Hi! Long time no See! I was gone for a while. I have been sitting on this video since August right before Erin turned 100 days. I stopped editing this video in early September and actually...the video you are watching right now is a completely different direction than what I was originally going to post about her 100 days. Initially, I was just going to vlog about celebrating her Okuizome and Baegil with my family (but with a twist!) But over the summer, after her 2 month appointment. I really struggled silently after finding out Erin had a heart defect. It's a sensitive subject as a mom to talk about and it's also not my story to share. There are some things on her health issues I won't touch because I would need Erin's permission to freely and openly talk about it to strangers on the internet. I am glad I held off on posting this video. I am glad I took time to process my feelings from my first 3 months with Erin. I started editing this video again in late September and it was a struggle to finish editing it once I returned to work because of my hours and because how emotional playback certain clips is for me during the editing process. I am glad with the final product. I am sorry I don't post more consistently. I didn't want to skip over an important milestone like Erin's 100 days. This channel is treated as a time capsule for Erin to watch back one day. For every mom, parent and stranger out there taking the time to watch my journey, I thank you. Everything I post is intentional and curated to tell a story with a happy ending down the line. Considering subscriber or liking this video in efforts to support this channel. Share this video and/or channel with a single parent who needs an online friend. Thank you for taking the time to read this comment. Thank you for taking the time to like this video. I hope one day, alot of people know who my daughter is, I hope she knows how much she is loved.
Erin says thank you very much ❤️ thank you for taking the time to watch and leave a comment! I’m glad you find my voice soothing lol I’m sending you an internet hug! Have a good weekend ❤️
this made me cry🥺 happy 100 days!! the last time I commented on one of your videos it was about my bf and I trying to get pregnant and now we’re broken up and I’m actually pregnant. I’m 8 weeks and confused and alone. watching this gave me so much hope. I wish I had the love and support that you have from your mom and family. that is such a blessing and I’m happy you have it mama.
Hi! Omg! Yes! I think I remember your comment about trying for a baby waaaayyyy back. Maybe literally a year ago at this point? A lot of people will tell you to never take advice from single mom especially advice about relationships. I was 2 months pregnant when me and Rins dad broke up. We never got back together and it really was me, and me alone doing my pregnancy and getting through it. It’s still only me taking care of my daughter. Because I know what it is like to do it all on your own, I really do hope and pray you and your boyfriend can work things out. I hope the love is strong and this is just a hiccup. If you two are able to come back together and raise your baby I think you and your baby would be the luckiest people in the world. As a parent, I can say that you and him will be family forever because you are intertwined by your baby. And a baby, that’s the biggest blessing ever. Even if, you cannot get back together, this baby will change your life for the better. I think, there is no right or wrong way to go about things in your situation. I say give it some time, and I know it’s hard because this is suppose to be the trimester where you are the happiest and I know your circumstances right now isn’t ideal…but just pray on it and soak in every moment you have to bond with your baby for the next 9 months. It goes by so quickly and once your baby is in your hands…omg they grow up so fast! The days fly! I’m praying for you. I love being a single mom but that doesn’t mean I don’t wish her dad and I couldn’t be friends to raise Rin together. Everything happens for a reason! And remember this, god doesn’t put you through anything he knows you cant handle. I promise you everything is going to make sense when you meet your baby. ❤️❤️ Congratulations! I wish I had better advice to give or a better way of expressing what I am trying to say. But I am so happy for you! Your baby is going to be the best companion for you especially right now ❤️ I’m wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy mama❤️
I am also hoping your boyfriend comes back around so you can both experience the joy of pregnancy together! I really want that for you! I want that for every mom to experience a happy pregnancy with everyone involved ❤️ that really is a blessing a lot of people take for granted. If this can’t manifest, than I hope your family and friends are able to step up and shower you and baby with love. You both deserve it ❤️
Hi! Long time no See! I was gone for a while. I have been sitting on this video since August right before Erin turned 100 days. I stopped editing this video in early September and actually...the video you are watching right now is a completely different direction than what I was originally going to post about her 100 days. Initially, I was just going to vlog about celebrating her Okuizome and Baegil with my family (but with a twist!) But over the summer, after her 2 month appointment. I really struggled silently after finding out Erin had a heart defect. It's a sensitive subject as a mom to talk about and it's also not my story to share. There are some things on her health issues I won't touch because I would need Erin's permission to freely and openly talk about it to strangers on the internet.
I am glad I held off on posting this video. I am glad I took time to process my feelings from my first 3 months with Erin. I started editing this video again in late September and it was a struggle to finish editing it once I returned to work because of my hours and because how emotional playback certain clips is for me during the editing process. I am glad with the final product. I am sorry I don't post more consistently. I didn't want to skip over an important milestone like Erin's 100 days. This channel is treated as a time capsule for Erin to watch back one day. For every mom, parent and stranger out there taking the time to watch my journey, I thank you. Everything I post is intentional and curated to tell a story with a happy ending down the line.
Considering subscriber or liking this video in efforts to support this channel. Share this video and/or channel with a single parent who needs an online friend. Thank you for taking the time to read this comment. Thank you for taking the time to like this video. I hope one day, alot of people know who my daughter is, I hope she knows how much she is loved.
Happy 100 days to your daughter and I love the video. Your voice is so calming. You made my days everytime. Much love to you
Erin says thank you very much ❤️ thank you for taking the time to watch and leave a comment! I’m glad you find my voice soothing lol I’m sending you an internet hug! Have a good weekend ❤️
this made me cry🥺 happy 100 days!! the last time I commented on one of your videos it was about my bf and I trying to get pregnant and now we’re broken up and I’m actually pregnant. I’m 8 weeks and confused and alone. watching this gave me so much hope. I wish I had the love and support that you have from your mom and family. that is such a blessing and I’m happy you have it mama.
Hi! Omg! Yes! I think I remember your comment about trying for a baby waaaayyyy back. Maybe literally a year ago at this point?
A lot of people will tell you to never take advice from single mom especially advice about relationships. I was 2 months pregnant when me and Rins dad broke up. We never got back together and it really was me, and me alone doing my pregnancy and getting through it. It’s still only me taking care of my daughter. Because I know what it is like to do it all on your own, I really do hope and pray you and your boyfriend can work things out. I hope the love is strong and this is just a hiccup. If you two are able to come back together and raise your baby I think you and your baby would be the luckiest people in the world. As a parent, I can say that you and him will be family forever because you are intertwined by your baby. And a baby, that’s the biggest blessing ever. Even if, you cannot get back together, this baby will change your life for the better. I think, there is no right or wrong way to go about things in your situation.
I say give it some time, and I know it’s hard because this is suppose to be the trimester where you are the happiest and I know your circumstances right now isn’t ideal…but just pray on it and soak in every moment you have to bond with your baby for the next 9 months. It goes by so quickly and once your baby is in your hands…omg they grow up so fast! The days fly! I’m praying for you. I love being a single mom but that doesn’t mean I don’t wish her dad and I couldn’t be friends to raise Rin together. Everything happens for a reason! And remember this, god doesn’t put you through anything he knows you cant handle. I promise you everything is going to make sense when you meet your baby. ❤️❤️
Congratulations! I wish I had better advice to give or a better way of expressing what I am trying to say. But I am so happy for you! Your baby is going to be the best companion for you especially right now ❤️ I’m wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy mama❤️
I am also hoping your boyfriend comes back around so you can both experience the joy of pregnancy together! I really want that for you! I want that for every mom to experience a happy pregnancy with everyone involved ❤️ that really is a blessing a lot of people take for granted.
If this can’t manifest, than I hope your family and friends are able to step up and shower you and baby with love. You both deserve it ❤️
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I’m sending you a big hug! Enjoy the weekend!