ILLENIUM - Take You Down (Official Audio)

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  • ILLENIUM - Take You Down (Official Audio)
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    Yo Fam,
    I've been wanting to share something super personal for a while and just wasn't exactly sure how to do it. I'm at the point now where I've heard countless stories from you. Some of you have said my music changed your life, helped you through depression, addiction, a lost loved one, the list goes on. Honestly, I feel bad because you don't know how much that truly means to me, because I've been there too... In the depths.
    Six years ago I overdosed on heroin. I struggled with opiate addiction from a young age. I was trapped in it, had no passion, no direction, and truly hated myself. It was such a dark time for me and my family because when it gets bad enough, hope begins to dim and there's no escaping reality. I'm not telling you to preach or say how I found some magical cure or that everyone needs to live like I do. I'm the biggest advocate for people living their own lives and spreading their own love in their own ways. I'm just sharing my story and relating because music saved my life too. With everything that has been going on with my career, I always keep reminding myself of that. My main goal with music is to try and help people overcome their struggles and also enjoy the moment.
    With all that said , 'Take You Down' is about my struggles with addiction and what it can do to families and loved ones. It's more specifically about my mom, and how no matter what, she never gave up on me and always continued to see the good even though all I was doing was messing up. To anyone struggling like I did, not just with addiction but anything in life, I hope you guys can find peace in your struggles and know that anything can be overcome. I've been clean since that overdose and I owe that to finding my passion and being surrounded by the most loving people I could ever ask for. Thank you for always listening and being open. Thank you for sharing your own stories and your love of music with me. Love you all forever :)
    #ILLENIUM #TakeYouDown

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  • @illenium
    @illenium  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1404

    Thanks so much for watching! Be sure to check out my new single "Nightlight" at th-cam.com/video/klp-RReW0jY/w-d-xo.html 🙂

  • @Composerily
    @Composerily 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2929

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @TWgamerbuilder
      @TWgamerbuilder 6 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      Composerily I don't know shit about music but you make music production funny as hell keep it up bro

    • @marcosricaurte9515
      @marcosricaurte9515 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      TE AMO WEI

    • @nickbrower8033
      @nickbrower8033 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I love you lol make how to sound like said the sky lmao use every single synth you have even on ur abelton ur fl..everything aaaaaannnnddd. Mess with this knob and this do hickey

    • @nafisashshiddiq
      @nafisashshiddiq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      what about htsl illenium 2? 😂😂

    • @rajatkachari2815
      @rajatkachari2815 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      🌋🌋🌋🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @raspobeats
    @raspobeats 6 ปีที่แล้ว +705

    *It's beautiful*
    *All my respect goes to Illenium*

    • @AlbertoNC02
      @AlbertoNC02 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Completely 🔥

    • @AlbertoNC02
      @AlbertoNC02 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      And who sings?

    • @AlbertoNC02
      @AlbertoNC02 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Kill Obtained I saw it but what can be possible? The singer looks like a woman

  • @Phoenix-cr1vw
    @Phoenix-cr1vw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1622

    this songs deserves more views than DESPACITO

    • @arbindmehta1471
      @arbindmehta1471 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      True

    • @falls2180
      @falls2180 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      Everyone understood this song and felt it that's y it has no views and no one understood a single word from despacito that's y it has over a billion views

    • @tasbirrahman5354
      @tasbirrahman5354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yeah

    • @bluekygo6915
      @bluekygo6915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      No, Deapacito is best
      This song is nice

    • @Horizon1722
      @Horizon1722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@bluekygo6915 😂😂😂

  • @foot_tok241
    @foot_tok241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1089

    0% bad words
    100% emotions
    This is Illenium ❤️

    • @justinelkins560
      @justinelkins560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Fuck fuck fuck 🙄

    • @PineappleBoiii
      @PineappleBoiii 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      EDM Definition:
      Everyone else - Electronic Dance Music
      Illenium fans - Emotionally Deep Music

    • @coffeeflavouredapples
      @coffeeflavouredapples 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      0% how much money they've got
      0% how much pussy they get

    • @rancid3246
      @rancid3246 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@PineappleBoiii maybe your right man :v

    • @LekkerDiepindezee
      @LekkerDiepindezee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I don’t think bad words are that bad, at least when used properly

  • @julihanisch
    @julihanisch 6 ปีที่แล้ว +933

    Please never give up ...
    Always remember this
    ALWAYS
    We dont wanna lose you
    like we lost avicii ;/

    • @dani_bnd
      @dani_bnd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Truuee

    • @maddoxgrechenig2365
      @maddoxgrechenig2365 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      :,c rest is peace avicii

    • @미루-q7h
      @미루-q7h 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Too late bitch

    • @madhusinha1046
      @madhusinha1046 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      R.I.P Avicii😭😭

    • @denidinmak8189
      @denidinmak8189 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This gave me so much power and strength. Holy- thank you so much 😔💕

  • @SuperSaiyinIan4
    @SuperSaiyinIan4 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1458

    After reading that letter from Nick this song is more special 💙 #Illenials

    • @RoachForLife
      @RoachForLife 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Armando Martinez what is the letter you're referring to

    • @katiet1415
      @katiet1415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      RoachForLife His pinned tweet, it’s also in the description! :)

    • @RoachForLife
      @RoachForLife 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Just read... Wow. Speechless

    • @katiet1415
      @katiet1415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      RoachForLife exactly! :o

    • @meg6922
      @meg6922 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      💞💞💞

  • @bigfatbub
    @bigfatbub 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9235

    EVERYONE READ. THE. DESCRIPTION.

    • @harshikagupta9214
      @harshikagupta9214 6 ปีที่แล้ว +248

      Man that's so sad!!!! 😭😭😭😭

    • @princesse0920
      @princesse0920 6 ปีที่แล้ว +152

      Pokerface 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
      I CRIED when I read it 😭

    • @iisvi
      @iisvi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +130

      That hit me so hard 😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @KUCHYRock
      @KUCHYRock 5 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      And LISTEN THE LYRICS!!

    • @beastymusictm1452
      @beastymusictm1452 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      Pokerface the amount of times i listened to this and if not for your comment id have missed the description so thanks 👍

  • @albert_vishi
    @albert_vishi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +860

    i wish i could be that great so We can collab together in a Project ! You're out of this world dude ! Such an Inspiration for Me

    • @venturewithyaseen
      @venturewithyaseen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      i wish u can make remix of this song

    • @studytimelapseforyou
      @studytimelapseforyou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I wish your wish will come true one day brother! Don't give up!!!we will see this one day ABC song illenium ft albert vishi :D

    • @bluekygo6915
      @bluekygo6915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@studytimelapseforyou ❣️

    • @JosephNarjary
      @JosephNarjary 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Ur already in the level dude .........

    • @v4rdhanmusic
      @v4rdhanmusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wish I could be there too for the first one to here this masterpiece. 🔥

  • @CHENDAMusic
    @CHENDAMusic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3668

    This isn't music, this is pure art 💜💜💜

    • @yourwelcome9023
      @yourwelcome9023 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I'm your 200th like and 1st reply.......
      I'm jobless😆

    • @albatoolabdulaziz7352
      @albatoolabdulaziz7352 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I was ready to fight

    • @Hitman254full
      @Hitman254full 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      This isn't pure art, It's a gift from heaven.

    • @ak_ari1686
      @ak_ari1686 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      xChenda it ain’t art it’s better than pure art

    • @rexking8770
      @rexking8770 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Tears around on my eyes

  • @yayayak
    @yayayak 5 ปีที่แล้ว +894

    Man. The part “ sometimes I get so high, falling is the only out I see” hits me so hard every time I hear it. 😭

    • @jerzeyzgirl
      @jerzeyzgirl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Love that part too 💖

    • @diegonieto1854
      @diegonieto1854 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "Everyone i hear it" Lmao. You meant "Everytime" right?

    • @brittanyschell8459
      @brittanyschell8459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mike Hawkizard same as fuck

    • @shahalamjoy721
      @shahalamjoy721 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      nice

    • @jacobwebb8818
      @jacobwebb8818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Always*** and everytime*

  • @jaysarma987
    @jaysarma987 6 ปีที่แล้ว +429

    Oh my god.. didn't know this story.. I am glad you made it out to Illenium! Love you more from this moment onwards, I wish I could be as big as you someday! Lots of love from India!

    • @sourmiIk
      @sourmiIk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      love your music man

    • @Blu0707
      @Blu0707 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      man your music is cool, dont stop that thing, you never know what future reserve for you, use the gift you have, if is a gift, for sure will have a meanig for your life, is hard to stop, but is need courage to keep going, do ya thang

    • @SusanPDavis
      @SusanPDavis 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was paid 104000 bucks in 2017 by freelancing from my house and I manage to accomplish that by working part time f­­o­­r 3+ h on daily basis. I used work model I stumbled upon from company that i found online and I am so thrilled that I was able to earn so much money on the side. It's so user-friendly and I'm just so grateful that I found out about this. Here is what i did... *newsuperb71­.­c­o­m*

    • @karim9793
      @karim9793 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Jay Sarma don't wish for it, work for it 💪🏻

    • @CheesePizza66
      @CheesePizza66 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jay Sarma dont stop uploading bro.....cool music :D

  • @ethxryal964
    @ethxryal964 4 ปีที่แล้ว +881

    This is hella depressing but everytime I hear the part 'this life is like a razor, When it cuts I bleed. But it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me' I start to cry... my entire life I feel like I've been sabotaging my own life because I don't feel like I'm good enough to live. But I'm trying so hard to change that mindset and become a person I'm proud of being and earning the place I have on this earth. This is honestly my most favorite song ever because it reminds me of how far I've come.

    • @absarshaikh1279
      @absarshaikh1279 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same I listen to this song 4 to 5 times a day.

    • @tonylemonade5892
      @tonylemonade5892 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      You’re gonna make it friend!!! Stay strong! God bless you!!!

    • @APixieNinja
      @APixieNinja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Just Keep Going 💜💜

    • @Vlad7sokruta
      @Vlad7sokruta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      -Change is one of the most difficult things that we face.
      -Change is inevitable
      -one reason we dont like change is we get comfortable with were we are.
      -we get used to our friends, or job, the place we live.
      -and even if it's not perfect, we accept it because it's familiar.
      -what happens is because we are not willing to change, we get stuck with what god used to do, instead of moving forward and doing what god is about to do.
      -just because god has blessed you with what you have, it doesn't mean you can just sit back and settle there.
      - you have to stay open to what god is doing now.
      -what worked 5 years ago, might not work today.
      -if you want to be successful, you have to be willing to change.
      -every blessing is not ment to be permanent.
      -every provision is not ment to last forever.
      -we should constantly evaluate our friendships.
      -who is speaking into your life, who are you depending on.
      -make sure they are not dragging you down, limiting you from blossoming.
      -everybody is not supposed to be in our life forever.
      -if you don't get rid of the wrong friends you will never meet the right friends.

    • @KC-kb4pz
      @KC-kb4pz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      What is “good enough”? Who told you that you had to earn your place? You’re here on purpose whether you do something with your life or not. It took me a long time to come to that conclusion. If you do absolutely nothing with your life you’ve already earned your spot. Sometimes just getting up and starting your day is an accomplishment. Life is a journey NOT a destination. Pride yourself in small things, they can add up with time.

  • @jettbluewolf1861
    @jettbluewolf1861 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2148

    This song is incredibly close to my heart. For years I have struggled with depression and anxiety and other things.
    I've scared almost everyone in my life away from me because of it. Friends have abandoned me when I needed them the most, family became quiet, and I became distant because of it.. I didn't want to hurt anyone else because I was hurting myself. I would be pushing people away without realizing it, losing myself because of it, stuffing down my feelings til it began to kill me and take over my head. I was all alone with seemingly no one to turn to. I didn't want to take anyone else down with me. So I became quiet too.. I faked a smile, and distanced myself from people who I knew didn't care about me and my mental health, but what I didn't realize is that I was pushing away people who cared. Cause I cared about them too much, I didn't want to hurt them too..
    I am at my all time low in my life, attempted suicide because of it a few weeks ago, but here I am still.
    I am still suffering more than my brain can wrap itself around, more than I can contain.
    Illenium if you wind up reading this, I'd like you to know that when you released this song I had never felt more connected to you. I felt everything that was put into this song. I felt every emotion, every word, every pain felt, everything. I cried as soon as I heard it, drew some art inspired by it, and still listen to it everyday. It reminds me of how you pulled yourself out of a dark time, and I hope I can do it too.
    I'd like to thank you for making this, it really hits close to home.
    Love you Nick. Thank you for your wonderful music.

    • @tonymcdonald1614
      @tonymcdonald1614 5 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      Keep living please you are a BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING, never give up i know times get rough and it seems like the only way out but there are better ways to deal with your problems you are loved even by me PLEASE make your life great

    • @dkv-officials9455
      @dkv-officials9455 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      don't know why but when the beat dropped I had sensation all over my body. I too am suffering from anxiety disorder (harm ocd , pocd ,mood disorder)
      this song broke me into tears ......😭😭😭😭😭

    • @dkv-officials9455
      @dkv-officials9455 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Jett blue wolf
      I too was kicked out by everyone when I was going tru the hardest time of my life .....may god bless you and give you power to get rid of this shit

    • @amalkumar230
      @amalkumar230 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      I don't know you neither I know who you are. But these things you said went straight through my heart because I feel the same way you do. We maybe different in terms of creed, caste, religion and society but we feel the same. That's what connects us and the medium being this wonderful song. A person from an another country and place can't feel the same but through a medium relating to both the sides. This is music. Wishing you a great life ahead and success. And for me too. Cheers! 🎂

    • @7thlama
      @7thlama 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Good luck my friend. Have it very similliar.

  • @kiddindahood9430
    @kiddindahood9430 6 ปีที่แล้ว +283

    "Take you down" Lyrics
    I didn't mean to hurt you
    When I hurt myself
    It's just an empty voice screaming out for help
    No I didn't mean to scare you
    But I couldn't see
    That when I went to hell I was taking you with me
    (Chorus)
    When I close my eyes
    I'm climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, take you down with me
    Down with me
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts I bleed
    When it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    There's no way that you can rescue me
    (Chorus 2)
    When I close my eyes
    I'm fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    You need to let go now
    Before you dream
    I know that you won't understand
    You need to let go of this hand
    Cause I'm going down
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    *don't wanna take you down with me*
    This truly does reflect a lot of people who have any kind of problem with addiction, thank you for making this masterpiece and many others I have personally listened to throughout the years! :)

    • @fili9181
      @fili9181 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Trevor Kidd I love so much this lyrics 😊

    • @justsam4486
      @justsam4486 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      His story inspired me

    • @wonderlust522
      @wonderlust522 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Actually i think it's "you need to let it go now, before you drowned"

    • @TypeSly
      @TypeSly 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@wonderlust522 "Before you dream" 🤣🤣 How soomeone even comes up with that is beyond me lol

    • @hickhemoff6245
      @hickhemoff6245 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/4mECX60FVJQ/w-d-xo.html

  • @ShahithyaOfficial
    @ShahithyaOfficial 4 ปีที่แล้ว +626

    *FUN FACT:* The *vocalist* actually is a *male* . The vocals were rasied up to like, *2 semitones* , to make it sound like the vocals belong to a *female singer* .
    IDK why Illenium did it. 😅😅😅

    • @17zan
      @17zan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +99

      What the.. I thought it was Female voice.

    • @ShahithyaOfficial
      @ShahithyaOfficial 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      @@17zan nah. It's not. 😅😂

    • @thesxndey1066
      @thesxndey1066 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@17zan me too Bro

    • @ShahithyaOfficial
      @ShahithyaOfficial 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@thesxndey1066 😅😅😅

    • @grisebleu
      @grisebleu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +156

      Am I the only one who can clearly hear male vocals?

  • @معاذ-س8م
    @معاذ-س8م 5 ปีที่แล้ว +893

    "This life is like a razor
    When it cuts, I bleed
    But its in my hand and I'm doing it to me."
    *I FELT THAT* 😰

    • @eduardmihai
      @eduardmihai 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @Shabaka Smkss Same. That description is so deep, in combination with the music, i cry first time i listen and read it. :D

    • @billl.2441
      @billl.2441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤ those lines too.

    • @paulie3339
      @paulie3339 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💚

    • @jessetarpley4
      @jessetarpley4 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too very much.. I hate depression

    • @bibbedaxis1845
      @bibbedaxis1845 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes

  • @_luni_2834
    @_luni_2834 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1371

    #RoadTo10Mil
    Illenials, we need to do this for our boi Illenium.
    Edit: yeahh. we did ittt! Still in love with this song.

    • @lukeyyw
      @lukeyyw 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      We sure need to do that.

    • @seya_2
      @seya_2 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Road to 1bil

    • @lumi5056
      @lumi5056 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Almost 4 mil lets gooooo maybe in 5 mins

    • @zigslok8080
      @zigslok8080 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      _ LUNI _ seen him at nocturnal man I love this song man story of my life

    • @ThatxFunnyGuy
      @ThatxFunnyGuy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      _ LUNI _ hell yeah brother

  • @biskwiq
    @biskwiq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +678

    The story of this song make this even better ❤

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sad Vibes gay

    • @xeox9834
      @xeox9834 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Elliot Bell no just human

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Xeox pathetic human

    • @linconnuconnu9410
      @linconnuconnu9410 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sad Vibes yes sad history for an epic music some respect for Illenium 🌟

    • @etherallullaby5482
      @etherallullaby5482 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Elliot Bell Stop being an annoying ass. Thank you.

  • @bbqchipspls
    @bbqchipspls 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    When we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change”
    -Avatar Aang

  • @iffazislam4182
    @iffazislam4182 6 ปีที่แล้ว +793

    Illenium is so underrated...Come on guys it deserves more 🔥✔

    • @WarriorLetsplayHD
      @WarriorLetsplayHD 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      He is not underrated.

    • @Vanillabean315
      @Vanillabean315 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Almiboy I agree his songs smack everytime

    • @uddhavbakshi4050
      @uddhavbakshi4050 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      he deserves a billion views .-.

    • @iffazislam4182
      @iffazislam4182 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Almiboy Obviously he is...as an instance just look at his subscribers

    • @sylbormans4831
      @sylbormans4831 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@WarriorLetsplayHD mind your words

  • @lawrencelee
    @lawrencelee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +279

    Thank you Nick, thank you for sharing your story and impacting thousands of people. Your music saved my life, words couldn't even begin how to say Thank you. We're all extremely grateful for your music, keep inspiring us, and helping all of us push past the darkness. Much love brother!

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lawrence Lee you're a waste

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      #Motherhood you people are pathetic. Grow a pair.

    • @Spectical
      @Spectical 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      what the fuck is wrong with you ?

    • @blackcatbeauty444
      @blackcatbeauty444 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lawrence Lee dude 😢❤️

    • @Mr-fy6zb
      @Mr-fy6zb 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lawrence Lee stay strong brother!

  • @katiet1415
    @katiet1415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +264

    I love it! Has such an emotional story behind the song, which makes me appreciate this even more! 😍

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      xX fruitbowl35 Xx shut up loser

    • @gamesl0l
      @gamesl0l 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Elliot Bell well... you offend people here for appreciate sharing his story. to me you look like a loser tryin to be tough through offending people online that talk about "emotions". sigh... (ps: emotions are REAL, not GAY)

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Con Tradict nah, you're gay

    • @gamesl0l
      @gamesl0l 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Elliot Bell ok mr. idontfeelanything maybe you just skipped some steps in evolution and u are just way ahead of that gay population of emotional beings. i feel so sorry for you that u have to live with us and i truly wish we could all be as tough as u are.

    • @gamesl0l
      @gamesl0l 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      #Motherhood nono, sorry! will edit ^^

  • @DanielWalker.
    @DanielWalker. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Friends: Bro you’re so weird.
    Dad: You’re so disrespectful!
    Mom: What’s wrong with you?
    Brother: Why are you so messed up?
    Illenium: Hey man, I’ve been through that and a lot worse. If I can make it, then you can too.

  • @juliannabraley1321
    @juliannabraley1321 6 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    From a human heart to another human heart, I sincerely thank you for your vulnerability and diving deep into this space. It's so apparent why you do what you do. You've shared parts of so many of our souls, and let us know that we're not alone. The darkness can be so lonely, so daunting, so dim, so bleak, so hopeless. But to hear and know that there are others out there in the darkness fighting the same exact demons radiates hope. And even if one can't feel or see the light in this very moment, even if it seems impossible to go on, to know that one is not alone, can be the spark one is looking for. To know that from this place of complete darkness, one can be an alchemist. One can turn the darkness into art, an expression of the human experience. Because at our very core, we're not all that different. We tap into the same pain, we feel the same joy, we experience the same depth in the universe. We're all just various mixtures of the same stardust. THANK YOU.

    • @koossaayy
      @koossaayy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      We are not alone, all those times i thought i'm alone in this, but, now, I'm 100% sure that I'm not alone. To all the people across the globe. You are not alone, we are here for you, I'm here for you. Don't you ever feel that.
      You can do it and overcome anything. Keep fighting WARRIORS ♥

    • @mystogan426
      @mystogan426 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Julie Braley Maaaan This is beautiful ❤️

    • @RahulMalode
      @RahulMalode 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      This post was deeper than this song :p

    • @aryamik9722
      @aryamik9722 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True

    • @souravvocalbarman5151
      @souravvocalbarman5151 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I screenshot it maan ✌️✌️ I jst loving it

  • @unavailabill
    @unavailabill 5 ปีที่แล้ว +699

    I know this comment will go unnoticed, and I don’t care, because it’s only for me.
    My cat died today. I owned her for only 5 short years, she didn’t deserve the hard life she had, and I wish I could have done more to help make her life better before she passed from some unknown disease.
    Cali, you left a hole in my heart that I’ll never fill. And I love you more than anything.
    I wish I wouldn’t have taken you down with me. Maybe it was my bad luck, whatever it was, she didn’t deserve it. This world is cruel, and you didn’t deserve anything but the best.

    • @youtubeclan4728
      @youtubeclan4728 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      unavailibill well not completely

    • @tomatosauce3675
      @tomatosauce3675 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Rip

    • @JessicaSilva-gq7zc
      @JessicaSilva-gq7zc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I’m so sorry for you loss...
      I’m sure you did everything you could to help her and now she is probably in a better place

    • @this_is_future
      @this_is_future 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm sorry :(

    • @Whispering4jesus
      @Whispering4jesus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Sorry for your loss,
      in my Opinion loss is the most painful mental pain, especially since I’ve been through it more than once...so I hope you can carry on knowing your kitty is inside of your heart. ❤️

  • @dariusstanevicius7797
    @dariusstanevicius7797 5 ปีที่แล้ว +457

    📂Documents
    └📁Music
    └📁Illenium
    └📁 Bad Songs
    └⚠️ This folder is empty

  • @0tab3k
    @0tab3k 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

    LISTENING 2024 ONE LIKE❤

  • @MusicFreakOfficial
    @MusicFreakOfficial 6 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    God Bless You *ILLENIUM*
    ❤️
    I HAVE NO WORDS FOR YOU!❤️

  • @jacklin7097
    @jacklin7097 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1160

    Lyrics
    I didn't mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
    It's just an empty voice screaming out for help
    No, I didn't mean to scare you
    But I couldn't see
    That when I went to hell I was taking you with me
    When I close my eyes
    I'm climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    You're the love in my heart
    Only love in my heart
    Take you down
    Take you down with me
    (Don't wanna take you down)
    (Take you down)
    Down with me
    Down, you're down with me
    Down, you're down with me
    (You're the love in my heart)
    (Only love in my heart)
    (Take you down)
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts, I bleed
    But it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    And there's no way that now you could rescue me
    When I close my eyes
    I'm fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    You need to let it go now
    Before you drown
    I know that you won't understand
    But you need to let go of this hand
    'Cause I'm going down
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, down with me

    • @pixelepicc
      @pixelepicc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks

    • @xtzyshuadog
      @xtzyshuadog 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      *Video description* matters just as much.

    • @jacklin7097
      @jacklin7097 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xtzyshuadog ??

    • @carolyn1nb
      @carolyn1nb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I crid😢😢

    • @mr_confuse
      @mr_confuse 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jacklin7097 I hope you read it instead of ignoring it... if you didn't read it you should do it now

  • @makotheowl
    @makotheowl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +875

    My mom told me this song was boring, then i read the description for her
    We both cried

    • @BiFrrozT
      @BiFrrozT 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Lmfao

    • @tesarsuave
      @tesarsuave 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Shreyash More
      READ
      THE
      FUCKING
      COMMENT

    • @FG_Carpet
      @FG_Carpet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @BiFrozT when you dont have a heart

    • @bshivam2001
      @bshivam2001 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sorry to say, your mom does not have a good taste in music.

    • @makotheowl
      @makotheowl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@bshivam2001 ye, i'm aware of it

  • @Sir_Corgerus
    @Sir_Corgerus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +747

    This song needs a music video.

    • @deadradef369
      @deadradef369 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Oh yes

    • @onelusciouslad7841
      @onelusciouslad7841 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Th- Theres a video of furries dancing to it...
      That's a music video.. if that's what you're into lol

    • @cerulean8624
      @cerulean8624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@onelusciouslad7841 you means Fluke?

    • @onelusciouslad7841
      @onelusciouslad7841 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cerulean8624 Yeah

    • @cerulean8624
      @cerulean8624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@onelusciouslad7841 honestly, I know this beautiful song thanks to him

  • @twistits457
    @twistits457 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1023

    When u are broken and TH-cam recommend this song.

    • @ozgeeser8929
      @ozgeeser8929 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      why u are broken my friend?:(

    • @erdoholic7075
      @erdoholic7075 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Is it the Europa league effect?

    • @interjectionalice5839
      @interjectionalice5839 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@erdoholic7075 OOOF.

    • @Aganie.
      @Aganie. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@ozgeeser8929 makes two of us

    • @viviandalask3199
      @viviandalask3199 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      CHELSEA FC did it make you happier?

  • @Pyroheet
    @Pyroheet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +687

    Sometimes I feel so desperate
    sometimes I feel so alone
    sometimes I feel sad
    sometimes I feel I'm gonna fall apart
    sometimes depression taking over all my body
    there are a lot of things happening in my life, are beating me to fall down, I fall down every time
    sometimes I wish if I fell down I don't wanna get up.
    but one thing for sure I don't know why this pure music giving me so much inspiration.
    not all heroes wear capes.

    • @jimimehta3454
      @jimimehta3454 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I feel you man 😭

    • @warrenbays4539
      @warrenbays4539 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm a 7year Army Combat Veteran I feel you!!

    • @utsavimishra106
      @utsavimishra106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I felt every word

    • @firejet3566
      @firejet3566 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      remember it is the way you feel.....Get out of that feeling and your day will be much better.

    • @imanuelluc8163
      @imanuelluc8163 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you🌈

  • @iGeOrge14
    @iGeOrge14 6 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    Illenium ♡

  • @gabrian2983
    @gabrian2983 4 ปีที่แล้ว +450

    every Illenium song gives me chills down my spine.

    • @Musicislife-bz8ht
      @Musicislife-bz8ht 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Facts

    • @sebastianmendoza5660
      @sebastianmendoza5660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @BigGuyBigMind
      @BigGuyBigMind 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I forced myself to listen to it to stay open but I don’t feel it. It’s not bad just not for me.

    • @wamwondwejackline3495
      @wamwondwejackline3495 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @MDKN22
      @MDKN22 ปีที่แล้ว

      They all give me goosebumps... and I feel them hitting the right heart strings.

  • @CreezeDesigns
    @CreezeDesigns 6 ปีที่แล้ว +538

    Lyrics

    • @CreezeDesigns
      @CreezeDesigns 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Theory oflife Glad to help ✌️

    • @niku1854
      @niku1854 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      thanks a lot for the lyrics

    • @ashtonlewis4814
      @ashtonlewis4814 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's "You need to let go if this hurts," not "you need to let go of this hand." other than that... looks better than i could do :P

    • @acecb4951
      @acecb4951 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "but you need to look over this hell"
      thats what i understood

    • @lukeyyw
      @lukeyyw 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

  • @gumaruchu6799
    @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว +313

    The song made me cry but when I saw the description
    My heart just stop beating its like im on a dark and lonely room
    It made me realize that
    "Nothing is impossible if you just Try it"
    Nice job illenium

    • @gumaruchu6799
      @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @FL MUSIC I feel you bro 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @gumaruchu6799
      @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @FL MUSIC same bro just keep trying and push hard
      When your tired of something take a rest and don't quit

    • @gumaruchu6799
      @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @FL MUSIC no problem dude
      Btw PLUSSS ULTRAAA

    • @gumaruchu6799
      @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @JOSEPH ASWATH yeah
      Just a little bit but when I will use it up to 1m my hands will go broke so yeah I need to be careful

    • @gumaruchu6799
      @gumaruchu6799 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Harry Johnson oh I'm sorry for your lost bro 😞😔

  • @jkarpinski14
    @jkarpinski14 6 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Absolutely chilling. The song itself is already beautiful but the meaning behind it makes it truly that much more powerful. Thank you for this stunning piece of music.

    • @phongphong2851
      @phongphong2851 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jonah Karpinski what is the meaning behind ? Can u tell me ?

    • @sar2963
      @sar2963 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hey, read the description, it's about his past addiction and how his mother never gave up on him

  • @Gripstress
    @Gripstress 5 ปีที่แล้ว +249

    I lost my husband of 25 years in January due to complications of addictions. We weren't together at the time because of the addiction but we had 4 amazing daughters together and I'll always Love him. In May this year I saw you perform at EDC Vegas and tripped with you. It was an experience I will never forget. Thank you for that journey through my feelings and helping me connect. "Where'd you go?" was particularly special. Thank you. I am your new fan and I hope you find your peace. Much love to all 💗

    • @Gripstress
      @Gripstress 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @UnlistedHacker thank you, fam. I'm 42. We married when I was 17 and he was 19. I miss him every day. 💗

    • @Gripstress
      @Gripstress 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @UnlistedHacker ❤️

    • @decidiousrex
      @decidiousrex 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I'm very sorry to hear about your husband. It's obviously not the same, but my best friend passed July 2019 from an OD. I remember thinking at his funeral how I wish he'd been there to crack a joke and make us feel better. He had a knack for making the best of shitty situations, but he struggled after returning from Iraq and the addiction set in hard. Rest in peace bud, and I'll catch ya on the other side.

    • @Gripstress
      @Gripstress 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Shahid XD yes thank you! Will never stop missing him but we are all ok as he promised we would be. ❤ can't wait to get out to edc this October! Just wish illenium was playing😭😭😭💗

    • @Gripstress
      @Gripstress 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Shahid XD absolutely! All about the kids

  • @rhinozz43
    @rhinozz43 5 ปีที่แล้ว +236

    We can't lose you like we've lost the others...
    Thank you, Illenium, for all you've done for us.

  • @8DTUNES
    @8DTUNES 6 ปีที่แล้ว +464

    OMFG!!! Do you guys want an 8D version of this? :D (I would love to)

    • @9731-h7u
      @9731-h7u 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      8D TUNES yes please!!!!!!!!

    • @Anima__Mundi
      @Anima__Mundi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      8D TUNES no 8d exists

    • @8DTUNES
      @8DTUNES 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ван Метов :(

    • @maev9213
      @maev9213 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      8D TUNES yesss

    • @youtubeveteran2745
      @youtubeveteran2745 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      8D TUNES 8D ? You're a goddamn genious, sciencists search everyday for a way to acess 4th dim but you're on the 8th. Damn you should copyright your discover !

  • @oomamii1
    @oomamii1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    This is gorgeous man, glad such a beautiful product came from such a difficult time.

  • @miguelsum
    @miguelsum 5 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    I was obssessed with cutting myself, and having suicidal thoughts. i found my peace by listening to Illenium, and streaming video games to talk to a lot of people in the community. This song touched my heart and it made me realize that no matter who you are, there’s always a good reason why people are counting on you.

  • @iquemedia
    @iquemedia 6 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    For anyone struggling with addiction and/or mental health issues
    Know that you're not alone and there are people who can help with whatever you need
    Let this art be the door that leads to a more peaceful life
    Spread the love ❤️

  • @Havarow
    @Havarow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    Thank you to have shared your stories with us Illenium. Hope all that people which are following you (as me) bring you enough love and support.
    Love you forever man 🖤

    • @jeremiahtallant
      @jeremiahtallant 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The support from us is still all in his head. This all is for him to take on within himself. Only he can do anything about it and dig the dirt he needs to dig.

  • @garciateresa13
    @garciateresa13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +348

    IF ANYONE FEELS WORTHLESS OR SAD... YOU ARE PERFECT. YOU ARE WORTH YOUR OWN TIME, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, UNIQUE, YOU ARE AMAZING.
    You WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
    You WILL BECOME STRONGER
    PLEASE DONT GIVE UP, you are so so LOVED. YOU ARE NEEDED. You have the power to CHANGE THE WORLD OR SOMEONES LIFE
    Shoot me a message my beautiful friends🌹

    • @karthiksen8967
      @karthiksen8967 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you for your kind words ☺️

    • @valentinonicolasbaldamus1210
      @valentinonicolasbaldamus1210 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ily❤

    • @garciateresa13
      @garciateresa13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      _ Zen_ anytime friend ♥️

    • @anonymoususer2764
      @anonymoususer2764 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel worthless cause I'm in the mainstream. MAINSTREAM = BRAINWASHED IDIOTS.
      THERE ARE PEOPLE JUST LIKE US. SAD THING IS WE ARE APART.
      THX SOCIAL MEDIA FOR MAKING ME UNIQUE. SUB TO PEWDIEPIE.

    • @turin2148
      @turin2148 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for kind words.

  • @venturewithyaseen
    @venturewithyaseen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    anti depression song

  • @riteshsharma1935
    @riteshsharma1935 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    ❤after reading his story my love for him is now even more...music is love music is life❤

  • @GEORGE-kd1cq
    @GEORGE-kd1cq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    The description though 😢😢 that made me cry i hope you guys are doing good with your lifes and with your family, thats a sad story btw Illenium

    • @notdiziz512
      @notdiziz512 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You re right...that was deep... I m glad to see that Illenium could move on over that... His music is art

    • @princesse0920
      @princesse0920 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Not trying to hate but some famous ppl need to take his advice (if u know who I mean)

    • @notdiziz512
      @notdiziz512 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@princesse0920 I really don t know who are you talking about.. May I ask who?

    • @Meysheen
      @Meysheen 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@princesse0920 demi? Lol

  • @lostlupo
    @lostlupo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    Listening to the song while reading the description of this made me cry the first time...
    and it does, still.
    #Roadto10Mil

  • @mrinmoymutsuddi3511
    @mrinmoymutsuddi3511 4 ปีที่แล้ว +395

    Lyrics
    I didn't mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
    It's just an empty voice screaming out for help
    No, I didn't mean to scare you
    But I couldn't see
    That when I went to hell I was taking you with me
    When I close my eyes
    I'm climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    You're the love in my heart
    Only love in my heart
    Take you down
    Take you down with me
    (Don't wanna take you down)
    (Take you down)
    Down with me
    Down, you're down with me
    Down, you're down with me
    (You're the love in my heart)
    (Only love in my heart)
    (Take you down)
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts, I bleed
    But it's in my hand and I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    And there's no way that now you could rescue me
    When I close my eyes
    I'm fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    You need to let it go now
    Before you drown
    I know that you won't understand
    But you need to let go of this hand
    'Cause I'm going down
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, down with me

  • @--_5150
    @--_5150 6 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Illenium. Nick. You have no idea how much your music means to me. More than words could express. Especially your AWAKE album. Your music has helped me through some of the toughest parts in my life thus far and to read what you've said that you've been through made this song and all your other songs even more special to me. I'd just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the hard work you have done. Thank you for devoting your time and passion into making music for us and thank you for helping not only myself but others as well, though your music. Love you and love to hear more from you!!!

    • @Mr-fy6zb
      @Mr-fy6zb 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Equinox stay strong bro!!

  • @albruce02
    @albruce02 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    [Verse 1]
    I didn’t mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
    It’s just an empty lie screaming out for help
    No, I didn’t mean to scare you
    But I couldn’t see that when I went to hell
    I was taking you with me
    [Chorus]
    When I close my eyes
    I’m climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don’t wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, take you down with me
    (Take you down, take you down, take you down)
    Down with me
    [Verse 2]
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts I bleed
    But it's in my hand
    And I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    There's no way that now
    You could rescue me
    [Chorus]
    When I close my eyes
    I’m fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don’t wanna take you down with me
    [Bridge]
    You need to let it go now
    Before you drown
    I know that you won't understand
    You need to let go of these hands
    Cause I'm going now
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    [Outro]
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, down with me

    • @francosam3535
      @francosam3535 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Al Bruce thx for the lyrics

  • @mr.piddlenuts7356
    @mr.piddlenuts7356 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Beautiful song! Your story is very inspiring and I am extremely happy that you were able to overcome your struggles in order to create this truly beautiful music! You are a huge inspiration to me, and good luck going forward!

  • @shannonphillips8518
    @shannonphillips8518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    That description hit hard 😢. I have been battling depression for so long and honestly those dark times bring out the worst in us. Feels like we have no one to pull us out of the mess we made and it’s like music is the only escape when the pains to strong. Thankyou for yet another awesome song.

  • @mr.johnkun2827
    @mr.johnkun2827 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    ~The way Illenium make musics look so sad but in so inspirational in the same time is incrarible!~

  • @tylerstephenhunt
    @tylerstephenhunt 6 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Yesssss. Dude, it’s rare that I like half the things an artist makes. But dude, I freakin love pretty much everything you put out.

    • @kazn91
      @kazn91 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Tyler Hunt haha same. I only like 1 from each artists album. But illenium I love it all

    • @tanuj05
      @tanuj05 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tyler Hunt same here! Love almost every song of his!

  • @davidsimeonov6009
    @davidsimeonov6009 5 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    Bro...I just read your story in the description, YOU ARE AMAZING DUDE!!!
    I am so happy for you!

  • @chanhwayoong3705
    @chanhwayoong3705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Through an Action, a Man becomes a Hero.
    Through Death, a Hero becomes Legend.
    Through Time, a Legend becomes Myth.
    Through hearing a Myth, a Man takes an Action....

    • @bjvernon6490
      @bjvernon6490 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      one acts, then dies, then remembered, then forgotten, then remembered again as an inspiration for another one who acts

  • @LaggyBo1
    @LaggyBo1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The letter gave more depth to the song!!
    Fellow #Illenials form India, show some love!!

  • @ddjgaray
    @ddjgaray 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    My hero illenium

  • @jackcarta1516
    @jackcarta1516 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My top 3:
    1. Take You Down
    2. Fractures
    3. Gold (Stupid Love)

  • @anonymity468
    @anonymity468 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    I’ve listened to this song basically since it’s release. Every once in a while I’ll scroll through the comments for hours reading everyone’s stories. The community here is so incredibly supportive and I genuinely thank everyone for sharing their personal life details.
    I have never left a comment on any video before, and I don’t know if I ever will again. But with my one comment I just want to give a shoutout to all the people listening to this song who AREN’T commenting themselves. I know what it’s like to scroll and scroll and cry and cry. And I know that even though there are so many amazing people sharing their stories, there are 10 times as many more not sharing. I’ve been there. So for all the wallflowers out there, know that you’re not alone. Even if you’re not talking, as long as you’re here, you will have a community that truly understands.
    Hope everyone’s having a good day, and good luck.

    • @kathrynbutron
      @kathrynbutron 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Beautifully said!

    • @beccawaldrum9022
      @beccawaldrum9022 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sad he deleted his personal story description

    • @bennettsilverstein1487
      @bennettsilverstein1487 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@beccawaldrum9022 its still there

    • @lizziekyalo9349
      @lizziekyalo9349 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are an amazing soul for leaving this massage,you are appreciated, loved and am sending virtual hugs to you,WEVE GOT EACH OTHER!!!❤️

  • @GarrettMusic1
    @GarrettMusic1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm listening to this while Ironing. Best Pant's I've ever Ironed in my life

  • @2MINUTESOFFICIAL
    @2MINUTESOFFICIAL 6 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    This guy should be in the top of the charts!

    • @iel-
      @iel- 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      illenium's music is to pure to be recognized by those lowly people who love mumble rap and the retarded lil trend

    • @ibrahimibaanfayaz2362
      @ibrahimibaanfayaz2362 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      TRUE!

  • @AlfonsOfficial
    @AlfonsOfficial 6 ปีที่แล้ว +182

    omg u are bakk

  • @kixjomusic
    @kixjomusic ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It seems like ILLENIUM made this song for me😅

  • @JV-ps6xp
    @JV-ps6xp 6 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    Crazy thing about Illenium is his music has been the type of music all us sadboi's have been yearning for. Stories/situations of heartache/rebirth/and unreciprocated love.
    All his musical pieces stem from special places in people's hearts. Thanks for gracing us with your music, Nick.

    • @joshbouquet4978
      @joshbouquet4978 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Facts.

    • @Atmanam
      @Atmanam 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      you nailed it. this is perfect explanation!

    • @JV-ps6xp
      @JV-ps6xp 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Nick understands every fiber of emotion in the human anatomy at an unsurpassed angle/range.
      He understands the rage, the lies, the emptiness, the loneliness, the loud banging in your head, the screams, the moments with your loved ones, the moments without your loved ones, the hollow insides of people, the feeling of being abandoned, the list can go on, lol.
      Not only is he a beautiful/rare entity seen once in lifetimes, he has the genius to fuse/incorporate/compose these emotions into mindblowing lyrics, verses, choruses, drops, instrumentals. Proof of this is in the genius of Fractures, Lost, Gold, Beautiful Creatures, Reverie, Sound of Walking Away, Where'd U Go etc.
      Sure, his songs may sound simple but every measure and every single second in ALL his songs are well-thought through.
      Illenium is life.

    • @Atmanam
      @Atmanam 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      J V this was very beautiful man!

  • @franciscorazo.5098
    @franciscorazo.5098 6 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    Al fin! 😍😍😍

    • @deivvyt2686
      @deivvyt2686 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      francisco razo 🔥🇪🇨💚

  • @LeandroFerreira-cm3th
    @LeandroFerreira-cm3th 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Look at all these comments, I mean, we are few but we are the STRONGEST, no hate comments. Nick, you deserve an Oscar. You made one of the best communities among all the artists.
    I really hope you succeed in a close future and all your problems from the past disappear.
    Love you ❤️

  • @jimlim4323
    @jimlim4323 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    “But it’s in my hand and I’m doing it to me”... fk, anyone else feel that was too deep 😢

  • @kallelundin2107
    @kallelundin2107 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    I didn't mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
    It's just an empty voice screaming out for help
    No, I didn't mean to scare you
    But I couldn't see
    That when I went to hell I was taking you with me
    [Chorus 1]
    When I close my eyes
    I'm climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    [Pre-Drop 1]
    Yeah I'm loving my out
    And you're loving my out
    Take you down
    Take you down with me
    (Down with me, down)
    (Down with me, down)
    (Take you) down with me
    [Drop 1]
    Down, you're down with me
    Down, you're down with me
    (Yeah I'm loving my out)
    (And you're loving my out)
    (Take you down)
    [Verse 2]
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts I bleed
    But it's in my hand
    And I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    And there's no way that now you could rescue me
    [Chorus 2]
    When I close my eyes
    I'm fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    [Bridge]
    You need to let it go now
    Before you drown
    I know that you won't understand
    But you need to let go of these hands
    'Cause I'm going down
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    [Drop 2]
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, down with me

  • @TheFates222
    @TheFates222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    The souls that are lost, are never lost alone. Even though it feels that way, music unites us.
    I am sorry that you have felt pain, but I rejoice in the fact that that you have chosen to fight. May you never give up. We will all fight with you, for you - for us.

  • @itstoothless8249
    @itstoothless8249 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I really do appreciate you sharing your story with us about your addiction. I can't ever imagine what that was like for you leaping over that giant wall towards recovery. What I can say; for all of us as fans and maybe even friends; is that we will support and always appreciate you as not only an artist, but as a person. Illenium, thank you for being a part of not only my life, but for all of our lives as fans. We will always be Illenium strong.

    • @EvsPersonal
      @EvsPersonal 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Absolutely!!! Beautifully said.

    • @impyyfie4186
      @impyyfie4186 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it's toothless yeahh Indeed ❤️

  • @lifeintheshack2193
    @lifeintheshack2193 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    If a friend or loved one sends you this song ,please go check on them ,it may be a cry for help 😢

  • @amplif13d91
    @amplif13d91 6 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    I spent $74 on an illenium sweater.
    Totally worth it tho. Not being sarcastic

    • @freakinfritz
      @freakinfritz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I spent $90 on one at Ezoo this last weekend just to wear for his show and after seeing him I'm speechless..

    • @Nocure92
      @Nocure92 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats still pretty reasonable for a good quality hoodie

  • @theoutcast7942
    @theoutcast7942 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    this song makes me cry im so alone i want to die no one understands me no cares about me no one talks to me im left in the dark. im empty inside. my heart aches thank you for the amazing song

    • @cullenmanley982
      @cullenmanley982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I care about you

    • @dewanshu9388
      @dewanshu9388 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just hang in there and be good . Everthing will be fine .

  • @kevinrayt8870
    @kevinrayt8870 6 ปีที่แล้ว +332

    Did anybody else wanted to cry hearing this song?

    • @reyperez9356
      @reyperez9356 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      KevinRayT we all did

    • @superhotwheelsfan
      @superhotwheelsfan 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Check de description

    • @Enigma-eb5
      @Enigma-eb5 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      KevinRayT I cried and got back to my love that suddenly died and now I want to be with him😭😞

    • @charleslindbergh8222
      @charleslindbergh8222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You people are so pathetic and weak. The Fourth Reich is going to crush you faster than the third crushed the French.

    • @m.hussainmehdi5782
      @m.hussainmehdi5782 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kind of impossible holding tears while listening to Illenium

  • @joshwilliams2105
    @joshwilliams2105 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    This song seriously never fails in making me cry. So therapeutic.

  • @vaibhavnegi1609
    @vaibhavnegi1609 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I can listen to this for a ❤*MILLENNIUM*❤

  • @sabrianne2813
    @sabrianne2813 5 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Still listening to this song. My favorite of Illenium so far🖤

  • @SH1Vbeats
    @SH1Vbeats 6 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    This is not music it is a sign of perfection which need to be famous soon and it is our work to do it..😍😘😊

    • @iel-
      @iel- 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Most people on this sad rock don't understand what truly is music. Hate to say it but illenium will never become worldly famous, that's just how to universe works. The best is the unknown, illenium if you somehow read this, I just wanna tell you you are and always be the best in this world.

    • @Vanillabean315
      @Vanillabean315 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      He is

  • @bordax6442
    @bordax6442 5 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Illenium. Ever since I heard your music few years ago I fell in love.
    I had no idea you struggled with opiate addiction. I'm currently struggling with it too. Been struggling for 3 years now.
    I'm 72 hrs sober from my latest relapse. It feels like I go in cycles and just keep fucking up, right after things were going so well and life seemed to be going OK while sober. Doesn't take long until I fuck up again.
    Sometimes it feels as if there is no way out, but to shut off the lights.
    Your music is so beautiful. So so beautiful. Honestly, I'd be glad if I could touch someones life the way you've touched so many with your beautiful melodies. I think that would give me some purpose you know.
    Anyways I'm just rambling, thank you for everything you do man.

    • @jahanvikaakakkera5099
      @jahanvikaakakkera5099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      you're gonna get there, don't give up. Sending lots of love and hugs your way.

    • @tiernanwilliams5897
      @tiernanwilliams5897 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bordax you will succeed. I promise. I’m struggling too.

    • @Phiz787
      @Phiz787 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You are not rambling. You are empowering yourself. Work hard and keep moving forward!

    • @AK_DJ
      @AK_DJ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How are you now?

    • @KidneysHurt
      @KidneysHurt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      M8 u good now?

  • @solomon9354
    @solomon9354 6 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    It's impossible for Illenium to make a bad track

  • @hugocolin7925
    @hugocolin7925 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love your music ... Brother, you deserve the best of this life ... in my life, your music is the best thing I have in this life ... continue like this♥️

  • @ayanghazi7632
    @ayanghazi7632 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    LYRICS:
    I didn’t mean to hurt you when I hurt myself
    It’s just an empty lie screaming out for help
    No, I didn’t mean to scare you
    But I couldn’t see that when I went to hell
    I was taking you with me
    [Chorus]
    When I close my eyes
    I’m climbing in the dark
    Trying not to fall apart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don’t wanna take you down with me
    [?]
    Take you down, take you down with me
    [?]
    (Take you down, take you down, take you down)
    Down with me
    [Verse 2]
    This life is like a razor
    When it cuts I bleed
    But it's in my hand
    And I'm doing it to me
    Sometimes it's like an ocean
    And it gets too deep
    There's no way that now
    You could rescue me
    [Chorus]
    When I close my eyes
    I’m fighting in the dark
    Trying not to break your heart
    Sometimes I get so high
    Falling is the only out I see
    And I don’t wanna take you down with me
    [Bridge]
    You need to let it go now
    Before you drown
    I know that you won't understand
    You need to let go of these hands
    Cause I'm going now
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    [Outro]
    And I don't wanna take you down with me
    Take you down, down with me
    COPIED FROM GENIUS.COM

  • @lorgaraurelian3392
    @lorgaraurelian3392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Thank you, I struggle with alchohol, depression, emotional abuse and suicidal ideation pretty much daily..... just writing that on an anon account was terrifying. This song is beauty itself.

  • @AKAJE
    @AKAJE 6 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Illenium songs is soooo emotional. that's why i like Illenium, keep up the good work man.

  • @CalvianaDonet
    @CalvianaDonet 6 ปีที่แล้ว +466

    This song makes me think about my depression

    • @pedroeiv
      @pedroeiv 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Callie Plays you re not alone, never forget that!

    • @demogog3449
      @demogog3449 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    • @joshuarichter9347
      @joshuarichter9347 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      If you ever need help, please talk to someone. I hope you get better.

    • @CalvianaDonet
      @CalvianaDonet 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Joshua Richter thx

    • @Aurynan
      @Aurynan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same...

  • @ExtremeJoci
    @ExtremeJoci 5 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    This song really hit home.
    I've been struggling with social anxiety, bad self-esteem and depression for quite a while. Maybe 7 to 8 years now.
    And it is the worst combination...the worst.
    Sometimes I'm fine. Sometimes the darkness overtakes my life and I can't seem to find an exit until I self harm.
    The day I realized I needed professional help was when I realized that I don't know what happiness truly is. I'm not sure I've ever experienced it.
    And just last year in September my doctor told me I had diabetes. Which did not help with my self-esteem...I started eating less...I probably lost 40 pounds within a short amount of time...and ever since....I've had a bad relationship with food. I don't love me.....If it weren't for my boyfriend, I think I would have developed an eating disorder. Yes, I'm still battling my relationship with food. Yes, I still throw up my food (not as often as before) and yes I'm still scared to eat....but I've gotten better.
    I'm not sure where I was going with this....but I just want you guys to know that you aren't alone if you guys are going through something.
    I know it can be hard (trust me, I know) but keep fighting. I still am.
    Take care.
    Hope the best for you all.

    • @crazychicken-aunt8230
      @crazychicken-aunt8230 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ExtremeJoci you’re a very strong person and I really wish you all the best for your way. Hope you will get better soon ❤️❤️

    • @osmanlee5136
      @osmanlee5136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong

    • @kristi9417
      @kristi9417 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He definitely deserves it. His way of sound just brings tingles down my spine

    • @christinawalker9915
      @christinawalker9915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same thing happening to me and i feel lost i don't know who i'm anymore , i hate myself so much

    • @kaito8258
      @kaito8258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@christinawalker9915 u fight till the end cuz u don't have any other choice except giving up but I think you won't give in after this u can do three things:
      Give up
      Give in
      Give it your all
      It's not your choice whether you wanna live or not...........when you realise that only then you will give your life all you got and that's the purpose of life........stay strong

  • @fitlaptops56
    @fitlaptops56 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This is the most underrated music ever, the world doesn't know music anymore😫😤

  • @kyawzinthant3466
    @kyawzinthant3466 6 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Ever since "Awake" has come out, I thought the meaning of the songs are kind of abstract yet I still love it, but now after reading your letter I just found out that the album itself is telling a story, a story of your life and most importantly your struggle to fight addiction I guess. This does make me listening to the "Awake" to another level of meaning. Crawl Outta Love, Fractures, Leaving, Lost and Sound of Walking Away are pretty obvious examples of telling the emotional phases you have gone through I think at least, and also the album name itself "Awake" is kind of self explanatory right? Well...my point here is I just love how Illenium is an amazing artist putting a lot of efforts and emotion into his works and YES we get it Nick, what you wanted to say and what you wanted us to hear. :) From Myanmar with Loves

    • @floo7800
      @floo7800 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i agree to 100% bro

    • @nainglinaung2880
      @nainglinaung2880 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro his music since Awake.. I don't even know how to express my feelings

    • @pixelatedshotgun
      @pixelatedshotgun 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love from the netherlands🇳🇱

    • @RednaxIsHere
      @RednaxIsHere 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@pixelatedshotgun yall live in cool places im jealous

    • @arkar4289
      @arkar4289 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bruhhh...i never knew there are Illenials here

  • @Minishorty1997
    @Minishorty1997 6 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    These past few days, I’ve been feeling so depressed. It’s not surprising either, for I have been through this phase plenty of times. I know I made a lot of mistakes in the past that I truly regret. I still make mistakes to this day, and these mistakes are what fuel my depression. However, I know for a fact that giving up is NOT an option! I’ve never been one to give up, even though my dark side of me has told me to just give up. I know I’m not perfect, and I never will be, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t strive to be the best person that I can be. There are a lot of things that I can do better in life, and if I just keep following the light that’s at the end of this dark tunnel that I’m in, then eventually, I will become a better person and achieve a lot of great things that life has to offer. If there’s anything that I want to say to those who also feel depression, just love who you are, and live life to the fullest. Stay positive, and reach out to someone if you need help. You are loved. ❤️

    • @spookz7582
      @spookz7582 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Much strong man, i know what is that feeling.. I just passed a difficult phase, but now im here, healthy and good!! I learned with myself and i can tell you, DONT GIVE UP!!! Stay Strong!!!

    • @clairek2912
      @clairek2912 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you, I really needed to hear this. I am on the verge of giving up for good

    • @adim1776
      @adim1776 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You just gave me hope! Thanks a lot!

    • @tonymcdonald1614
      @tonymcdonald1614 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Read the description

    • @zaqsdwerty
      @zaqsdwerty 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You got this, don't give up

  • @riokshutt2115
    @riokshutt2115 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Definitely Illenium is already a legend in EDM

    • @_luni_2834
      @_luni_2834 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Electronic music is more accurate.

    • @jxrdy1618
      @jxrdy1618 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      _ LUNI _ *future bass *more accurate

    • @riokshutt2115
      @riokshutt2115 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      it's the same, and yes it's future bass

  • @PicNddrpbd
    @PicNddrpbd ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Year 2023 Healing myself

  • @ayushshrestha1342
    @ayushshrestha1342 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    That description gonna change my life 💚💚
    ILLENIUM thank u for all this 💚💚

    • @kalpanadas5476
      @kalpanadas5476 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ayush I wish you a better life ahead

  • @tonymartino2519
    @tonymartino2519 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Seven lions and illenium are both so underrated and probably the most talented. Bring more collabs

    • @saiko7901
      @saiko7901 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      thats so true

  • @sraey8133
    @sraey8133 6 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    1 million views this early on the release on illenium's official channel. Finally he is getting enough attention!!!😍😍😍

    • @lajosszucs6579
      @lajosszucs6579 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Never enough 😉

    • @sraey8133
      @sraey8133 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bradley Sherlock Sorry about your loss...I too found many great artist from sheepy's channel and I've been listening to it from more than 3 years!

    • @gouriorao7336
      @gouriorao7336 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      But he deserves more than enough.....

  • @emmanuelchisambwe1743
    @emmanuelchisambwe1743 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This song made me realise that ...no matter what; people will never understand you 100%...
    I was filled with suicidal thoughts ...I was feeling almost nothing I started posting suicidal posts on my socials but people said am js looking for attention...this made me more hurt 😔...I died inside .Its a miracle that I'm here listening to this piece of music that changed my life and I'm still breathing because of this song ...IN THIS WORLD MENTAL HEALTH IS UNDERRATED.

    • @Omkar-is9cu
      @Omkar-is9cu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah man
      I can relate to you
      Stay strong bro