I myself don't live in arrogance. I try to be humble because I know that if you are not humble respectful &. grateful for what you have do not grateful who you are your body your life in general it can all be taken away from you and I know because I've seen it happen.. and I don't want to I don't want that I am very grateful I don't have big fun house don't have fancy cars shop a lot at Goodwill can people judge me by the way I dress because they say I look bougie Walmart I just know fabric and I know what I like so I am not arrogant purpose for what I just said.. so don't come to me with threats or arrogance. Coming to me with alot of confusion . I've been tricked and played with a lot in life and it's my fault because I don't need to be so naive so I'm not blaming no one for nothing. But when you make my heart and soul and mind your personal cruel playground. All in the name of trying to teach me to use my intuition.. it ain't getting them very many brownie points go to extremes is it that that person tries to harm me in any way I will defend myself if possible might kill me I'm not that tough. Actually I'm pretty soft I'm being honest transparent and open please don't make me feel my life that's all I asked for this particular person . No matter how much faith I have in God when I am scared I have a tendency to do things that's not very smart like say or do things that can out someone. That is not my intentions nor will it ever be but if you make me live in fear I'm going to react I don't care how long you train me and your boot camp you're going to get the same thing because I am the same person day after day you cannot change me and you can't fear me into doing something that you want I'm not going to be able to do it. Play something that's wrong with in my heart and soul I will not be able to do it.. and then the question asked how could you do drugs then I don't know I can't explain that it's a sickness I'm assuming . That's the only thing that I've ever done that wasn't right my heart and soul. However I do have my morals even though I have used drugs I never give my body for it never. And I pray to God I've never given my soul for it. I do fight depression and I do have a form of self-treatment.. which is very stupid. I don't suggest anyone else to do that because all you do is get a sick of it that you need to come off all this very detrimental to your health and your life. Now if I can open up in the public and be this transparent and open about something that that hurt that I hurt myself with what makes them think I won't go to extremes when you're scaring the hell out of me
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I myself don't live in arrogance. I try to be humble because I know that if you are not humble respectful &. grateful for what you have do not grateful who you are your body your life in general it can all be taken away from you and I know because I've seen it happen.. and I don't want to I don't want that I am very grateful I don't have big fun house don't have fancy cars shop a lot at Goodwill can people judge me by the way I dress because they say I look bougie Walmart I just know fabric and I know what I like so I am not arrogant purpose for what I just said.. so don't come to me with threats or arrogance. Coming to me with alot of confusion . I've been tricked and played with a lot in life and it's my fault because I don't need to be so naive so I'm not blaming no one for nothing. But when you make my heart and soul and mind your personal cruel playground. All in the name of trying to teach me to use my intuition.. it ain't getting them very many brownie points go to extremes is it that that person tries to harm me in any way I will defend myself if possible might kill me I'm not that tough. Actually I'm pretty soft I'm being honest transparent and open please don't make me feel my life that's all I asked for this particular person . No matter how much faith I have in God when I am scared I have a tendency to do things that's not very smart like say or do things that can out someone. That is not my intentions nor will it ever be but if you make me live in fear I'm going to react I don't care how long you train me and your boot camp you're going to get the same thing because I am the same person day after day you cannot change me and you can't fear me into doing something that you want I'm not going to be able to do it. Play something that's wrong with in my heart and soul I will not be able to do it.. and then the question asked how could you do drugs then I don't know I can't explain that it's a sickness I'm assuming . That's the only thing that I've ever done that wasn't right my heart and soul. However I do have my morals even though I have used drugs I never give my body for it never. And I pray to God I've never given my soul for it. I do fight depression and I do have a form of self-treatment.. which is very stupid. I don't suggest anyone else to do that because all you do is get a sick of it that you need to come off all this very detrimental to your health and your life. Now if I can open up in the public and be this transparent and open about something that that hurt that I hurt myself with what makes them think I won't go to extremes when you're scaring the hell out of me