Our lives already are filled with so much sorrow. Choose to keep dancing with the devil, there will be nothing else for you. I expect he knows what's in store for him, he certainly should. Satan certainly can inspire an epic record though, gotta give props on that.
This song is not only personal to him. But is to me too. The lain is the oain i feel everytime i listen to this and that is exactly why i love him soooo f*king much. His talent. His emotions and sh*t like that! Its beautiful. I love him alot man, hes evolved so god damn much.
My aunt said to me the same thing after my mom passed away ...she said ..."don't be afraid to cry son, .. if you need to let it out " ...it definitely does help when you need it.
@Zachary Lash I didn't give them the attention they deserve, and I’m not a native English speaker, so it wasnt until i heard this live version that i realized how deep and personal this song is
the fact that this sounds so much like the album version is crazy, AND it's even better than the album version. Very few artists today can sound just as good, if not better, when performing live like mgk can. I'm sooooo glad he's bringing this kind of music back.
As much as I think MGK isn't a great singer, it's admirable that he plays it so honest and close to the chest, he knows his limits and doesn't use any trickery to make himself sound different. It really makes his personal songs hit so much harder.
@@FborgesR just saw him live tonight and his singing has come a long way since this was filmed. Tonight this song was the one he performed best, it was absolutely fantastic, actually much much better than the album version which is already good.
The fact that all his song are him talking about what he deals with and has been through makes it all so much better cause we know that his songs are amazing but they also help him deal and help others as well. I wanna run up to him and give him a hug.
It's so relatable. I'm 17 and I don't see my dad which is 2000km away from me for more than a year, because of covid. Sometimes I just cry so much because I miss him
Heard this live and with him pretty much crying. The whole crowd was silent and you can just feel the pain, passion, and energy. As emotional as it was, it was raw, pure, and beautiful. I’m so glad I’ve gotten to experience his concert with such talent and passion. ❤️
This popped up on my recommendations today. It's quite fitting. It's my mom's birthday today. She passed away a couple years ago 😭 Oh how I miss her 😢. Thank you for sharing this.
Lost my mother 13 years ago and four months after my father passed. Since this song has come out, I feel for once , I’m able to cope with it finally . Much love MGK 💚🙏🏽
This song is so amazing and emotional. This song always makes me think of my mother who passed away December 7th, 2019. She passed away from brain cancer. I love MGK songs but this one is one of my favorites. Meagon
[Verse 1] I got in trouble The first time my dad saw me Dance with the devil How are we so opposite? I lived with your sister My first home since Mom had left And I wrote my first song with him in the basement [Pre-Chorus] And then he said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 2] I got in trouble The first time the cops saw me Dance with the devil I ended up in handcuffs and then You called your sister She cried when she picked me up Goddamn, how I miss her 'Cause she didn't give a fuck ADVERTISEMENTSCROLL TO CONTINUE WITH CONTENT [Pre-Chorus] And then she said goodbye way too soon And this don't feel right without you [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you [Verse 3] The last time I saw you (Fuck) I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath The last time I saw you I cried, I wish you had more time left The last time I heard you They held the phone, you took your last breath [Chorus] Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you [Outro] Boy, it was just a dangerous birth His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh Well, he was bigger than the normal child I don't know what it was but he had a, uh He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live
The emotion in his voice at 2:50 is so relatable. It feels like that moment when you lose someone and you just want to scream out all your emotions at once. You just want to see and talk to your loved one that you lost one final time. You just want more time with them. The grief weighing you down and you just need to get it all out.
Today while driving in my work van i wished it had a stereo so that i can blast this album while on the road. This guy really make me like want to start a band again, i started drinking again. Feels like i am younger is like fuckin medicine so so good!
Am I the only one who replaces "I cried that you had more time left" with "I prayed you had more time left"? LONELY, LONELY, EVEN WHEN THE ROOM IS FULL!!! I TRADE IT, I TRADE IT I WOULD TRADE IT ALL FOR YOOU! LONELY WITHOUT YOUUU-UH!!!
You can see how much he’s hurting in his voice and face, he held up so well. Even when he was saying what it was about you could even see he was struggling
I'm new to mgk, and I honestly wasnt a huge fan of his discography but I've watched so many of his videos recently because I enjoy his personality - and a lot of the his songs are now growing on me (I fell in love with el diablo immediately tho) and when I actually heard the lyrics of Lonely I just felt the emotion especially in the chorus. Maybe lyrically it doesn't hit as hard at first but I feel like melodically, he captured that feeling of longing for someone who isn't here anymore really well...and then those seemingly simple lyrics hit a bit harder. Idk why I'm rambling but I really do enjoy this song, and this performance made me tear up. I'm so sorry for all the people here who are missing their loved ones rn. Sending love your way tonight.
tbh this makes me cry so hard idk but i am rlt rly pround of him bc it is prob so hard singing this live without crying u can see the pain in his voice and u can feel and hear it:(.
My aunts been dying slowly of stage 4 lung cancer for the past 3 years I’ve seen her go bald and grow her hair back over and over again fall down get back up get weak and get strong multiple times…….I fear this is her last year maybe even last couple months….and she has always been a major importantce in my life so the fact u made this for ur aunt this song hits really close to home especially they held the phone when u took ur last breath cuz I know when the day comes the odds are she well be back in the hospital again and with covid they probly won’t allow visits so sometimes really late at night when my family’s asleep I hide away in my room and drink to this song
this was my number one most played somg off spotify for the year 2021. after coming off a heartbreak from late 2020 i fell into opiate addiction. it hurts when the person you talk to all day everyday and will literally do ANYTHING to make them happy just dip and quickly gets into another relationship.
Gen X Father to many kids I am not the typical type to be a fan but I've really been loving MGK's newer Alt Rock Pop Punk material lately. One can tell he put his own shit out there & it's real shit. Anybody with heart can feel it now. Dude is getting much better on his instruments and that's going to make him a huge success also.
wow man . if that was me singing that i couldnt do it without crying cuz i cant even make it just listening to this masterpiece . thanks for saving my life colson ur why i write today
that song gets me everytime i hear it. the first time listening to the album i skipped that song after the first time hearing the chorus because it made me so sad :( this song really does something to me, and i think this is the most important thing about (his) music, even though i haven't experienced a death of two of my closest family members (i mean, this song is very specific), i still can relate to every word that is in it. i haven't felt like this after listening to a song in years.
bro the pain in his voice is heartbreaking
Yet it was effing epic. 🖤 emo and it sounds good that ish is fire 🔥 we’re emotional ppl
"Lonely, LONELY EVEN WHEN THE ROOM IS FULL!!" That part breaks my heart
you can see the pain in his face😔
Ik man I’m so proud of him he’s holding up strong❤️
this song always make me cry for him :(
@@shannongilkes9187 same
Our lives already are filled with so much sorrow. Choose to keep dancing with the devil, there will be nothing else for you. I expect he knows what's in store for him, he certainly should. Satan certainly can inspire an epic record though, gotta give props on that.
@@mpirron1 your right.
2:50 holy shit you can hear the pain in his voice
Gives goosebumps every time
This song is not only personal to him. But is to me too. The lain is the oain i feel everytime i listen to this and that is exactly why i love him soooo f*king much. His talent. His emotions and sh*t like that! Its beautiful. I love him alot man, hes evolved so god damn much.
@@trxde6800 facts.
Ik I felt it
😢😢😢
I wish the ending solo was part of the original song.
Erick pedraza ya same
Omer Fedi is dope!!
I think mod sun is playing it
Yh but it’s his gitarist not him
That would be cool but I think the og ending has way more meaning cause that’s his dad who was talking
sometimes when you're down you just need a healthy cry
My aunt said to me the same thing after my mom passed away ...she said ..."don't be afraid to cry son, .. if you need to let it out " ...it definitely does help when you need it.
Never EVER cry. Holding it in makes you stronger 💪💯
Missed my kids leaving because of spring break. By 2 minutes. Yeah I’m a mess right now. But it really is okay.
@@dennismarkakis1478 you may got depression if you holding it too long man
I love you dude my dad used to tell me that all the time before he passed.......im glade there's more than just me who thinks that way
I cried 4 times this year, 2 of them were here
bitch cant relate i cry at least twice a day
so far today ive cried 10 times tho
@@maariahussain4414 felt asf
I cried more than 4 times, when you lived a broken childhood and that stuff comes back into your life again it causes you to cry every single day.
@@Who-nu4ci cares
You only cried 4 times this year?
Holy shit I never realized this was so sad
@Zachary Lash I didn't give them the attention they deserve, and I’m not a native English speaker, so it wasnt until i heard this live version that i realized how deep and personal this song is
this and story of the stairs show his pain fr EST 4 LIFE
SAME
It’s called lonely 😂
How
the fact that this sounds so much like the album version is crazy, AND it's even better than the album version. Very few artists today can sound just as good, if not better, when performing live like mgk can. I'm sooooo glad he's bringing this kind of music back.
I was just thinking the same thing.
As much as I think MGK isn't a great singer, it's admirable that he plays it so honest and close to the chest, he knows his limits and doesn't use any trickery to make himself sound different. It really makes his personal songs hit so much harder.
My thoughts exactly
@@FborgesR just saw him live tonight and his singing has come a long way since this was filmed. Tonight this song was the one he performed best, it was absolutely fantastic, actually much much better than the album version which is already good.
almost like its lip synced.
You can see his pain, hear his pain, and feel his pain. Machine Gun Kelly will forever be my favorite artist. EST 19XX FOREVER 🤞🏻✨
@Zachary Lash “One of the greatest quotes of all time” -Me
Est 4 life
2:48 that pause where it was just him was perfect
Pure pain
man, i use to dislike him because all the beef with eminem. but now im obsessed with him and his songs. his music helps me get through this hard time
samw
same
I used to hate MGK. No reason. Just did. Then, I got extremely depressed in 2019. Listened to the entire Hotel Diablo album, it saved me.
@@caseyseven9621 same
there is people that lsite to him from the start !! est gang
The emotion
Yes 😢
He deserves every single dollar he’s earned. True legend
2:13-2:53 gets me every time 😢
You can hear the pain n sadness in his voice there chills
Gives me goosebumps
Lol yea😥😥🖤🤘🤙
same
Gives me chills and makes me feel bad for him
2:50 made me tear tf up 💔 so much pain
Ur profile fits with this message
the pain on his face kills me every time
This song is heartbreaking one
Wow The Crying expression In His Face During Last Verse 🖤😥
The pain in his voice... My heart breaks for him. Prayers Colson.
Dude is beyond talented. He doesn’t get enough love in the industry imo
You can really see the pain he’s going through 😔 MGK is such a legend man.
The fact that all his song are him talking about what he deals with and has been through makes it all so much better cause we know that his songs are amazing but they also help him deal and help others as well. I wanna run up to him and give him a hug.
It's so relatable. I'm 17 and I don't see my dad which is 2000km away from me for more than a year, because of covid. Sometimes I just cry so much because I miss him
What a champion, was waiting for him to break down at any part and he kept it strong the entire time
Such a fucking raw version of this song... Absolutely amazing
MGK + Travis Barker = the best of 2020/21
Heard this live and with him pretty much crying. The whole crowd was silent and you can just feel the pain, passion, and energy. As emotional as it was, it was raw, pure, and beautiful. I’m so glad I’ve gotten to experience his concert with such talent and passion. ❤️
This popped up on my recommendations today. It's quite fitting.
It's my mom's birthday today. She passed away a couple years ago 😭 Oh how I miss her 😢.
Thank you for sharing this.
I'm so sorry. I lost my mom at 8 and dad at 27. This song cuts deep.
This is the best mgk song.
The way u hear his agony in every word is just wow.
Lost my mother 13 years ago and four months after my father passed. Since this song has come out, I feel for once , I’m able to cope with it finally . Much love MGK 💚🙏🏽
shit man. I hope youre doing well brother
the ending was so amazing, one of the best live performances i've seen
This is one hell of a performance, men!
This is one of the most emotional performances I have seen in a long , long time. That 2:50 part. God.
I'm gonna download this real quick before it gets taken down
Samesies
Can you send it to me?
@@cherry283 sure. Do you have an email? Instagram? Anything?
@@sus8849m yes I have Instagram 🙂it’s tauanuu_c
Do you have TH-cam subscription or is there a work around to download it? I’ve tried a few things but they aren’t working
Literal chills and goosebumps even a year later.
I love that the solo is different for every live version shows the talent
This made me cry
There’s something to be said for authenticity and no shame. His music helps me a lot.
I really relate to the loss and this makes me want to hug him he sings his heart out, it's beautiful
This is what I imagined what lil peep’s sound would evolve into. Fuckin brilliant job MGK has done w it
Shit i never realized it, yes i can imagine peep dping this style.
Yes fr fr💔💔
Holy shit yes !!!
Rest In Peace Peep. Gone way to soon.
And the fact that him and peep were buddies
This song is so amazing and emotional. This song always makes me think of my mother who passed away December 7th, 2019. She passed away from brain cancer. I love MGK songs but this one is one of my favorites. Meagon
This is the reason why we all love MGK. I felt every word of this song and i felt all the pain in his voice💔
2:15-2:53 that makes me think of how I didn’t spend enough time with ppl I love
[Verse 1]
I got in trouble
The first time my dad saw me
Dance with the devil
How are we so opposite?
I lived with your sister
My first home since Mom had left
And I wrote my first song with him in the basement
[Pre-Chorus]
And then he said goodbye way too soon
And this don't feel right without you
[Chorus]
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you
[Verse 2]
I got in trouble
The first time the cops saw me
Dance with the devil
I ended up in handcuffs and then
You called your sister
She cried when she picked me up
Goddamn, how I miss her
'Cause she didn't give a fuck
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[Pre-Chorus]
And then she said goodbye way too soon
And this don't feel right without you
[Chorus]
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'm lonely, lonely, lonely without you
[Verse 3]
The last time I saw you (Fuck)
I cried, I wish you had more time left
The last time I heard you
They held the phone, you took your last breath
The last time I saw you
I cried, I wish you had more time left
The last time I heard you
They held the phone, you took your last breath
[Chorus]
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'd trade it, trade it, I would trade it all for you
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I'd trade it, trade it, I'd trade it all for you
Lonely, lonely, even when the room is full
I hate this, I'm jaded, and I'd trade it all for you
[Outro]
Boy, it was just a dangerous birth
His umbilical cord was stuck around his neck
And so I ended up, uh, undoing the umbilical cord, and, uh
Well, he was bigger than the normal child
I don't know what it was but he had a, uh
He had a heart problem and they didn't think he would live
Heart is Too Big😔he cares deeply for those he loves. Loyalty. Raw Real. No facade, transparent, as they say today
He does🥰
Literally crying at 2 am because the raw emotion in this hit me sooo hard. Phenomenal performance of a beautiful song
THE FACT THAT THIS WAS LIVE! MGK IS SO AMAZING!
coming back to this at least twice a week, this is a fucking masterpiece
The hurt in his voice man fuuuuuucckkkkkk
The emotion in his voice at 2:50 is so relatable. It feels like that moment when you lose someone and you just want to scream out all your emotions at once. You just want to see and talk to your loved one that you lost one final time. You just want more time with them. The grief weighing you down and you just need to get it all out.
Goddamn all these years... I've never seen him that way it fuckin tears me up💔
Today while driving in my work van i wished it had a stereo so that i can blast this album while on the road. This guy really make me like want to start a band again, i started drinking again. Feels like i am younger is like fuckin medicine so so good!
Am I the only one who replaces "I cried that you had more time left" with "I prayed you had more time left"?
LONELY, LONELY,
EVEN WHEN THE ROOM IS FULL!!!
I TRADE IT, I TRADE IT
I WOULD TRADE IT ALL FOR YOOU!
LONELY WITHOUT YOUUU-UH!!!
Phenomenal performance. Dude is amazing live and I have had the privilege to witness it.
Unusual to hear a song about a son expressing his love for his dad....I'm now a fan.
EST FOR LIFE. since 2010 here. a decade of colson is what keeps me alive
We love you Kells since day 1 I'm ur no.1 fan!!! From Philippines 😊😊😊
everytime I watch this I just cant wait to see this performance in person.
You can see how much he’s hurting in his voice and face, he held up so well. Even when he was saying what it was about you could even see he was struggling
When people think its only a song but the song is something else🛐
Heartbreak and heartache write the best songs. What a performance. What a talent.
Why do people believe in happy endings? Our t.v’s sold us fairytales. The biggest love songs come from heartbreak
You can literally see the pain in his eyes. Love you kells
He’s just soooo good at this!
You can see the pain in his performance, absolutely amazing.
I'm new to mgk, and I honestly wasnt a huge fan of his discography but I've watched so many of his videos recently because I enjoy his personality - and a lot of the his songs are now growing on me (I fell in love with el diablo immediately tho) and when I actually heard the lyrics of Lonely I just felt the emotion especially in the chorus. Maybe lyrically it doesn't hit as hard at first but I feel like melodically, he captured that feeling of longing for someone who isn't here anymore really well...and then those seemingly simple lyrics hit a bit harder. Idk why I'm rambling but I really do enjoy this song, and this performance made me tear up. I'm so sorry for all the people here who are missing their loved ones rn. Sending love your way tonight.
Same but instead of el Diablo it was bloody valentine, and candy
@@saayum candy im really into as well :) bloody valentine is growing on me
@@kpoplover1901 yeah theryre great the only reason i dont like el diablo as much is because i think the courus is repeated too much
@@kpoplover1901 the auctustic version of that song is so good xD
I relate to this song a lot, the live performance just hits me so hard
So much emotion in just one song, this is why I love this guy
I'm a classic rock dude,,,,,now a big MGK fan. Respect to how talented this guy is and he's just getting started.
That guitar solo😭everytime gets me
The rasp at 2:50 is total perfection
This Gonna get copyrighted but I’m gonna watch it until it does
uh it's already copyrighted if he's released it on an album. know what words mean before you say them, dude. you sound stupid.
@@povanator I'm pretty sure he meant that it likely will get taken down or blocked eventually due to the copyrights
@@somebody19XX yeah....I got that...
@@povanator get a fkn hobby
@@povanator clearly you didn't
I LITERALLY NEVER CRY BUT THIS SONG ,HIS SAD FACE I CANT
This is my favorite video on the internet rn. Killer performance, great song, and a touching story behind all of it. Gotta love this man.
I wish I can go to a concert with him playing this
one of the rare times the live version is better than the studio version bc of his emotion in the performance
eyes close, i can feel mgk.. i can.. thank you
2:50 gives me chills EVERYTIME
Can’t wait to see this live and tear up right in front of the stage
tbh this makes me cry so hard idk but i am rlt rly pround of him bc it is prob so hard singing this live without crying u can see the pain in his voice and u can feel and hear it:(.
God damn that guitar solo SLAPS
My aunts been dying slowly of stage 4 lung cancer for the past 3 years I’ve seen her go bald and grow her hair back over and over again fall down get back up get weak and get strong multiple times…….I fear this is her last year maybe even last couple months….and she has always been a major importantce in my life so the fact u made this for ur aunt this song hits really close to home especially they held the phone when u took ur last breath cuz I know when the day comes the odds are she well be back in the hospital again and with covid they probly won’t allow visits so sometimes really late at night when my family’s asleep I hide away in my room and drink to this song
When he dropped that last pre chorus lonely that shit ripped right through me . Est for life man
His father would be damn proud of such a good son 😌
I got goosebumps
this was my number one most played somg off spotify for the year 2021. after coming off a heartbreak from late 2020 i fell into opiate addiction. it hurts when the person you talk to all day everyday and will literally do ANYTHING to make them happy just dip and quickly gets into another relationship.
Watching this song is so much better than just listening to it because you can really see all the feelings on his face.
i come here everytime i miss my grandma
jesus, brought tears to my eyes. old dudes for MGK!
god, this song makes me cry every time i hear a live version of it. fuck me up, man
his SNL performance how it was stripped down had me feeling sum typa wayyy :'(
WOW! I'm glad that I am not the only one who needed a tissue.
This song is so beautiful
Gen X Father to many kids I am not the typical type to be a fan but I've really been loving MGK's newer Alt Rock Pop Punk material lately. One can tell he put his own shit out there & it's real shit. Anybody with heart can feel it now. Dude is getting much better on his instruments and that's going to make him a huge success also.
One of the best live performers.
Its okay to cry it doesn't make you weak it makes you human
wow man . if that was me singing that i couldnt do it without crying cuz i cant even make it just listening to this masterpiece . thanks for saving my life colson ur why i write today
That's what makes him special. His fans are creative & motivated. Meanwhile Stans & Maggots are talking trash in comments.
I’ve lived him since TH-cam days. It’s just crazy to see someone that’s basically like you grow.
you can see the pain in his face :( but you cant tell he doesnt use auto tune CAUSE HE SOUNDS AMAZING ILY KELLS
this song inspired me to spend more time with my dad
You can feel his pain
But I can see this song being a hit in the 2000s
that song gets me everytime i hear it. the first time listening to the album i skipped that song after the first time hearing the chorus because it made me so sad :( this song really does something to me, and i think this is the most important thing about (his) music, even though i haven't experienced a death of two of my closest family members (i mean, this song is very specific), i still can relate to every word that is in it. i haven't felt like this after listening to a song in years.
Goosebumps for days! The pain is so real.