Last week we found out our precious and loved baby died in my womb at twelve weeks and it is still inside of me, my body didn’t realise it yet and I still have all the pregnancy symptoms. I am sitting here crying but I know they are with Jesus and he holds them in his good and loving arms. ❤ Jesus‘ plan is always always good and I will trust him.
I ache for your loss and heartbreak. We too have lost our third baby at 7 weeks in the past week and had to trust in God's goodness and wisdom. At church one of the elders reminded us this verse: Psalms 23:6 " Only goodness and faithful love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord as long as I live." Even if life isn't what we expect, having His presence is the best. He has promised us hope and purpose in all His plans, even if we don't understand it yet. Hope you are encouraged by this! 🤗🙏
Thank you for this song. My unborn baby girl is gone. Your lyrics touch me so much. Now I think I've cried a million tears For all the laughter we will never hear We lost you in the silence Before you had a chance to cry You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always And I would give anything To hold you in my arms But while you're away from me I'll hold you in my heart You're forever in my heart You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always, always Always
I have miscarried 4 times and had one stillborn at 22 weeks. JJ, you have a heart that understands, even if you haven’t experienced this yourself. A beautiful song. I also have 11 living children ranging in age from 42-17, and 16 grandchildren....thank you for sharing your beautiful music and insights about life!
7 miscarriages, 1 stillborn, 1 toddler childloss, I have 9 living children at the moment, ppl don't understand the broken heart mothers of loss have. Always
Thank you for this one. Today my boy should have been 15. This has hit me so hard but has brought me great comfort. Thank you for sharing your heart and talent. ❤
This song touched me so much. My Mom passed away last year. Our roles changed in the end. The last word she said to me was "always" because she was too weak to reply "I love you more". I would say. Love you Mom...She would say, I love you more...I would say I love YOU more and so on...than she looked me in the eyes and said "Always". I have this word framed in my home. I miss her and love her ALWAYS and she wanted me to know she loves me too "Always".
I and my Mom do the same too. I also lost her last 2020, she was 60 yrs old and I was 26th. We were soo close and I even miss hugging her and telling her I love her, every day. Losing a Mom is too painful especially if you two are very close but she was suffering too much from her illness. I miss her everyday and even today, even it has been 1 yr, I still cry and talk to her in picture saying the words that I cannot say to her anymore. I love her always, to infinity and beyond.
Thank you for this song back in June 2019 I lost my secind child due to miscarriage but three months later I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive now in holding my newborn and her. Older sibling is loving it god is amazing dont lose hope
My grandmother lost her twins slowly over 18 weeks. Little bits at a time. And by the time she was 6 weeks into losing them just prayed every day they'd be gone at last because she feared what she would be left with. I lost my first, and lost my 4th pregnancies. My 4th we didn't find out we lots until I should have been about 4 months on but I'd known from very very early. That pregnancy just felt wrong. And because it was the start of the pandemic I was told to just ride it out. So I had a week of positive tests with bleeding. Then no bleeding and positives for 2 weeks. Then then a single negative and weeks with no tests left and being unable to get more, the Dr's not willing to check anything at all, followed with a feint positive (I was told to keep testing to be sure), then stronger. When they eventually took me for a scan I was 4 weeks with my 5th pregnancy, they could still even see which ovary he came from. Was by far my hardest pregnancy to carry because we were confused and afraid, had no time to grieve and had no support. We also had my older 2, who were still toddlers/babies (9 months and just gone 2), their dad worked at a hospital so had to move out... Brutal. I hemmoraged with my oldest 2 and they came very quickly as well, pregnancy gives me HG every time, my blood pressure drops to dangerous (Every appointment they'd send me up to the hospital who'd just send me home...). My children are now 5, 3.5 and just turned 2. I have exactly 19 months between each of them. They're relatively healthy. All 3 have ASD, 3 is the same size and weight as 2 and nobody knows why she struggles to grow but she's otherwise thriving. But I still grieve for my lost ones. And it hurts so much when my oldest says I should have another because he says it feels like we're missing a baby. I also then feel guilty for mourning them and wishing I hadn't lost them, because then my oldest and youngest would never have been here. It's a horribly common pain. And yet either people won't let you talk about it or tell you to let it go because you "Didn't really loose anyone".
This song makes me ugly cry every time I listen to it. I had a blighted ovum miscarriage back in April, and I still feel so sad and alone. I miss my baby so much.
Amazingly done. Perfectly captures all of the feelings that you feel when you lose a child. I gave birth to my beautiful daughter at the end of May. Just 3.5 weeks before my due date. Unfortunately she was born sleeping 😪....... hardest thing I've EVER experienced. Doctors still don't know why or what caused it. Just have to have faith that our Lord's plan is perfect....... even if we don't understand it.
ever since I heard the song "I Believe in you" I was immediately touched and heard it thousands of times.and then I immediately opened another song and heard all JJ Heller songs. really touching my heart
Blessings JJ! Love this song! I was praying and thinking of my sister-in-law and brother. They lost their daughter a few years ago and I was shopping around for flowers to send her for Mother’s Day weekend. I thought, maybe JJ would load a beautiful song about losing a daughter. Then, here it is! 😢🙏 Amazing song! Thank you so much!!! 🥰🥰🥰
I had a feeling this re-upload was coming when I saw the “alway” on the first upload (tech issues happen to all of us!). But to echo what I commented on the previous upload, thank you so much, JJ (and Dave!) for sharing your hearts, your spirits, and your tweets with us, glorifying Him.
You are the answer to the prayers I prayed And the hope in childhood games I played Pushing baby dolls in strollers And dreaming of who you would be You are the news I celebrated That little blue line exclamation Got me dancing in my bare feet And I couldn't help but sing You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always You are the reason I was holding on Somehow I knew you were already gone So many questions without answers 'Cause only God knows why Now I think I've cried a million tears For all the laughter we will never hear We lost you in the silence Before you had a chance to cry You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always And I would give anything To hold you in my arms But while you're away from me I'll hold you in my heart You're forever in my heart You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always Always Always
Thank you for uploading this song. God's timing is perfect. 2 weeks ago from today, I gave birth to an angel baby. This is such a beautiful song and perfectly captures the feelings I have for my angel baby Francis.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I totally understand how you feel. I have to believe that we will once again be able to have our babies again. Otherwise it's to painful to comprehend and i can't ever feel like my heart will heal 💔
So sorry to hear. My heart breaks with you. They are so precious & they miss you. You are a strong mommy to carry & love your little one. Sending love & prayers.
El 6 de abril falleció mi bebé Aram Mateo con solo 11 días de nacido... Estás bellas palabras las sentí muy dentro de mi corazón. ¡Gracias por tan bella canción! ❤️
ALWAYS By JJ Heller, David Heller, Andy Gullahorn and Ben Shive You are the answer to prayers I prayed And the hope in childhood games I played Pushing baby dolls in strollers And dreaming of who you would be You are the news I celebrated That little blue line exclamation Got me dancing in my bare feet And I couldn’t help but sing You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always You are the reason I was holding on Somehow I knew you were already gone So many questions without answers ‘Cause only God knows why Now I think I’ve cried a million tears For all the laughter we will never hear We lost you in the silence Before you had a chance to cry And I would give anything To hold you in my arms But while you’re away from me I’ll hold you in my heart You’re forever in my heart
July 10th, 2023 I found out that my little brother, Timothy, had miscarried in my mothers womb at 14 weeks. JJ Heller, thank you. This song has me crying, but so so true! God Bless..
I lost my baby who never came 💔😭 7 cycles of fertility treatments with no success. My dream baby is what I call her. So much sorrow. I was waiting for her and she never came. 😔
Four miscarriages in the last years after trying to conceive for 10 years - it's like tasting the best thing ever and taken away. Besides being always in my heart, my babies are always in my head. Try to put the thoughts at the back of my mind and move on with my life but those thoughts are here all the time. It's too much to see what it would be like in my friends' families. One of the reasons I prefer a kind of unbreakable heart: less suffering.
So sad that this topic generates such emotive cries. I do HOPE that you are NOT writing from personal experience. Ist of May 5th month already how time flies 💋
Inessa Irdayanty Khairil Anwar I looked more into it and seems like they have not lost any children. I misunderstood something I read. That’s why she waited so long to write a song about miscarriage. She didn’t feel like it was her place because it was not her experience but many people were asking her to write it.
You are the answer to the prayers I prayed And the hope in childhood games I played Pushing baby dolls in strollers And dreaming of who you would be You are the news I celebrated That little blue line exclamation Got me dancing in my bare feet And I couldn't help but sing You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always You are the reason I was holding on Somehow I knew you were already gone So many questions without answers 'Cause only God knows why Now I think I've cried a million tears For all the laughter we will never hear We lost you in the silence Before you had a chance to cry You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always And I would give anything To hold you in my arms But while you're away from me I'll hold you in my heart You're forever in my heart You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother You will always be my baby You will always have my love I will always, always be your mother Always Always Always
Last week we found out our precious and loved baby died in my womb at twelve weeks and it is still inside of me, my body didn’t realise it yet and I still have all the pregnancy symptoms. I am sitting here crying but I know they are with Jesus and he holds them in his good and loving arms. ❤ Jesus‘ plan is always always good and I will trust him.
I ache for your loss and heartbreak. We too have lost our third baby at 7 weeks in the past week and had to trust in God's goodness and wisdom. At church one of the elders reminded us this verse: Psalms 23:6 " Only goodness and faithful love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord as long as I live." Even if life isn't what we expect, having His presence is the best. He has promised us hope and purpose in all His plans, even if we don't understand it yet. Hope you are encouraged by this! 🤗🙏
Such a beautiful song. This song helped bring words to the fealings my wife and I are going through.
Thank you for this song. My unborn baby girl is gone. Your lyrics touch me so much.
Now I think I've cried a million tears
For all the laughter we will never hear
We lost you in the silence
Before you had a chance to cry
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
And I would give anything
To hold you in my arms
But while you're away from me
I'll hold you in my heart
You're forever in my heart
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always, always
Always
My heart goes out to you. You are so loved & your little girl is waiting to see you again in heaven. God bless. Sending love & prayers.
I have miscarried 4 times and had one stillborn at 22 weeks. JJ, you have a heart that understands, even if you haven’t experienced this yourself. A beautiful song. I also have 11 living children ranging in age from 42-17, and 16 grandchildren....thank you for sharing your beautiful music and insights about life!
7 miscarriages, 1 stillborn, 1 toddler childloss, I have 9 living children at the moment, ppl don't understand the broken heart mothers of loss have. Always
My heart goes out to you, you are amazing and so strong. Your babies loves you. Thanks for sharing.
We had to give you to God way too early. Never knew you but I miss you. Couldn’t hold you or kiss you but I love you.
Thank you for this one. Today my boy should have been 15. This has hit me so hard but has brought me great comfort. Thank you for sharing your heart and talent. ❤
This song ♥️
This song touched me so much. My Mom passed away last year. Our roles changed in the end. The last word she said to me was "always" because she was too weak to reply "I love you more". I would say. Love you Mom...She would say, I love you more...I would say I love YOU more and so on...than she looked me in the eyes and said "Always". I have this word framed in my home. I miss her and love her ALWAYS and she wanted me to know she loves me too "Always".
Oh my. This is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. It brought me to tears.
I and my Mom do the same too. I also lost her last 2020, she was 60 yrs old and I was 26th. We were soo close and I even miss hugging her and telling her I love her, every day. Losing a Mom is too painful especially if you two are very close but she was suffering too much from her illness. I miss her everyday and even today, even it has been 1 yr, I still cry and talk to her in picture saying the words that I cannot say to her anymore. I love her always, to infinity and beyond.
Thank you for this song back in June 2019 I lost my secind child due to miscarriage but three months later I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive now in holding my newborn and her. Older sibling is loving it god is amazing dont lose hope
Just beautiful ❤️🙌
My grandmother lost her twins slowly over 18 weeks. Little bits at a time. And by the time she was 6 weeks into losing them just prayed every day they'd be gone at last because she feared what she would be left with.
I lost my first, and lost my 4th pregnancies. My 4th we didn't find out we lots until I should have been about 4 months on but I'd known from very very early. That pregnancy just felt wrong. And because it was the start of the pandemic I was told to just ride it out. So I had a week of positive tests with bleeding. Then no bleeding and positives for 2 weeks. Then then a single negative and weeks with no tests left and being unable to get more, the Dr's not willing to check anything at all, followed with a feint positive (I was told to keep testing to be sure), then stronger. When they eventually took me for a scan I was 4 weeks with my 5th pregnancy, they could still even see which ovary he came from. Was by far my hardest pregnancy to carry because we were confused and afraid, had no time to grieve and had no support. We also had my older 2, who were still toddlers/babies (9 months and just gone 2), their dad worked at a hospital so had to move out... Brutal. I hemmoraged with my oldest 2 and they came very quickly as well, pregnancy gives me HG every time, my blood pressure drops to dangerous (Every appointment they'd send me up to the hospital who'd just send me home...).
My children are now 5, 3.5 and just turned 2. I have exactly 19 months between each of them. They're relatively healthy. All 3 have ASD, 3 is the same size and weight as 2 and nobody knows why she struggles to grow but she's otherwise thriving. But I still grieve for my lost ones. And it hurts so much when my oldest says I should have another because he says it feels like we're missing a baby.
I also then feel guilty for mourning them and wishing I hadn't lost them, because then my oldest and youngest would never have been here.
It's a horribly common pain. And yet either people won't let you talk about it or tell you to let it go because you "Didn't really loose anyone".
This song makes me ugly cry every time I listen to it. I had a blighted ovum miscarriage back in April, and I still feel so sad and alone. I miss my baby so much.
I feel your pain! A cut so deep. You are wonderful mommy & your baby is so precious! Sending love & prayers. Sorry for your loss.
Amazingly done. Perfectly captures all of the feelings that you feel when you lose a child. I gave birth to my beautiful daughter at the end of May. Just 3.5 weeks before my due date. Unfortunately she was born sleeping 😪....... hardest thing I've EVER experienced. Doctors still don't know why or what caused it. Just have to have faith that our Lord's plan is perfect....... even if we don't understand it.
So sad, so sorry. You are a wonderful mom. Love& prayers.
Wonderful song God bless you and your family
I just lost my dog recently and I played this song for my mom because my dog hunter was her baby. I miss him so much
He recibido bendiciones personales por esta bella canción. Gracias por escribirla 💜
ever since I heard the song "I Believe in you" I was immediately touched and heard it thousands of times.and then I immediately opened another song and heard all JJ Heller songs. really touching my heart
Just lost my third baby and I needed to hear this.❤
I’m so sorry, God knew you needed this! He has perfect timing and He is aware of each of us ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry. ❤
I am sorry Ared. I hope you will feel alright.
So sorry, this is so hard. Sending love & prayers to you.
My baby brother died in 2018 so I really need this song and I was 10
Thank you JJ! God bless you always!
Blessings JJ! Love this song! I was praying and thinking of my sister-in-law and brother. They lost their daughter a few years ago and I was shopping around for flowers to send her for Mother’s Day weekend. I thought, maybe JJ would load a beautiful song about losing a daughter. Then, here it is! 😢🙏 Amazing song! Thank you so much!!! 🥰🥰🥰
I n*u b h GB nbbbbh
Beautiful.
so sweet. I sang this for my foster sister (in my heart) who went home after 2 years in my arms.
I had a feeling this re-upload was coming when I saw the “alway” on the first upload (tech issues happen to all of us!).
But to echo what I commented on the previous upload, thank you so much, JJ (and Dave!) for sharing your hearts, your spirits, and your tweets with us, glorifying Him.
Beautiful ❤️
Very moving… Touching and full of tears… 💛🙏🦋
You are the answer to the prayers I prayed
And the hope in childhood games I played
Pushing baby dolls in strollers
And dreaming of who you would be
You are the news I celebrated
That little blue line exclamation
Got me dancing in my bare feet
And I couldn't help but sing
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
You are the reason I was holding on
Somehow I knew you were already gone
So many questions without answers
'Cause only God knows why
Now I think I've cried a million tears
For all the laughter we will never hear
We lost you in the silence
Before you had a chance to cry
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
And I would give anything
To hold you in my arms
But while you're away from me
I'll hold you in my heart
You're forever in my heart
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
Always
Always
Thank you for uploading this song. God's timing is perfect. 2 weeks ago from today, I gave birth to an angel baby. This is such a beautiful song and perfectly captures the feelings I have for my angel baby Francis.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I totally understand how you feel. I have to believe that we will once again be able to have our babies again. Otherwise it's to painful to comprehend and i can't ever feel like my heart will heal 💔
I feel this.
I always enjoy listening to you.
The Feeling of and with this 😍😍😭😭😭❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you!!
This song hit me like a ton of bricks, my beautiful son was born asleep at 23 weeks and this song beautifully captured my emotions. He would be 3 ❤️
So sorry to hear. My heart breaks with you. They are so precious & they miss you. You are a strong mommy to carry & love your little one. Sending love & prayers.
So hard to sing this song without crying
It’s hard to even hear this song without crying
Beautiful 😍😊
El 6 de abril falleció mi bebé Aram Mateo con solo 11 días de nacido... Estás bellas palabras las sentí muy dentro de mi corazón. ¡Gracias por tan bella canción! ❤️
This is a beautiful song and message! Thank you JJ Heller! The holy spirit is truly working through you! Than you for being God's instrument!
ALWAYS
By JJ Heller, David Heller, Andy Gullahorn and Ben Shive
You are the answer to prayers I prayed
And the hope in childhood games I played
Pushing baby dolls in strollers
And dreaming of who you would be
You are the news I celebrated
That little blue line exclamation
Got me dancing in my bare feet
And I couldn’t help but sing
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
You are the reason I was holding on
Somehow I knew you were already gone
So many questions without answers
‘Cause only God knows why
Now I think I’ve cried a million tears
For all the laughter we will never hear
We lost you in the silence
Before you had a chance to cry
And I would give anything
To hold you in my arms
But while you’re away from me
I’ll hold you in my heart
You’re forever in my heart
This is soooo beautiful!! ♥️❣️♥️❣️
July 10th, 2023 I found out that my little brother, Timothy, had miscarried in my mothers womb at 14 weeks. JJ Heller, thank you. This song has me crying, but so so true! God Bless..
I lost my baby who never came 💔😭 7 cycles of fertility treatments with no success. My dream baby is what I call her. So much sorrow. I was waiting for her and she never came. 😔
So sorry & my heart goes out to you. Sending prayers & love.
Four miscarriages in the last years after trying to conceive for 10 years - it's like tasting the best thing ever and taken away. Besides being always in my heart, my babies are always in my head. Try to put the thoughts at the back of my mind and move on with my life but those thoughts are here all the time. It's too much to see what it would be like in my friends' families. One of the reasons I prefer a kind of unbreakable heart: less suffering.
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So sad that this topic generates such emotive cries. I do HOPE that you are NOT writing from personal experience. Ist of May 5th month already how time flies 💋
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What happened? They lost a child?
Two boys I think.
@@jwem343 oh no 😔😢☹️
Inessa Irdayanty Khairil Anwar I looked more into it and seems like they have not lost any children. I misunderstood something I read. That’s why she waited so long to write a song about miscarriage. She didn’t feel like it was her place because it was not her experience but many people were asking her to write it.
@@jwem343 i see. 🤍
You are the answer to the prayers I prayed
And the hope in childhood games I played
Pushing baby dolls in strollers
And dreaming of who you would be
You are the news I celebrated
That little blue line exclamation
Got me dancing in my bare feet
And I couldn't help but sing
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
You are the reason I was holding on
Somehow I knew you were already gone
So many questions without answers
'Cause only God knows why
Now I think I've cried a million tears
For all the laughter we will never hear
We lost you in the silence
Before you had a chance to cry
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
And I would give anything
To hold you in my arms
But while you're away from me
I'll hold you in my heart
You're forever in my heart
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
You will always be my baby
You will always have my love
I will always, always be your mother
Always
Always
Always
😢