On so many levels I am so so scared of being old, scared of growing up, scared of not being a little kids anymore. Although I am 16 I still feel like a child
That’s how I’ve been ever since I’ve moved! As soon as I moved somewhere else my ‘friends’ made a group chat and cyber bullied me. Saying to kill myself and that they were glad I left(a lot more), it caused a lot of trust issues, depression, and anxiety around any single person I see, thinking they’d want to say or do bad/mean things to me.(because I’ve literally been their friends for as long as I lived there, 8-9 ish years.) As simple as that problem may sound,, it really hurt me. Fast forward 3-4 years later, now. I’m so so glad I’m away from there. I’m away from people that aren’t trustable or loyal. I’ve found much better people. Trustable people. A boyfriend. :’) and 2 days ago I’ve actually started getting no anxiety around people. I really hope I’m over the anxiety for good. Moving helped me filter the fake and find good. So the quote is so true!! Sorry this message is so long haha
LushyBri omg I’m so happy for you :”) I’m moving soon but I’m leaving all the good things all the memories everything ,I’ve heard that the area that I’m moving to is pretty dangerous and it’s has a reputation for the bad schools there and the crime 😰 and Its honestly making me so scared about the people that live there and what kind of school that I’m going to.. my parents don’t even try to understand what I feel it’s just about the money for them.. I’m glad you have it all worked out tho, I feel like music is my only escape from reality and all its craziness ..
GN Bruh it hits the most at 13-16 cause you’re transition from childhood and you get treated differently and it’s all shit. The most confusing time of my life tbh. I’m glad it’s don’t
i moved a lot as a kid and as a result as that i get rlly rlly attached to my surroundings and hate change and we just moved house again and i cry everytime i pass my old street, i’m also rlly bad at sleepovers i get rlly homesick because i miss my house
Lying, isn't better than silence Floating, but I feel like I'm dying Still no matter where I go At the end of every road You were good to me You were good to me, yeah I know it's easier to run After everything I've done You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me Leaving, isn't better than trying Growing, but I'm just growing tired Now I'm worried for my soul And I'm still scared of growing old You were good to me You were good to me, yeah And I'm so used to letting go But I don't wanna be alone You were good to me You were good to me, yeah, oh God only knows, where our fears go Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow You'll see, that I'm sorry 'Cause you were good to me You were good to me And now I'm closing every door 'Cause I'm sick of wanting more You were good to me You were good to me, yeah Swear I'm different than before I won't hurt you anymore 'Cause you were good to me
I’m crying now. So much things happened last year and those last month. It feels like I’m stuck in my head all the time and I can’t get out. I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I can’t stop being sad and angry. And I hate myself so much when I’m like that. I’m so alone even if I have my parents and family. I just wanted to write this here to see if I’m finally better in a few weeks/month.... I miss my old myself I was 15 writing this, during lockdown. I’m almost 17 now. I can’t believe all the things I did those past 2 years. Being bullied is definitely horrible, I’m glad I’m no longer in contact with those people and moved on. I do still feel a lot of what I described and suffer from anxiety but I’m happy I’ve learned how to control all those emotions. Now I’m focusing on school and being a good daughter, friend and student. Even though I don’t really follow Audrey much, I still come back here to listen to this beautiful cover that I loved so much and to check on her and what she’s doing. Sorry for my silly messages, I guess I needed to write that down at some moment to understand what was going on in my head at that time. And now I need to update my old self, and tell her that it’s going to be fine. I do feel better and I found some confidence, but I’m still working on that. Thanks for anyone who replied to this unnecessary comment, that was sweet
you're not alone. i feel the same, it is verrry dificult and every day feels like another battle. but you have to remember every day that you're nog alone, your friends love you, your family loves you, and they will be around you when you feel alone, they're there to help you, to listen. it is hard but you'll find the strenght you need inside you, I promise. Also, search for profissional help, I swear it helps a lot. o que está com você, anda com você. sua força é só sua. nós te amamos, boa sorte 🖤🇧🇷
Oh baby girl. I swear I’m better. Please be strong. Dad and Mom are here for you. It will be better soon I swear. Go to sleep and stop thinking. I love you
in my country, we don't move even if we are already in our legal age. i understand the concept of moving , but you still have the option to stay, right? or idk, pls enlighten me about your culture. im only 16. thank u
i also moves across the country of my hometown and friends and family. i started 6th grade in a new school and later would i know that my mom would die before she could be with me finish 6th grade. i am now starting high school and missing my mom.
I know no one will read this, but all my friends are moving to college, going far away, and moving on with their lives. My boyfriend who i love more than anything is leaving next month. I’m so happy and proud of them but i’m scared. I’m scared of the future, of our friendships and relationships, and of loneliness. I know it has to be done but no one tells you it’ll be so, so fucking hard. Thank you for this Audrey.
I haven’t made any long lasting relationships my entire high school life. Every year my friend group leaves and then I have to start over. So I guess we have opposite problems :/
Faith Ortiz Thank you for that. I’m not naive enough to think that the people I had in high school would remain with me for the entirety of my life. We live in a small town in California and leaving to find something better is needed. I guess it’s just hard for me to let go but I know i’ll get through it.
I'm moving next month in a different city for college. My friends got in the same college so I'm alone in a city I don't know, away from family and friends. But this is life.
My best friend in the whole world is leaving for college tomorrow. I know the pain I’m scared we are gonna loose what we have right now but I’m going to try my best to hold on to him for as long as I can.
His voice is way too soft and chill, I don't think anyone can make a cover that would do his voice justice. But to each their own, that's just how I feel about Jeremy Zucker, one of my favourite artists of all time. Been listening to him since his song with Chelsea called Better Off came out, that one's my favorite from these 2 and will always remain.
i just found this video today and i can’t help but feel its the universe’s message to me.. my boyfriend and i broke up yesterday. after 7 months of a long distance relationship... i was supposed to fly out to see him may 15th.. but with the current situation in the world my flights got cancelled. for months now i felt he was distancing himself from me, i would be the one to carry our conversations, and put all of the effort into talking to him. calls became less frequent, messages became colder and shorter... we decided to take a break, not a breakup.. but not even a week passed, and i found out that during our “break”, he took it as his opportunity to start talking to someone new. i confronted him, and he snapped. told me that “we may have a title of in a relationship, but we are not actually”. the last 7 months we spent, where all i tried to do was to make him happy, be good to him.. put him and our relationship before anyone else, even myself... but it meant nothing to him.. ive never felt this depressed, lonely, worthless, ever. i’m at a loss at what to do..
Dont waste your time with someone who doesnt deserve it I mean if a person loves someone he finds time and a way to stay with that person even in that conditions You dont deserve that bullshit you deserve more than that and you love and respect yoruself more than him you dont he doesnt deserve you You must see your break up as something good because thats what it is Sorry i dont speak english
He said you're in a relationship but not? He didn't value you or the relationship. I'd say don't waste your time crying over him, you got this. Don't worry❤
It's so hard growing up. It's hard to say goodbye to things you've had with you for so long, but just know that it's not forever, it's only for a moment. It's not goodbye, it's see you later. You'll get through it, just look at this as a new obstacle that you'll overcome and come out of even stronger and brighter. You've got this!
This video made realize how sad it was having to move around due to being in a military family. 9 different schools... many places i called home... i never really thought about how precious those memories were when i called places home. thank you
I often wonder what that’s like, and I know it’s odd. Where I live there’s no such thing a military family or at least I’ve never heard of it. 9 schools is a lot, no matter how old you are. How do you establish relationships with people and how do you keep them “alive” when you’re gone? Sorry if this sounds insensitive but it is genuinely coming out of curiosity. I’ve moved out only once in eighteen years and it was one of the worst thing I’ve had to do in my entire life.
@@elenaspano5067 Im not really a talkative person in the first place and hearing news of moving honestly brings me down quite a bit. I do have friends I talk to from the past places I've been and im grateful for that. I am currently a senior in high school and I am not completely happy with how it's going with covid but it is how it is. ngl I completely forgot I commented on this video haha. But im happy to figure it out cause im also going to be moving again soon and I will have to relive the emotions I had with my relationships with my friends.
@@jeremyreyes2217 i totally get that, my dads now retired and we live in our final state, and the friends i had in the previous state were like my family and i didn’t want to leave them but i had to and it literally broke me. i always say it shouldn’t have cause i always move but the bond that was made was unreal 😞
i know i’m late but i move a lot and wanted to just talk abt it lol. so i’m a very talkative person and i make as many friends as possible when i move and pretty much just hope we stay there the whole year. i get attached really fast to friends so it really sucks when i move a lot and it feels like nothings “finished” mostly because i move very abruptly with a months notice or less. goodbyes are really hard as i’m sure you know and it is really taxing on mental health
It's even harder when you know you are giving up on a person you worked so hard for and loved so fucking much but realizing that your own happiness is more important
@@sofiabelettati5315Belettati yeah, especially when you fought so damn hard for them, trying to stay with them, and then they don't even work for you...shit hurts
I dont know why i just discovered this video but im glad i did. I lost my home, in 2016 when i was 14. My home got burned down the same year i moved in with my father so my grandparents were left alone in that house and I knew that whenever i felt like I was drowing in a new city, in a new place, I would always have my home to go back to. I didnt get there in time and I felt so mad because i wasnt there to prevent the fire... but there was a comment I read somewhere down here in the coment section saying that a house is just a house, the people inside it are the ones who make it a home. Im blessed to still have them in my life today even though our home is gone. I still visit it sometimes, still crying over it and its okay.
@@elenaspano5067 unfortunately days after I commented on this video, my grandfather passed away. I struggle to visit that place because he won't be there to greet me anymore. I struggle to exist without him but I'm sure that I will find a way to feel like 'home' again. I wish you the best ❤️❤️
@@mastoratheodora1780 hey, i’m so sorry for your loss. i can’t even imagine what that has been like for you. just want you to know he might not be there greeting you in person, but he is definitely watching over you. i’m sure of that. if you ever need to talk about anything, really, i’m here♥️
I’m coming back to this vid 4 years later because Audrey introduced me to this song that I’ve connected too thanks to her and till this day it still makes me so emotional when she sings it ❤️
Your journey is just beginning Audrey. Leaving home can be overwhelming but you got this! Open those doors, and those windows and let the opportunities flood. Your family will love you and be proud of you forever. Congratulations on all of your success in just that little bedroom. You've started an empire! Be proud of yourself ❤📎📎📎📎 we love you.
i recently went through a really bad breakup, and i try to stay strong throughout the majority of the day, but i allow myself to cry once a day and i play this video everytime i do. Her voice is so beautiful and the song means alot to me. also seeing Audrey cry makes me ball aha. thankyou for this Audrey x
You can hear her voice crack when as the song ended, which made hurt my heart. Even though I’m not in her shoes, it’s hard to see people have such strong emotions.
This made me cry, my boyfriend broke up with me when he moved from Australia to America for a scholarship got a girlfriend over there while still dating me. And this was one out our songs that we would listen too. Hope your okay b xx ur a great singer and it’s definitely not the end it’s a new beginning
A guy I thought was my best friend hurt me, tried to replace me, and broke my heart. I’m hurt and this song is making me think of him, and I’m going to miss us😕I’m sad, like hurt
I've literally just went through a really similar situation, but my boyfriend moved countries and didn't tell mehe was staying in Australia for good, but he is. He also suddenly just lost feelings for me and it hurts so much man :'( I'm wishing you the best bb 😔✨💛
I've watched this a long time ago but, I just now realise i relate so much to how she's feeling. I moved from the house i've lived 11 years in. I know its not 19 years but, its still a lot and, even thought it was falling to pieces, it was my home, where i felt safe, and felt happy. I have a new home now and, even though i dont feel as comfortable, my family does, and if they're happy, im happy. This song makes me feel at home.
Im moving to the city for college this month and its just now hitting me.. I suddenly remember this video and came back to watch it. Saw this when I was 16, now am 20 and finally understand how this feels like 🥲
I can't even speak when I'm crying, n u sound like an angel ur not leaving forever ur so strong I've lived in the same home all my life, I can't imagine how it would feel to leave I hope ur doing well baby
this just made me realize that people are growing too, well, I'm growing too, and some day I'll be on my own and not that lil girl anymore, oof :(( I realized that I'm not ready yet for the real world
The emotion you put in this was just on another level of artistry! When you wear your heart on your sleeve you have me captivated from start to finish. Go Audrey!!
im back here again and i just discovered you and this song just last week... this is my favorite cover that u did. the first time i watched this, i cried. now its the nth time and my 7yearold dog just passed last night and im listening to this again... i hope he feels this way about us. i hope we were good to him.
Omg.. I'm kinda sad but so happy at the same time, I guess our little secret isn't a secret anymore. It's gonna be rough, but you got this, just keep going and make ur parents feel proud
I remember watching this video when I was a freshman in high school, now I'm a college sophomore. this video is still as heart-wrenching as I remember.
If y’all want a super long and really good sad playlist on Spotify look up “lay in your bed and cry” made by rachaly8 :))) it’s gotten me through some rough times
Don’t stop trying, you will never have a reason, unless you stand up to the world and show the world what you have. You have talent, and that shouldn’t be gone to waste. Your voice sounds amazing to when you sing. Keep going and you’ll only expect the best. Things may sometimes be tough, but I know you are very strong and amazing individuals.🥺😌🥰😊
When u become a superstar please keep singing with that microphone! ❤️😭 The words at the end of the video made me tear up kinda... you’re so amazing and we all know without doubt this is just the beginning of an excellent journey. We love you ❤️
Lyin' isn't better than silence Floatin', but I feel like I'm dyin' Still, no matter where I go At the end of every road You were good to me You were good to me, yeah I know it's easier to run After everything I've done You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me Leavin' isn't better than tryin' Growin', but I'm just growin' tired Now I'm worried for my soul And I'm still scared of growin' old You were good to me You were good to me, yeah And I'm so used to lettin' go But I don't wanna be alone You were good to me You were good to me, yeah, oh God only knows where our fears go Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow You'll see that I'm sorry 'Cause you were good to me You were good to me And now I'm closin' every door 'Cause I'm sick of wantin' more You were good to me You were good to me, yeah Swear I'm different than before I won't hurt you anymore 'Cause you were good to me
This song came out while I was going through leaving a toxic friendship & i listened to this NONSTOP... I never thought a leaving/losing a friendship could feel like a breakup 🙁
this video was at 3,999,191 and i re watched it 2 twice and as soon as i refreshed it got 200 more . im in love with this woman right here . Audrey you give me hope i love you.
This will be an exciting new chapter in your life. I know its upsetting to leave home but never forget that you're doing this for your own future and success. I'm proud of you.
baby how you express this quality cover made me remind abt how hard it was to let something go, moved to another house, far away from the country and lives we used to live. were too good to me :(
it feels so weird listening to this again because when i first listened to this cover i just broke down i felt like i had nobody to be there for me. i was in the worst place i have been in in a long time and it didnt even feel like it at the time, but looking back on it i was so hurt because all of my friends stopped caring about me and didnt care if i was there or not, but finding a new group of people to be around was so liberating and i know this sounds dumb but i just want to tell everyone who feels like they have nobody that it gets better and its ok to feel this way but you will find new people :) 💗💗
“i’m still scared of growing old” i felt that
Asiah Oliphant same
Same
Same😔
easy to say
On so many levels I am so so scared of being old, scared of growing up, scared of not being a little kids anymore. Although I am 16 I still feel like a child
don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened ~ dr. seuss
thx i needed that
Awe, that's making me cry even more
thank you :,(
That’s how I’ve been ever since I’ve moved! As soon as I moved somewhere else my ‘friends’ made a group chat and cyber bullied me. Saying to kill myself and that they were glad I left(a lot more), it caused a lot of trust issues, depression, and anxiety around any single person I see, thinking they’d want to say or do bad/mean things to me.(because I’ve literally been their friends for as long as I lived there, 8-9 ish years.) As simple as that problem may sound,, it really hurt me. Fast forward 3-4 years later, now. I’m so so glad I’m away from there. I’m away from people that aren’t trustable or loyal. I’ve found much better people. Trustable people. A boyfriend. :’) and 2 days ago I’ve actually started getting no anxiety around people. I really hope I’m over the anxiety for good. Moving helped me filter the fake and find good. So the quote is so true!! Sorry this message is so long haha
LushyBri omg I’m so happy for you :”) I’m moving soon but I’m leaving all the good things all the memories everything ,I’ve heard that the area that I’m moving to is pretty dangerous and it’s has a reputation for the bad schools there and the crime 😰 and Its honestly making me so scared about the people that live there and what kind of school that I’m going to.. my parents don’t even try to understand what I feel it’s just about the money for them.. I’m glad you have it all worked out tho, I feel like music is my only escape from reality and all its craziness ..
“Growing, but I’m just growing tired”
I felt that
Annie H .... that hits so so so deep and to home for me. That actually hurts reading it in words and not just hearing it from my mom..
Annie H same
Frankie Newton 14 years old girls be like: wow so deep
GN Bruh it hits the most at 13-16 cause you’re transition from childhood and you get treated differently and it’s all shit. The most confusing time of my life tbh. I’m glad it’s don’t
Me too.....and im very Young but.....its Real...unfortunatelly...
Please don’t ever stop you made me cry happy tears to sleep I watched every second ily you’re so beautiful
amen lord susej
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Everyone is like the voice is so good
i feel like she’s the kind of person you can vibe with without having a care in the world. i would love to be her friend.
candice terry i mean from the looks of the like of this comment she could be getting 2.2k more friends tho😳
candice terry how does this have 1 comment
Ikr.... if only tho 😅😔
candice terry same
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“IT HURTS WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVED NEVER LOVED YOU BACK”
Zyriana Allen 😖
-me loving Leonardo DiCaprio
This just happened to me
Ella Carrington Ik how you feel
Zyriana Allen My bf literally just broke up with me out of no where. I liked him so much and he obviously didn’t feel the same way
Moving is so weird because your stoked to see your new house, but sad about leaving your old one
J B I might be moving and I don’t wanna leave I’ve gotten so used to where i live and I’ve made so many friends and I might have to leave
I moved about 10 times in 13 years. For me moving isn't that sad but i can understand her :'(
J B I’ve moved for times and its way more sad than happy
J B I’ve just moved to my new house but I miss my old one
i moved a lot as a kid and as a result as that i get rlly rlly attached to my surroundings and hate change and we just moved house again and i cry everytime i pass my old street, i’m also rlly bad at sleepovers i get rlly homesick because i miss my house
Lying, isn't better than silence
Floating, but I feel like I'm dying
Still no matter where I go
At the end of every road
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
I know it's easier to run
After everything I've done
You were good to me
You were good to me
You were good to me
You were good to me
Leaving, isn't better than trying
Growing, but I'm just growing tired
Now I'm worried for my soul
And I'm still scared of growing old
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
And I'm so used to letting go
But I don't wanna be alone
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah, oh
God only knows, where our fears go
Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow
You'll see, that I'm sorry
'Cause you were good to me
You were good to me
And now I'm closing every door
'Cause I'm sick of wanting more
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
Swear I'm different than before
I won't hurt you anymore
'Cause you were good to me
thank you
Thankyouu!!
She's so innocent and pure im-
AnnyeonghaseYO She really is... and I love your profile pic
*cough* army *cough*
@@kaz3066 people are going to attack you, run
chzmchxm - yeah fuck off
Megan w
I live in something called a free country. I can say whatever I want 😌
why is no one talking about
“last time being a tomato in my room”
cause that hit me hard
Im not sure if this was to be funny or not but this had me dying😂😂😂😂but if it wasnt im sorry💀
i felt that
Steve Farquaad i dont get it lmao
Kimberly Alcala me neither ahah can someone explain it to me? 😂
Felt that too
when she gets famous i wanna see the pink mic on tour
I support this
SHE IS ON GENIUSSSSS!!!
GO WATCH IT
it better be
🥺
Yes
I’m crying now. So much things happened last year and those last month. It feels like I’m stuck in my head all the time and I can’t get out. I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I can’t stop being sad and angry. And I hate myself so much when I’m like that. I’m so alone even if I have my parents and family. I just wanted to write this here to see if I’m finally better in a few weeks/month.... I miss my old myself
I was 15 writing this, during lockdown. I’m almost 17 now. I can’t believe all the things I did those past 2 years. Being bullied is definitely horrible, I’m glad I’m no longer in contact with those people and moved on. I do still feel a lot of what I described and suffer from anxiety but I’m happy I’ve learned how to control all those emotions. Now I’m focusing on school and being a good daughter, friend and student. Even though I don’t really follow Audrey much, I still come back here to listen to this beautiful cover that I loved so much and to check on her and what she’s doing. Sorry for my silly messages, I guess I needed to write that down at some moment to understand what was going on in my head at that time. And now I need to update my old self, and tell her that it’s going to be fine. I do feel better and I found some confidence, but I’m still working on that.
Thanks for anyone who replied to this unnecessary comment, that was sweet
I feel u so much🙃
Everything will get better trust me :) ❤️
Kanna Anggian thank you for your support
you're not alone. i feel the same, it is verrry dificult and every day feels like another battle. but you have to remember every day that you're nog alone, your friends love you, your family loves you, and they will be around you when you feel alone, they're there to help you, to listen. it is hard but you'll find the strenght you need inside you, I promise. Also, search for profissional help, I swear it helps a lot. o que está com você, anda com você. sua força é só sua. nós te amamos, boa sorte 🖤🇧🇷
Oh baby girl. I swear I’m better. Please be strong. Dad and Mom are here for you. It will be better soon I swear. Go to sleep and stop thinking. I love you
I swear. When anyone sings with emotion, it really brings the song. Audrey this was beautiful
Elexana Cabrera this comment made me cry thinking about it
It really holds their soul😭
its emotions not on pitch but it reaches where it need to
Not really. Try to sing yourself with emotion. Your parents will still close their ears
“I’m moving and people move ...” LITERALLY HIT ME , I miss my hometown 😭😭🥺 I miss my mom
Diana Duran Awwh it’s okay babe💕
I miss my home
in my country, we don't move even if we are already in our legal age. i understand the concept of moving , but you still have the option to stay, right? or idk, pls enlighten me about your culture. im only 16. thank u
i also moves across the country of my hometown and friends and family. i started 6th grade in a new school and later would i know that my mom would die before she could be with me finish 6th grade. i am now starting high school and missing my mom.
Diana Duran Same my dad just died and I didn’t want to come back but life must go on and I felt bad for leaving my mom
""Its just really hard""
THAT VOICE CRACK MADE ME WANNA BURST INTO TEARS MYSELF
Safia Salhi drissi what time stamp?!?
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@@skvllcxt 5:09 IM SORRY I DIDNT SEE YOUR COMMENT UNTIL NOW
lol i love how the original song doesn’t make me cry but this does
why it that so true!
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The slowed version is a different level ol
@@LifeOfJowl it really is
I find her voice so soothing to listen to even when she's just talking...
Same
True
Ye
I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY/type THAT XX
I don’t
I LITERALLY JUST CRIED BC OF THIS SONG DON’T MAKE ME DOUBLE CRY
Same i dont want her to cry
z trueee
z me too, i just can’t
wait can anyone explain to me the "lived in this house for 19 years" thing, is she 19????
WHAT SHE IS 19 WTF
Audrey when she’s about to cry: *sings like angel*
Me when I’m about to cry: *sings like and old grandpa who’s losing voice*
Tali J me too..me too
i sing like that when i’m happy too tho so like
Tali J me 😭😭😭😭😭
I wish I could say I don’t relate but freaking relate freaking HARD. :(💀
sameee
i hope everyone is doing well and even this was two years ago, i keep going back to this video because it feels like home listening to this
“lying isn’t better than silence” this hit me way to hard 🥺
Jess Stairmand th-cam.com/video/QgGQKNNpN-c/w-d-xo.html
I was at work too
Me crying so hard to this shows how mentally unstable I am
Noah Thompson if this was a tweet I’d retweet this so hard
Sameeee
I felt this. I done all my crying I thought but this made me sob
Noah Thompson moooddddd
Man same wtf😂
I love how she’s using the microphone we all had as kids
moon & stars pahahaha
moon & stars I have that and it looks the same as hers haha, all taped up cause it broke at some point, it just be like that sometimes 😂
It was to have that echo sound after
I am the last person that made this comment to be liked to 1k🥔
moon & stars I made it 1.1k lmao
jeremy zucker is just art and no one can deny.
she still here rocking a purple and pink microphone
@C a s u a l M y s t i c girl lmao idk about mini
Fr 💞🥺
oh no a roblox girl
bowlcut boy
;-; yes i quit playing last year and it wont let me change my picture
C a s u a l M y s t i c lies
I know no one will read this, but all my friends are moving to college, going far away, and moving on with their lives. My boyfriend who i love more than anything is leaving next month. I’m so happy and proud of them but i’m scared. I’m scared of the future, of our friendships and relationships, and of loneliness. I know it has to be done but no one tells you it’ll be so, so fucking hard.
Thank you for this Audrey.
I haven’t made any long lasting relationships my entire high school life. Every year my friend group leaves and then I have to start over. So I guess we have opposite problems :/
Faith Ortiz Thank you for that. I’m not naive enough to think that the people I had in high school would remain with me for the entirety of my life. We live in a small town in California and leaving to find something better is needed. I guess it’s just hard for me to let go but I know i’ll get through it.
I'm moving next month in a different city for college. My friends got in the same college so I'm alone in a city I don't know, away from family and friends. But this is life.
My best friend in the whole world is leaving for college tomorrow. I know the pain I’m scared we are gonna loose what we have right now but I’m going to try my best to hold on to him for as long as I can.
Melly A. This is the most relatable thing I’ve read in a while
Jeremy Zucker is such a great artist but he rarely gets covered so this was a special treat.
joseph ndabu IKRRRR
I'm sorry I made your like 223
Factsss
AGREED
His voice is way too soft and chill, I don't think anyone can make a cover that would do his voice justice. But to each their own, that's just how I feel about Jeremy Zucker, one of my favourite artists of all time. Been listening to him since his song with Chelsea called Better Off came out, that one's my favorite from these 2 and will always remain.
i just found this video today and i can’t help but feel its the universe’s message to me..
my boyfriend and i broke up yesterday. after 7 months of a long distance relationship... i was supposed to fly out to see him may 15th.. but with the current situation in the world my flights got cancelled.
for months now i felt he was distancing himself from me, i would be the one to carry our conversations, and put all of the effort into talking to him. calls became less frequent, messages became colder and shorter... we decided to take a break, not a breakup.. but not even a week passed, and i found out that during our “break”, he took it as his opportunity to start talking to someone new. i confronted him, and he snapped. told me that “we may have a title of in a relationship, but we are not actually”. the last 7 months we spent, where all i tried to do was to make him happy, be good to him.. put him and our relationship before anyone else, even myself... but it meant nothing to him..
ive never felt this depressed, lonely, worthless, ever. i’m at a loss at what to do..
Dont waste your time with someone who doesnt deserve it
I mean if a person loves someone he finds time and a way to stay with that person even in that conditions
You dont deserve that bullshit you deserve more than that and you love and respect yoruself more than him you dont he doesnt deserve you
You must see your break up as something good because thats what it is
Sorry i dont speak english
Just remember you are Rare !!!
Be Strong Mate 💚, You're Sweet, You Deserves Better 💚
He didn’t deserve u babe. I’m here for u if u want to talk ❤️
He said you're in a relationship but not? He didn't value you or the relationship. I'd say don't waste your time crying over him, you got this. Don't worry❤
It's so hard growing up. It's hard to say goodbye to things you've had with you for so long, but just know that it's not forever, it's only for a moment. It's not goodbye, it's see you later. You'll get through it, just look at this as a new obstacle that you'll overcome and come out of even stronger and brighter. You've got this!
Ciera Claire man ...
I'm crying about all the Disney series I used to watch when I was a kid saying Goodbye to those kinda hurts though😭😭
When you just realized she’s 19 and all this time thought she was 16-
Omg me too
Wait she's 19 ?
@@b.isyousrs yup
SHES NINETEEN?!?!?!?!!! WHAT
Lmao same I’m 15 and I’m 5ft and I look 11 cuz of my baby face
her voice sounds amazing even when she cries, and she still looks so pretty when she cries i- how does it feel to be so perfect?
This video made realize how sad it was having to move around due to being in a military family. 9 different schools... many places i called home... i never really thought about how precious those memories were when i called places home. thank you
I often wonder what that’s like, and I know it’s odd. Where I live there’s no such thing a military family or at least I’ve never heard of it. 9 schools is a lot, no matter how old you are. How do you establish relationships with people and how do you keep them “alive” when you’re gone? Sorry if this sounds insensitive but it is genuinely coming out of curiosity. I’ve moved out only once in eighteen years and it was one of the worst thing I’ve had to do in my entire life.
@@elenaspano5067 Im not really a talkative person in the first place and hearing news of moving honestly brings me down quite a bit. I do have friends I talk to from the past places I've been and im grateful for that. I am currently a senior in high school and I am not completely happy with how it's going with covid but it is how it is. ngl I completely forgot I commented on this video haha. But im happy to figure it out cause im also going to be moving again soon and I will have to relive the emotions I had with my relationships with my friends.
@@jeremyreyes2217 i totally get that, my dads now retired and we live in our final state, and the friends i had in the previous state were like my family and i didn’t want to leave them but i had to and it literally broke me. i always say it shouldn’t have cause i always move but the bond that was made was unreal 😞
I was also raised in a military family...i totally feel this song so much..been gulping hard
i know i’m late but i move a lot and wanted to just talk abt it lol. so i’m a very talkative person and i make as many friends as possible when i move and pretty much just hope we stay there the whole year. i get attached really fast to friends so it really sucks when i move a lot and it feels like nothings “finished” mostly because i move very abruptly with a months notice or less. goodbyes are really hard as i’m sure you know and it is really taxing on mental health
I saw the thumbnail and i was like: ‘WHO HURT HER?’
Same
LITERALLY
I mean, who didnt
Rose Candide ikr!!
Same
that hesitation when she sings "sk-scared" got me weeping you can feel the pain :'(
Reema Khodeer What time?
@@noury.3378 2:10
we all felt that
aye im the 1k like sorry just had to say it
Reema Khodeer Sksksksksks
Deadass haven't felt so loved by a stranger in my whole 14 yrs of life 🤧🤧
Nathaniel XXX same😢🤧
same😳😳
last night i fell in love with someone. in my dream😭😭😭😭
Yeah I feel that too
Nathaniel XXX same
Hi! It’s been a couple years but this video still makes me cry
When you really love someone with all of your heart and want to share your entire world with that person...
Its hard to let that person go....
Facts
It's even harder when you know you are giving up on a person you worked so hard for and loved so fucking much but realizing that your own happiness is more important
@@sofiabelettati5315Belettati yeah, especially when you fought so damn hard for them, trying to stay with them, and then they don't even work for you...shit hurts
yup it’s hard :/
i feel that :'(
Omg I clicked immediately when I saw you crying 😢
Tf lol
thats was the point :)
Omg same 😭😭
Hey girl I’ve moved a lot. I just want you to know it’s ok. A house isn’t a home it’s just a house. It’s the people inside that make it a home.
Cherry Ann this hit me deep
what if you are going to lose one of them soon 🙁
crystal then cherish them while you have them and keep them in your memory. Love them while you still can. And be there for them.
Also good neighbors and good friend that make a home
moving around a lot is different from staying at one place for a long time then moving
I dont know why i just discovered this video but im glad i did. I lost my home, in 2016 when i was 14. My home got burned down the same year i moved in with my father so my grandparents were left alone in that house and I knew that whenever i felt like I was drowing in a new city, in a new place, I would always have my home to go back to. I didnt get there in time and I felt so mad because i wasnt there to prevent the fire... but there was a comment I read somewhere down here in the coment section saying that a house is just a house, the people inside it are the ones who make it a home. Im blessed to still have them in my life today even though our home is gone. I still visit it sometimes, still crying over it and its okay.
this is so sad. but that person was right. i’m glad the people that make your home are still with you. wish you the best❤️
@@elenaspano5067 unfortunately days after I commented on this video, my grandfather passed away. I struggle to visit that place because he won't be there to greet me anymore. I struggle to exist without him but I'm sure that I will find a way to feel like 'home' again. I wish you the best ❤️❤️
@@mastoratheodora1780 hey, i’m so sorry for your loss. i can’t even imagine what that has been like for you. just want you to know he might not be there greeting you in person, but he is definitely watching over you. i’m sure of that. if you ever need to talk about anything, really, i’m here♥️
when you could hear the hurt in her voice :(
"I would do anything to give you everything" damn.
Hachatata when was this?
Tenzin Dechen Lobsang Towards the end, she was talking about all the support
“I didn’t cry “ “I’m going to now bye” represents my whole life
Allisa Mitchell omg i just realized where the intro of 4712 comes from
Lou Collober omg sameeeee
Lou Collober OMGGGGG
Lmaoo same 😭
😔
I’m coming back to this vid 4 years later because Audrey introduced me to this song that I’ve connected too thanks to her and till this day it still makes me so emotional when she sings it ❤️
Damn she about to get famous coz this got recommended to me and I am not even subscribed(now I am)
Sameee right as im going through a mood
she blew up like last month
look at her subscriber count... she’s already famous mate
kenzy :-D shes BEEN famous. she just did a show in bay area, you’re late 😳
sammeee
i feel bad, she probably cried while editing this :((
kensnt sheesh 🥺😔
kensnt 🥀🥺👀😔😭🙄
She cried while singing it...
How about the kids that don't or never had a home...
“And I’m so used to letting go, but I don’t wanna be alone” I-
“i’m still scared of growing old” I got the chills
Everyone who disliked accidentally hit the dislike with their *tears.*
I didn't cry. 🤨
@@Abass.03 thats cool but did i ask
Sydney I. Bruh he just said he didn’t cry
@@Abass.03 good for u,i cried my eyes out,literally
@@Sydney-fy7wh stfu you fake depressed bitch.
I literally just cried through this entire video but I don't even know why.
how tf did i manage to get 1k likes! THANK YOU!
Same.
Period?
(I made ur 1k like btw,hope u enjoy your day pretty)
*2k
Your journey is just beginning Audrey. Leaving home can be overwhelming but you got this! Open those doors, and those windows and let the opportunities flood. Your family will love you and be proud of you forever. Congratulations on all of your success in just that little bedroom. You've started an empire! Be proud of yourself ❤📎📎📎📎 we love you.
j j
whattup with the paper clips tho 😂.
@@BobTheBuilder-dk5ry thats the name of her fanbase
j j
ohhhhh as jewelry
i recently went through a really bad breakup, and i try to stay strong throughout the majority of the day, but i allow myself to cry once a day and i play this video everytime i do. Her voice is so beautiful and the song means alot to me. also seeing Audrey cry makes me ball aha. thankyou for this Audrey x
You can hear her voice crack when as the song ended, which made hurt my heart. Even though I’m not in her shoes, it’s hard to see people have such strong emotions.
This made me cry, my boyfriend broke up with me when he moved from Australia to America for a scholarship got a girlfriend over there while still dating me. And this was one out our songs that we would listen too. Hope your okay b xx ur a great singer and it’s definitely not the end it’s a new beginning
A guy I thought was my best friend hurt me, tried to replace me, and broke my heart. I’m hurt and this song is making me think of him, and I’m going to miss us😕I’m sad, like hurt
This really made me cry hearing u say that ur boyfriend did that to u xx I hope ur better from whenever that happened and that I feel u
I've literally just went through a really similar situation, but my boyfriend moved countries and didn't tell mehe was staying in Australia for good, but he is. He also suddenly just lost feelings for me and it hurts so much man :'( I'm wishing you the best bb 😔✨💛
Pamela Bouras i wish u found someone better❤️
im sorry
I bought a toy microphone to sing just like her. Nope. It’s fun tho
I use to have one but then it broke, it was a sad love story....😂😢
TheKittyKrafter Aesthetics what is it called!?
@@Jordan5876 its called a magic mic xD you can find it on amazon. I have the same one she does hehe
Where can I get that microphone?
Asma Alj from Amazon
I've watched this a long time ago but, I just now realise i relate so much to how she's feeling. I moved from the house i've lived 11 years in. I know its not 19 years but, its still a lot and, even thought it was falling to pieces, it was my home, where i felt safe, and felt happy. I have a new home now and, even though i dont feel as comfortable, my family does, and if they're happy, im happy. This song makes me feel at home.
pls put that microphone in a glass case it deserves it ahahaha
edit: woah didn't expect this to have so many likes ahahahha
Lisa Zhong PETITION
You look perfect you sing perfect WHAT IS BAD ABOUT YOU
And her personality looks perfect
cristina saginario she looks perfect but she doesn’t sing perfect but she’s good
Dang I think I’m tearing up
Ikr
@@이한나-k5n She IS perfect 😥😭😭😭
the captions say “eating a tomato in my room isn’t better than silence”
Malia Kaylynn hahahah the same😂😂😂 last time I’m eating tomato in my room
Same hahaahahahaa
Malia Kaylynn 😂😂
Im moving to the city for college this month and its just now hitting me.. I suddenly remember this video and came back to watch it. Saw this when I was 16, now am 20 and finally understand how this feels like 🥲
I can't even speak when I'm crying, n u sound like an angel
ur not leaving forever ur so strong I've lived in the same home all my life, I can't imagine how it would feel to leave
I hope ur doing well baby
Same i would be like
"Hjgudjs Izncmnx I KjsnN Am BHux Moving Jkxbdosvzixj kzixx8'sidkx"
@@zaver4739 same 😂😂
Pirate Eilish I LOVE YOUR PFP 💕🥑
Pirate Eilish BILLIE PIRATE EILISH
this just made me realize that people are growing too, well, I'm growing too, and some day I'll be on my own and not that lil girl anymore, oof :((
I realized that I'm not ready yet for the real world
ahhh my feels 😭
I'm turning 18 in 2 months 😭
same...
21 here, I felt the same way dont worry its not that bad getting older.❤️
We born ready... Don't worry
The emotion you put in this was just on another level of artistry!
When you wear your heart on your sleeve you have me captivated from start to finish. Go Audrey!!
im back here again and i just discovered you and this song just last week... this is my favorite cover that u did. the first time i watched this, i cried. now its the nth time and my 7yearold dog just passed last night and im listening to this again... i hope he feels this way about us. i hope we were good to him.
Her voice is so soothing and unique I-
I can hear the hurt in your voice and it makes me want to cry 😢
Omg.. I'm kinda sad but so happy at the same time, I guess our little secret isn't a secret anymore. It's gonna be rough, but you got this, just keep going and make ur parents feel proud
Same, our girl is growing :))
I remember watching this video when I was a freshman in high school, now I'm a college sophomore. this video is still as heart-wrenching as I remember.
The emotion in her voice is enough to send me over the edge but yet I keep coming back for more
In the end i kinda felt like she was breakung up with me
But in the very very end is like she was saying it wasnt over at the same time
crazy how I started watching your videos when you only had 200k+ subs and now you're moving .... I love you Audrey 💓
Samee 😭❤️
Huh? 200k is a lot
sammi voon SAME WHAT but I was right before she hit 100k tho and it’s so crazy I’m so proud of her what like.. what
laur sharpe samee😲🙂💫🌼
Please don't ever take this down... I always come back to this video to resonate with someone I know understands me. I love this and you!
this was the most beautiful goodbye
Guys please stop taking advantage of Audrey’s vulnerability to promote your channels of what ever!! It’s honestly pretty gross😔😔
Brendan Morin most of them are bots
It's not that serious, and I'm sure when Audrey was young, she did the same thing or a little more different.
yeah but not in this video!!!!
What’s vulnerability? And what does she have to do with it?..
xmia bearx vulnerable is like her being sensitive as in Audrey crying
i remember watching this a while ago and i felt bad :( now im moving and i cant stop crying and i came back to this andy heart is breaking
IT JUST THE BEGINNING AUDREY, I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU CRY AGAIN.
We love some recommended sad songs. Sad hours, who’s up?
HELL OR HIGH WATER BY BILLY RAFFUL
😤😭🤧 Y’all really out here making a homegirl cry with all these songs. Ouch-
also by jorja smith, don’t watch me cry
If y’all want a super long and really good sad playlist on Spotify look up “lay in your bed and cry” made by rachaly8 :))) it’s gotten me through some rough times
Eve Bellwood 🤧 Dude, that song made my heart shatter, what the heck. 😭
i literally cried my eyes when she said « thanks to this mic » I’m so emo🥺
Don’t stop trying, you will never have a reason, unless you stand up to the world and show the world what you have.
You have talent, and that shouldn’t be gone to waste. Your voice sounds amazing to when you sing. Keep going and you’ll only expect the best. Things may sometimes be tough, but I know you are very strong and amazing individuals.🥺😌🥰😊
When u become a superstar please keep singing with that microphone! ❤️😭
The words at the end of the video made me tear up kinda... you’re so amazing and we all know without doubt this is just the beginning of an excellent journey. We love you ❤️
See her crying
Me : :(
Opening chords
Me : *starts crying
Sees all the memory clips
Me : *crying intensifies
“I’m so used to letting go, but I don’t wanna be alone “
I felt that in a whole other level
Don't cry because he/she hurt you, cry because u know u will never have that connection with them ever again.
is this supposed to be comforting orrrrrr
Its a lie.
@@monkesaymonkedo fr tho.
“I didn’t cry, I’m going to now bye” 😭
What's up I never understand
Lyin' isn't better than silence
Floatin', but I feel like I'm dyin'
Still, no matter where I go
At the end of every road
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
I know it's easier to run
After everything I've done
You were good to me
You were good to me
You were good to me
You were good to me
Leavin' isn't better than tryin'
Growin', but I'm just growin' tired
Now I'm worried for my soul
And I'm still scared of growin' old
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
And I'm so used to lettin' go
But I don't wanna be alone
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah, oh
God only knows where our fears go
Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow
You'll see that I'm sorry
'Cause you were good to me
You were good to me
And now I'm closin' every door
'Cause I'm sick of wantin' more
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah
Swear I'm different than before
I won't hurt you anymore
'Cause you were good to me
This is one of my worst fears, leaving my home of many years growing up in and experienced everything and who I became in my own home with my family.
That pink microphone has been through a lot with Audrey 😞
Woahh what do u mean by that 🤪😭
@@selfmadeksavv7789 I- 👁👄👁
I know rightt!!
@@selfmadeksavv7789 ...
@@selfmadeksavv7789 IM CRYINF AHHAAHSHSH
This song came out while I was going through leaving a toxic friendship & i listened to this NONSTOP... I never thought a leaving/losing a friendship could feel like a breakup 🙁
Irene Gomez sometimes a friendship breakup is worst than a relationship breakup :(
I feel u. I was going through the same and even though it's hard, it's gonna be over soon u just need to have faith in yourself🖤🖤
Yeah it really is like a breakup
Feel you... Like how can a friendship breakup hurt so bad when the friend didn't even treat you right...
ikr it hurts so much 🥺
i remember subscribing to your channel even before you hit 500k subscribers and now you’re almost at 1 mil. we love you 🥺
“ and now i’m closing every door , because i’m sick of wanting more” ;(
Sick*
this video was at 3,999,191 and i re watched it 2 twice and as soon as i refreshed it got 200 more . im in love with this woman right here . Audrey you give me hope i love you.
I'm packing up my room right now to leave for university and I'm bawling. Thank you audrey
This will be an exciting new chapter in your life. I know its upsetting to leave home but never forget that you're doing this for your own future and success. I'm proud of you.
I had 3 panic attacks before I left for college I promise it’s going to be okay. Once you get there and get used to it, it gets easlet ❤️❤️
Easier*
Well now you’re starting a new chapter in your life! Good luck in your future💗
Me next year on this time ...
Good luck! Listening to this and ur comment made me cry
“I would do anything to give you everything... and that’s why I was doing this because it made you happy.” _ouch._
The feels. They hurt.
Okay but I was your 420th like
Antonia K. 😂
i can feel the emotion thru the screen plssss 😭 you’re doing great & more blessings are coming your way!
baby how you express this quality cover made me remind abt how hard it was to let something go, moved to another house, far away from the country and lives we used to live. were too good to me :(
I could literally feel the emotions through your voice🤧 girl youre going to be just fine x we love you💗
Sovaia Alexandra what’s happening? I can’t hear 👂 ♡
martha zoe she sang the song beautifully and was emotional cause she moved out..
WAIT YOUR 19 I-
I LITERALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE LIKE 15 WTF
Samd and I'm sitting here looking like 12 year's old and I look like a 19 year old
Booo Loooio nah, she doesnt lol
I thought she was 17 😕
I thought she was 16
It’s cuz sis doesn’t have acne
“I’d do anything to give you everything” my heart... 💔💔💔
it feels so weird listening to this again because when i first listened to this cover i just broke down i felt like i had nobody to be there for me. i was in the worst place i have been in in a long time and it didnt even feel like it at the time, but looking back on it i was so hurt because all of my friends stopped caring about me and didnt care if i was there or not, but finding a new group of people to be around was so liberating and i know this sounds dumb but i just want to tell everyone who feels like they have nobody that it gets better and its ok to feel this way but you will find new people :) 💗💗
“i’m still scared of growing old” omg you’re so pure and i feel rlly bad for everything i can’t stop crying, i feel you girl