Sometimes I need music as my therapy and coping mechanism when I don’t wanna talk, do you ever look back at your past and think of how good you had it and then look at today and wonder what happened to fun and happiness, sometimes I want to float away from the world, and music is my alternate universe it controls my mood half the time so when I want to cry I put on a sad nastalgic song that makes me remover bad times and it makes me cry. There’s times people ask if I’m ok and I just say I’m fine even when I am not only because I hate opening up my own sad feelings. I don’t want people listening to my problems constantly, or having to deal with them. This song makes me remember the times where I had it all for some reason. But yeah for people who actually read through this thanks I guess I am not wanting clout for this but I just like expressing my feelings through here so then less judge me, whoever does judge me is normally too lazy to respond so yeah :) uhm bye now I guess lmao rant update: i’m doing so much better now, i feel genuinely happy and i realized i cant fix the past but i can fix my future by just forgetting about it, thank youuuuu
My nanie has passed away a few weeks ago and I couldn't stop Thinking about her since then. So when I discovered this song, it reminded me of her. I'm a singer so I practiced this song in the span of an hour or so I think and now I can sing this song up to the heavens, for her. Just for her.🥀💔
I am so blessed to hear this songs. crying in my heart............ 22.2.2021. I am silently begging the universe to send someone to check on me just to make sure that I am still existing.
I lost my triplet brother at 8...my older brother (older by 5 mins) held him while he died... in a car accident and I wasn't in the car... i never said goodbye. ..and i can see ghosts so i really do dance with his ghost....but i..i still miss his warm hugs and his heartbeat...it isnt the same to dance with a ghost. ..but at least hes still with me...
i lost my mother my best friend who died of heart failure anther friend who died of suicidal depression. I understand how you feel. I'm only 15 but have been through a lot
@@yasu3750 holy shit! I really hope you are doing ok. I mean people have died in my life and there's some people who were gonna try being there for me, but they just died; out of nowhere, just GONE. Now enough about me. It takes SOOO much to walk through things like that; especially when more than just one bad thing happen to or around you, because well then you would have a list... I hope you get through whatever comes your way. Bless your soul😇
This song is the worst song I've ever heard. It just enters my heart, and burrows deep into my soul and refuses to leave. I've never felt so deeply about a song in my life! It's so poignant and full of sorrow, that I sincerely hope that Sasha Sloan finds a way to move on one day!
So I know nobody cares like at all. But I just need to get this off my chest, I lost my father. I have never felt so much pain when I got the call to go to the office and hear from a cop that my father had a heart attack at work. I was so close to him that it broke me, I pushed everyone away and I lost so many close friends to suicide because of it. I couldn't and still can't deal with it, I never got to tell my dad I loved him. I pushed him away before he passed, all because I didn't love the fact that he Cared and was there for me unlike my mother. He told me the night before he died that he would never leave me and that he was looking for the day he got to walk me to my husband or wife. I never got to tell him so much, I never got to tell him I almost died because some girl tried to cut my neck open. I never got to tell him how much I look to the day I went hunting with him, everything for the past two years I've cried and cried. Praying for it to be a bad dream, I've thought about ending it because I felt like everything was my fault. I didn't stop him from drinking, I didn't stop my best friend from shooting himself. I didn't stop her from jumping, I didn't do anything. I had a song, I would sing to them all. I play it every night and I just felt numb. I have so many problems with trusting people and caring for them because I'm scared they are going to end up like everyone else, or think I'm crazy. I don't know how to love because I felt nothing after he left. I can't trust anyone because people started saying I killed them, I am why they all died. I want it to stop but I can't do anything about it because I'm scared and weak. I feel like I'm letting everyone down all at once. I'm sorry I know nobody cares but I needed to get it off my chest. Ignore me.
I'm here if you need someone ❤️ it's not your fault, never! Please, don't let anyone ever tell you that it's your fault that they all passed. It's god's thing to judge people. Your father wants you to stay strong, to wait until it's really your time to join him. I don't know if you believe in God but I think he's with everybody, too with the people who don't believe in him. He's always there, your father is by his side. They're watching you from heaven. They all miss you but they are waiting too, until it's your time. Don't end your life too far, there will always be people who miss you a lot. I lost my angel too, my friend. She's in heaven now and I can't wait to see her again but I know she's waiting for me. That gives me strength. I talk to her everyday and I know she hears me and that makes me feel so loved! I promised that I live for her and me. For us. Sorry for the long text and my bad English but I'm from germany. Keep dancing with your father's ghost :')
Its NOT YOUR FAULT NONE OF IT IS YOUR FAULT I wish u could read this and know that I love u A stranger out there LOVES YOU Don't give up and learn to forgive yourself God has u here for a reason Hugs dear one YOU ARE DEARLY LOVED ❤❤❤❤
aw, it's not your fault! i'm here for you. everyone is. it's not your fault! your father wants you to stay strong, then you stay strong for him! your father and everyone else is watching you from heaven.
I CARE ABOUT YOU (even though you don't know me), and i'm sorry for your loss. it's not your fault. everything will be okay, stay strong. :( god (or whatever's your religion) gave you this life for a reason, and i'm glad you exist and are still here. you matter & ur loved.
Talking about what is bothering you and having the courage to share with people you do not know is brave. Being angry and sad is something that you are going to feel although I do not think you need to put yourself down any further. Nothing is easy and this hurt you feel will never go away unless you stop carrying all of this weight on your shoulders. You are not weak just because you are wounded from battles in the past. You are strong. You have held in there in thick and thin and who cares what others say? Your father loved you and he knew you loved him too. As for your friends, that is not your fault either. When people decide to kill themselves they do not just do it. They are for sure provoked and were not treated fairly. I think that it took a lot more than just you to drive them to that point of lost hope. You will be okay, just never stop talking to people about your feelings. That is what will help you through this.
I stay up all night, tell myself im alright.I seriously do this.It hurts when you have no one to hug and when you have no hugs, you have no happiness, no happiness= telling yourself your alright.THERES THE POINT PEOPLE.
omg I can't stand this song I been listening to this song all the way to 5:47 am this song makes me feel free and it feels like it knows me better than I do thanks for the song lyrics
I know Nobody will care, but I want to Tell you that you have to Look at your Brothers/Sisters..I lost my Brother last year.. and I want to Tell him, that I love him, Miss him and want him back..but he is happy now.. and I Hope I see you again best Brother..🙇🏻♂️ I will forever Miss and love you!.. Please come back... I will NERVER forget you! I’m sorry, that I was a bad Brother.. I'm so dann sorry, for all I did to you.. please don’t Jump in Front of a Train.. I Wisch this has Never Happend🙏🏼 Rip 23.02.2019.. I Miss you!💔
There is no cure to loneliness....I guess....dramas,songs,texting are just temporary escape from these feelings....I can't imagine feeling empty most of my life.. it's difficult
It's difficult...I broke up with the boy I like yesterday.... it's hurting...I have never been loved...I have never been chosen by someone I like. It's 3rd time I am going through this..I have not given up on love yet.... let's see what happens in future....he was a nice person...why didn't he let me get close to him.....he told me we are not that close...but he was special to me....knew everything about me...was very close to my heart...I just want to take break from all the people....I just hope I move on quickly
This music basically is explaining my life and problems my great Nanna and poppy died cuz my great Nanna died of cancer but I think it’s called uhh.. lung cancer! Yeah that.. and my great poppy died cuz when his wife (my great Nanna) died he started to starve his self and he died after that..so yeah now I am Depressed and you know forgot them but I Have it because it was the most saddest day of my life so yeah I am kind of trapped in this deep deep hole Because I could never tell anyone my problems and what I am going through this is like only a quarter of what I’m going through so yeah but since then I started thinking of suicidal thoughts but I don’t do it because I know I’m not a waste of space and time I stand because I know there is a place for me the only thing I have left of my great Nanna and poppy is a big Plush and a little statue two dogs and one of them is like the head on the other dog anyway this music helps me a bit so yeah
Thank God there's a version just for a hour🌺 I no longer have to restart it!! 🤪🤣
I mean, loop exists
Kkk
u can loop
@@lonelytraveler3390 not on mobile though :)
Same
You know a song is good when you need a 1 hr version 💗
Me too 😅
The most important man in my life passed. And this song says all l feel..
Ikr.
Fact, I need it longer😂
Never boring to hear this song
💗💗💗💗💗💗💟💟💟💟💟💖💖💖💝💝💝❤❤❤🧡🧡🧡🧡💛💛💛💚💚💚💙💙💙💜🤎🤎
Sometimes I need music as my therapy and coping mechanism when I don’t wanna talk, do you ever look back at your past and think of how good you had it and then look at today and wonder what happened to fun and happiness, sometimes I want to float away from the world, and music is my alternate universe it controls my mood half the time so when I want to cry I put on a sad nastalgic song that makes me remover bad times and it makes me cry. There’s times people ask if I’m ok and I just say I’m fine even when I am not only because I hate opening up my own sad feelings. I don’t want people listening to my problems constantly, or having to deal with them. This song makes me remember the times where I had it all for some reason. But yeah for people who actually read through this thanks I guess I am not wanting clout for this but I just like expressing my feelings through here so then less judge me, whoever does judge me is normally too lazy to respond so yeah :) uhm bye now I guess lmao rant
update: i’m doing so much better now, i feel genuinely happy and i realized i cant fix the past but i can fix my future by just forgetting about it, thank youuuuu
Kaylee Michelle I’m here with you
Mood af
Kaylee Michelle r u an Aquarius
Tiana Keca lol no i’m an aries
Girl I feel u
And I want u to know that its ok ❤❤❤
Eddie... If you can hear this heaven I miss you... I wish I didn't lose you... You were only 15... I love you...
Who is that
@@daynerego5249 my ex... He was shot downtown...
He is safe now 🙏🏽
@@danielagarza8307 Did you know him too?
@Luciana-Sama 05 16 now
This song is healing for the soul! I had a headache. I listened to this a few times. I swear my headache is gone!
Yeah songs like this helps when you're suffering from headache, it works for me too, I have migraine
My nanie has passed away a few weeks ago and I couldn't stop
Thinking about her since then. So when I discovered this song, it reminded me of her.
I'm a singer so I practiced this song in the span of an hour or so I think and now I can sing this song up to the heavens, for her. Just for her.🥀💔
Hugs 🤗❤❤❤
🙏😐
I am so blessed to hear this songs.
crying in my heart............
22.2.2021.
I am silently begging the universe to send someone to check on me just to make sure that I am still existing.
i just love the music with all my heart and God thank you God we all love you with all the heart we love you so much thank you god so much
I miss her♥️😇☝️.And every night I 'm dancing with her ghost
I lost my triplet brother at 8...my older brother (older by 5 mins) held him while he died... in a car accident and I wasn't in the car... i never said goodbye. ..and i can see ghosts so i really do dance with his ghost....but i..i still miss his warm hugs and his heartbeat...it isnt the same to dance with a ghost. ..but at least hes still with me...
i lost my mother my best friend who died of heart failure anther friend who died of suicidal depression. I understand how you feel. I'm only 15 but have been through a lot
@@yasu3750 holy shit! I really hope you are doing ok. I mean people have died in my life and there's some people who were gonna try being there for me, but they just died; out of nowhere, just GONE. Now enough about me. It takes SOOO much to walk through things like that; especially when more than just one bad thing happen to or around you, because well then you would have a list... I hope you get through whatever comes your way. Bless your soul😇
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know it hurts.. ^w^ Stay strong..
@@yasu3750 me too.
I've never fricked with a song so hard in my life. honestly it's so good I cant
Music is my refuge whenever I want to shut myself from all the toxicity.
This song expresses how i'm feeling right now. It heals my soul...
This song is the worst song I've ever heard. It just enters my heart, and burrows deep into my soul and refuses to leave. I've never felt so deeply about a song in my life! It's so poignant and full of sorrow, that I sincerely hope that Sasha Sloan finds a way to move on one day!
I hour of this song helps me cope with my anxiety. Memories flood my soul
Thanks
Uyen Pham OMG:(((
@@menamedmilkyes, her songs were helping a lot :)
i am crying now because my brother died last September 2,2020..still fresh..it really hurts...i can't imagine he's gone...😭😭😭
Im so sorry😥❤
So I know nobody cares like at all. But I just need to get this off my chest, I lost my father. I have never felt so much pain when I got the call to go to the office and hear from a cop that my father had a heart attack at work. I was so close to him that it broke me, I pushed everyone away and I lost so many close friends to suicide because of it. I couldn't and still can't deal with it, I never got to tell my dad I loved him. I pushed him away before he passed, all because I didn't love the fact that he Cared and was there for me unlike my mother. He told me the night before he died that he would never leave me and that he was looking for the day he got to walk me to my husband or wife. I never got to tell him so much, I never got to tell him I almost died because some girl tried to cut my neck open. I never got to tell him how much I look to the day I went hunting with him, everything for the past two years I've cried and cried. Praying for it to be a bad dream, I've thought about ending it because I felt like everything was my fault. I didn't stop him from drinking, I didn't stop my best friend from shooting himself. I didn't stop her from jumping, I didn't do anything. I had a song, I would sing to them all. I play it every night and I just felt numb. I have so many problems with trusting people and caring for them because I'm scared they are going to end up like everyone else, or think I'm crazy. I don't know how to love because I felt nothing after he left. I can't trust anyone because people started saying I killed them, I am why they all died. I want it to stop but I can't do anything about it because I'm scared and weak. I feel like I'm letting everyone down all at once. I'm sorry I know nobody cares but I needed to get it off my chest. Ignore me.
I'm here if you need someone ❤️ it's not your fault, never! Please, don't let anyone ever tell you that it's your fault that they all passed. It's god's thing to judge people. Your father wants you to stay strong, to wait until it's really your time to join him. I don't know if you believe in God but I think he's with everybody, too with the people who don't believe in him. He's always there, your father is by his side. They're watching you from heaven. They all miss you but they are waiting too, until it's your time. Don't end your life too far, there will always be people who miss you a lot. I lost my angel too, my friend. She's in heaven now and I can't wait to see her again but I know she's waiting for me. That gives me strength. I talk to her everyday and I know she hears me and that makes me feel so loved! I promised that I live for her and me. For us. Sorry for the long text and my bad English but I'm from germany. Keep dancing with your father's ghost :')
Its NOT YOUR FAULT
NONE OF IT IS YOUR FAULT
I wish u could read this and know that I love u
A stranger out there LOVES YOU
Don't give up and learn to forgive yourself
God has u here for a reason
Hugs dear one
YOU ARE DEARLY LOVED ❤❤❤❤
aw, it's not your fault! i'm here for you. everyone is. it's not your fault! your father wants you to stay strong, then you stay strong for him! your father and everyone else is watching you from heaven.
I CARE ABOUT YOU (even though you don't know me), and i'm sorry for your loss. it's not your fault. everything will be okay, stay strong. :( god (or whatever's your religion) gave you this life for a reason, and i'm glad you exist and are still here. you matter & ur loved.
Talking about what is bothering you and having the courage to share with people you do not know is brave. Being angry and sad is something that you are going to feel although I do not think you need to put yourself down any further. Nothing is easy and this hurt you feel will never go away unless you stop carrying all of this weight on your shoulders. You are not weak just because you are wounded from battles in the past. You are strong. You have held in there in thick and thin and who cares what others say? Your father loved you and he knew you loved him too. As for your friends, that is not your fault either. When people decide to kill themselves they do not just do it. They are for sure provoked and were not treated fairly. I think that it took a lot more than just you to drive them to that point of lost hope. You will be okay, just never stop talking to people about your feelings. That is what will help you through this.
I love these one hour loops :) saves me from having to go replay all the time! Thanks for your hard work
it saves YOU but some people still have to loop it \ (•◡•) / not me but some people do
this song is good to hear while healing and studying, congrats to shasha
I stay up all night, tell myself im alright.I seriously do this.It hurts when you have no one to hug and when you have no hugs, you have no happiness, no happiness= telling yourself your alright.THERES THE POINT PEOPLE.
How do i love? How do i love again?
How do i trust? How do i trust again ?
I stay up all night
Tell my self I’m alright
Go back study. Keep your eyes on the book. Stop reading the comments.
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.
.
Don't cry
💔
magician, howd u know it ? I'm crying.
Me crying
Add interrupts: "DiSnEy PlUs-"
Thats a mood
Thanks a lot man 👍
Thank you for posting this
I'm grateful ❤
Every night i'm dancing with your ghost
Every night i'm dancing with your ghost 😞
I love to listen to the 1 hour version because I am in the mood
I’m using this as my depression song 🥀
Hugs friend
YOU ARE LOVED ❤❤❤❤
Twilight Mac Thanks :)
WTF 😲
Aww...my heart hurts...😣😣😥😭😢
idk why when I listen to this song I always Cry :)
한국인들아 댓글 보고있는거 다 안다
This is useful when you like to cry at 3am
Crush,tried for fall in love & at eventually left ,true love no exist:->
This is great and if you wanna do 2 hours or more, left click then press loop. Hope it helps to listen to this a lot of times!
This song make me feel peaceful
For everybody that needs help, you guys have me, you are not alone. You are doing a good job so don't give up ok ? I'm with you
omg I can't stand this song I been listening to this song all the way to 5:47 am this song makes me feel free and it feels like it knows me better than I do thanks for the song lyrics
yas i no longer have to restart this 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times lmao
I know Nobody will care, but I want to Tell you that you have to Look at your Brothers/Sisters..I lost my Brother last year.. and I want to Tell him, that I love him, Miss him and want him back..but he is happy now.. and I Hope I see you again best Brother..🙇🏻♂️ I will forever Miss and love you!.. Please come back... I will NERVER forget you! I’m sorry, that I was a bad Brother.. I'm so dann sorry, for all I did to you.. please don’t Jump in Front of a Train.. I Wisch this has Never Happend🙏🏼 Rip 23.02.2019.. I Miss you!💔
May he Rest In Peace. He was my brother too. He was all of our brothers. Every man a brother and every women a sister. This is how I view the world.
fighting bro :(. now i wish you alsway happy
I am so sorry for your loss... i lost my youngest triplet brother at 8 years old...without a goodbye. .on our birthday. ..
Nobody can understand how you feel, only your pillow can understand how you are feeling :")
Yes you are right
The pics are so heart touching 😢😢w
I know right! It's also so sad!
I find your music very good and meaningful
Toi chua bao gio duoc yeu thuong mot cach tron ven ca..
It is very terrible when you know that you will never met your lover again. I lost my love forever. I couldn't accept it.
I've been dancing with my cousin's ghost sadly he passed when he was 14...I miss him everyday....
so sorry for your loss
this song hurts me so bad :(((((
If I need a good cry I go here
Gonna adore this, thank u
Mannn You Are Fuckin Genius Thankyou so much we all need this ❤️
There is no cure to loneliness....I guess....dramas,songs,texting are just temporary escape from these feelings....I can't imagine feeling empty most of my life.. it's difficult
It's difficult...I broke up with the boy I like yesterday.... it's hurting...I have never been loved...I have never been chosen by someone I like. It's 3rd time I am going through this..I have not given up on love yet.... let's see what happens in future....he was a nice person...why didn't he let me get close to him.....he told me we are not that close...but he was special to me....knew everything about me...was very close to my heart...I just want to take break from all the people....I just hope I move on quickly
when u got mad on someone u love then he/she passed away : :(
this song can be in the playlist chill song
love itttt
this song, man 😔
ya but i can relate
Me: trying to do music therapy
TH-cam: *Glade ad*
this is my first time hearing this and know its only my playlist
Nice song
Just wanna cry... A sad song 😭
Very wonderful
My favorite song
Thank you for the rejection. Now this song will accompany me throughout the night.
I'm cry 😭
❤
I love this song
Love it
i am crying for no reason
.LOVE IT
You should remember LEGEND NEVER DIE
Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!
Can kinda relate to this song
ajjaja ya decia yo porque no terminaba la musica si es que se repite por una hora . pero bueno una hora de deleite para mis oidos
Hay..i really love this..can u make "Free with you-rnla" for 1 hour🥺👉🏻👈🏻
I miss him so much, how can i do?
Lyrics very LDR like
1:00:57
This music basically is explaining my life and problems my great Nanna and poppy died cuz my great Nanna died of cancer but I think it’s called uhh.. lung cancer! Yeah that.. and my great poppy died cuz when his wife (my great Nanna) died he started to starve his self and he died after that..so yeah now I am Depressed and you know forgot them but I Have it because it was the most saddest day of my life so yeah I am kind of trapped in this deep deep hole Because I could never tell anyone my problems and what I am going through this is like only a quarter of what I’m going through so yeah but since then I started thinking of suicidal thoughts but I don’t do it because I know I’m not a waste of space and time I stand because I know there is a place for me the only thing I have left of my great Nanna and poppy is a big Plush and a little statue two dogs and one of them is like the head on the other dog anyway this music helps me a bit so yeah
u have tell someone don't keep to your self, maybe tell a therapist friend or family
i can't that's the thing
welp i think i am in a deeper hole and depression now i tried to do suicide two times..but thx for that..
About 22mins left
38:30
:c I'm just a depressed freak... I cry all night & it's hard to sleep...
VIỆTNAM MY😍😍
HOW DO I LOVE
HOW DO I LOVE A GAIN???
great
Year 2021
Love this song❤️😔
I want to download this song ! ... Please! .... Thank you very much, brother!
0.75 speed trust me
좋다
很好聽,讓我想到已經去遠方的你,唱到我心坎,老公:我真的很想你。
Good.😔😔😔
How do I love again? :'(
yall over there with real problems and me here bc i saw a haikyuu angst
Lmfao 💀
Whos team that you support:v?
@@viviancanscans5078 aoba johsai ,, cus oikawa is bae :P
@@vivianaqueijadas860 Oof-
@@viviancanscans5078 i- :((( ,, hbu
💔💔💔
i love you but i can"t
có ai người việt không.
ทำไมไม่ทำสัก3-10ชั่วโมงเลยล่ะ ทำเพื่ออะไรชั่วโมงเดียว
เพลงนะโว้ยไม่ใช่บทสวดมนต์ส่ะหน่อย
cry
I love this song
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