Thank you guys always for the support in this journey! The reality of life is that there are ups and downs, and there's no point trying to paint a perfect picture of the world because it isn't like that. The downs are not that easy to escape, and are actually a very normal, big battle of life. We cannot always push through and that is not a weakness. The irony is that it takes much more strength to say you need help, than to deny that there is a problem at all. I always think before putting out this kind of videos, "do I want to share this emotion and sadness on social media", and I realise every time that there are so many people who can relate to these kinds of anxieties and traumas in places, people who are conditioned to think they have to keep quiet about them, hide them, pretend they don't exist, people who are afraid to speak out because they are afraid that people might just belittle them or be unsympathetic... And so I do this to help people, for awareness, for education, to change people's thinking from saying "just be happy, just get over it, it's in the past", to thinking "actually the past affects our subconscious, emotions affect our physical health too, we CANNOT just tell the mind to stop thinking that way, we need to encourage people to go through therapy, mindfulness training, and to just speak about it"! And this is not some form of millennial self-indulgence, apologism, encouraging people to be weak, none of that - believe me, I would much rather just be able to pretend my problems don't exist, or ignore the root cause and put a happy face on it - I did that for 7 years - but that just makes it worse - modern science has progressed incredibly and I am very thankful to the psychologists among us who have done real work on this and committed their lives to this. Anyway, it's my birthday and I need to stop writing emotional stuff! Thanks again!
Very well said Kumander D. I for one can relate although can not express it as eloquently as you do. Keep it up. We are not here to judge. Thank you and appreciate your honesty.
One day at a time, Kumander, one day at a time, bro. Takes a strong man to admit to his family, none the less the world, of his true struggles, traumas and fears...you have a ton of support from all of us here. You are not alone - never feel like you are. You will get through this!
Without diminishing your fight or other's struggles, we count ourselves lucky. I feel you Anselm. Confront and break free. Demons come to haunt and rehaunt us until we show them we don't fear them anymore. Be strong! .. road to 100k!
Thanks for this Visual treat KD. I mean wow.. look at those beautiful drone shots!! we saw your true emotions again in this vlog and it is so good. so genuine. Keep fighting KD! Daot na!
It’s the Climb brother, there’s always gonna be another battle but you have to be head strong to face it. Will continue wishing you the best and I hope you can find the strength to go back to Cateel and enjoy the company of your friends there specially Mama Rose. 😊
One of the things that can help us to overcome bad memories is to face it, and take courage to let go of it, and don't allow it to control our present and our future. It's not easy but it is posible. I hear people say you cannot avoid the birds from flying around your head, but you can stop them fom nestng in your hair. Phil. 3:13 says forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching fort unto those things which are before. Our mind is a battlefield, we have control on who wins the battle. Choose to win kumander. If others did then you can.💕💕💕
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings,&how you cope.Please continue with your therapy,and let nature blends with your coping strategies.More power to you.surely,you are helping others too,especially those who are unable to express their feelings and concerns about their mental health.Peace.
@@El_.5794 we all have fears and anxiety attacks it is the body's normal defence mechanism. As a foreigner with a Pinoy heart, his is exceptionally high. I am an OFW and a foreigner in Singapore,I can relate. He is honest enough and that is remarkable achievement to be open to all youtubedom so we just accept,listen and focus on the positive. Peace
@@lynsworldoflifetravels2690 I know, but still too soon to face the place of anxiety, not even a year since he started therapy. As you can see, he was struggling and wasn’t able to proceed to Cateel. He himself knows he can’t confront this time that’s why he went the other route and stopped there. You can’t just confront anxiety just like that, you need healing in ampful time. There’s a process to slowly face anxiety and fears. He knows that since he’s on therapy...
We are with you in this journey, thru its valleys & peaks, just push on at your pace, and sooner than soon you'll get to where you feel free, safe, & secure. Padayon brad!
You'll get their commander daot. Just take your time, qnd please take my words: YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS PROBLEM LIKE YOURS., JUST DONT GIVE-UP, QND KEEP ON DIGGING WHATS IS IN IT AFTER DOWNFALL EACH TIME I KNOW YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH TO TACKLE IT TO CHANGE YOUR VIEWS IN LIFE. GOD BLESSED YOU BUDDY!.=)=)=)
Be strong.. you're a good man... We may not know whats truly going on in your mind. We may not know how hard it is for you but we are here. We're just here..
Awesome drone shots. Great content revealing your inner conflict. But dude, you're in the Philippines again! Life is amazing! I think it will be hard to develop that area for tourism unless they reopen the Mati airport. Right now you have to fly to Davao then take a bus for five hours to get there.
Wow amazing that's my hometown thank you so much for visting my hometown, i would really appreciate it sir continue to you're lovely journey stay safe for travel always God bless you more😊❤😇🙏
i have said before but strongly believe, there is no better place to heal than in PH n no better people than filipino to help u along the way. Just remember u will not get to a new chapter if u keep re reading the previous ones but its ok to briefly flick back to review what u learnt. The fact u are so open and asked for help you have an army with u that can defeat any demons that are in your way in this game of life. Keep the taffytastic content coming KD
Its okay KD, we all have our ups and down in this journey called life. That feeling will be over when you see Kulas, not sure if he's in Cateel though. As Kulas would say Power On!
Belated Happy Birthday kumander daot don't worry life thrill just enjoy to it don't look back the past Go forward instead be brave all the time facing life that is how to become a filipino. You are truly a filipino heart but need strong fighting spirit don't Let emotion kill you be a fighter and a winner.❤️👌🙏🌹
HI Kumander Daot , Always be strong we always watching and support your vlog from UK ,pero taga Mati ko, I really missed Mati ,na missed kaayo ang lugar where I grow, enjoy your travel to Mati, Keep safe and God Bless
Thank you kumander for ur vlog,now i have an idea of how it is to travel the road to that beautiful place...why the emotions?...i know ur a strong welshman,...mind over emotions.take care kumander.
I have the same sickness. For months I don’t want to go out from the house. If I go out I feel can’t breath and my heart starts pounding faster. One step at a time.
When heart and mind dont coincidence, its best to take a pause and think. Conquering inner battles is'nt easy but always remember God is always with you m, and family and friends that loves you. God bless you KD always. In time, you will be free and only happiness will fill your mind and heart. Praying for you 🙏. Keep safe.
Kumander Padayon!Well you are blessed because of awesome places while on healing. While us where in Metro Manila wanna move out from real hell... Keep fighting!
At least you tried to do something about your fears or traumas. Do not be too hard on yourself kumander..take some time and go back when you are ready. 🙂
Why do you talk about unhappy times in your past? I watched your every video because of the positivity you conveyed to us who suffered from depression. I want to see something that is light, joyful, and full of hope, not something that is depressing. A lesson that you learned while overcoming that stage in your life is what we need to know so we can learn from it.
take your time man, live the moments.. in the meantime; plan.. just plan whatever.. it's better to have some kind of 'plan' or map of things.. than just going at it.. so you can see past things ahead.. all will fall into place (i'm one to talk.. haha..)---just don't force yourself.. take care kumander.. 👍
Is your therapist ok with you going back to Cateel where memories that brought anxiety still fresh? Isn’t it too soon to go back and confront your past?
It takes a strong person to admit there are hills they cannot yet climb, when you push yourself to climb the insurmountable, you are only pushing yourself towards the inevitable fall. Sometimes it is better to take the long way round the hill just to remind yourself what is on the other side rather than pushing yourself over the top.
YOU NEED TO GO OUT MORE AND FIND GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE HAPPY TO BE AROUND YOU WITH NO LIMITS....LOVE YOURSELF FIRST,THEN. YOU WILL BE HAPPY....LOOK BACK YOUR COMPANY OF KULAS AND HIS GROUP,,HE IS HAPPY,BECAUSE HE IS SURROUNDED WITH HAPPY,CARING FRIENDS...
Good Job for starting to face it. Baby steps. You should not push yourself too hard. You have done so well. Anxiety is very draining. And people that have never suffered will never understand. How controlling it is. Great video. Perfectly placed music. With your storytelling. Brilliant. Beautiful drone shots. Thank you for sharing. Have a great week. Take care:D
Resilience is one thing we Filipinos have learned thru the many typhoons, crisis and calamities we have met. We just get back and rise everytime. And thats what makes us happy people. You too can rise thru all the sad pasts. Power on. My prayers and best wishes for you kumander
Everyone has dark sides and issues in life. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. Stay strong 💪, Anselm. Keep appreciating everything that you have. Victory is yours, it cannot be taken from you.
Kumader Daot, it’s seems like your vlogs are becoming more like documentary. You’re editing is excellent! You just started and you already fine tuned it. Congratulations!
In composing letters, some people do read between the lines. Listening to your words spoken, I am drowned with your emotions and I feel for you. Yes, be strong and fight your demons. You are having an amazing journey of healing, you narrate so well and today’s video is an awesome feature of scenic mountains, seashores, rivers, roads and all. Thank you for showing us the beauty of the countryside in the Philippines.
Getting around in Davao always seems to be an adventure for you Kumander! And holy crow, that beach is stunning 😍 I miss the Philippines! I got to backpack around the country in early 2020 and film my adventures. 🎥 Thanks for another great video!
You hold the keys to overcome your anxieties. You said it yourself - you have to leave behind all the things that have dragged you down and move towards the present and then the future. I think I have been in a very similar place, Anselm. I literally could not even drive by my workplace for a time it made my physically ill. But in time I came to realize, and embrace, that I could build new experiences there. That the way I was thinking was an obstacle, but not a barrier. Obstacles can be tackled in a myriad of ways. I had to focus on small victories. I had to accept that the things that hurt me - the people, the events, the experiences - were behind me, and will always be a part of me. I accepted that and realized that I had to let them go. It was time to look in the opposite direction and create one positive experience each day. Then one became two; two became three then I eventually had the habit of thinking about the now and what was available to me in the moment. Every time you launch that drone you give something to your audience. You give a point of view of the landscape, a sense of place, of scale, and of time. You create those positive things for us, so realize that is your success and your achievement too. You aren't just creating content - you are guiding us, your companions, yourself, through a day, or a week. You're brining us along and as such you're building memories for us and for yourself. I can only imagine the work that goes into keeping track of your equipment - keeping it clean, the batteries charged. Gathering all of the video and images, and then putting it together for us. But really, it's for you - YOU did it - you made the countless decisions; you chose the music, the path you wanted us to follow. That is what you are doing, so give yourself credit for your efforts and remember that many of us are so thankful to see what's happening in your part of the world. I absolutely love the Philippines - my wife is from Cebu City and I have only been able to spend a couple of months in the Phils as we are raising our family here in Canada at the moment. I want you to know that there are times when I see your videos where I feel tears welling up in my eyes as I see the beauty of the land, the ocean, and of course, the people. I thank you for that, and I appreciate you sharing your struggles and your vulnerability. That is a hugely brave thing to do. Having been in a similar place as you in my own mind, I just want you to know that it will get better. Keep your eyes looking forward - accept and release the past. Take each day as it comes and reach out to your loved ones who will be there for you all the way. All the best to you and your wife, sir. I am rooting for you all the way!
Mostly of the comments here in this video I tick the "like" button and most of all this comment is likely equal to what I feel about Anselm and this video.. my tears are falling, I don't know why. But I can say that Anselm'life or journey makes me inspired and hope to watch more of his journey videos in the Philippines.. It's like watching BBC-WORLD DOCUMENTARY VIDEOS.. Good luck to you Anselm Kumander D..sa Sunod tingali KUMANDER KAAYO na ka..😊😊❤❤❤
That's great Kumander D! You have returned with a strong version of yourself... face everything with a positibve vibes Kumander! God bless you always!😇😍
Kumander, take courage. This was not a failure or defeat. It was one of multiple smaller victories. When you can't go through, you go over; and when you can't go over, you go around. Success and overcoming are yours!!! You are becoming a giant in the face of your demons! POWER ON!💪💪💪 Edit: Keep in mind that the only people who have no problems are the ones in the cemetery. You're in good company, and we are with you in your struggle to overcome.
I can relate to those feelings..... irrational thoughts, the sense of impending doom, feeling out of breath, your chest tightens up and your heart starts pounding and you feel out of control..... people who have never experienced it just wont understand..... they might say oh he's being dramatic or he's acting but for you in that moment it's real...... mental health is widely overlooked by health professionals. They just label you as having Anxiety and then nobody takes you seriously anymore...... Apparently it can start from a traumatic event in your life and all those reactions and feelings are your minds way of avoiding another traumatic event..... I think it's related to PTSD..... war heroes go through similar things, with similar thoughts and feelings...... for me it was my Wife having to be rushed for an Emergency Caesarean...... she went through hell but so did I wondering in those few hours whether I would lose either my Wife or my unborn child or both..... so I became very overprotective of my family, thinking something bad was going to happen to them..... 7 years later, just seeing an Ambulance can bring those thoughts back or watching TV and seeing a hospital scene...... it never goes away and yes I am still very overprotective of my family now....... other people can go through the same thing or worse and be fine.... it just depends on whether or not you are susceptible.... everybody is different and everybody reacts differently in different situations.....it definitely did something to my brain though and I now suffer with anger issues..... blowing tiny things up into big problems.... rage just takes over sometimes, silly things like dropping something..... every day can be a struggle, fighting against yourself...... So yeah I kind of understand how it feels bud 🙂
Bro those demons have nothing to do with you. All those demons or bad spirits want is to destroy people's lives. They can cause a lot of mental illnesses like anxiety, depression, and can cause people to commit suicide. If you want to have peace and be set free you have to allow God to help you. Always remember that God is with us. God never leaves us nor forsakes us. If you read my message I'm telling you just cry out to God. God still doing miracles these days. The Lord Jesus Christ still doing miracles these days. Ask the Lord Jesus Christ to take away all your worry and burdens and He will take it all. Trust me He will and all you have to do is believe. Psalm 55:22 King James Version 22 Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved. Matthew 7:7 King James Version 7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: This message is for everyone and yes I have to apply those verses from the Bible to my life as well. If you're a born-again Christian God gave you the authority to cast out and bind demons in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Those demons will flee if you tell them I rebuke all you demons in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. If you want to be born again first thing you have to do is repent of your sins and you have to believe the gospel and accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord and your Savior. You will receive the Holy Spirit (Spirit of God). I pray that the Lord Jesus Christ will touch your heart. God bless you
In God's perfect time KD you can overcome whatever you are going through now. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 The audio and video as well as the drone shots are 200% clear... Wooow....
Thank you guys always for the support in this journey!
The reality of life is that there are ups and downs, and there's no point trying to paint a perfect picture of the world because it isn't like that. The downs are not that easy to escape, and are actually a very normal, big battle of life. We cannot always push through and that is not a weakness. The irony is that it takes much more strength to say you need help, than to deny that there is a problem at all.
I always think before putting out this kind of videos, "do I want to share this emotion and sadness on social media", and I realise every time that there are so many people who can relate to these kinds of anxieties and traumas in places, people who are conditioned to think they have to keep quiet about them, hide them, pretend they don't exist, people who are afraid to speak out because they are afraid that people might just belittle them or be unsympathetic...
And so I do this to help people, for awareness, for education, to change people's thinking from saying "just be happy, just get over it, it's in the past", to thinking "actually the past affects our subconscious, emotions affect our physical health too, we CANNOT just tell the mind to stop thinking that way, we need to encourage people to go through therapy, mindfulness training, and to just speak about it"!
And this is not some form of millennial self-indulgence, apologism, encouraging people to be weak, none of that - believe me, I would much rather just be able to pretend my problems don't exist, or ignore the root cause and put a happy face on it - I did that for 7 years - but that just makes it worse - modern science has progressed incredibly and I am very thankful to the psychologists among us who have done real work on this and committed their lives to this.
Anyway, it's my birthday and I need to stop writing emotional stuff! Thanks again!
Really? Well Greetings to the birthday boy! Take it easy.
happy birthday kumander d! enjoy your special and relax😊
Very well said Kumander D. I for one can relate although can not express it as eloquently as you do. Keep it up. We are not here to judge. Thank you and appreciate your honesty.
Happy Birthday!!!
happy happy birthday kumander. power on. live to the fullest. god bless u
One day at a time, Kumander, one day at a time, bro. Takes a strong man to admit to his family, none the less the world, of his true struggles, traumas and fears...you have a ton of support from all of us here. You are not alone - never feel like you are. You will get through this!
Wow! Drone shot is breathtaking!
Without diminishing your fight or other's struggles, we count ourselves lucky. I feel you Anselm. Confront and break free. Demons come to haunt and rehaunt us until we show them we don't fear them anymore. Be strong! .. road to 100k!
I like this mindset. Acknowledging one's struggles without diminishing other's.
Thanks for this Visual treat KD. I mean wow.. look at those beautiful drone shots!! we saw your true emotions again in this vlog and it is so good. so genuine. Keep fighting KD! Daot na!
Praying for you’re safety always,take care and god bless you .
It’s the Climb brother, there’s always gonna be another battle but you have to be head strong to face it. Will continue wishing you the best and I hope you can find the strength to go back to Cateel and enjoy the company of your friends there specially Mama Rose. 😊
One of the things that can help us to overcome bad memories is to face it, and take courage to let go of it, and don't allow it to control our present and our future. It's not easy but it is posible. I hear people say you cannot avoid the birds from flying around your head, but you can stop them fom nestng in your hair. Phil. 3:13 says forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching fort unto those things which are before. Our mind is a battlefield, we have control on who wins the battle. Choose to win kumander. If others did then you can.💕💕💕
Imagine the many people you have help tru this vlog. With tears of sadness and joy I watch you.
Always take care, K.Daot. You're in our prayers always. Get well!
You can do it Kumander! We are all here for you!
You know the saying about facing our demons....ur over halfway there pal and its good u share with us....be strong
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings,&how you cope.Please continue with your therapy,and let nature blends with your coping strategies.More power to you.surely,you are helping others too,especially those who are unable to express their feelings and concerns about their mental health.Peace.
It’s like Baguio city the clouds ☁️ is to low.
The story telling and the drone footage are insane!
Life is still good, keep going Kumander "D" our best wishes and prayers.
Wishing you well always Anselm. All the best in all your endeavors. Love how you narrate, it’s like listening to David Attenborough. Keep it up!
One good thing about Cateel is that it is where you met Kulas and started vlogging. Keep on hoping.
His fish farm is the big elephant, the anxiety causing fear he still has to face again and confront the place of failures
@@El_.5794 we all have fears and anxiety attacks it is the body's normal defence mechanism. As a foreigner with a Pinoy heart, his is exceptionally high. I am an OFW and a foreigner in Singapore,I can relate. He is honest enough and that is remarkable achievement to be open to all youtubedom so we just accept,listen and focus on the positive. Peace
@@lynsworldoflifetravels2690 I know, but still too soon to face the place of anxiety, not even a year since he started therapy. As you can see, he was struggling and wasn’t able to proceed to Cateel. He himself knows he can’t confront this time that’s why he went the other route and stopped there. You can’t just confront anxiety just like that, you need healing in ampful time. There’s a process to slowly face anxiety and fears. He knows that since he’s on therapy...
He'll manage im sure
@@El_.5794 he will manage. Just go.
Best route to Cateel is through this Compostella-Cateel highway.
We are with you in this journey, thru its valleys & peaks, just push on at your pace, and sooner than soon you'll get to where you feel free, safe, & secure. Padayon brad!
Always always looks at the brighter side kumander D. And you will be undefeated! You are the master of your own..power on!
There’s no ‘courage’ if there’s no ‘FEAR’. It’s okay to have fear in you..,then in time..BE COURAGEOUS!
You're a strong willed man Kumander Daot.. everything will be alright.. keep on vlogging..
I feel you Kumander. Time heals almost everything, give your time some time kumander.
Diesel redline about 4000rpm dont push the hilux hard on the hills. You may overheat.
Close to perfection Komander🍾🍾🍾 nice dramatic scene🎉🍻 You are stronger than you know, no doubt Komander💪💪💪
Kumander be strong we always support you!
You'll get their commander daot. Just take your time, qnd please take my words: YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS PROBLEM LIKE YOURS., JUST DONT GIVE-UP, QND KEEP ON DIGGING WHATS IS IN IT AFTER DOWNFALL EACH TIME I KNOW YOU'RE STRONG ENOUGH TO TACKLE IT TO CHANGE YOUR VIEWS IN LIFE. GOD BLESSED YOU BUDDY!.=)=)=)
Just remember, you are not alone 😊 you have thousands of supporters ❤️❤️
Be strong.. you're a good man... We may not know whats truly going on in your mind. We may not know how hard it is for you but we are here. We're just here..
Put your mind to the positive things, forget the bad and keep kicking😍
Joshua's Mom here! ALMIGTHY God bless all your undertakings, KUMANDER MAAYO ESTE 😊😊😊 DAOT.
Awesome drone shots. Great content revealing your inner conflict. But dude, you're in the Philippines again! Life is amazing! I think it will be hard to develop that area for tourism unless they reopen the Mati airport. Right now you have to fly to Davao then take a bus for five hours to get there.
Beautiful mountain view and mountain roads, nice to see these places living in Marikina, wonderful!
Wow amazing that's my hometown thank you so much for visting my hometown, i would really appreciate it sir continue to you're lovely journey stay safe for travel always God bless you more😊❤😇🙏
i have said before but strongly believe, there is no better place to heal than in PH n no better people than filipino to help u along the way. Just remember u will not get to a new chapter if u keep re reading the previous ones but its ok to briefly flick back to review what u learnt. The fact u are so open and asked for help you have an army with u that can defeat any demons that are in your way in this game of life. Keep the taffytastic content coming KD
its a beautiful place look so cool. im enjoyed watching your vidio.
Wooowww nkakita ko ang my beloved Maragusan thanks kumander Daot💕💕💕💕
1st time ko mag comment, kumander Daot bansay kayo imong vlogs, amping ka permi... Suroy nya dri sa negros puhon
Its okay KD, we all have our ups and down in this journey called life. That feeling will be over when you see Kulas, not sure if he's in Cateel though. As Kulas would say Power On!
Happy birthday KD God bless you
Belated Happy Birthday kumander daot don't worry life thrill just enjoy to it don't look back the past Go forward instead be brave all the time facing life that is how to become a filipino. You are truly a filipino heart but need strong fighting spirit don't Let emotion kill you be a fighter and a winner.❤️👌🙏🌹
Keep safe always be positive commander
So beautifull place.tnx for showing us😍
hello kumander. , enjoying the beautiful. sight of davao in your vlog. ,keep safe God bless you.
Be strong we love your vlogs you're so funny and you're an amazing person
Kumander D’s Voice is 👌👌👌
HI Kumander Daot , Always be strong we always watching and support your vlog from UK ,pero taga Mati ko, I really missed Mati ,na missed kaayo ang lugar where I grow, enjoy your travel to Mati, Keep safe and God Bless
life is like there good and there are bad memories what is important is you learn from every expirience
Can someone explain the issues/problems Kumander Daot has in Cateel? Is this about his fish pond business that always fail?
Welcome back kumander
Make be positive your strong
Aesthetic 🖤
Im finishing the ads its worth it...
way to go kumander just get back with your passion...
see you where your ❤️ is...
Thank you kumander for ur vlog,now i have an idea of how it is to travel the road to that beautiful place...why the emotions?...i know ur a strong welshman,...mind over emotions.take care kumander.
I have the same sickness. For months I don’t want to go out from the house. If I go out I feel can’t breath and my heart starts pounding faster. One step at a time.
Hey, Happy birthday!!!! :)
Nice blog Kumander Daot, Keep safe always and God bless po sa inyo!!!
When heart and mind dont coincidence, its best to take a pause and think. Conquering inner battles is'nt easy but always remember God is always with you m, and family and friends that loves you. God bless you KD always. In time, you will be free and only happiness will fill your mind and heart. Praying for you 🙏. Keep safe.
One step at a time buddy. Forget the fish farm. Concentrate on your channel. Your shows are great 👍 Good on you for trying.
Such a great job my friend, I'm always wishing you all the best. BTW I love Mati, cheers
keep on praying kumander daot God is with you
Kumander Daot surround yourself with positive people who can lift your spirit up. One day soon you can recover fully.
So many luggage you can overcome that in few days just feel it off first but your full of Confidence go on wat your mind tells you
54k views just wow in less than 24hrs. U are way doing well than long time youtuber..dili Daut 🙌😁
Kumander Padayon!Well you are blessed because of awesome places while on healing. While us where in Metro Manila wanna move out from real hell...
Keep fighting!
And I forgot to mention, your vlogs keep improving...esp.those captured by drone!
Yea agree with you about that shell gas it is a good gas
At least you tried to do something about your fears or traumas. Do not be too hard on yourself kumander..take some time and go back when you are ready. 🙂
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TAKE CARE BE SAFE GOD BLESS YOU COMMANDER 🙏
HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO YOU 😇
First to say have a good day and more power...
Kumander. r getting handsome You lucky You experience to travel we want too but can’t love that place you showed 😘
You're looking good here Kumander :)
I never knew there was crop dusters in Philippines
Take your time Kumander D. Don't push it hard. Maybe you should not travel alone?
I think you are just missing five thirsty.. Just Power On Kumander!
Why do you talk about unhappy times in your past? I watched your every video because of the positivity you conveyed to us who suffered from depression. I want to see something that is light, joyful, and full of hope, not something that is depressing. A lesson that you learned while overcoming that stage in your life is what we need to know so we can learn from it.
take your time man, live the moments.. in the meantime; plan.. just plan whatever.. it's better to have some kind of 'plan' or map of things.. than just going at it.. so you can see past things ahead.. all will fall into place (i'm one to talk.. haha..)---just don't force yourself.. take care kumander.. 👍
I know how you feel.
Try to find more “coping”
I'm watching from manama Bahrain.
God blessed you take care and safe..many Filipino love's you..
💪💪 kumander D
Is your therapist ok with you going back to Cateel where memories that brought anxiety still fresh? Isn’t it too soon to go back and confront your past?
It takes a strong person to admit there are hills they cannot yet climb, when you push yourself to climb the insurmountable, you are only pushing yourself towards the inevitable fall. Sometimes it is better to take the long way round the hill just to remind yourself what is on the other side rather than pushing yourself over the top.
Nicely put👍
Very well said, indeed. He is a wise man who knows when to turn around. There will be another day, another way.
Well said👍🏽
Love this ... well said 😊
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It's alright Kumander Daot don't push it too much you'll soon get there!!!! You're a Welshman and you're a great warrior!!! Power on.....
You have the blood in your vein of Viking King Ragnar
It’s ok , you can endure it Kumander Daot. I believe in you.You’re a nice person and a lot of people love 💕 you.🌹❤️👵👍
YOU NEED TO GO OUT MORE AND FIND GROUP OF FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE HAPPY TO BE AROUND YOU WITH NO LIMITS....LOVE YOURSELF FIRST,THEN. YOU WILL BE HAPPY....LOOK BACK YOUR COMPANY OF KULAS AND HIS GROUP,,HE IS HAPPY,BECAUSE HE IS SURROUNDED WITH HAPPY,CARING FRIENDS...
Good Job for starting to face it. Baby steps. You should not push yourself too hard. You have done so well. Anxiety is very draining. And people that have never suffered will never understand. How controlling it is. Great video. Perfectly placed music. With your storytelling. Brilliant. Beautiful drone shots. Thank you for sharing. Have a great week. Take care:D
Resilience is one thing we Filipinos have learned thru the many typhoons, crisis and calamities we have met. We just get back and rise everytime. And thats what makes us happy people. You too can rise thru all the sad pasts. Power on. My prayers and best wishes for you kumander
Everyone has dark sides and issues in life. To progress anywhere in life, you have to face your demons. Stay strong 💪, Anselm. Keep appreciating everything that you have. Victory is yours, it cannot be taken from you.
bring someone you can talk to while on travelling ,talking to someone can help you fight the megative thinking on your mind..
Kumader Daot, it’s seems like your vlogs are becoming more like documentary. You’re editing is excellent! You just started and you already fine tuned it. Congratulations!
Same thoughts here
Agree!
He has his own style!
In composing letters, some people do read between the lines. Listening to your words spoken, I am drowned with your emotions and I feel for you. Yes, be strong and fight your demons. You are having an amazing journey of healing, you narrate so well and today’s video is an awesome feature of scenic mountains, seashores, rivers, roads and all. Thank you for showing us the beauty of the countryside in the Philippines.
Please bring Kumander Daot in 100k subscribers.Godbless Kumander
Getting around in Davao always seems to be an adventure for you Kumander! And holy crow, that beach is stunning 😍 I miss the Philippines! I got to backpack around the country in early 2020 and film my adventures. 🎥 Thanks for another great video!
Get yourself down to Mindanao whenever you can come back to the Philippines!
@@KumanderDaot It's on the list!!
You hold the keys to overcome your anxieties. You said it yourself - you have to leave behind all the things that have dragged you down and move towards the present and then the future. I think I have been in a very similar place, Anselm. I literally could not even drive by my workplace for a time it made my physically ill. But in time I came to realize, and embrace, that I could build new experiences there. That the way I was thinking was an obstacle, but not a barrier. Obstacles can be tackled in a myriad of ways.
I had to focus on small victories. I had to accept that the things that hurt me - the people, the events, the experiences - were behind me, and will always be a part of me. I accepted that and realized that I had to let them go. It was time to look in the opposite direction and create one positive experience each day. Then one became two; two became three then I eventually had the habit of thinking about the now and what was available to me in the moment.
Every time you launch that drone you give something to your audience. You give a point of view of the landscape, a sense of place, of scale, and of time. You create those positive things for us, so realize that is your success and your achievement too. You aren't just creating content - you are guiding us, your companions, yourself, through a day, or a week. You're brining us along and as such you're building memories for us and for yourself. I can only imagine the work that goes into keeping track of your equipment - keeping it clean, the batteries charged. Gathering all of the video and images, and then putting it together for us. But really, it's for you - YOU did it - you made the countless decisions; you chose the music, the path you wanted us to follow. That is what you are doing, so give yourself credit for your efforts and remember that many of us are so thankful to see what's happening in your part of the world.
I absolutely love the Philippines - my wife is from Cebu City and I have only been able to spend a couple of months in the Phils as we are raising our family here in Canada at the moment. I want you to know that there are times when I see your videos where I feel tears welling up in my eyes as I see the beauty of the land, the ocean, and of course, the people. I thank you for that, and I appreciate you sharing your struggles and your vulnerability. That is a hugely brave thing to do. Having been in a similar place as you in my own mind, I just want you to know that it will get better. Keep your eyes looking forward - accept and release the past. Take each day as it comes and reach out to your loved ones who will be there for you all the way. All the best to you and your wife, sir. I am rooting for you all the way!
Mostly of the comments here in this video I tick the "like" button and most of all this comment is likely equal to what I feel about Anselm and this video.. my tears are falling, I don't know why. But I can say that Anselm'life or journey makes me inspired and hope to watch more of his journey videos in the Philippines.. It's like watching BBC-WORLD DOCUMENTARY VIDEOS.. Good luck to you Anselm Kumander D..sa Sunod tingali KUMANDER KAAYO na ka..😊😊❤❤❤
9:30 you can do it kd. Just take your time. Don't force yourself. Time will heal it all, God willing.
4-thirsty upload! Barely a minute into the vlog but already impressed with the cinematography and "BBC show" feels. Good job, Anselm!
Happy 4 thirsty!
@@KumanderDaot Good luck with your upcoming endeavors! And while you're at it, drown those "demons". Either by the sea or with Fighter Fifty! LOL
It will take time and time heals 🙏🏻 Kumander D. Your drone shots are amazing!!!
That's great Kumander D! You have returned with a strong version of yourself... face everything with a positibve vibes Kumander! God bless you always!😇😍
Kumander, take courage. This was not a failure or defeat. It was one of multiple smaller victories. When you can't go through, you go over; and when you can't go over, you go around. Success and overcoming are yours!!! You are becoming a giant in the face of your demons! POWER ON!💪💪💪
Edit: Keep in mind that the only people who have no problems are the ones in the cemetery. You're in good company, and we are with you in your struggle to overcome.
I can relate to those feelings..... irrational thoughts, the sense of impending doom, feeling out of breath, your chest tightens up and your heart starts pounding and you feel out of control..... people who have never experienced it just wont understand..... they might say oh he's being dramatic or he's acting but for you in that moment it's real...... mental health is widely overlooked by health professionals. They just label you as having Anxiety and then nobody takes you seriously anymore...... Apparently it can start from a traumatic event in your life and all those reactions and feelings are your minds way of avoiding another traumatic event..... I think it's related to PTSD..... war heroes go through similar things, with similar thoughts and feelings...... for me it was my Wife having to be rushed for an Emergency Caesarean...... she went through hell but so did I wondering in those few hours whether I would lose either my Wife or my unborn child or both..... so I became very overprotective of my family, thinking something bad was going to happen to them..... 7 years later, just seeing an Ambulance can bring those thoughts back or watching TV and seeing a hospital scene...... it never goes away and yes I am still very overprotective of my family now....... other people can go through the same thing or worse and be fine.... it just depends on whether or not you are susceptible.... everybody is different and everybody reacts differently in different situations.....it definitely did something to my brain though and I now suffer with anger issues..... blowing tiny things up into big problems.... rage just takes over sometimes, silly things like dropping something..... every day can be a struggle, fighting against yourself...... So yeah I kind of understand how it feels bud 🙂
#PTSDSURVIVOR.. THE STRUGGLE IS REAL.. LIFE'S JOURNEY IS SOMETHING AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL.. 💯🙏💯🕊👌🤠👍
Sometimes you really need to confront your demons . be a warrior. Deal with it one day at a time.
Bro those demons have nothing to do with you. All those demons or bad spirits want is to destroy people's lives. They can cause a lot of mental illnesses like anxiety, depression, and can cause people to commit suicide. If you want to have peace and be set free you have to allow God to help you. Always remember that God is with us. God never leaves us nor forsakes us. If you read my message I'm telling you just cry out to God. God still doing miracles these days. The Lord Jesus Christ still doing miracles these days. Ask the Lord Jesus Christ to take away all your worry and burdens and He will take it all. Trust me He will and all you have to do is believe.
Psalm 55:22
King James Version
22 Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
Matthew 7:7
King James Version
7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
This message is for everyone and yes I have to apply those verses from the Bible to my life as well. If you're a born-again Christian God gave you the authority to cast out and bind demons in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Those demons will flee if you tell them I rebuke all you demons in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. If you want to be born again first thing you have to do is repent of your sins and you have to believe the gospel and accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord and your Savior. You will receive the Holy Spirit (Spirit of God). I pray that the Lord Jesus Christ will touch your heart. God bless you
In God's perfect time KD you can overcome whatever you are going through now. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
The audio and video as well as the drone shots are 200% clear... Wooow....