NORTH NODE LEO (SOUTH NODE AQUARIUS) | Karma/Past Lives | Jan Spiller | Hannah’s Elsewhere

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  • @HannahsElsewhere
    @HannahsElsewhere  6 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    This series was created using the book: Astrology For The Soul, by Jan Spiller (1997) ✨

    • @GioFilm
      @GioFilm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I have this book great book.

    • @jaimieceesatm7747
      @jaimieceesatm7747 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My north node is leo in the 11th house in retrograde and my south node is in the 5th house in retrograde. Does this change what your video says?

    • @katebrown9110
      @katebrown9110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Her books are so detailed and accurate! Great distillation of the books insights on North Nodes, thank you!!🤗

    • @christopher_silver
      @christopher_silver 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm a Scorpio Sun, Capricorn moon with NN Leo and you described my thoughts and inner motives really well. It actually shocked me how accurate this is. This video really learned me that I should follow my heart more instead of my mind. There has always been this huge conflict within me between the 2 and it becomes clearer that being the observing fly on the wall is not helping me reach where I want to be. I already sort of knew it myself, but hearing somebody else explain it so well makes it all the more eye opening 😊

  • @TanAstrology
    @TanAstrology 6 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    I know someone with this placement. He told me that the reason he doesn't say anything when he's in a group is because he didn't have anything to say about these 'superficial topics', haha, so he doesn't want to waste energy, only when he's with like-minded people that he would say what's on his mind. 😅
    I think these people also have the need to get away from social pressures to find happiness. Or to balance social pressures with their own needs. 😇

    • @sondramatthews6073
      @sondramatthews6073 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      These are my feelings exactly. Thank you for voicing this.

    • @sondramatthews6073
      @sondramatthews6073 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      OMG is this coming from a position of feeling superior. I hope not.

    • @NasreenUS
      @NasreenUS 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Tan Astrology I agree with him I am the same

    • @wavygames8585
      @wavygames8585 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bigggggggggggggg fucking facts💯💯

    • @vegan4c65
      @vegan4c65 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Never related to something this much before!!

  • @Moh_AMJ
    @Moh_AMJ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    I generally don't share alot of information with most people because it's a mixture of feeling that they won't get it or won't appreciate it and also not wanting to waste my energy on someone explaining something that won't be understood anyways

    • @fetterkater7484
      @fetterkater7484 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      absolutely agree with you. I also feel that most ppl just don't have the depth or intellectual capability to understand this.

    • @KarbonStar
      @KarbonStar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I can completely relate

    • @butterflyqueen9260
      @butterflyqueen9260 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same

    • @DanaDoes
      @DanaDoes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same!

    • @zachvizion
      @zachvizion 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here. I sometimes ask myself “Is it worth it?”

  • @lwazimpulu4383
    @lwazimpulu4383 6 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    Usually it's because my mind processes things deeper and i find more complex meaning and explanations to even the most mundane topics. That being said, the peer group I'm in is engaged in 'topical' and stupid conversation so I'd rather say nothing because yes, they won't understand me. Also, they'll think I'm a know-it-all [which I am - it's not my fault I'm mad intelligent!]

    • @Nina-rp8df
      @Nina-rp8df 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Lwazi Mpulu oh my god I feel like a know it all also and it comes out and I feel awful. I have been called condescending...LOL its mad annoying..I get annoyed of myself

    • @KarbonStar
      @KarbonStar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I so relate 😩

    • @normacortes567
      @normacortes567 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      nina lat omg bruh me too

    • @shantiwilliams9212
      @shantiwilliams9212 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I couldn't relate to this more!! I have this placement and this is my exact experience. I don't find it interesting to engage in superficial conversation, and I am hesitant to add my deeper, more complex input because I don't want to come across as arrogant or a know it all.

  • @elisagarcia8352
    @elisagarcia8352 6 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    I say things sometimes n others look at me weird like I said sum that made zero sense so I hate being around some of my friends sometimes because they don't appreciate my mind n I just overthink to myself

    • @thesavagecommittee7539
      @thesavagecommittee7539 5 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @s.s5933
      @s.s5933 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@thesavagecommittee7539 4 months...0 likes. Go figure

    • @uptawh
      @uptawh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @r011ing_thunder6
      @r011ing_thunder6 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      hope you met real friends! :D

    • @goldmindz4266
      @goldmindz4266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You took the words out of my mind

  • @haileyandgabistyles
    @haileyandgabistyles 6 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    If the group of people aren't my friends it's fear/thinking people won't care or respond. If it's with friends, i just don't want to waste my energy

    • @van9825
      @van9825 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hailey gabi omfg this is literally how I am..

  • @sabrinastewart5179
    @sabrinastewart5179 5 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    For me, I stop myself from speaking sometimes when i’m with people with really expressive, energetic, and confident personality types. I feel intimidated and feel like I will never be able to match up to them (even though I am a very expressive energetic person) and that I want to be them but I don’t want them to feel like i’m copying them? I don’t want to feel judged by them for being my full self because I look up to them so much? But if i’m interacting with people who are more reserved I don’t feel intimidated and all and can be my full self because I guess I don’t feel judged. I want to figure out a way to be myself fully no matter who i’m interacting with.

    • @vegan4c65
      @vegan4c65 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You highlighted a problem I never knew I had..

    • @MStarBlue21
      @MStarBlue21 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omg

    • @emmaoneill7356
      @emmaoneill7356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel the same

    • @Jcy_99
      @Jcy_99 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Omg I feel exactly like this & I’ve always thought it was just me 😭

    • @Melissa-nv7se
      @Melissa-nv7se 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks for sharing your thoughts , now I don't feel alone.

  • @Alien_cancerian
    @Alien_cancerian 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Since my childhood I have always been the weird girl who was watching everyone because I am so scared of people. I have had really bad interactions ever since I was in school. People telling me I should die, bullying. Also I became scared of becoming the people who hurt me so I learned to stay away from people and learn as much to not hurt other people. Other people make me anxious and I feel like an emotional sponge and feel everyones emotions. But right now Im on a journey to healing my inner child by creating so I hope it will help me contribute to humanity because thats all I want to do.

  • @dk1828
    @dk1828 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Yes yes yes!!! For me, it’s being too afraid of sounding stupid that holds me back from totally being my authentic self 💕

  • @makaleta7466
    @makaleta7466 6 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    There are so many reasons why I don't want to share my ideas or opinions... like fear of being laughed at and or being IGNORED. I would rather have the choice of being ignored rather than not having that certain control. Also (I'm kind of delusional) where I feel like once I speak my mind, people seem to want to hear more and more and I am scared of almost being a teacher or that one day... I won't have more to give, and so I stay collecting ideas and observing, so as to avoid a situation like that.
    I don't know.... can anyone else relate to that feeling?

  • @JadeNohels
    @JadeNohels 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Love this... I’m a North Leo and I hold back in general because I have this fear that I may crush someone with my insight and words. ( I’m a cancer moon as well )

    • @Misfit.Sanctuary
      @Misfit.Sanctuary 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha! I'm a Pisces moon and deal with a similar block.

  • @zinilebt6002
    @zinilebt6002 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I saw this video probably a year ago and it was so on point. Today I watched it again and its still on point. I cried some happy tears over this because slowly but surely im moving from my aquarius perspective to a leo one. Im 38 years old and ive been through a lot of bullying and violence. And because of all the pain i learned to trust my inner voice. Because for about 33 years I was sorrounded by predatures (including my parents). So there was no one with a good advice. Except of me. Now that i listen to my inner advice i meet polied and nice people with good thougts and ideas. But now.. I dont need their advice anymore. it was a hard lesson but its well learned.( Sun,Mars,Venus, Mercury, Chiron in the 11th House in Taurus. Saturn(retrograde) in the 4th House in libra, Pluto 5th House(retrograde)in Libra and Moon in Aquarius. Cancer Rising). I want to thank you for your beautiful perspective and your accurate way to explain things like these. Sorry if my english is a little crazy, im from germany. Love your channel.

    • @magaliebrunelle8370
      @magaliebrunelle8370 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      zinilebt your german is so good. Always impressed by the way german people speak 🤩. Well done you can be proud of you. You are inspiring and knowing that we have the same age makes me feel I can do it too 😚

  • @irmabronder
    @irmabronder 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    As a child, everyone encouraged me to speak. But I kept quite. I was afraid to say the wrong answer. This hold me back of saying anything. I was a really smart child. And with everything I do I first think how it will effect others. 🙄 in romantic relationships I seem to totally loose myself and I have to learn to keep myself to my boundaries and speak up. Thank you Hannah! I will keep continuing with following my own heart. 💋

  • @fionaevans7502
    @fionaevans7502 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I cannot express (without writing a book here)how much this is my life! Thank-you!

  • @HelloFreya
    @HelloFreya 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I felt like you were talking directly to my soul.

  • @zetapowell8392
    @zetapowell8392 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    half the time when I say something it's like people dont know what to do with what I just said....I just feel like maybe I'm too much and think too deeply about things and people dont seem to really wanna take it there so I just keep it in instead

  • @NiKi-ij2ln
    @NiKi-ij2ln 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You put out there your thoughts and IDEAS, and the one who understand will understand, the one who are meant to stay will stay. Not everyone can be your friend.

  • @juliepaull4849
    @juliepaull4849 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow Hannah! I love listening to your takes. You are sooo on target! I am 60 years old and you described my trajectory perfectly. Having kids helped me find the innocent child in me and express my authentic self which helped me to experience so much more meaning, fulfillment and joy in interacting with others also and actually opened my heart to want to give more to others.

  • @corinnelutze1479
    @corinnelutze1479 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you, this is so helpful! I have north node in aries in the 5th house, and this really resonates! I find myself as an observer so much in groups and I end up feeling really isolated.. I think it comes from a place of wanting to be polite and give space to others, but ends in me not having or making space for myself. A fear of vulnerability and risking others rejection or opposition also play a big part.

  • @svdgll
    @svdgll 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are awesome. It's like you see my soul 🫠 I can't believe how every word coming from your mouth is so true. Thank you so much❤

  • @rellyrell7329
    @rellyrell7329 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My northnode is in the 5th house for Aquarius. I use to share my opinions all the time. I was actually the big talker but a year ago I started analyzing how opinions are usually words from my perspective. Everybody life is diffrent and we are all on diffrent paths. Its best to go within for your own answers instead of seeking opinions from others

  • @skymeadow7762
    @skymeadow7762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You nailed my whole life sister, living through others and being controlled. I am now at 59 leaving a long Narcissist relationship and living my Truth.

  • @galavantingshiningmachine
    @galavantingshiningmachine ปีที่แล้ว

    this video made me cry thank you so much i dont ever comment on videos but i just had to show my gratitude...... i'll be working on it Hannah you're impacting lives out here

  • @Venomkpop
    @Venomkpop 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When I am in a group of people, I will usually stay silent because I usually have a different opinion from others and I prefer to shut up rather than having to justify my point of view. I have found the internet and books as an excellent way to express myself. I blog since 2010 and it has transformed my life ever since. I know deep down that everything I go through in life is for me to share my light with the world. I am 38 (I think a lot of your viewers are younger than me), dont be afraid to say what you think and find the space where you feel like you can express yourself freely. Much love and light to everyone ❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨✨✨

  • @NiKi-ij2ln
    @NiKi-ij2ln 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are my favourite cause you say dont believe everything as absolute truth, and when you say maybe you are this, maybe you are.... With that you are the most precise. Some dont use those words, they are too aggresive in their saying, and iterpretation. Love you 🙏❤️

  • @deannabates1575
    @deannabates1575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my. Cancer here with Leo North node, Aquarius South node. I self describe myself as an observer and I want to know EVERYTHING. My daughter thinks I’m ADHD. My craft room is full of half finished projects, paint, beads, yarn, paper...and so many different tools. I drop a medium if I don’t feel I’m good enough fast enough. I obsessively watch videos and read books on how to get better at something, then never actually retry it. And I do feel alone and misunderstood. Wow. This hit home. Thank you.

  • @t0rturedx5oul_34
    @t0rturedx5oul_34 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Being a fly on the wall is a comfort, I don’t like having blind spots in my vision metaphorically. And I can say that I am 100% sure FEAR holds me back. Everyone HAS to like me, or else I’m not good enough- and I always feel like people hate me because I am eccentric and shocking sometimes, and even obscene and macabre when I’m comfortable. Because I refuse to be hurt and don’t like disappointing people, I hide that part of myself and stay back observing the world, picking apart people’s brains and what makes them tick.

  • @tommyflex7816
    @tommyflex7816 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Ive created sooooooo many theories on human nature, this video helped a lot. Even the fact I deleted my insta to focus (to really hide from society) on me. I finally know what to do with my life now, gotta go build my insta back up

  • @Tamira.Mikail
    @Tamira.Mikail 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Wow! Thank you for this!! Im a Jan 27th aqua and I’m NN in Leo and SN in aqua. I definitely am use to myself as being a sideline observer, not wanting the spotlight but recently I been been gravitating towards connecting more with myself, learning about the things that interest me most (tarot, astrology, Mother Earth, spirituality, poetry, etc) and I been feeling so good! I usually wait for validation or I get offended by opinions but I been realizing this is FOR ME and I’m loving these moments.
    My husband(a Sagittarius) told me how he loved my ambition and independence(when we were just dating) and he called me out on getting to comfy and letting my fears get to me and I need to get back to being a go getter/leader. At first I was being hard headed like WHATT? U think u know me. LOL(such an aqua I know😅) but he knows! He sees things in me way before I started seeing that. Thankful for him💕 and I’m definitely thanking God, Spirits, Ancestors, Angels for being by me and guiding me to what I need to know.

    • @taniaqfernandes
      @taniaqfernandes 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm 27th Jan aqua with Leo nn too!! 😂 I understand you!

  • @theillusionofreality
    @theillusionofreality 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    you feel like they wont understand you, or judge you very harshly, orrr it would cause unnecessary conflict

  • @laceybeagley154
    @laceybeagley154 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m an aquarius and I have my north in Leo south in Aquarius the question to why I don’t voice my opinions. I’d say the Waste of energy and not feeling understood I’m constantly on a wave length of thinking I’m the only one who thinks how I think. Almost the superior mindset. Something I do wanna get over. This video helped me realize a lot of things tho ! Love it ❤️❤️

    • @goldmindz4266
      @goldmindz4266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We need to form A NN.Leo group.

  • @madiboryzga
    @madiboryzga 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is good summary for me. Ive never really gone back to the beginning of all the shit i had gone through, never really ask myself in which point i lost it, what was the exact moment, what i had done? Now I remember clearly. I will keep saying to the end - AWARENESS IS ALL WE NEED.

  • @cristinajonsson486
    @cristinajonsson486 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks a lot for sharing this 🙏 This is a true revelation for me. I am Aquarius Sun and South Node + Leo North Node 9th house. I generally dont share because I feel that I won't be understood and because I don't want to invest the energy. I sit by the sidelines all the time observing and watching others have fun and engage. Most of the time I dont feel like being around groups of people because I am always invisible and quiet just like a fly on the wall in group settings. I will.start trusting my intuition and letting my inner child out and exercising my creativity.Thank you for sharing your knowledge and for showing up in my life 😊

  • @JadeNohels
    @JadeNohels 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel that’s way all the time. I can be standing in a room full of people talking and at any given moment I can feel like I’m all by myself. I normally hold back due to fear of rejection. You are the best 💋💋

  • @yaisaadcock9269
    @yaisaadcock9269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wow, this is so me. Not only am I a quiet, cancer rising introvert, but my Aquarius south node makes me a wallflower that most people don't even notice... Yeah, I usually don't speak up because of self-doubt and that people won't relate or understand me.

  • @Sentrivk
    @Sentrivk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm shocked that this resonates so well! The thing is, I feel like I need some time to trust people to share opinions with them or say silly things and even commenting on things I don't know enough about. I guess, there's no good reason to hold back, we need to get more vulnerable to actually grow in this lifetime... The thing is, I have every weird hobby someone could think of, from studying magic to watch kids shows, weird food tastes, and other things so I need some safe space to really be myself

  • @Fatemesheikhlarr
    @Fatemesheikhlarr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this video made me cry , I really was struggling w my north 💜 tnx for this vid

  • @yatm2000
    @yatm2000 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’ve watched a couple of north node in Leo and this one gave me such a different perspective!! Thank you!! I think the Aquarius scientific and properness really came out!! Loved it lol. Hope you are doing well ✨

  • @kaleyemily5028
    @kaleyemily5028 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    so true i never say my opinions i literally don't say anything because i feel like every time i talk no one is either listening and i dont think people will even really understand. in my past relationships i've felt so useless and invisible it just made me stop talking to people all together. im trying to express myself more and let out my opinions more often because i am learning my opinions are vauled and so are my feelings!

  • @andreac647
    @andreac647 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I love your energy, super inspiring and what you said really resonates. I have Leo NN in the 11th house so in my case it's a balancing act of integrating the observer and the player. Still, inspiration comes from play and spontaneity, and sharing my crazy ideas.
    There is much fear though around self expression, you could say that Aqua SN people seem to come from a background/past life where the soul went through some pretty tough treatments (like on the energy level of expulsion, torture, humiliation) for speaking their truth, so now there is much reluctance of doing so. At least this is how I feel it intuitively.
    But you are right, and it really resonates what you said about letting ourself be inspired by children's play and following our inspiration and excitement. ❤

    • @iLoveeMusicc09
      @iLoveeMusicc09 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I have my NN in leo in the 11th too and I completely resonate with ur explanation of us prolly being ostracized in our past life. I'm always scared ppl are gonna criticize me for my ideas or whatevee

    • @iLoveeMusicc09
      @iLoveeMusicc09 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      *whatever

    • @magaliebrunelle8370
      @magaliebrunelle8370 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      That s exactly what a Energetitienne told me about one of my former life. Apperently have tortured, emprisonned, and so on for expressing myself ( apperently my opinions did go well with the 16th century society) no wonder why I became a real chameleon ! 😕

  • @cinthiapena3659
    @cinthiapena3659 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    you're so right, I totally understand what you're saying , we are all the same it's just some people don't want to see or hear the truth, I don't feel like I belong with people like that as much I try to explain to ...they have to go through their journey I been connecting with more people who are like me its gives me a better understanding .......you keep doing what you know , I'm not longer going to let fear get in the way or opinions of who I am ...i got this Thank you

  • @ericahorne7372
    @ericahorne7372 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Wow. I feel like you're explaining my third dimensional self to a T!!! My higher self knows how to play and shine....it's a challenge to shine when you isolate. Fear of fully living is my number one issue.

  • @MegnificenceQ
    @MegnificenceQ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I have 0 degree Leo NN in the 8th house of Scorpio. I'm obsessed with gaining more knowledge in the esoteric realms, I teach and lead groups, yet it's difficult to share in groups and often feel like I don't fit in, simply observe, and go be alone to study more. Yet I have found when I let loose and play, I feel so energized and I have this totally wacky child self who loves to perform and be seen.

    • @MegnificenceQ
      @MegnificenceQ 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm also going into my second nodal return, so just learning about the significance of NN. Thanks for your great run down of this aspect!

    • @Jen_nifer99
      @Jen_nifer99 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @SomethingNew1133
    @SomethingNew1133 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank-you 💎Hannah! So insightful and thorough ❤ Any other insights are so welcome.✨🌟✨My North node in Leo is in my first house… “Self, appearances, beginnings, the body, first impressions, attitude, identity, approach to life”. I married an Aquarius and we have been married for 35 years now!🎉

  • @enmity9383
    @enmity9383 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had a dream I was a child again, running around an indoor playplace (kind of like a chuck e cheese), having the time of my life. i saw an employee and ran up to them, and told them excitedly "i know im dreaming!" And he replied with so much warmth and kindness and excitement, "then have some fun!" it was a revelation even to my dream child-self. and in the dream, i went on and did just that. the scene changed to a grocery store and i was just running through tasting different candies and things from the shelves with no care. I woke up crying.

  • @Cozytowncrosing
    @Cozytowncrosing 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i really loved this video. my north node in leo is in the 5th house while aquarius is in the 11th. personally, i have a hard time speaking up because of patterns from earlier in life when i just couldn’t quite get people to listen to me. i’ve felt like i was annoying or just so different my whole life which really caused an identity crisis in my life... i am having a bit of a hard time still connecting with my inner child but we’re taking it day by day 💕

    • @mileywuxxhere143
      @mileywuxxhere143 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Queen Trinity i have those exact placements down to the houses and i couldnt relate more! We have to connect with our inner child to understand ❤️

  • @sesso1961
    @sesso1961 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Thank you for this. I actually do both of these...is that odd? I play both parts, although as I've gotten older I've become more childlike..

    • @jonnelleschilb359
      @jonnelleschilb359 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      TG Fierce me too! Maybe that’s part of it

  • @ninabambinabambina2304
    @ninabambinabambina2304 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I couldn't be bothered wasting my energy on people who can't/refuse to self reflect. I'm an Aquarius South node. Yes I am learning to trust my intuition & my feelings. Thank you my darling. ❤

  • @kristymounsey3450
    @kristymounsey3450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My north node in Leo is in the 3rd House of communication. Tomorrow I have been asked to speak publicly about Mental illness and Poverty.

  • @JudyBirdChronicles
    @JudyBirdChronicles 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Ohwa, My Goodness! You are Precious, Delightful, and a seriously in tune BEing!! This feels SO Right ON to me. I have these aspects and my Leo is in the 12th house. I can see how I'm a bit off balance in some ways and how I have been honoring my Leo very nicely in many others. I am so excited to experience your other video's. Thanks for sharing you!

  • @kyak.6512
    @kyak.6512 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When I become quiet in a group of people, it's not from a lack of confidence or shyness. I am fascinated by the psyches of others, and group dynamics, so I like taking a step back for a moment and observing. I might look detached, but I'm not. I am very much engaged in those moments, just mentally. I do appreciate the advice to embrace my inner child, though. I think I can seem a little too detached because of my analytical mind ~ and sometimes I need to just drop the thinking and have fun!

  • @tjasitjasi7863
    @tjasitjasi7863 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks Hannah, great video, game me hope. You are so good with words sometimes i stop the video and replay what you said in my head. Everything so well said. Thank you for this magic

  • @Perfect.Presence.Pisces
    @Perfect.Presence.Pisces 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Definitely an intense need to be accepted and liked by my peers. I literally don't even know who I am anymore. I never speak up because I'm afraid of judgment. I just don't feel right anymore.

  • @nikhatparbeen8661
    @nikhatparbeen8661 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This hit home. You totally explained everything that i thought was wrong with me. Thank you thank you thank you ❤

  • @andreawatts7884
    @andreawatts7884 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing these insights which have helped me to gain greater clarity on which trajectory I want to be guiding my energies into from now on. I feel deeply seen and inspired to display the courage which has been gradually building for a while now. And oh my, yes!! That thrilling desire to feel the fun!! In deep appreciation 🙏🏻💖

  • @AmaraAlban
    @AmaraAlban 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Spot on, thank you! I have north node Leo in the 7th. I have definitely held myself back over and over while waiting for outside confirmation and to 'know enough' ... I know I feel great when I share my perspective with others. I have Cap Ascendant with Saturn conjunct and Cancer Sun so people listen when I talk -- especially from the heart and from presence. There's that lack of feeling qualified to do ANYTHING though! And a resistance to becoming formally schooled in anything at the same time. A resistance to obtaining what I think I need. And it's all just smoke and mirrors. This has really helped. Going to go more into my Cancer self ..... In gratitude.

    • @syzygy617
      @syzygy617 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate to so much of what you wrote. My NN is also Leo in the 7th & I have Cap Asc... but with Scorpio Sun. I also contend with feeling unqualified to do anything (despite the fact that I am well-read, logical, communicative, creative, and have a Bachelors' degree). I constantly silence myself in groups even when I have what I initially believe to be solid insight . I also have this weird obsession with eventually obtaining a PhD (in any people-centric subject really) even though I also somewhat resist the formal school systems (currently enrolled in a year-long alternative "masters" program for visionary social-preneurs who are like-minded and "get me"). Anyway, I second your gratitude in stumbling across this content---such fascinating info. Now if only I could get out of my head and quell my insatiable desire for knowledge so I can get out and play!

    • @langstonhues8688
      @langstonhues8688 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am Cap Sun NN Leo in 7th. I felt the same as all of you but then all of a sudden people became less qualified than me in my mind...A change happened, but until I act I have no proof I guess...

  • @BlueTopazDecemberBay
    @BlueTopazDecemberBay 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl. This was on point . Has me crying. Truly just read me. I am north node Leo.

  • @vapower9934
    @vapower9934 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I like that you said
    "Or you look at it like your younger life going to your current" and future life
    Thx, to me that's easier to hold in mind

  • @jpoh81
    @jpoh81 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello my soul tribe! I was one who had been struggling to figure out my path too and yes! Let's roar and have fun! Thank you, Hannah, for the message!

  • @diamantecaristino9291
    @diamantecaristino9291 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is spot on and I even cried. And I’m currently in that transition so on point with my life

  • @lmaskolinda
    @lmaskolinda 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay! Needed this validation, it makes so much sense you have no idea!

  • @roberto2380
    @roberto2380 6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    This was a hard pill to swallow. :/

    • @thynisia396
      @thynisia396 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The pill of truth.

    • @r011ing_thunder6
      @r011ing_thunder6 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ah yes, she red pilled us.

    • @sierikaninaj2107
      @sierikaninaj2107 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Take it with some water. That’s what I did. 😉

  • @Moh_AMJ
    @Moh_AMJ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ❤️ waited so long for this, Thank you so much

  • @zachvizion
    @zachvizion 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this video! I feel as if I had a sort of rebirth. It’s like things would naturally come to me now. I have North Node Leo in my 12th house. I had the chills throughout this video, so I know it’s true. I’m still learning to follow my heart, enjoy life, and trust my intuition. Much love!

  • @therealnoirr5840
    @therealnoirr5840 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When I’m w ppl and my Aquarius south node kicks and I become a fly instead of speaking up it’s because I don’t think anyone will care about what I have to say & it stems from my childhood I’ll be breaking out of this cycle thank you 🙏🏾

  • @andreacazares5797
    @andreacazares5797 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    THANK YOU 🙏 every single word resonated

  • @cookycandy4
    @cookycandy4 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    aqua riser with north node in 7h leo here! i’m so used to being shut down as a kid and throughout childhood that it just became my default mode to observe from the sidelines. i’ve been looking at my leo nn for months and thinking of how i’m going to approach it, so to hear from you just plainly stating “stop thinking and just do what makes you happy” is…scary… but true :0 because the few times i’ve expressed my leo nn i tend to do *realllly* well and i’m always so so happy afterwards
    it’s harder because i’m a scorpio mercury, which just makes everything about how i communicate much more emotionally affecting and intense, so its always scary when i do verbally express myself because i’d love to just be able to say everything on my mind without feeling like i’m being too much-i shouldn’t care, but with nn in 7h and being a libra sun, being alone sucks lol i always prefer just doing rather than saying

  • @MM-mh4fl
    @MM-mh4fl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Now things make so much sense!!! Thank you Hannah!

  • @waynegay6704
    @waynegay6704 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I so picked up on Aquarius energy in you!
    Glad you put that out there!

  • @sanazjavidan8130
    @sanazjavidan8130 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re fabulous Aqua! From a Gem with North Node in Leo ♥️

  • @BlackTubers
    @BlackTubers 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Leo North Noder checking in .. (12 H) [ ♋︎☉ ♏︎☽ ♍︎↑ ]
    Take the risk of being myself?
    Scary!
    But, who am I?
    I think I am on the path to self re-discovery ...
    Errrrr, and then I gotta shout about it??? From the roof tops???
    I'm bricking it.
    I think I need to put myself in a situation where I don't have a choice.

    • @skymeadow7762
      @skymeadow7762 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This actually describes me to a T

  • @andrewr311
    @andrewr311 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks Hannah, great stuff. Very helpful for one who is NORTH NODE IN LEO, SOUTH NODE IN AQUARIUS and a stack of planets in the South.

  • @laughytaffy19
    @laughytaffy19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    For me I typically hold back because of fear and being misunderstood. Usually when I say something it gets uncomfortably quiet afterwards. Sometimes people look at me with the most confused look ever. I thought this was because my mercury is in Pisces so getting people to understand what I’m thinking is a challenge, but it could result in my north node in Leo as well. I’m always thinking of ways to solve this issue bc it’s affected me for so many years but this video gave me the courage to blurt out whatever I’m thinking when I’m thinking it! I’m not interested in holding back any longer

  • @annejazmin3061
    @annejazmin3061 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    amazing explaination
    ..yah i am like that, staying in my own shell..always analizing everyones problem.... thank u ,,,you open my eyes🙏🙏🙏

  • @hajralogy
    @hajralogy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I like your simplicity and refinement that you have in your dressing up.

  • @sondramatthews6073
    @sondramatthews6073 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Hanna, you have been a gift today. Just what I needed to hear. Yes, our thoughts, what's in our heads, could really be a game changer and we don't even know it. Just like giving our smile to the stranger we meet on the street. We must simply trust it. Blessings to you, you are a blessing to many.

  • @neotank874
    @neotank874 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is what i wanted... This advice was what i was seeking..

  • @alchemist_D4910
    @alchemist_D4910 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I appreciated video when you first posted. This has to be a constant reminder. If I could give multiple likes I would. 💥🧡💥

  • @ginabaldo3204
    @ginabaldo3204 ปีที่แล้ว

    This has been clear on so many spiritual levels. NN in Leo 12th house

  • @CJstable2000
    @CJstable2000 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing, thank you so much

  • @NasreenUS
    @NasreenUS 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have that and it's a combination of fear and not being able to articulate it in a way where ppl will not understand me. I have spoken up and struggle with connecting with others who aren't sometimes in the same wavelength. So I choose to keep it to myself and it is also fear of rejection.

  • @ryeannmcintyre7348
    @ryeannmcintyre7348 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    (11:23) I have this position and I feel like I am a fly on the wall because I feel like people won’t understand me...but I’m also a Pisces and people usually don’t understand me anyway🤷🏼‍♀️

  • @riley1875
    @riley1875 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    North node aries south libra ❤
    Your videos have really helped me learn more about Astrology! Thank you so much! ilysm 💕

  • @african-americanshaman6447
    @african-americanshaman6447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Freaking beautiful!! You are so right! This is me to a T!! This dance is hard. But fuck it..!! I’m almost 40. Time to be a big cat!!! Let’s go!!

  • @ginadean5696
    @ginadean5696 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes, I don’t say much and observe more, because I can sense their character and motives and I know it would be a waste of time or unsafe to disclose. If I am with people who are upfront and honest with a good character I am social. (I have many planets in my 8th house, along with that North Node). Or at work because it’s part of my job and with a Libra Midheaven I will happily make others feel ok there.😊 It was harder to have fun as a younger adult though, I needed therapy to reconnect to my inner child I was disconnected due to childhood trauma’s.

  • @AngirsonLopez
    @AngirsonLopez 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nearly a 25 minute video of awesome in explaining the nodes. N. Node in 12H

  • @TheWitchsCottage444
    @TheWitchsCottage444 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I have a Aquarius sun, Leo moon, and my Leo in North Node. There is times I hold back what I want to say and I don't want to talk about myself or my opinions instead I'm fine that others do. And I do have trust issues to say certain things to others, but I like to keep my privacy that when my 8th house shines. I distance with other people because of this issue lol. I don't want to come off as a person that wants attention.

  • @TheDreadedWhiteDevil
    @TheDreadedWhiteDevil 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s like you wish you where invisible so that you can be your truest self without any threat of other people’s connotations

  • @lalvan411
    @lalvan411 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    brilliant! there's so much for me to unpack here and it's a bit spooky how on the nose everything you spoke about is for me. you explained it all very well, I like your energy! thank you for doing what you do :-)

  • @jenniferlynn8326
    @jenniferlynn8326 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am a fellow aquarian with north node leo.. Aaaahhhh.. Been on this journey for what feels lile forever sometimes lol.. I forgot (or never knew ) how to have joy! Finally feel ready to step into this next phase if my life . Excited and scared to death lol. Part of me knows AND I have no idea what is next! TRUST! JUMP! DO IT! 🦁💥

  • @apexnazza1427
    @apexnazza1427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yall now that feeling when you wake up before going to school where it's almost drains your energy to just think about going to school thats the feeling i get trying to make friends that dont talk about other people or any of this matrix bs

  • @lilrysosa
    @lilrysosa 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t want to put myself out there just to get hurt, disappointed, misunderstood, all of it. it has all happened to me this year and i really don’t want to open up strictly out of fear.

  • @kevinloughnane9877
    @kevinloughnane9877 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks very grateful 🙏 great content 👏 good advice much love leo in North node lol 😆

  • @bhavnaganiga6272
    @bhavnaganiga6272 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The comment section 🧡 makes me feel like I'm with my homies....I get the tag of 'intelligent/arrogant/weird/non-social' a lot so I end up not speaking because of fear of being judged,ppl not understanding/being mean ....past has a lot of influence ..my childhood,friend circles,peers always made me feel concious or like an outcast wen I voiced my opinions .. thanks to ur video, I'll work on myself

  • @KatiaVassi
    @KatiaVassi 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this insight! And I love your accent

  • @inni_k7767
    @inni_k7767 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so accurate x'D the fly in the wall analyzing everything and thinking: ohh i have to do that to get to this point and then i will be happy or i will succed in my objective etc even at school i never participated in a play i always was the one writing the script and organizing 😂 wow

  • @beatstours696969
    @beatstours696969 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This resonated with me so much. I was really shocked in how accurate this was. Thank you. From Ireland :)

  • @janewright3805
    @janewright3805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just cant do small talk and if go too deep people either laugh or fear it except with certain friends but family have not got a clue what I am about🙏💚🕊

  • @saaraafaard
    @saaraafaard 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks Hannah. Good question and insights! I have SN in Aqua and stellium in the 11th. 4th house in Aqua and also Uranus in the first. I do hold back when the subject seems unimportant. Or i am sometimes listening and observing to see how others are responding to life. I speak up and express my ideas fervently when the issue at hand involves more people. Like a hummanitarian cause. Let's say how humans are trashing the earth or how our education system is sabbotaging our freedom. In fact, I stand and speak when no one does! And that's how I may feel 'alone'. I have come to learn that everyone is on their own unique path. And expecting others to be a certain way or think a certain way is quite unwise. So I now listen attentively and respond by being involved in THEIR views rather than trying to oppose them or imposing mine. I listen to learn. Or just connect. I see myself in others. Everyone trying to make sense of this life and world. If something does not resonate, I remain quiet. I respect them (unless they are cruel and unkind)and have no need to exert my views where there seems to be zero alignment. They are not bad, I am not better. It just is. However, I admit that with a stellium in the 11th in Libra (NN, moon snd mars in the 9th), I still can't help standing up for the underdogs or wanting everyone to be empowered and free ❤ My deepest desire is for each individual to know and explore this life freely and courageously. To evolve, to expand and contribute in ways that elevates all of us. If we are free and centered within, we want to create the same without. This is what Leo NN has helped me to see. Take care of your soul needs. Live from and follow the heart path and share the joy and creation with others 😊

  • @NiKi-ij2ln
    @NiKi-ij2ln 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dare to FOLLOW your HEARTS ❤️🙏