I gave you a Jordan Jacket back in 15’ in NY. You shouted me out in the FaZe Rat vid! Appreciate you. You were my childhood. I drove 5 hours just to see you. A year after I met you my mom died and the help of your videos really kept me pushing. I love you man. Keep pushing. You’re loved by many. FaZe up one love ❤️
Bro I've had 3 back surgeries in the last 10 years due to car accidents and dealt with nerve pain, nerve damage and sciatica. Nerve pain is by far one of the most difficult and debilitating feelings ever and I got hooked on pain meds to not have to deal with said pain. It took me years to teach my mind and body to not let the pain control my life and till this day I still have to fight every single second, minute and hour. Glad to see your back on the right path and keep on fighting the good fight ✊🏼
I think it’s possible for stem cell treatment to help chemical neuropathy, y’all like this if you see it to give nordan more of a chance of seeing it, the likes don’t benefit me at all, I don’t post videos and never will, I’m just here to watch videos and potentially help someone🤙🏻
Nordan ! I've watched you since MW2. I'm 21 years old now. You as the top comment section, literally MADE our childhood. One slip up year, nobody cares man. Of course we care - but nobody is upset with you or mad at you. Hell back in MW2 days I thought my life was going to be soooo much different. Ended up having the DEA basically swat me, ended up with a bunch of charges yadda yadda ya. I thought my life was ruined and everyone looked at me differently. What I can tell you is.. YOU will put 1000x more weight on your own shoulders, when everyone else already forgot and forgave. We're here for you and don't mind if you never spoke about this again. We are ready to move on if you are!
fr tho, i don’t think youtubers know how much they change people lives, it sounds corny but i started watching about a year before the new york faze house and they changed my life and i feel like i grew up with them. it really hits home to see nordan back doing well
Joe Rogan- "I love a success story, but even more than a success story? I like a dude who fucks his life up and then gets its back together again story."
I grew up with these dudes bro, a major part of my childhood. Crazy coming back as a full grown man with a career and shit to revisit these dudes. Hope all is well to everyone out there with a similar experience. We probably spoke in these comment sections a half a decade ago.
No Fr He needs to find someone for a Exorcism I guarantee this will fix this I hope you think about my thoughts. I grew up watching u bro 💪🏾worst thing is u waste ur time but what do you have to loose at this point 🙏🏾idk why I care this much but either way ik You’ll find Greatness Stay Strong and Pray to who you pray to. Less than a gram of faith is enough for His Help🙏🏾.
i got diagnosed with BPD somewhere around the start of highschool, i went through everything that you described. I OD'd on such a large amount of painkillers that even my therapist was shocked i made it through without the ER, i was taking pills from my friends without knowing what they were, drinking alcohol for no other reason than i wanted to feel bad for myself. no matter what people told me i wanted to die, i did shitty things to them to push them away so that i could. i still feel the internal burning pains in my legs and chest and i still get breakdowns over it sometimes. instead of facing the trauma, we have a tendency to tell ourselves anything to get through it, rather than what we actually need to hear. its tough when you're in that immense pain and it feels like theres nothing you can do in the moment to make it truly go away. the psychs and drugs are gonna get you through the day but only you can get yourself through your life, thats the hardest pill to swallow.
I am sorry your going through this. I lost my dad a few years back at the age of 15 due to drugs. I saw you going through hard stuff and I felt like I was experiencing losing someone all over again because you were someone I look up to as a kid growing up. Glad your still here man and hope you the best in life and will always support you❤️ hope the pain goes away and know we are all here for you.
@@notqndrew2888 i agree he shouldn’t use nordan and his this whole situation for views but theres nothing rlly wrong with that title, he needed help and thats facts im glad hes doing better now
damn bro I didn't know your situation was that bad but I'm glad you're doing better now and I'm glad you're still with us Nordon. YOU'RE THE GOAT OF MLG trick shooting and faze bro I aspired be like you and be in Faze when I was a kid.
Nordan, I am an aspiring mental health counselor and I remember coming home eight maybe nine years ago to watch your videos. I am now in my last semester of my Bachelors program. Mental illnesses are the worst thing in the world. I do not know if you go to a counselor or if you have tried. But I promise there are good mental health counselors who genuinely want to help people and it really works. You just have to find the right one. If you do not please just try to see a counselor.
I’m not a doctor so I couldn’t tell you what causes you the constant pain, but my mom had Guillain-Barré Syndrome and she used to tell me about similar pain. Sorry you’re going through this, man. You made my childhood
Considering I’m one of so many who has watched you during my entire childhood to hear that you’ve gone through something Iv been battling with for years is so reassuring in a weird way. You got this bro
Guys, losing the ability to walk is the reality of what drugs can do to you. Rain showed us all this reality. Learn from his experiences, and don’t put yourself through what he had to suffer through. I’m glad rain made it out with his life, and I hope that everyone listens to him, and learns from him.
I almost lost my leg a few months ago from an addiction. Def can relate. Because now I also have neuropathy but in my foot. It's a life long struggle to battle addiction. I hope he pulls through
I understand what Rain says when he's talking about doctors and nurses not believing in you since I got put into a mental hospital and having to see the way kids are being treated especially when they're going through really bad shit hurts I'm glad rain helped me get out of that bad time and I'll always be here for him supporting him no matter what it is I hope he recovers he has done so much good for this world and website Love you Rain Thank you for it all
I relate so much because I have super bad neck pain and the back can carry down to the spine then to the hips then legs and I just feel so much pain everyday... and dude, weed is known to help pain but like rain said it literally makes it worse... for me at least (and rain too obv)
I love your honesty man! You keep your head up and keep moving forward. Does suck you went through this, but you made it out like a champ and props to you. Keep ya head up!
Damn bro I remember being in middle school watching you’re clips... I’m 19 now bro you have been there for a lot of people the least we can do be here for you.
Stay strong man, I’m only 18 and went thru a pill phase when I was 16 and my mom caught me and I stopped ever since and this makes me never want to go back, been watching you since elementary school, stay strong and thank you man 💪🏼❤️
You’ll probably never read this but I’m truly happy you’re back rain. Basically grew up watching faze since 2011 & it killed me to see what you where going through and even hearing what you went through sucks man but I’m glad you’re you again. Never look back or turn back!
I don’t get how people get addicted I’ve done so many drugs I’m still in high school and quit on the spot but igz everyone’s different congrats tho bro
Hey Nordan, I just got out of prison a little while ago and I got locked up in 2019. Ik I missed a lot but it’s crazy how much I really missed. It breaks my heart that you were in that much pain and everything. I’m glad you’re doing better now and I hope you continue to get better man. Love you man❤
Faze rain you literally played a part in about 5% of my childhood. Imagine that. You played a 5% part in millions of lives. You sir are a champion no matter what happens. I love you
yk nordan, if it wasn’t for you all those years i really wouldn’t be here. you’ve helped me a lot throughout the hard times in my childhood. luv u forever man
The fact that you hit rock bottom but are willing to bounce back and become a truly better person is inspirational as fuck. Nothing but respect, Nordan.
the fact that this dude basically cheated death and is back smiling proves how much stronger mentally he is , lost my brother awhile back to well yunno... i’m glad nord is back having a genuine smile and is actually talking form his heart and not while he’s taken over from the drugs , glad you back man stay safe bro
nordan you deserve better, such a real guy, not many people would’ve told everyone and used video footage of what they went through to help his fans understand what happened to him. we love you nordan get better
Nord if you see this and I’m sure the doctors have told you this already, but if you are going through treatments, this pain will only last about 7 months. Your in the fourth stage of chemical neuropathy, or more commonly called toxic neuropathy, and this was caused by ingesting a toxic material that caused peripheral nerve damage in the legs, hands, and feet. This can be counteracted with treatments ranging from painkillers to completely ridding the system of the substance. There is hope man. We all look up to you and you have made so much impact on the community and personally my childhood that we would all hate to see you go. We can’t imagine the things you are enduring right now but it gets better. The only way from the bottom is going up. Love you man. Also take vitamin supplements B-1, B -6, and B-12. They support nerve growth and repair. Good luck man.
@@PennyBoardRider15 yes that is indeed correct as to taking the same vitamin every day. Taking something such as a vitamin every day can cause adverse affects, but not to the extent of 6 months. It takes much longer to build up immunity or worse to such a small dosage of vitamins.
@@fajb709 Yeah I didn't mean it in a bad way what so ever, but to think he was ready to just leave this world but kept fighting makes me proud to be a fan.
I started crying my eyes out when you put the clip of you crying, we can feel your pain. I’m sooo sorry that this is happening to you. You and the other faze members made my childhood soo much better. Stay strong my friend❤️🙏
Nerve pain is no joke guys. Sliced a nerve in my wrist open a few months ago had to get surgery to repair it. Nobody can understand the kind of effects that’s causes. Life becomes a very painful hassle. Ups to you for pulling through nord!!
Damaged a leg nerve after one of my several surgeries. The areas still numb and I couldn't stand for weeks because... Blood would rush by the nerve creating a ton of pain. We with you Nordan :)
@@Hector-pn4so got lucky with a good surgeon and got lucky I missed all my veins. Lost feeling in my thumb and was hoping that would have came back but strong believer in things happen for a reason. So It could be better but could always be worse you know
@@MintMacelodeonYup lost feeling in my thumb from it. Can’t put my hand all the way down without the blood rushing. I love there’s a small triangle of us tho. We might not have it as bad as he does but it’s good knowing there’s others who can atleast have a glimpse to understand! Stay strong with it gang
Nord. I’ve attempted suicide twice. I was in a coma for 3 days and my life support got turned off and my mum was told that I’d either wake up with brain damage. Liver failure or kidney failure. I woke up on my own after the 3 days and I’ve come back from it. I know what it’s like feeling so low and so empty and feeling like you’re just floating in a world which to us is like VR. No matter what people say to us and what support we have it’s still not a switch inside to make the pain of the dark cloud in your head leave. But go inside yourself, go into your soul and become at piece with yourself. Meditate it’s key to happiness. Not happiness to the extent of being head healthy but to an extent of being at one with yourself for 30min-an hour. Please try it. I love you Nord. You’re stronger than u and many other people think. You’re a fighter my man.
Nord , my brother , its relieving as well as shocking to see you recover from a stage so tough. I havent been a follower of faze for too long but what i know is that it needs you to complete itself . Without u faze will not be what it used to be. All the love and support from my side man. Love u bro.💙💙🖤🖤
I remember coming home every day to watch a black ops 2 trick shot videos, those were the days, you made my childhood great to watch you for that, you have my respect for life.
Think about how strong you’re gonna be after you’re healthy broski. Pressure makes diamonds, and you’re gonna be a certified BEAST of a diamond. We love you bro, you made our childhoods and we wish you all the best, dont let anyone tell you otherwise
Xanax is one of the worst thing ever, I did it too, and the next day is shitty too, fries you’re brain, causes u to do a whole bunch of things bc you’re brain isn’t right . Glad you’re doing better , just don’t mess with stuff again, you’ve made my childhood and me and my friends still talk about old videos and all that all the time. When u take drugs all the time you’re chemical Imbalance messes up which causes a lot of problems like the pain , the anger , the withdrawal, the everything , drugs are horrible, use us as you’re drug or smoke some weed! We love you , Hope the best for u!
You don’t love em bruh. Y’all should just drive in 2 vehicles and wreck bruh. Cause y’all kicked a owner he came before you your lucky to even be faze no fortnite good playing havin ass nigga
@@Lxcksdxwn the money went to their heads and drugs ruined a lot of faze members lives they all seem like addicts now it destroys my childhood to see this
He talks about the doctor and how they treat him and it’s awful how can another human just watch him in that much pain and not help him just makes me feel sick
They think he’s looking for more drugs because he was a addict for a while, some people are truthful but a lot who act like that is fake and because of that it’s hard to tell
You can’t blame the rest of FaZe. Rain sadly did this to himself. they tried to help as much as possible. I’m glad Rain is doing better! But man it hurts them too I can bet you.
He did all of this to himself. He should’ve gotten help sooner. Him being in a wheel chair is his own fault so yes he deserves the consequences for his actions.
@AyoXarma Nordan was out of it, he wasn't all there to reach out for help. Realistically, it is his fault. His intentions were to die. I'm glad he's still alive and dealing with all this trauma. I'm sure he still going through shit tho.
Been watching you since I was 14-15, I’m 22 now, was hooked on opiates and addies from 17-21. Im 8 months clean, and in those 8 months I have been having crazy nerve pains, I’ve never heard anyone be able to relate and it breaks my heart coming from you. Both parents have been through the ringer with the hospitals in the past 5 years so this entire video hits way too close to home. Love you Rain, take care of yourself brother ❤️
I hope Rain knows and he probably does know how we as fans have grown up watching him. Idk what I’m even trying to say but I love that apex and rain are supporting each other. 😭
same bro, same age and same time frame getting into his videos was addicted to percs/md/coke/crack/weed for like 5 years, been sober now one year off everything. crazy how the people you idiolise seem more human then you ever thought they where
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Sup rug
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Hey lol
Faze pog
Hi ruggg
Thank you for all the kindness in the last video, here's the full explanation
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Welcome rain
Your welcome Nordan
Love you Nordan
Yo check out my story channel if you want
I wonder if Nordon ever thinks to himself and realizes how many smiles he’s put on people’s faces over the years
Hopefully
We read this at the same time
I dont think he does because the money got to his head
@@Glitch22678 ??? Did you even watch the video? Last thing on his mind is cash my man
@@YungGupta facts 💯💯
This was THE face of FaZe back in the day when COD was on top. When people thought of FaZe, this guy came to mind. So sad what he’s going through now.
i agree with jack sparrow
but dont forget jev
@@MitsuyaChan love jev
@@MitsuyaChan jevs a legend but rain was forsure the glue In the New York house
Jack Sparrow L
I gave you a Jordan Jacket back in 15’ in NY. You shouted me out in the FaZe Rat vid! Appreciate you. You were my childhood. I drove 5 hours just to see you. A year after I met you my mom died and the help of your videos really kept me pushing. I love you man. Keep pushing. You’re loved by many. FaZe up one love ❤️
May ur mom Rest In Peace
You’re a legend man
Stay strong king
Couldn’t even imagine losing my mom bro I don’t know what’d I do without her
@@BlameAustin Damn not the time bro
When he said Apex was there with him behind the scenes, that gave me real hope in people 🖤
I always knew he was a real one unlike the other members
Same
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Cristian Mendez fuck Jarvis and highsky
@Zeno Icy teeqo and nikan
OG’s remember when rain was dying of laughter on the stairs at the New York house because of adapt stuttering
I love that
Crazy that makes me an OG now🥺
Iconic video of the og faze house🤧
I was DYING when I saw that video bro I under estimated Alex’s stuttering problem😂😂
because i love it
Bro I've had 3 back surgeries in the last 10 years due to car accidents and dealt with nerve pain, nerve damage and sciatica. Nerve pain is by far one of the most difficult and debilitating feelings ever and I got hooked on pain meds to not have to deal with said pain. It took me years to teach my mind and body to not let the pain control my life and till this day I still have to fight every single second, minute and hour. Glad to see your back
on the right path and keep on fighting the good fight ✊🏼
Stay strong
Hope you’re doing good man.
Hope a lot is better now bro stay strong
We love you Nord
we all do
I love vape lordnord
@Noah Rivera aye 😂
Which one nord vpn or faze rain
Sprite
I think it’s possible for stem cell treatment to help chemical neuropathy, y’all like this if you see it to give nordan more of a chance of seeing it, the likes don’t benefit me at all, I don’t post videos and never will, I’m just here to watch videos and potentially help someone🤙🏻
Get some comments in here ‼️‼️
Noice name
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YESSSIR
U fw injecting dead babies into your body ‼️‼️
Love you nord
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Ayooo i havent seen you in forever bro, I remember the apex presentation 👍🏾
Where have you been bro!
lil faze rain jhit is still there loll
Nordan ! I've watched you since MW2. I'm 21 years old now. You as the top comment section, literally MADE our childhood. One slip up year, nobody cares man. Of course we care - but nobody is upset with you or mad at you. Hell back in MW2 days I thought my life was going to be soooo much different. Ended up having the DEA basically swat me, ended up with a bunch of charges yadda yadda ya. I thought my life was ruined and everyone looked at me differently. What I can tell you is.. YOU will put 1000x more weight on your own shoulders, when everyone else already forgot and forgave. We're here for you and don't mind if you never spoke about this again. We are ready to move on if you are!
You got raided for what?
I'm same age and same here man this man showed me I could shoot for the stars and it wouldn't be a waste🖤
Im 22 and still keep it real haha so cool the og fans are still around
why you got swated?
Cap
Much love Rain
didnt think id see you here
Imagine playing with someone as musically inclined as Dooo sheesh
Yep now ur my favorite goon lol
BLARGGG
i love you and all the boys
Its so nice to see Rain back on YT this man made all our childhoods better
He a vibe, no cap.
Duh
fr tho, i don’t think youtubers know how much they change people lives, it sounds corny but i started watching about a year before the new york faze house and they changed my life and i feel like i grew up with them. it really hits home to see nordan back doing well
For reals
and destroyed his life in the process
Joe Rogan- "I love a success story, but even more than a success story? I like a dude who fucks his life up and then gets its back together again story."
Which episode? I need to watch that
@@trippycast8021 I think its the one with David Goggins could be wrong though
Easy!
This is his how manyth time?
You can’t trust an addict until you can trust em, and then stop trusting them cause you ain’t supposed to trust em
Never! He will never again.
Yea I’ve said that before
@@joshuagibson4247 David Goggins a tank
I grew up with these dudes bro, a major part of my childhood. Crazy coming back as a full grown man with a career and shit to revisit these dudes. Hope all is well to everyone out there with a similar experience. We probably spoke in these comment sections a half a decade ago.
aye, we ain’t fans, we family❤️
Big facts
On god
NO FR
We niggas
@@xantiduds2693 on my unborn baby
God has more in store for Nordan. He’s still with us for a reason 🙏🏻
No Fr He needs to find someone for a Exorcism I guarantee this will fix this I hope you think about my thoughts. I grew up watching u bro 💪🏾worst thing is u waste ur time but what do you have to loose at this point 🙏🏾idk why I care this much but either way ik You’ll find Greatness Stay Strong and Pray to who you pray to. Less than a gram of faith is enough for His Help🙏🏾.
@Sectrix don’t doo that, I gett that chuu believe in emm n everything buhh there was Noo need too “correct” thee comment
@@l3ignutz533 why tf do u type like that😭😭
@@YesImJeriel fr that kid is weird🤣
@Sectrix lmao no it's god and no one else
please don't ever go back to those days nordan. you were my childhood, i love you.
simp
@@chaouz stfu
@@chaouz “simp” 🤓
i got diagnosed with BPD somewhere around the start of highschool, i went through everything that you described. I OD'd on such a large amount of painkillers that even my therapist was shocked i made it through without the ER, i was taking pills from my friends without knowing what they were, drinking alcohol for no other reason than i wanted to feel bad for myself. no matter what people told me i wanted to die, i did shitty things to them to push them away so that i could. i still feel the internal burning pains in my legs and chest and i still get breakdowns over it sometimes. instead of facing the trauma, we have a tendency to tell ourselves anything to get through it, rather than what we actually need to hear. its tough when you're in that immense pain and it feels like theres nothing you can do in the moment to make it truly go away. the psychs and drugs are gonna get you through the day but only you can get yourself through your life, thats the hardest pill to swallow.
Aye BPD gang🤙🤙 glad you're still here fam, I get how hard it can be with this disorder
hearing a childhood hero say he was trying to off him self is just the saddest shit ever
You shouldn’t look up to anyone in this world, nobody is perfect, except Yeshua Hamashiach
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we always got your back rain, feels like forever since the cod days & we ain't going nowhere.
Stfu
@@Umar_Riasat lol
@@Umar_Riasat fr
Well i am going somewhere
Y’all down bad 😂😂💯 he just being real with rain don’t have to ruin it for him 😭
Don’t forget, this man carried FaZe and its name for a long time.
Ain’t no way would they be this big today if it weren’t for nord
who knew new york times were their prime days
nord was THE ONE the whole new york experience while rug was building his personal brand... the goats stnd out trust
@@customshakez2084 yeah rain and rug the goats bro
For the longest time omg
I am sorry your going through this. I lost my dad a few years back at the age of 15 due to drugs. I saw you going through hard stuff and I felt like I was experiencing losing someone all over again because you were someone I look up to as a kid growing up. Glad your still here man and hope you the best in life and will always support you❤️ hope the pain goes away and know we are all here for you.
FAZE RAIN IS A FAILURE! 😂🤣😂🤣👌
Inna lillahi wa inna illayhu raji’oon
Sorry man, stay strong!
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 so are you lol
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 the fact you know his name and he doesn’t know yours shows who’s really a failure
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 you have one like after a year you're the fucking failure 😭🤦
Nordan acting like we wouldn’t be supportive as if he didn’t help us grow up to who we are too
for real man
he taught me how to smoke yessir
Idk bout who we are but we definitely grew up watching him
It honestly made me so sad hearing Nordan cry, He was such a huge part of my childhood.
Me too. I legit got goosebumps when I heard it
Hearing that clip changed my whole mood and made me really understand how bad it was.
Legit , it’s scary hearing that
Me too i feel so bad for him
@@tops3961 same man
I am so sorry you went through That, Glad your better, You had so many people worried
Love ur vids if u respond that would make my night
“Faze Rain needs help” cmon man! :/
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@@notqndrew2888 i agree he shouldn’t use nordan and his this whole situation for views but theres nothing rlly wrong with that title, he needed help and thats facts im glad hes doing better now
Made you comment 1k🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
damn bro I didn't know your situation was that bad but I'm glad you're doing better now and I'm glad you're still with us Nordon. YOU'RE THE GOAT OF MLG trick shooting and faze bro I aspired be like you and be in Faze when I was a kid.
It’s hard to watch the video when you can literally see the pain in his eyes.
It hurts man
He is high on dope, that’s why is eyes are rolling back into his head
Nordan, I am an aspiring mental health counselor and I remember coming home eight maybe nine years ago to watch your videos. I am now in my last semester of my Bachelors program. Mental illnesses are the worst thing in the world. I do not know if you go to a counselor or if you have tried. But I promise there are good mental health counselors who genuinely want to help people and it really works. You just have to find the right one. If you do not please just try to see a counselor.
Help is always a great thing to have
Make sure you dodge leland townsend...👀
I’m not a doctor so I couldn’t tell you what causes you the constant pain, but my mom had Guillain-Barré Syndrome and she used to tell me about similar pain. Sorry you’re going through this, man. You made my childhood
I’m sorry for your mother man
🙏🏼
Sprite
idk why i never made this connection but my sister had the same thing when she was younger.
Who better u or D.K
Considering I’m one of so many who has watched you during my entire childhood to hear that you’ve gone through something Iv been battling with for years is so reassuring in a weird way. You got this bro
my cousin passed at 19 because of mixing most of the drugs Nordan was taking. i'm glad you're still with us man. we appreciate you!
sorry for your loss. 😔
@@graz9372 thank you, his funeral was last week, and i haven’t fully processed everything yet
my brother passed at 29 from a drug overdose
sorry for you loss man, glad u can find a positive in Nord with this at least. helps to find the bright side to life.
Guys, losing the ability to walk is the reality of what drugs can do to you. Rain showed us all this reality. Learn from his experiences, and don’t put yourself through what he had to suffer through. I’m glad rain made it out with his life, and I hope that everyone listens to him, and learns from him.
I almost lost my leg a few months ago from an addiction. Def can relate. Because now I also have neuropathy but in my foot. It's a life long struggle to battle addiction. I hope he pulls through
@@Scrapienza glad to hear that you getting better
his fault
@@Adam-cm6ci ur sad
that doesnt happened from pills especially percs using dmt does that
Glad you're doing better❤️
Yo love your tic tocks
@@Gio-lp2ci *tik toks
@@joeljorimle3475 vids
Hi
Yo love your tikk toocs
Been watching this guy since I was 13 and now I’m 21. I love you rain hope you are okay
OG RAIN FANS WYA?
Day 1
Here since BO2 days
Raindrops
Only OGs remember the Illcams with Logic’s music
2014 bruh
It's so great to see you feeling better man! I will never forget the days when I waiting on your new videos to be posted.
Fr
Fr bro. I waited till 10:30pm (cest) ever single night, thinking it was late 🤣😭
Fr bro
Ye
Rest in peace cod memories ☮️
I love you man. You made my childhood.
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We love you vapelordnord ❤️ I’ve struggled with addiction since I was 14 were here for you on this road to recovery
Nordan has helped more people than he could imagine!
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@@aydenbieth sorry but nobody cares about your stupid video
I understand what Rain says when he's talking about doctors and nurses not believing in you since I got put into a mental hospital and having to see the way kids are being treated especially when they're going through really bad shit hurts I'm glad rain helped me get out of that bad time and I'll always be here for him supporting him no matter what it is I hope he recovers he has done so much good for this world and website Love you Rain Thank you for it all
Much respect dude
My gf had that too. She couldn't walk and was in pain but the doctors didn't see any physical damage and said she was fine
You really don’t know how much you made all our childhoods Nordan.
truth
So he in a wheelchair?
@@bambreez idk why you replied to this comment with that lmfao but nah, I think he uses crutches
Fr though he made the faze clan house amazing
@@gavinwhitman219 I was genuinely trying to know lolol
im so proud of you, been with you on this journey the whole time
This clown was taking drugs trying to Look cool and flex and now he’s cripple and your “ proud” lol just stfu
Hearing him describe the pain in full detail broke my damn heart man
I relate so much because I have super bad neck pain and the back can carry down to the spine then to the hips then legs and I just feel so much pain everyday... and dude, weed is known to help pain but like rain said it literally makes it worse... for me at least (and rain too obv)
damn bro who else cried a little especially when u grew up watching this mans life
I bawled my fucking eyes out fuck u talkin bout
Bitch
Onggg
Bro I wish I could cry but people made me to cold hearted but I fell real bad cus I grew up watching him
Fr tho
If he overcomes this pain/situation he will be stronger than ever.
When*
@@shutup5915 I see you 👍🏻
vape lord nord 2.0
WHEN!!!
He will come back season started long time ago !
I love your honesty man! You keep your head up and keep moving forward. Does suck you went through this, but you made it out like a champ and props to you. Keep ya head up!
You’re stronger than anybody in that house now. To be so transparent about your experience transcends everything.
Wait how many times did he take drugs everyday???
@@saucegod8799 exactly
But yeah isnt he just the strongest :/
@@saucegod8799 your legit dumb people that smoke weed aren't drug addicts despite what your mommy told you
@@xboxgamer31 dawg look at the comment above his , he didn’t just smoke weed😂
Damn bro I remember being in middle school watching you’re clips... I’m 19 now bro you have been there for a lot of people the least we can do be here for you.
It’s mad bro he’s like a brother from another mother , I grew up watching faze back in the mw2 days 🥲
@@itsroo1829 shit changes bro it’s wild
I’m also 19 been watching since middle school
th-cam.com/video/kS82QlDXR58/w-d-xo.html
@@fetts_revenge5535 Definetly bro it does 🤯
PROUD OF YOU BRO❤️
Yeezy yeezy yeezy
No one likes you lmao
@@vicedbd2065 he is hated by everyone and he still had the balls to comment give the dipshit a break
❤️
Been a long time fan my dude thanks for everything you've done for the community always rooting for you! From - an OG rain drop ❤
Stay strong man, I’m only 18 and went thru a pill phase when I was 16 and my mom caught me and I stopped ever since and this makes me never want to go back, been watching you since elementary school, stay strong and thank you man 💪🏼❤️
Congrats 🥳
Yeah man pills are for clowns. It’s a path you never want to go down. Stay the course.
If you stopped because mommy caught you, you never had a problem in the first place
@@clalam5241 maybe cause his mom talked to him don't take people's things as a joke
@@clalam5241 people like you are just slow doesn't matter if bro did it one time or anything it's still bad 🤦
You’ll probably never read this but I’m truly happy you’re back rain. Basically grew up watching faze since 2011 & it killed me to see what you where going through and even hearing what you went through sucks man but I’m glad you’re you again. Never look back or turn back!
Nord ur a 🐐 NEVER FORGET THAT!
Yo what’s up bro
Check out my TH-cam channel
jay hillls wyd here
Love you bro
Don’t take percs like there candy
Check out my TH-cam channel
@@lollardismontop1026 nahh really?
OG.
@@lollardismontop1026 you're cooked
I’m working my way down. This hopefully gives me more motivation! Love & blessings brother🤝🙏🏽
We love you 💛
black people
@@FazeCow29 stfu
@@FazeCow29 I hate that
Can I join
wtf eRa lol
Much love Rain ❤️
I haven’t seen you in a while
Btw I’m first
mega skuddin
@@Nadify huh?
@@sipnn wasn’t talking to u mate was talking to Delux
if it wasnt for this man i prolly would have never started youtube..
i fkin love you nordan 🧡
Hi seth
same
Stfu u melt who carez
@@JohnnySins___ bruh shut up
@@mrbroke6738 your granny's dead
Dude you wouldn’t believe how good of a childhood I had because all of my friends used to love to watch you daily
WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!
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me when zuhn:
@@ayo-robin213 cheater
This is my friend zuhn, hes already taken and he’s kraacked at cs my guy ahhhHhHh
@@6z0 simp
As a recovered addict myself, dog you ain’t gotta explain shit to no one, Gods got you regardless 💯
I don’t get how people get addicted I’ve done so many drugs I’m still in high school and quit on the spot but igz everyone’s different congrats tho bro
@@aidenog7380 wdym you dont get how people get addicted? thats a braindead shitty comment tf.
@@aidenog7380 delete your comment bro
@@aidenog7380 homie I’ve had family that said the same shit.. they’re in the ground now. Don’t think like that.
@@aidenog7380 opiates are different g
You didn't overdose cuz ur job ain't done, you got ur life ahead of you and you're not done helping and inspiring millions. Love u Nord
Hey Nordan, I just got out of prison a little while ago and I got locked up in 2019. Ik I missed a lot but it’s crazy how much I really missed.
It breaks my heart that you were in that much pain and everything.
I’m glad you’re doing better now and I hope you continue to get better man.
Love you man❤
Welcome home bro hope the outside isn't difficult to readjust to.
why were u in prison just wondering
@@y7crax860 im not ur dad or nothing but thats not really something you ask someone lol
@@Ton.... public info fam
@@ryancollins3227 alright ryan
Faze rain you literally played a part in about 5% of my childhood. Imagine that. You played a 5% part in millions of lives. You sir are a champion no matter what happens. I love you
Wow....5%
@@djsoto5491 lmfao
@@djsoto5491 0% is better ?
Been watching faze rain for litteraly 10 years, definitely has a 5% part in my life that’s for sure. 5% is a shit ton.
So proud of you man. You completely changed my life and i’m so glad to see you back 🖤
I’m your biggest fan
He aint changed No1s life fs
@@MoreLife1 you gave me a stroke reading that
@@degree4317 cap
@@HectorHernandez-fs6cy lmaooooo
My mom has a pinched nerve in her shoulder and this made me understand her pain and she has to get surgery tomorrow thanks man
Hope she recovers!!
Hope everything goes well
I have one in my left foot , if you guys haven’t had one before , it hurts a lot
Also jimix I hope your mom gets better
Praying she recovers 🙏🏽🙏🏽💙
inspired me so many different ways bacc in the day. the new york house will always keep it real
CK
Our generation really grew up on you. Some of us don’t watch you anymore but in a way you and many others are apart of us so thank you.
Used to watch you every fuckin day when I came home from school and I’m a TH-camr now. A good amount of inspiration stemmed from u
Same bro
Dylan
Dylan i fucking love you bro!!
You need a verified mark on your name
Sprite
The slur in his voice from the drugs is actually heartbreaking to think this man didn’t fuck with drugs ever until a few years ago it’s sad man
it's so heart breaking
he always talked like that...
@@David-br4cr no he doesn’t he has a sluggish slur when he talks. If you were a real fan you’d know he pronounces his words clear asf.
Didn’t he always have a slur but ig it’s more noticeable now
@@smokedyamans2181 he has a retainer bro like you every met someone with one?
wow that video of his screaming gave me chills
We miss you so much
Melt
Melt
see you every where
@@xobxx5150 fr
L scammer
I almost started crying when he was talking about Apex. Man such a great friendship.
simp
@@chaouz haha edgy
@@chaouz haha badass
yk nordan, if it wasn’t for you all those years i really wouldn’t be here. you’ve helped me a lot throughout the hard times in my childhood. luv u forever man
I’m glad you didn’t die from an OD I’m proud of you for getting back on track
The fact that you hit rock bottom but are willing to bounce back and become a truly better person is inspirational as fuck. Nothing but respect, Nordan.
@@xzyz8602 im uneducated what is that stuff?
would u call being a millionaire rock bottom?
@@maxladue993 he was on crazy drugs. Money doesn't declare your position in life
@@XRHIQX actually it does, id rather be miserable sitting ina nice car or house then miserable sleeping in a cardboard box.
@@maxladue993 money doesn't make you happy tho. Besides he was at rock bottom because he lost control of his own life how does that make him ok?
Only OGS remember 3 videos a day no one killed it like rain 🔥
What year was it again? First faze house I think
@@bencooney11 well duh
I swear no one knows what og actually means
the fact that this dude basically cheated death and is back smiling proves how much stronger mentally he is , lost my brother awhile back to well yunno... i’m glad nord is back having a genuine smile and is actually talking form his heart and not while he’s taken over from the drugs , glad you back man stay safe bro
Man you made my childhood I wonder why it’s taken me 2 years to check ur channel. Love you bro your a real one!
nordan you deserve better, such a real guy, not many people would’ve told everyone and used video footage of what they went through to help his fans understand what happened to him. we love you nordan get better
Nord if you see this and I’m sure the doctors have told you this already, but if you are going through treatments, this pain will only last about 7 months. Your in the fourth stage of chemical neuropathy, or more commonly called toxic neuropathy, and this was caused by ingesting a toxic material that caused peripheral nerve damage in the legs, hands, and feet. This can be counteracted with treatments ranging from painkillers to completely ridding the system of the substance. There is hope man. We all look up to you and you have made so much impact on the community and personally my childhood that we would all hate to see you go. We can’t imagine the things you are enduring right now but it gets better. The only way from the bottom is going up. Love you man. Also take vitamin supplements B-1, B -6, and B-12. They support nerve growth and repair. Good luck man.
are you like some sort of medical person? genuinely curious lol no hate
Noway that im going to read all that
@@zykoiwnl9677 read it
If you take B-12 after 6 months it starts doing harm also you can’t always take vitamins 24/7 it can cause nerve damage
@@PennyBoardRider15 yes that is indeed correct as to taking the same vitamin every day. Taking something such as a vitamin every day can cause adverse affects, but not to the extent of 6 months. It takes much longer to build up immunity or worse to such a small dosage of vitamins.
I'm so happy that we didn't lose this legend and we still have him, just imagine how crushed everyone would be if he was gone.
ay i know you don't mean anything bad but don't even say shit like this man, brings bad vibes around
@@fajb709 fax
@@fajb709 Yeah I didn't mean it in a bad way what so ever, but to think he was ready to just leave this world but kept fighting makes me proud to be a fan.
I started crying my eyes out when you put the clip of you crying, we can feel your pain. I’m sooo sorry that this is happening to you. You and the other faze members made my childhood soo much better. Stay strong my friend❤️🙏
FAZE RAIN IS A FAILURE! 😂🤣😂🤣👌
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 you gotta be bored sl
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 you're parents obviously didn't want you
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 ur adopted
@@zixsavetionxiz1398 👉 👌
Nerve pain is no joke guys. Sliced a nerve in my wrist open a few months ago had to get surgery to repair it. Nobody can understand the kind of effects that’s causes. Life becomes a very painful hassle. Ups to you for pulling through nord!!
Damn bro that sounds miserable, how’s it healing?
Damaged a leg nerve after one of my several surgeries. The areas still numb and I couldn't stand for weeks because... Blood would rush by the nerve creating a ton of pain. We with you Nordan :)
Lol
@@Hector-pn4so got lucky with a good surgeon and got lucky I missed all my veins. Lost feeling in my thumb and was hoping that would have came back but strong believer in things happen for a reason. So It could be better but could always be worse you know
@@MintMacelodeonYup lost feeling in my thumb from it. Can’t put my hand all the way down without the blood rushing. I love there’s a small triangle of us tho. We might not have it as bad as he does but it’s good knowing there’s others who can atleast have a glimpse to understand! Stay strong with it gang
I truly believe you were kept on this Earth for a reason. You're special, not lucky.
of course god giving him another chance hope he finds his purpose instead of wasting the second chance he got
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@@palani9376 stfu
@@va4114 shut yo ass up keep it to yourself if you dont agree insecure ass
Nord. I’ve attempted suicide twice. I was in a coma for 3 days and my life support got turned off and my mum was told that I’d either wake up with brain damage. Liver failure or kidney failure. I woke up on my own after the 3 days and I’ve come back from it. I know what it’s like feeling so low and so empty and feeling like you’re just floating in a world which to us is like VR. No matter what people say to us and what support we have it’s still not a switch inside to make the pain of the dark cloud in your head leave. But go inside yourself, go into your soul and become at piece with yourself. Meditate it’s key to happiness. Not happiness to the extent of being head healthy but to an extent of being at one with yourself for 30min-an hour. Please try it. I love you Nord. You’re stronger than u and many other people think. You’re a fighter my man.
Glad you are okay man and Jesus is the way the Truth and life
@@LucasDoesItAll amen
Adam Martinez then y comment
GGs mon
Bro how do you fail TWICE?
Nord , my brother , its relieving as well as shocking to see you recover from a stage so tough. I havent been a follower of faze for too long but what i know is that it needs you to complete itself . Without u faze will not be what it used to be. All the love and support from my side man. Love u bro.💙💙🖤🖤
Rain, that stuff didn’t kill you for a reason.. there’s a reason you’re still here, remember that.
💯
There's someone or something that's out there looking after him, God bless Nordan
He is still here because luckily he didn't take enough. That's how medicine works.
@Beemstar ?
Facts so inspirational
When Rain said he loved apex i felt that. Glad to see the old you shining through kid.
I remember coming home every day to watch a black ops 2 trick shot videos, those were the days, you made my childhood great to watch you for that, you have my respect for life.
@Donuts4360 thanks kind sir
Your so strong nord, keep living man thanks for making my child hood so much better
Think about how strong you’re gonna be after you’re healthy broski. Pressure makes diamonds, and you’re gonna be a certified BEAST of a diamond. We love you bro, you made our childhoods and we wish you all the best, dont let anyone tell you otherwise
Pressure makes freaking diamonds... Adam nailed it on the head with this metaphor... we all love you so much rain. ❤️❤️❤️
I doubt he'll be alive for long
Alan Brito shit you might wanna delete this comment or you might not be alive for long buddy
@@alanbrito3805 you get no money yo parents dont love you u have 0 real friends STFU
@@arctikblade7202 why?
Xanax is one of the worst thing ever, I did it too, and the next day is shitty too, fries you’re brain, causes u to do a whole bunch of things bc you’re brain isn’t right . Glad you’re doing better , just don’t mess with stuff again, you’ve made my childhood and me and my friends still talk about old videos and all that all the time. When u take drugs all the time you’re chemical Imbalance messes up which causes a lot of problems like the pain , the anger , the withdrawal, the everything , drugs are horrible, use us as you’re drug or smoke some weed! We love you , Hope the best for u!
Had a stroke readin this yo
Can you translate this to English??
Maybe it’s cuz I’m stoned but I read this with no problems guys
I read this fine, I don't understand the problem
@@Shaya_Sunbae ok
love ya brotha
Jinx, fake love much?
When u gonna upload again dog missing the content 🤣🤣
fake ass nigga
Stfu
You don’t love em bruh. Y’all should just drive in 2 vehicles and wreck bruh. Cause y’all kicked a owner he came before you your lucky to even be faze no fortnite good playing havin ass nigga
I feel so bad for nord this can happen to anyone stay strong nord we love you your such an amazing person
How can it happen to anyone ? It is the results of his drug addiction is it not ? Did I miss something ... can't comprehend what he says sometimes
@@Lxcksdxwn the money went to their heads and drugs ruined a lot of faze members lives they all seem like addicts now it destroys my childhood to see this
He talks about the doctor and how they treat him and it’s awful how can another human just watch him in that much pain and not help him just makes me feel sick
They think he’s looking for more drugs because he was a addict for a while, some people are truthful but a lot who act like that is fake and because of that it’s hard to tell
Dude u did this to yourself
@@lancejames6319 what to our self
Truly fucking disgusting
You can’t blame the rest of FaZe. Rain sadly did this to himself. they tried to help as much as possible. I’m glad Rain is doing better! But man it hurts them too I can bet you.
I pray that this pain will stop man. You don’t deserve this. You made our childhood.
He did all of this to himself. He should’ve gotten help sooner. Him being in a wheel chair is his own fault so yes he deserves the consequences for his actions.
@AyoLuckyy nah bro crusty is right, his fault so he can suffer the consequences, that’s how he’ll learn
@AyoXarma Nordan was out of it, he wasn't all there to reach out for help. Realistically, it is his fault. His intentions were to die. I'm glad he's still alive and dealing with all this trauma. I'm sure he still going through shit tho.
@AyoXarma sorry, that wasn't towards you. we're all happy he is alive, I hope he gets out of this hole he is in.
@AyoXarma he's right tho
Been watching you since I was 14-15, I’m 22 now, was hooked on opiates and addies from 17-21. Im 8 months clean, and in those 8 months I have been having crazy nerve pains, I’ve never heard anyone be able to relate and it breaks my heart coming from you. Both parents have been through the ringer with the hospitals in the past 5 years so this entire video hits way too close to home. Love you Rain, take care of yourself brother ❤️
I hope Rain knows and he probably does know how we as fans have grown up watching him. Idk what I’m even trying to say but I love that apex and rain are supporting each other. 😭
Take care brother, congrats on being clean! make it a lifestyle and power through it, get closer to God that helps alot believe me. 🤝
Congrats on being clean💗STAY STRONG💪🏽Keep going strong🤍💛
Take care ❤️
same bro, same age and same time frame getting into his videos
was addicted to percs/md/coke/crack/weed for like 5 years, been sober now one year off everything. crazy how the people you idiolise seem more human then you ever thought they where
Dawg. Started watching you back in 2014. The basement times. I went down the same path & am still trying to recover. Take it day by day.