3 am?! i usually squedule the videos to post at 12pm here in belgium, it makes no difference if i post them at 11am, 1 hour before if you prefer that hahah
Hey, I've just found your channel. Basically, thank you for your beautiful work. You have such a curious and creative mind, and I'm so glad to find your videos here. I'm sorry in advance for the long post, but I guess this is just a mini self reflection in a random corner of the internet, more than anything else. But, man... I am in such a rough spot right now. The past few months I have been spiralling downwards into depression. It is mainly caused by my ADHD, and my lack of ability to concentrate full efforts onto meaningful projects in my life. It's almost as though you can see the incredible future that you know you are capable of creating for yourself, but your body and your mind pull you back. This is not the first time it has happened, however it is definitely the worst it has ever hit me. Sometimes it feels like you find the right people (albeit online), at just the right time. I'm sitting here at 2am, unable to sleep, feeling my absolute worst. But, just like that someone manages to create a small spark in my heart again - completely unexpected. I hope everyone is healthy and well, and the advice that I should remember more myself is that - no one is alone in our feelings. Time to change.
hey donny i wanted to thank you for your honesty and also your comment. If I'm being 100% honest there are some times I don't fully feel like filming or scripting or editing. I personally push myself a bit just to start and find myself that it flows better after starting. Always at the end of it all I look back at what I did and find myself personally proud! I wish you the best and just know that starting is the hardest part, after that it becomes easier to do anything :) All the best Edi
@@mrchops Thank you for sharing your time and perspective with me, I was so happy to see the notification this morning :) Please keep making that first step and creating, another one here rooting for your success! 😸
great video!! personally i've been writing a "diary" in my phone for the last 3 years, just a few lines about the day (also when i woke up and went to bed). this video made me feel a bit better about my stupid aah bachelors thesis in physics about fractal dimension, that i'm really struggling to finish
Love your videos. Tq. I find looking back at what I wrote and writing about what I wrote(!) in the present helps me see how far I have come or not. It is not so much recording what I did but how I feel. Processing my thoughts. I also do sketches to illustrate. Not perfect ones.
Great video man. Very insightful.
I can always rely on you to post at 3 am just before im about to go to bed. ❤
3 am?! i usually squedule the videos to post at 12pm here in belgium, it makes no difference if i post them at 11am, 1 hour before if you prefer that hahah
Hey, I've just found your channel.
Basically, thank you for your beautiful work. You have such a curious and creative mind, and I'm so glad to find your videos here.
I'm sorry in advance for the long post, but I guess this is just a mini self reflection in a random corner of the internet, more than anything else. But, man... I am in such a rough spot right now. The past few months I have been spiralling downwards into depression. It is mainly caused by my ADHD, and my lack of ability to concentrate full efforts onto meaningful projects in my life. It's almost as though you can see the incredible future that you know you are capable of creating for yourself, but your body and your mind pull you back. This is not the first time it has happened, however it is definitely the worst it has ever hit me.
Sometimes it feels like you find the right people (albeit online), at just the right time. I'm sitting here at 2am, unable to sleep, feeling my absolute worst. But, just like that someone manages to create a small spark in my heart again - completely unexpected.
I hope everyone is healthy and well, and the advice that I should remember more myself is that - no one is alone in our feelings.
Time to change.
hey donny i wanted to thank you for your honesty and also your comment. If I'm being 100% honest there are some times I don't fully feel like filming or scripting or editing. I personally push myself a bit just to start and find myself that it flows better after starting. Always at the end of it all I look back at what I did and find myself personally proud! I wish you the best and just know that starting is the hardest part, after that it becomes easier to do anything :)
All the best
Edi
@@mrchops Thank you for sharing your time and perspective with me, I was so happy to see the notification this morning :)
Please keep making that first step and creating, another one here rooting for your success!
😸
I might use the dusty notebook I just found this week for that🤔
we all got a spare forgotten notebook hahah
There is something very cinematic about that discovery, haha.
great video!! personally i've been writing a "diary" in my phone for the last 3 years, just a few lines about the day (also when i woke up and went to bed). this video made me feel a bit better about my stupid aah bachelors thesis in physics about fractal dimension, that i'm really struggling to finish
ahhhh it only gets better! good luck!
brb I'm going out to go buy a notebook
Love your videos. Tq.
I find looking back at what I wrote and writing about what I wrote(!) in the present helps me see how far I have come or not. It is not so much recording what I did but how I feel. Processing my thoughts. I also do sketches to illustrate. Not perfect ones.
you said it perfectly, about mainly writing the feelings and loving to read them back :)
I'm in habit of writing my thoughts down but in a small scale and less frequently..😅😅