My experience with Saturn in the first house is, that Saturn is also placed here in the first house for karakter development. By giving a lot of tests, which test your personality, your integrity, your discipline and responsibility. Which ultimately leads to maturity. Especially before your first Saturn return it takes and restrict all things that would otherwise stand in the way of developing those traits. I just finished my Saturn return this year, and i can see there was a far greater purpose behind it, because my purpose requires great integrity and responsibility since my purpose has to do by being of service for the collective in the second half of my life. Which is also another trait of Saturn, being of service, mostly always for multiple people or large groups, since Saturn is the provider or Father archetype. Thank you for your explanation i resonated with what you said.
Confirming that saturn in 1th is super power. Lonely,very difficult path,but very,very,very rewarding. Blessed to walk the path,alone with Grand,Pure Spirit,that is the best friend and adviser,since childhood. Unseen is closer,then Seen world and it is never lonely,in the Spirit world. No veil.Being observer is a biggest blessing .
I have Saturn in the First house in Sagittarius. In the past my Sagittarius rising influenced me to be more risky and impulsive. Every single time, I took a risk I failed , got hurt , something horrible happened, etc. Never , not once did taking risks work in my favor. So I have become more fearful and cautious in my older years .I don't take , what I perceive to be , uncalculated risks. Now , others may feel I'm holding myself back but within myself I feel that it's better to be safe than sorry. I also have Uranus in my 1st house. I have dealt with horrible things, sudden misfortunes, setbacks and delays. The first part of my life was terrible. I am 38 , now things are a bit better. Thank you for the video. New subscriber here.
I started working through Saturn on a very serious level at the age of 40. Had my 41st bday a week ago and I feel a huge relief now. I can say (NO) now without explaining and have strong boundaries. It’s weird too because I look younger now than 10 years ago. I don’t have this desperate energy anymore for anything. Awareness of my thoughts and intentions have helped me so much. I am still a working proses but I understand myself and my choices so much better now. I have a natural strong body build too. As a single mother with 4 kids. Two with Autisme. Worked my ass off to make it work. But now I have softened and discovered my artistic side. It gets better with age if you truly want to know yourself and accept and love yourself. Still work hard because my brain is wired that way but I have learned to listen to my body and know when to rest. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼
It makes one not able to take care of themselves. Not being allowed to assert and fight and show fierceness for anything (even themselves). Meaning one has to constantly be like a servant to everyone in general. Accepting mistreatments. Good or bad? Once you really have it you tell me. Basically having to restrict all power and capabilities in oneself and always feel like you can't act upon it while others can do so.
Blessing to be a servant of Unseen higher power. Blessing to have such a determination and strong will to push thru in Spirit,Unseen,while others think they got hand over,because I serve. In this world system,all is upside down,so it is sad and fun to observe human nature,vices,virtues,and spirits that rule ,unconsious people or consious folks that are such a joy to interact with.
I mean if such behaviours actually allow one to burn off karma, why not? But first, one must understand what is the karma that needs to burnt off first but having such a placement. Was it due to a weak sense of self in past lives and the karma (lessons) that needs to be burnt/ dealt with is to be much more able to stand up for oneself? or was it certain misuse of one’s will (such as onto others accordingly) that makes one “suffer” the consequences of having such “restrictions”? I don’t know for sure unless probably the exact placement of Saturn as well as the conjunctions etc. that one can truly tell. or maybe some form of spiritual reading. It could also be a placement purposely to allow one to exactly have certain traits to carry out our life path in this life too. But, I personally feel that it’s likely misuse of one’s will in past lives and so the kind of misfortunes/ mistreatments that one usually received from others and often from one’s family members (I guess my dad most being the very fierce authoritarian - maybe as it is conjunct my Mars and Sun as well) is often like a karmic payback of our past lives in some form. This is like to humble us and make us then be aware that we actually are like this (if we actually believe this or not) as we likely are very aware of the unfair mistreatments that we would likely receive in general. It’s often like we are in the shadows and have to adapt to others (my Saturn is in Pisces in the 1st house) as we can never win if we exert our will to “fight” back for any “unfair” treatments. and so, I believe the karma is to thus make us fine tune of will in that we should not be like what we don’t like to see in others we the very keen sense of being able to perceive such stuff and thus work on not being like that (no matter what others are actually behaving like). Essentially, the only way to truly deal with this karma and change is when we can be a “full” servant and truly change deep down to not be like the “unreasonable” behaviours of others (which likely is some form of reflection of what we were in past lives or still are somehow deep down that needs to be fully changed). I personally believe the concept of our external reality is a mirror of our inner self. At least for this 3D reality, it is (if one is truly able to observe it). I personally am able to see signs of it, perhaps with my Mercury in 12th house in Aquarius. and so, this reflection is to truly allow us to work on our karma. How so? What we don’t like in others (to treat us as well) is often some form of past treatment that we have done to others or were like that somehow. or it’s something in us deep down, still present as well. Our mind at the current moment would manifest the external reality. and so, somehow, if we are unconscious about this (as our mind is the unconscious aspect), we would then create situation that might then further trigger a chain reaction from a first created situation by our mind, not knowing about it and so we actually got triggered and thus project a new reality of someone else getting triggered in the reality. This is essentially showing us how our mind works if one truly can understand this concept of how our external reality is a projection of our mind at every moment.
I actually have links that are very helpful for this life theme or karma in general that I think people that view this post would definitely be keen to know about (due to energetic resonance). However, links seem to be moderated off by this channel on their comments.
@@rebellion7463 trust me, I heard about it all the time... Like I had something to do with it LOL anyway I kind of did.... I did kick her a lot. And I know myself well enough to know I didn't want to get out
I kept asking The questions. Yet, i conclude that the purpose is to just get to understand myself and allow. Im 50 and still ask this question, and this is the answer. Just where i am today. Tomorrow, the answer may be different. I've learned to be patient and allow.
The blessings: Ppl take you seriously and are even intimidated by you, which can save you in risky situations. The curses: Where do i begin and how much time do you have? 😂😂😂
Seriously bro I would consider doing this full-time one day you're really good at it. You could probably break a person's chart down and really help them see themselves in a better way. And Saturn is a good place to start I would think
I always hear how doom and gloom Saturn is and I’m sorry not trying to be negative but it’s really just not true lol. Saturn ascendant people tend to be the most practical but goofy people I’ve come across. Even the fear part, I actually see a lot of Saturn people being overly optimistic to the point where it’s actually other people who tend to be the dream killers. What tends to happen is people don’t like the serious switch we have cause most people don’t like reality. Most Saturn people I know tend to be enveloped into themselves because the harshness of the world makes us hard and we have a pick on me aura but a dominating mindset. My whole life people try to make me dim myself down because when we’re going we do like to take full control of things because people don’t know how to dream practically. Idk I might be different cause of my Gemini moon I’ve never been shy or overly fearful. I actually got into slot of trouble because I follow the rules till they don’t serve me then I create my own but I will admit I pick weird times to stop going with the flow.
So saturn is about application and self discipline in reaching a self determined goa ? I'm experiencing my saturn return and seem to be unable to reconstruct myself (focus, determination, self belief) at a time in my life when radical change is urgently needed ! Any insights please ?
Look at the house where you have your Saturn located. If your are going through your Saturn return then they will emphasis specifically on that House Fr the next 2-3 years.
I do give readings via Fiverr in my linktree. I know it's not free, though. Saturn-venus contacts are notoriously hard. There is a life long challenge with self worth, giving oneself permission to be happy and loved and successful. All the talent and drive in the world can be there, but until one gives oneself the permission that they are worthy of any and all success and love, there can be unconscious self sabotage and woe is me narratives. I have saturn venus challenges in my chart as well. First house saturn is also a mega whopper. If not interested in a personal reading with me, google content on saturn returns, but also specifically natal saturn in first house and venus-saturn contacts. It starts with self awareness. Book recs: Saturn, by Liz Greene and Astrology, Karma, and Transformation by Arroyo--specifically parts on saturn transits.
@@Billymeier503 always feels blessed I don't why but I always realize someone always helping me ,Guru comes first it makes me extremely helpful like I just want to die for someone without even thinking suppose on road someone going if I am there then pkka I will got accidented he or she won't, I am sharing my whole to anyone ,IT makes me so comfortable with my own I like being my own I won't care about anyone who is that ,but ya but where ever I just had to click in mind I can learn something from him then I m gonna be his Shisya like ,u won't believe but whatever I have desired it's going to be true everytime very blessed
One more thing being saturn I'm 1st house it makes me frustrated for some days without even a reason as it normal I don't feel happy for someday neighter sad ,only frustrated anxiety routine less ,I m hard working but It always feels very hard to me do work but once I m done with work results are so mesmerizing ask ur son he will tell rest
@@rebellion7463 😂 so i actually just found out im actually a Pisces rising at the 28 degree. So im literally the cusp but Aries is my progressed rising sign. Which makes sense because when i was younger i was more shy and now im more outgoing. But Aries still is in Saturn.
♏️ asc Pluto conjunct and Saturn in ♐️. I would rather remain in the shadows actually lol but a lot of times I get forced to the front even when I’m going no I don’t wanna 😢. I mean grabbing the railing like no I won’t goooooo lol stage fright. Really about restriction I would say being an older person with Saturn in first house like I am close to 40 I have people who assume I am like 18 19 so slowly age physically and restricted physically in some way I am 4’11 talk about restricted…I also have scoliosis and a deformity in my hands. I’m not shy once you know me however if I don’t know you I probably won’t make a conversation with you unless you go first and it will take a long time before u ever make it into my circle as they say…..so much fear lol it can drive you crazy if you let it. I would say as most things with Saturn it all gets better with time….alot of time. 🤣😂🤣
Libra rising, my 1H is intercepted; Saturn is in Scorpio 2’ so in placidus it’s 1H but whole signs it’s 2H Gave a like because I love the name, astrology bro 😅
Mine is in my forst house of Satern but mine is Scorpio. This stuff with astrology is all over the place. It's like one sign they will say is good then another will say the same sign is a curse. Then others will say it's a blessing amd curse. Numerology I have a bunch of master numbers. Astrology technically is off woth the number of planets and alignment. Then again I can't get a straight answer for the different planets and other things. Depends on what system I use. I have checked some of the places out for astrology and it's so bad they can't even get my sun sign right. I know it will be offset based on wear you were born. However I am on the cusp on most of them for signs and and houses.
Saturn 1 and Capricorn ascendant , moon in capri 1, capri in the 1 Stellium basically. Self strict, very critical, very discipline in work ( Scorpio 10 / 11 ). Isolating and yes, always feeling I’m still not perfect, I still did not arrive to that point. Not much of a spontaneous.. very structured , I feel like a judge or a policewoman. Very insecure even though I appear so well composed and I control. People respect me but I feel they don’t. I don’t allow anyone cross me, so I appear defensive. It’s tiring sometimes. I only trust in my own judgment and I feel my role is to bring order in this chaos. Tiring
Saturn 1H conjunct Jupiter, North Node and Ascendant. Lilith too, my 1H is busy!!!! 🫠🫠🫠 Saturn for me shows up as looking at challenges or problems as an opportunity to learn and grow, always. You can use the harsh adversity as a way to grow and achieve goals.
My experience with Saturn in the first house is, that Saturn is also placed here in the first house for karakter development. By giving a lot of tests, which test your personality, your integrity, your discipline and responsibility. Which ultimately leads to maturity. Especially before your first Saturn return it takes and restrict all things that would otherwise stand in the way of developing those traits. I just finished my Saturn return this year, and i can see there was a far greater purpose behind it, because my purpose requires great integrity and responsibility since my purpose has to do by being of service for the collective in the second half of my life. Which is also another trait of Saturn, being of service, mostly always for multiple people or large groups, since Saturn is the provider or Father archetype. Thank you for your explanation i resonated with what you said.
Yh I feel the same like I have to learn self mastery before being able to be my full self
same 🙏
Agree!
@@Lilac.Angelic service is so healing too...ppl have no idea. Commitment discipline and service are great foundational principles for a great life
Yeah uncanny! My fathers Saturn(cancer) Falls in his 1st House and he’s a Capricorn , with Aquarius Venus and Jupiter!!
Im here to confirm that Saturn decimates and delivers. Yes, it did hurt, but now I am free from suffering.
Blessings my friend. Glad to hear you reporting from the side that the treasure is on. 🙏
Confirming that saturn in 1th is super power.
Lonely,very difficult path,but very,very,very rewarding.
Blessed to walk the path,alone with Grand,Pure Spirit,that is the best friend and adviser,since childhood.
Unseen is closer,then Seen world and it is never lonely,in the Spirit world.
No veil.Being observer is a biggest blessing .
@@feelingbetternaturally1099 whooohoooo Freedom!!!!
I have Saturn in the First house in Sagittarius. In the past my Sagittarius rising influenced me to be more risky and impulsive. Every single time, I took a risk I failed , got hurt , something horrible happened, etc. Never , not once did taking risks work in my favor. So I have become more fearful and cautious in my older years .I don't take , what I perceive to be , uncalculated risks. Now , others may feel I'm holding myself back but within myself I feel that it's better to be safe than sorry. I also have Uranus in my 1st house. I have dealt with horrible things, sudden misfortunes, setbacks and delays. The first part of my life was terrible. I am 38 , now things are a bit better. Thank you for the video. New subscriber here.
I started working through Saturn on a very serious level at the age of 40. Had my 41st bday a week ago and I feel a huge relief now. I can say (NO) now without explaining and have strong boundaries. It’s weird too because I look younger now than 10 years ago. I don’t have this desperate energy anymore for anything. Awareness of my thoughts and intentions have helped me so much. I am still a working proses but I understand myself and my choices so much better now. I have a natural strong body build too. As a single mother with 4 kids. Two with Autisme. Worked my ass off to make it work. But now I have softened and discovered my artistic side. It gets better with age if you truly want to know yourself and accept and love yourself. Still work hard because my brain is wired that way but I have learned to listen to my body and know when to rest. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼
Saturn in my first house - definitely not a show off - perfectionist but that can keep me from going for the things I want
It makes one not able to take care of themselves. Not being allowed to assert and fight and show fierceness for anything (even themselves).
Meaning one has to constantly be like a servant to everyone in general. Accepting mistreatments.
Good or bad? Once you really have it you tell me.
Basically having to restrict all power and capabilities in oneself and always feel like you can't act upon it while others can do so.
pretty much. such a curse.
Blessing to be a servant of Unseen higher power.
Blessing to have such a determination and strong will to push thru in Spirit,Unseen,while others think they got hand over,because I serve.
In this world system,all is upside down,so it is sad and fun to observe human nature,vices,virtues,and spirits that rule ,unconsious people or consious folks that are such a joy to interact with.
strange but true in my case also I think.. Saturn in 1st house...
I mean if such behaviours actually allow one to burn off karma, why not?
But first, one must understand what is the karma that needs to burnt off first but having such a placement. Was it due to a weak sense of self in past lives and the karma (lessons) that needs to be burnt/ dealt with is to be much more able to stand up for oneself? or was it certain misuse of one’s will (such as onto others accordingly) that makes one “suffer” the consequences of having such “restrictions”? I don’t know for sure unless probably the exact placement of Saturn as well as the conjunctions etc. that one can truly tell. or maybe some form of spiritual reading. It could also be a placement purposely to allow one to exactly have certain traits to carry out our life path in this life too. But, I personally feel that it’s likely misuse of one’s will in past lives and so the kind of misfortunes/ mistreatments that one usually received from others and often from one’s family members (I guess my dad most being the very fierce authoritarian - maybe as it is conjunct my Mars and Sun as well) is often like a karmic payback of our past lives in some form. This is like to humble us and make us then be aware that we actually are like this (if we actually believe this or not) as we likely are very aware of the unfair mistreatments that we would likely receive in general. It’s often like we are in the shadows and have to adapt to others (my Saturn is in Pisces in the 1st house) as we can never win if we exert our will to “fight” back for any “unfair” treatments. and so, I believe the karma is to thus make us fine tune of will in that we should not be like what we don’t like to see in others we the very keen sense of being able to perceive such stuff and thus work on not being like that (no matter what others are actually behaving like). Essentially, the only way to truly deal with this karma and change is when we can be a “full” servant and truly change deep down to not be like the “unreasonable” behaviours of others (which likely is some form of reflection of what we were in past lives or still are somehow deep down that needs to be fully changed).
I personally believe the concept of our external reality is a mirror of our inner self. At least for this 3D reality, it is (if one is truly able to observe it). I personally am able to see signs of it, perhaps with my Mercury in 12th house in Aquarius. and so, this reflection is to truly allow us to work on our karma. How so? What we don’t like in others (to treat us as well) is often some form of past treatment that we have done to others or were like that somehow. or it’s something in us deep down, still present as well. Our mind at the current moment would manifest the external reality. and so, somehow, if we are unconscious about this (as our mind is the unconscious aspect), we would then create situation that might then further trigger a chain reaction from a first created situation by our mind, not knowing about it and so we actually got triggered and thus project a new reality of someone else getting triggered in the reality. This is essentially showing us how our mind works if one truly can understand this concept of how our external reality is a projection of our mind at every moment.
I actually have links that are very helpful for this life theme or karma in general that I think people that view this post would definitely be keen to know about (due to energetic resonance). However, links seem to be moderated off by this channel on their comments.
Nah, im gunna go back to unconditional love which is the real me. Im not a machine, Saturn. Im human. You broke me. Lol
Done.
Love the nuances you brought up with the 1st house not being static and always evolving! Great video!
Thanks for commenting and glad you enjoyed it my friend!
My mom was in intense labor for 36 hours..I have Saturn Scorpio 1st house
God is cruel
@@rebellion7463 trust me, I heard about it all the time... Like I had something to do with it LOL anyway I kind of did.... I did kick her a lot. And I know myself well enough to know I didn't want to get out
I kept asking The questions. Yet, i conclude that the purpose is to just get to understand myself and allow. Im 50 and still ask this question, and this is the answer. Just where i am today. Tomorrow, the answer may be different. I've learned to be patient and allow.
The blessings: Ppl take you seriously and are even intimidated by you, which can save you in risky situations.
The curses: Where do i begin and how much time do you have? 😂😂😂
You hit the nail on the head brother.... Saturn in Scorpio here
This is insanely accurate
Thank you so much. I love talking about Saturn. I hate it. But I love it also
@@theastrologybroyou liking it is a blessing for us ❤
Really helpful. Saturn in first house in Gemini.
Seriously bro I would consider doing this full-time one day you're really good at it. You could probably break a person's chart down and really help them see themselves in a better way. And Saturn is a good place to start I would think
Consistency without breaking down. Wow. That reasonates.
I always hear how doom and gloom Saturn is and I’m sorry not trying to be negative but it’s really just not true lol. Saturn ascendant people tend to be the most practical but goofy people I’ve come across. Even the fear part, I actually see a lot of Saturn people being overly optimistic to the point where it’s actually other people who tend to be the dream killers. What tends to happen is people don’t like the serious switch we have cause most people don’t like reality. Most Saturn people I know tend to be enveloped into themselves because the harshness of the world makes us hard and we have a pick on me aura but a dominating mindset. My whole life people try to make me dim myself down because when we’re going we do like to take full control of things because people don’t know how to dream practically. Idk I might be different cause of my Gemini moon I’ve never been shy or overly fearful. I actually got into slot of trouble because I follow the rules till they don’t serve me then I create my own but I will admit I pick weird times to stop going with the flow.
So saturn is about application and self discipline in reaching a self determined goa ? I'm experiencing my saturn return and seem to be unable to reconstruct myself (focus, determination, self belief) at a time in my life when radical change is urgently needed ! Any insights please ?
Look at the house where you have your Saturn located. If your are going through your Saturn return then they will emphasis specifically on that House Fr the next 2-3 years.
@@Rustic44 ...thank you. It's in 1st house conjunction Venus. I am new to this so interpretation is puzzling ...
I do give readings via Fiverr in my linktree. I know it's not free, though. Saturn-venus contacts are notoriously hard. There is a life long challenge with self worth, giving oneself permission to be happy and loved and successful. All the talent and drive in the world can be there, but until one gives oneself the permission that they are worthy of any and all success and love, there can be unconscious self sabotage and woe is me narratives. I have saturn venus challenges in my chart as well. First house saturn is also a mega whopper. If not interested in a personal reading with me, google content on saturn returns, but also specifically natal saturn in first house and venus-saturn contacts. It starts with self awareness. Book recs: Saturn, by Liz Greene and Astrology, Karma, and Transformation by Arroyo--specifically parts on saturn transits.
Breech birth 🙋🏼♀️ I turned 180 24hrs before being born. I always joked that I didnt wanna be hear. I do but it has been hard.
Thank you❤️
How enlightening… Doing my best 😅 wish me luck… 🤪
You got this!!!
I have saturn and jupiter in first house in ascendant of leo and jupiter is also less degree than saturn
I have this ! Saturn and Jupiter conjunct first house. I can’t find a lot of videos on it. I am Aries rising. Nice to meet you !
My son has this placement how is the Jupiter Saturn conjunct for you two?
@@Billymeier503 always feels blessed I don't why but I always realize someone always helping me ,Guru comes first it makes me extremely helpful like I just want to die for someone without even thinking suppose on road someone going if I am there then pkka I will got accidented he or she won't, I am sharing my whole to anyone ,IT makes me so comfortable with my own I like being my own I won't care about anyone who is that ,but ya but where ever I just had to click in mind I can learn something from him then I m gonna be his Shisya like ,u won't believe but whatever I have desired it's going to be true everytime very blessed
One more thing being saturn I'm 1st house it makes me frustrated for some days without even a reason as it normal I don't feel happy for someday neighter sad ,only frustrated anxiety routine less ,I m hard working but It always feels very hard to me do work but once I m done with work results are so mesmerizing ask ur son he will tell rest
@@abhimusic9178 thanks for the insight
I am an Aries rising and have Aries in the 1st house and Saturn in the 1st house 😅
I wonder what thats like having an aries go getter ascendant with saturn there?
@@rebellion7463 😂 so i actually just found out im actually a Pisces rising at the 28 degree. So im literally the cusp but Aries is my progressed rising sign. Which makes sense because when i was younger i was more shy and now im more outgoing. But Aries still is in Saturn.
@@deannadougherty7615 So Aries will still be in your 1st house. How does it affect you?
Gave me amazing super powers but I also have a loaded first house ..
Bold personality and a life filled with personal growth, exploration, and discovery
♏️ asc Pluto conjunct and Saturn in ♐️. I would rather remain in the shadows actually lol but a lot of times I get forced to the front even when I’m going no I don’t wanna 😢. I mean grabbing the railing like no I won’t goooooo lol stage fright. Really about restriction I would say being an older person with Saturn in first house like I am close to 40 I have people who assume I am like 18 19 so slowly age physically and restricted physically in some way I am 4’11 talk about restricted…I also have scoliosis and a deformity in my hands. I’m not shy once you know me however if I don’t know you I probably won’t make a conversation with you unless you go first and it will take a long time before u ever make it into my circle as they say…..so much fear lol it can drive you crazy if you let it. I would say as most things with Saturn it all gets better with time….alot of time. 🤣😂🤣
Thank you so much for sharing. Yes, Saturn and time are one in the same aren’t they, 😂🥲
I have venus and saturn conjunct 1st house.
venus saturn contacts are or can be very tough but there are also tremendous gifts when it's mastered
It has been tough. I put up barriers when meeting people.
Oh, please change the plant ,she is suffring over there. She doesnt have more space to grow. 😢
I have Saturn at 29.29 degrees in my ascendant pisces. Can you give me any insight on this please?
I have the sun, saturn, and mercury in the first house. I am learning about astrology and find this confusing.
This applies to Saturn in the first. I can do videos about the houses generally. Subscribe and keep an eye out!
:) Puzzles look incomplete until fully assembled. :)💚💚💚💚💚
I have Saturn in first house in Scorpio and Pluto first house in libra. I don’t understand how they can both be in first house but in different signs?
Libra rising, my 1H is intercepted; Saturn is in Scorpio 2’ so in placidus it’s 1H but whole signs it’s 2H
Gave a like because I love the name, astrology bro 😅
Wow you’re reading my mail
I'm an aries I have Saturn in my first house of capricorn, hope it's not bad
Mine is in my forst house of Satern but mine is Scorpio. This stuff with astrology is all over the place. It's like one sign they will say is good then another will say the same sign is a curse. Then others will say it's a blessing amd curse. Numerology I have a bunch of master numbers. Astrology technically is off woth the number of planets and alignment. Then again I can't get a straight answer for the different planets and other things. Depends on what system I use. I have checked some of the places out for astrology and it's so bad they can't even get my sun sign right. I know it will be offset based on wear you were born. However I am on the cusp on most of them for signs and and houses.
In fact I feel we can be just as overly confident and dismissive as sun people a lot of times we just aren’t as needy to express things ALL the time
Saturn 1 and Capricorn ascendant , moon in capri 1, capri in the 1 Stellium basically.
Self strict, very critical, very discipline in work ( Scorpio 10 / 11 ). Isolating and yes, always feeling I’m still not perfect, I still did not arrive to that point. Not much of a spontaneous.. very structured , I feel like a judge or a policewoman. Very insecure even though I appear so well composed and I control. People respect me but I feel they don’t. I don’t allow anyone cross me, so I appear defensive.
It’s tiring sometimes. I only trust in my own judgment and I feel my role is to bring order in this chaos. Tiring
Torture
It’s tough
Man
Pfffffft Saturn in First House AND in Capricorn, Saturn rules Capricorn
Saturn 1H conjunct Jupiter, North Node and Ascendant. Lilith too, my 1H is busy!!!! 🫠🫠🫠 Saturn for me shows up as looking at challenges or problems as an opportunity to learn and grow, always. You can use the harsh adversity as a way to grow and achieve goals.
Pfffffft Saturn in First House AND in Capricorn, Saturn rules Capricorn