I said I would change, I cannot change Talk of synchronicities, I can't explain I thought it was fine, maybe it’s pain Toxic insecurities, I can’t escape Now I’m writing out checks for mistakes I've made And I’m messaging you back way too late Do you wonder what pain keeps me awake I take all that I can take When there's combat inside Can we go inside? I’m drawn into something that I can’t describe The slightest of blame, cuts like knives Try to re-position where priorities lie I committed no crime under crimson skies And a radiant bath keeps me alive Emotional ends meet me again It's a Saturn return, I won’t survive
I said I would change, I cannot change
Talk of synchronicities, I can't explain
I thought it was fine, maybe it’s pain
Toxic insecurities, I can’t escape
Now I’m writing out checks for mistakes I've made
And I’m messaging you back way too late
Do you wonder what pain keeps me awake
I take all that I can take
When there's combat inside
Can we go inside?
I’m drawn into something that I can’t describe
The slightest of blame, cuts like knives
Try to re-position where priorities lie
I committed no crime under crimson skies
And a radiant bath keeps me alive
Emotional ends meet me again
It's a Saturn return, I won’t survive
Absolute heat 🙌🏻