a wildly uncomfortable conversation...coming out of the closet to shine a light on who I really am

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  • @NewLeaf1-zs4sy
    @NewLeaf1-zs4sy 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    I'll tell you this, that fur baby is worth Gold, hold tight, she's a piece of Heaven in a world that's gone rot!

    • @brontosaurus8027
      @brontosaurus8027 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@NewLeaf1-zs4sy beautiful way to word it.
      That pup was full on support 🙏

  • @BubbleLandia
    @BubbleLandia 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    🌒 When distilled down into the basic facts, your story could belong among many different centuries. To be outside of place and time and treated so by society, until you self actualize. Once alone, you are in contact with animal companions, wildlife visitations, books, fire flame shadows and the whispering wind through the forest trees. Yet, you also have us in the magic mirrors rather than just when walking among the dream world. I don't know why your path is reflecting this pattern of the wise woman's journey, but it does seem like a natural process of the awakening. I congratulate your facing fear and hope this step unties what felt restricting. ࿄

  • @johnprice867
    @johnprice867 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    Very well done Molly and As others have already stated here, and I will repeat their sentiments,I am so super proud of you, you just did a wonderful, amazing, beautiful ,kind, loving, selfless service a reaching across the divide of fear,guilt,shame, self loathing and indifference (Wich is actually the opposite of love while most people think hate is the opposite of love) you held out the olive branch offering reconciliation with love and compassion to yourself not only to those you are addressing!! As well as anyone else who ever happens to stumble upon or is led to this message... I really have an odd urge to stand up applaud and say bravo bravo magnifico and demand and encore performance..... Peace Love light and blessings to you and anyone else who happens to read this please try to remember that LOVE WINS ALWAYS EVERY TIME NO MATTER WHAT!!!

  • @juliaholmes293
    @juliaholmes293 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Molly I can totally relate to all your saying. I am an empath also and was raised in a Catholic household. I was encouraged to be a servant to all which I took very seriously in all avenues. My first husband was a narcissist who took full advantage of my servant hood. At 65 I am just opening up myself to healing. I applaud you for your bravery to live on your own with minimal conveniences. I enjoy your openness and honesty.

  • @esteeb42
    @esteeb42 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    Its about not conforming...its about "your" relationship with your higher power..be true to thine self.❤

  • @lindawentz6448
    @lindawentz6448 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank you. I totally relate with everything you are saying. We are family ❤. There is no right or wrong. We're all here to expirence life on earth and learn our own path. ❤

  • @OffgridFarley
    @OffgridFarley 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I have almost the exact same story. I was in a Christian cult for 20+ years. Now I live off grid by myself. I am very sensitive to everything too. I've been away from it for a while now so it doesn't bother me anymore. I can see the good now. Peace and Love

  • @kathyk.5411
    @kathyk.5411 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    OMG Molly I am so proud of you! ❤

  • @oliviatrue2907
    @oliviatrue2907 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Being a child of evangelical Baptist missionary parents, I sure hear what you're saying. Took me years to recover from Hell fire and Brimstone sermons. Now I call myself a Pagan Episcopalian :D. I have lots of interest in the intersection of the church mythology and ancient spiritualities.

  • @angelachristle2116
    @angelachristle2116 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    💜 thank you. Thank you for sharing from your heart. Thank you for sharing your love. So many of us relate to your story. It is my belief that it is love that will lead us all if we let it. And it seems that religion sometimes gets in the way of love. And I believe that the higher power wants us to know love and live by love and if we can say we do that then I’m pretty sure none of us are going to. Hell if hell is what you believe in. Some say what we are living now is our hell. None of us really know do we? But one day we will know… For now… Let’s just live and love… Thank you. Sending love out to you and everyone!

  • @KateC52
    @KateC52 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Molly I am blessed to have watched your video this morning 💕 thank you for your raw honesty and I can relate to your experience with the church very much so. There is so much I could write....I just want you to know that because of you today I feel less alone. I have huge respect for your real raw and beautiful nature. Something so rare to me. I wish you a good day. We have a big storm currently in the UK so I am hunkering down, I'm in the Southwest xx💞

  • @RareGem369
    @RareGem369 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Much love to you Molly, I just know there are better days ahead for you, I’m riding the waves of this mysterious life with you! 💛🙏🏽

    • @blueeyedmolly
      @blueeyedmolly  19 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      The tides have shifted. When the time is right, I will share. Thanks for riding the waves with me. The more the better!!

  • @kristindobies6663
    @kristindobies6663 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️

  • @woundedsoulhealer2652
    @woundedsoulhealer2652 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    Flawsome ✨ As always Molly ☄️💥☄️🔥

    • @woundedsoulhealer2652
      @woundedsoulhealer2652 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank You Molly -I’m glad you love yourself . I can relate so much with your story~,rock on with your badazz self 💫🪬💫 Let the expansion & wholeness continue .

  • @Lisa-on3ee
    @Lisa-on3ee 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Peace💜

  • @Healing-Vision
    @Healing-Vision 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    You are authentic beautiful gentle and WISE… I am a black sheep too…. It is pain yet the only way to LIFE ❤

  • @baemontane4951
    @baemontane4951 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    You just popped up on my feed this morning. So you are new to me. I get it. Same here.

  • @alicebaker9957
    @alicebaker9957 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Love and hugs to you Molly and kids! :)

  • @donwyates
    @donwyates 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I've been an atheist since I knew what the term meant, which was long after my early, limited experiences among congregations (Baptists). For the longest I just wondered if everyone had lost their minds. But one had to be very careful about speaking out against religion. This was the South, after all (TX). Football was/is a close second.
    It wasn't until my late 40s that I discovered writings & talks of Krishnamurti that I started to think about conditioning & belief. The absence of freedom.
    I highly recommend reading about him and his talks.
    ✌️

  • @daxmarshel
    @daxmarshel 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Very happy you've discovered how to make you happy for the rest of your years, and have learned YOU have power over your life. Stay blessed; new sub here.

  • @brontosaurus8027
    @brontosaurus8027 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Beautifully done blue
    Stay the path
    🙏

  • @Stevieray55
    @Stevieray55 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Bless U big time in my opinion Ur Spectacular Infinite everlasting Soul be good stay sharp, Namaste.

  • @Forestwaves-a27
    @Forestwaves-a27 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I can relate 🧙‍♂️💜

  • @User-w4c3u
    @User-w4c3u 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have just stumbled upon your channel and this is the first video of yours that I’ve watched. I see so much of myself in you and your shared story. I’ve been in self-imposed isolation for over six years now, with very little contact with people, because I don’t feel like I resonate with anyone. Seeing people like you on the internet makes me feel like I have a tribe I’ve never met. Sending lots of love to you!

  • @Tammyfrom1972
    @Tammyfrom1972 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hugs from Virginia ☺

  • @Ange-144
    @Ange-144 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Having zero expectations from those folks in your past will ensure peace.. anything else sets yourself up for more upset. Take care x

  • @vannesagannon4555
    @vannesagannon4555 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    Yes i came out as a witch 4 years ago online and in my offline life 16 years ago and my family were terrabel and i receved death threats and damage to my property my animals were threatened people said they wanted to burn me alive ir is all worth it though to be real and aythentic ❤❤❤❤

    • @jeandorsey7991
      @jeandorsey7991 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      @@vannesagannon4555 that's so admirable! So many friends are Wiccan & the like. I've had the main st., salon threatened with Eminent Domain with a few frozen fowl on front steps. 🙄😑

    • @vannesagannon4555
      @vannesagannon4555 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      What do you mean hope all ok ❤❤❤​@@jeandorsey7991

  • @DaisyAmay
    @DaisyAmay 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your journey was so much resonated with me accept I was raised as a Buddhism. I'm glad I found you here. Thank you. 🙏

  • @edwizard62
    @edwizard62 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

  • @willownighthawk9189
    @willownighthawk9189 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    New subscriber here. Joining you on this journey ❤

  • @vickythevperson549
    @vickythevperson549 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Sweet Molly, Your talk was Brilliant, I was framing it as if you were actually talking to the people down south, I think I only went to church maybe 4 times when I was growing up. My Mom gave all of us, my brothers and I bibles. I also similar to you have a very open mind when it comes to world religions, Spiritual paths. I guess I kind of created my own quazi belief system, Because I took away from different writings and what have you and just tailor made it for myself. My Mom really tried to exude Love but sometimes she acted strangely and said weird stuff anyway, don't want to get to far into that. Just wanted to let you know you are not alone,,, Big Hugs and Love Sent to you and All who read

  • @morningwatch9740
    @morningwatch9740 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m a black sheep Christian! I’m an empath, too, Molly. Unfortunately, “the church” doesn’t always reflect Christ. You are a beautiful soul. ❤️

    • @blueeyedmolly
      @blueeyedmolly  18 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you Morning!
      Much love to you and yours,
      m

  • @GERDWESTERLING
    @GERDWESTERLING 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Good job!

  • @Neugen
    @Neugen 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Let's make this planet ours ❤

  • @leahstrong6023
    @leahstrong6023 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    much love ❤

  • @timepassages2484
    @timepassages2484 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    You are not going to hell.😂 Quite the opposite. ❤ You are doing great Molly 💯

  • @jeandorsey7991
    @jeandorsey7991 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    ❤❤❤

  • @ceciliasaayman6244
    @ceciliasaayman6244 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Capetown SA ❤

  • @ResPieces
    @ResPieces 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    you go girl!!!

  • @loubas8785
    @loubas8785 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Other then not being Christian anymore I'm not sure what you are coming out with, but you have captured my attention. That may not mean anything to you as I am just another idiot on line, you don't know. I've been on TH-cam a long time, and it's not easy for anyone to catch my attention anymore, you have for some reason.
    I will keep watching so I can figure out why.

  • @michaelpudney
    @michaelpudney 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    That tender place you speak of is the space of not really knowing, it's a place of delicious uncertainty, of potential and possibility. 'Religious' people fill that space with the gobbledegook of their religious world view which is just really persistent ideas from the past that people adopt as their own. Really no body really knows what is going on here or what their 'purpose' is, and that is totally unacceptable because that's admitting you don't really know. A saying attributed to Socrates ' Those who think they know, know not , but those who know they know not, they really know."

  • @slimdusty6328
    @slimdusty6328 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Ive noted that certain comments are being censored, Molly. If in fact its intentional, do you have guidelines that explain which type comments will be acceptable. And which ones wont be. I suspect that its perhaps mainly comments that include links to other info on other youtube channel, which can sometimes contain valuable info with learning. Such as with info about how the theory of hell had actually developed historically, which in my mind is perhaps something that people wont always get told about in church groups. I suspect that less Christian would judge non Christian as being destined for hell if only they'd know the historical nature of how and when such beliefs had come about
    I had to ask you about it, as i doubt i'll learn answers to these questions through esp.
    Ive experienced similar reactions as you have, from my own family. Unfortunately there's often been a whole lot of fakey what's been mingled-in over generations with the idea people can have of loving others. In recent years ive learned to take more note of people actions and reaction these days now than i do so much with the words being used. Especially when a situation would involve my family. Looking back on life now i can see how often ive been fooled by paying far too much attention to words in a sincere intention to love others unconditionally , rather than to intuitively note the true intention by gauging the way i note that people act. We can especially become easy targets for narcissist too unless we take more care to note actions. In my view, your question in relation to wondering how people can ever say they'd truly love you, while they'd also believe you'd be destined for hell, is bordering on "questioning the true-intention" when compared to the words being used by those people. Its like wondering about true intention of friends who'd say they'd truly love you , at the same time as they'd purposely choose to side with somebody intending to harm you, so as to be sure to save their own skin from any harm

    • @blueeyedmolly
      @blueeyedmolly  5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      It's TH-cam new Bot. Not Molly or myself,I have tried to answer your concerns about 4 times today and it won't post my response sincerely Johnprice867

    • @slimdusty6328
      @slimdusty6328 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@blueeyedmolly yeah i figured it would most likely be related to youtube John. I doubted that this channel here would censor info like the info i had attached a link to.
      I have experienced a situation once before just like this one where similar was happening with people on another channel on youtube, and evidently it was found out to be to do with particular settings, within channel owners "channel personalised settings", that send any comments that include links straight to the channels spam folder. TH-cam channels evidently come with this setting set up from the get go, its pre-set up so as to censor comments containing links straight to spam, and then they leave it up to the people running the channel to choose to change that setting to allow comments that include links, if they would desire to allow them
      It still makes me wonder though whether there's an intention to try to use these technical ways to help keep the masses from gaining open and free access to info what might serve to help blow the lid off of a whole lot of things what hierarchies have long been attempting to keep under-wraps . Its as if its be set up to create another hoop that people will then be forced to have in their way that they may then need to work out what's wrong, and how to jump through it, before info can flow freely
      Specially in relation to historicity of religion. Or what may or may not have already been known about extra-terrestrials .Or maybe even with alternative medicine and ways of healing.
      Perhaps they desire sheeple people i suspect
      All the best John

  • @rcar9115
    @rcar9115 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I would purchase every single book that you wrote and narrated. Have you ever thought of writing a memoire?

  • @eisvogel8099
    @eisvogel8099 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    If "God" is love why would followers make you afraid of a hell? To me it's just of another world order. There's a joke about catholics who believe they are the only ones going to heaven: God made a room for them. A soundproof one. 😊 At the end of the day all laundry goes into one basket.

  • @alexwolfe9895
    @alexwolfe9895 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Loners unite! l.o.l.

  • @AdamBanta-wz8nr
    @AdamBanta-wz8nr 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Dear Heart I stopped your video at the 4:19 mark. I don't know what it is that is troubling you yet or why it is this appeared in my TH-cam feed.. Was it the algorithm or something more? No matter these things! Even though we don't know each other I feel that we are kindred spirits. The illusion of this world is difficult to navigate through. As if that doesn't complicate our lives enough each one of us falls prey to the social construct. We garner negative emotions brought forward through all those general expectations pressed upon us. These originate not only in the worldly institutions, nor does it gain power through the classifing facilities of which we have, since birth been immersed in. Some of the harshest judgment comes from those around us, conditions levied by the very persons we love the most. For anyone who is a bit eccentric, a little off, all us "touched" folks, regular relationships rapidly deteriorate into an emotional snowball. Through a simple lack of understanding a person will more often than not build a narrative where they are not the problem. Allegations and accusations then start to take place of dialog. Soon love becomes so conditional to the point that it is something else. After a little bit of time we are smothered by a gullt, not for the things we are doing, but for what our loved ones perceive we are not doing... After a lifetime of this type of hurt isolation seems so much easier, after all, they will all probably leave anyway.... Let me tell you an absolute truth this world is hiding from us..... Real Love is unconditional and everyone of us has the right not to feel bad for being who and what we are.... Whatever the demon is that the rest of this testimony uncovers, please know you are not alone. If ever you need to talk I am here as well as others out there who want nothing more than peace and felloŵship with common minded individuals...

  • @Tony-hu7uk
    @Tony-hu7uk 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Hello

  • @Zack500-abc
    @Zack500-abc 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Three books i recommend for all you people 365 day TAO by Deng Ming Dao, Think like a winner by Dr. Walter Doyle Staples, and Coming to our senses by Jon Kabbat Zinn.. All the best all of you....What a lovely person she (Molly) is....take care...

  • @edwinbelet5303
    @edwinbelet5303 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Christianity has it's spiritual roots of course, as many other religions. But soon it changed into a dogmatic religion. I have read the Gospel of Thomas. This contains so called logions. In some of them we maybe read the original things that were held valuable in the days when Jesus walked the earth. So maybe they hold some form of truth. Thx for sharing your thoughts. ❤

  • @heikkijaakkoremes8690
    @heikkijaakkoremes8690 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    😺💗💗🐶

  • @rcar9115
    @rcar9115 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Funny thing about hell. The bible has an interesting verse where Jesus says "I am from above and you are from below". The word for 'below' that was used in that verse is kato. Kato is connected with Hades. So, my dear friend, it would seem that we are all in a bit of a different state than what people realize. Christians don't tend to really look into what the scriptures actually say.
    For what it's worth, you are a lovely soul and I believe that you are one of the better ones on this earth.
    PS: There are two Jesus' ... That's something that many people don't realize. There is a Jesus the Christ and Jesus Barabbas. Christians follow Jesus Christ but Barabbas means Son of Father.

  • @dianewatson23
    @dianewatson23 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Sorry

  • @3isallwesee
    @3isallwesee วันที่ผ่านมา

    I pray you come back to the True Church- dont go to Protestant Church if you have had bad experiences there. If you read the whole Bible 3 times you should have gotten more then those two concepts. You should not help others to the point of causing yourself to stumble but caring for your neighbor and relying on God to provide are good concepts. Noone Can Judge you and say you are going to Hell cause you dont believe like they do. Only God is allowed to make that decision. If you would like to know more about Christianity id be glad to talk with you about it.

    • @blueeyedmolly
      @blueeyedmolly  24 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      I have such a beautiful Spirituality! My heart is open and my heart is flowing with Love. Join me on this wild ride and see where it takes you!!
      much love!
      m

  • @vannesagannon4555
    @vannesagannon4555 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    ❤❤❤

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    @edfishburn 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    💚

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