If you’re reading this, I believe in you. Take a break, and relax. If you can’t give yourself a normal break, give yourself a mental break. It’ll be worth it. I‘m so proud of you.
i just can’t listen to all the shouting and arguing. my parents keep telling me ”get out of your room!” ”go do something!” but my room is the only space that i can be without getting anxious in 5 fucking minutes. i know this sounds like a small thing and it is, i just need to vent. i’m just so *tired* edit: tysm for the likes omg-
its not a 'small thing' your struggles are important and deserve to be heard, im going through the same thing its a constant loop, everyday is the same thing, my parents never got along and were forced into marriage so they dont actually love each other, but its not about me rn, i love you, and hope the best for you right now, and in the future, take care.
im so sorry you are going through this. you will get through this, you can do it. i believe in you. you can be strong. youve made it so far, you got this.
Hello there, I know how you feel. Life is seriously getting tiring right now,but trust me things really do get better. The future is bright and full with surprises . Don't give up
We are gonna get okay , we going through this all together so stay with me okay ? Our time of happines will come its time to learn to love yourself its time to accept the past...its time to look forward always push yourself up dont be your own enemy I know you can do it bc I believe in you youre much stronger than you think You deserve it to be Happy Youre Worth it And if you say nobody cares, I CARE IM HERE I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU. YEAH YOU, YOURE BEAUTIFUL AND A GOOD SOUL IM PROUD OF YOU...keep going youre not alone
I remember listening to this song in early 2021 and then multiple times in September 2021 when things were getting bad. Thank you Bea, for being my comforter ❤️
This is in the 2nd episode in 13 reasons why and it didn’t get mentioned in the list of songs involved. This should get the fucking appreciation and recognition it deserves
Life is like a piano, the white keys resemble happiness and the black keys resemble sadness. You need both of them to make music. To everyone, life is one of the most beautiful thing you can experience. Don’t give up 💘
i’m loosing myself. i look in the mirror and don’t recognize what i see staring back at me. i really don’t know what i have become. i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am. i miss when times were simpler. my grades are the lowest they have ever been, and i have no motivation to do anything. i know this is not who i am, but i don’t know what to do to stop myself from becoming someone i despise. i procrastinate everything and can barely get up to do simple everyday things. i get stressed knowing that i have a laundry list of things that would actually benefit my well being if i completed them, but i can never bring myself to ever finish one simple task. i’m so fucking tired. tried of this cycle of stress and loss. i don’t know what else to do.
hey, I hope you're ok. I've been in a similar place, and I just want to tell you that everything is going to be ok. I know you probably get that a lot, but I truly mean it. I don't know if you need to hear this but. You are amazing, you are worth everything, don't give up. and you are loved, even if just by a stranger on the internet. It's all gonna be okay. Someday. Maybe not now, maybe not even soon, but good times are ahead, I promise. Life is tough, but so are you, you're going to be okay. I hope everything has gotten better but if not, I'm here if you have no one else to talk to. I will listen no matter what it's about, I'm here.
I swear we all try so hard and are gift is are parenst being mad at us for not getting a good grade and just run to are room and cry and do homework and comparing us to kids that get good grades...
I know I am going to sound like a 40 year old facebook mum, but the music that is popular today disappoints me. Seeing people like Billie Eilish at number one makes me feel happy that music has meaning once again, not just about sex, money and actual talent. If Beabadoobee ever makes it to the top, then that will surely be a sign that music is becoming good again, idc what it sounds like, but words with a good message and true meaning is what makes a song good. A lot of popular music today is just written so that someone can say that they wrote a song. Thank you Bea, your songs are truly amazing and a blessing, you are so underrated and I can't wait to see you at the top xxx
lmao I love Billie but half of her songs off her newer album is about sex, I feel like your gonna be disappointed to what she becomes, the music industry is a shitty place and your already starting to see Billie being that same old edgy pop singer - ignore this kinda
Have you ever felt numb, like your hurting so bad you almost feel happy that there’s one way you know it can all go away. You hurt so bad u feel nothing, no happiness, no sadness, anger or fear, you just feel empty.
Lyrics For peeps who loves singing along with the song ♥ You haven't been good, for long Isn't the sound ? Of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night Maybe it's time to say goodbye Cuz' i'm getting pretty fucking tired ~~~~~ You haven't felt right, for days Is it the fact, you never said what comes in your mind that day maybe it's time to shut away Cuz i never really felt okay~ ~~~~~ Cuz i've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart
Lyrics: You haven't been good for long Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart
Bless this song on my lowest level and darkest hours, for finding the words, for making me feel my sisters in loss of control, a kinship with having less power. The lyrics and the rythm grant me the permission to feel small when the towering hurdles seem all but too impossible to overcome and I can never seem to find the exit door but rather only am allowed bjt glimpse out of a window when I’m all but zapped of my last will to wander forward, so I remain to stay in place a little while longer to reserve my strength before I continue to shrink in motivations when I can’t even imagine a way out yet I struggle to keep the intentions as they seem as fast to leave me alone with the ever growing still reluctance in my own hurting soul. I do so wonder when I stop stumbling through each unfortunate situation and peice back together a renewed desire to keep going through nothing new and ponder when I’ll again feel whole. Under the pseudonym YT account of that by premature error of my late younger sister left behind for me and treasured, but not to any measure I would trade in an instant to have back a connection such as the one we shared, a sisterhood so treasured. so Ill continue to add onto your algorithm, intertwined our fates as it were, I remain grateful you came into my life and shared my love for expressing moments, reveling in as much our sharing holidays and hardly any ever being empty when you made each and every one special and while I appreciate those now more so hallowed memories we had to learn from or acted as eachother mentor with some ever still the hardships we were forced to weather, the shared struggles as well as the inside jokes too long a series to ever share with any other. I just wanted to ramble on as you always say I do, in a prose that is just short of taking me through for being in my delivery room. You always said “one day at a time” well it’s been well past a year now and one shy of your very own, we were celebrating the birth of my first and only child. It’s just too much to conceive let alone believe that, I’d be so lost not even one year following his own that I’d lose you shorter and the history into your last, and not shy one day past his 1st birthday followed up by your own, I had no idea the same while celebrating the birthday you both shared shared 24 hours later would be the ending of your start, and my heart would never know that where I gained his trusting smile on his face looking up at me, I would never or see, The coming hurt or breathing into the ache of continuing echo where you’d never answer back from an echoing void or the soft sound of the tears I shed in joy for this one little boy, would also encapsulate the most unbearable pain I’ve ever known when it was yours I’d never have another one of your own, I couldn’t have known, and now bitterness is replaced by all the promises of sharing his life and the beauty he brings isn’t paled in light but must outshine the darkness that lingers just past the reminiscing that comes with have to watch him grow alone. One day at a time, but the thought lingers on, as I dust off the nostalgia I’m writing on; brought back up as it does in finding a passage you wrote, the responsibility I hold to keeping safe a shirt we once fought over that i can’t bring myself to even wear now because still smells of you, or a ratty worn stuffed animal you held onto close going into surgery as a child, or even my feelings rigidness that overtakes my senses and aches me to my bones if someone ever attempted an accidental disposal of even just one of any left behind 100s of notes, because even if it feels like just yesterday we last spoke, I know still it’s been over a year, and I fear losing any hope when I still must carry on because there’s nothing wrong with me still being his mom, it’s just that you said we’d always be waiting when the other sister needed her, at home, and that’s just a hope I have to eventually get let go of, but until that time, I still do. Your older sister misses you, I know I can’t always revisit this because it poses an issue and an investment of discarding endless tissues, but your deeply beloved nephew will know that it’s true, and I promise that I’ll fill in the memory of you. You’re still here with me right? Remain my wings and my eyes. Be his guardian Angel and the secrets I hold heavy to me chest, my crying muffled by your pillows, where laughter is replaced by sorrow, just let my son borrow your light, and maybe than I can heal and in time, maybe than… I’ll stop speaking to myself in praying aloud to you that continue to go unanswered well into the latest hours and probably well after at night. What was you resided in me. I miss when it was us 3. No it’s only me… and that’s hurts. Clearly . ~I have to not think like i some times do…. Wishing at the worst possible timing, you had rolled over and taken me with you. ~Chelsea ~a poem I just wrote right now, August 17, 2024, 12 on the dot on some idle Saturday afternoon, I sit quietly revisiting dialogues of the past, tragically in your bedroom. Edit: sorry, I had to get rid of your bed, but your dog whimpered an entire week and still to this day and probably for years moving forward will never let me forget it. That, in turn by doing so, it cemented for her, as I consider while I pet her fur even now, your existence or rather cast the finalized reality that, you really are never coming back.
This only applies to people who still have people that they love: As a person who lost their uncle by suicide, it has impacted my family forever. We will never heal. Still brings tears to my eyes even though it’s been 5 years. Please don’t end your lives yourself. For the sake of those you love. Because I promise you, after you’re gone in such a sad way, they will never ever be truly happy again. Please keep going.
that line (im sure you guys know what line it is) hit so hard for me. it makes me want to break down and cry into someones arms. im getting pretty fcking tired. thank you for making this bea. luv ya
Can school be over already..I’m so drained because of it. I can’t anymore, school is the main reason why I’m feeling like complete shit I just really can’t anymore I want to cry it out but I can’t
dont be sad. dont think youre fat, skinny, ugly. no matter how you look like, im pretty sure theres somebody out there that loves you. if there is nobody who loves you right now? then love yourself. i dont care if you look fat, skinny, hideous, youre still perfect. you dont need to follow the beauty standards, just be yourself.
uhh hi this song makes me feel like twirling around in a flower field with the sun shining on me while i realize that there’s good in the world just sayin
Sometimes i wish everyone would forget about me so i could just go away forever. it sounds selfish but sometimes i feel like im being held back from being free, but also its probably for the better
hello, everyone! i know things can get harder and harder each year but we can do this, you’ve come such a long way, what’s the point of giving up now? whether you see it or not you have so much potential and the fact i could see it through the screen says lots. you’re not alone in this, and never will be. you can get through this and i believe in you always. i love you so much and im so proud of you
I was walking back home from school when this music played from my spotify smart shuffle. The song immediately hit my heart and made me realized how tired I am in life.
i wish i could live this feeling but my parents are too strict for that they don't allow me to play with my phone only for three hours just in the weekends and they wont allow me to take my devices to my bed and dad kicked mom out of their room so now she sleeps with me and i hate her in the world the most she always makes fun of me for being oversized i am not really that fat she wants me to be super perfect and always get good grades and when my dad hurts me and my siblings for reasons i noticed kids normally don't get punished for my mom does not help me at all and says its my fault i was gonna do it last month but i thought i am not even ready to face god i am so scared of my sins and yet i can stop from them i don't know what to do anymore but hide and hope no one would find me i really wish my parents cared about me not what i did and will do
Hey guys, I’ve been in the exact same place. There’s nothing more satisfying than getting better. Being happy for the first time, not crying one night, smiling at yourself in the mirror for real. Liking food again. Music gets better too. Hold out just a little longer
For a long time I’ve felt myself going..mentally ill. It started from 11th grade, then onto 12th and now that I’m in college, I’ve become defensive at the wrong times, I cry every time I make a mistake, I cry out of frustration, and every day I wake up..I just feel tired. Around my family home, I’m not allowed to cry otherwise I’ll be judged or undermined. I’m not allowed to share my feelings otherwise I’ll be criticized for my way of thinking. I don’t really have friends I can share my feelings with and obviously not a lover that can comfort me. Most of the time I have a hard time making friends that I’ll become anxious if someone leaves me on read and or decides to block me from their stories. Something’s definitely wrong with me and I don’t understand why I feel this way.
God I felt that. I'm lucky to have friends but I can never talk to them, I refuse to let myself open up, and if I try to bring out an issue w/ my family it never turns out good, they just undermine it and talk about it like something I said when I was a kid that they can now bring up for jokes. I'l sorry if you can't understand why you feel this way, and if you haven't already, maybe try to look into psychology things like a=a disorder or smthg (I think I feel like that because of adhd, for instance), and if it's not the right solutions then you'll find another eventually! But hey, we're gonna be okay. All of us. Sometimes it sucks because we're always told that opening up about our feelings solves everything and it just gets better when you do it, and then we try and we're left as the exceptions that confirm the rule (that's a french saying, idk if it exists in english?). And then our safe-space head bubble is cracked, it feels like we're just the person they see us as, they're right, we are who they see and not who we know. And that hurts really bad. But fuck them. Just fuck them. As much as we love them, they are wrong. We're gonna be okay because we deserve too, and it's not our responsability to spend hours explaining to them every personal detail about our mentak health so that they can stop downplaying us. It's not our fault if they can't accept that they may not know everything about us. SO fuck them, we might have to stay with them for a little longer still, but then we'll be fucking free. And safe. And happy. And validated. We're not alone, and we can do it! You can do it.
I’m getting so tired of this time we live in. It hurts me to see so many people depressed and no one doing anything about it! We need to do something about this because if we don’t, life will be so much worse than it is. Anyone reading this, I love you. This isn’t any normal comment, I truly care about you. I really, REALLY want to know how you’re doing.
im doing fucking terrible, school work is piling up and i cant stand it, ive been eating less and everyone's is worried about that, but rn thats the least of my worries, i just want someone to fucking notice how hard im trying i havent been the same since quarantine and no one has noticed, i make jokes about it bc thats a coping mechanism for me, still no one notices how im holding back tears while saying them.
Hey how are you ? I hope youre okay ik its hard but the time of happines will come okay ? So stay with me we going through this together I promise. I wish I could hug you right now
Reading the comment section hits too close to home. I feel comfort that others are feeling the same thing I am. At the same time, I'm sad for them. I want to hug everyone. I want to be hugged. I want to tell everyone it's going to be alright... I want to be told that it's going to be alright.
LYRICS Verse 1] You haven't been good for a while Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired [Verse 2] You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay [Verse 3] 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude
I've been really confused lately. At first, I thought it was just me, or a feeling that was creeping in on me. My relationship is fairly new, and its been a long while since opening my heart back up to someone, However, its funny: This feeling I have isnt from the pressures of relationship. These lyrics kind of just hit home for me and it's made my heart hurt a bit. At least now I know I'm not psycho for feeling how I feel. This song is titled "Tired," and thats it. I think I'm just tired. So I'm going to take some time off, And that's okay. Thank you for being you Bea. ❤
It’s really sad to see how many people can relate to this song, myself included. I used to be suicidal when I was really young from stress and my mom always wanting me to do out of school activities and be amazing at them. I’m getting better now but still hurting. I try to stay optimistic and it isn’t always the best for me to act like everything is okay and I’m not struggling. 🙂
As a black 13 year old girl living in America, I’m so fucking tired. Ghosts, demons, and monsters used to keep me up at night but the scariest monster that makes me afraid for my life is supposed to be the people who protect me. Why do I deserve to die because I was born this way.
I have dealt with insomnia since 3rd grade and depression since 5th grade and panic attacks and anxiety for so long and it's so hard for me to express my feelings at all
this is your reminder that i love you and your amazing . whatever your going thru is hard but i know you can get thru this. your strong keep going. im proud of you for being here.
I recovered and for anyone that is struggling in life just know its a long road but the end it worth it even at the worst times you are strong.I been at the edge and i thought nobody loved me and i was close to dying but then I lived through it and i got stronger, and I improved and got my life better and right now im focusing on working on what my passion is, sometimes you gotta push yourself and get out there its always okay to ask for help please get help guys i love yall with my heart and i know yall are really amazing people with cool qualities or traits just don't let yourself take away from your happiness because you need you and dont give any shi about anyone who disrespects you, you are your own person don't let your spark go out.
A lot of people here talk about how they are suicidal or depressed i juts wanna say that suicide is never an option there are so many people you can talk to like friends, teachers,(cant lie they are annoying though)childline or adultline (if thats even a thing) as well as family you have so much to live for and ending you life is an unforgivable as well as a act that cannot be undone. I believe in you, you have so much more to live for there are so many people who love and care for you don't take that away by taking away life you are so special and can be whatever you want. Its just you that doesn't see it.
this song feels like a comforting hug from someone who truly understands, it reminds me of the words "its all going to be ok " and I love it so much :)
dont say goodbye, theres so many people that love you and the world is a much better place with you in it. sometimes life is exhausting and it feels like that's the only option but its not, you can do this 🫶
i miss my teenager life. Being adult its really hard. honestly im tired. A lot of things that push me, i don’t even know my self. i don’t know who i am now. i miss my life before corona, i miss how happy i am when i met my friends, hang out and enjoy the life. I really really miss my teenager life.
at this point life's children are just depressed kids who are actually happy on the outside but without people we are just emotionless....i cant even afford to cry anymore
Haven’t listened to this song in like 4 years bc it use to be my too go cry song lol when I was sad and listening to again just brought back ever memory
I'm tired. I am tired of my dad comparing me to other people and I really wish he knew that i am trying my best.. He always says my best isn't enough. He only cares about school and not how I truly feel or my mental health. It is disappointing that i know i cant throw my suicide note away because I'm gonna need it one of these days.. Have a nice day people 🙂
please dont, from what youre telling me i know youre trying so hard, and thats enough, please if u can get help, go for it, before its actually too late, and if you cant just write about it, or tell me. ill listen bc i understand how youre feeling bc im going thru the same thing. please dont give up yet.
its gonna be good soon, you've come so far and im proud of you, remember your best is more than enough, you can move out soon, you're going to have a better life, its not worth your life, sadness is temporary, you cant take back dying when you realize you dont want to die anymore, live for us please, live for the people you will be friends with in the future.
Even if people say that they've always been happy, deep down they at least were once sad. Because, being sad is normal. Its a part of who you are, its part of being human. I know you have problems, but if someone is happy with you, for me its good to know that you at least made someone happy. And i hope at that moment, you feel at least a little bit happy inside.
If you’re reading this, I believe in you. Take a break, and relax. If you can’t give yourself a normal break, give yourself a mental break. It’ll be worth it. I‘m so proud of you.
Thanks bro
thank you 💕
Hi how do i give myself a mental break thanks
@yayya ajjxjn heeyyy thank you so much🥰
How do you have time to break, all I can do is work and if I don't I get get beat. There is no end to this cycle
this song really understands me.
SAME
SAME
It's like you don't know what to say and then Here this song.
Same...
Same
When the song started playing on Heartstopper, I immediately started crying.
literally same
same
Sameeee
So Am I
SAMAMAAMWWWW
Imagine, there are people outside who are always happy and have protective family and friends...
i could never
Well, that’s me.
tpwk lol can I switch lives with you?
BBQ Chicken sure
and have their dream body, can wear bathing suits without being insecure. couldn’t be me.
this song feels like a hug i've needed for so long
Same thougts. I'm glad I found this song. Just saw it on now a my day of my fb friend.
it’s not like i *want* to die, it’s more like i wouldn’t mind
Same
This is so on point..
This.
and it’s not I want to die, I’m just too tired of living
Hearing this wanna make me just crawl up to my bed and just do nothing ..
this song made me cry for 4 hours 👍update it was 6 hours
same
this song made me feel better about spending all day in bed too sad to eat or do anything
I’m literally doing this right now and it’s not a good sign
thats me rn
i just can’t listen to all the shouting and arguing. my parents keep telling me ”get out of your room!” ”go do something!” but my room is the only space that i can be without getting anxious in 5 fucking minutes. i know this sounds like a small thing and it is, i just need to vent. i’m just so *tired*
edit: tysm for the likes omg-
its not a 'small thing' your struggles are important and deserve to be heard, im going through the same thing its a constant loop, everyday is the same thing, my parents never got along and were forced into marriage so they dont actually love each other, but its not about me rn, i love you, and hope the best for you right now, and in the future, take care.
@@ok-xl2oh thank you so much for this comment❤️
I can relate to that. But it’ll hopefully be better soon
sending u love
im so sorry you are going through this. you will get through this, you can do it. i believe in you. you can be strong. youve made it so far, you got this.
This song really says that we all need a break but we can’t take a break.
Bye it's been two years and that comment is still so relevant
This song made me cry because it made me realize how “tired” I am.
Hello there, I know how you feel. Life is seriously getting tiring right now,but trust me things really do get better. The future is bright and full with surprises . Don't give up
Same
life feels so boring like i wanna go out with ppl and enjoy like i did when i was a kid
fr.
are you ok?
🖤🌹 Dealing with insomnia and overthinking, and this song is soul touching
Hope you be okay😄
I Hope You Get Well & Healthy !! God Bless You
@@crashplanet197 thank you so much, it hasn't gotten any better, but it hasn't gotten any worse, so that's a good thing☺️
@@Moodymanager God bless you too!
Bruh, insomnia be hitting at times, I understand that mah dude. Stay healthy, stay strong. :)
tired of having a smile on my face n trying to seem happy i’m deeply not okay. and now the loml left me. i’m so tired. i can’t sleep
i dont wanna go back to doing online school again, the stress is gonna come back :(
What grade are you in? :(
@@fmega3039 im in 8th grade :/ ik its not as hard as high school i understand the struggles too, not comparing them
@@blondead22 its okay i never really like school.for me its just push me to my limit. Im glad I graduated n now i have to go through adult phase😭
Same, it's depressing and frustrating with my family and school.
hey i hope youre okay love even though thiswas 5 montjs ago
We’re all tired down here boys
It hurts
Yeah.. :/
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@@firstthingfirst4495 lololololol
pain
When this song started playing on Heartstopper, my heart cracked.
my heat fr stopped
@@haleyjohnson2857 😭😭😭
Same
Never heard the song before then and it just made me so sad somehow lol
ur such a local
We are gonna get okay , we going through this all together so stay with me okay ? Our time of happines will come its time to learn to love yourself its time to accept the past...its time to look forward always push yourself up dont be your own enemy I know you can do it bc I believe in you youre much stronger than you think
You deserve it to be Happy
Youre Worth it
And if you say nobody cares, I CARE IM HERE I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU. YEAH YOU, YOURE BEAUTIFUL AND A GOOD SOUL IM PROUD OF YOU...keep going youre not alone
thank you for this
i don’t even know if i’m any of those things, it’s getting bad again, like really bad
@@ineffablejourn5143 thank you for being here
@@-karma-763 I wanna hug you right now. Pls dont leave lets talk If you want to we can write on insta. I will be there for you
@@imanakira1946 thank u sm it means a lot :)
I love how sparkly the beat is
EXACTLY!!!!
I remember listening to this song in early 2021 and then multiple times in September 2021 when things were getting bad. Thank you Bea, for being my comforter ❤️
This is in the 2nd episode in 13 reasons why and it didn’t get mentioned in the list of songs involved. This should get the fucking appreciation and recognition it deserves
SYRIA Alasad Literally, as soon as I heard a few lyrics from this song on that episode, I paused the show and went straight to TH-cam to find it.
Omg even if it wasn't mentioned (which it quite clearly should have been) I'm so proud ♥
i saw it in the subtitles lol i don't know what you guys mean.
ok i'll watch 13 reasons why
wait it is? no wayyy
Life is like a piano, the white keys resemble happiness and the black keys resemble sadness. You need both of them to make music. To everyone, life is one of the most beautiful thing you can experience. Don’t give up 💘
thank you :')
ig my life uses only the black keys LMAO
@@crush.your.spirit we hate women too 😊
@@ParadoxicalSerenity ayy thats cool too
Lol but why the black keys gotta be the bad one
“Don't let anyone make you disappear Charlie.”
i’m loosing myself. i look in the mirror and don’t recognize what i see staring back at me. i really don’t know what i have become. i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am. i miss when times were simpler. my grades are the lowest they have ever been, and i have no motivation to do anything. i know this is not who i am, but i don’t know what to do to stop myself from becoming someone i despise. i procrastinate everything and can barely get up to do simple everyday things. i get stressed knowing that i have a laundry list of things that would actually benefit my well being if i completed them, but i can never bring myself to ever finish one simple task. i’m so fucking tired. tried of this cycle of stress and loss. i don’t know what else to do.
hey, I hope you're ok. I've been in a similar place, and I just want to tell you that everything is going to be ok. I know you probably get that a lot, but I truly mean it. I don't know if you need to hear this but. You are amazing, you are worth everything, don't give up. and you are loved, even if just by a stranger on the internet. It's all gonna be okay. Someday. Maybe not now, maybe not even soon, but good times are ahead, I promise. Life is tough, but so are you, you're going to be okay. I hope everything has gotten better but if not, I'm here if you have no one else to talk to. I will listen no matter what it's about, I'm here.
I pray to god to you you can do this :)
I swear we all try so hard and are gift is are parenst being mad at us for not getting a good grade and just run to are room and cry and do homework and comparing us to kids that get good grades...
keep faithingg
Keep fighting
I know I am going to sound like a 40 year old facebook mum, but the music that is popular today disappoints me. Seeing people like Billie Eilish at number one makes me feel happy that music has meaning once again, not just about sex, money and actual talent. If Beabadoobee ever makes it to the top, then that will surely be a sign that music is becoming good again, idc what it sounds like, but words with a good message and true meaning is what makes a song good. A lot of popular music today is just written so that someone can say that they wrote a song. Thank you Bea, your songs are truly amazing and a blessing, you are so underrated and I can't wait to see you at the top xxx
Rupert 199 honestly I thought the same thing. Music isn’t music anymore nowadays and Bea music is just wonderful and just pleasing to listen too
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lmao I love Billie but half of her songs off her newer album is about sex, I feel like your gonna be disappointed to what she becomes, the music industry is a shitty place and your already starting to see Billie being that same old edgy pop singer - ignore this kinda
@@specs4307 ???
Pop music has never been good
Have you ever felt numb, like your hurting so bad you almost feel happy that there’s one way you know it can all go away. You hurt so bad u feel nothing, no happiness, no sadness, anger or fear, you just feel empty.
"cus I've been eating less all day to give my brain to give my brain some extra space to think" that line hit hard
good job waking up today,, im proud of you
ily and u too🤍
made me cry
im in tears thank you love
Man I really want a hug
*virtual hug*
*insert hug
A virtual hug has been sent to you (>^○^)> ♡
Hope you have a good dayy!
Lyrics
For peeps who loves singing along with the song ♥
You haven't been good, for long
Isn't the sound ? Of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
Cuz' i'm getting pretty fucking tired
~~~~~
You haven't felt right, for days
Is it the fact, you never said
what comes in your mind that day
maybe it's time to shut away
Cuz i never really felt okay~
~~~~~
Cuz i've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude of heart
Haesa _ Thank you!! ❤️
Is it the fact you never say* 😃👍
ily
i just wanna know what she’s saying at 1:00 it kinda sounds like “home by noon” or maybe “how bout you” (??)
@@maggierayy i think shes just saying bum bum bum lol
Lyrics:
You haven't been good for long
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
You haven't felt right for days
Is it the fact you never say
What comes in your mind that day?
Maybe it's time to shut away
'Cause I've never really felt okay
'Cause I've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude of heart
thankyoy
thanks you
thankyouu
Bless this song on my lowest level and darkest hours, for finding the words, for making me feel my sisters in loss of control, a kinship with having less power. The lyrics and the rythm grant me the permission to feel small when the towering hurdles seem all but too impossible to overcome and I can never seem to find the exit door but rather only am allowed bjt glimpse out of a window when I’m all but zapped of my last will to wander forward, so I remain to stay in place a little while longer to reserve my strength before I continue to shrink in motivations when I can’t even imagine a way out yet I struggle to keep the intentions as they seem as fast to leave me alone with the ever growing still reluctance in my own hurting soul.
I do so wonder when I stop stumbling through each unfortunate situation and peice back together a renewed desire to keep going through nothing new and ponder when I’ll again feel whole.
Under the pseudonym YT account of that by premature error of my late younger sister left behind for me and treasured, but not to any measure I would trade in an instant to have back a connection such as the one we shared, a sisterhood so treasured.
so Ill continue to add onto your algorithm, intertwined our fates as it were, I remain grateful you came into my life and shared my love for expressing moments, reveling in as much our sharing holidays and hardly any ever being empty when you made each and every one special and while I appreciate those now more so hallowed memories we had to learn from or acted as eachother mentor with some ever still the hardships we were forced to weather, the shared struggles as well as the inside jokes too long a series to ever share with any other.
I just wanted to ramble on as you always say I do, in a prose that is just short of taking me through for being in my delivery room.
You always said “one day at a time” well it’s been well past a year now and one shy of your very own, we were celebrating the birth of my first and only child.
It’s just too much to conceive let alone believe that, I’d be so lost not even one year following his own that I’d lose you shorter and the history into your last, and not shy one day past his 1st birthday followed up by your own, I had no idea the same while celebrating the birthday you both shared shared 24 hours later would be the ending of your start, and my heart would never know that where I gained his trusting smile on his face looking up at me, I would never or see,
The coming hurt or breathing into the ache of continuing echo where you’d never answer back from an echoing void or the soft sound of the tears I shed in joy for this one little boy, would also encapsulate the most unbearable pain I’ve ever known when it was yours I’d never have another one of your own, I couldn’t have known, and now bitterness is replaced by all the promises of sharing his life and the beauty he brings isn’t paled in light but must outshine the darkness that lingers just past the reminiscing that comes with have to watch him grow alone. One day at a time, but the thought lingers on, as I dust off the nostalgia I’m writing on; brought back up as it does in finding a passage you wrote, the responsibility I hold to keeping safe a shirt we once fought over that i can’t bring myself to even wear now because still smells of you, or a ratty worn stuffed animal you held onto close going into surgery as a child, or even my feelings rigidness that overtakes my senses and aches me to my bones if someone ever attempted an accidental disposal of even just one of any left behind 100s of notes, because even if it feels like just yesterday we last spoke, I know still it’s been over a year, and I fear losing any hope when I still must carry on because there’s nothing wrong with me still being his mom, it’s just that you said we’d always be waiting when the other sister needed her, at home, and that’s just a hope I have to eventually get let go of, but until that time, I still do.
Your older sister misses you, I know I can’t always revisit this because it poses an issue and an investment of discarding endless tissues, but your deeply beloved nephew will know that it’s true, and I promise that I’ll fill in the memory of you.
You’re still here with me right?
Remain my wings and my eyes.
Be his guardian Angel and the secrets I hold heavy to me chest, my crying muffled by your pillows, where laughter is replaced by sorrow, just let my son borrow your light, and maybe than I can heal and in time, maybe than… I’ll stop speaking to myself in praying aloud to you that continue to go unanswered well into the latest hours and probably well after at night.
What was you resided in me.
I miss when it was us 3.
No it’s only me… and that’s hurts.
Clearly .
~I have to not think like i some times do…. Wishing at the worst possible timing, you had rolled over and taken me with you.
~Chelsea
~a poem I just wrote right now, August 17, 2024,
12 on the dot on some idle Saturday afternoon, I sit quietly revisiting dialogues of the past, tragically in your bedroom.
Edit: sorry, I had to get rid of your bed, but your dog whimpered an entire week and still to this day and probably for years moving forward will never let me forget it. That, in turn by doing so, it cemented for her, as I consider while I pet her fur even now, your existence or rather cast the finalized reality that, you really are never coming back.
This only applies to people who still have people that they love:
As a person who lost their uncle by suicide, it has impacted my family forever. We will never heal. Still brings tears to my eyes even though it’s been 5 years.
Please don’t end your lives yourself. For the sake of those you love. Because I promise you, after you’re gone in such a sad way, they will never ever be truly happy again. Please keep going.
i just want somebody to ask me if i’m okay
How you doing? Doing okay?
@@davidulmer716LMAO that made me laugh
@@davidulmer716 made my day my guy
@@marianagaeta1100 I’m sorry but did u just ask if they drank water😩
U ok ?🥺
i’m tired of reliving everyday. it’s all the same.
I'm really sorry you're going through this, but I genuinely hope you're feeling better. Please take care of yourself okay? 💖
take of yourself love
exactly I'm scared of waking up because I know it'll just be the exact same and I'm tired of it
you'll get trough this. ur strong!
for real tho
that line (im sure you guys know what line it is) hit so hard for me. it makes me want to break down and cry into someones arms.
im getting pretty fcking tired.
thank you for making this bea. luv ya
the "you haven't felt right for days, is it the fact you never say what comes in your mind that day" hits hard for me
Can school be over already..I’m so drained because of it. I can’t anymore, school is the main reason why I’m feeling like complete shit I just really can’t anymore I want to cry it out but I can’t
Same.
hey it’s over now
dont be sad. dont think youre fat, skinny, ugly. no matter how you look like, im pretty sure theres somebody out there that loves you. if there is nobody who loves you right now? then love yourself. i dont care if you look fat, skinny, hideous, youre still perfect. you dont need to follow the beauty standards, just be yourself.
you too
Thank you , you too 💓
This is a good quote for my bsf😊
Thankyou, love you.
uhh hi this song makes me feel like twirling around in a flower field with the sun shining on me while i realize that there’s good in the world just sayin
i always come back to this song at my darkest moments :)
Sometimes i wish everyone would forget about me so i could just go away forever. it sounds selfish but sometimes i feel like im being held back from being free, but also its probably for the better
I totally get what you mean. i wish nobody knew me so i dont disappoint or hurt them when i cant take it anymore :l
this song is used in 13 reasons why season 3 episode 2. a masterpiece
holy shit it’s on 13 reasons why
i was just watching the second episode and thought i heard a familiar voice :~D
ghostie • same
me tOooOo
Me too, it’s freaky cause I listen to music while I watch shows and if you want to started playing but then I heard her voice on the tv 😅
same
Omg samee!!! I paused the show to make sure haha
Was watching heartstopper, then thought how many people came to this song after that one episode :) hope you guys are enjoying/enjoyed it :p
Its 6:40 am does that matter? Course not because i need to listen to this sweet voice before i can go on with my life
hello, everyone! i know things can get harder and harder each year but we can do this, you’ve come such a long way, what’s the point of giving up now? whether you see it or not you have so much potential and the fact i could see it through the screen says lots. you’re not alone in this, and never will be. you can get through this and i believe in you always. i love you so much and im so proud of you
I was walking back home from school when this music played from my spotify smart shuffle. The song immediately hit my heart and made me realized how tired I am in life.
This song hits different when ur sobbing to it in ur pitch dark room alone @ 1 am ✨💅 💅 🌟
ill play it when i do that today
me right now
2am
i wish i could live this feeling but my parents are too strict for that they don't allow me to play with my phone only for three hours just in the weekends and they wont allow me to take my devices to my bed and dad kicked mom out of their room so now she sleeps with me and i hate her in the world the most she always makes fun of me for being oversized i am not really that fat she wants me to be super perfect and always get good grades and when my dad hurts me and my siblings for reasons i noticed kids normally don't get punished for my mom does not help me at all and says its my fault i was gonna do it last month but i thought i am not even ready to face god i am so scared of my sins and yet i can stop from them i don't know what to do anymore but hide and hope no one would find me i really wish my parents cared about me not what i did and will do
@@ihatekiwi2006 im so sorry you have to experience this :( you're not alone and if you ever need someone to talk with, im here :)
Hey guys, I’ve been in the exact same place. There’s nothing more satisfying than getting better. Being happy for the first time, not crying one night, smiling at yourself in the mirror for real. Liking food again. Music gets better too. Hold out just a little longer
Heartstopper is amazing, the music makes it better too.
At this point I think we’re all just suicidal kids telling eachother not to do it😀
thats exactly what this world has come to :(
Literally
Yea I agree :))
mhm
yes we are.
i just love how she keeps getting more and more popular. good luck bea, i cant wait to see where you go next.
استمعتُ لمقطع قصير من هذه الاغنية لأول مرة قبل ساعة فقط.. واكتشفتُ beabadoobee🖤 هذا الصوت وهذه الكلمات والإيقاع.. كل شئ مثالي.
For a long time I’ve felt myself going..mentally ill. It started from 11th grade, then onto 12th and now that I’m in college, I’ve become defensive at the wrong times, I cry every time I make a mistake, I cry out of frustration, and every day I wake up..I just feel tired. Around my family home, I’m not allowed to cry otherwise I’ll be judged or undermined. I’m not allowed to share my feelings otherwise I’ll be criticized for my way of thinking. I don’t really have friends I can share my feelings with and obviously not a lover that can comfort me. Most of the time I have a hard time making friends that I’ll become anxious if someone leaves me on read and or decides to block me from their stories. Something’s definitely wrong with me and I don’t understand why I feel this way.
Im so sorry for you, boo
*hugs u*
Youre awesome, sounds stupid because i dont know you irl but u really are
Im proud of u
hi! i know how you feel and its hard to stay positive some times but your not alone. I hope your doing good and get through this sooner or later.
God I felt that. I'm lucky to have friends but I can never talk to them, I refuse to let myself open up, and if I try to bring out an issue w/ my family it never turns out good, they just undermine it and talk about it like something I said when I was a kid that they can now bring up for jokes. I'l sorry if you can't understand why you feel this way, and if you haven't already, maybe try to look into psychology things like a=a disorder or smthg (I think I feel like that because of adhd, for instance), and if it's not the right solutions then you'll find another eventually! But hey, we're gonna be okay. All of us.
Sometimes it sucks because we're always told that opening up about our feelings solves everything and it just gets better when you do it, and then we try and we're left as the exceptions that confirm the rule (that's a french saying, idk if it exists in english?). And then our safe-space head bubble is cracked, it feels like we're just the person they see us as, they're right, we are who they see and not who we know. And that hurts really bad.
But fuck them. Just fuck them. As much as we love them, they are wrong. We're gonna be okay because we deserve too, and it's not our responsability to spend hours explaining to them every personal detail about our mentak health so that they can stop downplaying us. It's not our fault if they can't accept that they may not know everything about us. SO fuck them, we might have to stay with them for a little longer still, but then we'll be fucking free. And safe. And happy. And validated. We're not alone, and we can do it! You can do it.
A lot of this reminds me of Cavetown, especially that backing! And I love Cavetown!
Banana bread is really underrated and it’s my favorite song from them •^•
Hearing this song on heartstopper made my heart stop.
I’m getting so tired of this time we live in. It hurts me to see so many people depressed and no one doing anything about it! We need to do something about this because if we don’t, life will be so much worse than it is. Anyone reading this, I love you. This isn’t any normal comment, I truly care about you. I really, REALLY want to know how you’re doing.
Fr :( I’ve honestly never been more depressed in my life.
@@arohaa well anytime you need someone to talk to, I’m on TH-cam a lot
@@shokuluv thank you :)
@@arohaa any time :)
im doing fucking terrible, school work is piling up and i cant stand it, ive been eating less and everyone's is worried about that, but rn thats the least of my worries, i just want someone to fucking notice how hard im trying i havent been the same since quarantine and no one has noticed, i make jokes about it bc thats a coping mechanism for me, still no one notices how im holding back tears while saying them.
shes so underrated and for what 😩
“He just said a really bad word”
“Ah,I see Charlie’s a very special friend isn’t he?”
…
“Yeah”
STOP 😭🙏
context
Im crying
@@namiijude it's from heartstopper on netflix
@@love_clo thanks, i just saw it
it’s getting bad, really bad
Are you doing better?
Just have hope and try your best to stay positive, everything will be fine dude :( ❤️
stay safe
@@farha4296 and you are you okay ?🥺
Hey how are you ? I hope youre okay ik its hard but the time of happines will come okay ? So stay with me we going through this together I promise. I wish I could hug you right now
Reading the comment section hits too close to home. I feel comfort that others are feeling the same thing I am. At the same time, I'm sad for them. I want to hug everyone. I want to be hugged. I want to tell everyone it's going to be alright... I want to be told that it's going to be alright.
it will be okay
This song really hits me because I’ve felt this way since a young age, nobody should have to go through the shit most of us deal with
LYRICS
Verse 1]
You haven't been good for a while
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
[Verse 2]
You haven't felt right for days
Is it the fact you never say
What comes in your mind that day?
Maybe it's time to shut away
'Cause I've never really felt okay
[Verse 3]
'Cause I've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude
I've been really confused lately.
At first, I thought it was just me, or a feeling that was creeping in on me.
My relationship is fairly new, and its been a long while since opening my heart back up to someone,
However, its funny:
This feeling I have isnt from the pressures of relationship.
These lyrics kind of just hit home for me and it's made my heart hurt a bit.
At least now I know I'm not psycho for feeling how I feel.
This song is titled "Tired," and thats it.
I think I'm just tired.
So I'm going to take some time off,
And that's okay.
Thank you for being you Bea. ❤
It’s really sad to see how many people can relate to this song, myself included. I used to be suicidal when I was really young from stress and my mom always wanting me to do out of school activities and be amazing at them. I’m getting better now but still hurting. I try to stay optimistic and it isn’t always the best for me to act like everything is okay and I’m not struggling. 🙂
It's sad how nobody's crediting her for this masterpiece..
I juat randomly got one of her videos in my recommended and nownim binge listening to all her songs
this song hits even harder for me now that it was in heartstopper
fr
Whats the timestamp and episode
@@yfayded3272 episode 7 i believe and idk the time stamp
@@moss7238 yeh i found it
I’m here Cuase I noticed it was in heart stopper lol im rewatching it
As a black 13 year old girl living in America, I’m so fucking tired. Ghosts, demons, and monsters used to keep me up at night but the scariest monster that makes me afraid for my life is supposed to be the people who protect me. Why do I deserve to die because I was born this way.
im so sorry for you :')
it's okay
You don't deserve to die just cause you are you, never let anyone make u think that way
I’m so sorry my love.. please know that there’s a whole community that got your back. Stay safe, love yourself, and chin up!
Same goes for every race
this song is explaining perfectly what i’ve been feeling for the past 5 years
I have dealt with insomnia since 3rd grade and depression since 5th grade
and panic attacks and anxiety for so long and it's so hard for me to express my feelings at all
I hope your doing better.❤
it’s getting so bad, im so tired. thank you for making this song
Speaks to my soul, and to those who see this, I wish you the best! You deserve to feel happy and enjoy life!
this is your reminder that i love you and your amazing . whatever your going thru is hard but i know you can get thru this. your strong keep going. im proud of you for being here.
Was in 13 reasons why I was listening and heard a familar song and sure enough it was her :) love that she is getting recognition now.
This was the first Bea song I listened to back in 2020 when things were getting bad. So glad to see her grow !
I recovered and for anyone that is struggling in life just know its a long road but the end it worth it even at the worst times you are strong.I been at the edge and i thought nobody loved me and i was close to dying but then I lived through it and i got stronger, and I improved and got my life better and right now im focusing on working on what my passion is, sometimes you gotta push yourself and get out there its always okay to ask for help please get help guys i love yall with my heart and i know yall are really amazing people with cool qualities or traits just don't let yourself take away from your happiness because you need you and dont give any shi about anyone who disrespects you, you are your own person don't let your spark go out.
A lot of people here talk about how they are suicidal or depressed i juts wanna say that suicide is never an option there are so many people you can talk to like friends, teachers,(cant lie they are annoying though)childline or adultline (if thats even a thing) as well as family you have so much to live for and ending you life is an unforgivable as well as a act that cannot be undone. I believe in you, you have so much more to live for there are so many people who love and care for you don't take that away by taking away life you are so special and can be whatever you want. Its just you that doesn't see it.
This song makes me calm whenever i have a bad day or get stressed... 😊😊😊
This song is way too underrated!! Love it
this song feels like a comforting hug from someone who truly understands, it reminds me of the words "its all going to be ok " and I love it so much :)
this song, is everything, everything just to make my whole day.
no other song except this make me breakdown the moment i hear it
Thank you, for making this song, even 4 years later I never forgot this song :)
"maybe it's time to say goodbye, cuz im getting pretty f*cking tired"
That part hits deep because it is true and might honestly be time to say goodbye
dont say goodbye, theres so many people that love you and the world is a much better place with you in it. sometimes life is exhausting and it feels like that's the only option but its not, you can do this 🫶
the memories this song brings. love n hate them 🙁
Same
This song is so different and really just hits different
i miss my teenager life. Being adult its really hard. honestly im tired. A lot of things that push me, i don’t even know my self. i don’t know who i am now. i miss my life before corona, i miss how happy i am when i met my friends, hang out and enjoy the life. I really really miss my teenager life.
School makes me so tired. I know most of the best memories are made during school, but it makes me so tired. Mentally and physically
this is my favorite song by her
at this point life's children are just depressed kids who are actually happy on the outside but without people we are just emotionless....i cant even afford to cry anymore
this song reminds me of that tired feeling you get after you cry a lot or after you calm down , and then you just want to go to sleep
YOU'RE ALL BEAUTIFUL. I hope everyone has a good day today!!
This is one of my favourite songs. Just love the melancholic vibe!!!
Haven’t listened to this song in like 4 years bc it use to be my too go cry song lol when I was sad and listening to again just brought back ever memory
thank you for blessing us with this CONTENT
this song is like coming from heaven. it is so unique and beatifull song.she is so talented
Ohh Heartstopper! You are my favorit series I had ever watched. Thank you really a lot. Thank you for show us the songs.
I'm tired. I am tired of my dad comparing me to other people and I really wish he knew that i am trying my best.. He always says my best isn't enough. He only cares about school and not how I truly feel or my mental health. It is disappointing that i know i cant throw my suicide note away because I'm gonna need it one of these days.. Have a nice day people 🙂
please dont, from what youre telling me i know youre trying so hard, and thats enough, please if u can get help, go for it, before its actually too late, and if you cant just write about it, or tell me. ill listen bc i understand how youre feeling bc im going thru the same thing. please dont give up yet.
@@ok-xl2oh hey I keep seeing you in the comments, I hope you're okay too :)
its gonna be good soon, you've come so far and im proud of you, remember your best is more than enough, you can move out soon, you're going to have a better life, its not worth your life, sadness is temporary, you cant take back dying when you realize you dont want to die anymore, live for us please, live for the people you will be friends with in the future.
Wow, crazy to think other people are going through the same thing as me
❤️❤️
*-You never really felt ok-*
I am dying Karen Pewdiepie :c
I just broke down crying as soon as I read that-
Thruth is we all felt ok when we were children
yeah
@@KaraBearuhh same idk why
everytime i listen to this, i cried for no reason oml.
Even if people say that they've always been happy, deep down they at least were once sad. Because, being sad is normal. Its a part of who you are, its part of being human. I know you have problems, but if someone is happy with you, for me its good to know that you at least made someone happy. And i hope at that moment, you feel at least a little bit happy inside.