Nick Trees - dead or alive

Track 09. from Nick Trees Album "Hope"
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Nick Trees Lyrics © 2016
Hey, oh.
They want em dead or alive
Oh how can I be civil?
When I’m feeling riddled,
With the problems and the issues.
You got an issue then solve it with a tissue.
Pointing fingers, in the mirror I hit myself with the ring on.
Heading down the path I don’t want now,
Try to be strong but I don’t know what it is I want now.
I look around, and it really ain’t even that bad,
I try to cherish what is right and I know.
Hey, oh.
They want em dead or alive
So why would I be riddled?
Got the puzzle in my brain I’m feeling ridiculed,
Every time I think of you.
And then you look at me you look away.
Say goodbye you walk away you leave my life.
Forgive me I am sorry for the problems that I caused.
I love you so, I let it go,
I almost wish I never knew but I know too much for my own good.
You can never call me back but I wish you would.
I know it ain’t the end but sayonara,
I may never know where you’ll end up this time tomorrow.
You had no other choice, and I ain’t even mad,
I may never see you again the thought it makes me sad,
I hope you understand I think about the good things when I hear your laugh.
In my mind all I know I no one else would ever give me a chance
I’m grateful for the times the future and the past the hope for present.
Financially poor, but my heart is gold.
Bleeding thru the ink into the words I wrote,
Never spoke in such a way before.
So pure in its form its likely it will go ignored.
I care about you, words will not explain,
A life without you it is likely it will never be the same
Alive or dead this is never truly a goodbye,
I imagine you in bright blue skies shining down with a light.
Hey, oh.
They want em dead or alive