Respect to you for showing yourself so openly. Sounds bad being treated like that from the ones that as a child you'd expect to be treated by with love and care. I wouldn't say I know how it feels to be really depressed but I have had longer periods of time where I have felt both sad and numb and it really was a shitty place to be and it wasn't easy to get out of. The disconnect internally and as a result also externally is like a constant feeling of lack. Like a grey layer on top of all experience and everything and everyone being "far away". With a kind of pain but at the same time it is numb. Glad to see that in the end at least you got reconnected to your emotions and your dog is really precious, taking care of you =)
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Respect to you for showing yourself so openly. Sounds bad being treated like that from the ones that as a child you'd expect to be treated by with love and care. I wouldn't say I know how it feels to be really depressed but I have had longer periods of time where I have felt both sad and numb and it really was a shitty place to be and it wasn't easy to get out of. The disconnect internally and as a result also externally is like a constant feeling of lack. Like a grey layer on top of all experience and everything and everyone being "far away". With a kind of pain but at the same time it is numb. Glad to see that in the end at least you got reconnected to your emotions and your dog is really precious, taking care of you =)
thank you :)