what they didnt let you, didnt want u to do, do it loud and proud, scream it from your window I AM FREEE!!!!!! I love you and i am with you. God bless your strength and resilience. Your story isnt over yet. Say that to yourself. This was just a mere chapter in my glorious exciting book. Goodnight girl xo :)
Same
When theres never enough time to just be in ones presence.. I close my eyes and I see you..only If I could live in that time forever.
life goes on! every day that you have air in your lungs and plants grow around you is a gift! enjoy today, take on tomorrow when it comes!
i love and hate my life right now. i have really great pals, a supportive family, goof grades, okay self esteem, and much more. but i don’t have the one thing im truly looking for. love. i feel so alone and feel like i’m never going to find somebody who’ll ever love me the same way i love them. i just want to feel loved for once.
Beautiful! That sound at 00:34 is instant euphoria
This makes me feel like I’m slowly falling through all my emotions
I'm not alone but I feel very lonely. It hurts so much, I can't live anymore, I'm only surviving. It's a sad life.
You deserve the world.
me siento igual
hey Ezekiel ... just wanted to tell u ... I've been trough this ... being lonely , abandoned , always the third wheel in any group ... but here's the solution :
stop it ... stop feeling lonely stop being depressed anywhere and everywhere ... stand out of the crowd even if its a bit scary ... remember ... loneliness,fear are just an illusions in ur head ... let it grow stronger and it will crush u ... so I want u to finish this to do list :
1: dress nicely (not that im saying ur currently not but its something that I tried and it did give me a push of confidence)
2: be outgoing ... with friends u really like ... get to know them better ... the friends who needs help , help them they will appreciate it and those who just goof around .. fuqin goof the shit out of them ... and sooner u gona be more outgoing meeting a bunch of new friends and all that
3: be who u are not who people want u to be ... its cool to be the guy who's always loose or the funny one or ...
be yourself ... the more u fake a personality the more u will find it hard to keep a frienship , relationship or anything ... and it will lead u to depression knowing that they like u for who ur "acting" and not for who u are ...
being different makes us unique and needed so dont thinks of ureself as a failure but a needed part of the group who just didn't show up yet ... you'll get there ... just live up ...
@@thatcyclistl2257 Thank you is all I can say. Thanks for your words and your time.
@@oceaneaveline6278 anytime bruh ... if u were anywhere near me right now ,we would've went somewhere partying ... but nahh save it for the ur peeps 😉
I asked google assistant to play a song that reminds you of me and now I'm here 🤷😅😂
Things will be better someday, for me, and for all of us. Good vibes to all of you out there and best of luck!
this makes me think about sitting in the passengers seat of his car as we’re driving along the coast of the beach and he’s having the time of his life yelling the lyrics to our favorite song at the top of his lungs as i’m staring at him and everything and everyone except for us freezes and i’m mesmerized by how happy he makes me .
the comment section here has such a vibe. I randomly got supper depressed a couple hours ago and this video got recommended and the comments make me feel not alone. y'all are my people. bless
i left the past feelings for the person that i loved, and now, my head and my heart are fighting so much, i just wish to forget everything that happened with him but i know that i never gonna leave to love him. sad.
Wish I could go back to when my bed wasn’t so empty. Been listening to you for some years now NEO; not sure I’m happier now & definitely sure id trade it
Whenever i hear a song that u introduced to me, i remember the old times and i miss u a lot. But i should accept the fact that you are not in my life anymore, and we can't go back on how we used talk before. You are the one who gave me light when i was in the dark, sadly, i can't see the light anymore.
Don't be sad that I'm gone,be happy that I was here in this random extraordinary time of existence
So open your eyes I'm right here
Well beautiful. Beth ann smithson. I want to tell you that I'm sorry. I never thought you would hate me. I wish you the BEST. BE HAPPY. K.💔💔💔had to go with uneven#
Makes me feel like everything’s gonna be alright... incredibly peaceful
Hey, just know that it’s going to get better. Keep pushing. ❤️
the comment section makes me feel like I'm wanted and loved something I haven't experience my whole life
This music takes you to another dimension, almost transforming you completely. Idk what it does to me but I simply fall in love with it. Guess it's because I can relate with the message, like , it's a connection I can't explain. I feel like it's just me but oh well! Everyone enjoys it in their own way ^^
Hey there kind person scrolling through the comments!
Things can get tough, and we all know it. You're not the only one. You're not alone. There are so many people out there in the world who can relate and be there for you, so hang on. Everyone knows what it is like- and you don't have to be alone on things anymore. We all support you, so stay strong for us.
- Love, a random commentor
Love you
A comment like this is gold for someone
Especially from beowulf❤️💫
love u
beowulf love u
your videos make me reflect on life and all its moments. the ups and downs, and how im here today. best feeling in the world!
Remember you are beautiful just the way you are remember that !!
Woah the comment section makes me feel like I am wanted , never felt that before
Wow that’s actually sad you dumbass loner dork :)
ez
I love this and your channel helps with my depression 🖤🖤😭
Hope you can overcome it :)
@@merksad7910 thank you sm I appreciate it hopefully I can make it to my 16th birthday
Why? You're stronger than you think, always remember that
@@merksad7910 idk it's just been tough but when I listen to music like this I feel alive and want to keep pushing forward I dont any friends but maybe that's the best thing.
Just, don't give up okay? :)
This music is so deep
I feel like in space, thank you for your good muzik
The first song got me in chill waves
Roses are red
I don’t think violets are blue
You are beautiful
And I want you to think that too
I love you
I’ll give you warm hugs to
I want you to live happily
So I wish a happy life
To you.....
I LOVE ALL OF YOU KEEP SMILING and never give up
There’s always light at the end of a dark tunnel and if you can’t find it there’s always someone else that can
Just when im feeling down, Neotic uploads and now im happy
you can do it. i believe in you❤
Almost 2020 everyone! Im listening to the vibes~. Happy new year.
This makes me see the things you never show me, and feel the things I wish you’d make me feel. I love you, but you just don’t gave any clue how much.
I was heartbroken for so long because of this girl, I’ve lost myself and my path and I don’t know how to recover completely from her, this music makes me think about a life with her that never happened but I wished it did, a happy one
I was kinda numb but this song and looking at the rain helped me feel happier thank you
You have no idea how much I love you nia. Even if this might not be your favorite music genre, the emotions I get when I listen to this are similar.
-pierre
I hope Nia sees sense, my friend. Good luck.
this music hits different😭😭😭
you can do it. i believe in you❤
A really, really good mix. I haven't been liking some of your recent ones, but this one really hits a good spot for me. Even when the 24/7 stream isn't up, I still love listening to your mixes, and have since 2017. Keep it up! I'll miss you if you go!
This track is an audio anchor to a beautiful time.
this will forever be my favorite mix.
Just lost. Someone important.
This is very.. Calming. Thank you
Can't stop crying jeezz..
It's choking mg throat jeeeezzzzz...
It's a too wonderful chill&lofi song.
Song like a Sad and little bit kind of lonely and cozy. I really love it. Thanks to much to make a this song zips.
I love this music and soon to be making my own like this...but i just have to say this...your music makes me overthink but in a good way about how im feeling because i never really now how or what to feel...(lost in my thoughts)
The first & second song, I felt that.
I miss her so much! Why can't I find my happiness?
These are just lullabies for ppl in their 20s and I’m here for it
I love your music bro❤
This music touched me hard.keep up the good work neotic
Momentos que nunca voy a olvidar. Gracias por estas obras.
Just remember there is happiness at the end of the tunnel and it may feel hard at the moment to push forward, but trust me the light will get brighter the more you move forward. Just try keeping your head above water longer. And you will know it was worth it. And just remember you are not alone.
La música más increíble de todas🔥🤤❤️❤️😎
Love every part of yourself 💜💜💙💙
I have a friend who is always happy. No matter what happens to him, the next day he is back to his bubbly, spunky personality as though nothings ever happened. You know how some peoples "resting" personalities are either bored or tired or sad? His resting personality is happy. All he does is smile, he's short, cute, everyone loves him, he's what I look up to even though he's 4'11ft.
I hope we all can be like him one day. Where we can't hold grudges, where we make friends the moment we see people, where if we're not anything else, we're happy. He grew up in a very strict and rough household, I won't say much because it's his business, but honestly it just seems so terrible.
But no matter the shit he goes through, he always is smiling, listening to bubbly music, laughing, just everything I want to be all the time. I wish we all can be that happy, even if there's nothing to be happy about.
Keep an eye out for this friend just in case he's putting on a front to cover his inner pain. I could of course be wrong but either way he sounds like a great guy :)
Hey you.
yes you who's reading my comment now!
you keep walking...you keep believing... you keep living.
thats good and when nobody said that to you today i do: i'm proud of you. YES really! you'r doing great although you have so many hard problems and issues in life but its okay. You stayed strong until now remember when you said you can't do this anymore....hahah honey you did! And you can do it up to the end. i believe in you!
This helps me feel better about my sadness
Sorrow and joy transition like the sun and the moon. One day is night but its always a beautiful journey. A gift of the wonders that lay ahead are ever parallel by our preception. A forever empty part of us yerns to be free and full of love and happiness. The common understanding that this is unobtainable is thriving in everyone. Take a breath as your are alive, patience is the key to the gate of your self observed paradise.
U responded to one of my comments 3months ago and I just want u to know that just because I haven't commented since then doesnt mean I've stopped listening :) I will always listen to ur music. Its amazing
when you dating someone so you can forget the loved one
mai mai eeesh I felt this
Hits to close to home..
stop that tbh
Mood🥺
Sadly true
:(:
The first song hits so different
Dope bro this channel has gotten me through so much studying
Your music takes me back to a much happier time...how is it we've all grown up and become so sad?
Man I just wanna let you know that I have been subscribed to your channel for a very long time...and your music helps me so much...!!!!
listening to this and thinking about the boy im slowly falling in love with. best night ever.
I just wanted to play some music while i cleaned. About 10 seconds in, I'm crying. I miss my nephew so much bro. Literally so many memories playing back in my head right now.
He moved back home with his dad in Mexico. I know I'm gonna see him again but just the fact that he's not here with me right now. Knowing that he would be on his iPad watching dumb videos, or playing with his toys, or screaming "GO TIO TOMMY" when I'm playing a game (losing in a game 😅) right now is killing me. See you in a few months bud
Neotic always makes me so nostalgic. I love it and I love whoever is behind this account ♡
My love story...
There was this girl that I saw and was dumb struck. See her had changed my life forever. I was graduating from this new school I had only attended a year at and my high school was fading the new step into the adult world was soon to come. I then saw this beautiful girl, when I saw her... I felt shaken to my core, but with this energy that was coursing out of my chest. It wasn't even like the normal flushing of the cheaks, or the heart beat rising. I literally felt like I was struck by lightening. I felt my skin tingle as if she was electricity and was charging my skin with raw energy and sudden warmth. I was scared of whatever came over me. I was scared of her...
I was going to grad night and I than thought that I wasn't going to see her again and must forget about it. I had more things to worrying about. But at the end of gradnight and we lined back up to get on the buses, I looked over at another bus... and there she was. She was talking with her friends. As shewas getting on the bus she looked up and looked at me... we both looking at eachother for just a few seconds, the feeling returning just as sudden as when I first saw her, and than she disappeared. Getting on the bus and me as well to go back home. One thing was certain, we were both at gradnight, which meant we were both seniors and were going to graduate together... I didn't know if I going to see her again. I wasn't sure if I wanted considering how insecure I intensely felt. Or if she felt the same about me. I tried to forget about it, though was in the back of my mind. My soul was lit up like it has never before. And never from anyone else 3 years since.
I was at graduation and was preparing in the rehearsal, and sure enough... there she was. My core feeling like a battery, my finger tips static and numb, and my focus almost disoriented. But I could control myself, I knew I could stay strong resist this desire that awakening from seeing her across the auditorium. She was blonde with a red streak in her bangs. A smile worth a million dollars, she could a roll for Margot Robbie's money. I'm talkin she was and is that beautiful. Even more so.
Before graduation, there was the area where we us grads had to wait before going out in the auditorium. But as a polynesian tradition, my family put flower lays, stacks of them for me to wear, stacked so high I could barely see. But I knew I could see how some friends didn't have family there to see them or they have special awarded sashes to wear. So I started handing out my lays. And I saw her across the room, and she was staring at me seeing me with a tower of lays and giving them away. I walked over to her and have her one and said "Thought you might one :)" she with a big smile,"Aw, Thankyou so much :)! That's really kind of you" I said just simply said no prob, not giving away that there was something true... I was falling in love. That year in May 2016.
I was than getting out of a huge toxic relationship as well as a high school romance, which frankly, don't usually last as drama and her playing me, I had to let those things go. I might never see this blonde girl again after graduation. But I noticed we had a mutual friend and I asked our mutual friend who she was. I will never forget her name.
I was able to look her up on Instagram. That was her. The woman that I casted a spell on me. A woman that gave me a feeling unlike anything. I knew she was someone to be special. Even to now I don't know why or what was to be particularly special.
But I reached out to her and wanted to get to know her, she was like a beam of light through a grey but beautiful soothing raining day.
I life wasn't going the best after graduating, had a very religious parenting and restricted to do a lot and had broken up with my high school girlfriend that was struggling to get over. But this Girl kept residing in the back of my mind. Coming out of a serious relationship, I felt it wasn't right to my family and to my exes family if I started pursuing a new girl, so I new I need to control my impulses and that this falling in love thing is false. I slowly felt I wasn't deserving of it. The slow and steady poison of depression soon was being gulped in... I suddenly got a message. I had put something up on socail media of how I felt.. and it was from Her... she was wondering what was wrong... I told her that my life was slowly feeling like.I wasn't going anywhere and was losing. She then and henceforth changed my life. She said, "You could try to join the Navy with me :)" I was considering the military already, I had nothing else going for me. So I gave it shot. Me and her started seeing eachother more often, I would be giving her a ride to appoints, and me and her would go to the gym and train. I would take her out after and we would have the most fun.
One night, there was a party being thrown, and I was going. I had never drank before in my life... -.- as I showed I needed to get experience if I was to be a sailor in the Navy. She was there and we were having good time, I didn't know the differences of the drinks, and turned out I drank 3/4 glass tall bottle of straight Vodka. I soon became a hilarious sad and in love drunk. My memory and everything fazing... but one thing I remember, is... she kissed me❤.
What I then did, was something that ruined it. Being a crying and in Love Drunk
I than asked her why she did that. She than said she was sorry. Soon later a gay friend of ours passed out and i started trying to make sure he was ok with checking his pulse and chest compressions with CPR, being full drunk I was. As well as yelling how much in love I was with her. And how sad that as she was joining the navy, me and her were to never see eachother for years. And we'd never get married and have our "four kids" 😂. Me and her will continue to laugh about that memory. When it came down to her last days before shipping off to bootcamp, not knowing that was going to be the last time I'd get to see her for 3 years. I just told her.. I was going to miss her... she meant so much to me. She was giving me a second chance at life to persue my own career in the Navy. Crazy part is while she was in boot camp and a week before I was shipping out, she was returning early from bootcamp... sadly she had suffered a break down and couldn't go through to complete the training... she had lost her chance of what she thought was her future.
I never got the chance to see her, but I remember telling her, though what she had faced and was then now facing, she was back home and safe. I was now pretty scared to go through with it. But I did it. I shipped out and those 2 months, I thought nothingelse but her. The girl that had changed my life.
Over these years we would have waves of talking to eachother as old friends. I'd than have to hear how she had gotten into a relationship and moved out to him... but I just want her to be happy
I would later be still a very close friend and one to give advice on things. There was one time that she wasn't sure if she cared about her boyfriend... she wanted me... but I knew it would be a dishonorable thing to pull her away... I didn't have my own place to stay and wouldn't be able to take care of her.
I would later come to see what's to come. She eventually marries this man she was dating... that was one... sad time in my life. She was moving on... I ought to too. She was in Texas over 1000 miles away from me... but I knew she was to be happy and I had no right to any of that.
Time passed and couple of years when by and I got text from her, me now living on a ship and having it rough. But she then told me she getting divorced. The man she married became a monster to her. Beating her, and threatening to kill her and her going through multiple miscarriages...
I gave her as much love and comfort as i could muster with the distance between her and me. Her being the one to light up my soul...
Me and her than comfessed to eachother that we loved eachother ever since we've first met. May 18th 2016. Seeing the beautiful girl climbing into the bus after gradnight❤... how much we've meant to eachother over these 3 years of having never seen eachother...
But issues of distance and my inconvenience being in the military and of not being able to go see her...
She had than a couple months later of being alone and depressed she opened herself up again, and got a new boyfriend.
Me being confused and sad why my life was to be this was... I than did something I don't think I can undo...
I deleted her... feeling like I was causing her pain. I let her go. If fate wields that me and Her are to see eachother one day in life, than let it be. I forever wish her happiness. A life of being whole. I love her. And every thing I do I have her on my mind as the love of my life. Whether I am to sail and walk this earth and having seen many things, heard many things and meeting so many people and helping and serving, with the purpose of putting forth good, at the very least from me. I have her on the back of my mind... I am alone and on my own, with no family, or people that really care about me near.. she is the one I do everything for. My one and only.
just jacob11 You already know my fat ass ain’t reading all that
😢❤️
finally it’s not those songs that are aLl oVer tik tok and don’t even have that much emotion.
this is delicous
I can feel us losing eachother. I cant tell if we want to hold on or let go.
Precious s i m p s o n w a v e (i miss when the pics had animation like stars moving in the background or something, please consider making that type of art again :) ) love you neotic
I think Neotic had to stop doing them because Fox wouldn't let them do it. (Look at their video C A L M, it says something about it.)
Relaxing time into your own world... I have that feeling each time I listen to your mixes. Thank you! 💖😌
No one knows how much I screamed in pain
But it’s ok..
they don’t need to feel
They don’t deserve to feel pain
Friends are made to save each other
But all I have is fake ones..
The silence the we live in is making me think that I don’t know if they care about me or ..
they are learning how to forget about me
But who cares now ..
My true self died many years ago..
So I m here standing alone everyday
Finding something or someone to love..
You just..don’t know..
You just don’t know what hides under the big pretty smiles in their pretty faces
Like masks
They have really nice mask to cover up their pain..
I wish I have one..
Kim Namjoon hi😊 i knoq its been a while since you commented this but i just wanted to make sure that youre doing okay now🙈 you deserve the world!
I loved what you wrote... heartfelt... Im thinking of writing a song based on collected comments from this video because i bsolutely love the energy projected here! But your comment i found extra special! I wanted to ask for permission to use this as inspiration? Full credit will be given (IF! I ever get the confidence to spread it anywhere for others to see haha!)
I really wish you all the best though!... and if you need someone to talk to, you can just let me know man... okay?☺️🙈
I asked google to "play a song that reminds you of me" and this is what I got...❤️😟
Good visualll 💗❤🎧
Am I ever gonna be okay. Will I ever remember or find who I am. Will I ever....
If you keep meditating, you will 😌
Beauty from Neotic💖
Love It Puts Me At Eaz
U can feel a lot of pain in this music but u're trying to feel more better cuz it's so hard when the person u used to think abt while ur listening to this song became a stranger and did a lot of bad things for u and u keep wondering DID I DO SOMETHING BAD FOR HIM /HER? AM I THE BAD PERSON THAT'S WHY HE/SHE LEFT ME ? But no , u're nothing but a good person u r the strongest person ever cuz u came here again not because u wanna remember ur memories but u just like the vibes that this song gives u so plz try to forget all the shit and the fuckers who don't love u just keep going and i just wanna say i love you and we all love u and I believe in u I believe that u have the prettiest heart ever and i wish all of ur dreams will come true ✨🖤💜 Ps : i wish I received this message when i needed it when i was alone when nobody noticed my sadness welllllll im really okay now i wish I could helped u a lil bit 💠
With all of the chaos going on in the world this was exactly what I needed
One can only dream of it as a background music for one's youtube channel.
right as i read the title i thought of my best friend... my special little sunshine 💛🌸
How did I not know about this greatness?!!!
I just love and enjoy the beats, somethings gone are not to remember.
I feel like, ”Yeah, this is how it is, just accept it