Psychiatric Service Dog | Anxiety & Panic Attacks
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- Hoping my first video of 2018 makes an impact. Sharing my personal struggle and health, why I have a service dog.
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I just wanted to say this video gave me the motivation to leave my house alone today, something I haven't done in weeks. So thank you, I hope you and your animals have a lovely year ❤
"you don't have to have a reason to be depressed" thank you. I've been diagnosed with depression for about two years now. I've tried therapy so many times but at least three therapists told me "well why are you depressed? You're so pretty and your life is so good!" like I'm sorry I don't want to be this way, that's why I came to you.
Thank you so much Meghan for sharing your story, these videos definitely help me, at least knowing that other people deal with relatively the same thing as I do.
Oh, I feel so sorry that you have depression and anxiety. To everybody with depression or anxiety or both, I hope you can solve the issue, or be able to battle through these mental illnesses. I have a different illness, polycystic kidney disease. We can battle through these illnesses together. Stay strong! 💪🏻
I have really bad anxiety, and have very bad panic attacks etc, not only do I stress out but I start shaking SO much, and start crying a bit. People wouldn't guess that I have anxiety and slight depression, because I'm very bubbly and happy. I was wondering if I'm able to get a service dog? Maybe I can? But I'm sure that the laws are different in Australia... so maybe not.
Miss Galactica I relate to you 100% and was also wondering if I could get a service dog. If you find out any information, please let me know! Good luck to you and Happy 2018! ❤
Its definitely something you could look into, esp if it will give you a more fulfilled, happier life.
I would start by asking your doctor, psychiatrist, or therapist.
To get a service dog, you have to go to a therapist or psychiatrist. Tell them how you feel, and ask if your eligable.
Dear Miss Galactica I really wanted to reach out to you about your comment. My name is Isabella I am 11 years old and have a service dog in training to help with my anxiety I also have conversion disorder and PTSD. There are very strict rule and standards for having a service dog. Start by seeing if it would be better if you got a Emotional Support Animal (if you do not know the difference between a ESA dog and service dog Megan have a vid for you to watch) to help you instead of a service dog. If you know a service dog is the right thing for you the first step is to RESEARCH you need to do so much research on what laws there are in Australia, what dog would be best for you, can you afford all the training and costs of having a dog, do you have enough time to train this dog, who is a good trainer ( the best way to train a service dog is by positive reinforcements not punishment). I could make this comment super long but if you would like to talk more my email is Myheart4animals@yahoo.com I hope it was helpful and good luck.
to anyone that doesn't have depression/anxiety etc, please know that you don't know what it feels like, therefore you can't make assumptions. even if its just something that seems harmless, it can blow someone apart.
Ive been strugling with serious depression for over 15 years.. And to be honest only thing that have been keeping me alive is my cats.. they need me so i cant give up even if i want to.. Good for you to have found ways of going ahead and fighting the total "numbness" that takes over..
Drugs help some people and one should try them if your doctor suggests... they might give you the little push you need to go outside or even help you get out of bed... On a bad day thats is seriously a big thing..
You are so brave sharing your story to the world, thank you. God bless. xxx
This has definitely helped me. Thanks
Ju-Ju Bear- I agree, nice statement. God bless all of y’all reading this comment. Much ❤️ from Utah!
I've dealt with anger issues my whole life and about 2 years ago they got quite bad, to the point where it scared me. I wanted help so I went to a doctor, however it wasn't my normal doctor. The doctor just said I was mean because I used to snap at my brother a lot.
My anger issues did eventually get better after I talked to my pe teachers, they listened without the judgement.
Some people don't understand that mental health and mental issues and the such aren't your fault. It's also vital that you trust who you talk to.
Who in their right mind decided to dislike this video. Thank you so much Megan I have learned so much!
So happy for you that you posted this, I now it was probably a hard video to post, thank you for sharing your story Meghan 💓
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I have anxiety and have since I was 4 years old. I am now only 11 and I have panic attacks and possibly depression. I now go to therapy to help me. This video has really helped! Thanks from England
Hello DiamondXDigger My name Isabella i am also 11 year old I have some similar issues to you. I have a service dog in training to help with my disability. I can really relate to you the best thing to do in you situations is to tell your parents and ask for help if it ever gets to much. sometime you might feel alone but there are a lot of other kid out there that know what you are going through. I hope that this can help you.
I’ve been looking into getting myself a phyciatric service dog for me. I struggle with anxiety and panic attacks, stress, dizziness and some struggle walking. I also have problems being alone at any time. And don’t seem to be able to function
This video helped me so much. I hope that sometime this year I’ll get a phyciatric service dog
Hi Stone Creek Arts my name is Isabella I am 11 year old and have a service dog for VERY similar reason. I would love to help my email is Myheart4animals@yahoo.com. God bless.
Thank you for sharing your story (as I know it is personal) with us I also have anxiety/panic attacks and depression as well as some fun physical stuff(not) . It has gotten worse over time and now has become disabling and I get panic attacks at least once a day and generally a few anxiety attacks. I am going to be getting my prospect soon. Thank you for filtering the comments for once I can look through the comments without having panic attacks and just seeing all the positivity and kindness put a smile on my face.
Just found you. I’m so glad that your service dog enables you to go out and “be”. Not only are they valuable for what they can be trained to do to help humans, but having a pet (or pets) triggers our caring instincts and makes us feel useful. Not everyone is meant to or wants to take care of human babies, and prefer our furry and feathered friends who also give us love.
Dear Happy Tails,
I’m so relieved that I’m crying. Your video made me realize that I’ve had panic attacks and depression, and I’m finally not wavering between horrified acceptance and depression. I’ve struggled with my mental illness my whole life and I just couldn’t cope even though I so wanted to and often even knew how. I’m also high-functioning- I was very active in my school as a child and teenager, but now, as a 19 year old in university, my depression has gotten worse. I believe that winter is a trigger as well as many other things. Now that I’ve accepted it, I’m excited to learn more about my condition and get to know myself better. I know what it is to be happy, and will adjust my life accordingly to accommodate to my setbacks.
My first panic attack was in grade 2. My father has always wavered between happy and sad and angry, and I now accept that my mental illness is almost exactly genetic. Thanks so much for your insight into your own family, as I also have some family members who have tried to deny my depression.
Anyway, hope you read and respond if you have the time :) I’m so glad that you posted this video!
Cheers from Ontario, Canada,
Jin
I'm happy you're feeling safe enough to open up to your fans! We really appreciate you wanting to help those of us who are struggling! You're so strong!
it's relateable,I went through a major depression stage in my first year of middle school(6th). I had at least three dogs (one lost the year before),and I self harmed but the dog that cheered me up was my dachshund chihuahua mix named Canela.
My sister suffers from severe depression. She has been to a mental hospital. My dachshund has helped her sleep each night and to cheer her up. My sister's name is Jenna and my pups name is Shelby. She is not an official service dog tho
I know since you posted this a long time ago you probably wont see this but you have helped me by explaining your struggles. You have inspired me to get help for my anxiety and depression. So now I'm working towards getting a service dog.
Great Video! Very brave thing to do, this will go a long way because this video is full of pure honesty & strength
Thank you so so much for voicing for us all that you can be depressed and still fake a smile. Just because you're great at school and involved does not mean that you're happy and stable. Good luck to anyone dealing with it, too.
Thank you for coming out, you have helped others so much including me.
You are such an amazing person! I have struggled with severe depression and mild OCD for my whole life. Just like you, I wasn't diagnosed until I was 19 or 20. I did very well in school, and was even voted happiest person my senior year, which is so ironic. I feel like you eventually hit your breaking point, and you just can't act any longer. For me it was losing my grandma and college, both of those combined made me realize I couldn't do it anymore.
It was so awesome to hear another person say that you can be depressed when you have a great life, that's something I've struggled with for a long time.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, and I'm so glad you find comfort in animals like I do!
I love this so much! I was diagnosed within this last year with anxiety and bipolar 1 and the proactive steps towards getting better has completely changed my life. I am so happy you are in a good place because of Caspian’s assistance.
Thank you for regulating the comments. I can't handle anymore ignorant people. My best friend of 2 years recently called me brain damaged and autistic while trying to explain that my anxiety can't be cured because it is caused by a chemical stuff in my brain.
I know this is an old video, but I just wanted to let you know, you have validated my anxiety and depression related sleep problems. My family has a hard time grasping it and therefore I have a hard time feeling like it's real. Thank you, I am definitely moving forward with having a psychiatric service dog!
the next time i feel a panic attack coming on I'm going to remember you saying 'you can't really be sad around a goat right?' cause i giggled so hard at that!
thanks for making this video, it's helped so much. 💚
I am sure your story will help others and give them the confidence to know things can and will get better, that there are things to try. I am glad you are in a better place and enjoying your life.
I will support you with all of my heart!! 💙💚 I'm very glad you're fine! I really appreciate your help Caspian!! ❤😘
I can't express how grateful I am for you making this video and how much I can relate. I have anxiety and depression as well. Unfortunately it runs in my family on both sides so I'm going to have to deal with it my whole life. I can relate so much because I feel like my story is quite similar to yours. I've struggled with this all my life and I used to be very successful. I was the "golden child" in my family but now I'm not able to go to school and I stay at home in bed all the time. I've pretty much hit rock bottom but still find it difficult to motivate myself to even get better. You have inspired me so much though. I really enjoy your videos and seeing all of your animals always really cheers me up. Your previous videos on service animals and emotional support animals sparked my interest and I did a lot of research. But ultimately it seems like my anxiety is preventing me from committing to a decision and trying to make any progress towards getting a service dog. This video has reignited my motivation though and I am so grateful for that. Hearing about how you've struggled and made so much progress is really inspiring. It's even given me more ideas for ways I might help myself (like going to the gym). So long story short, I really just wanted to say thank you so much for posting this and all of your other videos. You're an inspiring and truly amazing person. I hope you continue to make progress in improving your life and beating this suckish illness.
Edit: In my research it seems like its quite difficult to actually get a service dog. It either costs a lot of money, takes years, or you have to train one yourself. Any advice about getting one would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
Aww
I am so sorry
I did not know that u had depression
I hope you get over it
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🙂
We all still love and support you❤
+happytails so many people suffer quietly because a lot of people don’t understand it. I suffer from high functioning anxiety. Thank you for talking about it. Just like Zoella you are helping people out there know that they are not the only ones. You are right some people cannot understand it. I’m glad Caspian has helped you so much.
Thank you so much for opening up with us I know it is hard and not always easy to share as someone who has been watching u since the beginning and never knew or needed to know why u had a service dog It was super wonderful to have u share with us. As someone who has suffered with diagnosed anxiety, depression, panick attacks and OCD all my life I know how u feel and I feel like I am now connected to u in a closer way cos someone I look up to and value so highly has been through similar things to me and is doing ok so that means I can make it too. Thank u for sharing and giving me hope I will get better! I am actually in the process myself of training a service dog for myself. Love you Meghan keep it up ur videos bring me so much joy and when I'm depressed or anxious I actually watch ur videos and they calm me down. So thank you for that
My diagnosis is clinical depression. I've been on medication for over 40 yrs & I will be for life. If others could understand that it's a chemical inbalance that isn't the person's fault. I''ve only had 1 anxiety attack and wouldn't wish that on anyone. Thank you for sharing and for your honesty. You're a doll.
I don't know why people dislike. She is super brave of doing this . Megan you are awesome Just know you aren't going thourgh this alone.
The thing you said about being depressed even more because you feel like you don't have the right to be depressed is me.
This video was one of the best videos I've seen.❤
It feels so nice to know someone else with a service dog. My SD is a psych also for anxiety and panic attacks. I have been diagnosed a year ago. I always knew I had anxiety and panic attacks but no one believed me till I was diagnosed. I got diagnosed with depression a month ago. It’s changed my perspective on depression. I never really realized I had depression till I was diagnosed. Now that I have a service dog my life is forever Changed. I am so blessed to have a family that would help me through this. This is sloppy but if you read this thanks. You know my life story and you aren’t alone ❤️ we have all gone through something but it always feels nice for someone to relate
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable. I’m looking into getting a service dog for multiple purpose and your videos has helped me in more ways than one. I’ve learned a lot about animals from your videos so thank you.
I suffer from depression and anxiety and I cut and I have a service dog and he is helped my life so much whenever I get really depressed he can sense it and he comes up to me and just makes me feel so much better and thank you so much Megan for sharing your story with all of us love you
As someone with Panic Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, I appreciate this so much. I relate to this a lot, particularly with your high school story... very similar to what I experienced. I had a great life, achieved so much at school, had a boyfriend and friends, yet I was so depressed and suffered from severe panic attacks. While I do not have a service dog, my animals help me immensely.
I want to let you know that I struggle everyday from the exact same thing. I think you are so very strong for sharing your story. I no longer feel alone. I know that I'm not just weird. I struggle so much with being able to even go out in public. My worst fear is panicking and even worse panicking in public and being seen as "strange" or being touched. Thank you so much for posting this.
Your whole talk about Depression really gets me. I understand it and relate. When I tell my mom that I am depressed, she said "Why? You have got it made?" Basically I am "too good to be depressed."
Hello. I hope you're doing well. I just wanted to say thank you. Your video is incredible. It made me feel like I'm not alone and more confident in being able to try and find a solution for my social anxiety and depression. You are amazing and very strong. And in case you dont hear it enough, I'm proud of you.
Thank you for been open and honest about your illness
I love how you care and love educating on animals this video is sot raw and personal and you are very strong for sharing this online
Meghan,
I am so proud of you. It takes a lot of courage to share something so personal as dealing with a disability. Your honesty is going to help many. You are an overcomer!
I wish you much health, happiness and love in 2018 and always.
I am just starting to train my service dog for anxiety, depression and PTSD. A lot of people in my life saying I am being dramatic or don't need one just to get over it. Just knowing I have her know and were starting training make me happy and gives me hope.
Thank you for your courage, and for being open and real. Take care. God bless.
I have a Service dog too. I have anxiety and depression and sezers. And when I got colbie everything changed and my story is so much like urs. I love u and all ur education on pets and ur views on life. U have helped me with all my pets and I had know idea that I had anything in common with u other than the love for animals. U have helped me and others so much thank u. For being who u are.
Pets do change their owners life. They're blessing for us. It's amazing how you're able to do so much while you had disability. Me personally have my own illnesses, but my pets keep me strong every day
I just wanted to take a moment and thank you so much. I've been going through very similar things and have just now realized what its been. People have been discounting my emotions and panic attacks for so many years now that I started to believe that it wasn't valid. I started convincing myself I was ok, even though I basically stopped sleeping and sometimes skipping meals.
Thank you so much, Meghan. Hopefully I can start to look into non-medication options and work towards becoming happier. You're such an amazing role model for a senior in high school like me and I really appreciate what you do. ❤
I have a dog, and he’s not a service dog but still, having an animal with you really helps. I myself have depression and anxiety and my dog is my life saver❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for making this video. It helps us know a little bit more about you, and even though you made this video about yourself, it's also a learning experience for many of us. You're helping so many people not even only for people who have problems like or even a little bit similar to yours, but also it helps everyone else understand what all of you are going through. Just by looking at the comments, it's helped people relate and I'm sure it's made them feel a lot better. It may not make ALL people believe you still have a service dog, but maybe if they see someone who looks normal with a service dog, perhaps they won't go up to them and say things judgmental as quickly. I'm glad you built up the courage to make this video, and I hope your condition keeps getting better.
Thank you so much for opening up and sharing with us! I have experienced anxiety since having symptoms of my chronic illnesses, especially the past few years. I first decided to reserve a Corgi puppy when I felt that I needed something to look forward to and know that I could have a dog who could be with me and comfort me when I am in pain or have sleepless nights. I have adult onset muscular dystrophy and autoimmune diseases that are difficult to treat. I’m so happy I found your videos. Watching helps me so much as you and your animals make me happy while I wait for my Corgi puppy in a few months. :)
thank you so much for posting this video, it has helped me so much. you helped my mom and i decide that a service dog is the best thing for me. i love your channel so much.
Thank you for making this video and opening up to us, that was very brave. I also struggle with depression, and I appreciate your frank discussion, it goes a long way towards educating people and normalizing the issues of mental health!
thank you for doing this video it does help I have went through horrible experience throughout my life and I think you are lucky to have found someone who support you and helps you understand yourself thank you again for doing this video
nothing but love for you girl! thank you for sharing your story!!! i can relate and i’m sure many others do too! keep being amazing!! ❤️❤️
Hi Meghan
This video is so informative and helped me a lot personally, because I’ve been through a very serious traumatic surgery years ago but I still struggle now dealing with my new life and often get depressed and want to give up on life. I have not seen anybody yet for what I’m feeling. But seeing videos like this with people that have similar struggles and have gotten help and now is in a better place is always inspirational and really help motivate me to make that next step and seek professional help. Thank you so much for posting this video.
I can relate to your story so much...I've been doing research on service dogs, after finding out I have OCD and social anxiety/phobia, and have been discouraged about getting one until I found this video. I thought that I wouldn't qualify. But after watching this video it has given me the confidence to talk to my therapist about this being an option. So glad I found this video. Thank you for sharing your story. ^_^
I’m just floored. A lot of what you said is exactly what I’m going through. The loss of independence especially. I rely so heavily on my husband for even the most Munding daily task that I feel really bad that I’m not pulling my weight in the house. I don’t really have a choice though this depression and anxiety is destroying any hope for me to be independent again. I’m scared too, because it’s never been this bad. I feel like I am at the edge. I’ve been told a service dog would probably help me out a ton and friends have shown me things that they do with their service dogs they think would help me gain my independence back. So thank you so much for sharing this. It really did help me feel like I wasn’t alone. It also gave me hope that things can be done to fix this. It’s not a cure of course, but I really think it could help me. Thank you.
I spoke to my daughter about a service dog and her face lit up and she was so excited and she told me this was going to be such a great motivator for her to get off the ng tube feed for nutrition and eat her food by mouth and eventually be able to leave residential tx and come home! Thank you so much!!
As soon as you said that this was a safe place, I pressed subscribed. Although I would have anyways Thanks for sharing your vlogs
Wonderful Video! I feel closer and have a much better understanding for all service dogs. Thanks for sharing your story!
Great video. Thank you for making it. Congratulations on coming for far.
Thank you so much for sharing this story. It is very eye opening😊
Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤️ it gave me so much validation. My dogs name is Caspian too! I also have very similar issues and I usually hide it well. Caspian helps me more than words can express. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Thank you so much for posting this video, I have anxiety and depression as well, and yesterday was one of my bad days, I felt really isolated and lonely, so just knowing that someone else, one of my favorite TH-camrs no less, deals with the same thing, or really helps and encourages me, so thank you so much for sharing this!
*it, not or. xD
Loved the video, thanks so much for filming it!
I have been looking for an emotional support animal because of the reason you have yours. I have had these mental issues practically my whole life. Animals are my zen. My comfort and motivation. Thank you for this video!!!
I relate a lot to this. I got my service dog in training almost a year ago and i am working with a trainer to help me get him to be ready to be my full time psychiatric and medical alert and response dog for my depression, anxiety, BPD, schizoid personality disorder, and GI issues. He has given me so much confidence and freedom as Caspian has for you. I have lost friends during this time because people didn't understand how i could be so high-functioning and be disabled, so i relate to you a lot. Keep doing what you're doing, it's clear that it's made a profound difference in your life.
omg we have service dogs that do almost the same things! Mine (Raven) is for PTSD, depression, and Myalgic Encephalomyelitis. I get so much hate in public and people saying she’s fake. I get turned away from places often. It’s ridiculous but there are also a lot of really nice people. I do wish people would stop distracting my dog in public (talking to her, petting her, etc) cuz she is working. But yes. Thanks for this video- our stories re: illness, presentation, and our SDs are super similar. I will for sure share this. If only people understood how expensive and hard it was to get my service dog. And there was more financial support and empathy.
I'm so happy you posted this thank you
This is the same reason I have my service dog, I can't afford to pay to someone to train her but so I'm doing it myself. And a lot of people say that I'm lying or that she's a emotional support animal. And watching your videos makes my day a little bit better.
Thank you so much for doing this
We all support you and your a huge inspiration to everyone!God bless you.❤❤
this video is just what i needed...thank you
Thank you for posting this, you really helped me understand myself more, I've been struggling with depression since I was young as well, but since I got my dog (profile picture 3 years ago) she's helped me a lot, some days I just want to stay in bed and sleep but I know I can't because she needs to go outside, she needs exercise, my anxiety stops me from going anywhere by myself, I have to go somewhere with a friend, one of my sisters or my dog in order for me to feel safe, I use to be able to bring my dog to school with me, but then I had to transfer to high school and I can't bring her as we already have a therapy dog in the class which helps me more then I thought. But again, thank you! I'm a long time subscriber and love watching your videos!
I just wanted to say, Thank you...Thank you
Good for you for opening up and sharing such a personal thing! i don't think i could have done that!
This video helped me so much! It made me understand my own mental illness more clearly, thank you Meghan!
I have anxiety, depression, PTSD, panic attacks, and OCD Cumpultion. I'm getting a Service Dog.
You are really brave for talking about this especially putting this out on the internet for everyone to see.
You are so brave I also have anxiety and bad depression so when I watched this is made me feel inspired thank you for making my life better
You are such a great and strong person. Stay awesome!
I have ADHD and anxiety... thank you for making this video so many people pretend that things like this aren't happening and it just makes it worse, also being in middle school people say things like "oh it's just hormones you're fine"
I go to a lot of therapy but I have the same issue with my legs and balance. I think this video helps so much and is inspiring
I’m so happy for you because your post is good video to teach everyone about you and what other people can do to us or us to them.
Thank you so so so much for making this video. I have the same form of anxiety as you and it's hard. I confessed about it to one of my 'friends' after I was diagnosed and she called me a liar and a fake. I. Was quite happy and bubbly at school and acted like my life was perfect but deep down inside I was struggling. I have anxiety attacks or try much all the time and it's rally really unhealthy. This video actually made me so happy I don't even know why but thank you Meghan. Thank you for sharing this story
You are so amazing for doing what you do! You have inspired me so much! Thank you for trying to make sure that this is a safe place for ALL you viewers! I respect that. I hope that you can get through tall if this. Jut remember that all of your viewers are with you.
GOOD VIBES PAST THIS POINT😁
Thank you for posting this video. I suffer with bad anxiety. Animals are amazing!
Im glad to see this
Don't listen to what anybody says. You are beautiful and unique and you can do what you need to do to stay happy.
Impact made, thank you for sharing. Coming from someone who has experience with depression and ptsd, I agree that a healthy physical routine and surrounding yourself with those you love and what you love to do has to be the best medicine. Can't really be sad around a goat right? And how! :) It can be really disheartening when someone you know, or even an establishment, fails to be respectful of your needs and the presence of your service animal. Talking openly about it helps to squash the ignorance and we continue to push forward. happy new year.
I've had anxiety ever since I was about 8 years old. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one going through this. Thanks for another great video!
You wonderful, beautiful, and don’t deserve it, but you are gonna get better. May God bless you.
I just got my Service dog prospect after 4 years of searching! He’s going to be for mostly psychiatric, but will learn some mobility too. I’ve been hospital home bound for almost 4 years due to severe anxiety, depression, & panic attacks. He’s my chance to go back to school for my senior year. Also i went through the struggle of going to so many doctors not knowing what’s wrong with me. It wasn’t until recently I was finally diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome & OCD. I was diagnosed with bi polar disorder since I was 5. I’ve always had anxiety & school was the hardest part. My mental illnesses have controlled my life & now I can’t even leave the house bc of them. With my SD I’ll get my independence back which I’m so excited to start this journey. My other dog we originally got to be my service dog prospect wasn’t fit for the job, so she’s just an ESA & is happier helping me out at home. ❤️❤️
Thx for sharing this about you this might have been a touchy topic for you to share with us but at least we now know what you are going through and take care
Thank you for sharing and educating. I can really relate to the anxiety ,, panic attacks , and depression. I break down task into small lists and feel good when I can complete them too. I also have insomnia as well. I have a gym membership and I called them yesterday to make sure it’s still active because I am going to go back to a weekly gym schedule. I have a 6 m o lab who has completed basic puppy training and he’s very loyal to me. I am going to begin training him to do a few basic tasks to help me with anxiety & PTSD. Thank you so much