😨 How in the world did this song get mixed into my worship music playlist…. literally Aramaic pray/music playlist.. I like how you turned your honesty into a dark song though. Its like a cursed Taylor Swift song.
The funny thing is you look like an adorable middle class couple who, we would think, would only like this because they felt glad of that they were well removed from such appalling trailer trash.
@@Umbrey_Dunctum Well if what you mean by trailer trash is foul mannered and uncivilized behavior then yes, I am far removed. But my husband and I lived in a trailer home for quite awhile when I was going through school and when he was saving his money while working as a carpenter. We are both blessed now, but we are very modest and frugal despite the success of his own construction company. We saved our money together for many years while living in a trailer and I can say I had no problem with it then, and if my husband chose to move our family into a trailer again, I would support him and follow his lead. I’ve never cared to be flashy. We live in a nice house now but its only because my husband built it and wanted to make his family happy with a nicer home. We struggle just like everyone else does but we both put our faith in the Lord as best we can.
What's super insane is not just her amazing songrwiting, but all the countless women who are breaking down, agreeing, sympathizing, relating and reliving something quite similar upon hearing this for the first time. Absolutely haunting & beautiful in its honesty.
Ethel Cain captures feelings I didn’t know could be put into words. I don’t think there’s a person on this planet that inspires my own art as much as she does
weirdly comforting. Those type of songs that bleed the raw honest, ugly ugly truth. It's fucked, the images and events that she talks about in the song, but it's also shit that actually happens that lives inside you forever and just rots and ferments away. Makes me feel a mixture of calmness and bitterness.
The problem is those things that rot and ferment.....once you get full of them, after one after the other after the next, what happens? Do you end up alone? Or do you find someone who really loves you and then you end up taking it all out on that person, until they leave? I mean.....is it a pointless endeavor,?
It's all fiction etha cain is an alter character she created to write songs...like a screen play ...it's very creative infectious writing..that I'm sure is drawn from her true life experience of being a teenage Girl lost hurt and confused growing up in South Town USA
She is so unhinged in this song, it is raw, real, cathartic, spellbinding, freeing, hypnotic, trance-inducing, cynical, melancholic, and beautiful. Oh Ethel, how I love you.
i relapsed like an hour ago and just saw this on my recommended and now im sitting here in tears shakily breathing with a straight face. ethel cain does things to me. ugh edit: five months later im four months clean which is the longest ive been since i started. thx sm for the nice ppl who commented, i can rlly say im doing better for the first time since i was a kid. ive gotten to the point where now when i get urges, i braid my hair till it fades away to something managable. i think i can live longer than i expected, i hope ur all doing well :) ily
I’ve been wondering for the past forty years how pain and misery suffered by the innocent can be described as beauty….but it is. The ones who inflict are the shits …
I love this song. Not only is Ethel Cain and amazing story teller, I can relate to the things she says and feel her pain along with my own. Abusive relationships are terrible, and it takes a lot of strength and courage to get out of them. I understand her anger and pain by this, I too had to leave an abusive guy. This song makes me feel like I'm not alone, and I love it with a burning passion. She makes amazing music. This and Inbred are my favorite by her.
I've never related more to an artist. I've been through serious shit all my life. I feel like an alien most times. Most don't understand what it's like. Nor will they ever. When life has been beating you repeatedly since birth.
This chic is... omg. I love her. This song is a mindfuck. This is what an angel sounds like...when you break its halo over the edge of a barstool, cut it's pretty face then tear its wings off and throw it away. This song will fuckin haunt me until I cant sleep. I'll drink a little high proof, maybe get high and think about again to repeat the cycle. This song kills. The most beautiful composition and vocals I ever heard to lift me up, only to really understand / read the lyrics and free fall back down to become one with concrete.
I sent this to my friend, she texted me saying she was crying listening to it because it just described her entire relationship. I said I know. Thats why i sent it. Just be aware, in the end of her story, he kills her." He wont leave her alone. She fled Texas to Florida. He still fucks with her phones, her laptops, any electronics, hes in her bank accounts, credit accounts, wrecked her credit score. And i wont even get into what hes done to me for just being her friend. Hes got a special hatred for me thats ruined my entire life. And he still wont stop. And hes untouchable. Nobody knows how to help. Every day is a struggle.
I just discovered this artist, I've heard if her name never knowing what it was, but GODDAMNNN her songs are so fucking beautiful what a work of art..😖
I haven’t been in this type of abusive relationship in years, I’m happily married with two little boys, but every time I hear this song my bones swell up with anger and I’m so glad someone said the words I’ve always never been able to say.
“ god loves you but not enough to save you” happy pride month to anyone who was told by their family that they love you but hate your sins 🥹 you are seen
First time listening to this since a guy sweet talked me into giving myself to him and then threw me away like I'm nothing. God, I love you Hayden. I needed you tonight 💔
i listen to this whenever i'm reminded of my ex who SA'd me. even though she was a girl, with the way she acted, she was on the same level as a man's action.
If yall wanna experience what I experience and make this song hurt 200000 times more, this song was described as ethel as “a love song for selby wall” which references the life of serial killer Aileen Wuornos and her girlfriend Tyria Moore, who was replaced by a fictitious character named Selby Wall in the film ‘monster’(2003) Highly recommended watching that movie. Trigger warning tho. Heavy on the trigger warning. Especially if you’re queer and mentally ill
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😨 How in the world did this song get mixed into my worship music playlist…. literally Aramaic pray/music playlist.. I like how you turned your honesty into a dark song though. Its like a cursed Taylor Swift song.
Lol you must have been surprised at first, that's pretty funny
I stumbled here as well 😂
The funny thing is you look like an adorable middle class couple who, we would think, would only like this because they felt glad of that they were well removed from such appalling trailer trash.
@@Umbrey_Dunctum I'm saving all my food stamps to burn down the trailer park as we speak
@@Umbrey_Dunctum Well if what you mean by trailer trash is foul mannered and uncivilized behavior then yes, I am far removed. But my husband and I lived in a trailer home for quite awhile when I was going through school and when he was saving his money while working as a carpenter. We are both blessed now, but we are very modest and frugal despite the success of his own construction company. We saved our money together for many years while living in a trailer and I can say I had no problem with it then, and if my husband chose to move our family into a trailer again, I would support him and follow his lead. I’ve never cared to be flashy. We live in a nice house now but its only because my husband built it and wanted to make his family happy with a nicer home. We struggle just like everyone else does but we both put our faith in the Lord as best we can.
@@doodoodoodle I like it though, very creative and I can relate to some of the lyrics lol
What's super insane is not just her amazing songrwiting, but all the countless women who are breaking down, agreeing, sympathizing, relating and reliving something quite similar upon hearing this for the first time. Absolutely haunting & beautiful in its honesty.
The raw internal rage and pain of women in abusive relationships romanticizing an escape. Amazing.
@@Haydentrudyjones What about when his momma don't give a f*** about you and even SUPPORTS her son. LOL. Get real.
@@ElysiumKeeper lol that’s unfortunately usually the case
sanest ethel cain song
LMAOOOOO
Ong
This is like preacher’s daughter if Ethel was the one that won. It’s like if Ethel went down a different “road” and ended up fighting back.
I think she did fight against Isaiah in ptolemea and that’s why he killed her but that’s just my theory
@@pascalmanla5997 ☹️
@@pascalmanla5997 obviously she did. the betrayal and the drug psychosis???
no, we’ll probably gotten this song if she “survived”
Nah. This is song is reference to a person.
Ethel Cain captures feelings I didn’t know could be put into words. I don’t think there’s a person on this planet that inspires my own art as much as she does
I REALLY badly deeply and desperately need this in a female heavy metal version. I need it SCREAMED! I want vulnerable and vengeful.
You're gonna love lingua ignota then! Her themes are really similar to ethel cain, but she's more aggressive in her singing style
@@morgoth_bauglir YESYESYES. her other project... how can i keep from singing is such a haunting song
weirdly comforting. Those type of songs that bleed the raw honest, ugly ugly truth. It's fucked, the images and events that she talks about in the song, but it's also shit that actually happens that lives inside you forever and just rots and ferments away.
Makes me feel a mixture of calmness and bitterness.
Здорово подобрал слова! (Rus) поэт, автор песен, художник - JoysticK. 2023. Украинские беженцы, Германия.
The problem is those things that rot and ferment.....once you get full of them, after one after the other after the next, what happens? Do you end up alone? Or do you find someone who really loves you and then you end up taking it all out on that person, until they leave? I mean.....is it a pointless endeavor,?
ptomelea
@@guhh313 bless you. Tissue?
@@ghostrider2664please lord god tell me youve heard of ptolemaea by ethel cain
how it feels turning nineteen
that part 😭😭😭
true
A- fucking-men
oh for sure this song meant a lot to me once i turned 19/right before
i'm just about there & i can feel it building
this song should’ve been in the barbie movie
lmao
feral barbie representation
girl i-
you're so correct
girlhood🎀
Ethel Cain is an amazing storyteller.
Ur not
It's all fiction etha cain is an alter character she created to write songs...like a screen play ...it's very creative infectious writing..that I'm sure is drawn from her true life experience of being a teenage Girl lost hurt and confused growing up in South Town USA
She is so unhinged in this song, it is raw, real, cathartic, spellbinding, freeing, hypnotic, trance-inducing, cynical, melancholic, and beautiful.
Oh Ethel, how I love you.
predicted salt burn
I giggled.
INSANE
the most cathartic, weirdly comforting song ever
It’s comforting cus she got her happiness in the end
i relapsed like an hour ago and just saw this on my recommended and now im sitting here in tears shakily breathing with a straight face. ethel cain does things to me. ugh
edit: five months later im four months clean which is the longest ive been since i started. thx sm for the nice ppl who commented, i can rlly say im doing better for the first time since i was a kid. ive gotten to the point where now when i get urges, i braid my hair till it fades away to something managable. i think i can live longer than i expected, i hope ur all doing well :) ily
Wishing nothing but the best for you ❤
Be strong Blair 💙
@@nayaabshah1155 thank you🤍
@@fifia9245 thank you🤍
i feel you love. i hope your in better time now ❤️
As a chaotic morbid bisexual girl, this song is for me, I claim it.
Real
Maybe I am morbid but the beauty of these brought me to tears working in a warehouse with a bunch of dudes working around me.
I’ve been wondering for the past forty years how pain and misery suffered by the innocent can be described as beauty….but it is. The ones who inflict are the shits …
You're not alone, brother
same man
felt
you’re so real for that matt
this song hits harder when you've gone through anything like what she describes
I don’t have an original thought in my head. Love this song word for word.
Everything she’s ever written I wish I wrote 😂
I love this song. Not only is Ethel Cain and amazing story teller, I can relate to the things she says and feel her pain along with my own. Abusive relationships are terrible, and it takes a lot of strength and courage to get out of them. I understand her anger and pain by this, I too had to leave an abusive guy. This song makes me feel like I'm not alone, and I love it with a burning passion. She makes amazing music. This and Inbred are my favorite by her.
Same...and Hard Times & God's Country
She's not singing she's crying her ass out so beautifully
1:29
i'm aware ethel cain's songs tend to be morbid (i love that) but JESUS CHRIST THAT LINE
Ikkk I was like 😦😦
the comments all like 'this is so disturbing' and it is but it's also so sweet and hopeful because she gets out
I've never related more to an artist. I've been through serious shit all my life. I feel like an alien most times. Most don't understand what it's like. Nor will they ever. When life has been beating you repeatedly since birth.
with each lyric my mouth fell even more open😨
man i love ethel cain
This is so profane and disturbing and I love it
This chic is... omg. I love her. This song is a mindfuck. This is what an angel sounds like...when you break its halo over the edge of a barstool, cut it's pretty face then tear its wings off and throw it away. This song will fuckin haunt me until I cant sleep. I'll drink a little high proof, maybe get high and think about again to repeat the cycle. This song kills. The most beautiful composition and vocals I ever heard to lift me up, only to really understand / read the lyrics and free fall back down to become one with concrete.
Im living through this comment
ohh know i know what im feeling thank you
She has a tone like honey and such amazing phrasing.
Thank you
oh my gosh.. pls start writing books.. cos WOW that was spot on..
I sent this to my friend, she texted me saying she was crying listening to it because it just described her entire relationship. I said I know. Thats why i sent it. Just be aware, in the end of her story, he kills her."
He wont leave her alone. She fled Texas to Florida. He still fucks with her phones, her laptops, any electronics, hes in her bank accounts, credit accounts, wrecked her credit score. And i wont even get into what hes done to me for just being her friend. Hes got a special hatred for me thats ruined my entire life. And he still wont stop. And hes untouchable. Nobody knows how to help.
Every day is a struggle.
I hope it will get better for you and her. That he will stop tormenting you both
I wish you the best
It's been a year since this comment, but i hope she's doing better
i felt every word in my soul.. she has a way of making me feel sooo eard
Feels like an inverse of No Children by The Mountain Goats. Love it as much as I love that song.
this song is so comforting i love screaming it at the top of my lungs on texas highways :)
THE FACT SHE REMOVED THIS FROM HER SOUNDCLOUD I- 😭😭 well at least it’s on TH-cam thank you for saving me lmao 🙏🏾
this song came to me at the right time. love it
My favorite song from mother♥️😌
such a good ass song! u should check out greer he was my baby that ones sick
Love a happy ending.
I just discovered this artist, I've heard if her name never knowing what it was, but GODDAMNNN her songs are so fucking beautiful what a work of art..😖
Check out more of her unreleased music it’s so good also her feature in Ashnikko’s song “Dying Star”
This song makes me cry and gasp at the same time
Ethel Cain will be my savior forever
I FORGOT THIS SONG EXISTED!! thank u youtube for recommending this again
This is why I love Ethel
love the background picture love the font
i need this to be in one of the ec trilogy albums or b-sides 😩
it was on golden age as a bonus track! not gonna be released again unfortunately
This is insane I love it
I haven’t been in this type of abusive relationship in years, I’m happily married with two little boys, but every time I hear this song my bones swell up with anger and I’m so glad someone said the words I’ve always never been able to say.
“ god loves you but not enough to save you” happy pride month to anyone who was told by their family that they love you but hate your sins 🥹 you are seen
Funny how I stumbled uppon this song and Casings during my psychiatric ward trip.
im like shes too perfect
ikr
Is this a complement
@@liliths2822 obviously
Such a good song
She’s an Aries so she understands the feminine rage we all connect with
& a scorpio rising ❤️
Facts
funny cause she doesn’t believe in astrology
Am a Aries n I Dont ha e Feminine Rage.... OK maybe a little if I don't get my own way.
nah
Damn these lyrics are sick.
Plot twist: Selby Wall is the name of Aileen Wuornos’ girlfriend in the movie Monster
one of the best movies ever
I knew I recognized her name from that movie!! So glad for this comment
Yas thanks for dropping the lore
This is what it sounds like, when angels cry...
...of anger.
Dear god...brilliant.
Good freaking song
Freaking good song, yes. Where did you learn English.
@@bodomex you’re so funny
I need this on spotify, it’s so sad that it’s unreleased 💔
this broke my heart 🥺
This needs to be released
finally someone gets it 😤
I'm just here because this sounds good and calm:v
I barely notice the lyrics while doing other stuff
these lyrics really hit me hard omg (coming from a gay man who’s been with bi guys in the closet)
6:02 why is this part super relaxing 😭😭😭
not me laughing from this whole song but actually she's beating this up, ethel is such a genius.
Kurt Cobain would have liked this song. Just kind of a gut feeling
lads be good to your partners
other than that this is a great song
Yes Loki
This song is amazing
the things we (women) do for love
Or to feel loved 💔
Jeez, this is heavy.
damn this is dark, but I dig this shit!
totally love dark vibes 2! You should check out Greer's music his shit's dark 2! try best lay in town
This so fire Sis 🔥 🔥🔥❤
This song is so 🤗🔥
I’m back to say it again.
she’s insane for this
lmao refreshing lyrics
Litterally has the same cords as growing pains omg
First time listening to this since a guy sweet talked me into giving myself to him and then threw me away like I'm nothing.
God, I love you Hayden. I needed you tonight 💔
wow what a song.
untouchable.
i love her i love her i love her
Holy shit that ruined me. So sad so beautiful so scary.
I still LOVE this f*cking masterpiece ❤🩹
I'm staying on Ethel's good side 🤯
everything is a good side if you're looking enough
Who else sees a skull getting it's brains blown out in that blood stain? Or did I just fail that Rorschach test miserably?
What else is it supposed to be?
@@susufray3601don’t be snippy.
I just noticed that today
@@ReubenWalton she wasn't being snippy, she was asking a question
Bloody hell, she doesn't mince her words!
being a teenage girl and able to relate to this song is so beautiful.
i listen to this whenever i'm reminded of my ex who SA'd me. even though she was a girl, with the way she acted, she was on the same level as a man's action.
Kudos for spilling mamma
What should "a mans action" mean? A woman can also be as rough as a man.
Happy Pride, everybody!
late but, happy pride!
Come to brazil and sing this song specifically
this is actually so me.. (I'm a teen boy)
FUCKING. BAWLING, DAMMIT.
This song is scary as fuck. I really like jt
To say the least scary lyrics but the voice is intoxicating!
we need more music like this
Right? Truly something else
She ate
Gorgeous
If yall wanna experience what I experience and make this song hurt 200000 times more, this song was described as ethel as “a love song for selby wall” which references the life of serial killer Aileen Wuornos and her girlfriend Tyria Moore, who was replaced by a fictitious character named Selby Wall in the film ‘monster’(2003)
Highly recommended watching that movie. Trigger warning tho. Heavy on the trigger warning.
Especially if you’re queer and mentally ill
I just love you
@@junlucas69 back at youuu🫶
obsessed . love ya
Ethel Cain, cozy st jean and Nicole Dollanganger are all comfort artists
What do you call this genre?
@@TheNineteenKingmorute/southern gothic I believe
i listen to this every time i had my period
But I’m a Cheerleader (evil version)
Man I feel this so heavy about this man I fell for
I find this personally relatable. Fucking obsessed.
Agreed
Amazing and brutal
i’m crying again