When he said “we need to have a discussion” I got so scared I have been struggling with my mental health a lot recently I relapsed after 2 months last night and was balling my eyes out for the first time in a while so thank you so fricking much❤
I don't personally struggle with this, but if you do, talk to somebody. A friend, a guardian, a therapist, anybody you can trust. It's scary to tell someone things that are extremely personal, and I understand that! But please, it will be worth it in the end to have someone comfort you. From, a random person on the internet.
literally needed this right now thank you so much! I struggle with mental health alot and have been feeling very down and having suicide thought through this month alot. I slso struggle with sh and this helped me a little bit :) you dont understand how much this means to me thank you so much, i love you.
Same I just went through 2 really hard break ups. I also found out that my aunt who I’m close with might not make it until September Bc she has cancer in her lungs, bone, and brain. I’m been thinking about killing myself a lot recently but for a while just listening to this took away all those thoughts. But I would have just started balling and then layed my head on his lap and looked up to still look through his scarlet eyes. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Thank you I really needed this I’ve been struggling with my thoughts and I’ve been having problems with my health and I stay in my room away from everyone all the time but this really helped me 💕
Thanks for this- I've been looking for videos like this since I can't speak to people in person about my mental issues haha When something is wrong I always go straight to the internet for a solution. it's probably not the best idea, but it's what I'm used to. i have done sh b4 but i havent done it in a while, yt is one of the reasons why sorry this was so long ;
Oh, my. God. this is a great author! I have not received such emotions from asmr with Kurapika for a long time, thank you very much that the subtitles work because I do not know English. Once again thank you very much! Your voice is wonderful.
Thank you for this♡// you are doing so great,It really helps me when I need it… If you can…Can you try do a Ciel x alois x listener for topics like this, it may sound strange, but it will Comfort me a lot…thank you very much💕
This helped me so much I actually had self harmed before watching your vids your so amazing and you helped me and so many people I loved not to kill our selfs
Thank you mama bean…I needed it..I relapsed today..and I just wanted to say thank you so much for making these vids you work so hard just to make us smile or happy. I just wanted to say thank you❤
I never got to tell you this…but for a while, I’ve been wanting to do this because as you can tell. I’m an Anime fan, Plus it does help my voice acting skills and it’s fun! I also like to make others smile and feel safe!
@@ajlogomanthecreepysusiefan5502 I know Anime is popular, but don’t worry! I’m not like “those sorts of channels” that does a lot of nsfw’s and lewd stuff.
@@allystitcheskurta Ally… I know you don’t do those NSFW stuff… I can read you like a book lol… Like that ain’t nothing new… I’m just worried about some of your “new fans” treating you wrong, that’s all…
@@allystitcheskurta I'm doing a little better now but it still hurts to know that she thought of me as a puppet or punching bag thanks for the video by the way
when he said all the people that love you and grow you up until this day i said they did a terrible job then...they grow me up too lind for this world, they grow me up to be too kind now im hurt no one willing to help me to get out of this mess.. is the same and then i cried bcs i just realize it and i dont wsnt to blame them...but...this world..is suck
@@allystitcheskurta i forgot to click your name TvT but you can read the text i send and hope u doing well :D and safe i cant wait for more vid you upload in future
@@allystitcheskurta its ok Ally, i love your video its calm me down :) i try to get help by search how to control emotion :D hope you can make more vid in future 👌 and have a good day/night/evening/afternoon 😂👋
honestly the reason I want to die is my parents, imagine telling a four year old that no one will ever care about you all the time. my family was already falling apart, but the final string broke when my older cousin sexualy asulted me, leaving me even more isolated. ( we cut almost everyone off ) all of my teachers and peers hated me. I am autistic so I didn't know that being loud, in people's face, and overly energetic was wrong. I didn't know what I was doing wrong. the only person who I can trust is my best friend, and I can't even muster up the courage to tell her about all of this. My parents told me that I was fake crying when I wasn't. they told me that crying was for sissies. my math grades were bad because whenever I didn't get something, they would tell me to " stop playing these games" with them and that they are not stupid. I have my own room at home but when spending the summer at Nana's, mom and I share a bed. I cry all the time. she either doesn't notice or she doesn't care. also, I am bullied for my mental disability and was hit by some guy in my class who hates me. he did it on purpose. I've also been told by a girl in the other class that I am not a real guy. by both my friends and family I am told that I am worthless, useless, retarded, and that the world is better off without me. they say they are just joking, but it still hurts. If I were to tell my parents my feelings, I am scared that they will gaslight me and belittle me. my dream school probably will never except me, I am a failure at math. however I have a talent for ELA so my parents pressured my grades even more. I have resorted to taking my anger out on small animals. I am not proud of that. my mom said I was a monster. infact, she still does say that. and she always compare me to my successful cousins. fuck, my second youngest cousin is six and is fluent in both English and Spanish. what did I do to deserve all of that? the best part? MY MOM IS A THERAPIST
@@allystitcheskurta it's okay, I've been a bit better, haven't cried in a few weeks. Also, they probably are like this because they were also abused as children
Kurapika: And when I’m finished patching up Listener, I’m gonna find this guy, and I’m gonna sic the Judgment Chain on them. But seriously. If anybody here struggles with self harm, please know that you are not alone, and there are people cheering you on in your recovery. 🖤
Haha to be honest no one would care if I was gone or missing they would only care for me if I was rich honesty I slowly know that I will never have a love life and I will forever be alone you know you never get to pick your next chapter of the book but my favorite part of the book is going missing because no one would look for me❤ ❤
Um, can you make a video like that, but with all Gon, Killua, Kurapuka and Leorio? They know Listener c*ts herself, they try to do things to stop her, but she always escapes somehow until... well, until that video? (not mandatory, only if you want)
Anyone spit out their drink because they were just scrolling then they randomly saw the cover for the video-? I was horrified until I realized it was just Kurpikas eyes- 😂
Обращение к автору: в России могут маленькой девочке( 9 - 12 лет) написать "умри пожалуйста" или "я таким как ты колени бы прострелил " за их ХОББИ, а их аргументы это "они просто недостойны сушествования" и тому подобное 🤦🏻♀️😞
Me the whole video: THE WATER BILL IS GOING UP UP UP!
Oh crap…that’s scary 🤣
FR THOUGH BAHAHHA
FR
YUHH
SAME HERE BRO
The beginning:😄💮✨💖
TRIGGER WARNING:🖤😐⚠☁
Yea I got kinda scared hahahaha 😭
Kurapika:"look deeply into my scarlett eyes"
Me:okay this is getting wierd like im just looking at the objects in the background
And the fact that eye contact physically hurts sometimes 😭
I would kinda just stare into his soul like " bombastic sideye"while looking at the random stuff around myself
The video: darling you are beautiful
The cover for the video:👁👄👁
FR 🤣💀
FRR💀🤣😭
FRRRRR
Kurapika:" love you my beautiful wife"
Me:😢
Starts to hear outro music
Me:NOOOOOOOOO
Fr 😭😭😭😭😔
When he said “we need to have a discussion” I got so scared
I have been struggling with my mental health a lot recently I relapsed after 2 months last night and was balling my eyes out for the first time in a while so thank you so fricking much❤
the reason behind my SH, is school.
wake up, get ready, phone, class, notes, study, eat, sleep, repeat.
facts.
Or family and fake friends. trauma, in one world
This has descibe the details of life that no one cares about
Для русских это норма😢
Facts
I don't personally struggle with this, but if you do, talk to somebody. A friend, a guardian, a therapist, anybody you can trust. It's scary to tell someone things that are extremely personal, and I understand that! But please, it will be worth it in the end to have someone comfort you.
From, a random person on the internet.
"this sinful act" 😂😂😂😂 I fvcking can't 🤣💀
I mean it is 😞
literally needed this right now thank you so much! I struggle with mental health alot and have been feeling very down and having suicide thought through this month alot. I slso struggle with sh and this helped me a little bit :) you dont understand how much this means to me thank you so much, i love you.
Same I just went through 2 really hard break ups. I also found out that my aunt who I’m close with might not make it until September Bc she has cancer in her lungs, bone, and brain. I’m been thinking about killing myself a lot recently but for a while just listening to this took away all those thoughts. But I would have just started balling and then layed my head on his lap and looked up to still look through his scarlet eyes. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
For the both of you, please don’t give up, I know it seems bad now but trust me it will be better soon
I love getting comfort from Kurapika-kun :)
Same
Same!!
i feel like i should’ve watched this earlier, but this rlly rlly helps me.
Thank you I really needed this I’ve been struggling with my thoughts and I’ve been having problems with my health and I stay in my room away from everyone all the time but this really helped me 💕
I am so glad you enjoyed it sweetie. I hope your doing good and I wish you a wonderful day 💕💕
Ojala mas gente fuera como tu
I have really bad depression and ended up in a mental hospital, I’m in the middle of an episode and this is helping 😊
Thanks for this- I've been looking for videos like this since I can't speak to people in person about my mental issues haha
When something is wrong I always go straight to the internet for a solution. it's probably not the best idea, but it's what I'm used to.
i have done sh b4 but i havent done it in a while, yt is one of the reasons why
sorry this was so long ;
I've felt very sad lately and this helped me so much,I hope your doing good
This was cute and sad at the same time.... But I loved it...I will say this much I may have squealed when I heard, "my beautiful wife." 🥺❤️
I’m literally crying rn I really needed this 💖
I hope you're doing ok ❤*online hug*
Oh, my. God. this is a great author! I have not received such emotions from asmr with Kurapika for a long time, thank you very much that the subtitles work because I do not know English. Once again thank you very much! Your voice is wonderful.
This is so sweet but sad, great job and good work!
This is ultimate boyfriend material right here this is literally perfect
This is the best thing I ever heard
It's so good ^^ We can have the reaction of Gon, Killua and Leorio when Kurapika tells them???
Really, this help me... A lot, when no one help me, i love the internet sm
Thank you, just thank you ^^
I literally started crying well watching this😥😥
I always cry when i watch things like this 😥😥
Omg this made me cry😭😭😭😭
Kurapika: probably lives in their parents basement me:*stifling my laugh* dannng kurapika
Needed this so bad thank you 🙏
I really needed this thank you😊😊😊😊❤❤💖💖💗
When he screamed DARLING, I was like 👁👄👁 damn………😭
them TW
me..let me just ignore that
me **listens to whole thing** MISTAKE MISTAKE BIG MISTAKE
“What do you see in my eyes?”
Me: UHM, UHM, PUPILS
✨water✨
Thank you for this♡// you are doing so great,It really helps me when I need it…
If you can…Can you try do a Ciel x alois x listener for topics like this, it may sound strange, but it will Comfort me a lot…thank you very much💕
I'm not crying you are😭
This actually made me feel so better because i used to get bullied and cut myself and this made me feel so much better thank you!😭
Bruh I needed this. Thank u 🥰🥰
Eee! Kurapika ur so niceeee! This is why you're my favorite hxh character
Me having problems with my life and calming myself with this video and crying in the video the whole time
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME THAT WATER BILL IS GOING HIGHER AS WE SPEAK
This is so good! 😭💖
This helped me so much I actually had self harmed before watching your vids your so amazing and you helped me and so many people I loved not to kill our selfs
I love this thank you💜
Hey if ur reading this
I feel bad if ur going thru this :(
I hope u like this embrace
Hug*❤️🤚🤚
I will love u forev❤️
I love your videos, they always comfort me and make me feel loved! thank you! im so happy!!!! 💕
Thank you mama bean…I needed it..I relapsed today..and I just wanted to say thank you so much for making these vids you work so hard just to make us smile or happy. I just wanted to say thank you❤
Thx. PS love your videos
Whoa damn Ally! How did you get 920 subs so fast?! Congrats!
I never got to tell you this…but for a while, I’ve been wanting to do this because as you can tell. I’m an Anime fan, Plus it does help my voice acting skills and it’s fun!
I also like to make others smile and feel safe!
@@allystitcheskurta Ah should’ve guessed… anime channels spread like wildfire…
Err actually I shouldn’t say that… more like go viral, sorry Anderson…
@@ajlogomanthecreepysusiefan5502 I know Anime is popular, but don’t worry! I’m not like “those sorts of channels” that does a lot of nsfw’s and lewd stuff.
@@allystitcheskurta Ally… I know you don’t do those NSFW stuff… I can read you like a book lol… Like that ain’t nothing new… I’m just worried about some of your “new fans” treating you wrong, that’s all…
@@ajlogomanthecreepysusiefan5502 it appears my new fans actually enjoy it! They’ve been so nice and funny and nothing bad or creepy has happened.
I'M 3 WEEKS FREE FROM SH!!!!
I’M 3 MONTHS FREE FROM SH!!!
I’M 6 MONTHS FREE FROM SH!!!
I’M 8 MONTHS FREE FROM SH!!!
I’M 11 MONTHS FREE FROM SH!!!
I’M 2 YEARS FREE FROM SH!!!
Good job I'm happy for you 😊 (not about the sh part but that your free from it)
NICE JOB!!!
Good job
I’m so proud of you!
my mom will verbally harass me and the play it off as a joke but when I say one thing "rude" to her she will start crying and gaslighting me
What’s up with her…? Trying to be the victim…I hate those sorts of people…literally picking fun at the actual victims…
I am so sorry ;-;
@@allystitcheskurta I'm doing a little better now but it still hurts to know that she thought of me as a puppet or punching bag thanks for the video by the way
i feel u
I was crying when I listened to this asmr, and it was truly emotional
when he said all the people that love you and grow you up until this day i said they did a terrible job then...they grow me up too lind for this world, they grow me up to be too kind now im hurt no one willing to help me to get out of this mess.. is the same and then i cried bcs i just realize it and i dont wsnt to blame them...but...this world..is suck
I’m so sorry…🥺
@@allystitcheskurta i forgot to click your name TvT but you can read the text i send and hope u doing well :D and safe i cant wait for more vid you upload in future
@@allystitcheskurta its ok Ally, i love your video its calm me down :) i try to get help by search how to control emotion :D hope you can make more vid in future 👌 and have a good day/night/evening/afternoon 😂👋
i’m crying ;(
That's it im subscribed 🤧♥️
honestly the reason I want to die is my parents, imagine telling a four year old that no one will ever care about you all the time. my family was already falling apart, but the final string broke when my older cousin sexualy asulted me, leaving me even more isolated. ( we cut almost everyone off ) all of my teachers and peers hated me. I am autistic so I didn't know that being loud, in people's face, and overly energetic was wrong. I didn't know what I was doing wrong. the only person who I can trust is my best friend, and I can't even muster up the courage to tell her about all of this. My parents told me that I was fake crying when I wasn't. they told me that crying was for sissies. my math grades were bad because whenever I didn't get something, they would tell me to " stop playing these games" with them and that they are not stupid. I have my own room at home but when spending the summer at Nana's, mom and I share a bed. I cry all the time. she either doesn't notice or she doesn't care. also, I am bullied for my mental disability and was hit by some guy in my class who hates me. he did it on purpose. I've also been told by a girl in the other class that I am not a real guy. by both my friends and family I am told that I am worthless, useless, retarded, and that the world is better off without me. they say they are just joking, but it still hurts. If I were to tell my parents my feelings, I am scared that they will gaslight me and belittle me. my dream school probably will never except me, I am a failure at math. however I have a talent for ELA so my parents pressured my grades even more. I have resorted to taking my anger out on small animals. I am not proud of that. my mom said I was a monster. infact, she still does say that. and she always compare me to my successful cousins. fuck, my second youngest cousin is six and is fluent in both English and Spanish. what did I do to deserve all of that? the best part? MY MOM IS A THERAPIST
😢 I am very sorry sweetie…why on earth would parents say that to their own child they birthed to this world…?
This just broke my heart…😞
@@allystitcheskurta it's okay, I've been a bit better, haven't cried in a few weeks. Also, they probably are like this because they were also abused as children
@@TDdemeter Well…I do wish you good luck sweetie…you deserve happiness and a big hug…I am so sorry what you went through…
@@allystitcheskurta aww, thanks
@@TDdemeter i am so sorry this has happened to you. If i could do something i would.
Kurapika: why were you commenting a sinful act in the bathroom
Me: * bursts out laughing*
I’m sorry but it sounded so wrong 😂
Thx :) I need this
Damn I'm actually crying;)
Cool
me at the beginning:😀🤔😴
The trigger warning:😟😦😮😲😨
omg kurapika ♡
I saw “Scream sent you a video” and I thought it was apart of the video 🤓☝️
"Dont take it off" you sounded so mad (no hate)
Omg ikr, like I was legit scared ngl
Kurapika: what do u see in my Scarlet eyes?
Me: ur ready 2 kill someone? 😅
Can you do more Len pls :) (not forcing just if you have time)
My bad man that's my period blood 😲
LOLOLOL
Can you do kurapika x dying listener that listener got stabt by her bff or from a random Guy pls
If you can of curse or not it's ok too
I love you too ❤
Sir is this a staring contest?
thank you for this i was going kill myself but you helped me alot . thank you
Can you make one with the whole group please?
pro choice be like my body my choice lol!!!!!
Kurapika: And when I’m finished patching up Listener, I’m gonna find this guy, and I’m gonna sic the Judgment Chain on them.
But seriously. If anybody here struggles with self harm, please know that you are not alone, and there are people cheering you on in your recovery. 🖤
I cried 🥲
Haha to be honest no one would care if I was gone or missing they would only care for me if I was rich honesty I slowly know that I will never have a love life and I will forever be alone you know you never get to pick your next chapter of the book but my favorite part of the book is going missing because no one would look for me❤ ❤
4:21
Nuzzles love you jeffy
Um, can you make a video like that, but with all Gon, Killua, Kurapuka and Leorio? They know Listener c*ts herself, they try to do things to stop her, but she always escapes somehow until... well, until that video?
(not mandatory, only if you want)
Anyone spit out their drink because they were just scrolling then they randomly saw the cover for the video-? I was horrified until I realized it was just Kurpikas eyes- 😂
I’m 5 days late 😨
Dam im 2 days late😦.....
It’s never too late sweetie
@@allystitcheskurta YESS, 😍✌️
I’m sorry your voice is so.. 🤭❤️
What’s the name of the song at the end ?
Обращение к автору: в России могут маленькой девочке( 9 - 12 лет) написать "умри пожалуйста" или "я таким как ты колени бы прострелил " за их ХОББИ, а их аргументы это "они просто недостойны сушествования" и тому подобное 🤦🏻♀️😞