Past Lives - Sped up
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ย. 2024
- Wassup Everybody!
Back with something really different than other things uploaded on the channel...
So this is a lyrical video of the song PAST LIVES from sapientdream...I've done some changes to it so here it is...
Enjoy this one and I'm going back to bring you a new one...
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that's so sad
This is a song that remind me all my childhood and some very hard struggles I experienced in my Life. When I was 4 years old I was taken to get examined by doctors because I acted very strange then most kids. They gave the diagnosis of PDD-NOS which means Pervasive Developmental Disorder-Not Otherwise Specified and knew I was on the Autism Spectrum. When I went to school for kindergarten I was abused by teachers that I away taunt and always hurt by kids that were around me. I was always told and treated like I was different everyone else and I was always put with a label as an outcast and constantly got hurt, torn apart or shoved down the stairs as a 6 year old boy. I stayed at the school moved to another school and things didn't get much better. I was always put in another classroom, and I learned at a very young age that I'm not like everyone else, but in a more problematic way.
People liked me at first but overtime people lost interest and made an outcast and made the Class punching bag for my 4th Grade-8th Grade at that school with teachers abusing me. I moved to another school and was utterly alone. I was always treated as If I was stupid and never was given a chance to prove myself. I was always bad in school and my family always thought I was just being Lazy and everyone never took me seriously and treated me a joke. Because of the services I had and I hid everything about me because I felt so Ashamed and I wanted people to like me. I tried so hard to be someone that I wasn’t and that only made things a lot worse and I lost my confidence and dignity. I have a older brother that is 18 months older than I am and we went to the same school. We was very popular and I was the literally the school’s punching bag. I always was jealous of him because people really liked him and everyone seemed to hate me and he never defended me when people push me around. I had a family that treated my my brother the golden child and felt always neglected. I was always beat up by people in my life and always made to be the outcast and always seemed no one wanted or needed me. I had to always change or swap "masks" of myself to blend in with people to finally like who I was and was someone of worth. But, by doing so, I lost my confidence, dignity, and my own self-image because of it and spiraled out.
I moved again for my 9th grade year, and I was a mental wreck. from getting hurt from my previous school, I was just alone and was in exile. I had teachers that really talked down to me and made me feel very stupid. I was just drifitng by, eating lunch outside of the cafeteria in the hallway so no one can see me, or walk early to class to not be seen. I moved again to another school and it was career school this time and things started getting better. I was in a class for half the day and I had people that liked me. For my Sophomore and Junior year I felt like I finally found a Family that I was looking for and that I finally felt accepted and was happy. Until my Senior year came along and things seemed fine but overtime people weren't really wanting to talk to me. I have always been a smart person and never put anyone down and tried to help anyone I could so I could be noticed. Overtime slowly turned me into a outcast and I tried so hard to fix it but no one wanted me. And January of my 2022 senior year I lost everyone, my grade were garbage because I mentally and I hid from everyone in the Printing room that was apart of my lab and worked on my projects in there. I tried changing my "masks" again, it just didn't work and everything I tried to have people stay, they left instead. I lost my family that I was always denied of having and I felt like I was the problem this whole time and the only reason why I'm always alone, is me.
I graduated as a graduate of 2022 and I completely lost everything. I lost my family, my confidence, and mentally was breaking down and the last day of school I was a mental wreck. For the past months after that with the summer of 2022 and the Fall I was trapped and drifting in my own world alone. I had no one, just in my room making art of characters and worlds to take me out of mine. I'm currently in college for Animation and Illustration and I'm currently 19 years old.
I said all of this for context with the song because I have been in so many storms and feels like things won't let go away but I have never given up and always tried to not let the worse get the best of me but it can be so hard. For so long I've I have been paralyzed my past and I have a such hard time moving on from and It can be really hard because of the memories, so many memories that I have a hard time moving on. I try to understand why I was always the outcast and always thrown away. And I once have thought ending my life but didn't nor will ever do because I feel like there is a reason for all of this. Because I know that is if I hang on a little longer the sun is the behind the clouds and I know things will be alright even when theres so much pain there will be an end and a reason for all of it. Right now I'm alone and just making art to be remembered by in my room, But that's okay, because I know I will be make things that people will remember me by that can put the world little together again while listening to music while I'm dreaming.
Dang though I didnt read all of it the parts I read felt tough! Hope better times come for you
dude! i don't know that have the other people had even read your writings fully or not...but you are an artist now...people made you hurt you in your past but ...just know that past will not come back but your future is coming...your future needs you not your past..get established ...show to the motherfcking bitches that what you are actually....have your revenge...
i feel so sorry for u :[
wish u to have a happy life after
i subscribed to u
Am the only one that cried when this song played?
No I am very sensitive to SAD songs and I am always made fun for it you are not the only I promise ya 💓:'(
Yes you are the only one
no
I did once.
Yeah
I listen to this song so much and I get very sad because I lost my brother😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Sorry for your loss
im sorry
I hope you recover soon, I might not know you but I know you will.
Why I listen to this song cause my girlfriend cheated with my friend
It's alright bro..you'll find a better one for sure!
U gonna a better one god will bless u with it 🙏 ✨
Keven de bruyne and Thibaut cortouis reference 💀
Oh I’m sorry about that I’ve got a crush shee is getting other boys😢
I feel your pain brother 😔
I listen to it because I fell in love with my neighbor for more than 3 years than someone else came who is handsome and got her with ease , I tried to show her that I really mean it and I am a good person she ended up hating me and is moving out in the end I am hated for my actions in the hole neighborhood and left heart broken, efforts are useless if you are not handsome and she always knew how i felt. Their is no magic no money of the world could buy me what I want. So if it is meant to be it will be if not you can’t do anything about it accept it even if it’s hard EXTREMLY hard ….
I love sad songs
Me toooo
This make me cry because my grandpa died in 2015 and i still remember him giving me kisses before death😢
So sad 😢😢😢
This is a good song for matpat's last video.. we will miss him
I listen to this because about a month ago, my fish died. I bought him to the veterinarian and they couldn’t save him. He was sick and he would stay in a place to rest. I hadn’t even have him for a year. Rest in peace ☮️ Bluey.
Rest in peace 🪦 ❤
he's not in pain anymore
Sorry for your fish😢😢
Same
Same it’s so sad right x
I'm listening because I'm remembering the memories I had with my friends
Exactly what I’m thinking one of my ex friends hates me now I’m trying to fix it😭
@@Sleepyechindname to
So am i
My friend moved away
Same
I listen to this song because a cat i truly cared about when i was little got hit by a car.
Story:When i was born,we had a cat named Reece,that cat loved me,i would drag him around and he wouldn't care,he would follow me everywhere i went,and around 3 years later,he was hit by a car.. i cry when i think about him,he was a good cat
I do understand your pain...A similar incident just happened with me in past few days...still trying to overcome it...In yours case it was a cat..but mine was a baby bird...
@@stolenvibes_78 aw :( i actually have a story similar but much different,there was this odd bird nest so i took a look,keep in mind this was a bit over 2 months ago,it was a female Carolina Wren,i gave her the name "Mama Wren",i would make sure her eggs were safe and warm. A few days later,my dad accidentally threw her nest away,one of the eggs broke open :( and one was kind of cracked,i saved the slightly cracked one and called it "Lil' Wren". But when we moved,i didn't have time to get Lil Wren,and eventually... the house we moved out of burned down... R.I.P. Lil Wren.
I don't have words to reply...I was thinking that if I could save that baby bird too....
In few days I'll be uploading a music that I've created before the bady bird died which reminds me of every second of that moment...
Omg I'm crying rn for real 😭
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I listen to sad songs now, the person I loved the most left me, I haven't forgotten him... Maybe I'll forget him...
Whatever you wish, I hope it'll come true very soon...💖
Oh..
Sorry
My dad died and i had no idea whay happen to him but when i heard what happened my dad took his live and i was so sad but then i was shocked what happened my my dad rip 1989 to 2023 🥺🥺
The best edit ever
Aww thanks ❤️.....
This reminds me when my mom had to go to the hospital😢😢
My golf teacher i loved this song at that time mark thats his name stay safe
The reason I listen to this is because, I've lost all my friends, all pets died, and my grandparents died. It feels like the world has caved in on me and wants me to suffer.
Don’t worry it’s all gonna end soon 🙃
This guy deserves a prayer
bro...😢
I lost my grandfather last week and we were really really colse I can feel your pain hopefully you will heal your pain soon❤💔
The pendulum always swings the other way.
When one thing ends, another begins.
Im listening to this song because i losed all my friends now i can't hold my tears i had a good year with them now i am alone....
This is so sad bc I had a 1% chance of living but of the power of Jesus 🙏I'm alive even know I have ADHD this song is so sad I listen to it everyday my mom was so happy I'm alive I am greatful for my life my mom was crying but now I'm better🤒🤒 a lil bit
I listen this song because my 2 grandpa and 1 grandma died they are so friendly and careful to me😢
It's alright...
I cry every time I hear it, I go to a family reunion with my dog rosco and I would always listen to this song and now rosco has died this song reminds me of him and family reunion 😢😭
I remember my past life in listing this song 🥀😭😭🥀🥀
Top 1 song
I Love this music
My cat Charley we had to give him to the adoption center
Me listening to this bc I feel depressed but don’t know how to tell anyone
Me too bro
same i js wanna d**e
BANGER!
Amazing
I love this song to much ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊😊
It is sad😢
I listen to this song cause my husband passed away from heart attack my childs birth is 2017 he died on 2020
😢💔
I think that good
Trying to step up my confidence I have to go on stage probably alone in front of 784 children+my crush :(
Well that happened 😳 😕
The 1 hour version of this song will be uploaded soon...the work is in progress...So Subscribe with Notifications to stay tuned...😆
Sorry for you😢
I LOVE ❤
I’m your 50th subscriber ❤
That's why I've mentioned the date in about section...
And a big thanks for the sub!!
I very love your song!😊
My grandpa passed away almost a year ago she passed away on April 24th 2023 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 but it's still sad because his birthday was he was 66 years old he was still young because he was born on January 19th 1956 but I'm still sad cuz I really I miss him alot
This song is sad 😔:(
I wish I was innocent again man I made myself grow up too quickly
Why i listen to this song because its my birthday but 😢
Techno blade never dies! ❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢
It just reminds me of my past as a kid😢
asi asi asi 👏👏👏👏
Mi. A. Cuerdo. gue. Se. Fue. Un. Amigo. A. Otro.
Estado🥺🥺😭😭😞😞
@@stolenvibes_78 what he said was: i remember that my friend has gone to another state
Thanks!❣️
this reminds me of when my grandpa died after getting home from a movie😢
this song has a...mix of emotions.
i feel saddened by the lyrics due to it being relatable with me.
but i feel like i lost something when i listened to this, a memory, a piece of me, my childhood.
but theres also that chill vibe of "i'm floating". y'know?
@stolenvibes_78, thank you for making this, you gave me a new favorite song.
Yuh don't need to mention that buddy... that's what I'm here for...
Well, thank you anyways. I had listened to this for at least an hour straight.
I sometimes like to go outside in the afternoon-night (preferably night, since there’s no cars out.) to longboard while playing this song. It feels nice to speed around an empty road while listening to it.
I’ll say it again though…thank you!
I haven’t listened to this songs for years ago
Reminds me of theses football legends: Pelé, maradona, cruyff, gerd muller and Eusebio 😢
I listen to this song to think about good memories I had with my old friend that hates me now I wanna go back😭
Why he hated u?😢
@@PoojaVerma-px5ce because he thinks I’m annoying
Ive never been so close to my friends as of now, but as time passes were all gonna split up and i fear i might end up alone and i fear i wont make friends again 😟
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢noooooooooooooo triste😢 adiós 2022😢
Just in a depressing mood sadly
I will listen to this song when i am alone or sad😁
Join us and you won't be sad or alone anymore....by suggesting me that what kind of music or remix should I try...just by writing a comment below my videos....💖
I always love to reply you guys...
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Same
For me that's all the time! 😁
I listen to this song bc my uncle died in the army and i miss him 😢
Sorry for your loss
This makes me feel- I really dont know man
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I miss my bsf LLB🕊️❤️
Just I am getting closer to my crush I love this song
I am with my crush
@@NotThatGurlSara same bro now she is my bestfriend
this song is rated
Bro 2 more subscribers left for 1000 of your channel congrats
Thanks a lot..So close...
I am sad because of that 😢
My grandfather died 10 days ago we were really close.the worse part is i did,nt visit him on his last few Days bc of my exams but i visited him 5 Days before his Death. He was Quite the whole time like he knew what,s gonna happened
Ain’t past lives make people cry
This song feels like u lost someone bc I lost my grandpa who die and I am sad :(
I listening this song because my grandfather died💔💓💔💘
I can understand your how you're feeling brother...
Thank😶
It's so sad 😢😢😢
I Listen to this song because it reminds me of my family that died in a car crash 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
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Ooh, ooh, ooh, past lives coul,d ever hold me down lost love is sweeter when finelly found ive, got the stragest feelin' this is,t our first time around past lives could beetwin us sumetimes the dreamers finally wake up dont wake me im not dreamin' don't wake me im not dreamin'
I wish I could bring my grandpa back to life 😞
I listen to this song because its reminding me of Kobe Bryant, RIP Black Mamba
Whenever I listen to this song it always reminds of the best people who were in my life my best friends and it hurts now my life is fuckin ruined sometimes I wished I died I wished I never existed around them our group is gone broken changed and it's a fuckin mess in my life
I listen to this song case my puppy was is the hospital
I listen to this song because I couldn't protect the only one i love so much 💗
😢❤
You know what even sad the green mile 😭😭😭😞
😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤
😅my grandma died😢😭
Everyone has to go one day... it's alright
My grandma had died too...
My pet favorite song ❤️💕👍🏻👍🏻😂😢❤
I’m listening to this cause my bffs just stopped being friends with me
No worries bro...
You'll find better friends for sure...
Wow
It is verryyyyyyyyy sad song 😢😢 Im crying now
-PAST LIVES-
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I listen cuz I can't see my bestfriend mariah anymore or talk to her
SAD SONG? ME TOO
My fish pastaway i miss her so much😢😢😢😢
😢😢😢😢😢 Mi abuelaaaaaaaaa te estrallo❤
Ilisten this song but my dog passed away shih tzu named empoy
This music is god
😭😭😭 I miss my grandpa
😞😞😞😞😞😞
i had 4 pets, hamsters, 2 passed because of age, one because of diabetes, and 1 because of cancer
Pastlives 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I felt REALLY unmotivated when i saw my grades at scholl It was all great scores but i still felt a little bit sad about it cuz i get harrased at school and roasted at and sometimes i always get annoyed that some of my " Friends " just kept trying to steal my stuff to troll me for no reason... Or just because I'm different from being a smart guy ..
And sometime people would make me do things JUST for them
I’m listening to this cause it makes me think of my friend who killed her self
This music + gta san andreas ending 😓
Hey I just came to say Ik it’s a sad song but my going to become girlfriend is here comforting me because I lost my friend when he moved to California from a forest fire
Many people like you had many memories behind this song...and I'm one of you guys...