Going Back to My Childhood Flats

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  • @Pay_attention_Benny
    @Pay_attention_Benny ปีที่แล้ว +141

    Really feels like he is talking to the viewer like we are there with him and he is just being himself, love it

    • @HiSpeedOxygen
      @HiSpeedOxygen ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah very old school vibe, like the beginning days of youtube

    • @John_Duster
      @John_Duster 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Better then nowadays where he just does meetups with gangster wannabes

    • @Pay_attention_Benny
      @Pay_attention_Benny 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@John_Duster yes i agree, i really enjoyed his Cambodia trips alot more

  • @darahogan2875
    @darahogan2875 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    I grew up in a Irish born family, in 1994 fled to the Sydney suburbs of croydon park and burwood at 2 years old. Moved to chermside west in Brisbane for years too. Tough times, poverty, homelessness ect. and far from home. But Aussies without a doubt took us is and helped my family through 7 years. It has made me who i am today, a proud Irish man with aussie in his heart. In ireland 20 years now and i would love for Spanian to come here for a adventure of our streets❤ i love your character and drive to show true culture and the people in this crazy world. Much love lad 🇦🇺🇮🇪

    • @merylnbredican5254
      @merylnbredican5254 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I second this, Spanian has a very similar vibe to a lot of the lads I grew up with here in the west

    • @KimJong-101
      @KimJong-101 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      He would have loved to see Ballymun before the flats got knocked, still plenty of interesting places to see tho

    • @ye7562
      @ye7562 หลายเดือนก่อน

      chermside is north brissy

    • @darahogan2875
      @darahogan2875 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ye7562 yes I know. Chermside west is In Chermside.. it's beside Aspley

  • @darkhorse3k
    @darkhorse3k 20 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for your honesty bringing in light of our housing crisis. I’m a single dad. Never had any government grants cos apparently I was earning too much. I struggled putting my kids through childcare, but cos I was working full time, I couldn’t get any help. But we made it through somehow. This video made me teared up, cos I know there are others who are really doing it tough. Awesome content brother. You’re loved bro. God bless ❤

  • @moto3463
    @moto3463 ปีที่แล้ว +165

    My family is 6th generation, from the rocks. You are an inspiration to not only Sydney but the Australian people, keep showing the true colors mate god bless you.

    • @Nielzonvlammen
      @Nielzonvlammen ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Its never to late to use the brains. ✌️ great videos and we learn a lot from it

    • @ehawolczecki8759
      @ehawolczecki8759 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      He’s more relaxed now and just being himself. He’s very interesting and natural. He’s found his niche.

    • @Nielzonvlammen
      @Nielzonvlammen ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hé is alsow getting older, in the end everbody wants to do something good with their lifes. And hé find the good direction. He can be proud on himself. Its never easy to make something off your life when you are 1/3 of your life in prison

    • @Lokkk350
      @Lokkk350 ปีที่แล้ว

      what do you mean by the rocks?

    • @matthewgreen2305
      @matthewgreen2305 ปีที่แล้ว

      I like my sister me Mac

  • @emoncherry
    @emoncherry ปีที่แล้ว +11

    My 11-year-old son introduced me to Spanian a few months back and now I watch these videos more than he does! I'm over here watching a grown man shop at an airport and eat food like blud! Enamoured by your ability to speak into a camera and capture ones attention for the full length of the video while doing 'mundane' things. As well as the educational and insightful videos. Living vicariously through you while getting a glimpse into 'the other side'.

  • @ann-mareefellows4391
    @ann-mareefellows4391 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    watching you rise from the rubble gives me such joy,, doesn't matter where we come from we can grow, evolve and be better people. would love for you to go over the stories from ur book in the actual locations. ur book is worth $250 now, how crazy!!

    • @ann-mareefellows4391
      @ann-mareefellows4391 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@steelearmstrong9616 don't know how this comment is related to mine in any way. i mean your random statement is true, but any person, no matter their personal circumstance can strive to be a better version of themselves if they work hard, and span is a true testament to that no....

    • @Tovio1
      @Tovio1 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      chance and luck 😂
      spanian is blessed god is the only answer to a great life, famous or not rich or poor god sees our heart and our intentions and will bless you abundantly in ways you couldnt imagine or put in a sentence next to chance and luck.👍

    • @SusanWillan
      @SusanWillan 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What year were these flats built in Melbourne and parts of Geelong there being knocked down the government owned land would be worth millions

  • @NoFussFencing
    @NoFussFencing ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Love the idea about turning your book into a spoken/recorded series , that's a 1 of a kind , first of its kind idea don't let that slip mate

  • @madsem5386
    @madsem5386 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Got your book a year or two ago, and it’s one of those books you literally cannot put down! From front cover to back I was in awe of your articulation, your stories and your ability to overcome your demons. It’s a must read for anyone. I had a laugh, I had a cry and most importantly I resonated completely with it- growing up in Sydney myself.
    Such a raw, honest and compelling biography.
    Be proud of how far you have come man, and keep striving to the best version of yourself. Whatever you’re doing, it’s working!
    EDIT: Someone in the comments said your book is worth $250 now?! and I CLEARLY remember you told everyone when it was published to get it, whether they bought it or jacked it…you didn’t care as long as we read it😂

    • @jadabaker-lenord280
      @jadabaker-lenord280 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah I jacked mine from big w

    • @madsem5386
      @madsem5386 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jadabaker-lenord280low key reckon that’s why the stopped selling it, the book kept getting pocketed from everywhere and was making no money 😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @tawhiomorehu1901
    @tawhiomorehu1901 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    you inspired me so much to get up and out this hole i’m in and make something of myself thank you brother keep the daly vlogs coming my brah let’s oge

    • @TigerBoyX15
      @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Which hole is that? Which Country ..😔

    • @dassolosyndikat5113
      @dassolosyndikat5113 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      We are all trapped on this piece of 💩 planet

  • @BJ.CUSTOMS
    @BJ.CUSTOMS ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Love how he’s just walking around imagine chilling in your apartments and seeing span walking around

  • @MadmanMornin8053
    @MadmanMornin8053 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Your knowledge of your hood is crazy , and your memory as well. shout out from nz love your videos

  • @chris_tokai_tokorangi_chapman
    @chris_tokai_tokorangi_chapman ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Yes brother! Book vlogs sound sick! I haven’t read it so blog version would be a cool as watch!

    • @nemohoes007
      @nemohoes007 ปีที่แล้ว

      Most of the book stories hes talked about in his early vlogs

  • @MEMMOES_13
    @MEMMOES_13 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    How nostalgic bro going back to all the areas you grew up in. My grandparents live in the areas i used to run around in, i love going to my grandparents house and driving though the streets remanising about the "good old day" if you could call them good 😂 i wouldn't change it for the world tho made me who i am today. Much love span ❤️

    • @nikolask1849
      @nikolask1849 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hahahahaha miss the houso days Cuzz word hate em n hate em but wouldnt change a single memory at the same time ❤️

  • @philip4193
    @philip4193 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    That's my old neighbourhood! Used to live there in the early 00's in a unit block on Bulwara Rd opposite the Fishmarket; seeing those backstreets again brings back memories alright. Funny story about those very low concrete overpasses you were walking under (where you pointed-out the running car with the blacked-out windows). Over my time there I saw literally dozens of trucks, vans and taller SUV's wedged-in & stuck tight under those very same overpasses; drivers just seemed to ignore the low-clearance warning signs (and all the paint scrapes and huge gouges & scratches evident on the underside of the concrete formwork) and just powered-on through regardless, not realising that the head-clearance gradually got lower & lower with the shallow angle of the off-ramps until it was too late...

  • @Alexander1-iv3ii
    @Alexander1-iv3ii ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I'm about to live on my own for the first time in my adult life, your stories inspire me to make sure I keep in touch with my family, especially my mum even tho it's a shitty situation. Thank you for being vulnerable, lad. You're making a difference by being real. Let's ogg

    • @muntedmonk3884
      @muntedmonk3884 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Good on ya man. After 50 odd years of too many crazy things to mention, I’m now again on my own and all I can say is enjoy the time to reflect on what’s important to you. Spanian is no doubt an awesome inspiration 👍

    • @rumpleforeskin9543
      @rumpleforeskin9543 ปีที่แล้ว

      Go see a Psych, especially if you had no dad, Puer eternus, devouring mother archetype.

    • @shannonomeara83
      @shannonomeara83 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You’ll be better for it. It’s upto you now 🙏

    • @Alexander1-iv3ii
      @Alexander1-iv3ii ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@muntedmonk3884 Thank you, brother. Hope you have a blessed journey

    • @Alexander1-iv3ii
      @Alexander1-iv3ii ปีที่แล้ว

      @@shannonomeara83 I appreciate you, Shannon 🙏 I agree, change can be a good thing.

  • @peterhird3542
    @peterhird3542 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    ***Hi Spanian*** You know you’re getting older when you can reminisce of by gone days. It’s interesting to see your point of view on areas of Sydney that I’ve worked around or visited in the past. It was very enjoyable to be along for the ride and hear your insights.
    Cheers.

    • @TigerBoyX15
      @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Old and scary..is late 50s ..knowing you are going to be 60...40 is not Old but it is the Youth Going 🌻

  • @andrebaumbach9447
    @andrebaumbach9447 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I lived one street over in Jones Street Ultimo in the 80s, basically just old warehouses and squatters. Even pre-Darling harbor..which was a railway goods yard then. Some of the best memories of my late teens there .

    • @NelsonMuntz1
      @NelsonMuntz1 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      80s in Sydney were crazy

    • @BeardyMacBeardFace
      @BeardyMacBeardFace ปีที่แล้ว

      Remember Sydney Heliport back then, near the rail yard?

  • @muntedmonk3884
    @muntedmonk3884 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Hey Spanian, love the idea about Vlogging out your book. I’d love to follow that, do it man !!😎👍

  • @bon_grippah
    @bon_grippah ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The monorail haha damn and sega world those were futuristic back in the days

    • @RogueBoyScout
      @RogueBoyScout ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh man, I thought Sega World was the future. And then Intencity for a bit....
      Then the PlayStation came out. And the Saturn ect..

  • @Vin-og2dj
    @Vin-og2dj 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Your mum must be so proud of you now - well done!! so so amazing

  • @williamday1412
    @williamday1412 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This gives me goosebumps going back to that time. I never did any theft or anything like that but I’m the same age as you and this is what it was like on the streets growing up in Sydney back then.

  • @wilsonb990
    @wilsonb990 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    So stoked I got a copy of the book whilst it was still on the shelves 🎉🎉

    • @NoEvidenceForGod
      @NoEvidenceForGod 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'll trade you a hair clip and a condom for it?

  • @neilgrayson1723
    @neilgrayson1723 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    That public housing spot looks amazing compared to the others normally posted up

    • @bwhuncho055
      @bwhuncho055 ปีที่แล้ว

      Probably renovated

  • @SaxTalks
    @SaxTalks ปีที่แล้ว +582

    Vlogs every day button 👇👇👇

    • @Scottgreen77
      @Scottgreen77 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      He’d loose the plot

    • @irnbdg
      @irnbdg ปีที่แล้ว +58

      illchay bra let old spanious do as he pleases

    • @Nielzonvlammen
      @Nielzonvlammen ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Watch every vlog here👆👆👆🤟🤟🤘✌️✌️🇳🇱🇳🇱

    • @Georgetravostwopowe
      @Georgetravostwopowe ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Nah we’ll send span crazy let him illchay between vids for abit and enjoy himself I’m happy with anything I get from him

    • @blueoceanzstrategy
      @blueoceanzstrategy ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No

  • @muirislandjim453
    @muirislandjim453 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Big Up Spanian, Big Love from London Town Let's Oge 💥💪🏻

  • @adske1986
    @adske1986 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It's funny that, the amount of sneaks and searching we use to do back then climbing buildings to get on balconies to do catties and stuff but now so scared of heights.i shit myself now too bra since i stopped doing drugs n criminal activity.its good to hear some boys finally waking up to ourselves..... Much luv brother!

  • @MikeHuntSchmelz
    @MikeHuntSchmelz ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love these vids showing the different areas. Thanks for making them. I've lived in Sydney all my life and I still don't really know my way around the city. I'm learning a lot.
    And you talking about the monorail and then that feeling of when you first moved to the city made me remember when back in 96 & 97 we'd always jig school and come to the city jump on the monorail and explore around. Everyone was so friendly back then and there were huge music stores and arcades to bum around in. And when the cops would stop us they'd see our uniform from Fairfield High and just tell us to catch the train back right away. No harassment like back at home. We never did any crime in the city but one time we saw a fight with machetes and kitchen knives just happen out of nowhere in the middle of a busy street. But that happened all the time back home so it was nothing special. Other than that jigging to the city was like going on holiday for a day.
    Now I'm a 40 year old reminiscing wondering where all the years went.

  • @ellenwitte4679
    @ellenwitte4679 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Spanian, I love your videos. I love looking at the neighbourhoods through your eyes. I am in urban planning and part of that work is about how to build better neighbourhoods. Quite often you see and mention things that give a new perspective. Would you be happy to have a chat about what you have learned during your travels, and your ideas to make better hoods?

  • @hunterocean
    @hunterocean 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Awesome video. Thanks Spanian. Love your work 🤩

  • @trax8991
    @trax8991 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Mad walk down memory lane for me, too. I lived in St Peters and went to Ultimo Tafe 20 years ago. Always good memories of the inner west. Cheers cuz.

  • @benjaminblakemore9704
    @benjaminblakemore9704 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Love it g, completely 👌 understand that life, kind regards for the honesty cuzzy, ben from New Zealand 🇳🇿

  • @jrkeys9540
    @jrkeys9540 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I know Ultimo well I went to tafe there and being a big explorer spent a lot of time just exploring. I have had a fascination for Sydney because my mother gave birth to me on the corner of pit street darlinghurst end we were taken to St Margarets hospital where my Biological Mother left me. My Dads Dad was working as a cleaner in st Margarets and told the hospital to allow my dad to adopt me because him and my Mother couldn't have children of their own. Two and a half years later my Birth mother had my brother and the same thing My dad and mum adopted him too. Hence why I have a fascination for the city and a love for it 💖💕

    • @billking6305
      @billking6305 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      590 Harris St. That was my house.

  • @Nags.79
    @Nags.79 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Would your mother or brother be interested in doing an interview with you . Man , that would be so interesting to get there prospective of what your past was like and when you are today, that would be a cool interview.

    • @Nags.79
      @Nags.79 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@steelearmstrong9616 new to channel, I wasn’t aware that he was disowned.

    • @annettelacey7913
      @annettelacey7913 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@nags3404 he isn't disowned,what gave u that idea?

    • @corprle-aus3421
      @corprle-aus3421 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      his brother is dead and idk about his mother

    • @Nags.79
      @Nags.79 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@annettelacey7913 that was to the person that has deleted there comment , they said he was dis owned not me , Christ calm down

    • @Nags.79
      @Nags.79 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@corprle-aus3421 didn’t know his brother had past , again, I’m new to his content just trying to catch up

  • @shellykokiri
    @shellykokiri ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We used to dock up at the Sydney Navy base from NZ and the monorail was a sweet way to get around Sydney

  • @chrispolitis
    @chrispolitis ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Where Span was forged into what he is now 🔥

    • @InnerWestAudits
      @InnerWestAudits ปีที่แล้ว

      Through the fire and flames

    • @DrinkWater47
      @DrinkWater47 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Naah it was where he was forged into what he used to be

  • @AndersAU
    @AndersAU ปีที่แล้ว +14

    The idea of vlogging ur book sounds good! I’d love to see the streets you led the cops through & the house you hid in under the bbq tarp after ya ran the copper over😂

  • @sooty3000
    @sooty3000 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are the book bro :D love hearing your stories and watching you explore bro. Thank you for staying based in such a twisted f'd up world. Much love from New Zealand!

  • @scottkenzig5144
    @scottkenzig5144 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love ya yarns mate 👍. Your life has been one hell of a ride 👌. Keep them coming 👍

  • @bradheuvel7614
    @bradheuvel7614 ปีที่แล้ว

    Another fantastic walk around, keep up the work bro it’s awesome

  • @ajkingi
    @ajkingi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    all them old school houses are adorable, worth so much now

  • @wansworld27
    @wansworld27 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Everything is so clean and nice in Australia regardless of how hood it is, that's one thing for sure.

    • @TigerBoyX15
      @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's new not clapped out Victorian like England 🌻

  • @JaseHowlett-u7c
    @JaseHowlett-u7c ปีที่แล้ว

    So happy you doing so well for your self theses days brother keep it up

  • @aussie-c10-68
    @aussie-c10-68 ปีที่แล้ว

    Luv all your videos mate, and this one, so good to hear your story and the way you tell it.. a bit of comedy but from the heart 👍

  • @YesNoMaybeIDntKnwDoU
    @YesNoMaybeIDntKnwDoU ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This ya best vlog mate! Good moods!

  • @giovannidaddio1990
    @giovannidaddio1990 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for the video bro! Keep up the good work!

  • @sherylhokianga3
    @sherylhokianga3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Interesting Conversation & ThankU 4 Sharin Yer Memories Of Yer Past!❤

  • @m0rti504
    @m0rti504 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Casino’s fair game I reckon, a bit of cheeky fun 😂🎰
    Lovin the daily vlogs span, it’s mad keeping up & learning something new everyday here 🤘🏼much love brother, hope alls well & your havin a chill time in between all the travel.

  • @danieljensen5541
    @danieljensen5541 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love it I did my apprenticeship at the power house museum when it was still there man lived at top Ryde in 1999 watching this video takes back memories

  • @Qwertyuiopclub
    @Qwertyuiopclub 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks Spanian I remember the mono rail it was so cool all through Sydney

  • @88Seabass88-n5n
    @88Seabass88-n5n ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Talk about sliding doors moment. When I look at Spanian I see myself in the 80s. I grew up in Bankstown and I was spiralling out of control doing similar stuff. Through sheer dumb luck, I got a lucky break and managed to go to Uni, I landed in medicine and now I look at your videos in awe as to how I ended up where I am.
    Having said that you’re incredibly articulate and clearly very smart. Good luck to you and well done for turning your life around.

  • @mitsimadness1
    @mitsimadness1 ปีที่แล้ว

    That's how I connected with your channel.💯 respect to your growth

  • @LOUVEGAS
    @LOUVEGAS ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Spanian your Vlogs are killa to watch bra keep up the good work bruz peace

  • @airdrifter9578
    @airdrifter9578 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Happy for you brother , love ❤from Canada 🇨🇦

  • @duncanmuir9275
    @duncanmuir9275 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I lived on Victoria street at the top of "the stairs" in 1999 to 2001 when I was 26-27 years old. We used to run down the stairs into the hood at Woolloomooloo to buy a dime bag of weed. I wonder if our paths every crossed in the hood. I am now living in Vancouver Canada. We love your channels Spanian!!!

  • @sandrakelly7793
    @sandrakelly7793 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love watching your adventures 😊

  • @samsymes001
    @samsymes001 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Span ya lad I'm a country boy from north west Vic but love watching your videos on the hoods and shitty areas! Cheers for the content brother 🤙🏼

  • @robbiebalboa
    @robbiebalboa ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The train tracks in the past would’ve been from what darling harbour was before Darling Harbour about 40 years ago. It was pretty much a shipping dock.

    • @Jack.Lonnon
      @Jack.Lonnon ปีที่แล้ว

      That tram line is a little remnant of the past, mad

  • @mrmrmusic123
    @mrmrmusic123 ปีที่แล้ว

    Let the book be on your TH-cam channel!! Great thinking. Great mindset.

  • @jax993
    @jax993 ปีที่แล้ว

    I absolutely love the old terrace houses in Sydney, I’ve taken many photos of them on my visits over the years, the area ur in now, Paddington, the cross, Bondi junction,Glebe, Redfern just love them

  • @MegaFluxcapacitor
    @MegaFluxcapacitor ปีที่แล้ว

    Man you just made me remember my childhood, grew up in the same time as you in Marrickville , Canterbury, Earlwood.

  • @marsjunior668
    @marsjunior668 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keep them videos coming 🔥🔥🔥you’re an inspiration to many

  • @Bigweight66
    @Bigweight66 ปีที่แล้ว

    I had a similar experience as you. As a kid I lived at a dead end place, nothing much there at all. Then I moved to a busy town, that all sorts of fun stuff happening!

  • @LoneWolf-sg5qk
    @LoneWolf-sg5qk ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello Spanian big ups bro You legend keep it going and safe travels

  • @hazptmedia
    @hazptmedia 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    5:30 Spanian I remember going on the monorail and I was born in 2006, it closed in 2013 from memory. Good times.

  • @spirituality1111-f4c
    @spirituality1111-f4c ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Well done in changing a cycle for your life good on you mission accomplished 😇

  • @nicksachi
    @nicksachi ปีที่แล้ว

    I can’t believe it, used live close to you on Pyrmont st back in between 2001-03, so many new buildings. I walked everyday that small bridge at the car parking to hit darling harbour

  • @lxopenfirexl7007
    @lxopenfirexl7007 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the vlogs bro, genuine and relateable, keep em rollin 🤘

  • @vesivans1099
    @vesivans1099 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome idea! That'd be better even than reading the book 4 sure! Thanks 4 taking us thru ur old flats too! Makes me wanna drive the 3+hrs to my old flats lol...Oh & I did the same missions ay travelling with 1 bus & 2 trains (over an hr travel) to keep going Collingwood high when we moved out to the Burbs lmao... anyway All the best to & ur Tribe thru 2024

  • @Razzermcr1909
    @Razzermcr1909 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love what you do mate I'm stuck in my room depressed wanna die n your videos keep me busy bro

    • @Restless_Vibes27
      @Restless_Vibes27 ปีที่แล้ว

      just start gaming man thats what i do to escape mental health

    • @Razzermcr1909
      @Razzermcr1909 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cheers bro a hate gaming man a usually write music and rap but everything I do seems to fail and I end up at rock bottom doing all sorts of stupid sht

    • @jenellemarsh8779
      @jenellemarsh8779 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Every day is a new opportunity it’s like one foot in front of the other keep taking the steps one day you will run ❤

    • @Aburner187
      @Aburner187 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@Restless_Vibes27, it definitely would be better to get a bike and start going on cycles way better for the head

    • @jeR-m
      @jeR-m 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Praying you're still with us! I appreciate your honesty and openness without fear of backlash or blah blah ..not many people show such vulnerability. Brave, whether you believe it or not. That's real shit. Many blessings bro. I'll wait around to see if you respond. Ttyl ❤️

  • @Kirk19962
    @Kirk19962 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I want the book as well I missed out on it if you put it back out how much would like to meet you one day bro I’m a brother from mt druitt from the hood did drugs and everything under the moon now I’m 27 with kid new man and love watching u aye 💯 brother keep up with the shit ya doing your keep a lot of younger out of shit and all your like a god ❤❤ much love for you bra 💯and your more then likely not going to see this but aye all love for ya king 👑

  • @lukekent9687
    @lukekent9687 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    When you walked through karama in darwin I was reminiscing on the streets i grew up on too

  • @candy-jj4or
    @candy-jj4or ปีที่แล้ว

    I liked this was nice to see an hear bout where ya started

  • @pearcey1113
    @pearcey1113 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I’ve always wanted to this about my life, I was in boys homes in the 80s for armed robberies, at 18 I was in jail for a huge payroll robbery in 1991 spent time in Long Bay max A1 which was only for the some of Sydneys worst criminals, I’ve done time with some of the worst criminals to walk around in this country, I did time at Parramatta jail also weekends at the Bay and I overdosed there so I had to do my weekends at Parramatta as well, my parents both died when I was in my 20s I used to be a junkie on the gear I’ve done rehabs, I’ve been clean over 23 years, I ended up being addicted to the gym for over 15 years but had a bad accident in 2016 and haven’t been able to train ever since which caused me to get depressed, lost my son in 1999 and his mother my girlfriend never got over it she killed herself 12 months later, this is just a few things bro I’ve honestly lived a fucking hectic life and would mostly want to tell it to try help younger kids today to wake up before they waste there years away like I’ve did, that’s what got me liking your videos the honesty and living in the same city of course with your jail stories you make me laugh because your a crack up the way you tell your story, but yeah get them going in vlogs , just got to watch what you say because you always know the cops are watching they would be subscribed most likely watching your videos in the station together when you upload hoping you might slip up lol 😂😂😂 I’ve said enough for a comment bro 😎 love your videos cheers

    • @kerrymeredith7691
      @kerrymeredith7691 ปีที่แล้ว

      I remember you from barardy. I'm paulys cuz

    • @ScottDunkerley-c6o
      @ScottDunkerley-c6o ปีที่แล้ว

      What's your name brother

    • @loontil
      @loontil 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      All the best bro for the future

    • @jenellemarsh8779
      @jenellemarsh8779 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I am so glad you are still here keep on loving you ❤

    • @ScottDunkerley-c6o
      @ScottDunkerley-c6o 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Do you really believe his stories 🤔 I know alot of his stories his stolen from other criminals well one in particular who is a high profile criminal that spainian learnt everything from he posted it once then deleted it within the hour

  • @JulieIelasi-lt7yp
    @JulieIelasi-lt7yp ปีที่แล้ว

    I actually really enjoyed listening to your houseing as a kid and the areas where you lived very nice too not bad at all .😮😊

  • @MadGamerDc
    @MadGamerDc ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the videos keep em coming king 👑

  • @ThankyouItsallgood
    @ThankyouItsallgood ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Mad I'm going to grab a feed and come back eat whilst watching spanious the cool kid on the block 😂

  • @PatSmashYT
    @PatSmashYT ปีที่แล้ว

    I remember going to the Harbourside Mall every week a very long time ago. Sad to see it gone now, got to pay the place a visit about 4 months before it closed down

  • @tyler_rake88
    @tyler_rake88 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great interesting vlog TH-cam video by spanian showing us his childhood flats what it looked in the late 90s who lives in it now what he used to do in the childhood flats what he used to do in those flats in the late 90s how the area used to be like also

  • @TigerBoyX15
    @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What Young Prople need to know is being Young and Youth is Everything... nothing Compares to that Nothing...and it will go quickly...and you cant go back..💃🏾💃🏾🏹🏹

  • @drcabbageface
    @drcabbageface ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The fact that Spanian lives in Sydney is crazy, so many places that are familiar to me.

  • @TigerBoyX15
    @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Even the Parking in the Basement is top notch..🌻

  • @lovosazul
    @lovosazul 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Spewing taking away the 'monorails'!!! Waterloo!! Back in the day (mid 1980s) my parents use to have some friends that use to live where you were too bro!!! Remember those flats well!!! Those Housing Commission flats were sic!

  • @CricketShots6
    @CricketShots6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Is it possible you could re-release the book as an ebook on your website? Even a remix of it, best of, or a summary or something

  • @Joesmith_138
    @Joesmith_138 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome vlog,i loved the old stories

  • @bajrocker5590
    @bajrocker5590 ปีที่แล้ว

    they bringing light rail back(tram), massive station being built behind marrickville metro. also the metro has another whole building of shops behind it now, where the factories where.

  • @nerdcollectsplaystation2522
    @nerdcollectsplaystation2522 ปีที่แล้ว

    there are still monorail stations near darling harbour that haven't been fully knocked down yet

  • @ehawolczecki8759
    @ehawolczecki8759 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nice walk through memory lane . Look where you are now ..your doin doin …..well cuz.😄😄…..wish you well.

  • @shaungilding
    @shaungilding ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Is there a way you can publish the book yourself? Give the people what they want 🤣

    • @jimmyb425
      @jimmyb425 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes it's called self published. Costs money and has no draw cards lol.

    • @dandyfarm01
      @dandyfarm01 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      The publishers probably own the rights to the book. Had a look on ebay and there are a couple selling for $250 wtf, there goes that idea

    • @jimmyb425
      @jimmyb425 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dandyfarm01 🤔

    • @Hoaxla
      @Hoaxla ปีที่แล้ว

      Surely theres a PDF out there of it

  • @SusanWillan
    @SusanWillan ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I was waiting 18 years I'm now happy and near the beach ⛱️

    • @DrinkWater47
      @DrinkWater47 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow! What did you do while you were waiting?

    • @SusanWillan
      @SusanWillan 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Private rental which nowadays cost a fortune

  • @TigerBoyX15
    @TigerBoyX15 ปีที่แล้ว

    Its really Clean and Good New Lifts..thats Quality housing...mate 🌻

  • @adzebigboi1717
    @adzebigboi1717 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was hetick walk Tru cuzz cheers bra keep up these sick Sydney vids lad l8terz

  • @benando1989
    @benando1989 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just says everything as it is. Love the spanian

  • @kri-m19
    @kri-m19 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We travelled to Sydney from New Zealand with my High School rugby team for a World Schoolboy Rugby Cup in 1994 and when we had a free day, most of us went on the monorail, as 14yr olds, we were ecstatic and bewildered by Sydney City and the monorail, we did the whole loop twice. And we won that tournament

  • @clintonpaul3516
    @clintonpaul3516 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Dead set just binge’ing on Spanian vids lately 🫰

  • @alanjones99
    @alanjones99 ปีที่แล้ว

    What doin doin, doing. Arrr love it man. Your a kool character brother 👊

  • @Tovio1
    @Tovio1 ปีที่แล้ว

    your a legend spanian love your work✊️

  • @bFORCe2003
    @bFORCe2003 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shux I havent been to Sydney since 2001 so the place has changed heaps since I last saw it and yes, I remember the mono-rail.

  • @meganwaters7772
    @meganwaters7772 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope your book becomes available again. I wanna buy it!

  • @gillesvandaele337
    @gillesvandaele337 ปีที่แล้ว

    just chill to see your stuff. ty

  • @bryantanirau-stanley3969
    @bryantanirau-stanley3969 ปีที่แล้ว

    The wife and I stayed in Darling harbor last year. We came down to see Kurt Cobain's Unplugged guitar at the the powerhouse museum. We love Sydney!
    Really enjoy watching your videos bro! 🤘🏿