I was in that stage of spiritual oppression for MONTHS this year and last year and I realised that I needed to make God so much bigger a part of my day, constantly listening to sermons, the bible being read aloud on audio and worship music have been amazing. cutting out any media that isn't christian, praying more, having fellowship and starting my day by thankibg God for specific things have all helped SO MUCH
Oh my goodness Kian, I can't even tell you how much I can relate to the sudden random depression out of nowhere. Right now it seems like there is a serious global attack on mental health in general but specifically also on Christians. I have been speaking to my friends in other countries and almost everyone seems to be going through some serious spiritual pushback. As soon as I decide to start stepping out in faith or living for God it gets so much worse. Everything can only last for a season though and God will not allow any trial to last forever :)
i have been depressed for quite a while, there doesn’t need to be a reason - unfortunately we’re in a fallen world of sin! suffering is a reminder of that broken relationship in this world, but God is good and through Christ we are his children!! even if i don’t feel like it, i make myself pray and read Gods word and alwayyyyss feel better. it’s a battle against our sinful nature. praying for you Kian !!
Wrong... god has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power love and a sound mind... if you do not have that, it is another spirit... you need that foul wicked spirit cast off you... look into deliverance ministry... bless you
Yes spiritual attacks are no joke! I’m so glad to hear you’ve made it to the other side! God has walked me through a season of self deliverance and it wasn’t fun but thanks for the reminder to keep declaring that that season of my life is over.
You’re not alone kian. As a Christian myself I’ve been in similar battles. God is good and remember the enemy cannot pluck you out of his hand! Love you in Christ and your followers love to see you thriving and happy!!
Thanks for being so real Kian , I’ve been feeling this resistance toward God too and it’s very frustrating and not easy to overcome. Jesus is always there, I know prayer and worship is so important! God loves you 🤍
I would love a podcast from the both of you!! some things I would love to hear is: relationship advice (possibly share some struggles you guys overcame, if comfortable sharing ofc!), church life (how you've grown in your faith, what you do to daily like quiet time), and your journey with mental health! possibly a lot more within those categories but I'm excited for this!
I'm so happy you took some time for yourself and your hubby; its always good to do self- care. Honestly, I dont know how you are doing it; living out of a car. I pray you and hubby take time to love each other and enjoy this journey in your life. Sometimes when we are going through a tougher situation; its hard to enjoy this time but just soak it all in instead of rushing it to be over. God has a lesson in every season of our life... just go with it and know God has great things for you. Blessing sister!!
Yes, so important to take time to work on my mental health and marriage. These past few weeks have been such a blessing! Definitely will look back at this time and realize all the lessons God was showing me.
I feel like we all go through different seasons in life with our relationship with God. That’s part of being in the earthly existence, but it passes. Thanks for being so raw. 💕
awww i also suffering now about my spiritual walk with the Lord i feel stress I really don’t know why i even neglecting to attend church Thank u for sharing your experience it really encourage me Godbless 🙏
that is amazing you took the time for self care. sometimes I feel the closer I get to God the more the devil tries to break me away from the things i love in my life...like spiritual warfare! im watching right now and you said 'spiritual depression' exactly! sending you prayers and love!
Omg while I was watching this I was like “I would love if she had a podcast” and you guys are literally thinking of having one!! I would love to listen!
Love your honesty and transparency! Thanks for sharing. It can be so incredibly hard as believers because we know that we don't fight against flesh and blood. But continue to stay strong and be encouraged. When you get down or spiritually oppressed- try declaring scriptures over yourself, anointing yourself with oil, and like you said - getting someone to stand in agreement and pray with you! I believe in you and glad you are taking time for yourself! ♥
Thank you for being so honest and please know you're not alone. I recently decided to go off social media because of the bad affect it was having on me, and I've been spending so much time in the Word, listening to sermons/podcasts, etc and it's amazing the weight that has been lifted. Praying for you girl, keep going and know that God is with you.
Heeyy!! This sounds like so exactly what I feel for no reason at all. I was sharing with my boyfriend for the first time. It's really frustrating when you can barely explain any of that. And you can just but cry out to God. I will pray for you
You remind me of the feelings I had when I first became born again saved baptized etc I remember beinge watching you and you break back the fire of all those good feelings ❤️
We love you too, Kian. Also, I live north of the outer banks in Virginia Beach. I've been as far as Nags Head and no further, but loved every minute. It's a very special place.
Thank you Kian for sharing this and being honest. I've been dealing with depression as well and what you described was spot on "spiritual oppression", so happy that you're doing better and taking steps in the right direction. If we refocus our minds on Jesus we will see the light at the end of the tunnel. Love you girl 💛
Hi Kian! I just wanted to encourage you here. I've been following you and Kyle since late last year and what I've been blessed most by is your transparency and your genuine way of conveying yourself even in such a platform that is usually full of masks. Thank you for always sharing the work of God in your life, in moments of celebration and in your moments of wrestling. It exalts God as faithful in every season. It does seem that there has been a lot of spiritual attacks and oppression on women in the church as a whole this past year, as I've been seeing in multiple communities. A pastor said last year that I was reminded of seeing how women are attacked this year is, "The enemy wants to attack the women and take away the power and the authority God has given them because when you shake the women, everything around them also gets shaken- spouse, friendships, children, etc." I'm praying for you and so excited for the victory of Jesus to be revealed in your life- in the mundane and unseen moments and in your obedience. My boyfriend is from Hawaii and it's an incredibly close to paradise type of place, but even he says that it's a place that needs Jesus more than it's comfortable lifestyle. There definitely is a calling for the Gospel in HI and I pray that in your surrender to go, God would move miraculously through you and Kyle! I'm not one to ever comment on YT videos but I felt led by the Spirit to encourage you so just goes to show how much the Lord loves you!
Thank you Mariah! This was such an encouragement and I’m glad you listened to the prompting. It helps unfolds Gods plan for us there a little bit more 💛
I'm so glad you shared this. Thank you so much! I have also been struggling for a few weeks with similar depression and oppression and temptations, lack of wanting to spend time with God, etc. I also received prayer and spiritual warfare from others to help, and praise God it works!!! Declare over yourself that it is over, freedom in Jesus name! Amen girl! Thank you so much for your honesty and experience. It helped me realize I'm not alone in this walk with the Lord, that in the Body of Christ we can support each other. God bless you ❤🙏✝️
You seem much happier. I’ve been feeling spiritually attacked for months and I just feel like I can’t catch a break. My family has been struggling so much this year. But I know everything is going to be ok and I know the Lord is with me. A podcast would be so fun! I think something faith based and light hearted would be so nice
Praise Jesus that you're feeling better Kian🙌! The Lord has been bringing you to mind and I have been praying for you. Spiritual oppression is a real thing! I'm so glad that it was revealed to you and you sought prayer for it and it broke 🙌❤. Will continue to pray for you 🙏
Our thoughts need to lead our emotions -- and do. Unfortunately it's easy to let the opposite take place. Pray the Lord surrounds you with encouragement.
Prescription from the Bible: put on the garment of praise for the Spirit of heaviness 👀 its my #1 solution to depression, I just start speaking out praises to the Lord until something breaks
Can you do a video of suggestions on mental health as christians? Church online? It is normal to feel down and weird and into a funk from not going to church weekly.
God has intentionally and continually used you + your content in my walk and relationship with Him. I had fallen into a compulsive relationship with food that the enemy used to keep me distracted from my real hunger for Him. Through prayer I have been changed and released from that tendency but I hadn’t yet declared that that season was OVER. Glory be to God for using you here and gratitude for you obediently abiding in Him and continually seeking His heart through it all . From the encouragement you shared in this video I declared that season over last night and am witnessing the power of the Spirit today in how set apart I am from where I was only days ago. God bless you Kian. Thank you for shining His light and being such a predominant image bearer that has nightly impacted my walk and led me more into the loving arms of The Father. Praying blessings over this next season of your life. The Lord is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. May He continually reveal more of His heart for you and Kyle and the ministry work He wills for you to do. By the blood, grace, love, and authority of Christ Jesus may any doubts or lies from the enemy be cast out and shined away by the ever present peace of the Holy Spirit. In Jesus’s name. Love to you sister.
Thank you so much for sharing!! This is a powerful testimony on spiritual oppression that can free someone! God is faithful. For your podcast omg I want to hear everything! Lifestyle, faith, marriage, mental health,
So glad you are feeling better 🙌🏻 there is so much spiritual warfare going on right now. We need God close with us always! “Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the the devil’s schemes” Ephesians 6:11
You're the second youtuber that's moving to Hawai'i. I'm on Oahu. You may want to check all the new mandates we have. I would think twice about Hawai'i at this time. I wish you both luck. Wish you both were coming to Oahu. Maybe you both can start like a church group.
Yes we’ve heard about the changing mandates. We do feel God is calling us there and although it’s far from ideal, we are trusting His plan. Our move there is bigger than a comfortable life.
Was literally going to ask the same thing as someone else what do you use on your hair it's always so beautiful and I'm so glad you are feeling better praise God
U should read Depressed as De-pressed… theres a song that goes “Jesus, bring new wine out of me” which basically means “press me” “keep me on the altar” “challenge/search me” … so when we are feeling depressed… that means we need to go out of our comfort zone and do what we are called to do as believers. Hope this helps!🙌🏼💕
Hi Kian, It seems like this is a regular occurrence. I relate. One thing I want to encourage you with enduring through the depression while letting go and not "declaring it to go away." We ultimately have no power. It is God who has power. acknowledging you are going through a tough time and bringing it up to God first. then people you trust, is good. That is what the church is for. But "declaring freedom" over yourself or beating yourself up over not having enough faith does nothing. Casting our cares and burdens does though.
Oh I’m so happy for you my sister 💗 Yes many were praying for you and l was one of them l really know what’s like to be depressed and have demonic oppression I’m so happy that season is finished ✔️ Congratulations for moving to your new home 🏡 it will be good for you in Jesus name and you will decorate it so beautiful God loves you so much my sister and He made you wonderfully Just remember your identity is you are a daughter of God, no one can take it away from you, l will share what it could help too in another comment Love 💕 too all of you guys
If you have the Holy Spirit, a demon can't be in you, but Satan can attack you from outside. The Spirit can't share the same place as a demon. If you are a temple of the Spirit of God, you have a light inside of you and in the light there can't be even a shadow of darkness
Wrong .... you have a new spirit when you are born again, not a new soul... watch someone like Isaiah saldivar or Derek prince as you need some learning
Thank you for being so open an honest! A book suggestion that has brought me and my family freedom is Soul Care by Rob Reimer. I highly recommend that anyone reading this comment checks this out.
I was the one who said you had a demon. Because this happened to me. I am holy spirit filled living for Jesus I don’t willing fully sin on purpose. I then would get attacked with depression out of nowhere and got deliverance from my friend via Zoom. They casted the demons out and i was all good 😎 Your testimony proved that its true. Demons try to come in through any open door. So just try not to be in the world to much. You received deliverance its so needed!
Hi Kian, if you start a podcast I'd love to hear you speak more about overcoming the past/ walking out of shame, and also how to speak to family and friends who disagree with your faith :)
I hate sending a message Kian and Kyle.... I would rather just phone you guys up.. But I'm over in South Africa 😢.... Love your messages, I was listening now while trying to cook something decent for my dogs and I. You're going to have a beautiful new home soon 🙏💜
We go to Ocracoke multiple times a year! We camp on the San dunes and it is THE BEST. So sad we missed you guys! Anytime you want to go again, let us know and we can go together! We know all the good spots there 😘
I am praying for you sis. But don't forget, delivrance is sustained by the digestion of the word of God. Choose a verse that speaks to your situation and meditate on it until it becomes one with you. You need to fill the void that the thing left with the word of God. Have good recovery, sis.🤗
Looooove the podcast idea 🎉👏🏼🤩. I don't care about what your goin to talk about cus your so smart that i will feel so bless with what ever you choose 🤩🤩🤩🤩
I have went through things very similar! Its spiritual warefare, honey. Whenever it happens, just keep reading his Word, praying, and praising him! If you don't feel like being involoved or praising him, praying, or reading his Word-- do it anyway!! The devil wants to keep you down so you quit being involved and lose God. James 4:7 "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." Keep doing it and reaching out to Jesus and he will meet you!! Love you girl, truly truly praying for you!!!!
Thanks for sharing Kian and I needed to hear this! I'm dealing with depression too more or less and I have trouble letting the lord in. I've been attending young adults since November last year and a conquer study group for sexual purity since last week. Despite everything I've learned so far it's just hard for me to let God and people in. I'm an introvert like you and I don't have a lot of friends to hang out with. I refrain from social media cause I'm tired of looking at other people's lives. My family kinda makes it difficult since they're more like churchgoers than Christians. Sometimes all I feel like doing is trying and trying though I also know that's not what following God is. I'm in a lot of pressure. I'm in desperate need of prayer and I really appreciate it! God bless you guys! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Wow, it's so crazy that you are moving to Maui because I have a cousin in Maui connected to the New Age community there who I've been praying for for years, I'll be praying that Jesus uses you there!
Pray more often and just cry out to Him. Such seasons can be so overwhelming. I thank God for you. You will be well. I'm not yet completely set free. And if it pleases God that I should be so for his glory, then he will provide all the strength I need. I love you.
Have you ever gotten a mental health evaluation? You may have a chemical imbalance , and I would certainly seek some professional help, and I'm not talking a pastor either unless trained in it but most are not . I don't mean to scare you but I don't know if going to Hawaii going to help with your mental health issues I was stationed there years ago in the military and it was great at first you think that would've been a really good gig but after 9 months to year I hated it I felt isolated and every time I wanted to see family/ friends I had a fly 6 hours. This my opinion and experience. If you have a good support team there then it might be fine . Good luck!
I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and I have absolutely felt this before. It’s hard when the Adversary sneaks in and hurts our spiritual foundation. But Christ is the way to heal ALL things. There is a talk given by the Prophet of my church about Broken Foundations, I encourage you to read it, it’s very Spiritually uplifting!
Hey Kian!! Girrrrrl, it's only when I realized I had not received a YT notification (from any of your channels) on my phone for a while that I realized I actually miss you! I miss the serious, weird, silly, informative, caring, funny, creative you... and Kyle and Handsome of course! (I just don't want to make this comment too long so just saying their names hehe). Just wanted to say thanks for being real and comfortable and honest. Continuing to pray for your mental health and strength and peace and joy!! Continue to be balanced girly... listen to God and your body... Like you said, you have great subscribers! We would match your diligence with our patience. 🤗💛
Deliverance from demons is important, even for us as believers. I'm glad they prayed for you becos that demon need to be evicted in Jesus name! All the best with your future endeavors, stay strong Kian. #CapeTownSouthAfrica
Hi! I would like to say, If you're a believer you are already delivered. If you are a Christian and claim to have a demon or you are possessed, you are not saved. You have spiritual warfare, temptations etc. But if you claim to have the Holy Spirit a demon cannot interfere. You are covered by the blood! we are a new creation!
Hi @@alyssaramos1308! 💛 I also just want to say that Christians can have demons, but demons can’t have Christians. Demons can control/oppress some areas of a Christian’s life (like an area of strongholds or unrenewed thinking that needs to be broken), but their spirit belongs to Jesus. Remember that our soul & spirit is not the same thing. The Holy Spirit can live in a person, but the person can still struggle with anxiety/depression/sicknesses/fear. The Holy Spirit lives in our spirit, but demons and such other things, can live in the areas of our soul! Deliverance is for everyone, not just for the unbelievers! Deliverance & salvation is two different things and both are so so essential! I was one of many people that DID NOT AT ALL believe that a Christian can have a demon, but when I realized and believed that we’re all spiritual beings living in a spiritual world it all changed! And when I watched this video during an online school course! You can have a watch if you want to! I hope it clears up the air for you around this topic! God bless! 🥰 th-cam.com/video/BtpmMp8CCys/w-d-xo.html
@@mishkepetrus8609 Hello! I used to believe that people could be Christian and be possessed. But I’ve come to realization that is not the case. God is a God of trust, and promises. Christians can be tempted and Christians can struggle with such things. But a demon cannot latch itself to a Christian who claims to have the Holy Spirit. Why would I believe that the Holy Spirit, that saved me from the possession of demons in the first place, would turn around and allow a demon to possess me? then God would’ve just lied to us and Him sending His one and only Son would’ve been for nothing. It is impossible unless I was never saved to begin with. I acknowledge that temptation is real, spiritual warfare is real 100%. But we are to resist the devil and his schemes and use our armor He gave us!
@@alyssaramos1308 Yes, yes, yes! A demon cannot live inside a Christian, the Holy Spirit will not share his home with a demon( and the home is the believers)!
If you have the Holy Spirit inside of you, you can’t have any demon. Of course you can say “I don’t want you Holy Spirit anymore” and then yes, demons can come to you, coz 1. God will never force you to anything 2. Demons are waiting for any invitation from you. So what it was, was exactly what you have said - it was a spiritual battle. I am very happy you have overcome this with Jesus and His Church. God bless you my dear. You are amazing. Sharing His light with us, being honest ! Thank you for the “one year of marriage” video.
I'm sorry, this is probably way off topic, but your hair always looks so good
lol thank you!! It felt so good to style it 🤪 the little things
@@Kian_Wolfgang what do you use for your hair cuz it literally is always perfect!
Def blessed with hair
I was in that stage of spiritual oppression for MONTHS this year and last year and I realised that I needed to make God so much bigger a part of my day, constantly listening to sermons, the bible being read aloud on audio and worship music have been amazing. cutting out any media that isn't christian, praying more, having fellowship and starting my day by thankibg God for specific things have all helped SO MUCH
Thats alll meeee on the same boat sis!
Oh my goodness Kian, I can't even tell you how much I can relate to the sudden random depression out of nowhere. Right now it seems like there is a serious global attack on mental health in general but specifically also on Christians. I have been speaking to my friends in other countries and almost everyone seems to be going through some serious spiritual pushback. As soon as I decide to start stepping out in faith or living for God it gets so much worse. Everything can only last for a season though and God will not allow any trial to last forever :)
i have been depressed for quite a while, there doesn’t need to be a reason - unfortunately we’re in a fallen world of sin! suffering is a reminder of that broken relationship in this world, but God is good and through Christ we are his children!! even if i don’t feel like it, i make myself pray and read Gods word and alwayyyyss feel better. it’s a battle against our sinful nature. praying for you Kian !!
Amen 🙏🏼
Wrong... god has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power love and a sound mind... if you do not have that, it is another spirit... you need that foul wicked spirit cast off you... look into deliverance ministry... bless you
Yes spiritual attacks are no joke! I’m so glad to hear you’ve made it to the other side! God has walked me through a season of self deliverance and it wasn’t fun but thanks for the reminder to keep declaring that that season of my life is over.
You’re not alone kian. As a Christian myself I’ve been in similar battles. God is good and remember the enemy cannot pluck you out of his hand! Love you in Christ and your followers love to see you thriving and happy!!
Thanks for being so real Kian , I’ve been feeling this resistance toward God too and it’s very frustrating and not easy to overcome. Jesus is always there, I know prayer and worship is so important! God loves you 🤍
Yes so true 💛 I pray that God helps you love him more and more each day and all resistance would be gone
I would love a podcast from the both of you!! some things I would love to hear is: relationship advice (possibly share some struggles you guys overcame, if comfortable sharing ofc!), church life (how you've grown in your faith, what you do to daily like quiet time), and your journey with mental health! possibly a lot more within those categories but I'm excited for this!
I'm so happy you took some time for yourself and your hubby; its always good to do self- care. Honestly, I dont know how you are doing it; living out of a car. I pray you and hubby take time to love each other and enjoy this journey in your life. Sometimes when we are going through a tougher situation; its hard to enjoy this time but just soak it all in instead of rushing it to be over. God has a lesson in every season of our life... just go with it and know God has great things for you. Blessing sister!!
Yes, so important to take time to work on my mental health and marriage. These past few weeks have been such a blessing! Definitely will look back at this time and realize all the lessons God was showing me.
Amen
I feel like we all go through different seasons in life with our relationship with God. That’s part of being in the earthly existence, but it passes. Thanks for being so raw. 💕
awww i also suffering now about my spiritual walk with the Lord i feel stress I really don’t know why i even neglecting to attend church
Thank u for sharing your experience it really encourage me Godbless 🙏
Push through the desire to not go 💛 I wish I had done that more through this season. It would have built my faith stronger
that is amazing you took the time for self care. sometimes I feel the closer I get to God the more the devil tries to break me away from the things i love in my life...like spiritual warfare! im watching right now and you said 'spiritual depression' exactly! sending you prayers and love!
Omg while I was watching this I was like “I would love if she had a podcast” and you guys are literally thinking of having one!! I would love to listen!
Thank you for sharing this. I have felt something similar lately. I think I need prayer as well!
Love your honesty and transparency! Thanks for sharing. It can be so incredibly hard as believers because we know that we don't fight against flesh and blood. But continue to stay strong and be encouraged. When you get down or spiritually oppressed- try declaring scriptures over yourself, anointing yourself with oil, and like you said - getting someone to stand in agreement and pray with you! I believe in you and glad you are taking time for yourself! ♥
Thank you for being so honest and please know you're not alone. I recently decided to go off social media because of the bad affect it was having on me, and I've been spending so much time in the Word, listening to sermons/podcasts, etc and it's amazing the weight that has been lifted. Praying for you girl, keep going and know that God is with you.
I think it also speaks to the importance of stability and routine! Those things can really mess with our mental health. Excited for Hawaii!
totally! and how she says she is spiritually oppressed I think comes from not having a routine with God!
Heeyy!! This sounds like so exactly what I feel for no reason at all. I was sharing with my boyfriend for the first time. It's really frustrating when you can barely explain any of that. And you can just but cry out to God. I will pray for you
You remind me of the feelings I had when I first became born again saved baptized etc I remember beinge watching you and you break back the fire of all those good feelings ❤️
Your hair always looks so amazing 😭 can you please do a tutorial and what products you use once you settle in in your new home please😭
God wants your heart!
this is amazing. youre so incredible
We love you too, Kian. Also, I live north of the outer banks in Virginia Beach. I've been as far as Nags Head and no further, but loved every minute. It's a very special place.
Thank you Kian for sharing this and being honest. I've been dealing with depression as well and what you described was spot on "spiritual oppression", so happy that you're doing better and taking steps in the right direction. If we refocus our minds on Jesus we will see the light at the end of the tunnel. Love you girl 💛
Hi Kian! I just wanted to encourage you here. I've been following you and Kyle since late last year and what I've been blessed most by is your transparency and your genuine way of conveying yourself even in such a platform that is usually full of masks. Thank you for always sharing the work of God in your life, in moments of celebration and in your moments of wrestling. It exalts God as faithful in every season. It does seem that there has been a lot of spiritual attacks and oppression on women in the church as a whole this past year, as I've been seeing in multiple communities. A pastor said last year that I was reminded of seeing how women are attacked this year is, "The enemy wants to attack the women and take away the power and the authority God has given them because when you shake the women, everything around them also gets shaken- spouse, friendships, children, etc." I'm praying for you and so excited for the victory of Jesus to be revealed in your life- in the mundane and unseen moments and in your obedience. My boyfriend is from Hawaii and it's an incredibly close to paradise type of place, but even he says that it's a place that needs Jesus more than it's comfortable lifestyle. There definitely is a calling for the Gospel in HI and I pray that in your surrender to go, God would move miraculously through you and Kyle! I'm not one to ever comment on YT videos but I felt led by the Spirit to encourage you so just goes to show how much the Lord loves you!
Thank you Mariah! This was such an encouragement and I’m glad you listened to the prompting. It helps unfolds Gods plan for us there a little bit more 💛
I'm so glad you shared this. Thank you so much! I have also been struggling for a few weeks with similar depression and oppression and temptations, lack of wanting to spend time with God, etc. I also received prayer and spiritual warfare from others to help, and praise God it works!!! Declare over yourself that it is over, freedom in Jesus name! Amen girl! Thank you so much for your honesty and experience. It helped me realize I'm not alone in this walk with the Lord, that in the Body of Christ we can support each other. God bless you ❤🙏✝️
Thank you for sharing Megan! God bless you and I’m so grateful prayer set you free
You seem much happier. I’ve been feeling spiritually attacked for months and I just feel like I can’t catch a break. My family has been struggling so much this year. But I know everything is going to be ok and I know the Lord is with me.
A podcast would be so fun! I think something faith based and light hearted would be so nice
Praying for you and your family 🙏🏼
Thank you so much 💛
I am so glad that you are free!! Isaiah Salvidar is really good at explaining how demons and deliverance work! You’re awesome!💗
Praise Jesus that you're feeling better Kian🙌! The Lord has been bringing you to mind and I have been praying for you. Spiritual oppression is a real thing! I'm so glad that it was revealed to you and you sought prayer for it and it broke 🙌❤. Will continue to pray for you 🙏
Our thoughts need to lead our emotions -- and do. Unfortunately it's easy to let the opposite take place. Pray the Lord surrounds you with encouragement.
Prescription from the Bible: put on the garment of praise for the Spirit of heaviness 👀 its my #1 solution to depression, I just start speaking out praises to the Lord until something breaks
Love this. Such good advice. 💕
This is amazing. I can FEEL your relief. I can feel your freedom. Praise the Lord!
Can you do a video of suggestions on mental health as christians? Church online? It is normal to feel down and weird and into a funk from not going to church weekly.
God has intentionally and continually used you + your content in my walk and relationship with Him. I had fallen into a compulsive relationship with food that the enemy used to keep me distracted from my real hunger for Him. Through prayer I have been changed and released from that tendency but I hadn’t yet declared that that season was OVER. Glory be to God for using you here and gratitude for you obediently abiding in Him and continually seeking His heart through it all . From the encouragement you shared in this video I declared that season over last night and am witnessing the power of the Spirit today in how set apart I am from where I was only days ago. God bless you Kian. Thank you for shining His light and being such a predominant image bearer that has nightly impacted my walk and led me more into the loving arms of The Father.
Praying blessings over this next season of your life. The Lord is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. May He continually reveal more of His heart for you and Kyle and the ministry work He wills for you to do. By the blood, grace, love, and authority of Christ Jesus may any doubts or lies from the enemy be cast out and shined away by the ever present peace of the Holy Spirit. In Jesus’s name. Love to you sister.
Wow so so amazing 💛🙏🏼 we must come into agreement with the work God has completed!
I checked your page about 5 mins before you updated this video. Happy you're back!
Sooo much spiritual warfare going on right now. Keep fighting ppl, keep going!
Happy your back and it’s okay to take a break from social media it’s actually good to do. ❤️❤️
Yesss please start a podcast!! Would be cool if you did some episodes on how you guys study your Bibles alone and with each other in your relationship
Girl, every Christian deals with spiritual warfare! It’s part of the race we run on this side of eternity!✝️❤️🏃♀️
LMAOOOOOO
@Tamsyn de Vos 😊❤️❤️
True that.
Thank you so much for sharing!! This is a powerful testimony on spiritual oppression that can free someone! God is faithful. For your podcast omg I want to hear everything! Lifestyle, faith, marriage, mental health,
Upperroom has their prayer room open nearly every day
Thank you for being you and sharing that with us!!
Yess a podcast would be awesome 👏
I really love ur channel to me it’s very inspiring. Your honesty has a lot to do with it. So refreshing. God bless you
Praise God!! So happy for your freedom!
So glad you are feeling better 🙌🏻 there is so much spiritual warfare going on right now. We need God close with us always!
“Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the the devil’s schemes”
Ephesians 6:11
Hey!!! I just went to AMI a month ago! It was so beautiful and calm there. 🥰👏🏻 I’m glad you loved it!
Thank You for being so honest ❤
You're the second youtuber that's moving to Hawai'i. I'm on Oahu. You may want to check all the new mandates we have. I would think twice about Hawai'i at this time. I wish you both luck. Wish you both were coming to Oahu. Maybe you both can start like a church group.
Yes we’ve heard about the changing mandates. We do feel God is calling us there and although it’s far from ideal, we are trusting His plan. Our move there is bigger than a comfortable life.
Thank you so much for being real! Much needed on this stressful Thursday night. Sending lots of love!
Amen. I’m happy to hear God is moving in your life! Very encouraging that our God is bigger then anything we may face.
Was literally going to ask the same thing as someone else what do you use on your hair it's always so beautiful and I'm so glad you are feeling better praise God
So glad you’re feeling better sister 🤍 praying for you 🤍
Happy to hear your feeling better! Thank you for being so honest during each season of your life. Revelation 12:11❣️
U should read Depressed as De-pressed… theres a song that goes “Jesus, bring new wine out of me” which basically means “press me” “keep me on the altar” “challenge/search me” … so when we are feeling depressed… that means we need to go out of our comfort zone and do what we are called to do as believers. Hope this helps!🙌🏼💕
Missed you guys❤ I could sense something was wrong. I have been fervently praying for you. Love you Kian❤
Thank you for sharing your heart! ❤❤
Hi Kian,
It seems like this is a regular occurrence. I relate. One thing I want to encourage you with enduring through the depression while letting go and not "declaring it to go away." We ultimately have no power. It is God who has power. acknowledging you are going through a tough time and bringing it up to God first. then people you trust, is good. That is what the church is for. But "declaring freedom" over yourself or beating yourself up over not having enough faith does nothing. Casting our cares and burdens does though.
Just watching your videos, you love so kind and lovely to o be around. So happy for you take care.
Thanks for being real♥️♥️♥️
Oh I’m so happy for you my sister 💗
Yes many were praying for you and l was one of them l really know what’s like to be depressed and have demonic oppression
I’m so happy that season is finished ✔️
Congratulations for moving to your new home 🏡 it will be good for you in Jesus name and you will decorate it so beautiful God loves you so much my sister and He made you wonderfully
Just remember your identity is you are a daughter of God, no one can take it away from you, l will share what it could help too in another comment
Love 💕 too all of you guys
If you have the Holy Spirit, a demon can't be in you, but Satan can attack you from outside. The Spirit can't share the same place as a demon. If you are a temple of the Spirit of God, you have a light inside of you and in the light there can't be even a shadow of darkness
Wrong .... you have a new spirit when you are born again, not a new soul... watch someone like Isaiah saldivar or Derek prince as you need some learning
that’s not true. Galatians 3:1. These were spirit filled believers too. I’m also a testimony on how you can be demonized as a believer, God bless.
@@JJ-1020 AMEEEEENNN
Yep...a demon can never posses a true believer. It’s not biblical. A demon cannot be in the same place as the Holy Spirit.
@@PaolaJulissa Galatians 3. Please read.
I don't mind you guys starting a podcast but don't take more than what you can handle. Love you guys♥️
You look so beautiful here and refreshed! I pray the rest of your journey to hawaii goes smoothly
Thank you for being so open an honest! A book suggestion that has brought me and my family freedom is Soul Care by Rob Reimer. I highly recommend that anyone reading this comment checks this out.
Love this! God is good!
So happy you took time you look great
I was the one who said you had a demon. Because this happened to me. I am holy spirit filled living for Jesus I don’t willing fully sin on purpose. I then would get attacked with depression out of nowhere and got deliverance from my friend via Zoom. They casted the demons out and i was all good 😎 Your testimony proved that its true. Demons try to come in through any open door. So just try not to be in the world to much. You received deliverance its so needed!
Hi Kian, if you start a podcast I'd love to hear you speak more about overcoming the past/ walking out of shame, and also how to speak to family and friends who disagree with your faith :)
I hate sending a message Kian and Kyle.... I would rather just phone you guys up.. But I'm over in South Africa 😢.... Love your messages, I was listening now while trying to cook something decent for my dogs and I. You're going to have a beautiful new home soon 🙏💜
You can get battery operated, rechargeable light bulbs that fit into traditional light fixtures so you don't need to run cords or anything.
I would love you listen to your podcast! I love listening podcasts about growing in your relationship with Jesus❤
We go to Ocracoke multiple times a year! We camp on the San dunes and it is THE BEST. So sad we missed you guys! Anytime you want to go again, let us know and we can go together! We know all the good spots there 😘
i hope you do a podcast!!! if you do, a topic recommendation from me would be waiting on a spouse. prayers, loneliness all that stuff! love youuuu!!
Hey, my god bless you❤️🙏🏽
Kian! You look the actress who plays Mary Magdalene in “The Chosen” !!!
I hope you take that as a compliment-both so so beautiful
It's great to see you again Kian, and I'm glad you're feeling better ❤️
We love you. Glad you took some time to yourself. God loves you 💕💕
I am praying for you sis. But don't forget, delivrance is sustained by the digestion of the word of God. Choose a verse that speaks to your situation and meditate on it until it becomes one with you. You need to fill the void that the thing left with the word of God. Have good recovery, sis.🤗
For your podcast talk about every day life situation and how you get through conflict you and Kyle
Looooove the podcast idea 🎉👏🏼🤩. I don't care about what your goin to talk about cus your so smart that i will feel so bless with what ever you choose 🤩🤩🤩🤩
For me personally, when I feel oppressed or depressed I've found that it stems from a lack of praise.
I have went through things very similar! Its spiritual warefare, honey. Whenever it happens, just keep reading his Word, praying, and praising him! If you don't feel like being involoved or praising him, praying, or reading his Word-- do it anyway!! The devil wants to keep you down so you quit being involved and lose God. James 4:7 "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." Keep doing it and reaching out to Jesus and he will meet you!! Love you girl, truly truly praying for you!!!!
Thanks for sharing Kian and I needed to hear this! I'm dealing with depression too more or less and I have trouble letting the lord in. I've been attending young adults since November last year and a conquer study group for sexual purity since last week. Despite everything I've learned so far it's just hard for me to let God and people in. I'm an introvert like you and I don't have a lot of friends to hang out with. I refrain from social media cause I'm tired of looking at other people's lives. My family kinda makes it difficult since they're more like churchgoers than Christians. Sometimes all I feel like doing is trying and trying though I also know that's not what following God is. I'm in a lot of pressure. I'm in desperate need of prayer and I really appreciate it! God bless you guys! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Praying for strength and deeper conviction for your family 🙏🏼
We love you and Jesus loves you more. 😘
We missed you!!! I’m glad you guys did what was best for your fam☺️
what happened to you after they prayed was deliverance! the Lords love
AMEN! 👏🏾👏🏾
Wow, it's so crazy that you are moving to Maui because I have a cousin in Maui connected to the New Age community there who I've been praying for for years, I'll be praying that Jesus uses you there!
Have you had your blood work taken recently? A full panel ? Sometimes the answer to our depression is in the thyroid..it was for me..
Pray more often and just cry out to Him. Such seasons can be so overwhelming. I thank God for you. You will be well. I'm not yet completely set free. And if it pleases God that I should be so for his glory, then he will provide all the strength I need.
I love you.
Miss you x
Yes you were first! 🙌
miss you too 🥲
Have you ever gotten a mental health evaluation? You may have a chemical imbalance , and I would certainly seek some professional help, and I'm not talking a pastor either unless trained in it but most are not .
I don't mean to scare you but I don't know if going to Hawaii going to help with your mental health issues
I was stationed there years ago in the military and it was great at first you think that would've been a really good gig but after 9 months to year I hated it I felt isolated and every time I wanted to see family/ friends I had a fly 6 hours. This my opinion and experience.
If you have a good support team there then it might be fine .
Good luck!
Kian! I’ve lived on Maui for the last 3 years. If you have any questions about the island, or how covid has been here, let me know. 💖
Yes please send me a message on Instagram if you can 🙏🏼 let me know your username so I can look out for it
I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and I have absolutely felt this before. It’s hard when the Adversary sneaks in and hurts our spiritual foundation. But Christ is the way to heal ALL things. There is a talk given by the Prophet of my church about Broken Foundations, I encourage you to read it, it’s very Spiritually uplifting!
Your hair is beautiful.
Hey Kian!! Girrrrrl, it's only when I realized I had not received a YT notification (from any of your channels) on my phone for a while that I realized I actually miss you! I miss the serious, weird, silly, informative, caring, funny, creative you... and Kyle and Handsome of course! (I just don't want to make this comment too long so just saying their names hehe). Just wanted to say thanks for being real and comfortable and honest. Continuing to pray for your mental health and strength and peace and joy!! Continue to be balanced girly... listen to God and your body... Like you said, you have great subscribers! We would match your diligence with our patience. 🤗💛
Deliverance from demons is important, even for us as believers. I'm glad they prayed for you becos that demon need to be evicted in Jesus name! All the best with your future endeavors, stay strong Kian. #CapeTownSouthAfrica
Hi! I would like to say, If you're a believer you are already delivered. If you are a Christian and claim to have a demon or you are possessed, you are not saved. You have spiritual warfare, temptations etc. But if you claim to have the Holy Spirit a demon cannot interfere. You are covered by the blood! we are a new creation!
@Nicole AMEN! 🙌🏾👏🏾
Hi @@alyssaramos1308! 💛
I also just want to say that Christians can have demons, but demons can’t have Christians. Demons can control/oppress some areas of a Christian’s life (like an area of strongholds or unrenewed thinking that needs to be broken), but their spirit belongs to Jesus. Remember that our soul & spirit is not the same thing. The Holy Spirit can live in a person, but the person can still struggle with anxiety/depression/sicknesses/fear. The Holy Spirit lives in our spirit, but demons and such other things, can live in the areas of our soul!
Deliverance is for everyone, not just for the unbelievers! Deliverance & salvation is two different things and both are so so essential!
I was one of many people that DID NOT AT ALL believe that a Christian can have a demon, but when I realized and believed that we’re all spiritual beings living in a spiritual world it all changed! And when I watched this video during an online school course! You can have a watch if you want to! I hope it clears up the air for you around this topic! God bless! 🥰
th-cam.com/video/BtpmMp8CCys/w-d-xo.html
@@mishkepetrus8609 Hello! I used to believe that people could be Christian and be possessed. But I’ve come to realization that is not the case. God is a God of trust, and promises. Christians can be tempted and Christians can struggle with such things. But a demon cannot latch itself to a Christian who claims to have the Holy Spirit. Why would I believe that the Holy Spirit, that saved me from the possession of demons in the first place, would turn around and allow a demon to possess me? then God would’ve just lied to us and Him sending His one and only Son would’ve been for nothing. It is impossible unless I was never saved to begin with. I acknowledge that temptation is real, spiritual warfare is real 100%. But we are to resist the devil and his schemes and use our armor He gave us!
@@alyssaramos1308 Yes, yes, yes! A demon cannot live inside a Christian, the Holy Spirit will not share his home with a demon( and the home is the believers)!
If you have the Holy Spirit inside of you, you can’t have any demon. Of course you can say “I don’t want you Holy Spirit anymore” and then yes, demons can come to you, coz 1. God will never force you to anything 2. Demons are waiting for any invitation from you. So what it was, was exactly what you have said - it was a spiritual battle. I am very happy you have overcome this with Jesus and His Church. God bless you my dear. You are amazing. Sharing His light with us, being honest ! Thank you for the “one year of marriage” video.
Ur hair is beautiful 😘❤
you should try out Upperoom. i watch them live and always wanted to go. if you enjoyed Hillsong i think you’ll like it