I was, and still am. My counselor and I determined that I was under a lot of stress at work at the time, and what I was really dreaming about was my mind trying to tell me to "cut out" the stressor in my life. AKA: find a new job. I had suicidal thoughts, but thankfully that's as far as it went. I never wanted to and I definitely never planned anything. But...just the idea alone that I could even think such things, and dream about such things...it...scared me...
OPT 1st you are awesome and thank you for talking openly about this! I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and PTSD in 2009 and have been on a multitude of medications and as recently as 2 weeks ago did self harm but I am going to be seeing a new mental health provider tomorrow. Peace be with you oh and I look forward to you and Arty and Natalie getting together on SC again I loved the last time that wax when I first "met" Natalie and you and immediately wanted to sub to you both your legal comments are fascinating, take care🤗🙏💖
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It's good you spoke with your psychiatrist. If you were on meds for depression at that time, those may have been the reason. Glad you're still here.
I was, and still am. My counselor and I determined that I was under a lot of stress at work at the time, and what I was really dreaming about was my mind trying to tell me to "cut out" the stressor in my life. AKA: find a new job.
I had suicidal thoughts, but thankfully that's as far as it went. I never wanted to and I definitely never planned anything. But...just the idea alone that I could even think such things, and dream about such things...it...scared me...
@@OPTLawyer I've had similar. Though I wasn't on meds or in therapy at the time. Wish I had done therapy back then.
OPT 1st you are awesome and thank you for talking openly about this! I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and PTSD in 2009 and have been on a multitude of medications and as recently as 2 weeks ago did self harm but I am going to be seeing a new mental health provider tomorrow. Peace be with you oh and I look forward to you and Arty and Natalie getting together on SC again I loved the last time that wax when I first "met" Natalie and you and immediately wanted to sub to you both your legal comments are fascinating, take care🤗🙏💖