Top of my School GCMV 🏫 Katherine-Lynn Rose -Nella Nextra

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  • **•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ HELLO! ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*
    Playing: Nella Nextra
    Music by: Katherine-Lynn Rose
    Song: Top of My School
    Game: Gacha Club AKA GCMV
    Apps used:
    Gacha Club 45%
    Capcut 45%
    Photos/Cropping 6%
    ibisPaintx 3%
    Alight Motion 1%
    Screenshots: 267
    Time Taken: 9 days
    Age: 11
    Nationality: Indonesian 🇮🇩
    Country: Australia
    Name: Nella/Naya/BobtheBuilder
    IGNORE:
    #GachaClub #Gacha #GachaLife #GCMV #GLMV #Music #MusicVideo #CapCut #GachaClubMusicVideo #GachaLifeMusicVIdeo #GachaGames #GachaGame

ความคิดเห็น • 286

  • @minniesheriff5789
    @minniesheriff5789 ปีที่แล้ว +541

    This is shocking- I found my sis on my recommendation-

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +161

      Oh wow didn’t expect that

    • @luna_elvenstar
      @luna_elvenstar ปีที่แล้ว +80

      ayy I wasn’t expecting you here this was js my fyp 😋

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +84

      @@luna_elvenstar wait what-
      WHAAA-

    • @uget-uget
      @uget-uget ปีที่แล้ว +29

      cool

    • @magicmyah2291
      @magicmyah2291 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      @@luna_elvenstarat the time of this comment you have 911 comments, if you know you know

  • @carlinerukke5721
    @carlinerukke5721 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    I had this attitude in elementary school, during a time when I needed school for a distraction while my life was in pieces... lost my cool in middle school, when I no longer needed the distraction and discovered it was expected of me to ace every class when it had become nearly impossible, without good teachers and motivation, and I didn't regain the original cool.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Aww, hope ur doing well now- and you don’t have to be perfect, no one is

    • @kavyasingh9022
      @kavyasingh9022 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I can relate. I literally have the same story. I was called a topper, but then I lost my streak. My mom really keep insisted to work harder. Although, my friends still call me topper to this day. I'm glad they were there.

  • @junystar8015
    @junystar8015 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    When your always getting good grades anything else feels like not good enough. And even though nobody expects anything from you, you still got that urge to always be the best. You live from academic validation. You start getting used to good grades... and when you get a bad grade just once it feels like everything you did was not enough and the whole world is falling apart. It feels like you have let down everybodyand yourself, but you didnt. Everyone thinks its just one bad grade, we question our whole existence and identity at this point.
    Everyone: Dont be too hard on yourself... take a break sometime or you will break down and everything gets worse! YOU´RE ALL AMAZING!!!
    *sorry if there are any mistakes English is not my first language*

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      What a great standard of life that you want us to live

    • @ur_local_nintendo_ds
      @ur_local_nintendo_ds 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      that happens to me more than it should
      and these bishes in my class + my teachers still forget me 😤😤

  • @flutter-heartsgaming412
    @flutter-heartsgaming412 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    I just found out about this song 2 days ago and I’d really relatable for me 🥲💕
    No one actually expects me to be best but I just do this to myself… I easily get jealous of others and even tho I’m a straight A student, I still get mad at myself for not getting 100s on tests and assignments. Last year, someone else was the best in almost all the classes and when I got home I just cried and couldn’t stop thinking about it and scolded myself for it. I’m doing better now but I still have high expectations for myself… ):

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Aww, hope you’re doing well tho, to me I think ur good enough

    • @flutter-heartsgaming412
      @flutter-heartsgaming412 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@NellaNextra
      TYSM, I RLLY APPRECIATE IT 😭💕

    • @lydialiang9233
      @lydialiang9233 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Trust me, I get it. But the truth is, even if you're the second best in your class, understand that there are so many people who look up to you. They probably see you as one of the most intelligent kids in the school. Sometimes this stems from self-esteem issues. Which isn't an insult, I have it. You're more than capable than you think.

    • @loreleipainter273
      @loreleipainter273 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I always get a little upset if I get anything under 100% in my tests

    • @flutter-heartsgaming412
      @flutter-heartsgaming412 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@loreleipainter273
      Same.. it's nice to know that I'm not the only one :)

  • @Starrytchi
    @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว +32

    You guys need to quit being so hard on yourselves 😭
    All that matters is you pass!
    And even then, *YOUR HEALTH COMES FIRST.* I mean it. Don’t push yourself so hard that you’re neglecting your own health!! Mental AND physical mind you! I have all As but I take care of myself. I barely study. I just pay attention in class and do my work; and boom, all As. There is no need to push yourself to exhaustion. I promise.
    I hope everyone out there can learn that grades do not define their worth. I’m rooting for you all.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikkkk
      I did this vid for fun but ppl started going hard in themselves 😭
      I want to pin u but I needed to pin my sis tho

    • @Starrytchi
      @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra - That's fine lol. No offense taken.

    • @Monica_alvardo
      @Monica_alvardo ปีที่แล้ว

      Tell that to our parents
      I have always been expected to have good grades be the top of my class all the time and when I was younger I would get hit if I don’t pick the right answer when doing my homework with my mom I have this one memory I was 6 doing my math homework with my mom next to and she asks me what the answer was and I said something else than the answer and she started yelling at me and not at school my grades have dropped I’m not on the honor roll anymore I have always been on the honor roll I have always been expected to be the best and since I been yelled at before I now have the attitude of my mom I get annoyed with every little thing. And I have adhd so yea

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Monica_alvardo aww, this is the saddest story in the comments that I’ve heard so far, but we can’t tell them, however you can show them, although it might not work out just be less hard on yourself tho

    • @Starrytchi
      @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Monica_alvardo - That.. is so wrong of your mother to do. I am so sorry she does this.
      And for the record, not being in honors is okay. I’m not in honors.
      I do wish yours and other people’s parents weren’t so hard on their kids over literal numbers and letters… it’s crazy dude. I hope you can live your life how you want to at some point. Hopefully sooner rather than later.

  • @isabelle_crossing6917
    @isabelle_crossing6917 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I don’t really relate with this song by grades cause I’m failing, but this makes sense for me because of art, I’m very talented my parents expect me to make art every second, but then I get very drained and they still expect a lot of me, the arts are hard I do dance, art,music, and theatre.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aww, I hope you’re parents stop pushing on you! I do have parents that expect me to do my best, even tho i think I’m good enough, but they’re not that hrd

  • @blushi_
    @blushi_ ปีที่แล้ว +17

    0:32
    I found that part so silly 😭
    This is so amazing though! You deserve more subs!!

  • @xxstarrynightxx5979
    @xxstarrynightxx5979 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I was never one to care too much before my parents wanted me to. Stereotypical asians ig? Now I have an emotional breakdown Every time i get a test, do a test, finish a test, and see my test scores. I cant get motivation to study. Ik i'll be dead once im home, but its also cause i cant live with not being the best. It sort of just became something i was used to after a while. Having a somewhat neglectful (they r really good but they cant understand anybody emotionally for the life of them) family sort of sent me spiralling into a pit of insanity and self doubt. This song is so relatable.
    But putting that aside, slay queen, this is an awesome piece of work u got!!!!

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ty! Same, although I always get like atleast 4 or more As on my report card, I always feel anxious whenever I get an assessment. I’m probs just gonna get a b+ on English and my dad’s gonna give me a whoopin’ lol

  • @sleepygen
    @sleepygen ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I JUST FOUND IT AND OMG ITS AMAZING AND IM CRYING ON HOW RELATEABLE THIS IS

  • @KraftyTurtle
    @KraftyTurtle 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This appeared on my recommended again, almost 2 years and i still absolutely love this mv :]
    Its simple but still so beautifully done

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Krafty Turtle!!! I’m so glad you like it
      Ty!

  • @KraftyTurtle
    @KraftyTurtle ปีที่แล้ว +8

    youre underrated aaa 😭💖
    this is so awesome!! The lighting and everything looks great!

  • @-._youknow_.-
    @-._youknow_.- ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Where are all your rightfully deserved subscribers??? Here- *subscribes* you deserve it!!

  • @adrianasnothere
    @adrianasnothere ปีที่แล้ว +12

    i think this was portrayed perfectly as the song was written. and i absolutely love this song because of how much it relates to me, so great job on that! i love the video! 💗

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Tysm! I hope you are doing well, and thank you again❤️

  • @Vytalize
    @Vytalize ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loved this x
    Had to edit to say you did amazing, you deserve so much attention for this

  • @alasy_1
    @alasy_1 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I was always top of my class, pushing myself to always get over 94%, if someone was better than me I'd get jealous and just push myself more, my parents kept telling me "you don't need to be top, all I care is what you feel, if you're tired, just stay calm and don't push yourself." but I keep pushing myself and it's like if I don't, I'd just be a failure and feel useless. I banned myself from my devices just to get good grades, I got a 93% last time and I was crying. my parents told me "It's a very good grade and you shouldn't worry just you because you got lower than your expectations." and I still believe that anything under 90% is just me being a total failure. I wish that once I would just get 100% and not be lazy. and also, I get distracted easily while I'm studying since I am a good artist, and I just keep drawing stuff around the paper I write in and I keep doing that, but I love art and just can't stop it, I feel like it's the thing that's distracting me about studying and not getting 100% since I keep studying and getting 98,99,97 percent and I am annoyed by it.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Aww, I agree with your parents, but you can if you want to. You can do whatever you want, but your health is *always* first

    • @Starrytchi
      @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree with your parents. You’re being way too hard on yourself. You’re getting As. Be proud of yourself!!

    • @lolz-rc2ni
      @lolz-rc2ni ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dammm I wish I can do hardwork like u I am wàyyyyyyyy to lazy no wonder I only get 60-70%😢
      But don't streesss alot it bad

    • @donnie0911
      @donnie0911 ปีที่แล้ว

      My parents are the opposite. "87% isn't good enough, be more like your sister she gets 98-100% every time." Doesn't help I am just always 2nd or 3rd best in my class. Anyways this is still about you, don't listen to the voice in your head that tells you your not good enough, you sound smart and I'm sure you'll achieve what you want in life.

  • @Theroadfor_nerds
    @Theroadfor_nerds ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Such an underrated video! Super good editing! This amazing deserves a sub! :D

  • @celiaonyt5395
    @celiaonyt5395 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God dang-😶💙✨
    This is really good😁

  • @itssarii81
    @itssarii81 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    School Is giving so much pressure especially when you have no friends there, I do have friends but I keep getting left out which really makes me hard to concentrate, They get fun And I don't get fun I just go study and pursue my dreams but it hurts :/ THEY KEEP JUDGING MY GRADES AND SAYING "This is why we don't hang out with ppl like you" they keep judging me abt my beauty insecurities and act like a woman, not a frog or a pig..... And there is this friend who gets more grades than me... Even tho she has 1 point more than me in school assessments Idk I feel jealous that she is loved and smart I did the same thing but why do I not get treated that way? Dealing with Beauty and Studies is very hard :/
    (This should get more views ngl 😍)

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww, I hope you get a better luck next assessment, and all future ones, and for them to stop judging you. Also tysm!
      (Sorry for late reply, my wifi wasn’t working)

    • @itssarii81
      @itssarii81 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra Aww Ty You really deserve the world! like 88 comments and you reply and read to them damn your a real angel

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@itssarii81It’s kinda my job, and I don’t reply to every one of them, sometimes idk what to say, but ty!

  • @Anikai_xox
    @Anikai_xox ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Underrated I see

  • @I_isBored
    @I_isBored ปีที่แล้ว +7

    THIS IS SO UNDERRATED AHH❤❤❤❤❤

  • @_13un
    @_13un ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I just found you and this song by this video and I love it. I relate to this a lot. I always feel like I’m second best, that everything that I like doing and that I’m good at doing, I’m not first place. Anyways, great work!

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Tysm!
      And whatever you think you are (negatively), note that you always are better than that. If you don’t think you believe that, write it on a piece of paper and stick it on your wall. You see, even your wall thinks you’re better than that ❤

  • @noviallis
    @noviallis ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How do you only have 125 subs?! I'm subscribing right now!

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ty! And also, I think 126 subs is more than enough for me

  • @alexclubanimated2980
    @alexclubanimated2980 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is the first video i have seen of yours and its amazing, i cant beleve that you only have 500 subs, brb as i go binge ur content

  • @Ms_Husky
    @Ms_Husky ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is amazing ✨✨💜

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tysm!

    • @Ms_Husky
      @Ms_Husky ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra yw you deserve a new subscriber!

  • @Confused_Fish21
    @Confused_Fish21 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When I saw this I was like this is amazing and its probably made by some really skilled gachatuber with a couple thousand subscribers then I looked down and you only had 700 and I was so shocked you deserve so many more

  • @Sofi_3ditz
    @Sofi_3ditz หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is so good

  • @JayJay55505
    @JayJay55505 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Look at this underated queen Beautiful new sub

  • @JeMoeder123
    @JeMoeder123 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is amazing!
    I know exactly how you feel, I used to be the top of my school but now I’m just a burn out… Though the fire is starting to light again and I’m getting motivated as I now know where I want to study after this! I hope you’ll find your dream school and have an amazing future

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww, ty! This is just a Gcmv, and I’m sure everyone is having a similar experience. Just remember not to push yourself too hard. ^^

    • @JeMoeder123
      @JeMoeder123 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra I’ll try not to, if you also won’t. :)

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JeMoeder123 i wont C:

    • @JeMoeder123
      @JeMoeder123 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra nice, :)

  • @LunaArt_
    @LunaArt_ ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I relate with this song to much I was crying over a B+ :/ my parents tell me to calm down but I can’t :/ final grades for this trimester come in this week and my teacher hasn’t graded some stuff yet so I hope I’ll get an A in her class 🤞🏻

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      OML SAME but this time I got an A- but my dad told me to do better so I started crying for like thirty minutes
      I was in grade 4 elementary btw
      Edit: hope you do, wish u good luck

    • @LunaArt_
      @LunaArt_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra ty I sent my teacher an email about my grade an luckily my parents just want me to do my best 😭 hope your parents aren’t as strict anymore

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@LunaArt_ they still are the same, but it dosen’t really matter. All I care about is that they care about me, which they do

    • @LunaArt_
      @LunaArt_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra that’s good :D

    • @Starrytchi
      @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re still doing good. A B is passing.

  • @CassidyGold_TheGreat
    @CassidyGold_TheGreat ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Bro your VERY UNDERRATED 😭😭😭😭

  • @Luvv.Lu1u
    @Luvv.Lu1u ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is so underratedddd its so gooddddd new sub

  • @calliewallie2
    @calliewallie2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    YOU JUST EARNED A NEW SUBCRIBER, THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! ❤ Keep it up!

  • @michi_here
    @michi_here ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is UNDERRATED! I love the lip sync!

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tysm! I knew the lip sync would get me somewhere lolz

  • @adventuresofjustin5626
    @adventuresofjustin5626 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Tbh its so stressful for having anxiety or your parents pressuring you to be perfect or just being the top 1 in every subject (i dont have type of parents but studying real hard will pay of)

  • @SnowWinters._.Fatima
    @SnowWinters._.Fatima ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh my you're only 11
    THIS IS SOO GOOOD
    HOLY COW 🛐🛐

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      BRO WAIT WAIT HOW DO U KNOW MY AGE-
      Ty anyway lolz

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      WAIT- nvm lolz I’m so stupid 😮

    • @SnowWinters._.Fatima
      @SnowWinters._.Fatima ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra
      Yeah it's in the description

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SnowWinters._.Fatima yeah, Ik, but I was too stupid to think of that 😭

  • @girlieh
    @girlieh ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I feel like I had this attitude during the entirety of middle school. I was always "the smart one" and I would alawys win awards for getting good grades. I was in the science fair and had a lot of extracurriculars going on as well. I thought that if I wasn't the best, I was the worse. I genuinely convinced myself that B stood for Bad, and A stood for Average. My parents expectations didn't help either. In 6th grade I got 3.5-3.99 gpa award, and my dad just told me to get a 4.0 the next time. I would spend hours studying and practicing to get good grades and when I couldn't I cried myself to sleep. The stress was immeasurable and I would be so drained from school and how stresrsful it was when I got back home all I could do was flop on my bed and get ready to start studying. I hated that mentality and i'm still trying to grow from it, no one make the same mistakes I did. Love y'all 😭💕💗

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn that’s harsh… harsher than my dad who told me A- was a bad grade in maths (hope you get better- your mental health not ur grades but if ur lucky i hope both improve but at the same time you sound like a genius)

    • @girlieh
      @girlieh ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@NellaNextra omg thank you so much for replying

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@girlieh :) im on holidays rn so i don’t have to focus on tests but thank you!

  • @Sleepy-all-the-time
    @Sleepy-all-the-time ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is my new comfort song 😂

  • @CassieAngel1480-C-A
    @CassieAngel1480-C-A ปีที่แล้ว +3

    New subscriber here!! ❤❤
    This is so underrated🤧🤧
    I love it, your edit and the song. The song is very relateble to me and it's really sad, but I try harder than before rn. 💜💜

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tysm!
      Kinda me too, but not rlly. I hope you get better grades and it being worth it❤️

    • @CassieAngel1480-C-A
      @CassieAngel1480-C-A ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@NellaNextra OMG! I never expected you to reply, since this post was 2 weeks ago- but thank you very much!! ❤❤

    • @CassieAngel1480-C-A
      @CassieAngel1480-C-A ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@NellaNextra OMG! I never expected you to reply, since this post was 2 weeks ago- but thank you very much!! ❤❤

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@CassieAngel1480-C-A i probs need to do this almost every comment since I’m grateful that this blown up💛

  • @jass_drop23
    @jass_drop23 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is amazing! 💖

  • @ss_cowboii3897
    @ss_cowboii3897 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yas slay this is slay and amazing

  • @ruinrei
    @ruinrei ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Heyy every one is here for u 😭

  • @beanykid192
    @beanykid192 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    (TLDR: This song is surprisingly relatable to me lol) I can't think of one test that I haven't gotten an A on, from kindergarten(obviously, like everyone got an A back then-) to my current grade. And I feel like every time I got a bad grade I was hard on myself, for honestly, no reason. I know one day that I'm probably just gonna get a horrible grade and be hard on myself, even though(so far, at least) I've never studied, so I know that if I get a bad grade it won't be surprising, but, for example, a few days ago, before the end of my marking period, I had a B in math, but the teacher said that we could only re-take things if a had a D or F, and the amount of times I wished I had a D or F just so I could re-take things is surprising. Anyways!! sorry for this rant/vent :)

  • @milktea1590
    @milktea1590 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ma'am you are sooo under rated KEEP GOING!!!!

  • @-SoultheFox-
    @-SoultheFox- ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I know most comments say this but….
    UNDERATED

  • @topfox6796
    @topfox6796 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can sorta relate to this video and song

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aww, I hope you have good luck in future :)

    • @_leafycoco
      @_leafycoco ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @diluc6227
      @diluc6227 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

  • @Izumi_Chenoba
    @Izumi_Chenoba ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so underrated!

  • @random._.icefox5706
    @random._.icefox5706 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this I feel the same hope you don't over work yourself

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Don’t worry, I don’t! This is my passion anyway

  • @Asher_666
    @Asher_666 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Me personally always a top 1 student i always want to be the top 1 to make my parents proud people alway say am bribing the teacher because my family is rich but i don't thats why i learned how to FLEX 😂😂😂

  • @solarcat_zzz
    @solarcat_zzz ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Underrated

  • @peachychika6998
    @peachychika6998 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love it you ernd a new sub

  • @hailey_hails
    @hailey_hails ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m your 614 subscriber!!!

  • @angiegomez7218
    @angiegomez7218 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    YOU DESERVE MORE SUBS

  • @meaghanobrien6201
    @meaghanobrien6201 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This hits hard…
    I always feel, idk empty, kinda sad and lost so
    I push my self to be the best and when I’m not…
    I feel worthless like I’m letting everyone one down
    As are pretty easy but even when I get a high B I cry, I over think EVERYTHING
    I feel like because I screw everything else up I HAVE t9 get this perfect 😔

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Do *not* think that about yourself
      Just letting you know
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    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +2

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      Sacrificed three minutes of my life letting you know how *beautiful* you are.

  • @Youhave_Found_An_MDfan
    @Youhave_Found_An_MDfan ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i can relate to this i have always good scores but my mom always says im not enough but i gave her all the things she wanted yet still nothing she keeps on hurting me with words but luckily i had a great dad headways cheers me up Ok bye that's all btw this is a masterpiece!

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tysm! And I hope you are doing well. Keep in mind that whatever they say/what you think you are, you are always good enough

  • @BalloonChild-oo4qk
    @BalloonChild-oo4qk ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I relate to this way to much, and I’m not even the top, but I try so hard to be and I never feel good enough-

  • @TurónKoz
    @TurónKoz ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is extremely retable because as a top of my school my mother always says if I don't get good grades "pathetic" or try harder and it's incredibly stressful

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww, just make sure that you don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Health always come first

  • @Rio_Shinho1278
    @Rio_Shinho1278 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    when you relate to the song

  • @seorni
    @seorni ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I relate to this song, why?
    I hate myself because I know I'll never be smart enough like my parent's expectations. I'll never end up like my sister. Who is smart, pretty, and popular. Last time I got a B I almost got kicked out. A's are a usual for me. B's are overall terrible.

  • @Eric123_lol
    @Eric123_lol 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    As someone who gets straight A's ever since elementary to Middle School I cannot fathom to explain how to stress I was when my grades started flopping when i started highschool.

  • @meowysisters6180
    @meowysisters6180 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You earned a new sub!

  • @Rx.00001
    @Rx.00001 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is me rn I have two test on both of my last days of school and they're both the subjects that I don't really understand science and social studies-

  • @nanashimurafanyt
    @nanashimurafanyt 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I live in Australia too

  • @Cupid_Boo1
    @Cupid_Boo1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow I just noticed on the trophies there was one that said QLD writing are you from Australia too ??😮😁

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh, yes- why yes I am. I had a comment that turned into a whole story only including me and them lol

    • @Cupid_Boo1
      @Cupid_Boo1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra that's great!, I rarely come across a fellow Australian on youtube

  • @icetey2298
    @icetey2298 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I always experience these things and no one can understand what I feel everyday....

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww, I hope you will do better today or tomorrow

    • @icetey2298
      @icetey2298 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra Thank you for someone like you and making me happy today ❤ 0 ^ 0

  • @Luvv.Lu1u
    @Luvv.Lu1u ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Remember me when you're like at 1m ^^

  • @iviechxn2082
    @iviechxn2082 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is rlly relatable ur only popular if ur smart or like basically on appearances that's just what the society is 😢

  • @nanashimurafanyt
    @nanashimurafanyt 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I relate but soon I start high school

    • @flemix6168
      @flemix6168 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Samee

  • @havendoesthings759
    @havendoesthings759 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    new subscriber!!!

  • @plashie99
    @plashie99 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Don’t try to hard lovelies, Ik how it’s like and believe me, you don’t need to be first to success, you don’t need to touch the top, you need to simply get better than ur own self. Just look at ur past grades and the biggest success ever, would be them in a higher level. Who gives a damn sh*it abt being first, we just need to improve. Even if it’s horrible, it’s still better. Remember:
    “Trying is way more than enough, and since ur trying that hard, it already makes you way more than enough. Tho, I mean, yeah we all said that we must try but, if you try to hard for no good reason, then it’s just a morf of self h@rm. It’s a damn horrible feeling to tell urself you’re not good enough, it’s so damn harming. Do NOT do it. Nobody deserves this, NOBODY!!”
    Please take care of ur beautiful self angels, try to remember this and do things that you like, relax, calm down and have some fun. This is a human NEED. Stay safe💐💐

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Ah, yes I keep on getting rant comments about how they trigger their mental health, or their parents. This is truely a good comment showing how to *not* do that, but I can’t pin you since I already have my sister pinned. I hope this blows up though ❤️

  • @shindoyui8264
    @shindoyui8264 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    IM UR 30 SUBB

  • @space_kitten_5018
    @space_kitten_5018 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey um may I know what app you use to edit your videos and add audio

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      The app is capcut and i screen record my audio. I am on mobile and idk how to do it with any other device, but you can search how to screen rec

    • @space_kitten_5018
      @space_kitten_5018 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra thank you

    • @space_kitten_5018
      @space_kitten_5018 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra tho I’ve tried posting a video from CapCut but I got copyrighted. How do you post without that problem.??

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@space_kitten_5018 I don’t think you can fix it, but it’s ok, it wont affect your video unless you cut the music. I got one for this video, and it’s okay! Just post as normal.

    • @space_kitten_5018
      @space_kitten_5018 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@NellaNextra thanks

  • @h4zelnut.1704
    @h4zelnut.1704 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It's honestly so stressful to be top in the school.
    My parents went from: 'Congrats you got 1st place!' to 'If you don't get first place, I'll do this and that to you.'
    Annoying really.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I literally relate, its kinda annoying ngl. They always say ‘if you dont get an A, you’re grounded” like UGH its so annoying! And “if you don’t get it, I’m not surprised, you barely try on anything really. You only play your ipad every day…” and continues
      I relate, is all im trying to say

    • @h4zelnut.1704
      @h4zelnut.1704 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra True af

  • @Ivy_1s.K0ol
    @Ivy_1s.K0ol ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This video is too underrated the editing just this is a masterpiece✨😍

  • @pathetd7511
    @pathetd7511 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    that's so cool

  • @R0se12
    @R0se12 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Me:happy i saw atleast ONE hijabi girl in the video

  • @terrypowell4300
    @terrypowell4300 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I didn't know what my heart desires even though I have been straight A's for all my life, all I want is academic praise and attention if I don't get that I worry or cry or panic about it.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww, don’t go hard on yourself! You can study hard, but just don’t put pressure on yourself.

  • @LunaWinter-oo4zq
    @LunaWinter-oo4zq 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I relate to this song , if I wasn't the top then who am i ?

  • @jdespinoza8625
    @jdespinoza8625 ปีที่แล้ว

    I relate, I'm a overachiever. I have a collection of ribbons, trophies, medals that are made of 1st place awards, except two. Those bring me down every time I see them, I remember everyone being disappointed that I didn't win. I also make sure my class grade is at least a 99% which would be higher then anyone else (Most kids get 96% in their classes). I take all Honors and Calculus classes.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Well done, you sound like a really hard worker! Just remember, you care about your mental health more than your grades. Put yourself before other things. Good job btw

  • @leiaanderson8859
    @leiaanderson8859 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    1:34 I got a small nosebleed while watching this part, and “What would you think of your dear daughter?” Made me cry. I feel like I can’t live up to my family’s expectations, especially my Fathers expectations. He came into my room one afternoon and ask what I was doing, I said “Drawing and Watching D&D” and for some reason he just started pulling my down like a sinking ship. Idk why tho. Like “oh, your not gonna do well in school” or “your gonna get beat up like hell for being a weirdo.” After that I covered my head with the blanket and cried while watching D&D. I feel like failure. Anywho, sorry for that vent🥲

    • @Ice0472
      @Ice0472 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Hope your doing better now❤🙏

    • @leiaanderson8859
      @leiaanderson8859 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Ice0472 i kinda am, my grades are better, not the best, but better, thank u for actually caring 🩷💜💙

  • @kileyshoulders9017
    @kileyshoulders9017 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is literally me and it’s my name too

  • @lezoiram422
    @lezoiram422 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had this in elementry, and I was always above, 2 grades higer on every subject, and here is me in higschool six feet under

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว


      *well at least you’re trying. Know that*

  • @yoriheheheh
    @yoriheheheh ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "what my heart desires" your heart or your parents heart?

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว


      Idk, maybe this girl still needs to learn logic or something
      Lol

  • @idontevenknowli
    @idontevenknowli ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I currently have an average of 100% in math and end-terms are in 2 weeks, I dont wanna lose it TnT

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you don’t❤

    • @Starrytchi
      @Starrytchi ปีที่แล้ว

      A 100% is amazing! Especially for math. But if you do, don’t beat yourself over it. It’s not the end of the world. I’m not invalidating or anything, just stating the fact here. You’d still be passing EVEN IF you get a 0 on the test since your average is 100%. All that matters is you’re passing!
      though that’s still amazing like 👀

  • @invisibleafton1934
    @invisibleafton1934 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    1:48

  • @PeachyPeachezz
    @PeachyPeachezz ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel the same way everyday but this song is my kin now

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Half the people in the comments say ‘they relate’ and half say ‘I jam to this’ but I’ve never seen anyone put this in aa mix-

    • @PeachyPeachezz
      @PeachyPeachezz ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra I love u now okay u are my new fav gacha club person 🙂💓

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@PeachyPeachezz aww, tysm ❤️

    • @PeachyPeachezz
      @PeachyPeachezz ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra yww

  • @audreychun8496
    @audreychun8496 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    literally me 24/7 🥲

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Damn right
      The girl in this video is *perfection*
      *so you are the same*

    • @audreychun8496
      @audreychun8496 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra ty

  • @ruinrei
    @ruinrei ปีที่แล้ว +2

    But who’s who-😢😢

  • @GNicoY1
    @GNicoY1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    CUY UMUR KITA SAMA ANJIRRR, r u like 6 grade?
    And u made a fckin masterpiece? Oh...im dying so much 😭😭😭

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah- I started gacha at quite a young age, and I know some of a majority of old memes
      You don’t have to- OH DAMN WE ARE?? *realises what ur saying* BROO LEZGOO
      Tysm :DDDD

    • @GNicoY1
      @GNicoY1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra UR WELC :DD 💗💗💗

  • @whomay1be
    @whomay1be 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    real

  • @0.069
    @0.069 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When your a top one student and you’re only popular for your grades.

  • @thehottakami
    @thehottakami ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I
    This is my life!...my smile over the 3 years:😆😁😄😃😀☺️🙂😐😕🙁☹️😭

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww, I hope you are feeling better!

    • @thehottakami
      @thehottakami ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra i am a bit, thanks x

  • @skyp2358
    @skyp2358 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just got back from gifted testing today.., but I’ve been seeing all these smart kids who took it with me, and I’ve just been like ‘oh my gosh I’m so freaking dumb….’ . even if I know I’m smart and work just as hard as the others and they respect me. idk man I’ll find out next year if I got in but I’m still just like ‘you’re dumb.. why’d you think you’d pass…I’m fuckin dumb.’ At this point ik I won’t get in….

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      *AHEM*
      I need to explain this again
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  • @_monlinx_34
    @_monlinx_34 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't try cuz I have no motivation ti study, still I get good grades and when I don't I panik cuz I know what my mom's reaction will me (even tho I don't really care, but i'm quite scared of her, and almost everyone judging me)

    • @_monlinx_34
      @_monlinx_34 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And then when someone starts to get better grades than usual I start to push my self cuz I don't want to lose my throne because then my mom will compare me to them (even tho, i'm probably not the top of the school, but of my class yes)

    • @_monlinx_34
      @_monlinx_34 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I decided to starts to study to do my best, but I have no motivation to...plus idk how to find it

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@_monlinx_34 aww, I feel the same. My parents do compare me if i don’t do good, I get A’s if I don’t try, and don’t know where to start when studying a subject. But as long as they all love you, they still are deserved to be loved back.

    • @_monlinx_34
      @_monlinx_34 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra yeah,I just wish I didn't overthink so much cuz now even tho ik (for example, my friends) will accept me for what I am i'm still like "I shall not do anything wrong, or they will leave me" even tho I know that if they do they aren't worth it, but that thought just can't leave me, I still go after myself for the things I did years ago.

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@_monlinx_34if you want, you can try harder, but just don’t put pressure on yourself.

  • @YureiMyBeloved
    @YureiMyBeloved ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I get whooped if I get below 95, so whenever report cards come I am TERRIFIED 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      BRO PPL SAY THAT’S A BAD THING BUT YOU- YOU TURNED IT INTO A JOKE 💀

    • @YureiMyBeloved
      @YureiMyBeloved ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@NellaNextra AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH BC IM USED TO IT EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HÆEËAÁEÆ

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@YureiMyBeloved I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYONE IN MY LIFE SAY THAT-

    • @YureiMyBeloved
      @YureiMyBeloved ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@NellaNextra LOLLLLLLLL BUT YOOOO TODAY I GOT 100 IN BOTH MATH AND SCIENCE TEST WOOHOOOOOOO
      goddamn didn’t even have a “good job” 😭😭😭😭😭✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻 lord Jesus please save me

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@YureiMyBeloved WOOOOOOOOOOOO LEZGOOOO
      Here’s a good job from me scimce no one else said it
      GOOD JOB

  • @TheauthorGC
    @TheauthorGC ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The song screams me too much

  • @a_straa
    @a_straa ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i relate to this song way too much, i have a’s in every class and perfect scores on nearly every assignment and i always get mad at myself for getting less than 100 no matter how much it affects my grade

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Here is one thing you should know
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  • @Muichiros_Tsuguko_Lian
    @Muichiros_Tsuguko_Lian ปีที่แล้ว +1

    nah I can relate im top 1 :/

  • @StephanieVaden
    @StephanieVaden 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    VENT
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    This is literally me bc my mom put my sister up for adoption bc she wasn’t good enough and now she is trying to get rid of my brother and so to cope with it all I choose to mutilate my skin to get through it all and no one knows🥲

  • @AnomousPrime
    @AnomousPrime ปีที่แล้ว +1

    DOES THE TROPHY THING SAY QLD WRITING-

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      Yup. I gave my address away lolz.

    • @AnomousPrime
      @AnomousPrime ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra HELP IM IN BRISBANE

    • @AnomousPrime
      @AnomousPrime ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra also, probably not the smartest thing to do 💀🗿😭

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@AnomousPrime idc if you will rob me but- yea me too 👍🏻

    • @AnomousPrime
      @AnomousPrime ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NellaNextra WAIT WHAT. WDYM IM LIKE 13 YRS OLD 😭
      Ima just casually go up to some random persons house and say “hocus pocus, your house ins now mine 👹”

  • @Kip_hi
    @Kip_hi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Bro this just makes me feel stupid I’m a straight C student 💀

    • @NellaNextra
      @NellaNextra  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You poor thing 😭
      At least you try your best I assume

    • @Kip_hi
      @Kip_hi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@NellaNextra yeah i do tysm🥹

    • @Kip_hi
      @Kip_hi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@NellaNextra nvm I’ve got d and f’s BC OF ELEARNING AND I CAN DO STUFF FROM HOME BC OF VIDEO GAMES 😭