Yes we all can! I am 14 yrs sober from meth pills and I am Happy I'm not gonna lie it was a long hard fight and journey but I fought like hell for my sobriety If I can do so can anybody can! "IF GOD BROUGHT YOU TO IT GOD WILL GET YOU THOUGH IT"
@Diamond420x Way to go, just remember stay in your lane. Take care of yourself. God will take care of your parents and in their time. You can only do what you can do congrats on the baby best wishes 🤗✌️
As an ex addict myself I’m not to man to admit this brought me to tears 2 years sober now with a 2 year old son he saves me because I finally love someone more than I love being high!
My husband has been clean and sober for 5 years, and we have a beautiful life. For anyone struggling, you CAN recover ❤️ I thank God everyday that he has one more day sober. ❤
Heroin consumed me as a teenager. Homeless, jail, rehabs, that whole cycle. It was brutal man. I just turned 30 and have been clean for 10 years. Now I’m a Respiratory Therapist and put all my addictive tendencies into my health and the medical field. It’s a beautiful life out here away from all that garbage.
Finally music that doesn’t push getting drunk and high. We need more of this. This is such a light for people . This song fills my heart and makes me feel so much when I listen. We do recover . 8/12/2002 🖤🖤🖤🖤
I'm 72 days into sobriety from fentanyl and I have been listening to this song since day 13 it just hits so hard with all the people I've lost. Thanks for this it inspires me on the daily!
Drinking almost killed me I was diagnosed with necrotizing pancreatitis hospitalized for 5 months in a coma for 1 month 293 days sober today ❤️🤞🏽 (Edit) the comments passed the vibe check 🥺🤟🏽
"I know that you hate me and I hate me too" reminds me of my first born. I'm so sorry son. I wasn't there for you when you needed me. I love you so much. You helped me get sober.
Jfc "I finally love myself like i loved getting high" Hit me like a ton of bricks, I'm on my road to recovery, and all i want is to love myself, but its so hard. Thanks for the tune.
Hang in there keep fighting I am 14 years sober it was a long hard fight for me but I did it you can too "If God brought you to it God will get you thur it"✌️
@@derekrobinson8955 it gets easier bro keep it going I have 18 months and it gets easier!!! We’re all one bad decision away from loosing everything again…..remember that you have a choice today!!!!
I feel you brother. This seems like a lonely road, just remember, though were all at different points on it, there's many of us walking the same road with you. You're not alone🤙
“Finally loved myself the way I loved getting high” That one line brought instant tears to my eyes. There is absolutely no way to better word that feeling!
Sober 3.5 years. I’ve been the child and the parent, victim and perpetrator. Living with that I’ve done feels impossible some days. But we must soldier on. Thanks for this gift gentlemen
Mod sold out to me for his much needed career boost and his fake ass relationship with my wife avril. My wife has been faking public relationships for many years to keep fans out of our private life and because I worked for more than one of the three letter agencies. The hot mess with my wife's former and current fake ass public relationships is her revenge on some nosey fans that pissed her off. Grab your popcorn this shit show is just getting started.
Mods verse got me like it seems it did a lot of us!! Been clean for over 4 years now and it literally takes you hitting your rock bottom!! Everyone’s is different so glad I said babe we gotta stop or we are dying!! We are both still here and so much better than we were!! I’m not as good as I’m going to get but I’m way better than I used to be!
Does it? Does "rock bottom" even exist? If it does, I never found it. As long as you're alive, things can ALWAYS get worse. I'm going on almost 5 years sober from oc, heroin, and fentanyl now. I thank my parents all the time for standing by me through it all. They tell me how "proud" they are of me, and I tell them be proud of themselves because I never could've done it without their help. Even when I relapsed over and over they still kept hope that Id get better eventually. They're the reason I never went homeless, never had to sell my body, never got kidnapped, or lured into a human trafficking ring, or murdered by some random person in the streets. It took their unconditional love and my dream of one day being a wife and mother, the opposite of rock bottom, to get sober after many years. (If we didnt hurry up and get sober, my husband and I would never be able to have a family.) Plus, telling ppl that it takes hitting rock bottom to get sober is very dangerous. It makes their support network, their sober family and sober friends, the most important thing in their life when they're sick, believe that they have to abandon their loved ones under a bridge or never speak to them again unless they get sober. Which is terrible. Tough "love" is not real love. Real love is unconditional and never, ever gives up. Which is something an addict desperately needs. And you and I both know taking your heroin addicted kid and dropping them off on the corner and leaving won't be enough to get anyone sober. It'll just make them resent you and any offers of future help. It's just a more dangerous environment/situation to be an addict in. People prey on society's most vulnerable individuals and a homeless drug addict without a family that cares just sets their loved one up to more likely die, and them eventually standing at their grave with massive regrets about their decision to put them in even more harm's way. I'd never push someone to "rock bottom" and expect them to get better. You have to lift them up. Keep encouraging them, not putting a wall of resentment between you and them. They're already suffering immensely which is probably what sparked their addiction in the first place. Everyones path to sobriety is different, but it rarely is through rock bottom. If you've ever been to Portland you'd see "rock bottom" don't mean anything good for an opiate addict. They just nod off in their tent and the dope man lives 3 tents over, and if he's out, the dope man 5 tents over is good to go.
@@Janellabelle what I refer to when I mean rock bottom which is what I call it.. is the day that you are sitting there and say this is it and something makes you get up and ask for help! Everyone’s story is different!! Glad you got clean to. I was just commenting on how a verse hit me.. it is a great day when you “finally love yourself like you loved getting high”. Even though after the beginning it’s not a love it’s a requirement to get through the day, just glad I don’t wake up like that anymore, and hope and pray someone reading this struggling decides todays the day I choose me, and want to change my life!
For me it was "my dad's dead, my mom's proud" and "I took one last line until both my eyes closed, said one last goodbye and I overdosed", I lost way too many homies that way.
I love this song, my dad died when I was 15 and been struggling my entire life with addiction, anxiety and depression. I have always been functioning at a decent level but I hope one day to break the Xanax habit but sometimes I don't see it happening. I love how many people get to collab with Mod Sun.
You got this, screw the drugs you don’t need em to find happiness and meaning in life, all they do is take away from what makes you unique and special, just know you are loved and I’ll keep you in my prayers ❤
I never thought I could live one day without Xanax. I kicked an 8mg a day habit and I’m one year clean. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I could live a life without substances but now I live a life beyond my wildest dreams. Don’t give up before the miracle happens. Your life matters and I believe in you. We do recover ❤
I watched mod suns freestyle so many times and the line I finally love myself like I loved getting high hits me way to hard both my parents were addicts and they actually started giving me weed and alcohol when I was 9 and I got addicted to a lot of drugs before I was even 16 I’m about to turn 20 I’ve been to rehab twice I was able to get sober off many things but I’m still batting my addiction I moved out and have a beautiful girlfriend that pushes me to be better everyday I thank god for not losing sight of me and keeping me safe all through my years of addiction recovery is possible I pray for every struggling with addiction ❤
"my dad's dead, my mom's proud". Hit hard. My dad's dead, has been since 2022 and my mom's over the moon about me surviving my addiction and getting clean off meth. My 30s, so far, have been trying to kill me, but I'm still here. If I, of all people, CAN get sober, YOU can get sober. It's not easy, it's painful, it's traumatizing, but it's WORTH it. I am worth, YOU are worth it, WE are worthy of living a life without drugs.
0:44 'if only you loved me like you loved getting high' - 2:22 'i knew i couldnt live life like this anymore' wow. been on repeat for weeks now, i finally had to comment because everytime i hear these words i cry. i relate to every part. i got sober and its been almost 3 years - this is an amazing depiction of love and addiction. im from Minnesota and just moved to LA last year to finally start living. just graduated music school, saw the ocean for my first time, so many things i never thought id be able to accomplish because of my addiction. i commend you both. this song is beautiful, sad, tragic, motivating, inspiring, but most of all a very important story that needed to be heard. thank you ❤
I LOVE THE WAY IT SOUNDS WHEN YOU SING I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I LOVED GETTING HIGH MOD! Showed this to my Mom and she cried. You both are such wonderful artists, thank you for this movie 🤍 xx
I’m posting on behalf of someone who lost their battle! I will listen, share and sing from the rooftops this song so others can hear! You’re helping so many people with your story! Thank you both! 🫶🏼🤍
As someone who struggled for almost 20 years with drug and alcohol addiction, this version hits hard. 12-14-2022 saved myself from this disease. I'm luckier than so many of my friends and family members
I’m 39. been drinking and done every drug under the sun since I was 15. Wanted and have tried to get so er for the past couple years. fentanyl had a death grip on me and I lost a couple life long best friends on top of PTSD from deployments to Iraq early on in the war in the early 2000’s. I finally have been sober Since Jan 22 of this year(‘24). I’ve been scrolling through all these messages and just wanted to tell you, You are amazing and I am proud of you, have a good day today…. one day at a Time!🙂
I have been clean for 10 years now, and this song makes me feel proud knowing that I didn't die from the multiple times I overdosed. I lost so many of my friends from drugs, some of them from the drugs they did some from the drugs I did. I love and miss all of them so very much. Life is truly better being sober and sometimes you do have to take it one day at a time. Thanks for an incredible song that helps me be proud to be clean!!
1/31/2018 clean off meth. 2/10/2023 sober from alcohol. Have had hiccups along the way and lost my gallbladder and the bloodwork now looking scary but I would rather fight to live than just say fuck it. We do recover!!! ❤
Once upon a time I only would be with guys who use. If we had to choose which to give up it wouldn’t be the dope. Got 10yrs and am happy for the first time. I’m 71yo. I researched for 45yr. I’m done but I’ll never say never. ❤️🌟💙 God luck to everyone trying to live their life in light.
Saved to my dopamine list along with the OG. Play it on repeat anyhow lol. Good shit my boy. Hope life gives ya all ya deserve. Ya song has been a saving grace in a dark time for me. Struggling hard to stay sober and alive. Mainly alive the sober part I have. But fkn A it's a struggle to find a reason to wake up daily.
Been watching you since the clips on tiktok of this. Makes me feel proud for you to get acknowledgment and this accomplishment. Keep goin Av, the sky is the limit. Great job. I love you guys. Inspirational and I just wanna say thank you. Mod I'm praying you find your peace again. Can't wait to see you in person again and on stage.
This fentanyl powder is no joke. 2 days ago I overdosed. On barely enough to take a hit. If you have friends on this stuff save them even if you have to get uncomfortable. I luckily wasnt alone, thats not the reality for every addict. Life is too precious.
An amazing video. @HONESTAV so glad you got to collab with the GOAT @modsun !!! Way to rise above a tragedy to find life worth Celebrating. Keep up the good work. Luv u guys!
Went from 4+ years sober to 2+ years are hospital visits, police banging in my door and $700 ambulance rides, back to over a year sober ❤ Congrats Mod, proud of you
I met mod and honestav last night. We talked he signed the book he wrote. Told him bout the Jim Morrison room!! The impact that had. He hugged me and it was so sincere. He is the most beautiful human. We watched as he and this kid who had an issue with standing long and his dad was explaining some benefit. This beautiful man just listened and didn’t have his phone to take this kids dad’s number..so he gave a number out to be reached for this fund they had. We watched and just smiled at his beautiful soul. He is so down to earth. I had to be seated with my husband because I have MS and can’t stand long “ I didn’t tell him that. I wanted to be down rocking out. The venue was so well organized. He showed he seen us where we were seated next to stage. Showed his appreciation for Everyone. Lastly this guy has a voice and energy both my husband and I were blown away by. He was jumping and head banging and brought REAL energy and TALENT! The way he entertained the crowd!! I told him he should be selling out arenas. BEST concert we have been to! His voice with all that movement never seized to amaze me! He supported the bands he was with as he watched from above rocking out. REAL PLEASURE!! Can’t wait to see him with Huddy. I’d show pic but I’m embarrassed he’s too fine to be next too!!❤😂😊 DO NOT MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE MOD!! His sister is Beautiful soul!!
My addiction was food 😭 Binge eating and depression. I’ve listened to your song since it was on TikTok and it made me realize I’m overdosing myself and since then lost 30lbs with dieting. You are going to go far with your lyrics buddy congrats!
This is so true and I have similar struggles. Congratulations on your weight loss, keep loving yourself and you’ll get there. Down 10lbs and I have a million more to go.
@@baejay798 thank you so much! Congratulations on yours too! Keep it up! We are doing it for ourselves! If you ever need to talk I’m here for everyone going through it too! Much Aloha!
Mod sold out to me for his much needed career boost and his fake ass relationship with my wife avril. My wife has been faking public relationships for many years to keep fans out of our private life and because I worked for more than one of the three letter agencies. The hot mess with my wife's former and current fake ass public relationships is her revenge on some nosey fans that pissed her off. Grab your popcorn this shit show is just getting started.
Best song in years. Best band in years. Listen to you eveey day, all day. Cant wait to see you in concert..Your music talks to alot of people from all walks of life..Much love. Great songs..
“It’s been 8 long months since you’ve been gone, I saw your kids at your funeral, it fucked me up and I thought: look what you left behind to chase a high, all those night I stayed up trying to save your life, I never thought you’d fucking die, so I wrote this song for you, I think you’d sing it loud if you were here, cause honest lyrics always made you proud, and I hope you get rest but I’m not dead yet, so while I’m still alive I gotta carry on” RIP Kayla Rose I might be bitter he chose mod sun, he did do a great song though.
I finally love myself the way i loved getting high!!!!! This is fucking amazing yall!!! Thank you guys!!! I'm on year 7 of being sober... thank you for putting into words what we can't. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I cant wait until i can say "i finally love myself like i loved getting high" im joining a rehab tomorrow morning to start my recovery journey. Praying for anyone who is struggling. There is a brighter side and we will find it. ❤ Praying my husband finds the light. He deserves it more than anyone.❤
I told you my love without you I want no one there is nobody else I've been here just sitting working on my self I'm still sober I ask my self a million times why I am still but just knowing how bad you wanted us to get sober I still am I'm happy for you it's killed me I can't eat I can't sleep I can't see everything's black and grey 😔 but your soberity and happiness means more to me then my feelings then my self your good person I hope the best for you for million years I do I miss you so much I don't know who I am anymore I planned my future with you I never saw nothing but you we suppose to get sober for us to be better God where did I go wrong.
@@JordanPrater-zd3bk I’ll love you for a million years. But you broke me. You broke my heart. You left me when I needed you most. And it was so damn easy for you. It was like I never mattered in the first place. I’m so happy to hear you’re still sober. You deserve it more then anyone. More then me.
@@MerricaBryant merrica look at your dad's phone I tried contacting you you think I just gave up look at your mom and Dad's phone there lieing to you I've tried to get a hold of you over and over again and you fucking broke me and never even cared
Oh my God... Honestav... Your song is like therapy for me. In one year 18 people that I was close to overdosed. In one year. So when your song comes on I crank it up on the Bose and I sing out loud with you. Tears flow and I feel what your feeling. It makes me thankful I've been strong enough not to try that drug. Watching everybody around me nodding, never finished a sentence pissed me off more than thinking I could be a hero and get 'em to stop. It hurts deep that they loved a drug more than... everything else. Good people too. So here I am. Left behind. I said it on the kroq interview... I hope your hanging on tight because you are going to be shot out into our stratosphere man!!! Your beats are so good and your lyrics are so real I feel like I wrote them. You deserve all the success in the world. Enjoy it. Live it up. And be thankful for your experiences because they gave you a voice that millions relate to. Love you so much. ❤❤❤ I'm putting you on a repeat loop. Your that good. L&R
Yall killed this🔥🔥🔥 and mods part it’s the feels for us in recovery! Keep on keepin on everyone and remember it’s not a race we are all on the same journey just different points!
"I finally love myself the way I loved getting high." That line just hits so hard. Love y'all, this is amazing. ❤
Yeah, good choice tying the song together there
Yesssssssss, I felt that to my core❤
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*its not ii wont*
*its ii cant*
“I finally love myself the way I loved getting high”
We can recover!
Yes we all can! I am 14 yrs sober from meth pills and I am Happy I'm not gonna lie it was a long hard fight and journey but I fought like hell for my sobriety If I can do so can anybody can!
"IF GOD BROUGHT YOU TO IT
GOD WILL GET YOU THOUGH IT"
4 years 10 months sober here 🖤🤍 September 29th makes 5 years 🎉
#WeDoRecover
2 years clean and expecting my first baby so excited for this new journey in life! Just waiting on my parents too get clean and praying everyday 😢
@@crazycatlady4391 congrats to you!👏👏🎊🎉
@Diamond420x Way to go, just remember stay in your lane. Take care of yourself. God will take care of your parents and in their time. You can only do what you can do congrats on the baby best wishes 🤗✌️
This is one of the best comments sections I've ever come across. Love seeing strangers connecting and inspiring one another. ❤
WE DO RECOVER! ❤ made it out 6-2-19. Still going strong. R.I.P. to the ones lost along the way ❤
Congrats
16 months still strong god bless
8/5/17.. I do it for my friends that couldnt get out and my kids. Never forget them. Fly high my angels 😇
It's a feeling most of us never experience
❤ YES WE DO 11-03-2019❤
As an ex addict myself I’m not to man to admit this brought me to tears 2 years sober now with a 2 year old son he saves me because I finally love someone more than I love being high!
THIS GUY NEEDS TO GO WORLDWIDE! AV you’re a lyrical genius dude. Cheers from Canada!
No let’s stay out of mainstream bs
I agree! This guy.. Keep it up!
He a good singer but he no lyrical genius lmfao.
Its not his song. Its Phix who is the artist
But he sings well.
Love
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Hell yeah
Thanks❤
Incredible song amazing message and the Mod Sun feature?! Pure 🔥🔥🔥🔥
This song gets me through the day
My husband has been clean and sober for 5 years, and we have a beautiful life. For anyone struggling, you CAN recover ❤️ I thank God everyday that he has one more day sober. ❤
I was grateful that my wife stayed with me during a rough recovery.
A woman can really change a man.
Happy for you two!
What makes a woman beautiful?
Everything, when you love her.
Men need women...
Thank them all for saving our souls.
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Praying I can make this comment one day! So proud of your husband! ❤
@@LilRedDog women need men to sometimes ( not to be mean just saying )
Heroin consumed me as a teenager. Homeless, jail, rehabs, that whole cycle. It was brutal man. I just turned 30 and have been clean for 10 years. Now I’m a Respiratory Therapist and put all my addictive tendencies into my health and the medical field. It’s a beautiful life out here away from all that garbage.
😂😂😂 so you got clean at 20? Sounds like you’re wise beyond your years.
I love this. ❤️
@@andreanickerson4249some things make a person grow, some things prevent them from growing.
Thats great sir. Hope you have happiness..
Same but mine was fentynal.
2 years sober ❤
Finally music that doesn’t push getting drunk and high. We need more of this. This is such a light for people . This song fills my heart and makes me feel so much when I listen. We do recover . 8/12/2002 🖤🖤🖤🖤
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I'm 72 days into sobriety from fentanyl and I have been listening to this song since day 13 it just hits so hard with all the people I've lost. Thanks for this it inspires me on the daily!
Stay strong big dog
Congrats shit is really hard
Keep going bro. It’s worth it. I’m just over 2 years clean from H
Drinking almost killed me I was diagnosed with necrotizing pancreatitis hospitalized for 5 months in a coma for 1 month 293 days sober today ❤️🤞🏽
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I hope you are still going strong 5 days later. So proud!
@@brandirice4975 one more day to 300🥳🥳🥳❤️❤️❤️
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I'll drink to that 🍻
Keep loving that sober feeling. Congrats!
"I know that you hate me and I hate me too" reminds me of my first born. I'm so sorry son. I wasn't there for you when you needed me. I love you so much. You helped me get sober.
Same.. my oldest hasnt talked to me in 6 yrs. He has 2 daughters i haven't met, i love u
Lil Raymond
Your not alone brother. Still battling my worst enemy, myself.
Damn I'm proud of you man wish my dad could say this
Tell him not us homie!
Jfc
"I finally love myself like i loved getting high"
Hit me like a ton of bricks, I'm on my road to recovery, and all i want is to love myself, but its so hard. Thanks for the tune.
Hang in there keep fighting I am 14 years sober it was a long hard fight for me but I did it you can too
"If God brought you to it
God will get you thur it"✌️
@@derekrobinson8955 it gets easier bro keep it going I have 18 months and it gets easier!!! We’re all one bad decision away from loosing everything again…..remember that you have a choice today!!!!
I love you!! and im so proud of you. one day at a time
I feel you brother. This seems like a lonely road, just remember, though were all at different points on it, there's many of us walking the same road with you. You're not alone🤙
Don’t pick up no matter what! You got this!
“Finally loved myself the way I loved getting high”
That one line brought instant tears to my eyes. There is absolutely no way to better word that feeling!
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Seriously hit me like a ton of bricks had me all choked up instantly!
Sober 3.5 years. I’ve been the child and the parent, victim and perpetrator. Living with that I’ve done feels impossible some days. But we must soldier on. Thanks for this gift gentlemen
@@TravsCallis whatever you done….it can’t be that bad brother. Every day a new start. Go easy on yourself son…much love
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I first saw Modsun’s youtube short before I discovered the full song. These two are amazing together
Same. I'm glad they got to do it together. I love Mod's verse.
I heard the OG version after hearing Mods verse and his verse in my opinion makes the song so much more
bro mod sun go crazy in the freestyle cyphers tooo
Mod sold out to me for his much needed career boost and his fake ass relationship with my wife avril. My wife has been faking public relationships for many years to keep fans out of our private life and because I worked for more than one of the three letter agencies. The hot mess with my wife's former and current fake ass public relationships is her revenge on some nosey fans that pissed her off. Grab your popcorn this shit show is just getting started.
@@HarleaTylerbro Honsetav is a dude they just started up in Springfield mo he’ll get there
This song.. it's still on repeat. Love you guys!!
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Mods verse got me like it seems it did a lot of us!! Been clean for over 4 years now and it literally takes you hitting your rock bottom!! Everyone’s is different so glad I said babe we gotta stop or we are dying!! We are both still here and so much better than we were!! I’m not as good as I’m going to get but I’m way better than I used to be!
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Does it? Does "rock bottom" even exist? If it does, I never found it. As long as you're alive, things can ALWAYS get worse. I'm going on almost 5 years sober from oc, heroin, and fentanyl now. I thank my parents all the time for standing by me through it all. They tell me how "proud" they are of me, and I tell them be proud of themselves because I never could've done it without their help. Even when I relapsed over and over they still kept hope that Id get better eventually. They're the reason I never went homeless, never had to sell my body, never got kidnapped, or lured into a human trafficking ring, or murdered by some random person in the streets. It took their unconditional love and my dream of one day being a wife and mother, the opposite of rock bottom, to get sober after many years. (If we didnt hurry up and get sober, my husband and I would never be able to have a family.) Plus, telling ppl that it takes hitting rock bottom to get sober is very dangerous. It makes their support network, their sober family and sober friends, the most important thing in their life when they're sick, believe that they have to abandon their loved ones under a bridge or never speak to them again unless they get sober. Which is terrible. Tough "love" is not real love. Real love is unconditional and never, ever gives up. Which is something an addict desperately needs. And you and I both know taking your heroin addicted kid and dropping them off on the corner and leaving won't be enough to get anyone sober. It'll just make them resent you and any offers of future help. It's just a more dangerous environment/situation to be an addict in. People prey on society's most vulnerable individuals and a homeless drug addict without a family that cares just sets their loved one up to more likely die, and them eventually standing at their grave with massive regrets about their decision to put them in even more harm's way. I'd never push someone to "rock bottom" and expect them to get better. You have to lift them up. Keep encouraging them, not putting a wall of resentment between you and them. They're already suffering immensely which is probably what sparked their addiction in the first place. Everyones path to sobriety is different, but it rarely is through rock bottom. If you've ever been to Portland you'd see "rock bottom" don't mean anything good for an opiate addict. They just nod off in their tent and the dope man lives 3 tents over, and if he's out, the dope man 5 tents over is good to go.
@@Janellabelle what I refer to when I mean rock bottom which is what I call it.. is the day that you are sitting there and say this is it and something makes you get up and ask for help!
Everyone’s story is different!! Glad you got clean to.
I was just commenting on how a verse hit me.. it is a great day when you “finally love yourself like you loved getting high”.
Even though after the beginning it’s not a love it’s a requirement to get through the day, just glad I don’t wake up like that anymore, and hope and pray someone reading this struggling decides todays the day I choose me, and want to change my life!
Yeah: "I finally loved myself the way I loved getting high" is profound.
What hit me, harder, was "I knew I couldn't live life like this anymore".
For me it was "my dad's dead, my mom's proud" and "I took one last line until both my eyes closed, said one last goodbye and I overdosed", I lost way too many homies that way.
i didnt get why mom is proud?@@beckhenry8712
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When I heard Mods verse I was hoping for a full version! I’m loving this and it will for sure remain on repeat
me too! i thought he’d at least sing along w him in this tho😢
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Literally the best song out right now
Seriously can't get enough of this dude
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The vulnerability is inspiring to be more human!
Less human. Humans are disgusting
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Holy shit . Damn man i got one month clean from fent . This helps so much
Keep it up homie.
@@MattWebzthank you bro 💜
@@cameronshaffer1592 ✊🏻 sobriety is a helluva drug
Keep it up! You’re doing great!
Congratulations! My mother in law is 13 years sober. You can cont to do this.
I love this song, my dad died when I was 15 and been struggling my entire life with addiction, anxiety and depression. I have always been functioning at a decent level but I hope one day to break the Xanax habit but sometimes I don't see it happening. I love how many people get to collab with Mod Sun.
You got this, screw the drugs you don’t need em to find happiness and meaning in life, all they do is take away from what makes you unique and special, just know you are loved and I’ll keep you in my prayers ❤
I never thought I could live one day without Xanax. I kicked an 8mg a day habit and I’m one year clean. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I could live a life without substances but now I live a life beyond my wildest dreams. Don’t give up before the miracle happens. Your life matters and I believe in you. We do recover ❤
@@TheDalyShowSwag Congrats. How long to taper off?
Don’t give up! Do not fucking give up!
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Mod and his music helped me get and stay sober 5 years earlier this month.
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I relapsed during the pandemic and have been struggling with being sober for the last three years, one day I will win the fight again. Love this song
Same
Yes you will. You can do it!!! ❤
We just got to keep on trucking on bro I'm with you on that
@@christinetrombly9207 🙏
@@marcgallegos1070 📠 🙏
My boyfriend has been sober for a year and half after overdosing and you don’t understand how thankful and how much I praise him❤️ anybody can RECOVER
Omg yesss. Ive been watching modsuns short with his verse over and over just prayyyiiinnnggg they made it into this!!!
Been waiting for this! What a GEM! 💎
Me too!!! Since I heard the others guys verse! I was hoping he'd see it!!! I love it!
I love Av, I’m so happy to see him comin up.
That line Mod
It's how a lot of us in recovery feels! This song was already amazing then Mod did his thing. Good job boys 👏 out here saving lives ❤❤
I’m playing ur music non stop on TikTok, Spotify, and TH-cam. Your style is impeccable.
I am only seconds in and already appreciate the vibrations of the bike matching your rasp. Soooooo good!
Almost to 8 years sober from heroin. This song hits home. Thank you for something so relatable. ❤
I got 3 years from that (h) and everything else. This song hits so hard.
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Comin up on 7 from the same thing! I’m proud of y’all 🫶🏻
"I finally love myself the way I loved getting high" wow.. just, wow.
I watched mod suns freestyle so many times and the line I finally love myself like I loved getting high hits me way to hard both my parents were addicts and they actually started giving me weed and alcohol when I was 9 and I got addicted to a lot of drugs before I was even 16 I’m about to turn 20 I’ve been to rehab twice I was able to get sober off many things but I’m still batting my addiction I moved out and have a beautiful girlfriend that pushes me to be better everyday I thank god for not losing sight of me and keeping me safe all through my years of addiction recovery is possible I pray for every struggling with addiction ❤
Keep. Going.
You can do it.
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Keep going kid. Make your life worth living
Both of y'all killed it!
"my dad's dead, my mom's proud". Hit hard. My dad's dead, has been since 2022 and my mom's over the moon about me surviving my addiction and getting clean off meth. My 30s, so far, have been trying to kill me, but I'm still here.
If I, of all people, CAN get sober, YOU can get sober. It's not easy, it's painful, it's traumatizing, but it's WORTH it. I am worth, YOU are worth it, WE are worthy of living a life without drugs.
0:44 'if only you loved me like you loved getting high' - 2:22 'i knew i couldnt live life like this anymore'
wow. been on repeat for weeks now, i finally had to comment because everytime i hear these words i cry. i relate to every part. i got sober and its been almost 3 years - this is an amazing depiction of love and addiction. im from Minnesota and just moved to LA last year to finally start living. just graduated music school, saw the ocean for my first time, so many things i never thought id be able to accomplish because of my addiction. i commend you both. this song is beautiful, sad, tragic, motivating, inspiring, but most of all a very important story that needed to be heard.
thank you ❤
Congratulations on your sobriety! Keep it up💪
The tears that fall down my face, are the memories that can't be replaced.
I LOVE THE WAY IT SOUNDS WHEN YOU SING I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I LOVED GETTING HIGH MOD! Showed this to my Mom and she cried. You both are such wonderful artists, thank you for this movie 🤍 xx
We are watching this man av go places in real time. He deserves it!
I’m posting on behalf of someone who lost their battle! I will listen, share and sing from the rooftops this song so others can hear! You’re helping so many people with your story! Thank you both! 🫶🏼🤍
As someone who struggled for almost 20 years with drug and alcohol addiction, this version hits hard. 12-14-2022 saved myself from this disease. I'm luckier than so many of my friends and family members
I’m 39. been drinking and done every drug under the sun since I was 15. Wanted and have tried to get so er for the past couple years. fentanyl had a death grip on me and I lost a couple life long best friends on top of PTSD from deployments to Iraq early on in the war in the early 2000’s. I finally have been sober Since Jan 22 of this year(‘24). I’ve been scrolling through all these messages and just wanted to tell you, You are amazing and I am proud of you, have a good day today…. one day at a Time!🙂
I have been clean for 10 years now, and this song makes me feel proud knowing that I didn't die from the multiple times I overdosed. I lost so many of my friends from drugs, some of them from the drugs they did some from the drugs I did. I love and miss all of them so very much. Life is truly better being sober and sometimes you do have to take it one day at a time. Thanks for an incredible song that helps me be proud to be clean!!
1/31/2018 clean off meth. 2/10/2023 sober from alcohol. Have had hiccups along the way and lost my gallbladder and the bloodwork now looking scary but I would rather fight to live than just say fuck it. We do recover!!! ❤
Praying for you right now as I read your comment. You got this. Please do fight to live.
I just Woke up !; ,what a Song 🙏
2:29 discipline shows me the way
Once upon a time I only would be with guys who use. If we had to choose which to give up it wouldn’t be the dope. Got 10yrs and am happy for the first time. I’m 71yo. I researched for 45yr. I’m done but I’ll never say never. ❤️🌟💙 God luck to everyone trying to live their life in light.
Saved to my dopamine list along with the OG. Play it on repeat anyhow lol. Good shit my boy. Hope life gives ya all ya deserve. Ya song has been a saving grace in a dark time for me. Struggling hard to stay sober and alive. Mainly alive the sober part I have. But fkn A it's a struggle to find a reason to wake up daily.
This is instant gold!
Lost my little sister a year ago to an overdose and life will never be the same without her here. #getbetter #youareloved
YO love this video! was SO STOKED to see MOD SUN wanted to be apart of this song. KEEP IT UP KING!!
Here before this has millions of views.
Been watching you since the clips on tiktok of this. Makes me feel proud for you to get acknowledgment and this accomplishment. Keep goin Av, the sky is the limit. Great job. I love you guys. Inspirational and I just wanna say thank you. Mod I'm praying you find your peace again. Can't wait to see you in person again and on stage.
🔥we do recover!!!!! Celebrating 18 months next month!!!!!❤️
Fucking love you guys together in this, as a son of an addict this still resonates with me every listen.
This fentanyl powder is no joke. 2 days ago I overdosed. On barely enough to take a hit. If you have friends on this stuff save them even if you have to get uncomfortable. I luckily wasnt alone, thats not the reality for every addict. Life is too precious.
I really wasn't planning on commenting on this video, but your comment hit me. It's been a few weeks, hope you're still clean and doing ok...
An amazing video. @HONESTAV so glad you got to collab with the GOAT @modsun !!! Way to rise above a tragedy to find life worth Celebrating. Keep up the good work. Luv u guys!
I love this song so much
Didn’t know I could live the song any more than I already did until you added Mod! 😍
“I know that you hate me and I hate me too”
This line hurts so much, because I know I’m pushing them to hate me and I hate me too.
Same
ive been watching you for so long and this song just hits the SOUL. volume all the way up dude, im so proud your so great 😭😭😭❤️
Went from 4+ years sober to 2+ years are hospital visits, police banging in my door and $700 ambulance rides, back to over a year sober ❤
Congrats Mod, proud of you
I met mod and honestav last night. We talked he signed the book he wrote. Told him bout the Jim Morrison room!! The impact that had. He hugged me and it was so sincere. He is the most beautiful human. We watched as he and this kid who had an issue with standing long and his dad was explaining some benefit. This beautiful man just listened and didn’t have his phone to take this kids dad’s number..so he gave a number out to be reached for this fund they had. We watched and just smiled at his beautiful soul. He is so down to earth. I had to be seated with my husband because I have MS and can’t stand long “ I didn’t tell him that. I wanted to be down rocking out. The venue was so well organized. He showed he seen us where we were seated next to stage. Showed his appreciation for Everyone.
Lastly this guy has a voice and energy both my husband and I were blown away by. He was jumping and head banging and brought REAL energy and TALENT! The way he entertained the crowd!! I told him he should be selling out arenas. BEST concert we have been to! His voice with all that movement never seized to amaze me! He supported the bands he was with as he watched from above rocking out. REAL PLEASURE!! Can’t wait to see him with Huddy. I’d show pic but I’m embarrassed he’s too fine to be next too!!❤😂😊 DO NOT MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE MOD!! His sister is Beautiful soul!!
My addiction was food 😭
Binge eating and depression. I’ve listened to your song since it was on TikTok and it made me realize I’m overdosing myself and since then lost 30lbs with dieting.
You are going to go far with your lyrics buddy congrats!
This is so true and I have similar struggles. Congratulations on your weight loss, keep loving yourself and you’ll get there. Down 10lbs and I have a million more to go.
@@baejay798 thank you so much! Congratulations on yours too!
Keep it up! We are doing it for ourselves! If you ever need to talk I’m here for everyone going through it too!
Much Aloha!
@@baejay798the first ten is the hardest. You’re doing amazing
Just found this channel and I'm digging the music. Has a great sound and talks about real life issues.
Mod sun makes the song hit so much different
Mod sold out to me for his much needed career boost and his fake ass relationship with my wife avril. My wife has been faking public relationships for many years to keep fans out of our private life and because I worked for more than one of the three letter agencies. The hot mess with my wife's former and current fake ass public relationships is her revenge on some nosey fans that pissed her off. Grab your popcorn this shit show is just getting started.
Your song hit the radio @ work this week congratulations. Keep it up big dawg
I'm here for every release!
This song was a masterpiece 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 much love
Wow…just wow man!
DO YO THING AV🤞🏽💫
Best song in years. Best band in years. Listen to you eveey day, all day. Cant wait to see you in concert..Your music talks to alot of people from all walks of life..Much love. Great songs..
“It’s been 8 long months since you’ve been gone, I saw your kids at your funeral, it fucked me up and I thought: look what you left behind to chase a high, all those night I stayed up trying to save your life, I never thought you’d fucking die, so I wrote this song for you, I think you’d sing it loud if you were here, cause honest lyrics always made you proud, and I hope you get rest but I’m not dead yet, so while I’m still alive I gotta carry on”
RIP Kayla Rose
I might be bitter he chose mod sun, he did do a great song though.
Nothing is better than windows down, air guitar belting this song out with NO SHAME!!! Rejects rejoice our boys brought us a banger
I finally love myself the way i loved getting high!!!!! This is fucking amazing yall!!! Thank you guys!!! I'm on year 7 of being sober... thank you for putting into words what we can't. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sober 4 years & 2 months 💯 Keep going guys it’s worth it!
I'm crying it's so good 😢😢😢
I'm honestly so hyped for you for this . Also I had no clue who MOD SUN was before this but I knew who you were so that's a hype ❤❤❤️❤️❤️
I cant wait until i can say "i finally love myself like i loved getting high" im joining a rehab tomorrow morning to start my recovery journey. Praying for anyone who is struggling. There is a brighter side and we will find it. ❤
Praying my husband finds the light. He deserves it more than anyone.❤
You got this!
@JordanPrater-zd3bk
Not so happy (what would have been) 2 year anniversary. You’ll probably never see this but I hope she makes you happy.
I told you my love without you I want no one there is nobody else I've been here just sitting working on my self I'm still sober I ask my self a million times why I am still but just knowing how bad you wanted us to get sober I still am I'm happy for you it's killed me I can't eat I can't sleep I can't see everything's black and grey 😔 but your soberity and happiness means more to me then my feelings then my self your good person I hope the best for you for million years I do I miss you so much I don't know who I am anymore I planned my future with you I never saw nothing but you we suppose to get sober for us to be better God where did I go wrong.
@@JordanPrater-zd3bk I’ll love you for a million years. But you broke me. You broke my heart. You left me when I needed you most. And it was so damn easy for you. It was like I never mattered in the first place. I’m so happy to hear you’re still sober. You deserve it more then anyone. More then me.
@@MerricaBryant merrica look at your dad's phone I tried contacting you you think I just gave up look at your mom and Dad's phone there lieing to you I've tried to get a hold of you over and over again and you fucking broke me and never even cared
Oh my God... Honestav... Your song is like therapy for me. In one year 18 people that I was close to overdosed. In one year. So when your song comes on I crank it up on the Bose and I sing out loud with you. Tears flow and I feel what your feeling. It makes me thankful I've been strong enough not to try that drug. Watching everybody around me nodding, never finished a sentence pissed me off more than thinking I could be a hero and get 'em to stop. It hurts deep that they loved a drug more than... everything else. Good people too. So here I am. Left behind. I said it on the kroq interview... I hope your hanging on tight because you are going to be shot out into our stratosphere man!!! Your beats are so good and your lyrics are so real I feel like I wrote them. You deserve all the success in the world. Enjoy it. Live it up. And be thankful for your experiences because they gave you a voice that millions relate to. Love you so much. ❤❤❤ I'm putting you on a repeat loop. Your that good. L&R
SO DOPE THANK YALL ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Yall killed this🔥🔥🔥 and mods part it’s the feels for us in recovery! Keep on keepin on everyone and remember it’s not a race we are all on the same journey just different points!
I don’t think I’ll ever love myself the way I love getting high
U will
Love this!!!! So happy to see you blowing up
fave part 1:24
I know you hate me and I hate you too
Love this song. And especially love MOD SUN
Must be doing something right if mod sun jumps on your track
Been waiting for this 🖤✨
Ik you hate me I hate me to..😔
Thank you for making this. As a child of an addict I needed this ❤
I can't let go.....of this fuckin song! My god gentlemen. 👏👏👏
Huge av fan!! Stuck on the floor is one of many of my favorites of his keep rocking av👋✌️🎤🎶
Ps very nice Collaboration
Dude … you have come so far!!!! ❤❤❤ inspirational , been following you since you began on TikTok!!
When I saw Mods version I thought this would be a banger, and here we are! Well done boys!
Live this song. Share how you got sober to inspire others ❤️❤️❤️💖
Mod sun u back I love your songs