ESHRAL - REFLECTION (Audio) | @eshral.otb

Eshral - Reflection (Audio) - Track 9 from the album "Honest Beginnings"
Produced and mixed by Eshral (@prodbyeshral)
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Cover art by Fin Gibb (@fin_gibb), Faye Retusto (@fay3zcynthia7), Eshral (@eshral.otb)
Lyrics:
Hopping back on this beat cuz I done some reflection, and I been wasting time like detention,
You played the angel can't see your halo and there was bare shit that you failed to mention,
When I think of my song I feel tension, that was the start of it here's the extension,
Think about you and I feel apprehension for the thoughts fucking up my comprehension.
Fucked up and I'm not pretending, but hurting you was never my intention, Still hope we both get happy endings, we made mistakes now I try and accept them,
Now I bet you dream of riding out and putting two licks in my neck or my face then,
Wake up and just look back days when, we was happy wonder where those days went.
Made the hardest decision in life, it's love over love and that tore me up on the inside,
One minute I'm guilty and then I'm alright, my mind on two sides like it's Jekyl and Hyde,
But one thing I know is that I never lied, wouldn't change nothing or go back in time,
Said I had to choose now I see you was right, either way had to lose a big part of my mind.
Now I'm one man down but I made it worth it, putting pain and sorrow in my verses,
And I'm still searching for the reasons why the demons still lurking, feel like a burden,
To family and all my circle, but my love for them is fucking certain,
If you be touching them it's fucking curtains, everyone's sinning only some are learning.
Am I part of that list though, when I'm down on my luck and I feel like a bitch, yo
I reminisce and I think how miss bro, what do you do when you're feeling a bit low,
What do you do when away and you miss home, yeah,
What do you do when you're down in the pits bro.
Do you get up and grind or waste more time I'm paving my path by writing these rhymes,
Not telling no lies or bragging bout crime, my alliteration is all made in my mind,
Originalitiy's so hard to find, so I'm doing me and there's no need to mime,
Bunning herb if I got the time, getting high to the the top I will climb.
Learnt lessons I know there'll be more, I got pride no lying I'm raw,
Stuck in a room with me and my fear he's drinking my tears and locking the door,
One day I'll steal the key out his claws, he's strong but I know I got more,
One two to his jaw, I try and ignore,
How my reflection is ever so flawed.
This life I never foresaw.