My mum died four years ago yesterday. She was 99. I clicked on this today, without knowing what it was going to be. (I was expecting something like Pink Floyd.) And it reminded me of the music Mum used to listened to.
I'm so sorry... May your mother rest in peace, I hope she is in a happy place now :) I clicked on this video because I like listening to olden-day type music, it brings me a kind of comforting nostalgia. I bet your mum is still listening to this kind of music, just in someplace different ❤
@@tanookis_nookie2056 I'm not exactly sure what makes the two different, but I have Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder and it feels similar to what this person is describing (at times). Although the commenter didn't go into detail about their symptoms, I'll note that other symptoms that can be experienced and that I also experience are paranoia, tiredness and episodes where I don't feel like myself. I read somewhere that nearly everyone experiences some form of Depersonalization at least once in their life, so I wonder if maybe this person has an undiagnosed or just generally not too severe case of one of the two disorders.
Yesterday, I broke. I begun to smile, smiled for over half an hour while I drove home. Started grinning from ear to ear at a time I truely had no reason to at all. I fell asleep weakly from sickness and exhaustion. I'm glad I found your music today. Tomorrow I'll do something good with myself, I promise.
To me the picture represents a figure looking onwards towards the viewer. He is contempt with the circumstances of him being where he is. The things behind him are normal, he looks out seemingly for a different understanding. Almost a acceptance of the things around him. There's a little worry in the characters expression. We can't know what will happen next but the pictures makes you anticipate something more to happen. Very cool piece.
I really feel the emotion of the person in the picture, kinda dorcelessness but also Loric, a feeling of dragging oneself day in and day out through the week, counting the days till the next weekend/break. It’s a feeling of being unaware you’re on autopilot, yet realizing that you are on autopilot and are wasting your life away, an existence that starts to drive a person mad. Idk though, just my interpretation
After trying to get some sleep, my mom cried out to me saying there was a roach on my head and I panicked. After trying my best to get up really fast it had time to escape. I am not the fondest of roaches at all. So after a that short while. I remember the absolute terrible feeling i had all of today. I broke down and played some notes on my keyboard and that wasn't working either. And now Here I am, stumbling across this masterpiece as I sit in my hoarded mess that my mom made over the years while sketching pictures of a roach man in a suit in liminal spaces. Your a legend for this
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I love the inspiration from the Caretaker. I don’t know what it is about old ballroom music, but it’s so..pure, I think. Times weren’t so great back then either, but still beautiful compositions came out of it
Abysmal Sensation - 0:00 Memory From an Unknown Past - 2:53 Decay of the Brain - 5:29 Echoes in a Mental Chamber - 8:21 Shell of My Former Self - 11:08 Where Did All the Years Go - 13:44 The Final Ultimatum - 17:03
man this is so chill, just great to listen to. Feels so warm and nostalgic and soothing. Awesome work and bless the youtube algorithm for letting me find this
Me encanta la sensación de recuerdos compartidos, escuchar todo esto me hace recordar experiencias pasadas que no son más que el delirio del presente. Creo firmemente en la conexión entre personas afines sin la necesidad de intercambiar palabra, esto es un bello ejemplo de ello, gracias por tan bello trabajo y por brindarme calida compañia. Pd: comentario impopular, Dios te bendiga, simplemente por ser quien eres hermano ❤
I swear I feel like I've been in that painting before, not the music but the painting. Somewhere, in some other time, in another life. Am I the only one who gets this feeling of nostalgia?
If Anyone’s willing to answer, What’s yall thought process to the world around you, what triggers unpleasant emotions and what soothes them. Why do you think your like this. And why do you believe the things you do. (I’m just curious because it saddens me to see a lot of people deal with mental issue.) I hope I make sense but if not I can further elaborate if asked too
I actually do not believe in anything I do. I just do what I feel like I'm supposed to do but, really, us humans have absolutely no idea what we're supposed to do here, who we truly are or who/what put us here. so why not just do what you feel like is right doing? there's really no point since we're all gonna die anyway. so why not actually do something good with ourselves? make ourselves and other people comfortable in this planet and enjoy our stay, until the very end. what do you think?
I have always been afraid of a loss of control in my life. Dealing with issues and feeling like there’s not a thing I could do about it brings a sense of dread and a sickening feeling that I hate. I’m happy to say that I am really lucky to have people in my life that I can talk to because without them I don’t know how I could deal with it on my own. If anyone else has a similar experience or a completely different one I’d be happy to hear it
I turned 30 in 2019. as I am now turning 35 later this year. since that time ; I began a journey towards emotional and cognitive freedom. I have only just begun to scratch the surface. but I think I’m getting somewhere. I truly believe that. The thing is ; everyone’s life is different. What we like. What we truly want. It varies. But I believe in the movement towards emotional and cognitive freedom. Imagine living your life , feeling free. Idk. I really am wishing you the best in this moment. Hats off to you. Tip of the cap. Ⓜ️
Yeah what in the world? Your music is so good. I can’t even understand how it’s so rich. You’re just throwing this type of shit down right now??? Wow..
It do feel like Everywhere At The End Of Time. But it's just be extrapolation as this is an aspiration. IT doesn't treat with the topic of demantia! Just someone losing sanity, thinking of itself as the only one to exist. Maybe due to the decay of the brain? Who know Where did all the years go for this person? Forgotten. That'S what happened. Forgotten! Few memories embellished into what we loved. This abysmal sensation of unreality. And as this untrue discussion continue with all those unreal persons, it simply echoes in a mental chamber until all sounds break out of it... and you realize how old have you become. Dependant of the one paid to take care of you. Not a real person you once was. But a shell of your former self. Also what represent the album cover?
I don’t know if you’ll see this, but I’m working on a book that I want to feel like this, so if you’d like me to send you another comment as I work more and more through it, let me know! In a way, we are all alone from each other, you look at someone and you don’t know what’s in their head, but a similar number of things could be thought without similar emotions, but us here listening to this feel the same. Maybe together we can help each other
@@The_Nightworker I see, I didn't realize you made this yourself. It's really good, genuinely sounds like music of a century ago. Out of curiosity, was this recorded by an ensemble, or did you make this all in some kind of software? It doesn't sound 'synthesized'.
You need that sweet and warm feeling, come on just a tiny bit of fent, it’s technically not relapsing if you do very very little amounts. Go ahead smoke some fent.
Nowhere does this say anything about the Caretaker. I don’t claim to be the Caretaker, I just like old music and creepy stuff. Don’t be so mad that you didn’t do it first. 🤷♂️
No! It goes without saying anything, and it's obvious you know what I'm talking about. 2 I make original content and have sold many copies of my work on Bandcamp because what I make is real and comes from a place of actual pain and misery brought through the vehicle of my hard work. Nothing being done here is hard or even work or a creative process. Did you play any of this instrumentation I hear, or did you just take a vinyl sound plugin and run some old hat music from the 20s through it and hope to god nobody like me was going to call you out on this. Please just tell me you made the artwork yourself and that I will respect, or is it A, I, BS.?@@The_Nightworker
My mum died four years ago yesterday. She was 99.
I clicked on this today, without knowing what it was going to be. (I was expecting something like Pink Floyd.) And it reminded me of the music Mum used to listened to.
My condolences... I hope your mum is in a better place now, hopefully listening to nice music just like this ❤️🩹
I'm so sorry... May your mother rest in peace, I hope she is in a happy place now :) I clicked on this video because I like listening to olden-day type music, it brings me a kind of comforting nostalgia. I bet your mum is still listening to this kind of music, just in someplace different ❤
My condolences.
tripppy, dude
99 years is a good run, she lived as she has died: in peace
Sometimes I have moments when I feel like I wake up and realise that I exist.
Sometimes I have moment where I wake up, then I wake up again and realized that I didn’t exist that first time. Do I exist now?
This sounds a lot like disassociation.
🍑💨
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@@tanookis_nookie2056 I'm not exactly sure what makes the two different, but I have Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder and it feels similar to what this person is describing (at times). Although the commenter didn't go into detail about their symptoms, I'll note that other symptoms that can be experienced and that I also experience are paranoia, tiredness and episodes where I don't feel like myself.
I read somewhere that nearly everyone experiences some form of Depersonalization at least once in their life, so I wonder if maybe this person has an undiagnosed or just generally not too severe case of one of the two disorders.
Yesterday, I broke. I begun to smile, smiled for over half an hour while I drove home. Started grinning from ear to ear at a time I truely had no reason to at all. I fell asleep weakly from sickness and exhaustion. I'm glad I found your music today. Tomorrow I'll do something good with myself, I promise.
We can do it
@@ArtificiallyIdiotic They meant suicide. They killed themselves
hello there. it's been 3 weeks, I'm just checking in. how are you doing? did you do something good with yourself, in the end?
@@Nina.23 i don´t know if they would answer
This feels like a burning memory
To me the picture represents a figure looking onwards towards the viewer. He is contempt with the circumstances of him being where he is. The things behind him are normal, he looks out seemingly for a different understanding. Almost a acceptance of the things around him. There's a little worry in the characters expression. We can't know what will happen next but the pictures makes you anticipate something more to happen. Very cool piece.
I really feel the emotion of the person in the picture, kinda dorcelessness but also Loric, a feeling of dragging oneself day in and day out through the week, counting the days till the next weekend/break. It’s a feeling of being unaware you’re on autopilot, yet realizing that you are on autopilot and are wasting your life away, an existence that starts to drive a person mad. Idk though, just my interpretation
Good ol' Thalasin!
After trying to get some sleep, my mom cried out to me saying there was a roach on my head and I panicked. After trying my best to get up really fast it had time to escape. I am not the fondest of roaches at all. So after a that short while. I remember the absolute terrible feeling i had all of today.
I broke down and played some notes on my keyboard and that wasn't working either. And now Here I am, stumbling across this masterpiece as I sit in my hoarded mess that my mom made over the years while sketching pictures of a roach man in a suit in liminal spaces.
Your a legend for this
Madness is a good disguise. If you wear it well, no one will ever know. Problem is...taking it off at the end of the day gets harder and harder.
It’s truly an honor to listen to this. It feels like my minds being dragged through another dimension. 🤙
What it does it matter how my mind breaks?
We making it out the Overlook hotel with this one
Hi, Lloyd
@@gmack. Danny’s not here Mrs Torrence 🫥
lol ok I’ll stop
@@TzadikTheManicbit slow tonight isn’t it ?
@@hackerjamsjustwegamer1568
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i hope you put your stuff on spotify eventually. i would absolutely listen
I definitely do plan on doing it, I just need to get enough money to afford the distributor
@@The_Nightworkerwhere can i make a donation??
Imagine how boring life could be without pain and loneliness...
God loves you :)
I love the inspiration from the Caretaker. I don’t know what it is about old ballroom music, but it’s so..pure, I think. Times weren’t so great back then either, but still beautiful compositions came out of it
I’ll have to pay an Uber to drive me around at night with this playing sometime. Tobacco. Rolled.
The first music is one of those that we love from the first listen
Abysmal Sensation - 0:00
Memory From an Unknown Past - 2:53
Decay of the Brain - 5:29
Echoes in a Mental Chamber - 8:21
Shell of My Former Self - 11:08
Where Did All the Years Go - 13:44
The Final Ultimatum - 17:03
the timestamps are already in the description and in the video,why did you waste your time for this lol
@@cruncheezZzZz mobile people
i dont know how but you've managed to capture the feeling of mania into a small 20 minute album. great work!
I feel like I can relate to this album on a whole other level. Great work, loved this album
man this is so chill, just great to listen to. Feels so warm and nostalgic and soothing. Awesome work and bless the youtube algorithm for letting me find this
this channel is the music library i never knew i needed. yt recommended doing god's work in this godforsaken world
Very nice music.. very relaxing..
"Shell of my Former Self" is just a song from outer space, can't describe how good I feel listening to this, awesome work my friend!
The sample is called Diane by the trobadours.
@@somesvede Thank you so much!
@@OfskynjaGaldur No problem!
This is a good one. Maybe it'll make it big? Maybe not. I'll remember it, for as long as I can.
What an amazing album. This is pure art. Please keep up the fantastic work
Me encanta la sensación de recuerdos compartidos, escuchar todo esto me hace recordar experiencias pasadas que no son más que el delirio del presente. Creo firmemente en la conexión entre personas afines sin la necesidad de intercambiar palabra, esto es un bello ejemplo de ello, gracias por tan bello trabajo y por brindarme calida compañia. Pd: comentario impopular, Dios te bendiga, simplemente por ser quien eres hermano ❤
I swear I feel like I've been in that painting before, not the music but the painting. Somewhere, in some other time, in another life. Am I the only one who gets this feeling of nostalgia?
11:07 this song is called Diane by the trobadours 1927.
A little gem of an album
i love everything about this channel
This is beautiful
Fantastic.
Abysmal sensation become one of my favorite music.. So calm, so beautiful..
I recognizing with the strings of my heart from Judy Garland live at Carnegie Hall
Amazing music
It opens up new feelings
What a great channel! 😁🤝
This is beautiful. Thank you
I miss you grandma. You would have loved this album. I bet you could tell me what songs are used. You probably knew them all.
You're my new fav artist bro this album is awesome!
Blown away by
If Anyone’s willing to answer, What’s yall thought process to the world around you, what triggers unpleasant emotions and what soothes them. Why do you think your like this. And why do you believe the things you do. (I’m just curious because it saddens me to see a lot of people deal with mental issue.) I hope I make sense but if not I can further elaborate if asked too
I actually do not believe in anything I do. I just do what I feel like I'm supposed to do but, really, us humans have absolutely no idea what we're supposed to do here, who we truly are or who/what put us here. so why not just do what you feel like is right doing? there's really no point since we're all gonna die anyway. so why not actually do something good with ourselves? make ourselves and other people comfortable in this planet and enjoy our stay, until the very end. what do you think?
I have always been afraid of a loss of control in my life. Dealing with issues and feeling like there’s not a thing I could do about it brings a sense of dread and a sickening feeling that I hate. I’m happy to say that I am really lucky to have people in my life that I can talk to because without them I don’t know how I could deal with it on my own. If anyone else has a similar experience or a completely different one I’d be happy to hear it
I absolutely love this question. Seems to come from a likemanded soul
I turned 30 in 2019.
as I am now turning 35 later this year.
since that time ; I began a journey towards emotional and cognitive freedom.
I have only just begun to scratch the surface.
but I think I’m getting somewhere.
I truly believe that.
The thing is ; everyone’s life is different. What we like. What we truly want. It varies.
But I believe in the movement towards emotional and cognitive freedom.
Imagine living your life , feeling free.
Idk.
I really am wishing you the best in this moment.
Hats off to you.
Tip of the cap.
Ⓜ️
I can't believe I found out your music just now. this feels so nostalgic. I love it. keep it up with the great work man!
So beautiful
Hey man, lovely stuff
That's a good song to listen.
Yeah what in the world? Your music is so good. I can’t even understand how it’s so rich. You’re just throwing this type of shit down right now??? Wow..
I offer anyone who finds comfort in this ball room music to listen to Suite of American Dances (Bennett)
It do feel like Everywhere At The End Of Time. But it's just be extrapolation as this is an aspiration. IT doesn't treat with the topic of demantia! Just someone losing sanity, thinking of itself as the only one to exist. Maybe due to the decay of the brain? Who know Where did all the years go for this person? Forgotten. That'S what happened. Forgotten! Few memories embellished into what we loved. This abysmal sensation of unreality.
And as this untrue discussion continue with all those unreal persons, it simply echoes in a mental chamber until all sounds break out of it... and you realize how old have you become. Dependant of the one paid to take care of you. Not a real person you once was. But a shell of your former self.
Also what represent the album cover?
What represent the cover?
I’m not sure I understand what you’re asking?
@@The_Nightworker What is the meaning of this album's image?
@luc-andrehoude3729 I like to think of it as someone going into the light, nearing the end of the road like a metaphor for the end of their life.
Oh, a fitting end for a life I see.@@The_Nightworker
Is this lofi jazz? Feels so comfy to listen in a nigth drive
It's swing music, but sampled
nice nice
That's really cool! Which Daw have you used to make this music?
Ableton Live, the free version will do just fine if you want to try and create like I do.
Me gusta vivir en mi cabeza una época que jamás conocí 🤍
Something about it.. I can't pinpoint exactly what...
It would've been super nice if this was on spotify...
Distributors = money
Can someone tell me more about this project? This channel is amazing.
Lo necesito en Spotify
hey. it gets better
maybe
I don’t know if you’ll see this, but I’m working on a book that I want to feel like this, so if you’d like me to send you another comment as I work more and more through it, let me know!
In a way, we are all alone from each other, you look at someone and you don’t know what’s in their head, but a similar number of things could be thought without similar emotions, but us here listening to this feel the same. Maybe together we can help each other
I love this and I'd love to hear about your book as you progress!
You are a fucking artist my guy.
This should be called "Requiem for the Joker" 😂
Echoes in a Mental Chamber is Zing Went the Strings of My Heart, no?
sometimes when i take LSD i feel like this
Well, I was going to write a small comment about this, however I have forgotten what I was just going to say.
I really love the art on your albums! Is it AI created or is there a human artist?
I need the artwork from all of these hung up in my home. Can I buy them from you somewhere?
Bartledoo
Great stuff, where does the album artwork come from?
many music you uploaded sounds like that of V/VM.
Are these original music?? They’re so good I need to know😭😭😭
Ah from the days of art deco murials and art planted palm trees and the subdued lighting and Tiffany lighted lanterns and glitter ball
Is this from the same composer as "Everywhere at the end of time"? Asking not just because of the music style, but also some of the track titles.
No, unfortunately I am not Leyland Kirby and I try to avoid all of his sampled work and aim for original pieces.
@@The_Nightworker I see, I didn't realize you made this yourself. It's really good, genuinely sounds like music of a century ago.
Out of curiosity, was this recorded by an ensemble, or did you make this all in some kind of software? It doesn't sound 'synthesized'.
@@paddotkI'm pretty sure it's just an echo filter over some old songs lol
@The_Nightworker the first song is called Bye Bye Blues, my grandpa used to sing and play it on guitar. I never learned the name of the artist though.
@wirehangers It’s such a beautiful song isn’t it?
1:44
What are the original songs? I want to put them on my playlist of historical songs
the first song is called Bye Bye Blues, don't know who wrote it.
This
Sharing this music with my girlfriend describing the artistic expression(at least my take) is time I never want to lose.
Theesee eess neextt leeveell shee😿🤣☮️🐸💗☠️👻💀👽
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painting?
Groovy! Is this AI?
The album cover is but the music is man made 🫡
a troubled mind in 1.25x speed!
Who knows who's the author of painting?
Smoke fent
You need that sweet and warm feeling, come on just a tiny bit of fent, it’s technically not relapsing if you do very very little amounts. Go ahead smoke some fent.
is this basically slowed down version of older songs like "haircuts for men" type stuff?
oh damn now I want hauntology barber beats. There's no way someone's doing that already, right?
is this original music?
What are the songs used in this album?
Im dying to know too, I like the first track and I want the original song
@@calebginsberg5224 bye bye blues
These aren't mine. To whom do they belong?
wl
Is this AI?
The music and cover art are amazing
Sounds like The Caretaker 🙂
🇦🇶🇦🇩🇦🇷🥜🙌🏼🙌🏼
Who are you?
That guy pal
E days of striped blazers cravats white trousers and black and white brogues and boater and a ninety nine ice cream at the soda fountain
What a jaunty way to see nothing.
So your basically biting The Caretakers work. bravo on originality.
Nowhere does this say anything about the Caretaker. I don’t claim to be the Caretaker, I just like old music and creepy stuff. Don’t be so mad that you didn’t do it first. 🤷♂️
No! It goes without saying anything, and it's obvious you know what I'm talking about. 2 I make original content and have sold many copies of my work on Bandcamp because what I make is real and comes from a place of actual pain and misery brought through the vehicle of my hard work. Nothing being done here is hard or even work or a creative process. Did you play any of this instrumentation I hear, or did you just take a vinyl sound plugin and run some old hat music from the 20s through it and hope to god nobody like me was going to call you out on this. Please just tell me you made the artwork yourself and that I will respect, or is it A, I, BS.?@@The_Nightworker
You call yourself the nightworker are you kidding me>? @@The_Nightworker
I make original content, not biting someone else and poorly for that matter.@@The_Nightworker
You mad bro?