Colorless - His Last Breath

Colorless - His Last Breath
To anyone out there struggling, there are people who care about you and we want you to know that you are not alone!
Lyrics:
Don't be sad when I flatline
It's just my soul catching up to my mind
I've been absent for quite some time (and you never knew)
A hallowed heart could live a lie
Life is colorless
A tragedy ends the day
You said and I quote, "it's just a phase"
Would it have mattered if I'd stayed
I guess we'll never know now either way
A darkness clouds the day
You said and I quote, "you'll be okay"
Dumb or naive, I guess we'll see
You refused to believe in me
Don't be mad when I medicate
It's the only thing my doctors gave
I promise I love you - You're not to blame (but I know)
Sometimes you feel the weight
I don't know how I got this way
A tragedy ends the day
You said and I quote, "it's just a phase"
Would it have mattered if I'd stayed
I guess we'll never know now either way
A darkness clouds the day
You said and I quote, "you'll be okay"
Dumb or naive, I guess we'll see
You refused to believe in me
What happens when the meds run dry
Will I self-destruct from the inside
I didn't choose these feelings
I can't survive the beatings
I'm scared of myself
A tragedy ends the day
You said and I quote, "it's just a phase"
Would it have mattered if I'd stayed
I guess we'll never know now either way
A darkness clouds the day
You said and I quote, "you'll be okay"
Dumb or naive, I guess we'll see
You refused to believe in me
You refused to believe in me