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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 31 พ.ค. 2021
- In an unreleased full interview, this VladTV. flashback centers on Dallas rapper Lil Loaded who gave DJ Vlad an in-depth interview about his upbringing and quick rise in popularity. Lil Loaded recently passed but the details surrounding his sudden death have yet to be confirmed.
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His Eyes , His movements , speech & more .. he had real life Pain .. blessin to His family
may god rest his soul u can see his pain fr
Yes you can see his depression sad my mom has been depressed and hospitalized several times when my pops got murdered in 09 me and my twin brother were 8 years old we are 20 now and my baby twin brother has a son named after my father and my mom has him all the time if she’s not working he brought my mom back to life
🙏🏾🙏🏾
R.I.P DAWQ.
Lmao stfu
Hearing Vlad say, “ ur only 19 u got ya whole life ahead of u “ shit hit different now.. And buddy was depressed as fuck, his eyes tell it all.. His soul was tired.. RestUpKing..
He wasn’t even depressed nigga he just got out for accidentally killing someone he was close then walked in on his girl getting fucked I don’t think he had depression all his life or something but seeing his dead friend probably gave him a traumatic experience and the girlfriend thing pushed him to the edge not everyone who commits suicide is depressed as weird as that sounds
He high
@@sgnavenue2392 he most definitely suffers from anxiety and depression l m a o. he has anxiety twitches, slips up on words, shakes. man was suffering. he WAS depressed. don’t invalid mental illness like that.
@@alaynaroseland1901 exactly, mental illness builds up overtime. It doesnt come from one experience. Not everyone who gets cheated on commits suicide nor does everyone with anxiety, but when everything builds up they reach that point
The narratives ppl come up with & then they actually believe themselves & try to convince others.
He’s very chill and intelligent. When he said “stuff gets heavy” you could see in his eyes he has always tried to hide his pain and do what he has to do through all of it. RIP Lil Loaded 🕊
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Intelligent. LOL
Or just dumb?
@@T.Sullivan 😂yeah naw
@@T.Sullivan he really is lmao
I feel so sad for his mom, having to bury her two sons. RIP Loaded
🥺😢
Imagine how the siblings feel. Losing both their brothers.
@@ImInfluence some things can be out of your control
@@ImInfluence trust me ik nuff people who are about that life who ain’t got no dad and their mum tries their best to keep them away from that shit. saying it’s the mums fault is disrespectful af cause it’s 99% out of their control. you can only teach a child morals his environment will teach him the rest
Especially the little brother, imagine losing your two big brothers to the streets
Vlad’s library is like a cemetery for souls and careers
WOWW it seems that way, but its probably bcuz the high risk lives he covers 🤷🏾♀️ ie: former block/dope boys, hittas, gang members etc...it’s hard to escape the oppression of the hood
Lol
Vlad pin this guys comment 🤣😂😂🤣
@@kia4020 NBA young boy is a good example
Dam
bro definitely slide for his brother. His life was full of pain, u can see the pain in his eyes, his answers and his interaction. The only time he was up was when he was talking about his music and bars. He had the passion and was gonna make it super big, Rest in paradise king
He wasn’t a king
@@McCorkleMinuteYes he was
You can see the pain in his eyes. He didn’t want to be in the environment and have to live the life he lived or had to live. A lot of pain in there and I feel bad he didn’t have the genuine support he needed. Bro didn’t need yes men he needed love. Love your brothers man
that’s all our story bro we don’t wanna do it nd ain’t no daddy here to set the traccs
There's no pain in his eyes. He was murdered
@@theguy9067 bro..? he commit suicide.
@@theguy9067 🤨🤨 huh
@@theguy9067 If you don't see pain in is eyes, you've been never in a real struggle before.
No child should go through this much pain.... RIP
“Can u say for what”
“Nah”
Bruh got my respect with that response 💯💯 rip to a good nigga
he would not tell but he knew exactly what happened
That smirk told it all🤫😏
No disrespect fam but ain't you White?😂
Im 32 and lost my brother through horrific circumstances 7 months ago and my whole life has crashed down and i spend everyday with no direction or care. I feel this kids pain. Rest in peace to all. X
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Me 2 1month for me
@@thegreatelmo1 what happened bro?
rest In peace bro
RIP Deshawn... we failed you. 💔 This man gave some of the best freestyles in my art class, it’ll be hard to forget you.
You went to school with him ?
@@Cleveland-fp8kh yeah.
stay strong
@@festeringian 😪💙 facts
@@shandalynlashea one love
Damn, this guy is so clearly a nice and genuine guy
He seemed like a really good kid. He isn't all high and talking like a momo. He is paying attention and speaks well. Sad shit. Never heard of him but now I am going to go discover his music.
He’s definitely high..and he’s in pain as he speak he’s just holding up..it’s a lot of us like that in Chicago😔💯
@@loudpackshawty5849 if he is lit he just burned a lil something he fasho ain't leaning or anything if he is it's not enough to show fr
@@ronjones3977 I know plenty of people on hard drugs that you couldn't tell. Loaded popped percs and oxycodone is over 5x stronger than codeine and the promethazine in lean is just an antihistamine.
@Steven Seth So insightful and helpful post......sarcasm absolutely intended.
Sometimes it's best not to respond and not impulsively contaminate the comments with absolutely a diarrhea brain post.
Rip
I can see through his eyes he’s depressed. Rest up
Fr i can see it to i suffer from depression as well so it's easy to spot
I think it's more that he don't trust vlad and dude is really thinking before he talks
@@igot5onit423 lmao 🤣
Yea he look like he Disturbed
@@igot5onit423 I noticed that also 🤣
RIP lil loaded he had so much future ahead of him but you can see the pain in his eyes was just too much even for someone like him🕊️
The first thing that caught my attention was his eyes.. You can tell he went through a lot..He was definitely a real one.
His mother really had to bury not one of her children... but TWO..One is more than enough to destroy her soul, so imagine how she feels now..God bless her fr 🥺🙏🙏🙏
Rip young king. Everybody is built different. People have to pay attention to their mental health & maintain some sort of spiritual balance without that, it's easy to find yourself in a dark space.
RIP I know getting your heart broke is devastating I wish someone would have told this young man that life goes on and the pain eventually disappears ❤️❤️
Wasn’t just getting his heart broke over a girl. He went through a lot the last decade of his life. I don’t blame him.
Hi Mia how are u
“No parent think they gonna have to bury they child” his mother has to live that nightmare now
Second time for her now
She Already Buried Her Eldest Son
Lil Loaded Was Her Only Living Son . Now She Has Her 3 Daughters
🙏🏽🙏🏽💐💐
2nd time
Can hear the pain in his voice and see it in his eyes, he listens very well, sad to see hes gone
I live in London and never heard of this dude before, heard of his passing and this popped up! I'm now streaming his music. Don't always assume people do things for money for their own pockets. We move and we learn 🙏🏾
He looks like he is in so much pain! I feel so sorry for everything him and his family friends went through!
Man that hurt me when he said no mother should have to bury their child and it's a different kind of hurt and they saying he committed suicide damn man she has to bury him now. Everybody please remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
Rip LiL Loaded♥️
Go watch cody itc youtube channel he contacts this young man on the otherside its crazy.
@@anthonypeters44 I'm not sure I believe in too much of that Spirit box stuff sir people do a lot of that just for views but if he gives people comfort then so be it ❤️
@@anthonypeters44 it aint real thats why its crazy
True true true , u sho no what to say !!!
❤️🙏🏿
I didn’t know him or his music but he seems like a really nice gentle young man!! Rip
That's wat he seems, but u don't knw wat he was goin thru on the inside. Nigga was fighting demons bruh
You should check out is music he is fire
He was very aware
Lol he shot his friends.
@@YedolfWesler isnt proved
He seem so calm and cold it's not hard to believe that he's been there and done that. You can always get the vibe from those type of ppl.
He does seem cold but it's everything he gone through as a child. Let's be real. He was young. A child through a lot of the horrible things he went through. That stuff will make you cold. God bless his soul. RIP Lil loaded.
@Bugs4419 that's what I'm sayin
Damn, I had to go back and watch this again. RIP lil homie. I know how you felt. I been there. I am there. Some of the things we had to do never leave us. This life isn’t fun. It’s no good at all. We ready to go. Some of us still forced to be here though. You rest easy. I’m just keep waiting.
Don’t give up. I promise you that it’ll get better.
that shit will let you go brother, I promise
I've seen a part of this video many many times and honestly the comments here on youtube are so heartwarming over how sad this truly is. Compared to comments on fb. The people in these comments truly understand and see that this young man was in some serious pain and went through things he shouldn't of. May god rest his soul. Rip Lil Loaded 🙏❤️
Jitt eyes say a lot man. Shit not even fair ppl gotta go through allat. Imagine 15, lost his bro, went straight to the streets, got damn near popped in his grill, walked away with a hole in his hand... buddy only 19. That’s fucked up.
You can clearly see the pain. It’s sad bro needed love
fr mane rip lil dude
God warns us , and send us signs some people ignore them sad
Most of us have rough traumatic lives no one gets a pass for taking their own life
didn't he kill his freind? and he was facing trial for murder? was he depressed or didn't want to face the time
"It was hard cuz like no mama thinks they gonna have to bury their child" goddamn Loaded 😥he really was a good dude caught up in the fire
And she ended up having to bury two of her children 🤦♂️I feel so bad his mother and family RIP to him🙏
The EYES don't lie. I pray his soul finds peace...and his brother. 🤲🏻🕊🕊
Most times
People don't understand the depression that a lot of us live with it suppress inside and most times nobody wanna listen, especially as a man cause we're expected not to be emotional. You can't escape what is hereditary. Nothing worse than the closest people to you taking themselves out or giving up and streets and depression causes them to die to things most people could survive if they could find a happy place. R.I.P. to everyone I lost to suicide or who gave up and depression pushed there health issues until it assisted in them passing away
he will keep living thru us, you can see the pain in him eyes poor fam he's in a better place now tho rest in peace lil loaded
"How hard was that funeral?" Bro wtf are some of these questions, he already knows the answer to most of his questions
This gentleman was a true gem he was so extremely talented, extremely intelligent, you could feel his pain he was humble, caring he had dreams to make it out and help not only his family but the community and world as a whole he wanted to make enough stacks to even throw at incurable diseases if you don’t hear but listen he had so many inspiring future plans
I think he was raised in that life so strongly it was almost impossible to pry him away from it.
Fans, friends and family have these interviews to watch and cherish for years to come. 💕🙏
Real recognize real and jit was a real one. RIP lil homie.
REST IN PEACE Lil LOADED 💙💙💙💙💙🕊🕊
Have y’all seen the video titled NLE Choppa Killed Lil Loaded, Juice Wrld, King Von and Pop Smoke by someone named Greedy bro this shi is crazy 😱😱
He got it back for his brother in blood i see it in his eyes, rest easy bruh 🖤
Man it's sad that he passed he seems like an intelligent kid that got emotionally hurt. RIP
Had to come back to it. Some rappers you can tell mean everything they say. Von, Jay Z, YNW Melly, Young Thug, and this kid come to mind. He was going thru it. It’s all in the eyes. RIP Man
3:33 he smirked when vlad said did anyone ever get convicted and asked what happened to him he fr settled the problem probably 💯
I believe they handled it too
I agree
Fasho
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This kid been through hell. Sad. And Dallas ain’t no joke folks.
R.I.P Young 20 🕊❤️
He had a lot going on. Too much on the mind for such a young age. Poor baby. R.I.P. Lil Loaded.
Watching that really hit hard as to how he looks depressed and how much heartache he had in his short life 💔😢 really emotional. You can see if in his face. Only listened to his music because of what's happened but man that was hard to watch. RIP Young man
yeah, the news fucked me up when I heard it
Heartbreaking .. God rest his soul.. I hate seeing all these rappers die so young.. RIP 🙏
Go watch cody itc youtube channel he contacts this young man he said iam stuck in a dead space cody helped him to the light and this young man confirmed that he did cross over and isn't stuck anymore he came thru the spirit box sesion as clear as a phone call.
Every time we die, one thing for sure, vlad television is gonna give us ah well timely condolence reminder video. Rip Loaded
He really kept a lot to himself . Rip I’m the same way
Same here
I pray you’ll persevere through it all, we care about you and when you don’t see it just know someone out here loves and cares for you no matter what. God bless you ❤
@@Ufw_dkm dam idk how I manage to see this but I kno god showed me your comment for a reason . Thank you fam I love you too and I needed to hear tht✊🏾♥️
Hey Dwayne it's a year later but I hope you've learned that you can't carry everything alone. I pray you've found peace with the things you hold inside.
@@princessasia1280 Thank you I appreciate it even if it’s a year later🙏🏾 ,Long talks to myself at night help me reevaluate where I stand in this world. It’s a everyday struggle and I’m getting better but I still have urges of pressing that “eject button” when times get rough.
I remember watching this interview awhile ago and liking this lil dude ! Supah Sad !
You could tell lil one wasn't sleeping. Rest easy now Young King 🤴🏿🙏💔😢
This shit sad af
I mean his eyes show the sadness. I can understand, when one family member dies, you internally die with them. A true legend, he motivated me in many good ways.
U can see the pain in his eyes🥺 rest in peace🕊
RIP lil loaded even tho I heard yo music with YG!💯🙏🏼🙏🏼
Watching this breaks my heart. So young, so much potential wasted. RIP young man.
RIP LIL LOADED.. I got into your music and u became my favorite rapper n i was looking forward to your career.. The good go young, RIP lil loaded.. You will be missed
This poor baby. I understand that pain its crippling. I wish he had lived and his mom,I know her suffering cuz I lost my daughter in 21 and nothing trumps that. I hope he at peace finally 😢😢❤
I'm from east dallas and the first 6 minutes I been thru what he went thru with friends....sad thing is I know nobody cares so yea I feel him on the crying later part moved to ATL and found a better life ....to the kids in the D get out when you can there is more to life and I hate he took his own life for what ever reason all he needed was a hug rest up man death is easy cuz life is hard
Or just move to a different Texas city
Tryin im from the 6 aka greedy grove/65 grove side
So sad, I hope he found his peace. Rest Easy Big Loaded
He dead sadly
I never heard your music young man "But rest in peace "🙏🏿
He went through so much. Rip 💔
RIP man he had a really good head screwed on. So sad. Survivors guilt is a madness n self harm the saddest. 🙏😔💸
Had to check in to hear the young king. He definitely had a lot of pain embedded in him. Its all in his eyes. Powerful to. Reflection of a great single mom can't be everything by herself. His father could have possibly saved his life had he had that presence. How many of our young brothers deceased had fathers?? 🤔No Fathers is whats killing our young brothers n sisters. He was a determined king. So like on earth shall he rise in spirit. Rip young king
All facts and not one opinion
I’m no expert but I recognize ptsd when I see it 🥺 you can tell he needed help. R.I.P we love you Loaded ❤️
I just wish we would normalize COUNSELING for young troubled teens instead of jail/prison. Even if they do end up being incarcerated, counseling should be mandatory!!! RIP to him and all the other young men/women who’ve lost their life to street violence. 🙏🏽💐❤️
I like how he is not answering certain questions!!! He is a smart young guy!! He's not stuck on designer clothes!!!
*was, rip
But how smart can someone be to either kill himself or be killed after rapping about selling dope to his own people, shooting his own people and being a womanizer.
my heart breaks for lil bro smh..LongLiveLoaded 🙏🏾🕊
He will be missed.talent definitely showed rip my brother
RIP prayers to his family 🙏🏽
Just started listening to him last week smfh lil Homie was talented AF
Same way I was with pop smoke I started listening to dude day before he died
He still hadn’t soaked the fame up obviously! I feel soooo sad for this baby! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🥲
This little baby boy has no evil in his heart and soul, you can tell it by looking at his eyes... Life path and environment made him gone through hell.... May God Bless and Mercy his soul.💎🙏
Damn man. The pain, strength, and all the other emotions you can see in his eyes. The way he’s answering the questions is just different. He really probably just needed someone to talk to and I mean really talk…. He talks about losing his brother, getting shot, and music all so easy and vlad keeps asking. I don’t know what if anything could have saved him, but Vlad prob didn’t help. And I went through a messed up break up recently myself but with all the pain and everything this man has been through and then takes his life over a woman sucks and sounds crazy but it is crazy how a woman can make you feel that bad. She was prob the one person he felt he could lean on then lost her and lost hope. Sad stuff
It has to be so hard for a parent knowing that their child is in the streets and they can’t do nothing about it.Being a father of 2 grown sons & 1 grown daughter I would have tried everything I could to move the
anywhere to save them!
Rip lil loaded gone way to soon star just envolving ❤️🙏
Can see he was a real one just by looking into his eyes.. Wish I could be like him. Rip man
He is so respectful so humble 🙏
Sad when a life story can be told in 30 minutes. RIP young man
R,I,P Legend💙💙🌠♿♿
Very sad story and very sad kid. Bless everyone in this world that needs the love, i care if no body else cares.
God bless him🙏🏾 All these young black men with immense talent going to the grave way before their time its sooo heart breaking 💔 😔🙏🏾
I still can't believe dude killed himself he had a lot of potential condolences to his family man rip 🙏🏾
It doesn’t make sense
maybe he was suicide streets are crazy
Life is hard. Don’t matter how talented, rich, or privileged you are. The way some brains are wired are just too much to tolerate.
It’s pretty obvious if you look into it.
He killed himself, there is no conspiracy.
He was depressed and sad about his gf, his friend he killed and his looming case
Damn I feel like a real one was lost smh. I fuck wit his energy from what I can see. It’s sad that so called friends and family either don’t pay attention to signs or don’t care enough to genuinely and aggressively address it and try to help. People always brushing something off no matter how bad the consequences may be. People don’t take life serious enough
Happy 21 Big dawg. 🖤🤞🏾Rest Easy Soujia.✊🏾🕊
Rest in Peace Loaded. Sending prayers wherever you are now. 🙏
I can see pain in his eyes 👁 from the start
Have y’all seen the video titled NLE Choppa Killed Lil Loaded, Juice Wrld, King Von and Pop Smoke by someone named Greedy bro this shi is crazy 😱😱
@@lildiamond5952 Stop spamming
Fr bro i remember seeing the video last year and thinking to myself that he looks depressed
He reminded of myself because I have that same sweater in every color! Rest up young brother!
R.i.P lil bro.i hate to hear he gone.he was gone be more then what we got to see.and to see his mood he was going through alot to be so young.i was just catching on to his music
I remember first watching this interview and thinking this boy is hurting. He got the PTSD shakes goin on. I remember hoping that this music would pull him out of his darkness. I been in a position where a woman seemed like my whole world. I still think about her often but u can't take ur life over a female. Escpecially, since he has all this success coming from the rap shit. I didn't have shit like that goin on for me at the time, so I didn't have women lining up just a beautiful as the one I lost. Big loss bro. C.I.P.
Man currently dealing with the same shit. Pretty sure I lost my soul mate an I'd be lieing if I said I haven't contemplated taking one to the head over it. Love is powerful man.
@@gamebred5662 Man You Have A Big And Beautiful Life Ahead . Take Care Of Yourself Brother ❤️
I think it was the straw that broke the camel’s back
Crip in peace
Time heals all. Big hug
Rip to this young Soldier
I really liked this kid. Prayers to his family and friends. Gone way too soon
Sad thing, he’s a child with a deep pain and matter of fact attitude. I like the fact Vlad asks a “can you talk about that” and he says no. Wise in some ways beyond his years.
Im praying for his mother shes going thru it hard
Our BEAUTIFUL BROTHERS are TOUGH an SMARt LOVE the BROTHERS r i p!
RIP loaded all yo friends and fans will always look up to you we'll miss you
Rip to lil loaded and his brother 🕊🕊
my guy we could tell he was struggling he was obviously in pain and no one cared until it was too late for him. R.I.P LIL LOADED
RIP Lil Loaded 😢🙏🏾🙏🏾
Glad video timing is perfect
What a beautiful young man. Rip
Real niggas can tell wassup with cuhz You can see da agony in His eyes you can tell He traumatized u can see da pain It’s times like these when everyone wanna care bout you Mane shit sad fr Don’t nobody love u till u Dead or locked All Prayers to his Momma I know what’s it’s like to only have one parent n goin thru da struggle shit not it Rip loaded
I like hw smart he is, no snitch💔