It's sad how we talk to people online and they understand how we feel but when we talk to our family it's like they don't even understand what's going on in our head even a therapist they don't understand what's going on in our heads
Yeah, Therapists Are fake, They Do it for The Money And They make Fake reason You Should be happy. I Hope You Feel Better, Play Wolfplay if You need A Get Away From Life, Im manager Fang On It ^^
Because a stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet and good friends are the family you get to choose, blood runs thin when you never see what lies beneath the skin... be who you are inside and wear it with pride. All the mistakes, all the pain, hold it with pride and your real kin will see the truth you hide from life....
Honestly nate, you've been a therapist I'm so scared to seek out. Your songs have kept me alive and I don't say that lightly. I'm scared im going to lose soon but know you was the only one to help me. Thank you. I had no one, but at least listening to your words I felt less lonely. It was almost like having a conversation with someone. Thank you. I didn't need to talk, you talked for me.
We are out here if you seek us.. I would give my last breath to help, I hurt and feel like I have the most pressure on me.. always willing to help just reach out...
I went lost for 10 years in my addiction after my husband died. I was hopeless homless and even when i was with someone for protection i couldnt accept love untill i found one that took everything i earned and left me in the streets. I was shattered but i decided that was all i could take so i went back to my home town to die in my old house but a friend not knowing of all my plans came after me to ask if i wanted to do something different he only had 30 days clean now i have 5 months clean and 4 months pregnant... Were getting married... He found me.
Good luck ive been so tempted to just try them to esqape even if only for a bit I just wish I could leave all the pain behind but I can't I can leave hone till I'm 18 and It keeps heting worse and worse I almost was rape by my brothe rnkthing happens to him what so ever no police no you grounded dor Hoeven a fucking talk I told my mom I wanted dto talk about it late ryhst night I told her surface details she never came to talk about it
“I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you’d just love me back” My childhood in three lines. The sad part is I’m 14 and I’m already a disappointment.
To who??? Wow that's so heartbreaking, you literally have your life ahead of you. I come from one of the worst backgrounds. Had a rough childhood... DO NOT DO THIS TO YOURSELF.....praying things get better for you 🙏🙏🙏
Honey, I know it feels like you are a disappointment, it's hard not too feel like that after some serious childhood trauma. To the *right* people you are not a disappointment though. I'm 14 too, and it feels like nothing I do is good enough, ever. I know that's not technically the case, but.. Anyways, I promise you are so much stronger than whatever trauma you have faced. "Pain only makes you stronger, right?" I'm so sorry you feel like this. Nobody should ever have to feel like that, unfortunately most do though. It's absurd how many kids get broken by their childhood, and it's really not fair in the least. Just keep your chin up, I promise there are people who care about you out there. Might take a while to figure out who they are, but they're there. (: Always remember that.
Your Not a "Disappointment" The People May Say That but If You Were To Vanish They Would Scream Every Night Wanting You Back, The People Who Share Hate Would Get hate and Feel bad... I Got depression when i was nine, It Brought Me Down And I tried my best to Stay happy, I Couldn't Ever Say i Wasn't Fine And My Life Got worse and worse, If You Need A Game to get Away from life Look Up Wolf Play, And if You Want to find me On It I'm manager Fang.
Your not a disappointment I’ve also struggled since I was really young and I told myself that a lot and if anyone has ever made you feel like that then it’s on them not you your still a kid and you will do amazing things try not be so hard on yourself your so strong and I’m so proud of you for being here and I’m so sorry you had to discover pain at such a young age but it will get better it’s not always easy but the little things in life will be so worth it
@@tivadar8300my mom to a t she ses she will accept me lov eme then ses furrys should die the gays are nasty I try to educate them on things they don't know about psychology lgbtq furrys they don't lost cuz I'm older then yo uand I know best and I'm apart of 2 of those communities and took a class about psychology and read about it
I KNOW HE'S A GREAT GREAT SINGER I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH....... HE EXPRESSES IN ALL HIS WORDS I MEAN..... GETS EMOTIONAL....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭... *I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS....✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
This song is me and my little sister. I'm always there for her, to keep her safe and tell her it's okay. The only problem is that she refuses to do anything of the sort for me. She hates me. She's told me that she wouldn't care if I died. Sometimes she'll act the way she used to, like we're still best friends and like she still cares. She lifts me up for such a short time before throwing me back down again. I want to hate her so badly, but no matter how hard I try...I just can't.
@@disneykid7557 your Always needed! You have a family who loves you. A spiritual mother who sees her children at all times and in everything..Remember WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!❤️
Same my little brother I took every bearing from him, have been taking care of him for 5 years old and now he acts like a selfish asshole. I don't understand it either
anyone pretend for so long that a "love" did not affect you. then years go by and you truly understand that was the last time you were happy. You have no idea how to give that kind of love that you just gave freely as if it was to last forever. Always isolating and trying to find yourself again. It's hard to let anyone in, even family sadly. I dont ever want to feel weak again but in this state that is exactly how i am.
Just #SoEmpty & #Bare #NothingInside #TheFeelingOfBeing #InADarkRoomAllAlone #ItsQuiet @JesseBlum Just so empty & bare like there is just nothing inside anymore. Kinda like the feeling of being in a dark room all alone. It's really Quiet.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best
my dad just passed away a year ago yesterday .. my brother hasnt once called ... yes its a two way street .. no exxuse should be given as to why you dont talk to family ... i have been this way for many years .. being the one sent away to mental hospitals and now im married with kids and a great neighbor .. i still feel lonely ... amd lost sometimes
Wow!!!!!!! 😍😍🙌💓 Do the work people..keep your eye on the prize.YOUR WORTH.SELF LOVE...ONLY YOU HOLD THE KEY TO YOUR FREEDOM..so worth it, no one can ever take that from you. Only you stand jn your way
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
Nate, I’m 50....you touch my heart always. Any age , anyone.. Nate’s been through what most of us have been through. I miss my mom, the life I should have had...
Finally a song that expresses to a T how it feels to grow out of love. Married for 13 years high school sweethearts, but we’ve grown apart. Mostly due to my survivorship of brain cancer and how I changed as a result
I'm sorry that this happened because of the illness and didn't stay together even as you survived. We can't blame anyone, but universe gave you a chance to continue. I hope you'll find happiness within yourself and what's around you. Bless you, take care
Wish people grew intertwined instead of apart I heard it's possible but idk I guess only fools fall in love and even bigger fools continue to love upon realizing they don't value you at all
I just left a horrible situation yesterday and honestly this song is really hitting home seeings what happened to me I love this song as well as the rest of NFs amazing work
Wit me it’s crazy 2 how much I can relate nd open up cuz we all sadly have this in common which gives us this connection bt when it comes 2 my family not 1 person knows any of this. I always like 2 say I’m 2 people
I have listened to this on repeat for an hour... I just put my headphones on, turn it up to 100 and soak it in. So depressed and this is giving me so much validation when I need it the most.
Addiction has been the biggest struggle for me. It feels like we are programmed to need temporary substance in order to get through or see a brighter day. Drug addiction isn’t a choice. We are all addicted to something. Fixing yourself is a choice and it’s a constant fight for self love. I hope someone who needed to see this knows they are not alone and that people like us make this world a better place❤
NF is most likely the only artist I will ever actually understand... With his music I mean honestly I don't know why but ever since I was 11 I've been able to understand theblyrics so much to the point where I relate to it ...
We need to take care of everyone even we are scared to , we are all the same , and need to focus on our unity instead of our individuality’s / labels , we are just ALL HUMAN
Your Not Lost, You Just haven't Found The Way ^^ There Is Some one out There That Will help ^^ I Know We All Hear This To much And It Means Nothing to Any of us anymore, But Some day You Will feel better...
This song describes my whole life almost. Parents yelling and screaming at one another, me and my brother would always get caught in the middle of it. Me and my older brother were only 1 and 2 at the time. Than i was taken for good from my bio parents and placed into a loving family. A family is better than nothing i guess even if i have to be stressed and fight my own mental health battles. The family Im with showed me what love was. A child in foster care isn't a good thing, when I was getting out I foster care I was violent, traumatized and scared.
One of the worst heartbreaking pains I've ever had to go through was realizing that the person I loved more than anyone else or any other relationship I've been in in my life could hurt me this bad, and let me go like we were nothing... Like I was nothing... And it's still hard for me to wrap my mind around it... How people can say they love someone and let them go... I can understand if someone is cheating or being abusive, which in that case, I should have been the one that left it for good, but that's probably the answer to my question. And I'm not making sense anymore.
I know what you're going thru my girlfriend left me, and then she acted like I didn't exist and we slept in the same bed woke up to each other everyday. And she forgot about me like I was nothing non existent- it broke my heart and I ended up turning to crystal meth because it made me in a way forget her to the point I wasn't fixated on the whole situation. Drugs are the only thing that doesn't leave me and self harm no one can take it away from me like other people do, if that makes sense to you.
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those that you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you all the best
"sorry my phone died i forgot my charger.are you there?" ... "Hello?" ... "ARE YOU ALIVE?" .. This is how teenage girls are being taught what love is. Teenage guys-REPLY TO THE TEXTS THE GIRLS SENT YOU! YOU NEED TO REPLY! THEY JUST MIGHT GIVE UP! Sorry for ranting- You dont know whos been through what. I have a challenge for you. Hi 1%. Ask the first person from your chats that you think of if they are ok. spread the love
Just give me the pain I take mine and yours and just hold us and I love us both if you promise to love me and I give you the love that you always wanted I love you
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best
Sometimes it's a release, put something on that makes you feel if it hurts a little in your chest and feels like you're going to breakdown... well then you should feel fortunate because that means you're still alive.. that means you still feel and you're not done and there isn't a chance that you're ready to throw in the towel.
My age is 21 and all i experienced is Suffering. I thought atleast college life will be free, but it's being at it worst. I recently ruined the only supportive friendship i had, I was in time of healing when i was talking to her. I want to get out of this loop of persisting sadness. I want get out of my curse.
If you hold too much in,for instance if you fake being happy all the time,when you go to open up you physically and mentally can’t,you know the expression “fake it till you make it”? Yeah,don’t do that,it has only brought me more pain
The saddest part is we all open up, we all come here and read, reply, listen and tell these hearts breaking words, we want to be saved, hope, light, I don’t know if it’s just me but I open up hoping I can be saved even when I know no one can save me but me I wish we could I wish I could be saved taken away to a better place where everything is okay, my mind will be free
I was 27 when I reunited with my twin flame and soul mate but years passed and he became colder ad distant no longer affectionate or trying to be in our relationship I guess so now 32 I'm broken I think if your 27 and single you should be sure of the one you call yours because they might hurt you and you might never be back to yourself again . I don't regret us but I wish I might've just stayed platonic with him instead of passion and romantic attachment I feel quite worthless ugly and discarded rejected and shocked ad sad but "do not stir up nor awaken love until it pleases "
When he says "why haven't you found me yet" I think of my sister I lost 8 years ago. Shit still burns me out that she won't see the man I turned out to be.
That's heartbreaking to hear but I can tell you this she would be proud of you for the man that you became and all you haft to remind your self is that your sister loves / loved you with all her heart and soul your her brother and that love is forever keep being kind keep being there for people who don't have a lot to live for
I feel you I lost so menny if to death or we moved the freajnds I new most my life won't see me ever again likely I miss them I promised to see them I was never token back to see them as was promised they where the reosn life was good for 9 years they jeot the sadness at bay they kept rhe smile on m y face my family the only reson I won't abdon them is they have connections to people I care for still
U are never alone in this world u have to talk to people who understand what life is no matter how u give 100 percent thing get u down but get up and give your heart and soul
So many songs about love and relationships but we don't talk about the feelings with the people we need to! It's sad we can't just say how we feel because we're embarrassed of our own feelings! I used to embarrassed of feelings...why because it's not embarrassing to care about people and love people but I got stuck in that way of feeling because of childhood trauma! But I am happy to say I'm not stuck there anymore talk about my feelings and I'm not embarrassed of how I felt or feel anymore. It's alright to care about people even if they didn't care about you! Life can hurt sometimes and it's ok to feel that pain and not having to pretend you don't care when you actually did care but could not show your emotions or felt you couldn't show them. Never do that to yourself emotions are all OK we don't like to admit some bad feelings but they are as important as good feelings are they just need to be handled with the same attitude not to be hidden and pretend they don't matter because they do matter and they are nothing to be ashamed of ! Well didn't realise I had so much to let out but I'm grateful for great music that does allow me to say how i feel about feelings! We're all looking for love to feel loved and cared about! That what we need to survive this life when it gets tough without love what is life about ? ❤️👍🏼 looks like I had to get that out of me and I'm glad I can be loving one speak freely about emotions now because it used to be so difficult to even share this kind of emotion even to a bunch of people who will never know who I am. No face just a name but I can share my feelings and hope someone reads this and can get a little courage to share some feelings and never been emotionally embarrassed of your own feelings ever ! Why should you not care you should care about your life and people in your life and people in general we are all in need of love 😍 peace ✌ and love keep talking keep caring. First time I've heard this song but it hit me hard and the message is clear! Appreciate the music 🎶 thank you !
NF!!!!!! NATE F. "F", for fuggin amazing! I caught your set for the HOPE TOUR in Portland Orygun tonight and 3 generations went to that show with me. A 67 yo, Im 50, and a 17 yo young lady who didnt know she was going until about 5 or 6 hours before leaving for the show, Im not kidding, girl hit the floor and started hyperventilating. 😂❤Great set , you need to hit up Charles J. Cossetti, aka, MESUS, he remixed CLOUDS using the exact sentence and rhyme structure, same amount of sylables, but completely different words. Thats damn talented. Especially since CLOUDS is a very interestingly structured tune. I believe you and he could both benifit from a colab effort. AND....Have you seen who currently is killin the Christian charts with his newest song? DAX, Nigerian born, Canadian raised, his song "Gods Eyes" was number 1 last I checked Billboard charts Christian artists. A full colab effort with Daniel N. And Nate F. WOULD BE INCREDIBLE! DAX & NF COLAB ON GOD PLEASE?
I feel like we're all looking for love and trying to understand what it really means to each one of us that's why it's so hard for anybody talk about cuz it's a Feeling a lot of people have accepted that they're never going to find it wherever you are don't accept it don't accept ever love is True Love does exist never give up......
this song hits straight from the heart im only 14 but, ive been through so much at such a small age like bullying, watching my brother get the crap beat outta him even though he is 16 and he got beat up by a grown man i had to witness it all though it wasnt my parents. I have had so many people die this year and last year all i have left outta my dads side is my aunt sarah and my grandma francis. and in my moms side i have all my grandparents but it still hurts i have lost friends due to the "popular" stuff and i have no help to deal with what im going through i have even gotten kicked outta my house for a week over dishes, well it wasnt my parents it was the poeple who we were staying with who kicked me out i had no where to go, that was all last year. my parents argue alot as well it gets bad at times to the point where i get brought into it and it hurts me so much ive thought about suicide and ive tried it multiple times but no one knows it. NF is the only thing keeping me here, well that and knowing what it would do to my family.
Nate just plain facts in the mix of it all 💯 and just totally amazing with me and other fans the comments below 👇 are speaking 🗣️ to the fullest with your music lyrics and songs 🙏 much respect and loyalty and talent without any questions asked bro to the fullest 👍💯🙏💣🔥🎯
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
My family is my friends that i chose but my blood family can never understand how I feel. They act like they care when times are easy but when times get hard they leave just like everyone else this song speaks so deep to my soul and i hope that people that are going through stuff just has someone to talk to instead of drowning yourself cause thats very unhealthy trust me i know.
what hurts me the most is when they tell you I'm here for anything you need, but then they're not there, and when I call them, they don't want to talk to me, it yust hurts even more
I can relate to you completely... Same happens to me for many years with the man I love... When we started our relationship he promised to be there for me whenever I needed him... " I" ll be here for you" he said ... " Any time you need me just call me'" But he didn't keep his promise.... When I did call him when I needed it the most...he wouldn't even want to hear my voice....😢 He left me alone so many times drowning in loneliness and sadness😢....
It's sad how we talk to people online and they understand how we feel but when we talk to our family it's like they don't even understand what's going on in our head even a therapist they don't understand what's going on in our heads
Yeah, Therapists Are fake, They Do it for The Money And They make Fake reason You Should be happy. I Hope You Feel Better, Play Wolfplay if You need A Get Away From Life, Im manager Fang On It ^^
Wow that made me cry 😢 that’s so true
You are absolutely right! Our family can never understand how one's feel .
Because a stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet and good friends are the family you get to choose, blood runs thin when you never see what lies beneath the skin... be who you are inside and wear it with pride. All the mistakes, all the pain, hold it with pride and your real kin will see the truth you hide from life....
this is the most truth family suppose to know you and when you are going through stuff they can't help
" It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection."
Painfully accurate 🥺
She gave up everything for you..
Look here.....ur no disapointment.keep your head up ....love will find you
Too Accurate 😐😔🥺
Where are you are you out there please get back to me
Painful but accurate 🖤
Honestly nate, you've been a therapist I'm so scared to seek out. Your songs have kept me alive and I don't say that lightly. I'm scared im going to lose soon but know you was the only one to help me. Thank you. I had no one, but at least listening to your words I felt less lonely. It was almost like having a conversation with someone. Thank you. I didn't need to talk, you talked for me.
Remember your never alone
@@Percabeth12368 thank you x
@lizziefouracre9562 np eventho we don't even know eachother you will never been alone
❤
We are out here if you seek us.. I would give my last breath to help, I hurt and feel like I have the most pressure on me.. always willing to help just reach out...
This song is so deep. Total vulnerability in the lyrics. Absolutely beautiful.
This song is so underrated.. my hurt inner child feels this so much. Thank you NF ❤
If mine is still alive I'd he suprised haven't heard or felt anything from him in ages
I went lost for 10 years in my addiction after my husband died. I was hopeless homless and even when i was with someone for protection i couldnt accept love untill i found one that took everything i earned and left me in the streets. I was shattered but i decided that was all i could take so i went back to my home town to die in my old house but a friend not knowing of all my plans came after me to ask if i wanted to do something different he only had 30 days clean now i have 5 months clean and 4 months pregnant... Were getting married... He found me.
Aww love this story congratulations on all 3, sobriety baby and marriage
Show me what's going on
❤️🫶
Truly amazing I'm so happy for you
Good luck ive been so tempted to just try them to esqape even if only for a bit I just wish I could leave all the pain behind but I can't I can leave hone till I'm 18 and It keeps heting worse and worse I almost was rape by my brothe rnkthing happens to him what so ever no police no you grounded dor Hoeven a fucking talk I told my mom I wanted dto talk about it late ryhst night I told her surface details she never came to talk about it
Too much self love is a never ending camouflage of self doubt.♥️🌹
I love this. NF speaks from the heart
"Ask for help, u call it weakness"
😥 yeah.....when even your whole family judges you everytime you ask for help........then you will eventually stop asking......
@@defskill9484 i can feel you..
“I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you’d just love me back”
My childhood in three lines. The sad part is I’m 14 and I’m already a disappointment.
Aww my goodness I pray things turn around for you Dillon Mehrer💙🙏💗find strength and hope and someone you can talk to!!
To who??? Wow that's so heartbreaking, you literally have your life ahead of you. I come from one of the worst backgrounds. Had a rough childhood... DO NOT DO THIS TO YOURSELF.....praying things get better for you 🙏🙏🙏
Honey, I know it feels like you are a disappointment, it's hard not too feel like that after some serious childhood trauma. To the *right* people you are not a disappointment though. I'm 14 too, and it feels like nothing I do is good enough, ever. I know that's not technically the case, but.. Anyways, I promise you are so much stronger than whatever trauma you have faced. "Pain only makes you stronger, right?" I'm so sorry you feel like this. Nobody should ever have to feel like that, unfortunately most do though. It's absurd how many kids get broken by their childhood, and it's really not fair in the least. Just keep your chin up, I promise there are people who care about you out there. Might take a while to figure out who they are, but they're there. (: Always remember that.
Your Not a "Disappointment" The People May Say That but If You Were To Vanish They Would Scream Every Night Wanting You Back, The People Who Share Hate Would Get hate and Feel bad... I Got depression when i was nine, It Brought Me Down And I tried my best to Stay happy, I Couldn't Ever Say i Wasn't Fine And My Life Got worse and worse, If You Need A Game to get Away from life Look Up Wolf Play, And if You Want to find me On It I'm manager Fang.
Your not a disappointment I’ve also struggled since I was really young and I told myself that a lot and if anyone has ever made you feel like that then it’s on them not you your still a kid and you will do amazing things try not be so hard on yourself your so strong and I’m so proud of you for being here and I’m so sorry you had to discover pain at such a young age but it will get better it’s not always easy but the little things in life will be so worth it
“ Give me peace , but then you steal it “
That hits me so bad 🙃
Same...
Yep... Acts all nice and the next moment goes on doing the thing that hurts the most.
Ya
@@tivadar8300my mom to a t she ses she will accept me lov eme then ses furrys should die the gays are nasty I try to educate them on things they don't know about psychology lgbtq furrys they don't lost cuz I'm older then yo uand I know best and I'm apart of 2 of those communities and took a class about psychology and read about it
Same🥺
This song touched my heart in a way that it made me want to cry.
Please keep writing your songs. They mean so much to me. You say what I'm not always able to put into words.
I KNOW HE'S A GREAT GREAT SINGER I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH....... HE EXPRESSES IN ALL HIS WORDS I MEAN..... GETS EMOTIONAL....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭... *I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS....✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
This song is me and my little sister. I'm always there for her, to keep her safe and tell her it's okay. The only problem is that she refuses to do anything of the sort for me. She hates me. She's told me that she wouldn't care if I died. Sometimes she'll act the way she used to, like we're still best friends and like she still cares. She lifts me up for such a short time before throwing me back down again. I want to hate her so badly, but no matter how hard I try...I just can't.
One day she will see al the great things you have done for her.
She is Lucky to have you❤
@@bluemoon6341 I feel like I've hurt her more than anything. I'm just too egotistical to recognize when I'm not needed
@@disneykid7557 your Always needed! You have a family who loves you. A spiritual mother who sees her children at all times and in everything..Remember WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!❤️
@@disneykid7557 your sister will forgive you because she loves very deeply.❤️
Same my little brother I took every bearing from him, have been taking care of him for 5 years old and now he acts like a selfish asshole. I don't understand it either
anyone pretend for so long that a "love" did not affect you. then years go by and you truly understand that was the last time you were happy. You have no idea how to give that kind of love that you just gave freely as if it was to last forever. Always isolating and trying to find yourself again. It's hard to let anyone in, even family sadly. I dont ever want to feel weak again but in this state that is exactly how i am.
I feel this bro. But keep your head up and slowly you get used to it.
I feel you
You are loved “a stranger”
Just #SoEmpty & #Bare #NothingInside #TheFeelingOfBeing #InADarkRoomAllAlone #ItsQuiet
@JesseBlum Just so empty & bare like there is just nothing inside anymore. Kinda like the feeling of being in a dark room all alone. It's really Quiet.
I just realized this, this past weekend😔
The cello is such a beautiful instrument
Bro I’ve been through a lot this past year then I come back and listen to it and I relate so hard.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best
My brother hasn't spoken to me in 20 years and I still miss the little shit.
....
Why??
my dad just passed away a year ago yesterday .. my brother hasnt once called ... yes its a two way street .. no exxuse should be given as to why you dont talk to family ... i have been this way for many years .. being the one sent away to mental hospitals and now im married with kids and a great neighbor .. i still feel lonely ... amd lost sometimes
I feel this song every day for past 5 yrs.
Wow!!!!!!! 😍😍🙌💓 Do the work people..keep your eye on the prize.YOUR WORTH.SELF LOVE...ONLY YOU HOLD THE KEY TO YOUR FREEDOM..so worth it, no one can ever take that from you. Only you stand jn your way
"Trade my joy for protection"
"Why haven't u found me yet"
I can relate to this so to much 🥺
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
Trade my joy for my protection........ couldn't find words that speak more Truth!
I love NFs music so much💗I get so emotional listening.
Nate, I’m 50....you touch my heart always. Any age , anyone.. Nate’s been through what most of us have been through. I miss my mom, the life I should have had...
Hey nate in 15 I feel you I've been abused jn every way I know of sexual physical emotionl and verbal I may not have proof but I have the trama
Thank you for this song its rare that i can listen to a song and get lost in it. feeling all the words
Finally a song that expresses to a T how it feels to grow out of love. Married for 13 years high school sweethearts, but we’ve grown apart. Mostly due to my survivorship of brain cancer and how I changed as a result
I'm sorry that this happened because of the illness and didn't stay together even as you survived. We can't blame anyone, but universe gave you a chance to continue. I hope you'll find happiness within yourself and what's around you. Bless you, take care
Wish people grew intertwined instead of apart I heard it's possible but idk I guess only fools fall in love and even bigger fools continue to love upon realizing they don't value you at all
I just left a horrible situation yesterday and honestly this song is really hitting home seeings what happened to me I love this song as well as the rest of NFs amazing work
nobody will found me cause i’m buried deep inside trauma i had
I hold you so proudly...traumas they just surround me...I wish you love me, back 💔😭
Wit me it’s crazy 2 how much I can relate nd open up cuz we all sadly have this in common which gives us this connection bt when it comes 2 my family not 1 person knows any of this. I always like 2 say I’m 2 people
From The Search to this? Def the most underrated artist out there....i wish u only the best
This is one of my favorite all time songs
I have listened to this on repeat for an hour... I just put my headphones on, turn it up to 100 and soak it in. So depressed and this is giving me so much validation when I need it the most.
Same hope ur ok 🤗
@@rachellerandall49 thank you
Smile God loves u
Oh I feel you
This songs touches so many lives .thank u .
Thank you for helping the desperate, lonely, and hurt please.
Someone has been looking for, & praying for you every day for almost 2 yrs now ,,,,,
don’t give up, we can’t give up on what’s meant to be,,,,,,
I loved the instrumentals in the background. They were so pretty
yeah
I wish you'd just love me back!
Soooo true
ADORE this guy. BRILLIANT lyrics.
MASSIVELY helped me with understanding my mental health issues with x
Beautiful powerful understanding 😢if if there is one thing I know is no one is ever alone somewhere someone is always there to listen 😊
This is beautiful and hits hard
this is one song that explains so much, but how could I ever admit it
My life I'm so broken beyond repair my daughter is all I got to live for great job with this song
Addiction has been the biggest struggle for me. It feels like we are programmed to need temporary substance in order to get through or see a brighter day. Drug addiction isn’t a choice. We are all addicted to something. Fixing yourself is a choice and it’s a constant fight for self love. I hope someone who needed to see this knows they are not alone and that people like us make this world a better place❤
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP GID GOT YOU YOU ARE A SURVIVOR YHIS TO SHALL PASS PEACE BE STILL!!
The one song I relate to the most along with many other NF songs
I feel you.
yeah same
❤😢
Ps I still love me
Totally relate to this song xoxo
NF is most likely the only artist I will ever actually understand... With his music I mean honestly I don't know why but ever since I was 11 I've been able to understand theblyrics so much to the point where I relate to it ...
We need to take care of everyone even we are scared to , we are all the same , and need to focus on our unity instead of our individuality’s / labels , we are just ALL HUMAN
We Can't Take Care of each others, And No one is The Same,
Beautiful reflection of a trauma 🧡
Hurts to hear someone sing the lyrics to my life, 18 years and I don’t feel “loved back” yet can’t walk away cuz I feel lost. 😞
Your Not Lost, You Just haven't Found The Way ^^ There Is Some one out There That Will help ^^ I Know We All Hear This To much And It Means Nothing to Any of us anymore, But Some day You Will feel better...
It hurts hey so much hurts deep pain
I love you no matter what.
I'm 41 I still can't walk away. ...
I'm lost to I'm just gana abandon them when I'm 18 and move in to an apartment with a few friends
This song makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs sometimes...
Everyone wants love.
But no one wants to give God a chance.
Said God to the DEVIL... *CONCIDER MY SERVANT JOB!*
God's sending me to hell I prayed for my dad to be happy and safe he killed him if God is real when i see him I'm gana fucking start a fight
Thank you for this beautiful song :)
I so relate, ones closest to us can never relate while we sit here blank faced with regret and heartache
The number of times that cried listening into this is countless...
These lyrics are so damn powerful.
This song describes my whole life almost. Parents yelling and screaming at one another, me and my brother would always get caught in the middle of it. Me and my older brother were only 1 and 2 at the time. Than i was taken for good from my bio parents and placed into a loving family. A family is better than nothing i guess even if i have to be stressed and fight my own mental health battles.
The family Im with showed me what love was. A child in foster care isn't a good thing, when I was getting out I foster care I was violent, traumatized and scared.
I just subscribed to you and liked this video... Ive felt so lost and this song is... Its definitely a song that has helped me...
One of the worst heartbreaking pains I've ever had to go through was realizing that the person I loved more than anyone else or any other relationship I've been in in my life could hurt me this bad, and let me go like we were nothing... Like I was nothing... And it's still hard for me to wrap my mind around it... How people can say they love someone and let them go... I can understand if someone is cheating or being abusive, which in that case, I should have been the one that left it for good, but that's probably the answer to my question. And I'm not making sense anymore.
Same
I know what you're going thru my girlfriend left me, and then she acted like I didn't exist and we slept in the same bed woke up to each other everyday. And she forgot about me like I was nothing non existent- it broke my heart and I ended up turning to crystal meth because it made me in a way forget her to the point I wasn't fixated on the whole situation. Drugs are the only thing that doesn't leave me and self harm no one can take it away from me like other people do, if that makes sense to you.
@@angellica12345 I'm riding the same boat you are. It totally makes sense to me.
U sing every word in ur every song... that I live through every second of everyday #rough
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those that you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you all the best
Heavy- Real AF- speaks from the soul!
"sorry my phone died i forgot my charger.are you there?"
...
"Hello?"
...
"ARE YOU ALIVE?"
..
This is how teenage girls are being taught what love is.
Teenage guys-REPLY TO THE TEXTS THE GIRLS SENT YOU!
YOU NEED TO REPLY!
THEY JUST MIGHT GIVE UP!
Sorry for ranting-
You dont know whos been through what.
I have a challenge for you.
Hi 1%.
Ask the first person from your chats that you think of if they are ok.
spread the love
Reply when you are able and willing to, enabling needy behaviour is not okay either.
Are u ok
Your thoughts and feelings are 100% valid
I always give I never get the same in return.
Its sad that the one saving needs to be saved lol
I just heard this one for the 1st time
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I went threw alot of stuff I still do and this is marking me proud
Just give me the pain I take mine and yours and just hold us and I love us both if you promise to love me and I give you the love that you always wanted I love you
I fell my chest pounding
I your there in your songs keep up the good work
Give me peace but then you steal it
Traumas they surround me
I wish'd you'd loved me back
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so sty strong. I wish you all the best
I can feel everything you say on this song!!!
Don’t let songs, get you sad. Look at em like a painting, Admire it.
I hate myself
Sometimes it's a release, put something on that makes you feel if it hurts a little in your chest and feels like you're going to breakdown... well then you should feel fortunate because that means you're still alive.. that means you still feel and you're not done and there isn't a chance that you're ready to throw in the towel.
Omg you thawed my frozen heart ❤
My age is 21 and all i experienced is Suffering. I thought atleast college life will be free, but it's being at it worst. I recently ruined the only supportive friendship i had, I was in time of healing when i was talking to her.
I want to get out of this loop of persisting sadness. I want get out of my curse.
If you hold too much in,for instance if you fake being happy all the time,when you go to open up you physically and mentally can’t,you know the expression “fake it till you make it”? Yeah,don’t do that,it has only brought me more pain
After 20 years in a half loveless marriage, I'm so happy that I DONT HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THAT ANYMORE.
Same
Questioning "why haven't you found me yet" will eventually lead you to think that "there's nothing worth to find".
The saddest part is we all open up, we all come here and read, reply, listen and tell these hearts breaking words, we want to be saved, hope, light, I don’t know if it’s just me but I open up hoping I can be saved even when I know no one can save me but me
I wish we could
I wish I could be saved taken away to a better place where everything is okay, my mind will be free
"it wants love , but i reject it
I trade my joy for my protection"
U just gave words to many of my actions and emotions 😑
27 years of life and I still can't get out of this fuckin loop.. when do I get to experience love?
I was 27 when I reunited with my twin flame and soul mate but years passed and he became colder ad distant no longer affectionate or trying to be in our relationship I guess so now 32 I'm broken I think if your 27 and single you should be sure of the one you call yours because they might hurt you and you might never be back to yourself again . I don't regret us but I wish I might've just stayed platonic with him instead of passion and romantic attachment I feel quite worthless ugly and discarded rejected and shocked ad sad but "do not stir up nor awaken love until it pleases "
When he says "why haven't you found me yet" I think of my sister I lost 8 years ago. Shit still burns me out that she won't see the man I turned out to be.
She will surely happy and proud of you. now she looks you from above. Her dear brother turn into a great man.
omg i'm so sorry
Same for both of my brothers. They're both gone now, both at 33. I am so sorry, I pray you find peace! 😔
That's heartbreaking to hear but I can tell you this she would be proud of you for the man that you became and all you haft to remind your self is that your sister loves / loved you with all her heart and soul your her brother and that love is forever keep being kind keep being there for people who don't have a lot to live for
I feel you I lost so menny if to death or we moved the freajnds I new most my life won't see me ever again likely I miss them I promised to see them I was never token back to see them as was promised they where the reosn life was good for 9 years they jeot the sadness at bay they kept rhe smile on m y face my family the only reson I won't abdon them is they have connections to people I care for still
This hits home..
U are never alone in this world u have to talk to people who understand what life is no matter how u give 100 percent thing get u down but get up and give your heart and soul
So many songs about love and relationships but we don't talk about the feelings with the people we need to! It's sad we can't just say how we feel because we're embarrassed of our own feelings! I used to embarrassed of feelings...why because it's not embarrassing to care about people and love people but I got stuck in that way of feeling because of childhood trauma! But I am happy to say I'm not stuck there anymore talk about my feelings and I'm not embarrassed of how I felt or feel anymore. It's alright to care about people even if they didn't care about you! Life can hurt sometimes and it's ok to feel that pain and not having to pretend you don't care when you actually did care but could not show your emotions or felt you couldn't show them. Never do that to yourself emotions are all OK we don't like to admit some bad feelings but they are as important as good feelings are they just need to be handled with the same attitude not to be hidden and pretend they don't matter because they do matter and they are nothing to be ashamed of ! Well didn't realise I had so much to let out but I'm grateful for great music that does allow me to say how i feel about feelings! We're all looking for love to feel loved and cared about! That what we need to survive this life when it gets tough without love what is life about ? ❤️👍🏼 looks like I had to get that out of me and I'm glad I can be loving one speak freely about emotions now because it used to be so difficult to even share this kind of emotion even to a bunch of people who will never know who I am. No face just a name but I can share my feelings and hope someone reads this and can get a little courage to share some feelings and never been emotionally embarrassed of your own feelings ever ! Why should you not care you should care about your life and people in your life and people in general we are all in need of love 😍 peace ✌ and love keep talking keep caring. First time I've heard this song but it hit me hard and the message is clear! Appreciate the music 🎶 thank you !
NF!!!!!! NATE F. "F", for fuggin amazing! I caught your set for the HOPE TOUR in Portland Orygun tonight and 3 generations went to that show with me. A 67 yo, Im 50, and a 17 yo young lady who didnt know she was going until about 5 or 6 hours before leaving for the show, Im not kidding, girl hit the floor and started hyperventilating. 😂❤Great set , you need to hit up Charles J. Cossetti, aka, MESUS, he remixed CLOUDS using the exact sentence and rhyme structure, same amount of sylables, but completely different words. Thats damn talented. Especially since CLOUDS is a very interestingly structured tune. I believe you and he could both benifit from a colab effort.
AND....Have you seen who currently is killin the Christian charts with his newest song? DAX, Nigerian born, Canadian raised, his song "Gods Eyes" was number 1 last I checked Billboard charts Christian artists. A full colab effort with Daniel N. And Nate F. WOULD BE INCREDIBLE!
DAX & NF COLAB ON GOD PLEASE?
How is he not popular yet?
I feel like we're all looking for love and trying to understand what it really means to each one of us that's why it's so hard for anybody talk about cuz it's a Feeling a lot of people have accepted that they're never going to find it wherever you are don't accept it don't accept ever love is True Love does exist never give up......
this song hits straight from the heart im only 14 but, ive been through so much at such a small age like bullying, watching my brother get the crap beat outta him even though he is 16 and he got beat up by a grown man i had to witness it all though it wasnt my parents. I have had so many people die this year and last year all i have left outta my dads side is my aunt sarah and my grandma francis. and in my moms side i have all my grandparents but it still hurts i have lost friends due to the "popular" stuff and i have no help to deal with what im going through i have even gotten kicked outta my house for a week over dishes, well it wasnt my parents it was the poeple who we were staying with who kicked me out i had no where to go, that was all last year. my parents argue alot as well it gets bad at times to the point where i get brought into it and it hurts me so much ive thought about suicide and ive tried it multiple times but no one knows it. NF is the only thing keeping me here, well that and knowing what it would do to my family.
"grab my hand im drowning, i feel my heart pounding, why havent you found me yet" can relate sm T.T
Yaim at the bottom of the mariana trench no people care for the most part
I love this song
I started crying the first time listening to this song..
Getting sober this is a song that hits you right in the heart
Beautiful.
Well said agree
🐼 Big Bear Hugs from a 68 yr old grandma in Kirby, Texas, USA 🐼 ❤️ 🎀 ❤️ 🎀 ❤️
Im here baby…you have to reach out your hand , mine is waiting…I love you Always and Forever …. My heart aches for you
Nate just plain facts in the mix of it all 💯 and just totally amazing with me and other fans the comments below 👇 are speaking 🗣️ to the fullest with your music lyrics and songs 🙏 much respect and loyalty and talent without any questions asked bro to the fullest 👍💯🙏💣🔥🎯
This is exactly how I felt at 7 years old in an alcoholic home.
aweee ):
I wished u just loved me back this hit me so hard 😭💔 will i ever be loved
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
Yes.
My family is my friends that i chose but my blood family can never understand how I feel. They act like they care when times are easy but when times get hard they leave just like everyone else this song speaks so deep to my soul and i hope that people that are going through stuff just has someone to talk to instead of drowning yourself cause thats very unhealthy trust me i know.
Beautiful fr
Wow amazing ❤️
Take my yoke upon ye, and learn of me ; for I AM meek and lowly in heart : and ye shall find rest unto your soul. Jesus.
💛
what hurts me the most is when they tell you I'm here for anything you need, but then they're not there, and when I call them, they don't want to talk to me, it yust hurts even more
I can relate to you completely...
Same happens to me for many years with the man I love...
When we started our relationship he promised to be there for me whenever I needed him...
" I" ll be here for you" he said ...
" Any time you need me just call me'"
But he didn't keep his promise....
When I did call him when I needed it the most...he wouldn't even want to hear my voice....😢
He left me alone so many times drowning in loneliness and sadness😢....
And when you did need him, he push you avay... I know the feeling so so well
@@bostjanmarolt6703
Exactly....💔
39 n trauma from haunts me everyday n I am love music it's my escape from my life.
Saying/singing this to oneself. When we are own worst enemy