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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  3 ปีที่แล้ว +871

    Hi friends!! I hope y'all enjoy today's vid!! Pls beware of scammers impersonating me on TH-cam and across social media!! Esp Instagram they're really bad rn. My official accounts are linked below!! Xoxoxo
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    Intro: 0:00
    A lil chit-chat: 0:40
    Pile Selection: 8:53
    Pile 1 (Labradorite): 10:51
    Pile 2 (Purple Chalcedony): 1:21:08
    Pile 3 (Orange Calcite): 2:27:57
    Pile 4 (Aquamarine): 3:31:22
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    • @chaiaraneta7408
      @chaiaraneta7408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Thank you for the chitchat. I did notice you not posting these kinds of readings. But I want to let you know that out of everyone on YT, it was YOU who helped so much during my dark times by doing these kinds of readings. 🥺💕 Please don’t stop because I really resonate with you when it comes to these kinds of reading. When you do readings, you always encourage us to listen to our intuition. And YES! I love the balance in your channel! I guess You definitely felt my energy needing these kinds of readings. And honestly, your kind of love readings resonate so much with me because it’s not just a love reading it’s empowering, it’s encouraging and it’s FUN!!! YOU ARE TALENTED AND JUST AS YOU KEEP ENCOURAGING US, I WANT TO BOUNCE IT BACK TO YOU IN A POSITIVE WAY: LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION YOU ALREADY KNOW IT DEEP INSIDE YOU JUST GOTTA TRUST AND BELIEVE BABE! Love you lots! Mwuah! 💕

    • @Ines_23
      @Ines_23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I love your chanel! ❤️
      Your sincerity, your hard work, your good vibes. Your chanel is excellent 🌺🌺🌺
      You may already have, but if not, arm yourself with some tipe of spiritual protection from evil people and any other beings.
      Here is one: make a mental circle around you with blue light. One vertical, that protects your front and back, and one horizontal at the level of your shoulders. 'Draw' them with your extended arms. Blue light comes from the tip of your fingers and stays there, imprinted in the space around you.
      Other protection is: visualice a wooden cross with seven red roses around it.
      🌺🌺🌺
      Inés

    • @dr.brandileebunge
      @dr.brandileebunge 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Absolutely concur w/you beautiful soul Eso. Truth resonates w/those who are seeking/see it. Love us the most powerful force in the Universe. We must embrace inner spark & childlike Magik!!! Keep following your heart & sharing your light in the way your spirit led. I love your love readings!!! Keep shining like the starzzzz!!!🙌💜💎💫👑🌟☺

    • @lemonjoyce3018
      @lemonjoyce3018 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Today I got my really first pile. And I'm meeting the energy of the deck. And... I wanna thank you so much. I couldn't have done such a journey without you. 💙

    • @chaiaraneta7408
      @chaiaraneta7408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I picked 2 and 3 which uniquely resonates with me even if they may seem completely opposing insights. Bits and pieces makes exact sense. 😌 Thank you. I am not crazy. 😂

  • @aplant179
    @aplant179 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2857

    just wanted to let anyone know whose ashamed of liking these readings, you’re not alone!! i really like love readings after a hard day cause it’s just so comfy. It really gives me a pick up and it just feels good to watch these videos, especially if u have mental health problems or low self esteem. it’s ok and not at all shameful to feel lonely, or to want love and validation from others.

    • @mx.chi2
      @mx.chi2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      They’ve really helped my confidence 🥺💖 def not alone

    • @mistresslluvia2632
      @mistresslluvia2632 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      I wholeheartedly agree. Shit you not; I’ll think of my love and since we can’t communicate as often as I’d like, seeing a specific sign gives me all the affirmation I needed to sleep easy.

    • @kaylabell5312
      @kaylabell5312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Love readings seriously keep me afloat sometimes (,:

    • @kan0762
      @kan0762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thanks for this🌹

    • @Violet_33
      @Violet_33 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I needed to hear this thank you 🥰

  • @KinoTarot
    @KinoTarot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2020

    ESO PLEASE STAND UP

    • @daniellegeneser6837
      @daniellegeneser6837 3 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      Four small words yet speaks volumes about your support! ❤️💪🏼🔥

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 ปีที่แล้ว +192

      😤😤😤

    • @littlebettyscrafts556
      @littlebettyscrafts556 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Eso just needs to be the perfect person she is. They won’t sway her off course , she knows what’s good “for her” right now.
      ❤️

    • @mawishi
      @mawishi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Will the real eso please stand up

    • @be_mpty8916
      @be_mpty8916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      After I watch your video, this channel follows shortly. And I still see you here 😅

  • @Lovesheela
    @Lovesheela 3 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    “If you’re in a connection that is harmonious and happy this is not your pile”. It was at this moment I knew pile 2 was 💯 for me😭😩

  • @ryannt.2143
    @ryannt.2143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1362

    Imagine that? Intuitive Tarot Card readers are human and have real feeling and emotions. Thank you for the soap box moment. You are being true to yourself & your guides and believes and not giving into the community peer pressure! That pretty HBIC & bad a^*. Love these love readings🙌🏼✊🏻👏🏽

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 ปีที่แล้ว +133

      I hate when I wake up and remember I’m not a robot tbh 😫 oh well what can ya do 🤷🏻‍♀️😂

    • @zkx__5325
      @zkx__5325 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@EsoTarot we love you no matter what and we do wanna see them !

    • @crispybee1238
      @crispybee1238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@EsoTarot girl you'd be surprised how many of us are in the same boat!! 😂 sending love 💓

    • @cronchycat8438
      @cronchycat8438 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      YESSS

  • @FlyingWithoutABroomstick
    @FlyingWithoutABroomstick 3 ปีที่แล้ว +615

    Don't feel ashamed guilty of doing relationship readings, they're the main type of readings I watch as they help me to check in with my TF. Be true to you hun 💕

    • @janetdamron6335
      @janetdamron6335 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same! 🥰

    • @iceesky
      @iceesky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same, I'm too shy to talk about my feelings IRL to someone else and ask for advice. So thankful for relationship readings.

    • @carnationsensation
      @carnationsensation 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      AMEN! I SECOND THIS!!

    • @chanellekirch
      @chanellekirch 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Everyone does something different. White noise Eso! Ignore them and or get rid of them!🧡🙌

  • @Kraumyke
    @Kraumyke 2 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    Damn, that chit chat section at the start almost felt better than the reading. You were very direct and said everything so bravely. Not a lot of people have the courage to say the things you said. Respect.
    Also, personally I would watch anything you put out tbh, you're always very accurate and your personality and perspective is what keeps me watching, even if the video isn't what I was looking for.

    • @jinggu.
      @jinggu. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      same, watching tarot videos is my number one guilty pleasure

    • @NormaChambers-st5xn
      @NormaChambers-st5xn ปีที่แล้ว

      Chapters probably just take a break

    • @NormaChambers-st5xn
      @NormaChambers-st5xn ปีที่แล้ว

      Chill for a while then work it out that's all

  • @amv2471
    @amv2471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +461

    I would love a pick a card reading of “why I still love this person after all these years?” That’s my case 🌸♎️🦋

  • @shelbyshelbyshelby
    @shelbyshelbyshelby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    My thoughts on the love related readings: We come to these readings for guidance from our spirit guides. We don’t need guidance on mundane decisions like “What will I have for breakfast tomorrow?” But we come to them for important decisions. For many of us, the most important decisions in our lives revolve around our relationships with others. It only makes sense that feel drawn to, or even search out, readings like these. In my opinion, there is nothing shameful about recognizing and contemplating the most important decisions of your life. 😊

    • @anis1043
      @anis1043 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Couldn't have said it better 😌👏👏

    • @tropibanana4662
      @tropibanana4662 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I agree. Not to mention the other parts of most people's lives can easily be found out for yourself or you feel like you have more control over those aspects. People are so complicated & even when they tell you things, you're still not sure if it's the whole truth. Personally, I find love or relationship readings to be very insightful & it feels like listening to a friend give you unbiased feedback. I think some of the shame comes from people that think you should talk to people in your life about personal matters. I have & do, but sometimes it's nice & reassuring to hear it from someone who doesn't know me or the situation, but can still give me something to think about.

    • @ice9charnas791
      @ice9charnas791 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      beautifully said (:

  • @cloverdoser
    @cloverdoser 2 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    I'm honestly amazed by what an incredibly talented tarot reader you are. I just discovered your channel last week and have already seen like 10 different love readings and you surprise me every time. I also love how authentic and fresh your style is it's always so much fun inspiring and exciting to watch your love readings. Please keep them coming!!

  • @venus5562
    @venus5562 3 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    I don’t usually comment but here’s what I have to say:
    Your the only consistent reader I watch because of the way you do your readings and exude who you are it feels always genuine. I watch all types of readings from you and to be honest love readings have always been my favorite and I’d love to see more about future lover readings!
    You’re doing more than great and I appreciate all you do for the community.

    • @alluneedislessthan3
      @alluneedislessthan3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same here. I like her because I can tell she does it for the love of the craft and not just because she wants to sell something, which feels rare. I hope she finds her groove again soon!

  • @aminamustafa2609
    @aminamustafa2609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +665

    Hello, I just listened to the intro and I am normally a silent watcher, i dont comment much, however, I love to see love readings and it is the type of readings that i love the most. I appreciate it a lot Eso

  • @southernbellechef
    @southernbellechef 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I watch these love connection readings every night. (2 years after their initial post). These are timeless and I crave them!

  • @amarie5040
    @amarie5040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +206

    Don’t feel ashamed for wanting to do love readings. People do appreciate it. I’m just speculating here, but some of the guilt and shame you are feeling could be picking up on the feelings of people in the piles who come for the reading- there are a lot of complex situations here (speaking from experience LOL) so my advice to you is to be mindful of energies that are not yours while doing these readings. Above all though- don’t let the haters get you down. We think you’re a very skilled reader and we are grateful for you.

    • @lunasaldi
      @lunasaldi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      omg true! she may be picking up on some people’s feelings. Back in the past I would be a lot of times ashamed for seeing these videos as well.

  • @anna6809
    @anna6809 3 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    The point is every single human being on this planet has an opinion of their own and that's normal and understandable. But that doesn't mean any random person can go around telling people "this is the only way you're supposed to be". Hell no! Just because someone doesn't do something the way you do doesn't mean they're wrong. Please grow up.
    You did the right thing by standing up for what you believe in Eso and I just wanna let you know that I and a vast majority of this community enjoy your readings and are grateful for everything you do for us. Also it isn't humanly possible to make everyone happy. Is it? So why don't we all focus on keep ourselves and the people who genuinely love us happy?❤ Keep being the queen that you are! We love you💫

  • @Popopatop
    @Popopatop 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    ……………pile 2. Painfully accurate but this has been helping me get in touch with my intuition so much. I’m really grateful that you make these videos it has really helped me connect with my truth lately. I had just broken things off with the fire ant and I came to your channel because you always just deliver messages in a way that brings me peace and makes me feel loved and accepted and it just puts me in a good place and this one in particular was hard to hear but it was very validating for me

    • @kimichanga0
      @kimichanga0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m the mouse in this situation and broke things off this past July after dragging things out for half a year. For me, it was important to preserve whatever good parts I had left of the relationship and the things I like about myself (like my integrity), so I had to make myself leave. I know the days might not go by easily, but you did the absolute best for yourself at this time. Sending you so much love and light 💜💜✨

    • @Popopatop
      @Popopatop 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kimichanga0 omg that’s so kind of you to wish me love and light, I am sending all of the love and light back to you as well. You’re right, I (and you) was just doing the best I could think of for myself at the time. I wanted to keep trying to extend understanding for the fire ant but doing that felt like a self betrayal after a certain point because I knew I was unhappy with what they were offering me. I’m proud of you for preserving and recognizing your integrity in the situation, you’re right, it’s not easy, and if you’re like me you probably still have love for them in your heart, but we also have love for ourselves and how were we ever going to receive what we want and deserve if we were occupied by someone who couldn’t offer us enough of what we needed? It wasn’t possible. I’m proud of our strength.

  • @kloeetaylor
    @kloeetaylor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +489

    GIRL I NEEDED this chat at the beginning of the video! I don't often do love readings bc I hold so much guilt/shame in making them. You have totally flipped the script and I really appreciate it! Thank you

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      💗🥺 you’re an amazing reader no matter what topics you do, period!!! I’m so glad I’m not alone in feeling this way :’)

    • @kai-leekenniz228
      @kai-leekenniz228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Y'all, please, I love you both, and I value the love readings just as much as any of the other topics. I had no idea this was a thing, but I'm so sorry that folks are feeling shame or guilt over what they choose to read. Spirit gives us the messages folks need to hear. ❤️🙏 Thank you so much for listening and sharing those messages.

    • @raqueldowney6513
      @raqueldowney6513 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The fact my favorite reader and my other favorite reader watch eachothers videos solidifies that we are all soul family 🥺❤️

    • @kai-leekenniz228
      @kai-leekenniz228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@raqueldowney6513 same feeling honestly. Threads all over the place when you open your eyes.

    • @CarolineAng
      @CarolineAng 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Both of you are my favourite readers and you have cleared up so much in my mind. I love you both.

  • @nicemomasmr
    @nicemomasmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    Eso you have a knack for love readings, it's absolutely a special gift. I admire all the intense energies you take on to deliver these messages to us with clarity, humor and compassion 💜💘🌻

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Thank you so much!! 🥺💗

    • @nicemomasmr
      @nicemomasmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@EsoTarot big hugs

    • @mayjeganmogan4514
      @mayjeganmogan4514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      rt- ur amazing at love readings and picking up energies. i watched ur separation video from a few months ago last night and it was so what i needed ❤️ i listened to it thru, even in the shower hehehe

    • @jennifercortes4417
      @jennifercortes4417 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree! The way she delivers love messages is so unique. She’s my go-to reader 🖤🖤🖤

    • @Sarabell239
      @Sarabell239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So we’ll said!

  • @maileyrosee
    @maileyrosee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    PILE THREE. i have been resonating with the number 3 or “pile 3”s a lot while watching these kinds of readings and no matter what its about it always fits my situation perfectly… i always get excited whenever i stumble across one of your videos :))

  • @gainztrain132
    @gainztrain132 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    I get a strong sense that a lot of us are quietly moving forward on our spiritual journey. And with that said, I personally LOVE these videos because they give me a little spark of hope that possibly I will find love again and be able to accomplish my most treasured goal of becoming a father. You are amazing and I don't comment on youtube videos super often, but after listening to your message I needed to let you know, that I appreciate your wisdom and it brings me a spark of hope every time I stop being so hard on myself and let myself experience your love readings. Thank you Eso from the bottom of my cold heart xD.
    Virgo sun, Taurus moon, Aquarius rising.

    • @gainztrain132
      @gainztrain132 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      20 Minutes into my Pile 3 and spirit has her clarify the energies, once that happened I am here to say, You my friend, You are a wonder. Thank you.

    • @Mia-ck3nn
      @Mia-ck3nn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i’m an aquarius rising too

    • @kaylabell5312
      @kaylabell5312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️

  • @Kate-jm5co
    @Kate-jm5co 3 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    You are seriously the most accurate, clever, and genuinely kind tarot readers I have ever come across. Your readings literally make my jaw drop sometimes. I love any and all readings you do, especially the love ones! My current faves are “what your spirit guides want you to know” and “this message is meant for you” timeless type readings! Thank you for always keeping it real! I’m so thankful for you and everything you do (and it’s amazing you do so much of it for free). Much love to you girl 💟

    • @knowledgeseeker5247
      @knowledgeseeker5247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True your timeless ones are epic. There are times you're telling it to me straight and you say something like no need to be sulking, (as I'm literally talking under my breath ) and then you cheer me up with a joke. But you haven't led me astray. I LOVE all your Rdgs , mostly your love Rdgs and sometimes I come on when i see a new deck I've never seen before, i like to see the art style used. 🤷‍♀️ I love seeing the different style arts used in tarot. 🥰

  • @koda4505
    @koda4505 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    To all of yall watching in 2024 and maybe feeling shame about watching *this* type of reading; yall aren't alone. I was scared to watch these bc I thought if someone somehow found out I watched love readings they'd think less of me, BUT!!! If these readings bring you joy, watch the heck out of them ❤️ thank you Eso for putting out wholesome content like this 💕

  • @silent968
    @silent968 3 ปีที่แล้ว +695

    I adore the jokes in her readings, makes the whole vibe comfy-er hehe 🧘🏼‍♀️

  • @robyng456
    @robyng456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It’s not just a relationship reading … my relationship is a huge part of my intended path. You give LIFE readings. I think you’re AMAZING🙏🏻🙏🏻💚💚

  • @1999x9
    @1999x9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    You're the only tarot reader that is a 100% accurate for me, in EVERY single reading, we also share the big 3 ☀️🌕⬆️ Please keep doing your thing eso, we LOVE your love readings, they're my favorite ever, luv u sm xxxx 💘❤

  • @paytonsmith9784
    @paytonsmith9784 3 ปีที่แล้ว +267

    i normally don’t comment; however i just watched your intro and couldn’t not. i love your love readings, eso, and appreciate them wholeheartedly. you’ve helped me in ways i can’t describe and thank you and your spirit guides for allowing tarot to become such a fun and loving space. please do what makes you happy and know you have sooo many supporters

    • @dannyphantomasmr
      @dannyphantomasmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      111 likes ✨

    • @jodiemarsh8971
      @jodiemarsh8971 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love ❤ love your love ❤ reading 💗

    • @Vanessa227
      @Vanessa227 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg same

    • @leis2190
      @leis2190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Totally agree. I love how honest you are and that you embrace who you are in the way you read and express your messages. I really enjoy these readings as when you’re in separation it is reassuring that ones own intuition is spot on. Keep up the great work.

  • @carnationsensation
    @carnationsensation 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm sorry, I had no idea there was any stigma or negativity in the community toward "love" readings.. Honestly, love readings are my #1 fave. Who doesn't want to know about love? Isn't that what life is all about?? I care way more about love (especially romantic love) than I do about career or anything else!! That's unfortunate that anybody would judge someone for giving readings about love. :( And yes tarot can be about having fun too! It doesn't all have to be serious. I COMPLETELY AGREE with you, Eso Tarot! Thank you for speaking up!

  • @mc95
    @mc95 3 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    Pile 4 - I was initially attracted to pile 2, but then it didn’t resonate. And Eso kept insisting to look at other piles if it’s not resonating. What she said about listening with your heart to know which messages are and aren’t for you especially spoke to me this time. Unlike pile 2, right off the bat, I knew pile 4 is for me. I’m so grateful for my intuition and Eso’s nudging.

    • @Ameliafromhere
      @Ameliafromhere 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I did the same thing!!

    • @aniicake
      @aniicake 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Ameliafromhere same thing happened to me !!

    • @Reebs333
      @Reebs333 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same!!! I chose pile 2 when the video was released and it was not sitting well with me. I didn't finish the reading and left the video on pile 2. Fast forward to today - My phone screen has been glitchy and clicking things on its own. I was on another TH-cam video when this one opened and clicked to the Pile 4 timestamp 🤯 And then when Eso mentioned how messy Pile 2 was, I took that as confirmation that Pile 4 was indeed my reading. I'm glad I was given the opportunity to trust my intuition and leave Pile 2 when I did.

    • @bouji9704
      @bouji9704 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is literally what happened to me

    • @aleenasiddiqui4397
      @aleenasiddiqui4397 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      SAMEEE

  • @TheLight10269
    @TheLight10269 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    I believe the love readings don't feel genuine anymore due to tiktok randos pulling cards like the tower card and them stating your ex misses you and are coming back.
    You, however, are a real reader that knows how to correctly interpret the cards and gives genuine readings whether it be love or not. Esotarot, you do you boo. - *JerBear Hug *-

  • @Kunjesvari
    @Kunjesvari 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    #2 is an intense wake-up to reality, and freaking accurate as possible for a general reading.

  • @Milochii
    @Milochii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    I love that you aren’t afraid to say things how they are. That you read tarot as tarot and theres no good or bad with your readings

  • @millygilly
    @millygilly 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Watching this two years later & it's crazy how much pile 1 resonates me. Thank you 🙏🏻✨

  • @scandinavegan274
    @scandinavegan274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    People undervalue playfulness because it feels good, and we associate pleasurable experiences with frivolousness and little success or growth. But in reality playfulness is a really fundamental part of both liking the life you have designed for yourself _and_ growth! :)

  • @silver-winged-angel
    @silver-winged-angel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    The reason people feel guilty about doing love readings is because they feel like they're invading on other people's energy, or that the other person might intuitively pick up on it lol. Combine that with the fear of no mutual reciprocation and you have a recipe for disaster. You can go 2 or 3, even 5, 10, 20 readings of positive affirmation and still think it's not true. Not as a distrust of the reader but the cycle of doubt just continues when you don't actually see it manifest in the material world...

  • @kelkabot
    @kelkabot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    My dad once said to me, there are some people who just don't WANT to be happy about this, that, or the other, because a critical spirit allows them to feel superior. I absolutely love your readings and your realness. Here for YOU as you are here for us! Just bring us you and we will learn from it. We are all hear to show our own radiance and let the people who are here for it fall into those beautiful grooves that bring them close. Love and light.

  • @alessiac5029
    @alessiac5029 3 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    PILE 3: okay so this and the extended felt SO MUCH like a personal reading! I genuinely believe me and this person are mirroring eachother because I was hearing alot of myself instead of them in the tarot section. I genuinely believe both of us are too scared to make the first move. We have never dated before either, but have been friends for years and flirty in the past. Thank you so much for the reading, you are truly gifted ♥️

    • @420li_e2
      @420li_e2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I have the same situation, we Are friends for Many years, flirty on and off, always on the edge of making move, and I want to thank you. I want to thank you because I picked the wrong pile, and saw your comment. At that same moment I switched to third pile. And believe me she said everything right. I felt Like she was hanging out with us this whooole time…go girl, you have my support, if you ever end up in a relationship with that boy, let us know please! Sending big love and hugs!❤️‍🔥

  • @lizv3634
    @lizv3634 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    Isn’t it amazing to feel shame for wanting something so beautiful and good? But I was! Thank you for your honesty. It brought tears to my eyes. I’m a 48 year old mom who still loves love readings. In my experience, the more you work through your spiritual and emotional stuff, the more lightheartedness and fun appeal. Because you ARE more lighthearted after dropping all the heavy stuff.

  • @teru19pon
    @teru19pon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I resonated SO MUCH on pile 1. It’s almost as if the spirit guides are talking to me directly. Everything is on point and made so much sense. Thank you so much Eso. I really like your readings and I appreciate it. Because not only do you read them but you elaborate them. The more you elaborate the more it resonates to one of us. You have no idea how you help people like me who is feels too much and stuck in my head because I’m left in the dark. I have so many questions to my person but he’s not expressive especially when I text him. But whenever we would be together it’s almost as if he struggles to detach himself. Idk. But again, thank you. Because of this reading I feel more at peace and confident to say I will leave this to the spirits and to focus on myself and happiness.

  • @kactapuzzle
    @kactapuzzle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    The thing is love readings CAN be damaging, when given by certain readers, with certain intentions. But knowing your reading style, and your compassionate personality, you are all about empowerment, reminding us about listening to ourselves etc.

    • @Pastelsnek
      @Pastelsnek 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It CAN be damaging, but it's not Eso's fault if it does happen. She can't control the way other people interpret her readings, she shouldn't have to stop doing these because other people can't be responsible with them.

    • @kactapuzzle
      @kactapuzzle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@Pastelsnek absolutely! What I’m saying is that some readers ride on knowing that people want the love readings, for likes etc, because the readers see the wounding that people believe they’re not whole and worthy within first and want to know when/how/if that is going to happen. But because Eso is teaching self-love and self-empowerment, there isn’t any icky energy with the love readings here; they’re grounded and compassionate and all about instilling wholeness within.

  • @listen...
    @listen... 3 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    I love these readings and find that you are the only tarot reader that always has a message that I almost 100% resonate with, especially when it comes to the topic of love. Please continue with these! Much love

    • @kdavis3672
      @kdavis3672 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same for me!!!

    • @kaylabell5312
      @kaylabell5312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I absolutely agree ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rosemary8252
    @rosemary8252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    About the little chit chat, I’m so sorry about you feeling discouraged and disconnected. But I’m so happy that you took the time to reflect and grow as a person and say “no” to the people in the community. Or do what YOU want. Not what others want you to do. I personally love the content you make and I don’t mind anything, love readings are so fun and interesting because it gets me excited for what’s to come. It’s enough. Don’t feel ashamed. It’s your channel and we’re your watchers!! We support you with whatever makes you happy! We’ll be happy with whatever. Thank you for everything you do☹️❤️

  • @LarryDump
    @LarryDump 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    You shouldn’t be ashamed of anything , I am literally going through such rough time in my life right now and the only thing that has been comforting me or only thing I look forward to is these readings of yours . I am literally not even talking to my friends , parents , nobody . It just feel like you are the friend I want to talk to . I want to see these videos , loud and clear . I am grateful for you and your videos and I just feel this uncanny connection to you . I LOVE THESE LOVE READINGS

  • @soididit
    @soididit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    For the intro: 🥺💖 ironically I already felt some amount of shame for wanting to listen to your love reading BECAUSE of the opinions I've been hearing loudly over on Twitter (other places) about how to go about tarot and our personal growth. Its been a lowkey struggle since I always vibe with your videos. The way you read tarot is unique, I vibe with it, and its always so accurate for me. I find that hard to find. I was highly pulled to listen and I was unsure why. I feel this intro was the main reason. Thank you so much Eso for speaking up and giving the rest of us a safe space to collectively voice out our opinions on this matter. You have such a beautiful soul. Hearing you feel more happy and relaxed when you do things that feel right for you literally makes me sooo happy♡ Personally I enjoy these love readings so much 😊🙌🏻💕💕💕

  • @lemuriansol
    @lemuriansol 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Pile 2 here! You totally called me out. I went in thinking I would be the unicorn, but ended up resonating with the vulture more. I don’t feel like I harbor resentment, so at first I was like “not me”, but boy was I wrong. You got everything on point! You even mentioned that the only elements showing up in this connection were water, air and spirit! My sign is Cancer, & the unicorn’s sign is Gemini. You also got it right when you said it’s a mostly telepathic, intellectual & psychic connection, and that their energy is always around me. Thank you so much! 🦋✨

  • @Bonitawrites
    @Bonitawrites 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Eso, post whatever subject you feel. Your readings are best when they are the authentic you, with your puns. I learned so much about relationships and tarot from watching your videos. The Intentions, Feelings, whatever love-related videos are fun and enlightening in so many ways. Do them. Do the heavier subjects if you feel moved to do them. This is me speaking up for you. Do you, Boo. Your viewers are your viewers because you are you. :-) Pile #1 started while I was leaving the above message. Wow. I have missed these readings. Thank you.

  • @Andreaofseriah
    @Andreaofseriah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    Your love readings fueled my spiritual growth and pushed me to not only finally address my self worth issues but also start finally trusting my intuition. People who say we can’t do both are people who are not able to see that there’s two sides of every coin.
    I am floored by how accurate and on point your readings are every time and how every one does end up pushing me to be uncomfortable (in the best way) and grow, partly because I make it that and partly because YOU create an environment conducive for that because YOU are awake, alive and growing. I’m so proud of you! ❤️
    Now time to go enjoy the latest pile… 🤌🥰😘

    • @yogasya3710
      @yogasya3710 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same ✨

    • @Andreaofseriah
      @Andreaofseriah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was a Pile 4 bish lolol
      So much confirmation of things for me. We’re both sides of the connection because we’re extremely mirrored. Everything was spot on from the things I do know factually. We are in separation. Yes it is very confusing. Are all readings and my intuitions consistently saying the same thing? Absolutely. Short but definitely needed and honestly - it being so short was a relief. Things are happening soon! I can feel it! :D

  • @anastasia9564
    @anastasia9564 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    I was never interested in tarot before, but this month youtube recommended one of your videos to me and everything was so accurate, it's insane. Now I've been watching your love readings every day after work, because it's really comforting and I like your personality so much, but also because it resonates every single time. Please do more of these! And please make videos that you personally want to make, we will support you anyway ♥

    • @kactapuzzle
      @kactapuzzle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I also find Eso’s readings comforting!! They’re like heart felt pep talks, with a sister 🥰

  • @Ashley-cr4tf
    @Ashley-cr4tf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Maddie, we deeply enjoy your love readings. I know I do. It’s so fun, and calming. Nevertheless, mind opening. I’m so happy you shed some light on the fact that we should have fun while watching these readings❤️. I love this community 💕

  • @dary2905
    @dary2905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Never stop doing the content your heart and your soul wants to produce 🦋 You cannot apologize for being yourself and if you feel that way, it’s because the community has become toxic. There are a lot of people who are gatekeeping or attempt to send the evil eye because they don’t have the courage to do what you’re doing 🦋 I love your content! ALL OF THEM! As a tarot reader & astrologer - you’re one of the very few readers that my soul connects with and in my time where I cannot trust myself your videos have always had the best advice 🦋

  • @michcwang
    @michcwang 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    Pile 3, it resonated so much! As soon as the self worth card came out, I immediately knew this is my pile since I've been having an awakening about my self worth. In the middle of the reading my heart beat started getting so fast- I'm going to continue pursuing them! Wish me luck

  • @yahelallouche4953
    @yahelallouche4953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    “Um- GOD SPIRIT STOP TALKING ABOUT BEING SUBMISSIVE AND BREEDABLE SAVE IT FOR THE EXTENDED” i CANNOT LMFAO

  • @megangilmer3911
    @megangilmer3911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I'm so glad you spoke up for yourself, your own community/online family, and for others who may not have come across you yet! These are so much fun, I love love readings, along with all of your others. Variety is a gift, and we ALL go through phases where different topics are more important to us at anytime (The power of timeless readings hehehe). It's all divinely timed when we find what too, please be free in what YOU want to make. Analytics are a part of what makes you a living and I am more than happy to break my silent viewer trend to assist someone who has given me so much guidance AND entertainment and joy in their readings. So proud of you

  • @vertebrateshake2652
    @vertebrateshake2652 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Responding to the intro: I am a frequent watcher and often search for tarot to gain insight into my relationships. Eso you give such fun readings and I feel you’re often tapped into things that are relevant to me. It’s often why I tune in. Since the intro was so personal I felt like speaking up, I love all the pick a cards. I enjoy your content. I often pick based on color and this reading drew me in. Your personality is so bright. Thank you so much for your content, it helps me. Much appreciation and love,
    K

  • @user-hl4pz9tc7b
    @user-hl4pz9tc7b 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Pile 4: I’ve been going through your relationship-related videos and I swear to god I’m getting the same message over and over it gives me hope

  • @pikabustudio
    @pikabustudio 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Hey, Pile 3, happy and proud to recognize myself as the vulture all along :) that is an impossibly accurate reading for me - am in a situation in which both myself and the guy I'm asking about are literally hiding from one another ;) thank you! and I'm also a silent part of this community happy to point I do need love readings and I'm not ashamed to be looking for love and analyzing love all the time in my life and I appreciate loving and appreciate love tarot readings!

  • @ohshiditsgriff2793
    @ohshiditsgriff2793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I *have* felt ashamed and guilty about enjoying love readings. I feel like a cliche and like I'm being a creep? I don't know who or what told me that, but I'm glad to hear that they're wrong

  • @MaiWonders
    @MaiWonders 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    pile 2: he was my first real relationship. we met when we were 18 in college. our relationship started off purely physical. it made it harder to develop an deep emotional connection. we were together for a year and a half. we broke up about 6 months ago, and it really affected me. i was heartbroken, and to a certain degree i still am now. the relationship made me realize how dependent i was on the validation of others around me and would purposely put off my needs to satisfy them. i love him, but i know it’s not healthy. i would like to think that when we’re older that there could be a second chance. regardless im grateful for the experience to learn more about myself. I hope him the best on his journey too. thank you for the insightful reading ESO!

  • @Fxiry_Millie185
    @Fxiry_Millie185 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I first listened to pile 2, and immediately knew it wasn’t our energy. Listened to pile 4 and knew it was us immediately. At least it’s how I’m feeling. And I believe we mirror. I’m waiting on divine timing but I feel us coming together out of separation to talk and this time I’m preparing what to say and not holding back. Realized I have nothing to lose. 🥲

  • @shirohebisama8014
    @shirohebisama8014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    There's a lot of "fake spirituality" or "spiritual ego" stuff flying around atm, whether you call it psychic attacks or just people getting triggered through their own BS.. Shadow seeps out from even the most loving communities, as another post I saw this morning showed.
    You absolutely do you, girl!! I love, love, love your readings, spiritual, love, angels, whatever - if the topic doesn't resonate at the time, I'll just pick another reading...
    There is listening to your viewers, and there is conforming to what someone else wants to see you as - one of them is constructive, the other hurts your soul..
    We're here because we love what you do. If people don't, they should just move on to other readers who resonate with them more, end of story! There's a ton to choose from! A lot of thick skin comes with age too, I must say, young people are more susceptible no matter how hard they work on protecting their energy... When you're 35+, you just don't give a f anymore 😄 And that can be a healthy approach, if not driven to the extreme.
    There's always someone that won't like what you do and wants to participate in choosing what's best for you. Only you know what works for you and makes you happy. Please follow that 🙏☀️❤️
    I wish I had your courage to speak up for myself at your age 🙂 I'm still learning that to this day.
    Now, on to the actual reading. Just had to put it out here.

  • @lorenarusca-cecchi1508
    @lorenarusca-cecchi1508 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    tainted love, radio head, the vulture interpretation... i cant describe into words how accurate and how much i resonate. never has a reading online been so accurate or even in person. i really needed this. we are in a separation because of really messy stuff. i just almost can't wrap my head around all these little details in the reading that resonate exactly.

  • @jsjaksmannsj2717
    @jsjaksmannsj2717 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Pile 3: when you said This vulture is realising that they would love to come rushing to the unicorn they can’t force the unicorn to take action like I felt that your readings are always so accurate and the ghosting part- also this is like the third reading of yours im watching and every single one has had the mirroring thing in them

  • @shygarcia5038
    @shygarcia5038 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    "When the hell have I ever been super serious?" *thinks back to all the puns and the remarks about your shuffling* ...nope, not serious, and that's what we appreciate about your readings. They give so much insight and guidance at the right moments without making us feel anxious. Keep doing what you're doing! We have your back! Sending love and light

  • @es_fernyy
    @es_fernyy ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The intro at the beginning was so real! A year ago I def felt that !!! And even in real life, for the past few months I’ve been trying to be against the whole mindset that my loving nature is bad! I love having crushes and I love giving out my love! So that’s real as heck ❤

  • @matmurray717
    @matmurray717 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I would say the stigma around love readings has to do with how easily biased they are. I know for me I find it hardest to differentiate between my genuine intuition and what I wanted when love is involved. But because of this, I love that you do love readings. Your readings are as unbiased as I think it can be because you can’t see us or read body language or whatever. Definitely keep it up!

  • @lyricallykai
    @lyricallykai 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Pile 2- This resonated completely, it felt like a personal reading to be honest. I needed the confirmation that I was not overthinking the problems in my relationship.

  • @jlnny
    @jlnny 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    pile 4 - u described our relationship so well! like we r so playful and make alot of jokes but its still a lil distant and i hopeee he rlly feels that 😭 i love ur readings sm!!

  • @JessxFireworks
    @JessxFireworks 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Pile 2: it was a bad relationship, I was definitely the mouse, walking on eggshells, afraid to express myself. It was so so bad looking back. It’s over now but we do have a mutual child and he’s kinda forced to call me one of these days to see her for the first time in over a year. I’m also in agreement where I wasn’t a saint, I was totally passive aggressive and filled with resentment. Also you were spot on, his name is Nate. Crazy how on point it is. Wished this was a message given to me earlier, lol.

  • @melissaw6014
    @melissaw6014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Pile 4 here. I was initially creeped out at the accuracy and then teared up a whole lot as the reading progressed. Also, Thank you. I do always feel crazy for the depth of my feelings for him when we aren’t talking. It made me feel so much better about that aspect.

  • @celestecorona611
    @celestecorona611 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    These are my favorite readings, people can go be annoying elsewhere. We can't please everyone. Please feel free to be yourself! It's ypu channel and you're right, life does deserve to include more enjoyment and fun! 😤

  • @bernsteinhanna
    @bernsteinhanna 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    As someone who has been single for ten years and has struggled with losing hope time and time again, thank you for posting love readings because they give me comfort and hope that one day I will have all the things I’ve dreamed of having. Liking before I even watch the pick a card! 🥰😘

    • @artbyamala
      @artbyamala 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I watch these readings for the same reason ...just a hope to get through lives ♥️

    • @bernsteinhanna
      @bernsteinhanna 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Jo L 💕 thank you

    • @alexdahoe625
      @alexdahoe625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      oh my god 10 years.. no connections or anything?

    • @tipphilips8252
      @tipphilips8252 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alex Da hoe
      At least he’s still alive, I had a friend who passed away from a broken heart at 37.

  • @willowtun4079
    @willowtun4079 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    I was literally asking spirit to give me the current thoughts of my person and boom your video came up on my notifications. I always like your reading. I don’t have nothing to ask just wanna know my person thoughts. So that I can consider what way should I choose. I really appreciate your readings and always love to watch these.

    • @larakay9783
      @larakay9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      same here i m lost ☹

  • @angelsrage3383
    @angelsrage3383 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 4, and 2 which I couldn't resonate with at all for either of us.
    I've been on a healing journey for much of the past ten on and off years with him. He wasn't sure what he believed, or what he wanted. I think he's finally started his own healing, and spiritual process from our talks? I really hope he's come to the realization that he needs me in his life's journey now. We certainly have both helped each other, and ALOT of times it was painful.
    Eso has to be one of the best tarot readers I've ever come across! And no matter how triggering her channelling might be, she makes us laugh! She's helping SOOOO MANY people!!! Love her! 💓🙏💓

  • @greenbeansnthings
    @greenbeansnthings 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Pile 3- GIRL when you said “stop denying that this person feels some type of way about you.” I’ve always had a crush on this guy that has a LONG term girlfriend but she’s like really toxic and they’ve been together since he was 14, we’re 20 now. She’s 4 years older and has always been a little controlling n stuff, but they’re long distance. I’ve been introduced into the friend group really recently even though I’ve had a crush on him for awhile. I’ve been trying to respect his relationship even though it’s not the best and keep my distance because a bunch of other people also have feelings for him. But he just always acted different around me than I’ve seen him with others and he did some stuff that made me think he might have feelings for me but was pulling away and trying to avoid me because of that. I didn’t want to be like feeding my own ego, but I’ve also always always been right about my intuition with people. I have been thinking about getting my own rider-Waite (I have another deck for self healing so it’s only for messages in regards to that) so I could ask how he felt about me and get it put to bed so I can get over it and try to establish a good friendship with no underlying curiosity, but this was exactly what I was looking for and lined up perfectly. I’m still going to keep my distance and work on myself but I know I need to trust my intuition too

    • @greenbeansnthings
      @greenbeansnthings 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-eo9to7wd2t it was high school, I didn’t know him then so she might have been 17. I really don’t know anything about her, he’s literally only mentioned her once to me. He was a freshman and she was a senior so it’s def ick either way. That’s why it’s hard to be like “he’s in a happy relationship, just let him be happy”

  • @lionblaze210
    @lionblaze210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Pile 3 really hit me with the truth. But I feel brought to peace by this guidance now. Honestly, this is exactly what I needed reaffirmed/to hear so thank you for that

  • @abigailhawkins8376
    @abigailhawkins8376 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I cannot begin to explain how realistic this was! I chose Pile 4, and it was like you were speaking into my life. Everything you said made complete sense to me and I can only hope the person I want speaks up soon. You are truly amazing, this was a huge confidence booster for me so thank you so much for what you did!!!

  • @tara_ir
    @tara_ir 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Guilt and shame are the prisons we humans create for ourselves. So glad you’re not adhering to it!

  • @jaidyn888
    @jaidyn888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I’m so glad you talked about that at the beginning. Every tarot reader brings their own special things to the table and I’m glad you come with your wonderful gifts doing what you love to do. People love to see what you love to do because without the passion it can never be as good than with passion. So thank you for being you and thank you for using your voice to talk about an issue that you see in the community.

    • @jaidyn888
      @jaidyn888 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      One thing I love about your readings is that they pop up at the perfect time every single time. My relationship status is supperrr complicated and I love having confirmation of what I feel in my soul when I start to let my ego take over. You’re definitely needed in this community.

  • @alexisnicole6951
    @alexisnicole6951 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Stay true to you! I love the LOVE readings❤️ I’ve been watching your videos for years now. Don’t feel ashamed of any of it. We are here. I love the tarot community especially you! We WANT to see it!!

  • @Majomajito
    @Majomajito 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    My mom, my sister and I love watching ALL of your readings, but the love readings are our favorite. I don't usually comment, but I wanted to say that you're my favorite Tarot Reader, please keep being your amazing self and the good work. You're doing amazing!

  • @h0lyd4bi3n
    @h0lyd4bi3n 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Pile 2 - Mousey Virgo been learning my self-worth during my ongoing healing journey - listened to the red flags and chose to leave the Fire-ant Leo. It was fun for what it was, but not emotionally fulfilling (bc he was scared to be vulnerable/connect) and as sad as it is to no longer have this connection, I have to remind myself I'm choosing myself and I deserve better. A healthy relationship isn't perfect, it requires mutual effort, support and balance. I'm not here just to serve, babysit, be a therapist, or be taken advantage of. He has a lot to work through but wasn't an asshole at least; our connection faded/drifted when I stopped initiating and putting in all the effort. Grateful for the learning experience and memories; may we both continue to grow, heal, flourish and live our best lives. Gentle reminders: Release what you can't control. The ending is just the beginning for something even better. What's meant to be will be and won't pass you by

  • @Sarka324
    @Sarka324 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Girl. Let me just say that - this is not just tarot, this is fucking therapy. I am science based person and my chemistry degree does not stop me from inclining to tarot and spiritual stuff. But I always question these things because the brain of the scientist is just what it is. I love these reading, even if I was just resonating with stuff I want to hear instead of stuff that are true in this world your message is always so positive and encouraging and it really helps me with my self-loving journey. I also listen to these videos when I am alone and my intrusive thougts don't let me fall asleep, because your voice is so comfy and it takes me to sleep instantly if I want to - so thank you for that. And I LOVE these readings, it actually helps me not to do dumb shit because I just have a platform to feel my feelings and to "talk" with someone about my situation and then I live these emotions here and it makes them easier to regulate them in the right direction in real life. I hear the frustration in your voice and don't listen to anyone who tell you how to do your stuff, what are they? Some spiritual police? Fuck them.This is fun, I love it, you help me, you help many people, don't change.

    • @Sarka324
      @Sarka324 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      update - you scare me :D I randomly wanted to listen to Meet me halfway today, like I never searched for this song ever in my life and now its part of the pile... oukeyyy :D

  • @sarahmendez9581
    @sarahmendez9581 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Pile 4: he was my middle crush. We both changed schools and moved around. In and out of different relationships. We finally reconnected after 7 years. And when we first met up. I thought it was just going to be a small catch up on our lives and that’s it. But the chemistry was OUT OF THE ROOF. It lead to hours and hours just talking about everything. He is in the Navy in San Diego and I’m here in the Bay Area. I don’t like the idea of a long distance relationship but for him, iam confident to say I’m down to go down this path with him. I never ever felt this way about a person where I’m confident to say I’m talking to a this guy and vulnerable enough to show a sweet side of myself. I can’t stop talking about him to everyone I know. I’m just so happy. I think I love him and see myself having a real future with him. And maybe he feels the same way which it’s just crazy.and it’s only been a month of talking and I already feel so much.

  • @allenyoung4741
    @allenyoung4741 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I just want you to know: that you making these videos has gotten me through some pretty dark times. My spiritual awakening has been downright painful for almost two years now… And I’m 100% sure you have channeled my angels and guides on more than just a few videos. Thank you so much for your gifts and passion to keep making these vids… 🙏

  • @addi790
    @addi790 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    pile 3- really IT'S SO TRUE!!! HOW???? Thank you so, so, so much. I'm manifesting him and i will give him time to think and when he is ready i will be there for him. I just feel like living. Thank you i needed this

  • @GraceEunity
    @GraceEunity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    i constantly wonder if watching a bunch of love readings is beneficial or hurtful for me personally because i'm in separation with my twin flame. sometimes i think it holds me back a little bit because i should be focusing on myself, not seeking validation that he still feels for me. but the validation love readings can give is so important and helpful especially for spiritual connections because in separation and no contact, i really start to wonder how much of this connection is real if nothing is happening in the 3D. these readings have helped me to trust my intuition! of course there needs to be balance with how frequently someone consumes this kind of content. but you are a content creator. people want love readings so at the end of the day, you're going to put out content that your viewers want to see. i think you're doing an amazing job and i love the variety of readings you have on your channel and i love the classic love readings!

  • @amandatuttle9755
    @amandatuttle9755 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Don't dim to fit in! There is room for everything! Sometimes we need guidance, sometimes we need clarity, sometimes we need light-heartedness. I LOVE hearing your personality and I feel like I'm sitting across from you while watching your videos. You are AWESOME. Don't dim to fit in, we need YOU.

  • @qseraphine
    @qseraphine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i haven’t even picked my pile yet but i came here to say that these videos give me so much comfort and love and that warm fuzzy feeling that i can’t get from anywhere else rn. they’re helping me learn to love myself and confirming what my intuition already knows about my person. there are certain things that logically can never make sense to us in the 3D, but that’s why i value your readings so much, because they tell me that what im feeling isn’t insane. that my feelings are valid. these connection videos give me clarity and i value them so much, plus they are so much fun! thank you maddy 🤍🤍

  • @thaby_bliss
    @thaby_bliss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Pile 2: Wow, that was intense. You literally grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me. Thank you!

  • @LivelyDays23
    @LivelyDays23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry, I could feel how intense your emotions were. Please please do what makes YOU the happiest. I personally will watch anything you put out because I trust you. Sending you spiritual hugs and healing.

  • @jawstrings
    @jawstrings 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    never feel ashamed for liking to do love readings. if spirit makes you feel drawn to do them, do them. there's a message for someone somewhere in one of those videos, and that is why there are so many- you could do a reading every day and it would be impossible for a message to resonate with every person on earth. please keep doing what you do because you do it well

  • @joshuwuah
    @joshuwuah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    pile 1 - it feels dumb for me to say that i resonated SO much with this considering so many people are watching these, but it really described the situation i feel like im in rn

  • @raemcmahon9573
    @raemcmahon9573 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Took me three times to get through my number 2 reading. I chose to leave currently. I think it's also about not enabling the other's unfair behaviour by carrying on in an unhappy relationship (for both people). I am moving forward with what I want and focussing on me becoming whole and a full cup and taking this time to focus on what brings me joy. Thank you for the messages.

    • @eagillum
      @eagillum 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Were you the mouse or fire ant?

    • @raemcmahon9573
      @raemcmahon9573 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@eagillum fire ant 🐜

  • @twentysevenand
    @twentysevenand ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm Pile 2 wishing I was Pile 4. Personally, I started listening to collective readings because I was trying to make sense of a breakup, but I think I'm at the part of my journey that I'm ready to move on. I keep listening to your readings just because they're entertaining and make me feel good for the most part. Your personality shines through, and it's fun how you and your spirits communicate with each other. I feel like you keep things real... like the way you read, you tell us how it is instead of making us hear things you think we want to hear. Even though I'm moving on, I'll keep listening to your content.

  • @oliviajeanette1065
    @oliviajeanette1065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Silent watcher here, I watch most of your readings eventually because I feel drawn to them all at different times of the month or year. Do what you feel drawn to, I'll still watch!♡

  • @M.I.22
    @M.I.22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I'm so sorry you've been feeling like this and I'm so proud of you that you're speaking up about it!
    Please do whatever reading you feel like doing, you are an amazing reader and person and I think you following your intuition and doing what you love benefits us all.
    I love you! 💕🌸

  • @emilyspence5940
    @emilyspence5940 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It is so hard to avoid the negative thoughts and judgments from others. I cannot tell you how people find a problem with any kind readings. Tarot and spirituality in general people put rules on it, do what you want believe what you believe. Those of us who stay silent appreciate your videos the most. Thank you for standing up for all those who feel same way💙💙💙

  • @mandyblossoms
    @mandyblossoms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Pile 2. To me it resonated so much it’s insane. I recently have been overthinking so much because of my past in relationships that I fear not communicating enough or making sure that we’re both on the same page that I fear he’ll leave because I didn’t do enough. Im the mouse in this scenario, he’s the fire ant. Funny enough we’re both fire sun, but my chart is ruled by fire and earth, his is fire and air.
    Whenever I bring the topic of relationship, feelings or connections I can sense discomfort from his side. He’s not used to talking about his emotions and it kinda frustrates me not knowing his vision towards the relationship and I fear that I’m just getting too involved and later on he doesn’t want anything and leave. And I know this is mostly just me overthinking cause even though he doesn’t say it directly, he does show his care through actions. I did ask my psychologist for a couple session, he agreed to go (this was a month ago btw) so we’ll be having that session soon, this reading also confirms that I’ve been overthinking a lot and that this session could benefit the both of us. At the moment, everything feels stagnant and stuck. As if everything we say just hurt and we just don’t understand.
    Thank you for the reading. I really needed this.

    • @tarotquabo4321
      @tarotquabo4321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We picked the same pile and your story is EXACTLY how my situation is in right now.. That’s insane! I broke up with him but feeling so guilty and ashamed because i think i probably was overthinking because ive been moody recently. I regretted, but still haven’t taken any action. Is there any update on your side? I really need someone to share and get motivation from.

    • @mandyblossoms
      @mandyblossoms 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tarotquabo4321 honestly, i became so numb and tired of repeating myself how I want to be treated and such that I feel like giving up and give myself some well deserved respect. I’m thinking of ending the relationship as well actually.

    • @blueskiies
      @blueskiies 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I've just gone through the same! I broke up with him after months of trying to get him to help me help him, and drawing boundaries that haven't been respected.
      He struggles with a lot of insecurities and limiting thought patterns, and his actions show these with certain narcissistic traits.
      At first I wasn't sure if I was the mouse or the fire ant but it's clearer now that I'm the mouse.
      Hope you're both okay 💗

    • @mandyblossoms
      @mandyblossoms 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@blueskiies I ended breaking up with him

  • @GeekInSequins
    @GeekInSequins 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I had trouble finding a pile that resonated with me, but pile 4 ended up having some messages for me.
    The thing is, I don't know if it's wishful thinking, but the description of what that person is supposedly thinking about me mirrors a lot of what I'm thinking about them.
    Perhaps I'm just hearing what I want to hear, but it's certainly food for thought. I appreciate the effort you put into your work! I know for me, a successful reading is thought provoking and inspiring, and I think your readings accomplish just that!

  • @SARAH-zp6yz
    @SARAH-zp6yz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i haven’t commented on any youtube video in years, but this one spoke to me. EsoTarot, thank you for your message in the beginning. Love life tarot readings don’t just apply to romantic love, but all relationships in general. It’s all about what resonates, and personal relationships are a part of everyone’s reality. I love your readings, and find it sad that some people need to be so critical when there are so many resources you’ve provided on other subjects. Everyone is allowed to express their opinion, but you are allowed to address it also. I respect you for your ambition and wisdom.

  • @gabriellehenderson8027
    @gabriellehenderson8027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Honestly, the intro resonated with me so much with where I am in my life in general and I’m so glad that I clicked on this video because I felt like I needed to hear that. Also I love watching live readings so I would love to see more.