Where Do I Go From Here

I often have these thoughts of where my life is going...sometimes I wish it just came with a Manual…..exposing my heart ♥️
…………. I came to the conclusion that I didn’t like the way that I looked or presented myself in certain videos so I deleted them but this is who I am and what makes me, me so I Reuploaded them and yes this is one of them.
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