Answering Questions I Really Don't Want To Answer

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  • @Behzinga
    @Behzinga  4 ปีที่แล้ว +6438

    Hope you guys enjoy this video, Feel like in the last two weeks you guys have got to know me a little bit more!
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    • @Sohamsta
      @Sohamsta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      sure thing dad, your past videos have been bangers

    • @erikaidkk5293
      @erikaidkk5293 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      getting that ad money

    • @muttered
      @muttered 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      1st comment on this

    • @DaNDmsIsgfP24S
      @DaNDmsIsgfP24S 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Behzinga hi

    • @taitmarsden6412
      @taitmarsden6412 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Great vid dude

  • @xii5503
    @xii5503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3418

    Who would’ve thought this man ever went through a suicidal phase, respect man you deciding against it has given lots of others hope in the world

    • @rl8259
      @rl8259 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I’d say that quite a few youtubers probably have

    • @brunosurrador2161
      @brunosurrador2161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      It can happen to anyone. No one is immune to depression

    • @theunknown176
      @theunknown176 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Kazuya Minegishi ur tapped. You defo haven’t had it so shut up it’s one of the hardest things to do if you acc had it

    • @colino0383
      @colino0383 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’d say a lot more people go through that than you think

    • @ivirsy9705
      @ivirsy9705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The Unknown shut up you fool, don’t be talking about stuff you have no idea about! Not helpful, not smart. People go though different experiences and for you to say ‘you defo havnt had it’ is just plain idiotic. Check your self.

  • @hassaan.13
    @hassaan.13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4446

    *"I got in that car, with the intention of not getting back out of it."*
    That line hit me!

    • @danielbarton6910
      @danielbarton6910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      dont worry talk to someone man i have the same thing sometimes. if u bring it up with parents and mates it helps a lot

    • @harryfeeley5760
      @harryfeeley5760 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      dont worry try go to the gym or something just to keep your mind occupied every day and you will get through the tough times

    • @martintheemoji51
      @martintheemoji51 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      dont worry Talk to someone, and if you still have the thoughts, think of who you will affect. I may not know you, but I don’t want you to hurt yourself, man.

    • @adhilmehmud8171
      @adhilmehmud8171 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      you listen to bille eilish

    • @willdimicco3117
      @willdimicco3117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      dont worry we love you❤️

  • @remy6ix
    @remy6ix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4731

    Respect to him for getting out of that mindset, and even more for telling us about it. Will help a lot of people in that sort of situation

    • @Behzinga
      @Behzinga  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2486

      I've been getting more comfortable with speaking about my troubles recently and I hope even if one person can take anything from it then it can go a long way.

    • @rachelgrant8806
      @rachelgrant8806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +108

      Behzinga it helped me a lot thank you ❤️

    • @kriszg8086
      @kriszg8086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@Behzinga you are a legend mate, respect!

    • @euanwithau
      @euanwithau 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Behzinga thank you so much, it’s nice to have a TH-camr that’s honest and I can relate to

    • @sosa5853
      @sosa5853 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Behzinga ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mrtekkerz8293
    @mrtekkerz8293 4 ปีที่แล้ว +997

    “Do you want a hug” that’s a real friend right there

  • @Jeetsukii
    @Jeetsukii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5710

    Man Ethan's story about him getting into the car and the intentions of not coming back out got me emotional :(

    • @Embertuft
      @Embertuft 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      nightmareproducedit really not the time to be self promoting man

    • @zawarudo2095
      @zawarudo2095 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I didint underatand where was he going ??

    • @Blissful_Simp
      @Blissful_Simp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@zawarudo2095 I think he was hoping to crash

    • @BroaddayAssassin
      @BroaddayAssassin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@wowhi2847 are you scared to say suicidal 😂

    • @harrisonmann5732
      @harrisonmann5732 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Legit started crying

  • @Allwin-lz6yj
    @Allwin-lz6yj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5553

    i like how strong he speaks about his hard situation shows his immense character and strength big up behz o7

    • @BilboBaggins10
      @BilboBaggins10 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Why’s this got no replies

    • @cheesecakelasagna
      @cheesecakelasagna 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yes, it constantly inspires me to do the same. It's really cathartic and brave doing it.

    • @williamtran9599
      @williamtran9599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      In the bleak midwinter...

    • @Np-im6bk
      @Np-im6bk 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      What happened to behz ?

    • @caitlinbrennan9039
      @caitlinbrennan9039 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      But canny be saying you depression if you have not gone to the doctor, please get help behz

  • @yahiaelshobokshy5955
    @yahiaelshobokshy5955 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2856

    Respect for behz, he has been making a lot of amazing content recently

    • @nxahsvidz
      @nxahsvidz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Frrr

    • @immoses2194
      @immoses2194 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      luv ur grind bro, check out my Tik tok try not to laugh challenge (you will lose) extreme REACTION ft KSI & ADDISON RAE

    • @halimaabdurahim4654
      @halimaabdurahim4654 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that's what jj said
      jk respect to him

    • @Sohamsta
      @Sohamsta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the rest of the sidemen are lackinggg

    • @trokiandocuhh3101
      @trokiandocuhh3101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Facts

  • @itsOrba
    @itsOrba 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3934

    Love you for coming out with your story. I admire your courage.

  • @emilywdj7582
    @emilywdj7582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3609

    When he started saying things about killing himself had me in tears🥺💔

    • @shaewallace623
      @shaewallace623 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Fr

    • @kadialiou
      @kadialiou 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Minute

    • @LewisBogley
      @LewisBogley 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

    • @adam-wk4kc
      @adam-wk4kc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🥺

    • @gs3singh
      @gs3singh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Ruthvik Gundapaneni he got into his car drunk I think either that or just annoyed and he went out with the intention of taking his own life by crashing :/

  • @cerysmayers5881
    @cerysmayers5881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +669

    Hearing of him going through dark times makes me so sad when he's such an amazing and inspirational person :(

  • @courtneywordsworth3493
    @courtneywordsworth3493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6196

    After he talked about killing himself I broke down and couldn’t finish the rest of the video 💔 thank you for keeping strong 🥺

    • @jackseals6617
      @jackseals6617 4 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      Did is why people shouldn’t put hate comments cause it can do things like this

    • @viktornikolov2420
      @viktornikolov2420 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      Well that’s a lie

    • @Arjun-qz3ef
      @Arjun-qz3ef 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      Peter Singh difference between banter and bullying you snowflake

    • @harleyhurd6683
      @harleyhurd6683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @Peter Singh what are you on about that's banta not bullying

    • @ayepapi1213
      @ayepapi1213 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @Peter Singh part of me feels like you just have something against Behz, they all banter with eachother theres no bullying at all... unless you're just soft and cant understand friendly banter

  • @levikane1984
    @levikane1984 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2059

    U should definitely make some life advice content, very inspiring for people’s role models to talk like you did about ur struggles

    • @JamesDawson-qo4mi
      @JamesDawson-qo4mi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yh 100%

    • @WallyGamingHD
      @WallyGamingHD 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well if he lies like he did about his penis how would you believe 😂

    • @purple_aki_in_a_trackie
      @purple_aki_in_a_trackie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no its boring to watch ino its inspiring but its not entertaining at all

    • @sharpy5096
      @sharpy5096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Plxity that’s cuz u have a fortnite profile pic and you’re probs no older than 12

    • @WYTUP133
      @WYTUP133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@purple_aki_in_a_trackie then you dont need to watch it let ppl who need it watch it it helps alot ppl need it loads

  • @CFC003
    @CFC003 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1871

    Who remembers Behz going through the depression phase about 2 years, everyone in the comments thought he was just tired cuz of his black eyes but I guess we now know what it was

    • @iniklas4715
      @iniklas4715 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Hey, this is really observational! I still don’t fully understand what “it” was tho

    • @dylanmadden6506
      @dylanmadden6506 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Your that guy who comments on prem games

    • @fllama
      @fllama 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stfu

    • @ahmedmohammed6568
      @ahmedmohammed6568 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Stick to movies rather than premier league comments

    • @karthikkamath781
      @karthikkamath781 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@fllama no u

  • @duded8365
    @duded8365 4 ปีที่แล้ว +902

    That story was heartbreaking. Glad to see behz is stronger than ever now

  • @louissanders1139
    @louissanders1139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +931

    I lost my dad to suicide it’s a dark place and I’m proud of you for fighting you’ve got so much to live for. You’re a icon to the whole world stay strong bro

    • @huddyshoodie8246
      @huddyshoodie8246 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I’m sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @harshpatel9606
      @harshpatel9606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Stay strong brother

    • @entertainmenttv8497
      @entertainmenttv8497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Hope your doing well G

    • @Joe-dq1ym
      @Joe-dq1ym 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Jk stay strong my g

    • @klv-5611
      @klv-5611 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Oh im really sorry for your loss and i know its really hard but stay strong ❤️❤️❤️🕊🕊🕊

  • @helloiamhuman1146
    @helloiamhuman1146 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3071

    I really like ethans personality. I feel like I can relate to him more than the other sidemen. Anyone else?

    • @aidanLVbeats
      @aidanLVbeats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      yeh he’s most unfiltered and genuine i reckon

    • @chasemazur9596
      @chasemazur9596 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      He and tobi are the most genuine

    • @mamzi1757
      @mamzi1757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      No hate the donny tbh

    • @elothou5447
      @elothou5447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Nah have u seen him with fans and that in person he thinks he’s way to big for them. I get u tho

    • @danielbarton6910
      @danielbarton6910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Elot Hou nah i met him he’s really sound

  • @owenjarrell8011
    @owenjarrell8011 4 ปีที่แล้ว +550

    It is so sad to hear he had depression and almost really hurt himself

  • @lukeseate4920
    @lukeseate4920 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1923

    Yo I kinda got sad when he started talking about the car situation. It’s ok behzinga keep your head up and you know we are here for you

    • @KurtOfficiaI
      @KurtOfficiaI 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thats a long time ago mate, he’s good now

    • @ellismason1353
      @ellismason1353 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Kxrtツ shut up

    • @zbodd6454
      @zbodd6454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ellis Mason he was just trying to be nice, no need for harsh words

    • @Hydraa
      @Hydraa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@KurtOfficiaI u act like ppl cant get sad again u clown smh

    • @jackaalucas
      @jackaalucas 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hydraa he’s not acting like it tho is he he just said it was a long time ago witch it was cheer up

  • @Ali-fb5km
    @Ali-fb5km 4 ปีที่แล้ว +515

    I feel like Charlie was the one who wanted the hug. Such a good friend.

  • @sazassin2892
    @sazassin2892 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2985

    “You can die anytime, but living takes true courage.” ~ Kenshin Himura

    • @dylancreaven4155
      @dylancreaven4155 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      "Dying is easy, young man; living is harder"

    • @vsde2294
      @vsde2294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's true

    • @isaacnewton5950
      @isaacnewton5950 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dylan Creaven OH MY GOD A HAMILTON FAN WHAT

    • @chazzer8181
      @chazzer8181 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Not really lmao living is pretty easy

    • @MT-eo6tq
      @MT-eo6tq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@chazzer8181 If you're poor tough or homeless.

  • @saturn9334
    @saturn9334 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1591

    You gotta respect this guy for telling his suicidal thoughts in front of thousands of people.
    Love from the Netherlands ♥️

    • @pimvenhoek9974
      @pimvenhoek9974 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      big up nederland

    • @caspeeer1265
      @caspeeer1265 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Vind ik ook👍

    • @hallo521
      @hallo521 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Geile tijger

    • @kingdiggles777
      @kingdiggles777 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love zelfs in België

    • @hilmar2932
      @hilmar2932 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      hundred of thousands of people

  • @lyndseydouglas1085
    @lyndseydouglas1085 4 ปีที่แล้ว +684

    I started crying when Behz was talking about him being depressed because I can relate and it hurts to think if he didn’t double think it he could be gone 🥺

  • @aceena9340
    @aceena9340 4 ปีที่แล้ว +285

    That speech about depression and suicide really touched me not gonna lie. I realised everything he said is true because I look back at the times I did similar things and look where I'm at now. Thanks Behz, means a lot.

  • @chococookiez2700
    @chococookiez2700 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2260

    Behzinga: "Answering Questions I Really don't Want To Answer"
    JJ's next Vid: *Answering Questions I don't Really Want To Answer*

    • @Behzinga
      @Behzinga  4 ปีที่แล้ว +794

      I’m dead 😂😂😂

    • @Sohamsta
      @Sohamsta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      he is really running out of content ahahaha

    • @iamforeverkaizen
      @iamforeverkaizen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Don’t forget Simon.

    • @Cam-gj5ei
      @Cam-gj5ei 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      A26 he’s irrelevant

    • @Fattipotato79
      @Fattipotato79 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Behzinga no you're not you're alive

  • @kingk6151
    @kingk6151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1339

    That depression part was kind of sad

    • @03.amartyadanyariq24
      @03.amartyadanyariq24 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      that was emotional

    • @kingk6151
      @kingk6151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@03.amartyadanyariq24 ikr

    • @MRmillitant
      @MRmillitant 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      A lot have been in dark times like that it’s a scary place but somehow if u get through it to the end you become the happiest person in the world

    • @Sohamsta
      @Sohamsta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      but the fact he fought through is inspiring

    • @kingk6151
      @kingk6151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@MRmillitant hope that's true mate

  • @jacobcooper8640
    @jacobcooper8640 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1062

    Just letting you know behz we all care about you. Dont ever feel like nobody cares because they do

    • @nathan3990
      @nathan3990 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stfu

    • @gc_07_.75
      @gc_07_.75 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      nathan bellend

    • @nathan3990
      @nathan3990 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@gc_07_.75 👀

    • @joshroberts402
      @joshroberts402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      nathan sym

    • @nathan3990
      @nathan3990 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@joshroberts402 😃

  • @shxyxn7
    @shxyxn7 4 ปีที่แล้ว +459

    10:30 Damn respect for you talking to thousands of people about it

    • @Bill-er5kz
      @Bill-er5kz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Millions bro

    • @hscoots
      @hscoots 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      9:50 that's when it actually starts

    • @hscoots
      @hscoots 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Drfrenchieries Dubief no problem

  • @helenconnelly4780
    @helenconnelly4780 4 ปีที่แล้ว +595

    You should be so proud of yourself for sharing that story. There’s so many people around you that care for you and love you. I’m so glad you realised that at that difficult time. Well done for speaking about it. Thank you for sharing I’m sure you’ve helped someone with your story. Sending love 💖

    • @zRaised
      @zRaised 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Simp smell is strong with this one

  • @ADTYG02
    @ADTYG02 4 ปีที่แล้ว +710

    As someone who likes to well I suppose “suffer in silence” and deal with things on my own. It was inspiring to see Benz speak about the things he’s been through. I’ll definitely try to slowly do the same.

    • @catherinenoorlandt5713
      @catherinenoorlandt5713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I don’t know you, but I wish you great joy, and that you find your way through the suffering

    • @hristijanmece2541
      @hristijanmece2541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same bro

    • @Rosstarfarian
      @Rosstarfarian 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Here for you in spirit Adrian my guy. 🤜🏽 find something you love and keep close to those who bring out the best in you.

    • @luiscaballa3075
      @luiscaballa3075 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Do it Adrian, start to open up to the people you know you can trust and you know are there for you. Because suffering in silence is making it worse most of the times and it is a good feeling to see that people care for you most of the times.

    • @sllzl2568
      @sllzl2568 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had a really dark time last year and couldn’t handle school and had dark thoughts but I had counciling and got through it

  • @jaytuness
    @jaytuness 4 ปีที่แล้ว +366

    never thought I would tear up on a behzinga video

    • @wildjellyfish7482
      @wildjellyfish7482 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Fr.. i cant imagine him gone..So happy that he's got the right people in his life and that he's doing good.

    • @mkatx7932
      @mkatx7932 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😢ikr

    • @NanaGlover
      @NanaGlover 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Fucking hell these bots are evolving

    • @jaytuness
      @jaytuness 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      iiApp , fr

  • @milenagodzinska7141
    @milenagodzinska7141 4 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    i just wanna give him a hug tbh, i like how open he is now about his struggles. he’s also now one of my favourite people on yt since theres a lot of stuff i relate to. i hope he knows how good of a friend he is to others and how much he actually helps people

  • @amesxx
    @amesxx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +436

    Big respect to you talking about your depression it’s not easy for people to talk about❤️ you’ve come so far and you should be so proud!x

    • @child9149
      @child9149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      X for da flirt

  • @mariushelstrmolsen8873
    @mariushelstrmolsen8873 4 ปีที่แล้ว +292

    f*cking hell man, honestly i respect you so much for opening up and talking about you depression and dark thoughts. It must be so hard beeing in that situation and i respect you so much for getting through it and also talking about it afterwards. Big up you man. I dont really know what to say to be honest, but much love and keep up the good wor, we all love you.

  • @rhiannabritton5198
    @rhiannabritton5198 4 ปีที่แล้ว +505

    When Benz said he went through a suicidal phase that got me crying ngl :( but it just shows how strong the man actually is. Got so much respect for him, many TH-cam's wouldn't be comfortable sharing that, big ups💖🙌🏽

  • @benjinewzhd1860
    @benjinewzhd1860 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    you could see behz being uncomfortable saying that deep stuff, trying to smile it off which is a good thing. I love you behz, i love all the sidemen. keep and stay strong because look at you now bro ur honestly look like ur enjoying life to its fullest. Much love bro

  • @user-yc9jw1jk6j
    @user-yc9jw1jk6j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1933

    Makes me upset when hearing behz wanted to commit suicide :(

    • @toxic1433
      @toxic1433 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ukToM :( it is

    • @paragod2198
      @paragod2198 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      What was he going to do? With all Respect

    • @anhadsingh8030
      @anhadsingh8030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@paragod2198 probably drive really fast without a care for anything around him

    • @rahulg5403
      @rahulg5403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@paragod2198 sounded like he was either going to crash or sufficate himself by leaving himself in the car with the engine.on windows closed.

    • @binchonbeach155
      @binchonbeach155 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yh but how did that guy have 15 wanks in a day ...

  • @thomasgransden8193
    @thomasgransden8193 4 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    Mad to see how far Behz has come over the years, progressing mentally and physically and continuing to be one of the funniest guys on TH-cam

  • @sajidxam5585
    @sajidxam5585 4 ปีที่แล้ว +437

    Bhez was the last guy I would’ve thought when he said he almost ended it all

    • @retrothecake
      @retrothecake 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      It just shows people suffer in silence and you wouldn't ever know about it

  • @shaz9894
    @shaz9894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    i fully started tearing up when he started talking about his depression experience :(

    • @umxr.7
      @umxr.7 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @YouHeard 3 months late mAte

  • @gracemorrison2567
    @gracemorrison2567 4 ปีที่แล้ว +364

    anyone else cry when behz was telling his story with depression because you relate so much

  • @meganclayton9329
    @meganclayton9329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +344

    I was literally in tears when he started talking about his battle with depression🥺 to sit there and talk about it in front of thousands of people is truly inspiring❤️

  • @user-vb8gi8eh1n
    @user-vb8gi8eh1n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Ngl the story really broke my heart. Can’t imagine life without Behzinga. We love you and we’re all proud of you 🖤

  • @gobuxx0326
    @gobuxx0326 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    honestly, im at a very low and depressing point in my life rn. i can almost definitely say ive been or am depressed, and with what youve shared in this video really helped me. it gave me that boost in confidence like, “yeah i can get through this.” so thank you.

  • @akshatsood6469
    @akshatsood6469 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    I love how behz talked about some of the hard times he went through in life so openly and it’s good to know that he didn’t do anything stupid

  • @THExDETROITxLIONS
    @THExDETROITxLIONS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    The evolution of Behz, mentally and physically, has been truly inspiring.

  • @catva
    @catva 4 ปีที่แล้ว +470

    today I was going through a lot, and I was contemplating ending it all today... but your "life advice" just convinced me to not end it all. thanks ( :

    • @issymay2790
      @issymay2790 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      im so glad you kept going, you deserve to be here, you will be okay i promise

    • @Bwalsh-vc4lk
      @Bwalsh-vc4lk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      You may not realize this but your really important

    • @Bwalsh-vc4lk
      @Bwalsh-vc4lk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Deeby how is that funny

    • @deeby8168
      @deeby8168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@Bwalsh-vc4lk omfg i didnt mean to reply to this comment.. im so sorry i clicked on the wrong comment to reply to

    • @leahrose3438
      @leahrose3438 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I hope your doing okay! You always have a place on this earth, please stay safe xx

  • @tobydolan1185
    @tobydolan1185 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I love how benzinga told his story without making it dramatic for views and things he played music over it but not super sad music to make everyone upset he played Calm music talking about a hard thing

  • @joeyross8819
    @joeyross8819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2266

    Imagine being in the 50% of knobs that aren’t subscribed

    • @Behzinga
      @Behzinga  4 ปีที่แล้ว +690

      Can you even imagine? Tell em again!

    • @joeyross8819
      @joeyross8819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Behzinga ayyy big up behz

    • @jacobcooper8640
      @jacobcooper8640 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Say it louder for the people at the back😂

    • @Sohamsta
      @Sohamsta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tell em again dude

    • @burgermuncher8985
      @burgermuncher8985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You've actually just gone and got both of the most liked comments on the vid

  • @keirabagnall8507
    @keirabagnall8507 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1429

    ''I got in that car, with the intention of not getting back out.''
    Damn...I'm a person who didn't know about all of these situations he's been through, keep your head up Behz!

    • @arshaddahlan
      @arshaddahlan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      That's the thing, as someone that's been suicidal in the past, everyone goes through their silent struggles and battles. That's why being kind always is a great thing because you never know when you might make someone's day

    • @Panizzly
      @Panizzly 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @UCBJksjhdFpr7zAqS6bh0VUg well said man your a fucking legend

  • @Kateb23
    @Kateb23 4 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    Behz has a happy and goofy personality you never really know what someone’s going through & I hope he knows everyone loves him 💜

  • @rockerr3
    @rockerr3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    man when he talked about his depression and dark thoughts got me in tears. We love you behz

  • @teri-om3bn
    @teri-om3bn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +407

    I caught my son crying after watching this video so I watched it and I'm glad your ok cause you've helped him through tough times aswell

  • @ramanathbhat7089
    @ramanathbhat7089 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This guy right here is doin so good right now with his videos...The fact that he opened up about his depression and got out of it is so great and commendable..Get this man to 4 M by end of this month and 5 M by end of the year...Big Ups my G💓☺️

  • @JxckFitz
    @JxckFitz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +352

    You know what hearing about ethans struggles with depression really helps with mine

    • @rebuyings4
      @rebuyings4 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Push through it bro. There’s always light at other end. If I could do it, so could you.

    • @kdavidson2707
      @kdavidson2707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aew

    • @rufusblagden5077
      @rufusblagden5077 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Yousef Ahmed 🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @euanroberts9264
      @euanroberts9264 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @COOLPEAK
      @COOLPEAK 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here

  • @oliviawhite4019
    @oliviawhite4019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Big respect for being so open about something so private and something you’ve struggled with because opening up can help so many people watching this, thank you

  • @emmapurce2246
    @emmapurce2246 4 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Can't even put into words how much respect I have for not only admitting to having mental health problems and the struggle with them, but also for admitting that you were being selfish for putting others in danger. Like so many people can't be public about mental health, but Behz went even further.

  • @joewatson9956
    @joewatson9956 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Rate the amount of strength and courage it takes to speak about a moment so hard and painful to your millions. Mad love for you and your content bro

  • @TG-Carter
    @TG-Carter 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2223

    charlie: Rate my fashion
    Behzinga: No not going there
    Behzinga's brain: You look like a 12 yr old with facial hair that play's baseball for the New York Met's

    • @liamcato95
      @liamcato95 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was thinking more calfreezy style 😂

    • @marcthomas4294
      @marcthomas4294 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I fucking died at this 🤣😂🤣

  • @laurenbyrne6712
    @laurenbyrne6712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Ethans story about depression was amazing, sharing it with others possibly going through the same thing is the best thing you could do ❤️

  • @kimwillmott8586
    @kimwillmott8586 4 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    'Got in the car, and didn't plan getting out of it'
    kinda hit quite hard, what these people go through to make us happy.

    • @itsyehippohd8312
      @itsyehippohd8312 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ik right. imagine what the boys and especiallly mummy behz would beifhewentthrough withit

  • @jlemonplayz8386
    @jlemonplayz8386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I’m not gonna lie I cried when I heard his story about depression. Keep it up behz and please dont ever leave us! I’ve been through depression and it truly is incredibly hard to go through seek help when you need it man.

  • @tino19d
    @tino19d 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Behz I know what it’s like during those depressing times. Glad you managed to get through it and become an amazing person.

  • @hannahlou1143
    @hannahlou1143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I just wanted to say. As someone who is currently going through what you went through. I rly needed to hear this, with you talking about how our choices can effect others.

    • @doubleaduracellbatteries2119
      @doubleaduracellbatteries2119 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Good luck

    • @elleb9243
      @elleb9243 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope you’re ok lovely, you can get through anything with time. You’re loved and cared for god bless x

  • @mayabaptisteacteson2142
    @mayabaptisteacteson2142 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    This makes me realise that you never know what people go through so using your platform to speak about this as well as going through it yourself shows us that you’re such a good role model for all the people watching this ❤️

  • @crispy_lettucej0573
    @crispy_lettucej0573 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    When u were talking about u having/dealing with depression I could see the struggle with talking about it, mad respect for u even telling us that u had problems 👍

  • @chloeellis8168
    @chloeellis8168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Behz you’ve just had me in tears. Massive respect to you for getting through that period of your life and being able to talk about mental health so openly

  • @D33K4YY
    @D33K4YY 4 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    "You want a hug?" So sweet and wholesome

  • @iamforeverkaizen
    @iamforeverkaizen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    Ethans really carrying the UK TH-cam scene with his content! Keep it up bro🙌

    • @Behzinga
      @Behzinga  4 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Way too kind of a comment but, thank you I been tryna up the levels this year!

    • @libby8951
      @libby8951 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Behzinga hello

  • @leylandporter931
    @leylandporter931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Been fighting depression for about 5 years, feeling lonely, unworthy, unattractive and so much more! You go in and out of it all the time sometimes you can be happy other days sad but I’ve had a similar situation like behzinga, but involved a river, walked into it crying didn’t know what I was doing or why I was doing it my dad rung me at the time and it snapped me out of it, but it’s so hard to talk to people about depression can feel like so many don’t take it serious or if they do listen whatever they say you don’t believe and still chose to have that self doubt. I hope anyone going through it please keep your head up.

    • @katielay7808
      @katielay7808 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope you're doing well now.

  • @ash-ho6ox
    @ash-ho6ox 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    I’m so glad I watched this video when I did.. ur little “therapist” part has helped me think differently especially when it’s coming from u😂❤️

    • @iisranaseer
      @iisranaseer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is so off but I read therapist as the rapist 😂😭💀

    • @ash-ho6ox
      @ash-ho6ox 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Isra Naseer 😂😂omg😂😭

  • @lacari0805
    @lacari0805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +921

    “More money more problems, but less money don’t solve them”
    “Money can’t buy happiness, only rents it”

    • @Niko-pt9li
      @Niko-pt9li 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I mean personally I could do with some money and I will definitely be happy? That statement kinda bs tho

    • @JazzSingh
      @JazzSingh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      “Money can’t buy happiness but somehow it’s much more comfortable to cry in a Lamborghini than on a bicycle”

    • @aanya8105
      @aanya8105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@JazzSingh bruh that hits different

    • @joshcrete4220
      @joshcrete4220 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Barz

    • @JOwaky
      @JOwaky 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@JazzSingh lmao

  • @jayleywilson6428
    @jayleywilson6428 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I have mad respect for this man right here, he’s been through so much and has turned out to be stronger than ever. So proud 🥺💕

  • @chloejaneequestrian6733
    @chloejaneequestrian6733 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    ‘Got into the car without the intention of getting back out’ that really hit hard, thank you so much for staying strong you are an amazing human ❤️

  • @taufeequeahmad7199
    @taufeequeahmad7199 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    OMDS , this guys got me best and highest respect man , nuff luv for him and different level of deep ness man

  • @yiannisklingopoulos2816
    @yiannisklingopoulos2816 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Mannn, that car story got me so emotional. I have experienced having suicidal thoughts multiple times. You have to be proud of yourself being so funny, outgoing and cool as a youtuber man. Big idol. Keep smashing it lad. Love and respect from Greece

  • @jj_oden9133
    @jj_oden9133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Such a good video Wasn’t expecting this vid to get this deep but as myself am struggling a lot since years you kinda motivated me to start getting help and start again from scratch

    • @pimvenhoek9974
      @pimvenhoek9974 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you got this bro

    • @toxic1433
      @toxic1433 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pim Venhoek sending some support hope u get a good day tomorow

  • @captainjacksparrow1518
    @captainjacksparrow1518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +270

    "Money doesn't buy happiness, only rents it."

  • @bruhnolastname
    @bruhnolastname 4 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    Damn “Wolf of Wall Street”, “Finding Nemo” and “Forrest Gump”. Ethan’s really hitting his audience’s entire age range.

  • @droffapybbob7651
    @droffapybbob7651 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Keep the bangers coming behz, much love ♥️

  • @agateshark
    @agateshark 4 ปีที่แล้ว +383

    I will never look a my sky remote the same😂

    • @JustCallMeJohn
      @JustCallMeJohn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Behz has 7.25 inches of pure on button level passion

    • @crazyboy3637
      @crazyboy3637 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Can you guys tell us how long the sky remote is?

    • @crazyboy3637
      @crazyboy3637 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Just wanted to know if my knob is bigger than big nigerian behzs

    • @seancrawford2788
      @seancrawford2788 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      S-R if I’m looking at the right one it’s around 9 inches

  • @jordanharper3490
    @jordanharper3490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    5:00 he blurred the reflection on the tv screen

  • @mwilliams98776
    @mwilliams98776 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I nearly cried at the question ‘ What is the hardest time you’ve had to go through? ‘ it just shows that people can go through so much and it proofs that you can come out stronger 🥰 x

  • @georgekamin3028
    @georgekamin3028 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    respect to behz not many people open up about there feelings and hopefully loads more people will open up, lots of love there ❤️

  • @hamedalikhan2721
    @hamedalikhan2721 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Wow that depression part really hit me hard. Props to you for for making thru it. Massive respect. Much love ❤️

  • @NightTFB
    @NightTFB 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m normally not emotional but when he was talking about suicide it put a tear in my eye because I was at that point once in my life. But I thought to myself and realized that all the people that cared about me don’t deserve to go through pain because of me having a rough patch in my life. Keep up with the good work Behz and thank you for stayin around to give us the content we all love.

  • @SvM3K
    @SvM3K 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I love how Behz started to open to us.. I mean.. It's really great to see, that content creators started to talk open about "things" just to be more conected to us... Just to help us with problems like that..

  • @kristian1332
    @kristian1332 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    And this is why you're my favorite amongst the Sidemen. You're always so cheerful, always so funny and you're open to your subscribers even though you're talking about some deep stuff. Respect man!

  • @callmekrozz1136
    @callmekrozz1136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Dealing with depression myself I know that feeling of coming too when you're doing something reckless

  • @ffionwilkinson1236
    @ffionwilkinson1236 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    My full respect for you talking about your struggles. I’m currently struggling with depression pretty badly, but I’m trying to get through it and get past this mindset. Your videos really help me a lot

  • @evxnjxnes7659
    @evxnjxnes7659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1659

    Bruh

    • @damianr.martinez3048
      @damianr.martinez3048 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Money can’t bye happiness, only rents it

    • @ayepapi1213
      @ayepapi1213 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Could always tell if you looked close enough, might just be because I relate to him but I noticed a while ago

    • @WolfBurnz
      @WolfBurnz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I mean honestly look at Faze Rain from like 2015 and compare him now. His demons caught up with him and he can’t seem to beat them. He preaches positivity because he struggles with depression. I think it’s a common struggle for a lot of youtubers because they want to make people feel good but it doesn’t necessarily make them “feel good”.

    • @bigdawgd8481
      @bigdawgd8481 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Evxn jxnes is he gay?

    • @jasmanchaiwushan506
      @jasmanchaiwushan506 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      dude no one is perfect

  • @FahimHu55ain
    @FahimHu55ain 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    10:45 glad behzinga is still alive.. an inspiring G that i look up to 👊

  • @illumin8620
    @illumin8620 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Hey Behz , I’m really glad you have got through that period in your life. You’re an amazing person and content creator and you should always remember that.

  • @MadisonAiello
    @MadisonAiello 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yo big up behz for being brave enough and strong enough tell us about the hard times he’s went through. I’m so sorry you had to go through that behz. I have been struggling with my mental health for 7 years now and I would never wish depression on anybody. I’m sorry you ever felt like that. We are all so glad you are still here. And we’re so happy to know that you’re in a good place right now. We love you so much, behz!

  • @patfox1574
    @patfox1574 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Honestly this is such a genuine video and Behz is really brave for speaking up
    We need to spread more awareness for mental health.

  • @ffionalice7024
    @ffionalice7024 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I've had a really difficult day today with my mental health and taken steps to help myself which I wouldn't have done in the past. This video hit me hard and I'm so glad you told your story. "When you hit rock bottom, the only way is up"
    Keep smashing it 💪 you're awesome

  • @joshg6931
    @joshg6931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +431

    Everyone after this video: How big is a Sky Remote
    (Thanks for the likes)

    • @joshandhalo
      @joshandhalo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      was just thinking this 😭

    • @rockme93HD
      @rockme93HD 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      nooo 😂🤣

    • @user-ih6um7vs6o
      @user-ih6um7vs6o 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Swear they’re like 8ish

    • @shush5878
      @shush5878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Proof that he's African

    • @showerhead2710
      @showerhead2710 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      iTz_KarTh1K from Nigeria

  • @paco8196
    @paco8196 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man I keep replying the hardship question & I’ve done it. I’ve gotten in my car & just speed with the intention of crashing it. I cried as I heard you speak about it & how tough it still is to admit & im afraid I’m glad you have a friend who could be there, been battling this on my own & some days I cry n cry tell I fall asleep & act like nothing happened the next day .. god bless man !

  • @sienna189
    @sienna189 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I dont even know what to say that specific part had me in literal tears I am so proud to see how far you have come rn you are killing the game and will continue 2 and I rate that you are now inspiring everyone else honestly the sidemen are literally saving me from quarantine and life in general💔👑

  • @davidrobinson233
    @davidrobinson233 4 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    If behz sees this, I just want to say your really killing it lately with the content, keep up the great work, and looking forward to your future vids. What your doing is amazing and your helping a lot of people during this tough time. Keep it up bro 👊🔥💙

    • @jonathanmartinez3956
      @jonathanmartinez3956 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope he dose because I 100% agree with you 👍🙂