my year - gashi, g-eazy (slowed) in an empty arena

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Lyrics:
Ah
Uh
Ah
Yeah
Music is my life
No one knows the reason I why Write
From the start no one saw my Dreams thru this sight
White boy really trying to rap this ain't right
I don't claim to be nothing other than me
Now I'm telling you get what you see
It will be a guarantee Imma bring it to reality
Now that I have some followers sales and streams
I'm taking my time building my team
I vision it Everytime in my dreams
Things in my life don't come free
Working hard people don't seem to see
You get the final version in a day
Never knew it would be this way
Making this music to stay stuck in this daze
Uhhhhhh what
Now that I built a name
People don't come to me the same
Remember then I wasn't shit from the jump
Now everyone is hitting me up that's kinda nuts
Praising me for what I've done it Wasn't fun but had to be done
Shut you mouth don't make a sound
I ain't playing around
Now take what's coming you people only wanna dethrone my crown
No one knows this flame igniting in my chest
Everyone knows the way I get
Strapped to me a vest a bomb don't think any less
Timers stuck so pulling these wires taking a guess
Questioning to cut green or blue I'm doing my best
I'm tired wishing I could take a rest
Taking everyone in my life as a guest
Feeling my heart starts racing Pacing taking the steps I'm aiming
Waiting for the time to strike I'm done playing
You won't ever see that side of me cause
The real me is in disguise
Depression is what I symbolize
Not trying to dramazie
Just telling you what's on my mind
Speaking the truth don't know much more to say
Guess I just don't know how to say it the right way
But imma push thru and be okay
Waking up every morning get dressed that's cliche
Having this smile on my face looking to wear my feelings but got hate
Hoping everyone can see what I'm dealing with
Anyone that knows me that's all I want from it
Hear the words that I say don't be a hypocrite
Just wanna stay here and try to commit
Juggling a life that I don't even have
And it's sad
Never admitting while we're in conversation
Overpowers me that's how I got these lacerations
Mind goes crazy it fights with me
Comes with a price hate to break it to ya that's reality
Hated on for of my style
Get hostile then told to chill out before I get wild
Haters don't really hate you
Envy's what they do
Hate themselves you're the reflection of what they wish to be which is you
Mad I have this outlet
Saying how I feel it feels so unreal
No need for the approval
Signing this deal hopefully this helps me heal
Then you can see how I really feel
Digging into this beat like a drill
Fill the track up overflow spill
Coming for the necks time to kill
But my name's not bill
J Easy
Yeah
2020 my year I'm letting everyone know that now
Now I don't care what the fuck you think of me or how you think I'm doing this shit
You're right
I just want you to know it ain't easy being J Easy
Yaherdd

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