I wont fight it , I’m just tired of healing.. I’m going through a difficult time in these days and I don’t know but this song will make me feel more better in a lot of days .. Because i really don’t want to fight anymore and I’m really tired of healing.. I will try to take a rest for myself to get better , and thank you for this wonderful and comfy song ❤
Healing alone is more than exhausting. It took everything I had left in me, leaving me empty. It took me over five years to heal alone from my childhood traumas, and even though I'm feeling better today, the fight against our demons is never really over. Many times I almost gave up and stopped fighting for a life that no longer had any taste, but I clung to the last ounces of hope I had to get by. The hope of being happy, of becoming the person I always wanted to be. So, for all the broken people who will read this message, I can tell you that with courage, strength and time, it is possible to heal, even all alone. You are amazing, you are unique, you are loved. You deserve the best in life. Love, Aksel
I think sometimes the most painful thing about healing is when you've convinced yourself you've healed only to stumble again and realized you barely covered the surface and you're bleeding again..
And it feels as if you just forced yourself/lied to yourself that you made progress then something else happens and all that work, all the effort you put, all the control is gone. Its like when will I ever get out. When will I stop feeling this way? God I will take my pain and feelings to you because you know it all and you can turn my pain into something beautiful. # Jesus can help you Lots of love from here❤❤🥹
You don’t have to heal alone anymore, God can stitch up your wounds, just ask. He’s waiting for you to allow Him to cover you with His love. He knows every single strand of hair on your head, and every tear you shed. He knows your pains and He knows the cries of your heart. Not even the best writer in the world can fully express in words how much God cares about you. It’s not too late yet to turn to Him 💝. You don’t have to do this alone anymore, your heart will be at its fullest when you allow Him to heal it, He won’t let anyone or anything else break your heart again. But if it does end up breaking again, it’s nothing God can’t repair. I love you but God loves you more, in Jesus’ name amen. All praise be to God. 🤍
Dude said 3 sentences like 10 times and I'm crying remembering every good moment ruined by trauma or depression or anxiety. The instrumental sounds like waves. Drowning in your own thoughts its just. Oh my god just thank you. Thank you for making something that opens the soul y'know
I'm tired of healing too, it seems to never get better. All my life I felt empty and when I tought I started to feel something, everything just crumbles away and I am taking steps back. I'm not able to move on anymore. It seems it's easier to give up on healing and accept loneliness as my future
i say don't give up i believe we all have something to live for. my life as we speak aint as great as i like but i know God has a plan for me i want to become a musician and if i gave in to my thoughts i wouldn't be able to do great things for others... so yea
Me too, man. Me too. You’re not alone. We are meant to be here, and to do great things, whatever that may be, but it’s such a battle. Feels like fighting a war against myself every day. So tired. My heart is with you.
Healing is one of the most painful things to go through in life but when we can't go anymore God is there to pick us up and carry us through. My mom gave me an analogy of a butterfly. A butterfly goes through so many stages but when they are about to blossom they are protected by a cocoon and though winds blow it around and rain falls on it the caterpillar is protected and continues to grow until one day it breaks free and is transformed into a butterfly. Although freedom may look different it's nice to know that when it feels impossible God is there to give rest. It's as simple as saying yes. Forever Jesus loves.
It's so hard to try force yourself to heal when you don't want to lost that broken part of you, because without it I don't know who I am and I'm scared if I heal then all this pain I've been through won't mean anything
U just said what I thought, like ur in my mind. I always say that I think im obsessed with depression but I'm not. I started struggling with depression when I turned 13, sometimes it think before that, but I'm 20 now and still struggling but I stick with it because depression is all I know, I'm scared of being truly happy because it don't exist.
Journaling, meditation, yoga, walking, gardening, cooking, painting, drawing, gratitude, affirmations, prayers, vision boards, tarot, graphology, reading, intermittent fasting, vegetarian diet, letting go, surrender, therapy, forgiving... you name it, I've been doing everything. But it's been 7 years. My life is still stuck. No friends, no job, no relationship, no social life. I'm tired of trying to understand what happened and why, making sense of things, holding onto hope. At this point, it seems older generation is right, there's no healing. Just suppress the hurt and do what everyone else is doing.
I second that. I have just started my journey and at first I was so elated to be free of everything and everyone and it's almost as if this loneliness is heavier than ever before. I look around and all I see are people who've got it figured out. Found there place and their people whether good or bad is just perspective all ik is they're not alone. Stuck between generally disliking people and craving that connection. Tis a bitch 😂😭
I'm right here with you! Been healing whole life from childhood trauma and now adult trauma and now I'm disabled and super lonely! I live with someone who supposedly loves me but more of an annoying roomate!! I'm tired kids grown and waiting for me die anyway so they can have what I've worked forim tired!!!!😢
I just went through 8 years of being a full time caregiver, for my husband. It was one crisis after another. After he passed last October i didn't know what to do. I ended up drinking and drugs a lot of problems. I felt so exhausted. Trying to recover and heal. Now asking Jesus to deliver me. Listening to these songs, i learned to Be Not Afraid. Jesus got it, and am not afraid. All is well.
In all Honesty. When i had stumbled across this song, I didn’t relate/connect to it, but I saved it in a playlist because it sounded comforting. I was honestly in a good part of my life, and think it was why i didnt click. Some times life thinks you need to struggle. I’ve been mentally unwell again and this song coming back to it. Definitely hit more differently. It was something I really needed. I had a good moment to cry. The comments here makes you feel comforted that you arent alone in struggling though💕 I hope everyone will have great things come into their lives. I do hope no matter what there will be love and happiness for everyone 💕
The consequence of being so aware of everything and myself is that I know how to overcome it and yet my mind keeps me locked away in the same cycle over and over again. As if God kept trying to take my pain but it kept slipping from his hands back onto it.
For those that see this, I know ya dont know me, but that does not mean you cant drop a PRAYER for me. PRAYING for each other should be what we all do. I been facing the biggest battle ever in my life since Aug 22 2023, my personal Egypt. While the storm is smashing me from all sides I stand still, looking, listening, watching, waiting and any and all PRAYERS are wanted and needed. All Mighty GOD, i PRAY for all here now as well who need you GOD, you know the needs as they wander thru their Egypt, looking for the Promise Land, We all have our own Egypt and the only way thru is YOU. i PRAY YOU provide peace, strength, understanding and comfort for those in need. To you GOD, be all the Praise, Honor and Glory, CHRIST NAME AMEN, GOD BLESS all #keepsteppingandstaystrong today 11-8-23 is 78 days i been fighting for my family.. im tired mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually
God is still God! I feel you need to be reminded that your “Egypt” is not your home. Thought you may be on a journey it just journeying through! Keep the faith. What a powerful testimony you will be able to share on the other side!!!!! I’m touching and agreeing with you for healing, restoration and wholeness on the other side of through. “Yea, though we walk THROUGH the valley…” And bring Your family through with you in The Matchless Marvelous Mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen
I'm 63, with tears rolling out of my eyes, on here making a list of songs to play at my funeral. I've attempted suicide a few times over a period of time, but I've always been "healed", whether I wanted to be or not. THIS will be played as I pass away peacefully, hopefully & with my daughters & grandkids, & other family/ friends there.. not alone... Did I ever matter? I don't think so for the greatest part of my childhood AND adult life 🥹
Your light and life means something ❤ I’m a complete stranger but it means to me. If nobody brings you light shine on your own - you’re more than meaningful and the world is at your feet if you try to reach for it ❤ bless your heart, I wish you everything good
@e_msandra Thank you so much for your kind words. I try to feel that way & I know there's light still on in me but damn sometimes I feel so far away from it. Thanks friend 🙏🏼☮️🦋💜🌞
Had to go through my own suffering, was aching my whole body, but Jesus catched me on the other side, turned all my tears into joy, His love for us is huge, just surrender your whole heart to Him! ❤️🔥 He can heal all wounds! He gave me a new heart, new path, every day is prepared to walk it through. Rely on the Holy Spirit at all times ahead. Jesus is with us yesterday, today and tomorrow.. God keeps all His promises. I don't ever want to be separated from God the Father. Thank you, Jesus, for never deserting me! 🕊️ I love You, am eternally grateful! All glory belongs to God! God bless us all! 🤍
The amount of pain and struggles we go through would be too difficult to bear on our own, which is why God grabs our hand as we're about to fall off the cliff and He cries ''Give me your pain! Let me hurt instead of you! Please don't hurt yourself, let me bear your load, lay it on me'' He asks us to surrender our shame and burdens to Him and He will guide us and help us learn how to think and feel and act
@@namehere6102 Believe what? Do you mean believing that things can change, or that God loves you a lot? Or do you simply mean live your life a certain way?
Healing can be a very long and tough journey. It requires the courage to be vulnerable, the strength to endure relapses, and the wisdom to celebrate small victories. A supportive environment, loving people or people who share similar experiences can help a lot. In support groups there is a unique understanding that transcends words. As exhausting as this journey may be, I hope we all go through all of it and find meaning and hope for the future. ❤
Healing is beautiful its like being reborn.. Embrace it with your whole being.. Let go and let God.. You are so unique so important you matter.. God bless you
Yes it's like the moment your about healed from one tragedy another happens to make matters worse so you will get to a point where u can never truly heal and just want to stop trying to heal so this song hits me hard because thats exactly where im at right now
When everyone keeps telling you to “be strong” or “you will get thru this” and “ this will make your stronger” but you realize bro, how many times I gotta keep being strong, getting tried trying to hide the pain. why can’t I for once just accept the pain, surrender and be myself, however weak and embarrassed I may be.
I feel like no matter what I do no matter how hard i try itll never be enough and theres always more to do. Sometimes i doubt my relationship with God. It hurts and im tired of trying to give me best and constantly feeling the pressure to be perfect. No amount of Bible studies will heal this pain. It may mend it but i need Jesus. I dont even have a reason to be stressed out but i am. I wish i was good enough i wish i would stop doubting.
What an amazing song thank you so much, I don't know what are you all going through but i know that you are strong and I'm proud of you for just existing love you
I’ve been in pain my whole life. Dealing with childhood trauma pain self harm abusive relationships hospitalizations sickness illnesses physical mental. I’ve had a really hard past few days. I hate feeling this way but I know it’s needed. I wish nothing but love to everyone. Thanks for the comfort with the messages. I love you.
All I am going to say is "Thank You" you really touched me with this song, I am not sad or depressed but this just gave me reassurance that it is okay to let go
I started to listen to this song every day, and now I've become so cold, distant and silent. Because of that particular line " I won't fight it, I'm just tired of healing". Not in a bad way, but a really good way. Because now I can distance myself from toxic people.
I've always gone with the flow, not thinking too much about it, even though it has completely taken all of my strength away. I'm exhausted every day, trying to find ways to cope with anxiety and depression. When I try to explain my feelings to my therapist, she always tells me to do something about my situation, maybe take less shifts at work and even drop out of university, if that is what would really help. I know that I'm the only one who can start my own healing process, but I don't have the energy to do even that :'D I've gone to the point where I just hang on the edge, afraid of falling. It's like my mind has gone blank, I can't really feel anything, other than frustration and sadness and hopelessness. I'm too exhausted to start healing... The algorithm brought this song to my front page, and I'm so glad it did. I honestly thought that this feeling of being tired of healing is not that common... This song really brought so much comfort. Thank you so much!
I embrace my healing and pain. Grieving has become part of me but does not define me. I define me by moving thru it all. And sharing what I can. This was beautiful.
Amen. Live and let live. Forgive those who trespass against you is the way out. Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do. Thank you God for the serenity to accept the people I cannot change. Thank you God for the courage to change the one I can And the wisdom to know that one is me. I’m tired too. I’ll keep coming back because I was meant to be here and I am meant to give little Kenny the best life I can give him and when I’m down I’m down until then thank you God and thank you for giving me life.
If you are here god gave you another day appreciate the time..life is a tug of war between good and bad and god is on your side helping you tug on that rope towards good blessings...Love you all ..
I cry every time I listen to this song, plus I was born in September and all the things in the song is literally describing what I'm going through even when the song isn't playing I just sit. There and wonder why I keep messing things up and losing people...fr am just realy tired and one day I'll go and no one will remember me but it's fine 🙂 everyone must liv there lives 😢
Maybe, What I am truly looking into, Is the Source of My True Being. Maybe, What I am truly searching for, Is the Meaning of Divine Love. That here I am, Bending my knees, To the point where they consume my whole body, Just to make me believe, That I too can carry my weight, And the weight of my tribulations, On my clasped hands, Praying to the Creator, What it means to find solutions to my problems. Heal me, Lord.
You! Exactly you who is reading this now! Believe in you! You can do it! I know how dark it is! But you find the light! Promised! I did it too! And if I did it, you can do it too! ONLY YOU! give yourself the time you need, feel your feelings, it's okay! No matter how long it takes, take your time! It doesn't matter how you feel and what others say about how you feel! You can feel as long as you want to feel! ❤ you can do it, I believe in you!
I don't agree. We're all going through something different. It's like saying "Because I won a swimming competition, you can win a running race." They're two different things. And even if it were the same thing, we're all capable of different things because we're different people with different mindsets and different situations. I might be brilliant at running, you might be awful at it. So, no, just because you made it doesn't mean we can. Congrats that you made it, I'm genuinely happy for you. But it doesn't mean we all will. I know I never will. Thanks for your optimism, but it's just not realistic.
I am tired of healing too. People often say that family is everything you need, but how come I can only feel betrayed and abanoned now? We were once so close and I genuinely thought they would have my back. Or, at least, they would give me the chance to talk about it. But instead, they decided to give me a cold look and walked away without saying anything. Now, I can only try to find peace on here by myself. When I was younger, I never understood why would people commiting suicide. But, I do now...
Jesus love you so much … please don’t end your life🥺😓, life is so hard I know beloved , you matter so much to God that he sent his son for you he sent his son for the world , it’s not easy many times I though of suicide but don’t give into it 😞 Jesus loves you so much never forget that I love you
This song hits in ways that make you change perspective on things mann it's been a rough couple months but the beginning got me cause that's exactly how I feel about myself in my thought process 💯🙏🏽 but Jesus is always here so I may hurt but never alone such a good song🙏🏽❤️
This song is a bullet through my heart. It truly encapsulated the crushing journey of healing and trying to make it through to the next minute. Thank you for your music. Please keep writing and making more of it.
I am deeply hurt, especially after realizing that to there's no way we can fix what we lost...this healing is dragging and breaking me into pieces......it hurtssss
I’m just absolutely tired. So tired. Hearing the same thing. “You’ll get through this.” “Be strong”. What if I feel like I can’t anymore. I care about other people so much, I forget who I am. I want to feel happy again. A genuine happiness.
Jesus, loves you. He is the only healer you don't have to fight on your own. lay your burdens on to him he will listen and run towards you. i hope God gives you the healing you have been seeking in a way you didn't even imagine. May the father give you peace!!! you are loved more than you'll ever know.
this song just reminds me of all the family members i’ve lost and how much i’ve been forcing myself to heal and it shows me it’s okay to feel certain ways sometimes
Not sure how I stumbled across you my friend, cousin or maybe brother… Nadia Henderson here. This song I cannot play it loud enough. It has reached my heart and soul. I wish you the best love, happiness and success. Being a Henderson’s seems harder than living any other last name. You got this
These lyrics 💔 So exhausted.. tired of healing. Praying to God just to get some strength. Feeling like I never meant anything- so hard to let go of all these years.. it’s killing me. I have to keep it all to myself and just talk to Jesus. The world says move on like nothing but something beyond your control keeps you holding on. Hating yourself for thinking, feeling and not being able to let go 💔
This came out the month I finally got the courage to leave my abusive relationship, it took twelve years... I found it today. And all I really want to say is thank you. Thank you for making a song that, well, feels like me... Thank you Noah Henderson
I stumbled upon this video, and immediately thought "that looks like Sacramento, i wonder where he's from" only to find out in your bio! Beautiful song that resignated deeply with my personal journey recovering from trauma. In my prayers the other day, i said that i didnt want these painful flashbacks because they make me want to numb and distract myself, but i know that the opposite of numbing and distracting is facing and feeling if i want healing. Your lyrics spoke to my heart and journey. Thank you ❤️
Damm 2 years down and everyday heart feels emptier. Forcing myself to move on with the pain is only killing me mentally but also I don’t want to deal with this healing journey. Well damn
healing is an exhausting process but it's definitely going to be a process that is worth for. It's going to be a long journey towards healing but you will get there eventually. We might not have a way out now but there's going to be a way out.
Used your song on one of my TikTok videos and had to go check your socials to find more music. Wish you all the best and that this channel blows up, 5k is criminal.
I’m tired God, I’m so tired. There are moments where I feel like things are finally getting better but then something happens and I’m back to where I started.
I’ve been struggling so much. I’m unhappy with my life. And tonight for the first time is 6 months, I was able to get a sitter (while also being off work) and I couldn’t find the energy to go out and that’s all I’ve wanted for months. I realized I don’t have a village, friends, or much happiness. The only reason I’m still here, is because I brought 3 beautiful kids into this world who needs me no matter what I’m feeling. I kicked my jobless pill addicted husband out and I’ve struggled since then. Sometimes I hate myself for just not putting up with it and other times I pat myself on the back for not settling. I’m tired of healing
If you’re lost and your soul is hurting, congrats bc you’ve almost arrived!!! You find yourself in the dark & you’re reborn into a better, happier version of yourself. Stay patient it’s apart of this journey feel your emotions and learn to understand them. It gets better my friends. ❤
Me too. I’ve been spending months putting myself first, trying to make it through, bla bla bla. I just want to be okay. I’m so tired of putting in the time. I’ve done my time, I just wanna be happy again. And not just the caffeine high, surrounded by distractions happy. I want the I wake up happy, type of happy. I haven’t woken up happy in a while. I’m just tired. I’m not in that place anymore, I’m just so dang tired.
The part that always breaks me the most is when he says " The blonde and blue I had", it reminds me of a blonde Friend of mine that went to another country... It's been more than 6 months now and I still find it hard to forget her 🖤🤍
After 6 months of trying to make it work with her, she tells me that "iI think we're better off as friends. it isn't you, it's me". This is a beautiful song and it reminds me of her. I never felt so tired and sad......
Trying to heal from the trauma of my own mother. The only person who I was supposed to trust I feared and was terrified of. Now as a mom myself I’m just trying to walk away from how I was raised. It’s hard and painful. The worse part is I have no one but Jesus to teach me how to love her properly and sometimes when I can’t hear him it breaks me down into pieces. Because I just want to do better than what I was beaten and manipulated into my whole life. 😭
thank u all for listening
"Exhausted
And embarrassed of the way
I process
Everything
It hurts to keep it in
But no one understands"
right now "did I ever mean anything?" is hitting really hard
It hurts to keep it in, but no one understands
"I'm just tired of healing"
I wont fight it , I’m just tired of healing..
I’m going through a difficult time in these days and I don’t know but this song will make me feel more better in a lot of days ..
Because i really don’t want to fight anymore and I’m really tired of healing..
I will try to take a rest for myself to get better , and thank you for this wonderful and comfy song ❤
Healing alone is more than exhausting. It took everything I had left in me, leaving me empty. It took me over five years to heal alone from my childhood traumas, and even though I'm feeling better today, the fight against our demons is never really over. Many times I almost gave up and stopped fighting for a life that no longer had any taste, but I clung to the last ounces of hope I had to get by. The hope of being happy, of becoming the person I always wanted to be. So, for all the broken people who will read this message, I can tell you that with courage, strength and time, it is possible to heal, even all alone.
You are amazing, you are unique, you are loved. You deserve the best in life.
Love, Aksel
Love 🧡 heals..
But Love not from this world..
thankyou...
thank you sm i needed this
Thank you 🥺🙏🏽
Gratidão🙏🏿🙇🏿✨ Sua mensagem chegou aqui no🇧🇷 💖✨🙏🏿🙇🏿
I'm not giving up. I'm not giving in. I'm just tired right now, that's all.
Yessss let's goooooo 💚💚💚
It's okay as long as you keep going, you're not alone
Can relate.
Needed to read this today
@@naw613 Sometimes we really just have to soak in our emotions. Go through the feelings instead of around them. One day at a time 💙
Forcing yourself to heal can be so exhausting, sometimes its best to just be what you're feeling at that moment
Thank you. So much!!!
I needet to hear this
I think sometimes the most painful thing about healing is when you've convinced yourself you've healed only to stumble again and realized you barely covered the surface and you're bleeding again..
Honestly I think you are right, it is the worst feeling ha....😢
And it feels as if you just forced yourself/lied to yourself that you made progress then something else happens and all that work, all the effort you put, all the control is gone.
Its like when will I ever get out. When will I stop feeling this way?
God I will take my pain and feelings to you because you know it all and you can turn my pain into something beautiful.
# Jesus can help you
Lots of love from here❤❤🥹
I finally understand “it only gets worse b4 it gets better.”
You don’t have to heal alone anymore, God can stitch up your wounds, just ask. He’s waiting for you to allow Him to cover you with His love. He knows every single strand of hair on your head, and every tear you shed. He knows your pains and He knows the cries of your heart. Not even the best writer in the world can fully express in words how much God cares about you. It’s not too late yet to turn to Him 💝. You don’t have to do this alone anymore, your heart will be at its fullest when you allow Him to heal it, He won’t let anyone or anything else break your heart again. But if it does end up breaking again, it’s nothing God can’t repair.
I love you but God loves you more, in Jesus’ name amen. All praise be to God. 🤍
Dude said 3 sentences like 10 times and I'm crying remembering every good moment ruined by trauma or depression or anxiety. The instrumental sounds like waves. Drowning in your own thoughts its just. Oh my god just thank you. Thank you for making something that opens the soul y'know
wow. thank u for listening
I'm tired of healing too, it seems to never get better. All my life I felt empty and when I tought I started to feel something, everything just crumbles away and I am taking steps back. I'm not able to move on anymore. It seems it's easier to give up on healing and accept loneliness as my future
broooo, ur gonna be okay, I promise
You and me both. Im so sad and lonely but i know we cant give up.
i say don't give up i believe we all have something to live for. my life as we speak aint as great as i like but i know God has a plan for me i want to become a musician and if i gave in to my thoughts i wouldn't be able to do great things for others... so yea
Me too, man. Me too. You’re not alone. We are meant to be here, and to do great things, whatever that may be, but it’s such a battle. Feels like fighting a war against myself every day. So tired. My heart is with you.
Walking with Jesus sometimes requires us to walk with only Him. Wonderful Times and extremely painful, its called the narrow path
Healing is one of the most painful things to go through in life but when we can't go anymore God is there to pick us up and carry us through. My mom gave me an analogy of a butterfly. A butterfly goes through so many stages but when they are about to blossom they are protected by a cocoon and though winds blow it around and rain falls on it the caterpillar is protected and continues to grow until one day it breaks free and is transformed into a butterfly. Although freedom may look different it's nice to know that when it feels impossible God is there to give rest. It's as simple as saying yes. Forever Jesus loves.
god or death?
Its so good when we can't do it anymore, that's when God steps in and say, are you tired of trying your way?
Are you ready to give it to me? Lol
Healing alone is more than exhausting, but healing together with God, can give us hope to endure life a little more.
It's so hard to try force yourself to heal when you don't want to lost that broken part of you, because without it I don't know who I am and I'm scared if I heal then all this pain I've been through won't mean anything
U just said what I thought, like ur in my mind. I always say that I think im obsessed with depression but I'm not. I started struggling with depression when I turned 13, sometimes it think before that, but I'm 20 now and still struggling but I stick with it because depression is all I know, I'm scared of being truly happy because it don't exist.
I feel exactly the same. Well said!
Journaling, meditation, yoga, walking, gardening, cooking, painting, drawing, gratitude, affirmations, prayers, vision boards, tarot, graphology, reading, intermittent fasting, vegetarian diet, letting go, surrender, therapy, forgiving... you name it, I've been doing everything. But it's been 7 years. My life is still stuck. No friends, no job, no relationship, no social life. I'm tired of trying to understand what happened and why, making sense of things, holding onto hope. At this point, it seems older generation is right, there's no healing. Just suppress the hurt and do what everyone else is doing.
I’ll be your friend ❤ let’s be alone together maybe it won’t be so lonely.
I second that. I have just started my journey and at first I was so elated to be free of everything and everyone and it's almost as if this loneliness is heavier than ever before. I look around and all I see are people who've got it figured out. Found there place and their people whether good or bad is just perspective all ik is they're not alone. Stuck between generally disliking people and craving that connection. Tis a bitch 😂😭
I'm right here with you! Been healing whole life from childhood trauma and now adult trauma and now I'm disabled and super lonely! I live with someone who supposedly loves me but more of an annoying roomate!! I'm tired kids grown and waiting for me die anyway so they can have what I've worked forim tired!!!!😢
I just went through 8 years of being a full time caregiver, for my husband.
It was one crisis after another.
After he passed last October i didn't know what to do.
I ended up drinking and drugs a lot of problems. I felt so exhausted.
Trying to recover and heal.
Now asking Jesus to deliver me.
Listening to these songs, i learned to Be Not Afraid. Jesus got it, and am not afraid. All is well.
In all Honesty.
When i had stumbled across this song, I didn’t relate/connect to it, but I saved it in a playlist because it sounded comforting. I was honestly in a good part of my life, and think it was why i didnt click.
Some times life thinks you need to struggle. I’ve been mentally unwell again and this song coming back to it. Definitely hit more differently. It was something I really needed. I had a good moment to cry.
The comments here makes you feel comforted that you arent alone in struggling though💕
I hope everyone will have great things come into their lives. I do hope no matter what there will be love and happiness for everyone 💕
thank you for sharing ♥︎
❤️👭❤️
The consequence of being so aware of everything and myself is that I know how to overcome it and yet my mind keeps me locked away in the same cycle over and over again. As if God kept trying to take my pain but it kept slipping from his hands back onto it.
I feel this in my soul.
For those that see this, I know ya dont know me, but that does not mean you cant drop a PRAYER for me. PRAYING for each other should be what we all do. I been facing the biggest battle ever in my life since Aug 22 2023, my personal Egypt. While the storm is smashing me from all sides I stand still, looking, listening, watching, waiting and any and all PRAYERS are wanted and needed. All Mighty GOD, i PRAY for all here now as well who need you GOD, you know the needs as they wander thru their Egypt, looking for the Promise Land, We all have our own Egypt and the only way thru is YOU. i PRAY YOU provide peace, strength, understanding and comfort for those in need. To you GOD, be all the Praise, Honor and Glory, CHRIST NAME AMEN, GOD BLESS all #keepsteppingandstaystrong today 11-8-23 is 78 days i been fighting for my family.. im tired mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually
Praying for you!
@@crownofsplendor2023 thank you, truly am thankful
God is still God! I feel you need to be reminded that your “Egypt” is not your home. Thought you may be on a journey it just journeying through!
Keep the faith. What a powerful testimony you will be able to share on the other side!!!!!
I’m touching and agreeing with you for healing, restoration and wholeness on the other side of through.
“Yea, though we walk THROUGH the valley…”
And bring Your family through with you in The Matchless Marvelous Mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen
Also, you are NOT Forgotten!
@@claudettedavis9842 thank you so much, i truly am thankful for your message and reminder
I'm 63, with tears rolling out of my eyes, on here making a list of songs to play at my funeral. I've attempted suicide a few times over a period of time, but I've always been "healed", whether I wanted to be or not. THIS will be played as I pass away peacefully, hopefully & with my daughters & grandkids, & other family/ friends there.. not alone... Did I ever matter? I don't think so for the greatest part of my childhood AND adult life 🥹
Your light and life means something ❤ I’m a complete stranger but it means to me. If nobody brings you light shine on your own - you’re more than meaningful and the world is at your feet if you try to reach for it ❤ bless your heart, I wish you everything good
You matter ❤
Hold onto life man, life is precious and You matter!
@e_msandra Thank you so much for your kind words. I try to feel that way & I know there's light still on in me but damn sometimes I feel so far away from it. Thanks friend 🙏🏼☮️🦋💜🌞
@justamotheranddaughter Thank you hun. It means alot that you cared enough to reply. It's hard sometimes ya know? ☮️🙏🏼💜
Had to go through my own suffering, was aching my whole body, but Jesus catched me on the other side, turned all my tears into joy, His love for us is huge, just surrender your whole heart to Him! ❤️🔥
He can heal all wounds!
He gave me a new heart, new path, every day is prepared to walk it through. Rely on the Holy Spirit at all times ahead.
Jesus is with us yesterday, today and tomorrow..
God keeps all His promises.
I don't ever want to be separated from God the Father.
Thank you, Jesus, for never deserting me! 🕊️
I love You, am eternally grateful!
All glory belongs to God!
God bless us all!
🤍
Tired of fighting tired of seeing people in pain . But God is our anchor our strength when we gave none left
This is exactly how I feel. I’m always trying with God I know I can do it.
The amount of pain and struggles we go through would be too difficult to bear on our own, which is why God grabs our hand as we're about to fall off the cliff and He cries ''Give me your pain! Let me hurt instead of you! Please don't hurt yourself, let me bear your load, lay it on me'' He asks us to surrender our shame and burdens to Him and He will guide us and help us learn how to think and feel and act
thank you for this 🫶🏼🥹 you don’t know how these words comfort me right now
@@azhiddleston God bless you, my friend ❤ I hope you're doing alright
how do I believe again
I'm so tired
@@namehere6102 Believe what? Do you mean believing that things can change, or that God loves you a lot? Or do you simply mean live your life a certain way?
Perfectly said brother....Let God Carry you
Healing can be a very long and tough journey. It requires the courage to be vulnerable, the strength to endure relapses, and the wisdom to celebrate small victories.
A supportive environment, loving people or people who share similar experiences can help a lot. In support groups there is a unique understanding that transcends words.
As exhausting as this journey may be, I hope we all go through all of it and find meaning and hope for the future. ❤
Healing is beautiful its like being reborn.. Embrace it with your whole being.. Let go and let God.. You are so unique so important you matter.. God bless you
Sometimes (unlike being reborn) healing feels like dying, leaving one actually wanting to die…
@@_Krazy47 yourright
Yes it's like the moment your about healed from one tragedy another happens to make matters worse so you will get to a point where u can never truly heal and just want to stop trying to heal so this song hits me hard because thats exactly where im at right now
When everyone keeps telling you to “be strong” or “you will get thru this” and “ this will make your stronger” but you realize bro, how many times I gotta keep being strong, getting tried trying to hide the pain. why can’t I for once just accept the pain, surrender and be myself, however weak and embarrassed I may be.
Some of the wounds that we have are never meant to be healed. They keep us down to earth. God is the best even in these times
true
I feel like no matter what I do no matter how hard i try itll never be enough and theres always more to do. Sometimes i doubt my relationship with God. It hurts and im tired of trying to give me best and constantly feeling the pressure to be perfect. No amount of Bible studies will heal this pain. It may mend it but i need Jesus. I dont even have a reason to be stressed out but i am. I wish i was good enough i wish i would stop doubting.
Don’t doubt on God ,it’s just life stay strong ❤
The 1st time I heard this it gave me huge M83 “I need you” vibes. Beautiful and meaningful song, I love it.
What an amazing song thank you so much, I don't know what are you all going through but i know that you are strong and I'm proud of you for just existing love you
ily
I’ve been in pain my whole life. Dealing with childhood trauma pain self harm abusive relationships hospitalizations sickness illnesses physical mental. I’ve had a really hard past few days. I hate feeling this way but I know it’s needed. I wish nothing but love to everyone. Thanks for the comfort with the messages. I love you.
All I am going to say is "Thank You" you really touched me with this song, I am not sad or depressed but this just gave me reassurance that it is okay to let go
wow...thank u for listening
May you find healing, may you win the battles you tell no one about!
Amen to this beautiful relaxing soul sound we need to learn to love ourselves first!
I started to listen to this song every day, and now I've become so cold, distant and silent. Because of that particular line " I won't fight it, I'm just tired of healing". Not in a bad way, but a really good way. Because now I can distance myself from toxic people.
I've always gone with the flow, not thinking too much about it, even though it has completely taken all of my strength away. I'm exhausted every day, trying to find ways to cope with anxiety and depression. When I try to explain my feelings to my therapist, she always tells me to do something about my situation, maybe take less shifts at work and even drop out of university, if that is what would really help. I know that I'm the only one who can start my own healing process, but I don't have the energy to do even that :'D I've gone to the point where I just hang on the edge, afraid of falling. It's like my mind has gone blank, I can't really feel anything, other than frustration and sadness and hopelessness. I'm too exhausted to start healing...
The algorithm brought this song to my front page, and I'm so glad it did. I honestly thought that this feeling of being tired of healing is not that common... This song really brought so much comfort. Thank you so much!
thank you for sharing that, you are not alone at all
This is highly relatable.
What a great song and a great way to express indescribable thoughts/feelings…
I embrace my healing and pain. Grieving has become part of me but does not define me. I define me by moving thru it all. And sharing what I can. This was beautiful.
thank you for listening
Needed this song today . Glad I discovered it. Thank you for the comfort it has brought. It is appreciated
thank u for listening
I can't believe this song is finally here. I couldn't wait I needed this
Amen. Live and let live. Forgive those who trespass against you is the way out. Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do. Thank you God for the serenity to accept the people I cannot change. Thank you God for the courage to change the one I can And the wisdom to know that one is me. I’m tired too. I’ll keep coming back because I was meant to be here and I am meant to give little Kenny the best life I can give him and when I’m down I’m down until then thank you God and thank you for giving me life.
If you are here god gave you another day appreciate the time..life is a tug of war between good and bad and god is on your side helping you tug on that rope towards good blessings...Love you all ..
Love this song ❤️🔥
Feeling lonely is real the pain of being lonely is real
I cry every time I listen to this song, plus I was born in September and all the things in the song is literally describing what I'm going through even when the song isn't playing I just sit. There and wonder why I keep messing things up and losing people...fr am just realy tired and one day I'll go and no one will remember me but it's fine 🙂 everyone must liv there lives 😢
you got this
Maybe,
What I am truly looking into,
Is the Source of My True Being.
Maybe,
What I am truly searching for,
Is the Meaning of Divine Love.
That here I am,
Bending my knees,
To the point where they consume my whole body,
Just to make me believe,
That I too can carry my weight,
And the weight of my tribulations,
On my clasped hands,
Praying to the Creator,
What it means to find solutions to my problems.
Heal me, Lord.
This song gives me 'God I'm tired and can't do this whole "healing journey" on my own anymore. I cast my cares upon you'
I have not been the same since hearing this song 🥺 it’s everything I can’t say, it’s everything I’ve been feeling 😭 it’s such a beautiful song ❤️
thank u so much
You! Exactly you who is reading this now! Believe in you! You can do it! I know how dark it is! But you find the light! Promised! I did it too! And if I did it, you can do it too! ONLY YOU! give yourself the time you need, feel your feelings, it's okay! No matter how long it takes, take your time! It doesn't matter how you feel and what others say about how you feel! You can feel as long as you want to feel! ❤ you can do it, I believe in you!
Thank you
I don't agree. We're all going through something different. It's like saying "Because I won a swimming competition, you can win a running race." They're two different things. And even if it were the same thing, we're all capable of different things because we're different people with different mindsets and different situations. I might be brilliant at running, you might be awful at it. So, no, just because you made it doesn't mean we can. Congrats that you made it, I'm genuinely happy for you. But it doesn't mean we all will. I know I never will.
Thanks for your optimism, but it's just not realistic.
Great song im listen to it again..
I am tired of healing too. People often say that family is everything you need, but how come I can only feel betrayed and abanoned now? We were once so close and I genuinely thought they would have my back. Or, at least, they would give me the chance to talk about it. But instead, they decided to give me a cold look and walked away without saying anything. Now, I can only try to find peace on here by myself.
When I was younger, I never understood why would people commiting suicide. But, I do now...
Same brother, same
you're loved bro dont forget that
Jesus love you so much … please don’t end your life🥺😓, life is so hard I know beloved , you matter so much to God that he sent his son for you he sent his son for the world , it’s not easy many times I though of suicide but don’t give into it 😞 Jesus loves you so much never forget that I love you
This song hits in ways that make you change perspective on things mann it's been a rough couple months but the beginning got me cause that's exactly how I feel about myself in my thought process 💯🙏🏽 but Jesus is always here so I may hurt but never alone such a good song🙏🏽❤️
This song is a bullet through my heart. It truly encapsulated the crushing journey of healing and trying to make it through to the next minute. Thank you for your music. Please keep writing and making more of it.
I am deeply hurt, especially after realizing that to there's no way we can fix what we lost...this healing is dragging and breaking me into pieces......it hurtssss
♥️♥️
Thank you, it's nice to not feel so alone ❤️
I’m just absolutely tired. So tired. Hearing the same thing. “You’ll get through this.” “Be strong”. What if I feel like I can’t anymore. I care about other people so much, I forget who I am. I want to feel happy again. A genuine happiness.
it genuinely just comes from showing up for yourself in a small way every day
Gosh .. you said the words I’ve been feeling
Just bawled my eyes out. Thanks for sharing this beautiful song that put words to what I have been feeling.
Jesus, loves you. He is the only healer you don't have to fight on your own. lay your burdens on to him he will listen and run towards you. i hope God gives you the healing you have been seeking in a way you didn't even imagine. May the father give you peace!!! you are loved more than you'll ever know.
yes
this song just reminds me of all the family members i’ve lost and how much i’ve been forcing myself to heal and it shows me it’s okay to feel certain ways sometimes
:/ ❤
Not sure how I stumbled across you my friend, cousin or maybe brother… Nadia Henderson here. This song I cannot play it loud enough. It has reached my heart and soul. I wish you the best love, happiness and success. Being a Henderson’s seems harder than living any other last name. You got this
the song, the sunset, this is everything that I wanted
thank u for listening
you have no idea how much i needed this song :") thank you so much
I'm just tired of healing, and feeling like I never meant anything.... subbed right then cause it described exactly how I feel
it'll be okay someday
@@noahhenderson I’m trying man it gets better a little everyday your music is a big help too cause I’m not very good at expressing myself
Just extremely grateful this song exists.
I’m just know hearing this song and I’ve never felt something more deep when listening to a song. You are so gifted Noah.
thank you for listening
@@noahhendersonI lost my ex becuase of my mom
yay it's out!! got up as early as possible to listen to this, fellow uk listener over here!!❤
thank u for listening
I'm just exhausted..
It's like thousands years of pain but I'm only 23
I sit here and feel like my life is already over.
u got this bro
These lyrics 💔 So exhausted.. tired of healing. Praying to God just to get some strength. Feeling like I never meant anything- so hard to let go of all these years.. it’s killing me. I have to keep it all to myself and just talk to Jesus. The world says move on like nothing but something beyond your control keeps you holding on. Hating yourself for thinking, feeling and not being able to let go 💔
This came out the month I finally got the courage to leave my abusive relationship, it took twelve years... I found it today. And all I really want to say is thank you. Thank you for making a song that, well, feels like me...
Thank you Noah Henderson
I stumbled upon this video, and immediately thought "that looks like Sacramento, i wonder where he's from" only to find out in your bio! Beautiful song that resignated deeply with my personal journey recovering from trauma.
In my prayers the other day, i said that i didnt want these painful flashbacks because they make me want to numb and distract myself, but i know that the opposite of numbing and distracting is facing and feeling if i want healing. Your lyrics spoke to my heart and journey. Thank you ❤️
im in literal tears everytime i hear this song
same tho
Lagu untuk diriku sendiri, terima kasih telah membuat lagu yang seindah dan semenyembuhkan ini
Damm 2 years down and everyday heart feels emptier. Forcing myself to move on with the pain is only killing me mentally but also I don’t want to deal with this healing journey. Well damn
I’ve waited patiently for this to drop ❤ I needed this!
Have never been so tired in my life, yet my feet continue to remain on the ground…
A realy good song, just beautiful.♥️
When i hear that i think about yaeow the same vibes. I want too much a duo 😊👆
So beautiful
i’ll be back again when this song blows up ❤
This is amazing. I can't describe it.
healing is an exhausting process but it's definitely going to be a process that is worth for. It's going to be a long journey towards healing but you will get there eventually. We might not have a way out now but there's going to be a way out.
This song and feeling is truly right on time for me in my position.
Tired of feeling dead inside😞….this song hit different 💆♂️
I've never felt personally connected to a song in my whole life. This song hits all the weak spots i swear!
your song is so beautiful, I'm a fan from France
The french comunity is here ♥️👆
hi
Used your song on one of my TikTok videos and had to go check your socials to find more music. Wish you all the best and that this channel blows up, 5k is criminal.
thank u for using the song!!
I’m tired God, I’m so tired. There are moments where I feel like things are finally getting better but then something happens and I’m back to where I started.
I’ve been struggling so much. I’m unhappy with my life. And tonight for the first time is 6 months, I was able to get a sitter (while also being off work) and I couldn’t find the energy to go out and that’s all I’ve wanted for months. I realized I don’t have a village, friends, or much happiness. The only reason I’m still here, is because I brought 3 beautiful kids into this world who needs me no matter what I’m feeling. I kicked my jobless pill addicted husband out and I’ve struggled since then. Sometimes I hate myself for just not putting up with it and other times I pat myself on the back for not settling. I’m tired of healing
This felt so good to feel in my soul
I’ve stopped facing my problems I just live if I die I wouldn’t mind
Beautiful song.
You have a beautiful voice. Wow. I am touched by this song. Definitely going through a lot right now. 💔
If you’re lost and your soul is hurting, congrats bc you’ve almost arrived!!!
You find yourself in the dark & you’re reborn into a better, happier version of yourself.
Stay patient it’s apart of this journey feel your emotions and learn to understand them.
It gets better my friends. ❤
Me too. I’ve been spending months putting myself first, trying to make it through, bla bla bla. I just want to be okay. I’m so tired of putting in the time. I’ve done my time, I just wanna be happy again. And not just the caffeine high, surrounded by distractions happy. I want the I wake up happy, type of happy. I haven’t woken up happy in a while. I’m just tired. I’m not in that place anymore, I’m just so dang tired.
thanks youtube, for knowing im depressed and recommending me this 🙏
oops
É a música mais linda que eu já ouvi, a calmaria é surreal 🥹❤️
Wow Noah love the song! stunning!
It's hard to heal because some part of me doesn't want to. It's hard to want to get better but afraid of changing.
The part that always breaks me the most is when he says " The blonde and blue I had", it reminds me of a blonde Friend of mine that went to another country...
It's been more than 6 months now and I still find it hard to forget her 🖤🤍
After 6 months of trying to make it work with her, she tells me that "iI think we're better off as friends. it isn't you, it's me". This is a beautiful song and it reminds me of her. I never felt so tired and sad......
:/
I find my peace in knowing that Father God is rt beside me...When life is letting me down..He reminds me that ..He's all I need...🙏
Trying to heal from the trauma of my own mother. The only person who I was supposed to trust I feared and was terrified of. Now as a mom myself I’m just trying to walk away from how I was raised. It’s hard and painful. The worse part is I have no one but Jesus to teach me how to love her properly and sometimes when I can’t hear him it breaks me down into pieces. Because I just want to do better than what I was beaten and manipulated into my whole life. 😭