The static in the background sounds less like a dirty music disc, and more like snow falling down on a winter jacket. When I listen to this I can imagine myself laying down in the snow looking up at the sky, thinking about life, appreciating it, worrying about it, and being disgusted by it all at the same time.
Humans weren't meant to endure this much prolonged stress, life needs a pause button. This will do for now I guess, I wake up in 7 hours to go back to work.
Hope youre doing better, be in the present as much as you can, savor the little minutes between work, just appreciate the beautiful complexity of even the simplest things in the world around you, I find it can make you much happier and appreciative. I hope you are one day able to work towards a career that fulfills you if it is not right now; just remember that our time here is so, so limited, and its worth striving for who we wish to be every single day, never say "one day I will" or "eventually I will," you never know how long you'll be here, so every day, lead a life that you can look back on with pride rather than regret.
@@marrs_99 Thank you for that amazing reply, I couldn't agree more with that perspective. I left that job a couple months later, though the job was toxic and stressful I had my own personal issues that amplified everything. I had enough savings to just take a break and get back into the world of work after fighting my own demons and doing hollistic self improvement. I can confidently say I'm happier now and though not entirely stress free I am so much better than I was a year ago, part of me actually looks forward to going to work now. Life is too short to live miserably and you have to take action because nothing changes if nothing changes.
This feels so…specific, kind of like the feeling I used to get when I closed my eyes after I had cried for hours in the night, had a long shower and got myself something to eat and drink and fell asleep smelling the shower gel from the bathroom. Wet hair and soft sheets. When you close your eyes after crying a lot and it stings a bit but feels nice, like when I’ve thought all the thoughts, I’ve thought about it all and realised I really don’t want to be in this life but I have my reason for staying with it and it might be pathetic but it’s okay, it’s all okay. Sleep will come. Dreams will come. It’s okay.
Vivo en la constante necesidad de desaparecer de este mundo y tan sólo deambular por lugares totalmente desolados, donde nadie me recuerde y poco a poco se vayan olvidando de mí, quisiera sentirme diferente pero no sé si me quedan muchas fuerzas para aguantar la vida. Lastimosamente la tristeza y la soledad me dan comfort y creo que eso me va a llevar al camino del delirio, lo tengo todo y aún así me siento tan vacío, creo que es el peor sentimiento que se puede tener. Algún día cuando sea tan sólo una estrella más en el cielo espero llegar a sentir esa paz que tanto anhelo. Los quiero a todos, los amo a todos y espero puedan ser tan felices en su vida, yo por mi lado trataré de sobrellevar los días que me quedan...
Hey man, we may not speak the same language but I understand and i go through the same thing sometimes. I know it sucks, but hang in there, once you find a passion or just something interesting your life will pick back up again. I personally find the outdoors to help when I’m having a day like that. Best of luck to you
Entiendo, malas decisiones te llevan a tener una mala vida (decisiones que hayas tomado inconscientemente o no), ese es mi caso, la vida no me sabe a nada, soy alguien bastante prosaico pero he de admitir que en momentos de mal augurio como los que estoy pasando algo de "metafísico" se manifiesta en mi, pienso en todas aquellas cosas superiores a la condición humana, y me tranquiliza (un poco, pues me hace olvidarme de esa gota (mi vida y mis tormentos) que se pierde en un océano infinito (el tiempo), como dijo algún árabe loco "No está muerto lo que puede yacer eternamente; y con el paso de los extraños eones, incluso la Muerte puede morir".
Aún hay esperanza querido, aguanta ahí! Sé que no se ve fácil, pero la muerte vendrá de todas maneras: te tienes a ti mismo, a esa hermosa conciencia que está experimentando esta vida, yo lloro con esta canción porque sé que no soy todo lo que puedo ser, pero cada día es una nueva oportunidad, hasta que nuestro momento llegue y seamos absorbidos por aquello que nos dió vida y nos vió nacer. Un abrazo gigante: cree en la vida e intenta, intenta e intenta! La muerte ya ha ganado la partida, solo debemos lanzarnos a seguir viviendo de la mejor manera que podamos!!!
we're in a dream and we will wake up, to home, which is paradise. you forgot where you come from in this dream world. We are Gods and in the real world we can be whoever we want to without judgement. you will remember. I have.
When I listen to this I feel like I've finally reached the end, I dont know if it's the end of a period, of a strange and bizarre dream or of this life that doesn't feel real anymore, This void inside will eventually take everything that's still left, it may come the day when I don't recognize this me as myself anymore, at the end of whatever this be, I just hope that, I can go and forget, I just hope that I wake up or to simply sleep at all, at the end anything will matter anymore because im just a memory.
I really still feel this form of hole into my life that's leaking all of the quality moments. Well, its just had to be this way I guess. I'll have to figure out how to close all of those holes.
The static in the background sounds less like a dirty music disc, and more like snow falling down on a winter jacket. When I listen to this I can imagine myself laying down in the snow looking up at the sky, thinking about life, appreciating it, worrying about it, and being disgusted by it all at the same time.
yall actually making me tear up reading these comments 😭I hope you guys feel better
Humans weren't meant to endure this much prolonged stress, life needs a pause button.
This will do for now I guess, I wake up in 7 hours to go back to work.
same bro
Hope youre doing better, be in the present as much as you can, savor the little minutes between work, just appreciate the beautiful complexity of even the simplest things in the world around you, I find it can make you much happier and appreciative. I hope you are one day able to work towards a career that fulfills you if it is not right now; just remember that our time here is so, so limited, and its worth striving for who we wish to be every single day, never say "one day I will" or "eventually I will," you never know how long you'll be here, so every day, lead a life that you can look back on with pride rather than regret.
@@marrs_99 Thank you for that amazing reply, I couldn't agree more with that perspective. I left that job a couple months later, though the job was toxic and stressful I had my own personal issues that amplified everything. I had enough savings to just take a break and get back into the world of work after fighting my own demons and doing hollistic self improvement. I can confidently say I'm happier now and though not entirely stress free I am so much better than I was a year ago, part of me actually looks forward to going to work now.
Life is too short to live miserably and you have to take action because nothing changes if nothing changes.
@@Chaser-fc4iw really glad to hear that man, keep it up every day
Music like this brings me peace and a sense of feeling understood.
Really wish I could say things are ok as it is, but then I would be lying to myself. Thanks, at least, for making me feel like how it was back then.
I have faith in you, to the yourself that believes in you.
Chin up boss we are gonna make it
I fw what genre this is
This feels so…specific, kind of like the feeling I used to get when I closed my eyes after I had cried for hours in the night, had a long shower and got myself something to eat and drink and fell asleep smelling the shower gel from the bathroom. Wet hair and soft sheets. When you close your eyes after crying a lot and it stings a bit but feels nice, like when I’ve thought all the thoughts, I’ve thought about it all and realised I really don’t want to be in this life but I have my reason for staying with it and it might be pathetic but it’s okay, it’s all okay. Sleep will come. Dreams will come. It’s okay.
This song just brings me so much comfort and peace, two things I’ve not had much of in my life
Vivo en la constante necesidad de desaparecer de este mundo y tan sólo deambular por lugares totalmente desolados, donde nadie me recuerde y poco a poco se vayan olvidando de mí, quisiera sentirme diferente pero no sé si me quedan muchas fuerzas para aguantar la vida. Lastimosamente la tristeza y la soledad me dan comfort y creo que eso me va a llevar al camino del delirio, lo tengo todo y aún así me siento tan vacío, creo que es el peor sentimiento que se puede tener. Algún día cuando sea tan sólo una estrella más en el cielo espero llegar a sentir esa paz que tanto anhelo. Los quiero a todos, los amo a todos y espero puedan ser tan felices en su vida, yo por mi lado trataré de sobrellevar los días que me quedan...
Hey man, we may not speak the same language but I understand and i go through the same thing sometimes. I know it sucks, but hang in there, once you find a passion or just something interesting your life will pick back up again. I personally find the outdoors to help when I’m having a day like that. Best of luck to you
Espero que encuentres esa paz que anhelas, ya sea aquí o en otro lugar
Entiendo, malas decisiones te llevan a tener una mala vida (decisiones que hayas tomado inconscientemente o no), ese es mi caso, la vida no me sabe a nada, soy alguien bastante prosaico pero he de admitir que en momentos de mal augurio como los que estoy pasando algo de "metafísico" se manifiesta en mi, pienso en todas aquellas cosas superiores a la condición humana, y me tranquiliza (un poco, pues me hace olvidarme de esa gota (mi vida y mis tormentos) que se pierde en un océano infinito (el tiempo), como dijo algún árabe loco "No está muerto lo que puede yacer eternamente; y con el paso de los extraños eones, incluso la Muerte puede morir".
Aún hay esperanza querido, aguanta ahí! Sé que no se ve fácil, pero la muerte vendrá de todas maneras: te tienes a ti mismo, a esa hermosa conciencia que está experimentando esta vida, yo lloro con esta canción porque sé que no soy todo lo que puedo ser, pero cada día es una nueva oportunidad, hasta que nuestro momento llegue y seamos absorbidos por aquello que nos dió vida y nos vió nacer.
Un abrazo gigante: cree en la vida e intenta, intenta e intenta! La muerte ya ha ganado la partida, solo debemos lanzarnos a seguir viviendo de la mejor manera que podamos!!!
Stay strong my friend, the world wouldn't be the same without the uniqueness that you offer the world, there is only one of you after all. Much love
This song takes me back :)
I wish I could live in my dreams for ever and.. never wake up...
we're in a dream and we will wake up, to home, which is paradise. you forgot where you come from in this dream world. We are Gods and in the real world we can be whoever we want to without judgement. you will remember. I have.
Rather sleep than stay away *Boop beep boop*
man i would kill for a wind ensemble or an orchestra arrangement of this to be played
I was just imagining a huge pipe organ playing it and wow. I’d lose my mind if it were an organ hearts playing it!
It feels like falling out of reality
_Loading dream..._
_Please wait..._
im surprised that dreamcorp is still so underground
When I listen to this I feel like I've finally reached the end, I dont know if it's the end of a period, of a strange and bizarre dream or of this life that doesn't feel real anymore,
This void inside will eventually take everything that's still left, it may come the day when I don't recognize this me as myself anymore, at the end of whatever this be, I just hope that,
I can go and forget, I just hope that I wake up or to simply sleep at all, at the end anything will matter anymore because im just a memory.
Dude... I feel like this world wasnt exist, and i feel like im in another reality...
Tears
I really still feel this form of hole into my life that's leaking all of the quality moments. Well, its just had to be this way I guess. I'll have to figure out how to close all of those holes.
Im doing better, everything is becoming okay again.
William Basinski vibes
😪
The ads ruin it 🖕
Feels like you're in the backrooms
On the good side of the Backrooms.
The poolrooms or smth
😪