This song is great. It makes me so emotional. The lyrics really do speak to me. I thank God I am still here today. Life is hard, but we have to do our best to keep it moving and look forward to our brighter days, even if they seem out of reach.
Not a lot of people understand depression or suicide. It's not always easy to confide to a person about what your depressed about. But to all the people who are suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts,if you have someone who cares about you(friend,family members,or significant other) please try your absolute hardest to talk to them. Suicide is never the answer. Pain is a bitch to deal with,but without it,we'll never gain strength or confidence. We all have a purpose of being here.
@@Love.AnitaBlue717 There's always someone who cares. I've been there. I feel your pain. Reach out to someone. If there's no one you trust, call the suicide hotline. Go to the hospital. Do something! God loves you and He uses people to help us. Cry out to The Lord and He WILL rescue you.
@@deborahmattei9768 Hi. I wrote this comment long ago. I am Blessed. Divinely Guided, Loved & Protected. I Live In & With The Light.✋✨🤚 Thank You.👫💞 Peace 🙏👼
@@deborahmattei9768 in my situation, not a one cares. They have tunnel vision of spite and hate. I'm losing it. This time it can't be taken back. For all the other sufferers, do reach out. It will get better 🙏❤️
Omg this song always makes me cry. :'( It's so sad. I hope that for everyone who's battling depression and suicidal thoughts, that this song will help prevent you from committing suicide. It helped me a lot and I want EVERYONE; whether you're battling depression or not; to know that YOU ARE WORTH IT. Whether you know it or not, so many people need you in this world... Even if they've never even met you. There are people out there who are waiting to meet a special someone like you. So DON'T GIVE UP. Keep your head held high.
this song helped me stop my self-harming! Even though i was in a dark dark place, it opened my eyes to how much it would hurt the people who cared about me if i went vto far one day and I couldnt do that to them. I couldnt inflict the pain I was feeling, even on my worst enemy. Thank you Rascal Flatts!
An old friend of mine, Dennis, passed on August 29th, 2013. I grew up with him, lived next door. When we were kids we were really close. And the last time I talked to him we had argued. The last thing I said to him was horrible. To anyone who has experienced anything or it talking to those people you're closest to, please. Remember what you say matters. It was 2 years ago, and this song still makes me sob because of what I said. Remember, each day is a gift, not a guarantee. Stay strong everybody. From somebody who is over 16 months clean of self harm. You can do it, and it gets better.
I listen to this song when I feel really low and it makes me think of how it would effect others if I wasn't around. This song has so much power behind it and my heart goes out to anyone who has ever lost someone this way.
You made the biggest impact in my life., Micheal you were always asking if everyone around you were ok, you had such Crisma, so much compassion that everyone was drawn to you, you always checked in with others but maybe we should have asked you the question you asked us ..... I wish I knew the answer to the why .... so loved by hundreds and yet we had no idea
This song is Perfect In so many ways! I fight depression, and many other things but this song is so amazing! It makes me kind of think. It breaks me down and I ball my eyes out
I am in EMS and too many of my brother and sisters have taken their own life from things we all see on a daily basis!! So in honor of all of my brothers and sisters this is for you!! You are still loved and missed everyday rest now you have served and gave everything.... you are missed!!!
Thank you guys...I have been fighting this urge for almost a year..praying day and night and constantly talking and calling my youth pastor whenever I wanted to, he would drive to my house but make me stay on the phone so I couldn't do it. I will continue to fight it hopefully it doesn't overtake me though.
Finally I see that U R alive!!! My father is 92 old, he's still lucid, but every day he`s going down physically, and this hurts, seeing him go slowly, every day, every moment. That's life, unfortunatelly...
R.I.P. Drew. Two years ago today, my best friend departed his life and the inward battles he faced everyday. I wish I could have helped him somehow... he helped me through so much. I miss him terribly even though it has been two years... a life time won't fill this hole in my heart that his untimely departure left. I love you, Drew.
You just made my day, and made me cry at the same time. I used to get bullied when I was younger also. The bullies were not born with you and they wont die with you so live your life to the fullest and dont bother yourself thinking about people who oppress other people. They all will lose the battle in the long run and God is always on your side. I will pray for you. You are a good person and I dont even know you. Always think positive. Your glass is not half empty it is half full
If you're reading this... You're not alone. I lost the only thing I ever wanted when I was 7 years old and lost another last year.. For months on end I've been unhappy and wanted to die. I've wanted to hurt myself and everything. Life just felt like it was getting worse.. And whatever you're going through, I understand your pain... Life will get better even if it feels like it doesn't. You were put on Earth for a reason. You're not a mistake or a failure. You are amazing and loved. Have a nice life ☺
Hey, Gabbie, just read your comment and I wanted to tell you that it actually means a lot to me. I am one of those people who wants to die so badly. But I keep holding on, even though I don't want to. I just want my pain to end. But it's people like you who keep everyone on their feet. :) I hope your comment makes a different to everyone who struggles with the everyday battle of depression... I think it will. If it weren't for people like you, I probably wouldn't be here today. Your comment means a lot to me, and I'm sure that you will make a difference to other people as well. :)
people suffering from depression are really vulnerable,they need someone to listen to them and be there for them.i had a cousin who tried committing suicide before,i have always been there for him through everything and he knows i love him no matter what.He thanks me for being there for him but like i tell him he doesnt need to thank me,i love him and i will do anything for him.he might be only my cousin but we call each other brothers.Don't ever let them give up,cheer them up,be there for them.
Just the first verse of this song makes me tear up. Reminds me of how close I was to commuting suicide about a year ago. No one deserves to feel so low that they think suicide is the answer. Your life, everyone's life, is so beautiful, and even if you think no one loves you, I do. I will always love you. I'm here if anyone needs to talk. (: Life gets better, I promise.
Just found out a childhood friend took her life yesterday. Leaving behind 6 beautiful children she was such a wonderful mother! She loves them so much!
THIS SONG WAS PLAYED @ MY BOYFRIENDS FUNERAL.... I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAVE SUCH EMPTINESS IN MY HEART.... HE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND WILL BE TIL I TAKE MY LAST BREATH... HE ALWAYS CALLED ME HIS ANGEL AND NOW KENNY YOU ARE MY HANDSOME ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME... I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND NOT A DAY SHORTER OF FOREVER.. (KENNY'S ANGEL)
It's good to know there are people like you and me out there. Not crying to get attention, but crying in solitude, showing them you're strong. Thank you, this really encouraged me. People don't care about people getting bullied, principles think telling the kids not to bully is going to stop it. But some of us get them to leave us alone.
Today at my school, we learned a sophomore took his life yesterday and this song has me bawling but it is on repeat and will be suggested to everyone tomorrow. It's beautiful and so was Wyatt. Please don't take your life. You never know how much it effects the people around you. People who didn't even know him were crying. It's even harder when you're friends 💛
This week, one of my good friends, Seth Honeycutt age 15, took his life on January 11, 2016 at 7:30am. Seth was so musically inclined and succeeded academically beyond measure. He was loved by so many and had an abundance of friends at school as well as online. He will be forever missed and in our hearts every single day. He was truly an amazing young man, who did not deserve to go through what he went through. Be nice to everyone because you never know what they're going through and how your words can effect them. Rest In Peace, Seth. 😪💔💜👼🏼
A friend of mine took his life in March of last year. He was also 15... The pain that people who surrounded an individual that gave up is nearly unbearable. This song is true, we keep asking, "Why?" God bless you and your school.
The week before school ended,, a great young man took his life. He had so much goin for him. A soon to be marine. We were all so proud of him. We looked at his success and not his struggles. And what we didnt see is that he was weak, and getting weaker. Baker I couldnt imagine what you were goin through. We do not think any less of you, if not more. You werent afraid of what was after this life. Rest in paradise my marine
this song makes me feel so sad for those I lost in my family. Everyday I listen to this song and I think of my friends and my girlfriend who means so much to me
Lost a friend years ago and just recently lost a niece to this epidemic. I too am lonely in this world yet I am surrounded by many. Makes no sense but then, life makes no sense when there is so much pain in this world. Why? I choose to focus on what I do have and not feel sorry for myself but to try and feel for those who have no one or nothing to look forward to every morning. Hang on, please. God is out there. Never quit, never!
2021 Over Here!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ This Beautiful, Meaningful, overwhelming song packed full of closure has been a part of my life since it first came out in 2009.
I wanted to dedicate this song to my friend Patrick J. Coary at his funeral on 7-20-2020. I wanted to read the lyrics to him but I knew I wouldn't be able to, so I left the letter in my pocket. While driving home the song came on the radio, so I took the chance to sing it to him. I thought it was strange that the song came on the radio that day and I felt that Patrick had something to do with it, so for the next 11 days I read the lyrics as a letter to him every morning. I miss you buddy.
I wish I had heard this song earlier in my life. Suicide is something I tried many times. I realize now that it's not worth it. I would rather live than to die and hurt others.
I had never heard this song and boy it hit hard, my daughter tried to end her life 3 1/2 weeks ago she only 13 , thank God I was around a lot of people there fast actions saves my daughter life. I sat in that hospital praying so hard to plz give her another chance and not take my baby, now she getting help ...
You never leave a happy house. This is a song i wrote tonight. First verse. You gave me a false sense of happiness. I was looking for a dad that i needed you knew that i was a young girl who loved you and you tore that love apart ooh this is something you always said even though it sounded rich coming from you. You never a happy house. Ooh i had to leave your very unhappy house for my for my own safety. Woah 2nd verse.you never leave a happy house. Woah your house was a the opposite of happy. When i saw the family that love me they warned me that you were going to shatter my heart but you have no idea how many times i made excuses for you and you thpught i was lieing you never leave a happy house woah. Chrous.you never leave a happy house. Yeah ask yourself why iam no longer under your control cause you cant see the damage you caused me. Ooh you never leave a happy house. Yeah. I cant believe i gave you my trust but thats what family's are supposed to be able to do. Yeah you never leave a happy house woah. 3rd verse.Now iam emotionaly exhausted from fighting with you and you not caring and it being one side. You never leave a hapoy house. Yeah now you dont get to share the good times i have with me ooh you never leave a happy house. Woah Chrousx1 4th verse. You never leave a happy house woah taking out protection from you was the hardest thing i have ever done yeah you never leave a happy house ooh i never wanted it to end this way but you gave me no choice woah theres nothing you can do to fix this painful mess. Yeah you never leave a happy house. Woah Chrousx2
+Cara McMahon hello thankyou iam a songwriter and i write about real issues sometimes its hard. you can look forward to my book iam writing called insipre with the strom. it will have most of the songs i have written about my domestic violence and depression experiences iam going to sell it and save so i can build my own foundation called insipre with the strom to help young people dealing with these issues.
My younger brother took his life the day after Thanksgiving this year. No matter how much pain you feel, don't take your own life. You're still on your journey in life. The pain you feel will be multiplyed and passed over to the people who LOVE you. I've never felt so much pain, anger and sadness. There are so many people willing to help or listen. Just ask. RIP Matt 9-7-90 - 11-23-12
This song makes me cry everytime I hear it. I lost my nephew on June 10, 2018 to suicide. This song was played at his services and today I still ask "WHY"?? I would have done anything to help him..if only we could have seen the signs. To anyone that feels like that can't go on..please remember you matter and you are loved very much.
Hey, things get better. I have been dealing with bullies for twelve years, and because of them I am who I am today. Because of all the sadness I had I started to write, and now I wrote a book. Keep your head held high, and ignore the bullies. I am still looking for this "upside of life" people keep talking about. I haven't found it completely, but it is there. Please keep trying. The bullies grow up eventually. Your life means something. Stay Strong. ^.^ I will be praying for you.
R.I.P Rick Allen Dunham. Your missed by many, you knew everything about me and we all just want you to know we love you and not a day goes by without you on our minds. We have no idea why he chose you to come home but we know now your not in pain anymore. Thanks for always loving me, you were the best uncle in the world. We were do close and i miss that its hard to believe its been a year. RJ still cries and so do i we all love you. You taught us all whut life was about.. Thank you..
I just lost a cousin to suicide last week. She was All State and state champion in fast pitch and a national champion in college as well as a two sport All American. Please if you are feeling down, reach out to a friend or family member. If she would have only reached to one of the 600 friends that was at her funeral she would be here today. 🙌 RIP Famous Amous!
Hey. I am so sorry for what you are going through. My dad committed suicide last year in June. I just want you to know that you are never alone. Have a great day everyday!
I've attempted to take my own life eight times and I am only 14 years old. Please know that if you are hanging on, I am so proud of you. I love you guys with all my heart, and I am always here if you need me. I know that when I was just hanging off the edge by my fingertips, its music that has pulled me back onto solid ground. If somebody tells you music can't save lives, use me as an example, I'm still alive, what saved me was the music and the strength behind behind every word.
for anyone who has ever lost someone very close to them to suicide... I am so, so, sorry for everyone's loss! may everyone who has ever committed suicide R.I.P.! I dearly hope that every one of you who has lost a very important soul is alright, and is still hopeful. no one who is now lost can be replaced. I wish every single one of you the best and trudge forward in life! never forget those who you lost, but never give up either! stay strong! keep your head up and know that those who you lost may now be resting in heaven, but they are always right beside you, watching over you... No soul is ever really lost as long as you remember them. I have never lost someone to suicide myself, but I am suicidal and I would never ever go without wishing those of you who have lost someone a very hopeful and bright future. remember, there is still so much ahead of you and you're still young. keep going and stay strong. may every lost soul R.I.P.!
Depression is a killer. It killed my 48 year old brother on 10/11/15 Rest in peace my sweet, loving, beautiful, brother. We love you John Paul and I can hardly wait to look into your beautiful brown eyes looking back at me and that ever so sweet smile on you face. I LOVE YOU.
This is the way people feel united, sharing feelings and being comprensive, because lots of times we're so selfish, we think:" You don't know how suffering is like" I'm sure everybody have felt that way. Stay strong guys, no one is alone, there's always someone out there
Wow...what a beautiful song...i lost my best friend who was my 27 year old son 6 weeks ago and this really hits home. I'm still trying to cope but it's so hard
Just lost one of my good friends to suicide on 8/17/2015.... Her smile lit up a room and her energy just radiated! We go way back to middle school in 2005/2006 if not a couple years earlier! Graduated in 2011....boy I am going to miss you Kaeks! You left the stage in a middle of a beautiful song.... we will all wonder why, but never truly know. We all love you and miss you babygirl!. Fly High Angel! REST IN PARADISE!
RIP Rafael. I wish someone could of texted you and called you that second so you could of just stopped and looked at your phone before crossing the street.
RIP Steven. Six years and it still feels like yesterday. I still don't understand why you thought you had to do what you did, i just wish you saw all the love that was there and is still here for you.
I tried to kill myself and I was almost successful but my friend came over and found me. if only he was 10 minutes late, I wouldn't be on this earth. Do I still think about dying?! Yes. I do. It's not because I want attention. I am truly unhappy in my life and to me, no amount of chances is making me happy. I listen to this song every single day and just cry. So for the people saying people are just looing for attention, stop because some people are truly unhappy
+Alma aww that's so sad. :( I also tried to kill myself a couple of months ago. had it not been for one of my friends who suspected it and called the police, I'd be as good as dead. it still crosses my mind to kill myself as well. I still feel like I'd be better off dead, but I never try anything anymore. I just try to ignore the urges to do it. after all, I do still have friends and family who love me a lot and would be really hurt if I left. and I'm sure that you do, too. so, even though I'm posting this comment 11 months late, just some advice from me... Keep your head held high. people in this world care about you a lot. and even though I don't know you, I care about you, too. :)
Alma omg i feel so bad for you the samething was About to do that but i feeled i wanted to have a futur and have somebody that looks up to me so i did not bullying is such a big thing even my teacher talks about how big this is
I lost one of my dearest friends last October. He committed suicide and this song was what we played that his funeral. I think of him everyday and i wish he hadn't have done what he did. I love and miss him so much. He was only 19 years old.... Rest in Peace Ronald Eugene Hicks Jr. We all love and miss you.
I miss you Gary your just killed yourself June 26,2014 i miss you so much i wish you would have gave a sign!!! You were only 17 i lost my bestfriend my heart and most if all my only brother!! /3 i love you you with all my heart. I lost it at you memorial Saturday and Kevin and Hunter had to hold me together..... your funeral id Monday(tomorrow) and I'm gonna cry so hard i haven't eaten, slept or anything Alex,Hunter,Kevin, Jordan and Kyle haven't left my side. R.I.P BIG BROTHER LOVE YOU!!!!
I was just scrolling through the comments and I found your comment.I realize Today is June 26 and I'm sorry for your loss. You probably won't see this comment but idc it's the thought that counts right?
Life will always have it's ups and it's downs. Life is always changing. Life is what you make of it.. Everyone is beautifully. Life is an adventure. Death is forever only a memory left behind in everyone's heart. I just lost my 18 year old cousin and we are all still asking why with our heads in our hands and are hearts on the floor. God grant me the serenity to "ACCEPT" the things I cannot change The "COURAGE" to change the things I can, and the "WISDOM" to know the difference
I want everyone who is suicidal to hear this message: I love you. So many people love you, whether you believe it or not. If you killed yourself, you'd leave everyone asking "Why?"! Everyone WILL miss you! People at school/work, family, friends, neighbors, me, EVERYONE, they'll all miss you
Thank you for your inspring comment. I'm suffering a deep depression. I'm suicidal but alive for my family. I really feel like I can't do this anymore. I hope everything will be fine even tho I know it won't...
Matthew Gray Gubler I love you too. I love everyone even if I have not met them. I love those who have hurt me or those close to me. I love those people in jail who committed crimes. I do not approve of what they may have done, and I wish that they wouldn't have made that choice of lifestyle, but I love them. It is not my place to judge anyone. I love how everyone is unique in their own way. I love you guys as well!!!
Ouch!!!! This is a real heart wrench song! Hits home HARD!!! Me and my amazing brother both have battled bipolar disorder, depression and so on! I tried to commit suicide more than once! By the grace of God I'm still here but my best friend, my brother Mark is not!! :(((. He lost the battle a month and a half ago and he took his life! I don't have to ask him why???? I already know the answer because I walked in his shoes! I miss him terribly and am again battling the depressive side of bipolar.
I'm not proud to admit that I've attempted to take my own life before, but it happened. I'm still here, still breathing. I hated it when I woke up that morning, but now I see there's a reason. Because I'm still alive, I've been able to help others through their struggles, been able to begin my own healing, learned how to fight myself in a beneficial way. Some haven't been so fortunate, and my heart and prayers go to them. Love to all of you, and there is always a reason to keep going.
My life wasn't the best of all lives but most definitely not the worst. It wasn't easy being the youngest. My family is all split up, it's quite confusing actually. Well here it goes, here is my life. My father's name is Dan and he met up with this woman named Kristy. They had their first child, a girl, but an accident. Even though she was an accident that didn't make Dan or Kristy any less happy with their beautiful daughter they had named Myleigh. After a few years Kristy became pregnant again with another girl. Dan had gone into the military to support his new family. Kristy gave birth to the beautiful girl named Mychelle at the Marine base in San Diego. After four years of service in the Marine core Dan had came home. He had found drugs in the house, that's where it all started. The girls had become in the middle of it all, I don't know all that happened because I hadn't been born yet so lets skip to my mother. My mother was with this man for a few years and when he got her pregnant he ran off not wanting the child because the child was a mistake. My mother jennie was single with her first daughter Aaron for a long time. Jennie had met Dan and he took care of Aaron like he was her own. Aaron, Myleigh, and Mychelle all liked eachother very much and got excited when they had found out Dan and Jennie were having another kid. Jennie had gave birth to a girl named Ashley Which was me. Dark hair and dark eyes. It wasn't long till the dark hair turned into Blonde and the eyes had turned into very pretty blue. Everything was perfect. Nice family, nice house, nice pets and we all shared love for each other. Then thats when it started going down hill. Jennie had went off and cheated on Dan with her boss from work. Dan caught Jennie and they both started fighting, fighting over who got to keep me and when. Things were said, Things were done, and that's where it all got crazy. I had gone to court to have my parents ask who gets me and when or if full custody will be aloud. Doing this for years made me unhappy, feeling it was my fault for years not knowing the real reason they had split up. As I got older it only got worse because I understood most of it all. I started to mess my life up by doing stupid stuff and thinking dumb stuff. I started getting depression and no one knew. I had a fake smile and fake laugh. I had no way of true happiness. for years I went like this. Trying to make everyone except myself happy. No one ever knew the true pain I went through. No one ever knew how I feel, I never spoke up until once I had an outburst. I ran to Jennie and told her how I was feeling in the way of everything and no matter how hard I tried with being smart I could never do it. My mother had put me up for tests to see if my brain worked right but she never knew how much that hurt me, how it felt, how much it took my confidence away. She never knew the reason I didn't care when she cried. Whenever her and I would fight she would go cry but I never cared. I just told her and acted like I did so she'd be happy. I never cared because she had put me through so much and I thought I'd let her see what it was like, feel the pain. I always felt idiotic and in the way of everything. It still hurts to this day to even talk about it. A few more years and I just stopped caring for things, even life. A few more years I had met someone that really just changed everything for me. When ever I heard his voice it felt as if all my troubles went away. Even he didn't know I had depression and went through all that. I felt as if the boy I met that day was there for me in every way possible. One night I broke down and just needed someone to talk to, so I went to him and just told him everything and cried in his arms. He talked me through all the pain, worries, even depression. He was there for me through the time I woke up to the time I went to sleep. I just gave up with family and hid in the dark while they figure things out. He made me feel smart, pretty, amazing, special and so much more. The testing for my brain had stopped for now but there may be more in the future. I've known him for almost a year now and nothings gone bad since I've had him. The depression only comes back every once and awhile. I still hide my feelings. I don't wear a fake smile or use a fake laugh. He's changed my worst to the best and I've done the same to him. No matter how bad life gets there is always a reason you were put into this world. So don't leave. That heart is beating for a reason. Don't go into the darkness and hide, go into the sunlight and smile. Always know someone is coming your way and will help you through everything.
It's the same with me. I considered at just 9 or 10 years old, and asked my grandmother to take me to church, I never knew why. It must have been the Lord telling me to ask her, that was 4 or 5 years ago, I'm 14 now, and can't even imagine where I could be if I hadn't made that one decision.
Just surfing through songs and this is the first time I heard this one. Instant tears. I miss my friend Eric so much and I'll never understand why he took his own life.
I'm sorry but you say 'i'm done it's my time' that was 4 months ago and you are still active on youtube from 1 day ago... you could of atleast let these people who were generally worried that didn't even know you that you are OKAY! I'm sorry but it's just plain pathetic.
Take it from someone's who has gone through it that when you get around high school, the people who used to fuck with you will adore you. It gets a lot better.
My friend sent me an email saying she was sorry, that she couldn't handle it anymore. I was asleep. I couldn't call her and talk her down. When I woke up, I saw the email and burst into tears. I thought she was gone. A piece of me shattered and I tried to email her, call her. No response. I waited for someone, anyone, to tell me something was happening. An hour later I got an email from her. She said she was sorry. She played it down like it was nothing. A piece of me is still in the delusion that she's dead. That she's gone. Every time she gets lost in space my mind wanders to the word on her wrist, the one that haunts me. Hope. I pray for her everyday, even though she doesn't believe. Stay with me, Alice. Please. I've already lost family members, friends. I can't lose you, too.
thank you i come from a family that, we just care about each other, i was raised to love and care, and help any way possible, i dont like to think of just myself
I am seriously so sorry for your los I don't know what I would do if my boyfriend killed himself we have been together for 6 months and I cant see not being together. befor I had this boyfriend I had another boyfriend and he was 6'7 and I'm only 5 foot and o the first day back to school he broke up with me because people were picking on him for dating somebody way shorter than him and I almost killed myself bc of that
It's OK. But don't think that way. We will all see him soon. Try to think positive and celebrate his life and not focus on his death. Do what I do. Every night watch at least one Bratayley video, one of the old ones he is in, and after that get ready for bed and then just Pray for him. It always makes me feel better. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😖🙏🙏🙏
Sorry I replied to the wrong person. Any one who misses Caleb Logan Bratayley. Watch at least one Bratayley video every night,te videos that he is in, and after that Pray for him. If it doesn't make you feel better, just think, he is up in heaven listening to you Pray for him. I know it makes Caleb feel better knowing that you care for him.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😖😖😖😖😖🙏🙏🙏🙏
Please believe in music enough to let it save you. That is what saved me. I let everything out through music. Sometimes i arrive at my band room two hours early to play. I can not begin to express the compassion i have for all of you. I do not know you, but you mean something to me....Please do not forget that. When you are lost in depression and are under the impression that no one cares.. Just know that i do. Even if i do not know you....I care. (Part 2)
Had a friend pass away this summer from suicide. This song hits really hard and it eerily describes it exactly. There is no understanding it. I feel it will be something I carry with me for the rest of my life. No matter who you are or how little you think you matter, you do so much more than you realize. He was someone I was friends with for a year and then we kind of faded but were still friendly. We hardly interacted for many months, not intentionally, but my God for the first few weeks after it happened it ran through my mind a hundred times a minute. We were all filled with endless regret and I still think about him now. We all touch someone.
ive been through the same thing, but im still going through it. i cry myself to sleep evry night, but this song makes me believe that theres more to life than this :)
Makes me cry too. I am so thankful to have my best friend back.... I'll never think of leaving you baby and I'm so sorry for all I've put you through... You'll never lose me.... I'm with you always. Ever since I was little, if I missed you I'd look at the moon and I could see you in the moon... I still do some nights. I hope that one day I will be deserving enough of the undying, complete and truly incredible love you show to me. I cried the 1st time I heard this too.... I'm so glad I have you.
I can't listen to this song without crying now. My best friend committed suicide back in December 2019 because she couldn't fight the cancer she had anymore. I know she's no longer in pain but dammit I miss her.
When you feel at your lowest point, there is always someone lifting you back up. We all love you and support you. I don't even know you, but I welcome you with open arms and an open heart
I am helping to plan a funeral service for a 17 year old who walked away in the middle of his beautiful song, this song is so perfect! Thanks! watched it twice, cried twice!
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This song is great. It makes me so emotional. The lyrics really do speak to me. I thank God I am still here today. Life is hard, but we have to do our best to keep it moving and look forward to our brighter days, even if they seem out of reach.
Not a lot of people understand depression or suicide. It's not always easy to confide to a person about what your depressed about. But to all the people who are suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts,if you have someone who cares about you(friend,family members,or significant other) please try your absolute hardest to talk to them. Suicide is never the answer. Pain is a bitch to deal with,but without it,we'll never gain strength or confidence. We all have a purpose of being here.
no one cares...that is what it feels like. Peace Ashley.💙🙏
@@Love.AnitaBlue717 There's always someone who cares. I've been there. I feel your pain. Reach out to someone. If there's no one you trust, call the suicide hotline. Go to the hospital. Do something! God loves you and He uses people to help us. Cry out to The Lord and He WILL rescue you.
@@deborahmattei9768 Hi. I wrote this comment long ago. I am Blessed. Divinely Guided, Loved & Protected. I Live In & With The Light.✋✨🤚
Thank You.👫💞
Peace 🙏👼
@@deborahmattei9768 in my situation, not a one cares. They have tunnel vision of spite and hate. I'm losing it. This time it can't be taken back. For all the other sufferers, do reach out. It will get better 🙏❤️
Omg this song always makes me cry. :'( It's so sad. I hope that for everyone who's battling depression and suicidal thoughts, that this song will help prevent you from committing suicide. It helped me a lot and I want EVERYONE; whether you're battling depression or not; to know that YOU ARE WORTH IT. Whether you know it or not, so many people need you in this world... Even if they've never even met you. There are people out there who are waiting to meet a special someone like you. So DON'T GIVE UP. Keep your head held high.
thank you so much for this message! It help me tonight. God bless you!
+Hmkisses Aww, I'm glad it helped you, sweetie. ^_^ God is always with you, watching over you. :)
+Kharis Sims yes he is! thanks for the kind reminders.
+Hmkisses Aww, no problem, hun! :) You sleep well tonight. ^_^
I don't know if my ex best friend is alive this song make me cry I try to save her from commuting suicide she could of killed her self
This song was played at a close friends funeral today........It speaks so much...I love and miss you dearly......Gone but NEVER forgotten....RIP Angie
this song helped me stop my self-harming! Even though i was in a dark dark place, it opened my eyes to how much it would hurt the people who cared about me if i went vto far one day and I couldnt do that to them. I couldnt inflict the pain I was feeling, even on my worst enemy. Thank you Rascal Flatts!
An old friend of mine, Dennis, passed on August 29th, 2013. I grew up with him, lived next door. When we were kids we were really close. And the last time I talked to him we had argued. The last thing I said to him was horrible. To anyone who has experienced anything or it talking to those people you're closest to, please. Remember what you say matters. It was 2 years ago, and this song still makes me sob because of what I said. Remember, each day is a gift, not a guarantee. Stay strong everybody. From somebody who is over 16 months clean of self harm. You can do it, and it gets better.
I listen to this song when I feel really low and it makes me think of how it would effect others if I wasn't around. This song has so much power behind it and my heart goes out to anyone who has ever lost someone this way.
You made the biggest impact in my life., Micheal you were always asking if everyone around you were ok, you had such Crisma, so much compassion that everyone was drawn to you, you always checked in with others but maybe we should have asked you the question you asked us ..... I wish I knew the answer to the why .... so loved by hundreds and yet we had no idea
This song is Perfect In so many ways! I fight depression, and many other things but this song is so amazing! It makes me kind of think. It breaks me down and I ball my eyes out
I am in EMS and too many of my brother and sisters have taken their own life from things we all see on a daily basis!! So in honor of all of my brothers and sisters this is for you!! You are still loved and missed everyday rest now you have served and gave everything.... you are missed!!!
My friend killed herself last week. They played this at her funeral today, makes me cry, takes the words right out of my mouth. :'(
Thank you guys...I have been fighting this urge for almost a year..praying day and night and constantly talking and calling my youth pastor whenever I wanted to, he would drive to my house but make me stay on the phone so I couldn't do it. I will continue to fight it hopefully it doesn't overtake me though.
R.I.P Cory Monteith
It's seven months now and it still seems like it was yesterday.
Hope you're happy big guy
Finally I see that U R alive!!!
My father is 92 old, he's still lucid, but every day he`s going down physically, and this hurts, seeing him go slowly, every day, every moment. That's life, unfortunatelly...
R.I.P. Drew. Two years ago today, my best friend departed his life and the inward battles he faced everyday. I wish I could have helped him somehow... he helped me through so much. I miss him terribly even though it has been two years... a life time won't fill this hole in my heart that his untimely departure left. I love you, Drew.
You just made my day, and made me cry at the same time. I used to get bullied when I was younger also. The bullies were not born with you and they wont die with you so live your life to the fullest and dont bother yourself thinking about people who oppress other people. They all will lose the battle in the long run and God is always on your side. I will pray for you. You are a good person and I dont even know you. Always think positive. Your glass is not half empty it is half full
If you're reading this...
You're not alone. I lost the only thing I ever wanted when I was 7 years old and lost another last year..
For months on end I've been unhappy and wanted to die. I've wanted to hurt myself and everything.
Life just felt like it was getting worse..
And whatever you're going through, I understand your pain...
Life will get better even if it feels like it doesn't.
You were put on Earth for a reason.
You're not a mistake or a failure.
You are amazing and loved.
Have a nice life ☺
Hey, Gabbie, just read your comment and I wanted to tell you that it actually means a lot to me. I am one of those people who wants to die so badly. But I keep holding on, even though I don't want to. I just want my pain to end. But it's people like you who keep everyone on their feet. :) I hope your comment makes a different to everyone who struggles with the everyday battle of depression... I think it will. If it weren't for people like you, I probably wouldn't be here today. Your comment means a lot to me, and I'm sure that you will make a difference to other people as well. :)
people suffering from depression are really vulnerable,they need someone to listen to them and be there for them.i had a cousin who tried committing suicide before,i have always been there for him through everything and he knows i love him no matter what.He thanks me for being there for him but like i tell him he doesnt need to thank me,i love him and i will do anything for him.he might be only my cousin but we call each other brothers.Don't ever let them give up,cheer them up,be there for them.
Just the first verse of this song makes me tear up. Reminds me of how close I was to commuting suicide about a year ago. No one deserves to feel so low that they think suicide is the answer. Your life, everyone's life, is so beautiful, and even if you think no one loves you, I do. I will always love you. I'm here if anyone needs to talk. (: Life gets better, I promise.
I just lost my friend Zachary Atchison on 6/19/15. He was like a brother to me and he will be forever missed.
I listen to this song everytime I wanna give up and just end it..
music is my only comfort since I have no friends..
My Bff Lost Her Bff In 1rst Grade!!!
i wamna be your friend if you have no one else.
+Marshal Lane Vlogs aww thanks :)
I will be your friend.
I'll be your friend! No one deserves no friends...
Just found out a childhood friend took her life yesterday. Leaving behind 6 beautiful children she was such a wonderful mother! She loves them so much!
THIS SONG WAS PLAYED @ MY BOYFRIENDS FUNERAL.... I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAVE SUCH EMPTINESS IN MY HEART.... HE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND WILL BE TIL I TAKE MY LAST BREATH... HE ALWAYS CALLED ME HIS ANGEL AND NOW KENNY YOU ARE MY HANDSOME ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME... I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND NOT A DAY SHORTER OF FOREVER.. (KENNY'S ANGEL)
It's good to know there are people like you and me out there. Not crying to get attention, but crying in solitude, showing them you're strong. Thank you, this really encouraged me. People don't care about people getting bullied, principles think telling the kids not to bully is going to stop it. But some of us get them to leave us alone.
RIP Caleb, fly high Baked Potato.
I'll aways miss you
Today at my school, we learned a sophomore took his life yesterday and this song has me bawling but it is on repeat and will be suggested to everyone tomorrow. It's beautiful and so was Wyatt. Please don't take your life. You never know how much it effects the people around you. People who didn't even know him were crying. It's even harder when you're friends 💛
This week, one of my good friends, Seth Honeycutt age 15, took his life on January 11, 2016 at 7:30am. Seth was so musically inclined and succeeded academically beyond measure. He was loved by so many and had an abundance of friends at school as well as online. He will be forever missed and in our hearts every single day. He was truly an amazing young man, who did not deserve to go through what he went through. Be nice to everyone because you never know what they're going through and how your words can effect them. Rest In Peace, Seth. 😪💔💜👼🏼
A friend of mine took his life in March of last year. He was also 15... The pain that people who surrounded an individual that gave up is nearly unbearable. This song is true, we keep asking, "Why?" God bless you and your school.
heart bracking
My twin brother fell and hit his head on the floor and died of a concussion he died February 5, 2013 he was 15 years old also. 😢😭
The week before school ended,, a great young man took his life. He had so much goin for him. A soon to be marine. We were all so proud of him. We looked at his success and not his struggles. And what we didnt see is that he was weak, and getting weaker. Baker I couldnt imagine what you were goin through. We do not think any less of you, if not more. You werent afraid of what was after this life. Rest in paradise my marine
This song helps me cry
Me too
same here
Me 2
this song makes me feel so sad for those I lost in my family. Everyday I listen to this song and I think of my friends and my girlfriend who means so much to me
Amen.
I'm actually crying to this.. Such a sad story..I hope your friend, Brianna, is actually on a better place now, wherever she may be♥
RIP Robin you left the stage much too soon. :'(
I always cry when I hear this song. Reminds me of middle school. Dark dark times
Rest in peace Caleb, keep flying Angel boy💜💜💜💜
Lost a friend years ago and just recently lost a niece to this epidemic. I too am lonely in this world yet I am surrounded by many. Makes no sense but then, life makes no sense when there is so much pain in this world. Why? I choose to focus on what I do have and not feel sorry for myself but to try and feel for those who have no one or nothing to look forward to every morning. Hang on, please. God is out there. Never quit, never!
2019 anyone? True legends will see this
2020
2020 is right
2021 Over Here!!
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
This Beautiful, Meaningful, overwhelming song packed full of closure has been a part of my life since it first came out in 2009.
I wanted to dedicate this song to my friend Patrick J. Coary at his funeral on 7-20-2020. I wanted to read the lyrics to him but I knew I wouldn't be able to, so I left the letter in my pocket. While driving home the song came on the radio, so I took the chance to sing it to him. I thought it was strange that the song came on the radio that day and I felt that Patrick had something to do with it, so for the next 11 days I read the lyrics as a letter to him every morning. I miss you buddy.
I wish I had heard this song earlier in my life. Suicide is something I tried many times. I realize now that it's not worth it. I would rather live than to die and hurt others.
You are so beautiful. Prefect creation from God live a blessed life so that you may bless others
Your life matters 💜 your soul is beautiful and your strength is admirable. Keep go;ng
Tanya Scott you are loved. I may be just a stranger but I care for you.
How did you manage to do that. Please tell me.
Oh my god. I cried so hard.. I can't even... I love rascal flatts.
rip Caleb Logan 😞💔 see you again. I miss you
Remember He's Looking Down On U
Beautiful Song Beautiful VOICE ❤👈
Celebrate life 💔
I had never heard this song and boy it hit hard, my daughter tried to end her life 3 1/2 weeks ago she only 13 , thank God I was around a lot of people there fast actions saves my daughter life. I sat in that hospital praying so hard to plz give her another chance and not take my baby, now she getting help ...
You never leave a happy house. This is a song i wrote tonight.
First verse. You gave me a false sense of happiness. I was looking for a dad that i needed you knew that i was a young girl who loved you and you tore that love apart ooh this is something you always said even though it sounded rich coming from you. You never a happy house. Ooh i had to leave your very unhappy house for my for my own safety. Woah
2nd verse.you never leave a happy house. Woah your house was a the opposite of happy. When i saw the family that love me they warned me that you were going to shatter my heart but you have no idea how many times i made excuses for you and you thpught i was lieing you never leave a happy house woah.
Chrous.you never leave a happy house. Yeah ask yourself why iam no longer under your control cause you cant see the damage you caused me. Ooh you never leave a happy house. Yeah. I cant believe i gave you my trust but thats what family's are supposed to be able to do. Yeah you never leave a happy house woah.
3rd verse.Now iam emotionaly exhausted from fighting with you and you not caring and it being one side. You never leave a hapoy house. Yeah now you dont get to share the good times i have with me ooh you never leave a happy house. Woah
Chrousx1
4th verse. You never leave a happy house woah taking out protection from you was the hardest thing i have ever done yeah you never leave a happy house ooh i never wanted it to end this way but you gave me no choice woah theres nothing you can do to fix this painful mess. Yeah you never leave a happy house. Woah
Chrousx2
katie boffey you should post a video of you singing it, the words look good but it would be cool to hear the tune :)
+Cara McMahon hello thankyou iam a songwriter and i write about real issues sometimes its hard. you can look forward to my book iam writing called insipre with the strom. it will have most of the songs i have written about my domestic violence and depression experiences iam going to sell it and save so i can build my own foundation called insipre with the strom to help young people dealing with these issues.
Soul Searcher Musico21 you should have it published.
judy trejo omg thank you have u seen my TH-cam channel
what are you talking about
My younger brother took his life the day after Thanksgiving this year. No matter how much pain you feel, don't take your own life. You're still on your journey in life. The pain you feel will be multiplyed and passed over to the people who LOVE you. I've never felt so much pain, anger and sadness. There are so many people willing to help or listen. Just ask. RIP Matt 9-7-90 - 11-23-12
R.I.P Caleb Logan (Bratayley)
you made youtube special
+Isla Tweedie well all ways love you
WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU CALEB!!!!!!!!! R.I.P.
RIP Caleb
we will miss you forever you caleb you were my first caleb crush
This song was played during my cousin's tribute 🥺 I miss her so much, everytime I hear this song, I always burst to tears! 😭
RIP Trenton :( Demi loves you so much. We all do
This song makes me cry everytime I hear it. I lost my nephew on June 10, 2018 to suicide. This song was played at his services and today I still ask "WHY"?? I would have done anything to help him..if only we could have seen the signs. To anyone that feels like that can't go on..please remember you matter and you are loved very much.
Rip Tori
One of my Army buddies took his own life monday... This song played today at his funeral... Rip Sgt Scott. Miss yoi big brother.
The 63 people that disliked this song are crazy
No, they're the ones who think it's funny to joke or fake depression.
107 people who said they didnt like this song, there I said it, are crazy!!! Lol
Hey, things get better. I have been dealing with bullies for twelve years, and because of them I am who I am today. Because of all the sadness I had I started to write, and now I wrote a book. Keep your head held high, and ignore the bullies. I am still looking for this "upside of life" people keep talking about. I haven't found it completely, but it is there. Please keep trying. The bullies grow up eventually. Your life means something. Stay Strong. ^.^ I will be praying for you.
I miss you Bro...
R.I.P Rick Allen Dunham. Your missed by many, you knew everything about me and we all just want you to know we love you and not a day goes by without you on our minds. We have no idea why he chose you to come home but we know now your not in pain anymore. Thanks for always loving me, you were the best uncle in the world. We were do close and i miss that its hard to believe its been a year. RJ still cries and so do i we all love you. You taught us all whut life was about.. Thank you..
I just lost a cousin to suicide last week. She was All State and state champion in fast pitch and a national champion in college as well as a two sport All American. Please if you are feeling down, reach out to a friend or family member. If she would have only reached to one of the 600 friends that was at her funeral she would be here today. 🙌 RIP Famous Amous!
Hey. I am so sorry for what you are going through. My dad committed suicide last year in June. I just want you to know that you are never alone. Have a great day everyday!
I've attempted to take my own life eight times and I am only 14 years old. Please know that if you are hanging on, I am so proud of you. I love you guys with all my heart, and I am always here if you need me. I know that when I was just hanging off the edge by my fingertips, its music that has pulled me back onto solid ground. If somebody tells you music can't save lives, use me as an example, I'm still alive, what saved me was the music and the strength behind behind every word.
for anyone who has ever lost someone very close to them to suicide... I am so, so, sorry for everyone's loss! may everyone who has ever committed suicide R.I.P.! I dearly hope that every one of you who has lost a very important soul is alright, and is still hopeful. no one who is now lost can be replaced. I wish every single one of you the best and trudge forward in life! never forget those who you lost, but never give up either! stay strong! keep your head up and know that those who you lost may now be resting in heaven, but they are always right beside you, watching over you... No soul is ever really lost as long as you remember them. I have never lost someone to suicide myself, but I am suicidal and I would never ever go without wishing those of you who have lost someone a very hopeful and bright future. remember, there is still so much ahead of you and you're still young. keep going and stay strong. may every lost soul R.I.P.!
Depression is a killer. It killed my 48 year old brother on 10/11/15 Rest in peace my sweet, loving, beautiful, brother. We love you John Paul and I can hardly wait to look into your beautiful brown eyes looking back at me and that ever so sweet smile on you face. I LOVE YOU.
RIP Allison You where my best friend I love and miss you Ally
This is the way people feel united, sharing feelings and being comprensive, because lots of times we're so selfish, we think:" You don't know how suffering is like" I'm sure everybody have felt that way. Stay strong guys, no one is alone, there's always someone out there
I just hate myself cuz I need someone to talk to so fucking bad but I have nobody xccccc this song always helps me cry...
youlietoavoidthedark :') thank cx I'll kik you soon lol
Wow...what a beautiful song...i lost my best friend who was my 27 year old son 6 weeks ago and this really hits home. I'm still trying to cope but it's so hard
please don't end ur life thats not the answer 😊😊
i sang this at my best friend's memorial about 3 years ago. still brings me to tears
R.I.P caleb Logan bratalys you'll aways be in are hearts fly baked potato
0yea this song reminds me of caleb *cries*
Cody Brackett
R.i.p brother 😭😭😭😭💔
Just lost one of my good friends to suicide on 8/17/2015....
Her smile lit up a room and her energy just radiated!
We go way back to middle school in 2005/2006 if not a couple years earlier!
Graduated in 2011....boy I am going to miss you Kaeks!
You left the stage in a middle of a beautiful song.... we will all wonder why, but never truly know. We all love you and miss you babygirl!.
Fly High Angel! REST IN PARADISE!
RIP Rafael. I wish someone could of texted you and called you that second so you could of just stopped and looked at your phone before crossing the street.
RIP Steven. Six years and it still feels like yesterday. I still don't understand why you thought you had to do what you did, i just wish you saw all the love that was there and is still here for you.
I tried to kill myself and I was almost successful but my friend came over and found me. if only he was 10 minutes late, I wouldn't be on this earth. Do I still think about dying?! Yes. I do. It's not because I want attention. I am truly unhappy in my life and to me, no amount of chances is making me happy. I listen to this song every single day and just cry. So for the people saying people are just looing for attention, stop because some people are truly unhappy
Alma. Please dont. You are loved
+Alma aww that's so sad. :( I also tried to kill myself a couple of months ago. had it not been for one of my friends who suspected it and called the police, I'd be as good as dead. it still crosses my mind to kill myself as well. I still feel like I'd be better off dead, but I never try anything anymore. I just try to ignore the urges to do it. after all, I do still have friends and family who love me a lot and would be really hurt if I left. and I'm sure that you do, too. so, even though I'm posting this comment 11 months late, just some advice from me... Keep your head held high. people in this world care about you a lot. and even though I don't know you, I care about you, too. :)
Alma stay strong and believe in yourself you are Worthy of life and you are beautiful
Alma omg i feel so bad for you the samething was About to do that but i feeled i wanted to have a futur and have somebody that looks up to me so i did not bullying is such a big thing even my teacher talks about how big this is
Alma my dog saved me he brought light to the dark
I lost one of my dearest friends last October. He committed suicide and this song was what we played that his funeral. I think of him everyday and i wish he hadn't have done what he did. I love and miss him so much. He was only 19 years old....
Rest in Peace Ronald Eugene Hicks Jr. We all love and miss you.
I miss you Gary your just killed yourself June 26,2014 i miss you so much i wish you would have gave a sign!!! You were only 17 i lost my bestfriend my heart and most if all my only brother!! /3 i love you you with all my heart. I lost it at you memorial Saturday and Kevin and Hunter had to hold me together..... your funeral id Monday(tomorrow) and I'm gonna cry so hard i haven't eaten, slept or anything Alex,Hunter,Kevin, Jordan and Kyle haven't left my side. R.I.P BIG BROTHER LOVE YOU!!!!
I was just scrolling through the comments and I found your comment.I realize Today is June 26 and I'm sorry for your loss. You probably won't see this comment but idc it's the thought that counts right?
Life will always have it's ups and it's downs. Life is always changing. Life is what you make of it.. Everyone is beautifully. Life is an adventure. Death is forever only a memory left behind in everyone's heart.
I just lost my 18 year old cousin and we are all still asking why with our heads in our hands and are hearts on the floor.
God grant me the serenity to "ACCEPT" the things I cannot change The "COURAGE" to change the things I can, and the "WISDOM" to know the difference
I want everyone who is suicidal to hear this message: I love you. So many people love you, whether you believe it or not. If you killed yourself, you'd leave everyone asking "Why?"! Everyone WILL miss you! People at school/work, family, friends, neighbors, me, EVERYONE, they'll all miss you
Thank you for your inspring comment. I'm suffering a deep depression. I'm suicidal but alive for my family. I really feel like I can't do this anymore. I hope everything will be fine even tho I know it won't...
You dont know me. How could you love me?
thanks, the only person that helps me is my best friend kayla I love her so much she keeps me alive
Matthew Gray Gubler I love you too. I love everyone even if I have not met them. I love those who have hurt me or those close to me. I love those people in jail who committed crimes. I do not approve of what they may have done, and I wish that they wouldn't have made that choice of lifestyle, but I love them. It is not my place to judge anyone. I love how everyone is unique in their own way. I love you guys as well!!!
Ouch!!!! This is a real heart wrench song! Hits home HARD!!! Me and my amazing brother both have battled bipolar disorder, depression and so on! I tried to commit suicide more than once! By the grace of God I'm still here but my best friend, my brother Mark is not!! :(((. He lost the battle a month and a half ago and he took his life! I don't have to ask him why???? I already know the answer because I walked in his shoes! I miss him terribly and am again battling the depressive side of bipolar.
pray for my best friend plz she is in the hospital for cutting herself and
I definitely will
I'm not proud to admit that I've attempted to take my own life before, but it happened. I'm still here, still breathing. I hated it when I woke up that morning, but now I see there's a reason. Because I'm still alive, I've been able to help others through their struggles, been able to begin my own healing, learned how to fight myself in a beneficial way. Some haven't been so fortunate, and my heart and prayers go to them. Love to all of you, and there is always a reason to keep going.
My life wasn't the best of all lives but most definitely not the worst. It wasn't easy being the youngest. My family is all split up, it's quite confusing actually. Well here it goes, here is my life. My father's name is Dan and he met up with this woman named Kristy. They had their first child, a girl, but an accident. Even though she was an accident that didn't make Dan or Kristy any less happy with their beautiful daughter they had named Myleigh. After a few years Kristy became pregnant again with another girl. Dan had gone into the military to support his new family. Kristy gave birth to the beautiful girl named Mychelle at the Marine base in San Diego. After four years of service in the Marine core Dan had came home. He had found drugs in the house, that's where it all started. The girls had become in the middle of it all, I don't know all that happened because I hadn't been born yet so lets skip to my mother.
My mother was with this man for a few years and when he got her pregnant he ran off not wanting the child because the child was a mistake. My mother jennie was single with her first daughter Aaron for a long time. Jennie had met Dan and he took care of Aaron like he was her own. Aaron, Myleigh, and Mychelle all liked eachother very much and got excited when they had found out Dan and Jennie were having another kid. Jennie had gave birth to a girl named Ashley Which was me. Dark hair and dark eyes. It wasn't long till the dark hair turned into Blonde and the eyes had turned into very pretty blue. Everything was perfect. Nice family, nice house, nice pets and we all shared love for each other. Then thats when it started going down hill. Jennie had went off and cheated on Dan with her boss from work. Dan caught Jennie and they both started fighting, fighting over who got to keep me and when. Things were said, Things were done, and that's where it all got crazy. I had gone to court to have my parents ask who gets me and when or if full custody will be aloud. Doing this for years made me unhappy, feeling it was my fault for years not knowing the real reason they had split up. As I got older it only got worse because I understood most of it all. I started to mess my life up by doing stupid stuff and thinking dumb stuff. I started getting depression and no one knew. I had a fake smile and fake laugh. I had no way of true happiness. for years I went like this. Trying to make everyone except myself happy.
No one ever knew the true pain I went through. No one ever knew how I feel, I never spoke up until once I had an outburst. I ran to Jennie and told her how I was feeling in the way of everything and no matter how hard I tried with being smart I could never do it. My mother had put me up for tests to see if my brain worked right but she never knew how much that hurt me, how it felt, how much it took my confidence away. She never knew the reason I didn't care when she cried. Whenever her and I would fight she would go cry but I never cared. I just told her and acted like I did so she'd be happy. I never cared because she had put me through so much and I thought I'd let her see what it was like, feel the pain. I always felt idiotic and in the way of everything. It still hurts to this day to even talk about it. A few more years and I just stopped caring for things, even life. A few more years I had met someone that really just changed everything for me. When ever I heard his voice it felt as if all my troubles went away. Even he didn't know I had depression and went through all that. I felt as if the boy I met that day was there for me in every way possible. One night I broke down and just needed someone to talk to, so I went to him and just told him everything and cried in his arms. He talked me through all the pain, worries, even depression. He was there for me through the time I woke up to the time I went to sleep. I just gave up with family and hid in the dark while they figure things out. He made me feel smart, pretty, amazing, special and so much more. The testing for my brain had stopped for now but there may be more in the future. I've known him for almost a year now and nothings gone bad since I've had him. The depression only comes back every once and awhile. I still hide my feelings. I don't wear a fake smile or use a fake laugh. He's changed my worst to the best and I've done the same to him.
No matter how bad life gets there is always a reason you were put into this world. So don't leave. That heart is beating for a reason. Don't go into the darkness and hide, go into the sunlight and smile. Always know someone is coming your way and will help you through everything.
Such an amazing group
If it wasnt for god i couldnt have survived... I was so far gone... 9/19/13
It's the same with me. I considered at just 9 or 10 years old, and asked my grandmother to take me to church, I never knew why. It must have been the Lord telling me to ask her, that was 4 or 5 years ago, I'm 14 now, and can't even imagine where I could be if I hadn't made that one decision.
Jessica Taylor Reading this really made me smile
12-8-17
Just surfing through songs and this is the first time I heard this one. Instant tears. I miss my friend Eric so much and I'll never understand why he took his own life.
I hope one day someone will write rip for me on here im done its my time
you just gotta stay strong hun.
I'm sorry but you say 'i'm done it's my time' that was 4 months ago and you are still active on youtube from 1 day ago... you could of atleast let these people who were generally worried that didn't even know you that you are OKAY! I'm sorry but it's just plain pathetic.
Take it from someone's who has gone through it that when you get around high school, the people who used to fuck with you will adore you. It gets a lot better.
My friend sent me an email saying she was sorry, that she couldn't handle it anymore. I was asleep. I couldn't call her and talk her down. When I woke up, I saw the email and burst into tears. I thought she was gone. A piece of me shattered and I tried to email her, call her. No response. I waited for someone, anyone, to tell me something was happening. An hour later I got an email from her. She said she was sorry. She played it down like it was nothing.
A piece of me is still in the delusion that she's dead. That she's gone. Every time she gets lost in space my mind wanders to the word on her wrist, the one that haunts me. Hope.
I pray for her everyday, even though she doesn't believe. Stay with me, Alice. Please.
I've already lost family members, friends. I can't lose you, too.
I'm hoping with you, stay strong!
Kaddy Roß. Thanks. It means a lot. :)
thank you i come from a family that, we just care about each other, i was raised to love and care, and help any way possible, i dont like to think of just myself
RIP to my friend Kamerun, who committed suicide last night. We love you. Fly High. 😢
Dedicating this song to my beautiful 15 year old niece Jolene Thao. I miss you like crazy. Rest in peace angel.
I lost my boyfriend last week... He ended his life..
I'm so sorry.. I hope you find comfort...
yes this is sad but I never understood why ppl would text out the "..." in posts. it's just dramatic
I am seriously so sorry for your los I don't know what I would do if my boyfriend killed himself we have been together for 6 months and I cant see not being together. befor I had this boyfriend I had another boyfriend and he was 6'7 and I'm only 5 foot and o the first day back to school he broke up with me because people were picking on him for dating somebody way shorter than him and I almost killed myself bc of that
I love you so much markie. Thank you for pulling through, no matter what the odds. You're my big brother and I need you forever
sometimes i think about what life would be like with out me, and sometimes i want to kill myself just to be with Caleb Logan (Bratayley)...R.I.PCaleb
+Taiya Lord same
It's OK. But don't think that way. We will all see him soon. Try to think positive and celebrate his life and not focus on his death. Do what I do. Every night watch at least one Bratayley video, one of the old ones he is in, and after that get ready for bed and then just Pray for him. It always makes me feel better.
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Sorry I replied to the wrong person. Any one who misses Caleb Logan Bratayley. Watch at least one Bratayley video every night,te videos that he is in, and after that Pray for him. If it doesn't make you feel better, just think, he is up in heaven listening to you Pray for him. I know it makes Caleb feel better knowing that you care for him.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😖😖😖😖😖🙏🙏🙏🙏
Don't talk like that! Everyone is special and EVERYONE matters. Your family loves you and would be heart broken to lose you.
Yes me too
No. You are NOT a waste of space. You are AMAZING.
Please believe in music enough to let it save you. That is what saved me. I let everything out through music. Sometimes i arrive at my band room two hours early to play. I can not begin to express the compassion i have for all of you. I do not know you, but you mean something to me....Please do not forget that. When you are lost in depression and are under the impression that no one cares.. Just know that i do. Even if i do not know you....I care. (Part 2)
Had a friend pass away this summer from suicide. This song hits really hard and it eerily describes it exactly. There is no understanding it. I feel it will be something I carry with me for the rest of my life. No matter who you are or how little you think you matter, you do so much more than you realize. He was someone I was friends with for a year and then we kind of faded but were still friendly. We hardly interacted for many months, not intentionally, but my God for the first few weeks after it happened it ran through my mind a hundred times a minute. We were all filled with endless regret and I still think about him now. We all touch someone.
ive been through the same thing, but im still going through it. i cry myself to sleep evry night, but this song makes me believe that theres more to life than this :)
When I was 12 years old my oldest bro took his life miss you bro I looked up to you I'm 43 years old today
You're still so young, you have so much potential in life.
Don't give up. Even if no one's there i will be, alright ? That goes to ANYONE here too.
Makes me cry too. I am so thankful to have my best friend back.... I'll never think of leaving you baby and I'm so sorry for all I've put you through... You'll never lose me.... I'm with you always. Ever since I was little, if I missed you I'd look at the moon and I could see you in the moon... I still do some nights. I hope that one day I will be deserving enough of the undying, complete and truly incredible love you show to me. I cried the 1st time I heard this too.... I'm so glad I have you.
I can't listen to this song without crying now. My best friend committed suicide back in December 2019 because she couldn't fight the cancer she had anymore. I know she's no longer in pain but dammit I miss her.
When you feel at your lowest point, there is always someone lifting you back up. We all love you and support you. I don't even know you, but I welcome you with open arms and an open heart
I am helping to plan a funeral service for a 17 year old who walked away in the middle of his beautiful song, this song is so perfect! Thanks! watched it twice, cried twice!
This was played at my cousins funeral who killed himself 😔 RIP Isaiah. Gone but never forgotten