I've been watching Everybody Loves Raymond, and innocently I wondered where the kids from the show are now... This is definitely not what I had in mind.
OMG, I just recently started watching the season 1 cos I never had time to watch full episodes back then. Half way through Season 1, I TH-cam Where Are They now....and yes....this is not what I was expecting. So sad.....
This gotta be one strong woman.She was really trying to hold it together because she looked as she was about to break and fall apart with absolute reason.Being a parent of a child of suicide is the most painful and difficult thing one could handle.My prayers is for her and his twin brother for much needed piece through out this difficult time.🙏🙏😪
THANK you, Gini, for being so incredibly OPEN and HONEST, and informative about what must be SO gut w wrenchingly difficult and painful for you to, even still, talk.about. Although I’ve never been in, or near a situation like it, being a widow, five years on now, I DO know that facing the death, in any venue, especially in one’s own family, and absolutely nothing could be harder than losing a child. I hope that you know that there are many of us out here who would really love seeing you talk about just about anything you’d want to talk about. You would be a very welcome sight. All the BEST to you ~ Hope H.-Butterick ☺️
So sorry that you suffered this tremendous loss of such a precious child. I can't imagine. I loved watching them grow on the show Everybody Loves Raymond. They are so adorable and precious, such smart, beautiful children. Prayers for you & your family. Prayers for Sawyer to be with our Lord 🙏❤
I'm a Brit too, but I know Larry a little bit & I would say he's quite clearly using a quiet, sympathetic, sombre tone towards Sawyer's mother; however he speaks, it's not going to help her!
Larry is quite tough on his Mom , she had no idea he would do this . show some empathy she lost her son and there family is broken . im so sad hes gone such a lovely young boy
I may be far off on this one..but these details might be helpful for other families who might be going through something similar. If you're an actor on a famous show, especially one where you grow up in the public eye. You can never leave Hollywood...you will always be held to a different standard and judged accordingly.
I am so sorry i just learn about this i have always watch the show in fact i still do my hearts goes out to the family and friends and may God continue to strengthen u all
He suffered from secrets within himself & unspoken unseen influences being kept hidden....it's obvious if you read between the lines & put the pieces together...he wasn't allowed to be who he was unconditionally nor could he tell or trust anyone enough to talk to about himself without fear of judgement, unacceptance. He felt evil because of a belief system taught him this. Comment about California is ominous, yet, obvious. Untreated depression of hopelessness, helplessness.He was a highly sensitive, isolated, lost broken spirit without hope or way out in his mind. There's something wrong here within the family observed as an expert in mental health just from listening to her speak. Praying for healing. Devastating. 💔 Prayers to all suffering in silence & isolation. You're NOT alone. Praying for someone or something to come into your path to help you hold on. May he fly with the angels & all the cats he could wish for. 🙏😿💜
God Bless Elizabeth for sharing her story of Sawyer’s Loss and Pain Publicly with us. Soooo very Sorry For Yr Loss. I will keep u and yr family in my thought and prayers. I have lost a Nephew to gun shot suicide and it hurts everyone, but I can’t not imagine losing my baby. God Bless You and Yr Entire Family. Peace Be With U.
When the mother says it’s not the past I look back at in sadness, I look at those memories with happiness but it’s the future that’s hard - without him. As humans, we’re not meant to die, that’s why we find it so difficult to deal with.
That is correct. Jehovah God created man to live forever. But due to the disobedience of Adam and Eve, death has become mankind’s eventuality. But thankfully mankind has hope of a resurrection due to Jesus’ willingness to sacrifice his life for us!
@B VA Jesus Christ is the God Creator. Its God Himself who came into this world to redeem us. *Isaiah 9:6 John 14:3-10 John 11:25-26 Revelation 3:20* ❤️✝️❤️
I myself have attempted to take my own life twice in the past... Both times, I overdosed on my prescription medications... I lost my Maternal Grandfather by way of suicide, he shot himself two years after my Grandmother's death.. I also lost a Great-Uncle on my Mother's side of my family by suicide, because he used means of Carbon Monoxide,.. I never met him, but I've been told that he took his own life over a girl... I have to wonder if mental health issues are hereditary...
So many child actors have killed themselves and been struggling with coping with the abuse they go through during their Hollywood stay. We all see now how many have been arrested in Disney and nicoladian children's show production. I wonder if he was one of the victims? I remember he once said he missed out in a normal life like going to school and making friends because of the life his parents chose for him. He wanted so desperately to be normal.
No one EVER tells us what we should do. We know what to do when someone is bleeding out or having a heart attack. Even this doctor can’t tell us. It’s outrageous that we have no resources. Awareness and education is great, but a hotline isn’t enough.
Fairly powerful interview. The last @10-11 MINUTES OF THE INTERVIEW GIVE PARENTS SOME SAGE ADVICE ON HOW TO POSSIBLY HELP PREVENT SUICIDE. If you have concerns....watch this.....please.
@@maximusmillion744 Right and Hollywood is innocent in all this? There are DOZENS of child actors that committed suicide by gunshot or hanging most of them in their 20's. That's a fact!
I am sorry for your great loss. I know this post is years late. I just found out now. It breaks my heart that he took his life. Rest in peace. My prayers for you and Sawyer.
I'm also assuming schizophrenia from what is told. unfortunately I have experience with it in my close family, and it is a monster to say the least. makes people act totally uncharacteristically. either way... rest in peace Sawyer, and my condolences to his family. both twins are great on the show, I still watch it often.
I have been having those thoughts like hurting myself but i don't know what to do. I have to call the hotline for suicide. If i get bad i have bipolar disorder. And autism. And other issues pray for me
Hi hope you're doing well... please try an tell a loved one ..... I know life is tough..we all trying to find our way, your not alone .....stay strong...your in my prayers
That statistic about suicide being the second most common cause of death among people aged 10-24 is scary. Imagine a ten-year-old being in a place that dark that they feel suicide is the only way out.
It a serious issue in my life, I'm going through deep depression and sadness now. But Idk why I have it, it's unpreventable, and you can't just get over it, it hard to explain to people because it's horrible, lonely feeling, and it's demoralizing. It's something you can't get over. Money, fame, all the stuff in the world you can have, won't stop your depression. It's Neurological and clinical. I don't have it all the time it comes and goes every few years, but when it does my whole world turns black, and I sleep alot and I sleep in the day time and wake up at midnight, and I would lose interest in meny stuff and isolate myself from people and become a hermit. When I do see loved ones, friends and family, they never notice, because I look up beat and have a smile on my face all the time and try to masquerade it, and pretend it don't bother me, but deep down I'm dying, and I hide it from the rest of the world. This happens like every few years, I'm experiencing it now, and now it's getting tougher and tougher to live, I think about suicide constantly, but I never experience any bulling, I never had problems in the personal life and I always had partner, never had problem in the looks department, but its has nothing to do with my looks, you can be the most beautiful person in the world with the greatest body but still feel empty inside. I feel lonely even though I dont have to be because I can get any one I want, but I just have a depression problem, I I cant contain, because I start getting jealous of people who have passed away, like I'm saying wait for me...I know that sounds very morbid and animus but depression does that to you. I can't snap out of it either. I'm managing it the best I know how, but anything can trigger me, and my life is over.
June giovani My name is Kerry and my email is kerrycavanaugh11@gmail.com. Please write me and let me try to help you because I used to go through this and maybe I can help and give you suggestions.
June you can write to me at chicmystique@icloud.com. I’ve felt exactly the way you described “my world would go black”. Go to jw.org and search “depression”. You’ll find many years of research on depression, how others can help and be empathetic, and how you can have a hope for the future that gives you the incentive to not give up. I consulted a naturopath who helped me with my depression. Please write me and I can give you her number. I’d hate for anything to happen to you. People care, even those who don’t know you personally. It’s enough to have gone through these things and know the desperation one feels to understand when someone else is going through this. It’s our incentive to reach out and offer help. Take good care. I hope to hear from you.
June giovani - Sorry you're going through such. A suggestion, Try attending Dr Neil Nedley's Depression Recovery programme, as I understand it is really helpful. Google it to see where it is running. Pray you will find healing of mind, spirit and body.
Please don't let it beat you down. Seek for help. Try to stay strong but please don't isolate yourself and talk to the people that have gone through the same issue. I think if they survived this, you can also successfully do it. Good luck, pal!
Red flags when she was asked if she felt guilty and she said no. The mother is not being truthful and she wasn't being an emotionally present mum. Wtf 10 kids with different partners? That messes up with kids minds. There's definitely more to it than meets the eye. She's not telling the full story.
Larry king is not interviewing her, he is trying to pull some regret from her, so he can make some video.he is no different than those tabloids. Cheap interview. But the psychiatrist definitely understands her pain.
Look, I obviously didn't know the kid, I won't pretend to have known the kid.. but even though people always link suicide to depression/anxiety, I agree this sounds much more like sudden onset schizophrenia. Just going off by what they said, someone saying they're "evil and dont deserve to live" is DEFINITELY something someone notices, so it sounds wholly uncharicaristic. I may be a little bit more aware of it tho since I've seen it first hand.
Are you kidding? Larry listens politely and let's the person talk as long as they want, without interruption, during which time he weighs them up, while is reading them... clever old Larry.... then he asks the zinger question, Aha! But in such an artless and avuncular manner that he disarms the guest; getting true reactions. The man is an empath 🤓
when Larry asks if the mother should have taken him to a doctor then and there - If she had taken him to a doctor - he would have possibly still convinced that doctor he was “fine” and the doctor would not have been able to keep him under observation.
I'm sorry for your lost of your son Sawyer ❤️ he was a good boy and a very good actor and cool and cute young boy Larry zakrzewski center line Michigan
There is a ton she is not saying. I was always concerned for him when the grandpa barone would suggest he was gay on the show. The kid was labeled before he could even fall in love.
How i see suicide. It's ones choice wether or not they want to live or die. No one should hold anyone back from escaping this torturous life. No one understands what we have to deal with on a day to day basis. It's hard.
Not really a good advice there. I don't know how you get those 17 people to agree with you but you clearly speak for yourselves and not if you have a loved one who wants to take their own life and you have to deal every moment of your life that they don't. Suicide not only ruins the person who does it but the people around them too.
....STRONGLY recommend you re-visit this interview and LISTEN to it. Really?1? YOUR "OPINION" IS NOT HELPFUL...LACKS BASIS IN REALITY OF HOW PEOPLE/PARENTS SHOULD TRY TO SPEAK WITH AND ASSIST THEIR TROUBLED CHILDREN.
I’m sorry but I hate Hollywood they wanna know everyone’s business how it happened from details and put it on live for the world so there show can be popular and make money this is just sick leave this poor family ALONE LEAVE IT PRIVATE how dare you
The media narrative after his death attributed his suicide to internal torment about possibly being gay, along with another anxiety which I think was financial problems. But I've also heard his family members say he had no money problems whatsoever.
@@youtuber2928 That is strange because in this interview, the mother claims he wasn't at all interested in continuing his acting career. Both cannot be correct. Who knows which version was true?
Wow thats i feel like dying too but idk. Poor Sawyer. I hope he was a Christian i dont know if he was. Wow pray for the family i have depression. I felt the same way i have to take medication. For my depression. I think people need to speak up on depression and suicide. Pray for the family
While suicide is a very selfish way out, this young man was fighting demons. His thoughts and actions were hijacked by evil. I am not saying this young man was evil. I am saying he was controlled by it. Peer pressure was all over him. He was fighting but losing. I just can't find the words to make sense of his tortured life. I pray his brother doesn't fill his shoes.
Please, please PLEASE stop being part of the weak/selfish/cowardly/goingtohell crowd when it comes to suicide. PLEASE. Educate yourself and say no to ignorance about what is a public health crisis. Suicide most often has nothing to do with selfishness, cowardice or weakness but everything to do with desperation - due to agonizing pain and distress from mental illness. Severe depression in all its forms is HORRENDOUS, and the less we can use degrading language around it that doesn't apply - the more we can remove the stigmas and move the conversation about improving resources for mental health forward. In most cases, people don't 'commit' suicide any more than they 'commit' a heart attack. Please work to be part of the solution, not the problem.
Hollywood is a horrible place for kids. If he said he felt that he was evil and didn't deserve to live, then they probably had him in one of those rituals as a child years before and he finally snapped.
It likely can i hope but life is so hard mental illness ours and others illnesses can have an effect even when dreams come true it can be to much 4 1 person Spirit lives on and may his M2b the world can pollute us heaven doesnt do that
This was posted months after i learnt of this guess that's commen I gonna try find her on fb now that I know her name isn't sweeten guess they look more like that dad May his spirit happily live on in heave
Could've been any number of reasons from my experience knowing people who have done this it's never just one thing and they never make it known beforehand its tragic overall
Is sad and frustrating at same time that you dont know what people are capable of in the moment where they feel this low to take their own life. I dont believe medication is necessarily the answer much of the time for GOOD people but i wish that people in society could get the help as and when they need it and not feel a stigma from seeking that help! Sad that people see suicide their only escape!
@Masi Capone I believe that's what made Larry legendary because coming off as detached makes the interviewee talk more and expose as to whether they are sincere, genuine or otherwise.
Masi Capone I hate how king, having the mother right in front of him , starts with “ blah blah he KILLED hilmself” instead of saying he left us or we lost sawyer . If Larry king is reporting news it’s fine but if u have the mother there please be sensitive you goof with suspenders and let her talk dammit!
@@paulibradshaw2935 You idiot would you rather someone sit there stone cold not say a word and appear like they aren't paying attention it's a way of being engaged in the interview i may not know much about larry but from what i've seen it's what makes him great at what he does
This is just heartbreaking. I feel that if I seen signs in my child of really alarming strange behavior (which obviously he raised plenty of red flags) I would not let him/her leave my side. I as a Mother would have gone with him Nd kept a close eye. R. I. P Baby
I hold this mother accountable,her other children, madylin and Sullivan also look very bizzare,why,i saw them on Instagram,i feel sorry for them,she is definitely hiding stuff
Most crucial time of life is newborn - 7 for all children. These children spend their formative years pretending to be what they're not, someone else's children. Imagine what it must be like pretending and then watching yourself when older dressed as girls in one episode, how would that produce normality? Furthermore none of us know anything about how he felt other than what is said by this woman. Why did they have financial problems ? Who managed them, what is acting if not pretending and for what, for money bread and circuses. Amazing that so many are clueless that this show was setting a narrative full of PC and propaganda.
@@sallysalida4448 i'm thinking he was gay but he didn't want to be gay and i think the voices in his head that he thought was his roomates was them laughing and it could of been because he thought they thought he was gay and he might of been gay or he might not of thats why "california makes you think things that aren't true" maybe he thought being here was influencing him wrong.
She came and spoke at my school and it was incredibly eye opening and sad rest in paradise Sawyer
Romance girl .
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I've been watching Everybody Loves Raymond, and innocently I wondered where the kids from the show are now... This is definitely not what I had in mind.
Me neither....I was shocked by reading about his death....... ~ Rip now Sawyer~
Me too, so sad:(
Schizophrenia or Pschosis? So sad. RiP Jeffrey
OMG, I just recently started watching the season 1 cos I never had time to watch full episodes back then. Half way through Season 1, I TH-cam Where Are They now....and yes....this is not what I was expecting. So sad.....
Same. What if it was childhood abuse from some creep on the Hollyweird sets?
This gotta be one strong woman.She was really trying to hold it together because she looked as she was about to break and fall apart with absolute reason.Being a parent of a child of suicide is the most painful and difficult thing one could handle.My prayers is for her and his twin brother for much needed piece through out this difficult time.🙏🙏😪
Romance girl
Kid has been forced into movie sets since he was an infant. It's sick. How society even allows such abuse?
You have zero proof of that 🙄 you are just a Troll @@elcidcampeador497
THANK you, Gini, for being so incredibly OPEN and HONEST, and informative about what must be SO gut w wrenchingly difficult and painful for you to, even still, talk.about. Although I’ve never been in, or near a situation like it, being a widow, five years on now, I DO know that facing the death, in any venue, especially in one’s own family, and absolutely nothing could be harder than losing a child. I hope that you know that there are many of us out here who would really love seeing you talk about just about anything you’d want to talk about. You would be a very welcome sight. All the BEST to you ~ Hope H.-Butterick ☺️
So sorry that you suffered this tremendous loss of such a precious child. I can't imagine. I loved watching them grow on the show Everybody Loves Raymond. They are so adorable and precious, such smart, beautiful children. Prayers for you & your family. Prayers for Sawyer to be with our Lord 🙏❤
I grew up watching that show and those kids grew up with me. I never knew this happened and its so tragic.
I’m from the uk so I don’t know who this interviewer is... but he’s so cold towards her. This is so sad and he has no empathy
You must be a woman. He's conducting an interview. What's he supposed to do, hold her head to his chest and pat her shoulder?
It’s Larry King!!
He died a few months ago.
Very popular host !
I'm a Brit too, but I know Larry a little bit & I would say he's quite clearly using a quiet, sympathetic, sombre tone towards Sawyer's mother; however he speaks, it's not going to help her!
He was very cold in this interview.
Larry is quite tough on his Mom , she had no idea he would do this . show some empathy she lost her son and there family is broken . im so sad hes gone such a lovely young boy
I may be far off on this one..but these details might be helpful for other families who might be going through something similar.
If you're an actor on a famous show, especially one where you grow up in the public eye. You can never leave Hollywood...you will always be held to a different standard and judged accordingly.
Larry seems to be kind of cold towards everyone he has on his show from what I've seen
n he should she knew that's why they ask n his relative had concerned
no way signs always there over years
them demons playing tricks in his mind who knows what realy happen to the twins in the pass
As a believer in life after death a thought that has helped me over the years is; what if ending my life doesn’t end the pain?
I am so sorry i just learn about this i have always watch the show in fact i still do my hearts goes out to the family and friends and may God continue to strengthen u all
one thing that HAS changed, in my clinic at least doctors offices now ask if you have sad, depressed or suicidal in the past 2 weeks.
Rest in peace, Sawyer. My thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends 🙏
My prayers to your son and your family
Poor lad, it must be absolutely horrible for any family to go through this. :(
Gee - ya think.
He suffered from secrets within himself & unspoken unseen influences being kept hidden....it's obvious if you read between the lines & put the pieces together...he wasn't allowed to be who he was unconditionally nor could he tell or trust anyone enough to talk to about himself without fear of judgement, unacceptance. He felt evil because of a belief system taught him this. Comment about California is ominous, yet, obvious. Untreated depression of hopelessness, helplessness.He was a highly sensitive, isolated, lost broken spirit without hope or way out in his mind. There's something wrong here within the family observed as an expert in mental health just from listening to her speak. Praying for healing. Devastating. 💔 Prayers to all suffering in silence & isolation. You're NOT alone. Praying for someone or something to come into your path to help you hold on. May he fly with the angels & all the cats he could wish for. 🙏😿💜
This was a great episode. Every parent should watch this. Good job Larry.
God Bless Elizabeth for sharing her story of Sawyer’s Loss and Pain Publicly with us. Soooo very Sorry For Yr Loss. I will keep u and yr family in my thought and prayers. I have lost a Nephew to gun shot suicide and it hurts everyone, but I can’t not imagine losing my baby. God Bless You and Yr Entire Family. Peace Be With U.
Something about this interview is strange..
One of the hardest things about suicide is not knowing why!
exactly!
She is handling such pain with such strength, this is so heartbreaking 💔 😢 rest in peace sawyer 😇 even after all the years it sill hurts 💔
Romance girl
I was so shocked when I found out. It was one of my daily needed shows. After this news I couldn’t watch the program any more
Larry King is really good…at asking someone a list of questions and then remaining emotionless.
I wonder if he was on an antidepressant that had a black box warning. Poor Sawyer and his poor twin brother.
When the mother says it’s not the past I look back at in sadness, I look at those memories with happiness but it’s the future that’s hard - without him. As humans, we’re not meant to die, that’s why we find it so difficult to deal with.
That is correct. Jehovah God created man to live forever. But due to the disobedience of Adam and Eve, death has become mankind’s eventuality. But thankfully mankind has hope of a resurrection due to Jesus’ willingness to sacrifice his life for us!
@B VA
Jesus Christ is the God Creator. Its God Himself who came into this world to redeem us.
*Isaiah 9:6
John 14:3-10
John 11:25-26
Revelation 3:20*
❤️✝️❤️
I myself have attempted to take my own life twice in the past... Both times, I overdosed on my prescription medications... I lost my Maternal Grandfather by way of suicide, he shot himself two years after my Grandmother's death..
I also lost a Great-Uncle on my Mother's side of my family by suicide, because he used means of Carbon Monoxide,.. I never met him, but I've been told that he took his own life over a girl...
I have to wonder if mental health issues are hereditary...
Very important conversation!
So many child actors have killed themselves and been struggling with coping with the abuse they go through during their Hollywood stay. We all see now how many have been arrested in Disney and nicoladian children's show production. I wonder if he was one of the victims? I remember he once said he missed out in a normal life like going to school and making friends because of the life his parents chose for him. He wanted so desperately to be normal.
No one EVER tells us what we should do. We know what to do when someone is bleeding out or having a heart attack. Even this doctor can’t tell us. It’s outrageous that we have no resources. Awareness and education is great, but a hotline isn’t enough.
Rest in Heaven
Larry King
1933 - 2021
Rip Sawyer
larry king is an emotionless heartless old catchers mitt
He's been doing this for decades, so he's pretty much desensitized
Dave M he is the worst of the worst. I dropped out halfway through
He looks like he hasn’t been to sleep in weeks
This feels like one of his infomercials. He really sold out before his passing. The Doctor was more compassionate that King was.
So sorry for his family loss.
Praying for all.
Fairly powerful interview. The last @10-11 MINUTES OF THE INTERVIEW GIVE PARENTS SOME SAGE ADVICE ON HOW TO POSSIBLY HELP PREVENT SUICIDE. If you have concerns....watch this.....please.
You've barely lived a life at 19 it's just a sad thing to see and kids much younger are doing it all the time
They had been working since young children because that’s what the parents wanted.
This whole interview is just Larry asking a bunch of questions like an interrogation
Sullivan knows…take care of him. 💔
I'm so sorry for this mothers loss , may he R.I.P. 😢🌷🌸💐🌺🌹🕊
Larry King has a heart warm as the iceberg that sank Titanic!!!
his style is always to be neutral, let it be from the guest. I'd rather have that then today's hosts/anchors,etc who over emote
Hollywood is an awful place.
It's not always that don't be a puppet believing it
Corey haim... maybe had it right...the land of pedophiles
@@rieriec.36 wow.
@@maximusmillion744 Oh look another smug Californian with an armchair psychiatric degree here to call us simpletons.
@@maximusmillion744 Right and Hollywood is innocent in all this? There are DOZENS of child actors that committed suicide by gunshot or hanging most of them in their 20's. That's a fact!
I am sorry for your great loss. I know this post is years late. I just found out now. It breaks my heart that he took his life. Rest in peace. My prayers for you and Sawyer.
I'm also assuming schizophrenia from what is told. unfortunately I have experience with it in my close family, and it is a monster to say the least. makes people act totally uncharacteristically. either way... rest in peace Sawyer, and my condolences to his family. both twins are great on the show, I still watch it often.
what is solution if child will not be honest with feelings? you can ask questions, but if they keep saying everything is okay…then what?????
That’s the problem - most kids who actually commit suicide just keep saying “I’m fine, I’m ok” but really they’re not :(
Omg bless this family
I can actually see the hole in you heart
Is always a wonder that most famous little actors if they went through abuse while working among adults
I have been having those thoughts like hurting myself but i don't know what to do. I have to call the hotline for suicide. If i get bad i have bipolar disorder. And autism. And other issues pray for me
Hi hope you're doing well... please try an tell a loved one ..... I know life is tough..we all trying to find our way, your not alone .....stay strong...your in my prayers
Pray read the bible
Don t believe in psychiatrists . He was really sick but not everybody
Are you okay?
I hope you’re still here and doing well❤
That statistic about suicide being the second most common cause of death among people aged 10-24 is scary. Imagine a ten-year-old being in a place that dark that they feel suicide is the only way out.
Romance girl
My friend's brother committed suicide. Six months later their father developed Alzheimer's and died 6 months after the diagnoses.
And...?
@janadu, I'm sorry for your brother's 2 loses. Trauma can also trigger illness of any kind. That poor family. 😢💔
It a serious issue in my life,
I'm going through deep depression and sadness now. But Idk why I have it, it's unpreventable, and you can't just get over it, it hard to explain to people because it's horrible, lonely feeling, and it's demoralizing. It's something you can't get over. Money, fame, all the stuff in the world you can have, won't stop your depression. It's Neurological and clinical. I don't have it all the time it comes and goes every few years, but when it does my whole world turns black, and I sleep alot and I sleep in the day time and wake up at midnight, and I would lose interest in meny stuff and isolate myself from people and become a hermit. When I do see loved ones, friends and family, they never notice, because I look up beat and have a smile on my face all the time and try to masquerade it, and pretend it don't bother me, but deep down I'm dying, and I hide it from the rest of the world. This happens like every few years, I'm experiencing it now, and now it's getting tougher and tougher to live, I think about suicide constantly, but I never experience any bulling, I never had problems in the personal life and I always had partner, never had problem in the looks department, but its has nothing to do with my looks, you can be the most beautiful person in the world with the greatest body but still feel empty inside. I feel lonely even though I dont have to be because I can get any one I want, but I just have a depression problem, I I cant contain, because I start getting jealous of people who have passed away, like I'm saying wait for me...I know that sounds very morbid and animus but depression does that to you. I can't snap out of it either. I'm managing it the best I know how, but anything can trigger me, and my life is over.
June giovani My name is Kerry and my email is kerrycavanaugh11@gmail.com. Please write me and let me try to help you because I used to go through this and maybe I can help and give you suggestions.
I hear you 100%
June you can write to me at chicmystique@icloud.com. I’ve felt exactly the way you described “my world would go black”. Go to jw.org and search “depression”. You’ll find many years of research on depression, how others can help and be empathetic, and how you can have a hope for the future that gives you the incentive to not give up. I consulted a naturopath who helped me with my depression. Please write me and I can give you her number. I’d hate for anything to happen to you. People care, even those who don’t know you personally. It’s enough to have gone through these things and know the desperation one feels to understand when someone else is going through this. It’s our incentive to reach out and offer help. Take good care. I hope to hear from you.
June giovani - Sorry you're going through such. A suggestion, Try attending Dr Neil Nedley's Depression Recovery programme, as I understand it is really helpful. Google it to see where it is running. Pray you will find healing of mind, spirit and body.
Please don't let it beat you down. Seek for help. Try to stay strong but please don't isolate yourself and talk to the people that have gone through the same issue. I think if they survived this, you can also successfully do it. Good luck, pal!
Why would she see a doctor about a feeling about worrying something could happen to her kid? That's being a parent!
Such a sad story,my thoughts are with his family...they must have suffered tremendously!
No - they threw a fkn party.
@@yankee2666 Seriously..I didn't know about that?
Mom’s instincts run deep for their children.
Voice to skull technology and targeting is all too real..
I thought that was his real twin sons
He is passed ,I hope he is resting in peace but the worst is his twin,sister and parents left behind
Red flags when she was asked if she felt guilty and she said no. The mother is not being truthful and she wasn't being an emotionally present mum. Wtf 10 kids with different partners? That messes up with kids minds. There's definitely more to it than meets the eye. She's not telling the full story.
❤🙏🌅 Rest in Paradise.
She is so brave , very strong.
Larry King asks the doctor right in front of the mother: "What should she have done differently?" Cold hearted.
That age, between 17 and 25, is very crucial especially for boys. Don’t think it’s emotional . It is actually physical.
RIP Sawyer.
Wtf wrong with these 2?? This poor Mama 💔
Larry king is not interviewing her, he is trying to pull some regret from her, so he can make some video.he is no different than those tabloids. Cheap interview. But the psychiatrist definitely understands her pain.
Look, I obviously didn't know the kid, I won't pretend to have known the kid.. but even though people always link suicide to depression/anxiety, I agree this sounds much more like sudden onset schizophrenia. Just going off by what they said, someone saying they're "evil and dont deserve to live" is DEFINITELY something someone notices, so it sounds wholly uncharicaristic. I may be a little bit more aware of it tho since I've seen it first hand.
What's interesting is there's a lot of sad people in this comments section.. Coming here to feel out how it affects people.. Assessing the aftermath.
This is a old interview,but I found Larry to be pushy, and over bearing, and repeating same questions..
Are you kidding? Larry listens politely and let's the person talk as long as they want, without interruption, during which time he weighs them up, while is reading them... clever old Larry.... then he asks the zinger question, Aha! But in such an artless and avuncular manner that he disarms the guest; getting true reactions. The man is an empath 🤓
Watching everybody loves Raymond now great show,rip sawyer
I can't believe he said some of those things to her!
when Larry asks if the mother should have taken him to a doctor then and there - If she had taken him to a doctor - he would have possibly still convinced that doctor he was “fine” and the doctor would not have been able to keep him under observation.
Larry always a 3d rate interviewer
Rest In Peace-sweet prince Sawyer
Sweet Prince??
I'm sorry for your lost of your son Sawyer ❤️ he was a good boy and a very good actor and cool and cute young boy Larry zakrzewski center line Michigan
There is a ton she is not saying. I was always concerned for him when the grandpa barone would suggest he was gay on the show. The kid was labeled before he could even fall in love.
teresa brolly I know
idiot, you know nothing.
I doubt that had anything to do with it. That was a joke on the show and I'm sure he understood that.
Old enough to fall in love? Love has nothing to do with being gay
You do realize it was a tv show.
You shouldn't say he killed himself for his mom's respect! I think it sounds better if you would have said he took his life!
She already knows, the words don't matter to her, she's trying to DE-STIGMATIZE it, you oaf.
How i see suicide. It's ones choice wether or not they want to live or die. No one should hold anyone back from escaping this torturous life. No one understands what we have to deal with on a day to day basis. It's hard.
You need help buddy
Spot on.
God bless you
Not really a good advice there. I don't know how you get those 17 people to agree with you but you clearly speak for yourselves and not if you have a loved one who wants to take their own life and you have to deal every moment of your life that they don't. Suicide not only ruins the person who does it but the people around them too.
....STRONGLY recommend you re-visit this interview and LISTEN to it. Really?1? YOUR "OPINION" IS NOT HELPFUL...LACKS BASIS IN REALITY OF HOW PEOPLE/PARENTS SHOULD TRY TO SPEAK WITH AND ASSIST THEIR TROUBLED CHILDREN.
I can relate to a lot of what Sawyer was saying before his death.
u could tell in his picture u should know don't ask why ask when u already know
This is so sad
Larry is being such a dingus about this.
I’m sorry but I hate Hollywood they wanna know everyone’s business how it happened from details and put it on live for the world so there show can be popular and make money this is just sick leave this poor family ALONE LEAVE IT PRIVATE how dare you
Larry was just out of gas at this point with exception of enough energy to color his hair.
Her son should have been brought right to a hospital upon return from Texas.
He didn't return from Texas, he killed himself there
He didn't return from Texas, you oaf.
Larry is horrible horrible horrible at interviewing someone who is grieving, so cold.
The media narrative after his death attributed his suicide to internal torment about possibly being gay, along with another anxiety which I think was financial problems. But I've also heard his family members say he had no money problems whatsoever.
I heard people made fun of him because he wasn't getting any more acting roles.
@@youtuber2928 That is strange because in this interview, the mother claims he wasn't at all interested in continuing his acting career. Both cannot be correct. Who knows which version was true?
Why didn't the parents ask relatives to GET rid of any GUNS??????????????????
Sad
She's amazing ❤
I wonder if an autopsy was done. I wonder if he possibly had a problem in his brain maybe?
Wow thats i feel like dying too but idk. Poor Sawyer. I hope he was a Christian i dont know if he was. Wow pray for the family i have depression. I felt the same way i have to take medication. For my depression. I think people need to speak up on depression and suicide. Pray for the family
I hope he wasn't, religion is a mental illness.
Praying for you. I write poetry when I am depressed. Luckily I can play piano and that helps. Hugs.
Wow
While suicide is a very selfish way out, this young man was fighting demons. His thoughts and actions were hijacked by evil. I am not saying this young man was evil. I am saying he was controlled by it. Peer pressure was all over him. He was fighting but losing. I just can't find the words to make sense of his tortured life. I pray his brother doesn't fill his shoes.
"I am NOT saying this young man was evil. I am saying he was CONTROLLED by it." 👈
@@persona-wo8bi ??
Oh, I was just agreeing with you. I don't know about peer pressure tho, seemed more like the onset of a mental illness
Please, please PLEASE stop being part of the weak/selfish/cowardly/goingtohell crowd when it comes to suicide. PLEASE. Educate yourself and say no to ignorance about what is a public health crisis. Suicide most often has nothing to do with selfishness, cowardice or weakness but everything to do with desperation - due to agonizing pain and distress from mental illness. Severe depression in all its forms is HORRENDOUS, and the less we can use degrading language around it that doesn't apply - the more we can remove the stigmas and move the conversation about improving resources for mental health forward. In most cases, people don't 'commit' suicide any more than they 'commit' a heart attack. Please work to be part of the solution, not the problem.
Suicide isn't selfish.
Hollywood is a horrible place for kids. If he said he felt that he was evil and didn't deserve to live, then they probably had him in one of those rituals as a child years before and he finally snapped.
So sad. Fame and money does not buy happiness.
Ann Proctor t r
It likely can i hope but life is so hard mental illness ours and others illnesses can have an effect even when dreams come true it can be to much 4 1 person
Spirit lives on and may his
M2b the world can pollute us heaven doesnt do that
This was posted months after i learnt of this guess that's commen
I gonna try find her on fb now that I know her name isn't sweeten guess they look more like that dad
May his spirit happily live on in heave
@@coryr6271 not true happiness
@@hillhiker1468 who you surround yourself with has a hand in it as well
why did he commit suicide?
Could've been any number of reasons from my experience knowing people who have done this it's never just one thing and they never make it known beforehand its tragic overall
That's what happens with suicide. We may never know. It's a tragedy.
He suffered from severe depression and possibly had other mental health issues. It doesn’t seem like he got any real diagnosis.
Is sad and frustrating at same time that you dont know what people are capable of in the moment where they feel this low to take their own life. I dont believe medication is necessarily the answer much of the time for GOOD people but i wish that people in society could get the help as and when they need it and not feel a stigma from seeking that help! Sad that people see suicide their only escape!
Romance girl
I dnt like the interviewer much
Agree, he keeps interrupting them!
@Masi Capone I believe that's what made Larry legendary because coming off as detached makes the interviewee talk more and expose as to whether they are sincere, genuine or otherwise.
Masi Capone I hate how king, having the mother right in front of him , starts with “ blah blah he KILLED hilmself” instead of saying he left us or we lost sawyer . If Larry king is reporting news it’s fine but if u have the mother there please be sensitive you goof with suspenders and let her talk dammit!
@@paulibradshaw2935 You idiot would you rather someone sit there stone cold not say a word and appear like they aren't paying attention it's a way of being engaged in the interview i may not know much about larry but from what i've seen it's what makes him great at what he does
AND?
Sounds to me he lost himself on drugs and his mind like some other peoples minds can’t handle it from the get go!!! Sad man!!!
Sawyer sweeten come on why
This is just heartbreaking. I feel that if I seen signs in my child of really alarming strange behavior (which obviously he raised plenty of red flags) I would not let him/her leave my side. I as a Mother would have gone with him Nd kept a close eye. R. I. P Baby
I hold this mother accountable,her other children, madylin and Sullivan also look very bizzare,why,i saw them on Instagram,i feel sorry for them,she is definitely hiding stuff
Most crucial time of life is newborn - 7 for all children. These children spend their formative years pretending to be what they're not, someone else's children.
Imagine what it must be like pretending and then watching yourself when older dressed as girls in one episode, how would that produce normality?
Furthermore none of us know anything about how he felt other than what is said by this woman. Why did they have financial problems ? Who managed them, what is acting if not pretending and for what, for money bread and circuses. Amazing that so many are clueless that this show was setting a narrative full of PC and propaganda.
That show was so not PC lol
Romance girl
Hollywood makes you think things that aren't true. - Sawyer
NO, he said "California", not "Hollywood".
@@sallysalida4448 i'm thinking he was gay but he didn't want to be gay and i think the voices in his head that he thought was his roomates was them laughing and it could of been because he thought they thought he was gay and he might of been gay or he might not of thats why "california makes you think things that aren't true" maybe he thought being here was influencing him wrong.