In 1975, I was pregnant with twins. I miscarried one. Almost 4 years ago, her sister, Sunshine passed away with cancer. Death is the hardest hurt anyone can ever imagine, at any stage. With the baby we lost, we always felt like someone was missing. With the one that lived, losing her just before her 46th birthday, I can't explain. God bless you. He is the only one who can touch where you hurt. Love you
In memory of your sweet girl, put magnolia flowers on your Christmas tree. They are beautiful just like your baby girl. Hugs & blessings to you & your family.
Thinking of you as well and Totally agree, it’s been 24 years since I lost my son and it never goes away, the simple things makes me cry on days, you just learn to cope with your new norm.
I think about Magnolia often when I watch your videos..especially when you’re holding Violet…they say all things happen for a reason, but no reasoning can explain such a loss. Violet surviving and thriving is such a blessing. I wish we all could wrap our arms around you. Know that some of us have shed many tears along with you. 🦋
Perhaps your gift from an angel was the safe return of your husband and son from a flight that could have been very devastating. A true guardian angel.
Lauren, I commiserate with you on sweet Magnolia's transition. My only son was stillborn 33 years ago and I still feel it. May the love of God comfort and strengthen you and your family. Magnolia lives in sweet baby Violet. The two became one, praying for you 🙏🏿♥️
Losing a baby is the silent club no one ever wanted to join. It's been 38 years since my stillbirth, and I've not forgotten. There is no right way to walk through the grief, but to keep moving. The people around you anchor you and help keep you moving. I am so sorry for your loss. Your journey touches other's lives. Knowing that others have walked a similar path allows someone else not feel so alone. Thank you for being brave enough to share the most personal pain a person can carry. So many hugs and tears to you and your family.
Lauren there is no right or wrong way or.time table for grieving. You just take it 1 day at a time and work through it. You take your time and heal. The pain never goes away unfortunately. You just work through it. You have your good days and your bad days. Just know you're not alone and know MAGGIE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Magnolia will always be your first born daughter. Yes, you have changed and grown stronger in your faith. Magnolia showed you loved and sacrifice. Continue to be proud of her. She'll always be a part of you and the family. 🤍🕊🧸
Thank you for sharing Magnolia’s special day with us all. I cried for you all and with you as I remembered my sons Jared 8/23/2018 and Jason 7/4/2022. It was Our Lord that had held me up to get through each day, each moment, without my sons. May the Lord be with us all until we see them again.
Lauren, your family memorial for Baby Magnolia was so beautiful. All the keepsakes and the tiny urn are all perfect, as is the pink keepsake box. Tiny Maggie will never be forgotten by your TH-cam family. She lives on in your family's hearts, and she will be safe in the Heavenly Father's arms until you join her in heaven. I wish I could give you a big hug. You are so strong. I know how difficult this year has been. I'm so glad that Violet has been so healthy. I love you, Lauren. I have two tiny ones in heaven. The last was the triplet of my twin sons.🩷🕊
I lost 2 infants before my 2 rainbow babies survived. I still think about them even 50 yrs later. As time passed the hurt lessened for me. Maybe the joy my earthside babies brought to us. Much love to you and entire your family.
You can seal her urn with melted sugar, as it dries it seals the urn. My sister learned that from a funeral director friend, as my sister was a cosmetologist for his funeral parlor years ago.
Maggie will always live on through Violet! You can look at Violet and see exactly what Maggie looks like at the same age! How special is that! God Bless!
Sending love and prayers to you and the family. God holds Maggie in his arms as an angel to look over Violet and the family. You have been so brave to share this journey, bless you
Lauren I too have experieced the loss of a baby his name wasRalph Emerson III. His 39th birthday would have been on Thansgiving. I will not tell you that time heals all things but I will tell you that keeping her alive by talking about her with your family will help everyone to heal. Love to all❤
Lauren crying along with you. I lost my first child a beautiful daughter in 1974 She was premature and lived a few hours. The nurses never brought her to me so i never got to see her. After having 4 healthy sons and another daughter i had a miscarriage in 1984. Those children are loved and thought about every day. Lots of love and prayers to you and your family
After I watched this. I came back to write. In thought. As identical sweety. Think like this. Magnolia is not totally gone. As the dear violet is also her. Per se. Blesses. Xoxo Lynn.
Grief is one of those things that never goes away - we just learn to walk with it. Hang in there, release your emotions when you need to and do your best. 💖
Oh honey, this memorial video resonated deeply with me. I am 79 years old and l lost both my firstborn twins when l was 21, at times l still feel the grief, although it has gotten easier to bear over the years. It is so lovely you have these things to remember your dearly loved Maggie, l have none of these things, and l am so happy that you do. Sometimes, usually at night when l can’t sleep, l remember my little ones and hold their memory close. Much love to you and your family
Just beautiful, thank you for sharing and may your faith bring you comfort in the harder times ❤ my mum has an everlasting candle in memory of my sister we lost in adulthood and she is never far from our memories and conversations x
Lauren,. You're family is part of my family and it's hard to see you hurting. My arms are coming through to give you a big hug, and know we are all crying with you. 🙏♥️
Oh Lauren. Thank you for sharing your journey with such authenticity and grace. May the Lord help you all continue to abide in His love. Watching from Kodiak!
Surrounding your family with hugs and prayers❤️There is a Belks store I go to and a Magnolia tree is in front of it. Everytime I walk in front of the tree,I think of your Maggie and send a prayer❤️
I just want to say that I’m so very sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you and Mark. Baby Magnolia has a beautiful, powerful impact on your lives and she is alive in your hearts. Thank you for sharing. I love your content and may the blessing Jesus be with you always.❤
Lauren I'm sorry to see you like that but you really are a strong person an amazing mom that after all this pain of loosing Maggie you wouldn't change it for another way. The memorial was so beautiful and completed with the family all together being part of it making the flowers, singing and just a beautiful family full of love . Im so happy to find your channel 3 years ago. Blessings from Michigan ❤🙏
I’m so sorry.😢😢❤. I cried along with you when this was happening, and now I’m crying with you again today when you are so sad and grieving for Maggie. I loved the memorial for her. The boys are so precious and good with you and Baby Violet. Westin is so sweet with you feeling such empathy for his mom. I noticed the little hug 🤗 he gave you during the memorial. ❤. Thank you for sharing such beautiful memories of Magnolia. Jesus blessed you with Magnolia and Violet. You will make Christmas wonderful for your whole family including our Savior Jesus Christ , who holds Magnolia and your family in His healing hands. Lauren, you are helping so many families that are grieving. What a special gift that you have. ❤😢❤. Carolyn
What a beautiful memorial for your sweet Maggie. ❤🔥In Christs love you are in my heart with love and in prayers. As time moves forward may blessings be with you all as you make your way through each and every day of this adventure called life. Lauren sweetie, thank you sharing your heart and souls most deeply cherished love. We are the rememberers. 💟
Lauren, there is no time period for grief. Losing a child is the hardest part of life. May God continue to comfort you, Mark,and the rest of family. Maggie always be a part of your family. You will see her again. God bless!!!!
Lauren, you have been through so much both physically and mentally, you soldiered on and saved sweet Violets life while grieving Magnolia. You will never forget, never not feel the ache. You did finish your pregnancy strong and thank you for sharing this most intimate part of your life. Hugging you and praying for.
Hallo aus Österreich. Ich bewundere dich das du das mit uns teilst . Du bist eine starke Frau und eine wundervolle Mutter und Magnolia beschützt euch von oben sie ist euer Engel. Ich verstehe dich gut . Ich habe meinen Mann und mein Enkelkind im vergangenen Jahr verloren.😢 Mein Herz schreit jeden Tag und es wird wohl auch einmal leichter werden . Ich wünsche euch fröhliche Weihnachten und Gott schütze dich und deine wunderbare Familie . ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💔
I Am SO sorry you had to go through this, I Am very sure you will met Maggie in heaven , Maggie will allways be next to you and your family , all my love and respect from Mexico ❤️
Wish I could give you a hug lauren its not easy to loose I loved one. Im always thinking of you and the family. Lots of love❤ im so sorry for your pain and loss😢
I lost my 5 1/2 month old son in September 1985 plus i miscarried 2 sets of twins and 2 single births. Its very hard and i still have a very hard time sometimes. I started following you just before you got pregnant and i absolutely love you and tour family and i feel such a connection to you all. I bought the felt boaords from your recommendation and i am putting them up n today. I feel your pain and absolutely love you Lauren. I am praying for you daily. Love Candy
My heart goes out to you all ,I myself am a mum of twins that also had twin to twin transfusion thankfully both of mine survived however I have since had a stillbirth and two 21week spontaneous labours resulting in the passing of a son and 2 daughters the last Ava would be15 tomorrow,the pain never ever goes away but you Learn to live with it ..Magnolia will always be the heart of your family and Violet Will also be the beating of that heart..be strong you are doing fabulously well much love xxxx
I could barely watch this. It broke my heart. I can only imagine what you must be going through. Im so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family.
You will see Magnolia again. I lost my first born just before he would have turned 50. It is still just as hard. Losing a child is never easy, but I too believe in Jesus Christ. After 2 years of grieving I asked God to help me get over the grief and continual sadness. One morning early I had a very unusual "dream". My son burst through the bedroom door, smiling from ear to ear. He was beautiful. He did not look 50 years old. He was perfect. I don't know how else to describe him. He looked full of joy, as if he was trying to tell me that all is well for him, and I need not cry for him. I have not cried in grief for him since that morning! I may shed a tear, but it is of joy, full of expectation because I will see him again!
Baby Magnolia, you are loved, you are missed and will forever be remembered. Your Dad, Mom, Brothers and Sister have a sweet Angel helping Jesus watch over them. May your love shine brightly, little one. 💟
Magnolia is loved and mourned by so so may people. The memorial was beautiful. So much love! Her light will forever shine. May God bless your family always.
Lauren, thank you for sharing your beautiful memorial for Maggie. You are helping others by sharing your grief, resilience and faith with us, a community of strangers who love and remember Magnolia. You are so strong. But don’t ever feel like you cannot grieve or cry, or be sad. Life is a series of ups and downs… and even the good times don’t last forever. We understand. Just know that we love you and are here for you and your family. We respect your privacy… and don’t ever want to overstep our boundaries. Just know that we love you and your family. We think of your sweet Maggie frequently. When we see Violet, it’s hard to not imagine what she and Maggie would have been like, together. God is good, all the time. Let His love be a mantle on your shoulders, wrapping you in His grace. Hugs!
Don't be sorry for crying! We had a son killed in an industrial accident 16 years ago. He was 21. I felt the Spirit all through your podcast. Our son Peter, we try to do something for his birthday on Feb. 17th and the day he died, August 30th . We go to his grave and put flowers on his grave. I know when the Lord comes back, we will be able to see our loved ones again! Take care, love you and your family!
Oh my Lauren, I know how hard this was for you to do ! Baby Magnolia will always shine in the life of Violet also !! This was a precious memorial and so heartwarming! I cried along with you through the whole video! Watch the whole journey of the pregnancy, procedures , loss and birth was heartbreaking as if I was there with you all ! Hearing Violets voice after your singing was so precious and seeing her look at the memorial things was precious! The Lego flowers were a great choice for memory flowers and watching the family making them was so sweet . Much much prayers for you all and much love being sent also !! ❤️🙏
Magnolia means everlasting connection. Even her name means the bond that holds your family together. What a gift. Lauren, your wound is our wound. I hope that sharing lessens your pain. I know that your sharing your experience has created understanding and awareness. I am sending my prayers to you for healing and comfort.
Our family lost a little 24 week boy 30 years ago. He lived 4 days and died in our arms. Today 24 week babies often thrive in NICU. We lost him couple of days before Christmas. It took about a decade before we could truly enjoy Christmas again. Grief is difficult to get through but with it comes such an appreciation for our easier days.
There’s no way anyone can put a time limit on grief. Grief is a individual process and it’s hard. Lauren you are such a beautiful person and Magnolia was your baby and we both know where she’s at right now. She’s your angel looking down and smiling on her Mom. One day you’ll see her again. ❤
I've never carried past 12 weeks - I've had multiple losses and I can understand some of your pain. I'm now 42 and single following a marriage breakdown and no other relationship which has worked out. I'm at peace with being alone now but it's taken a while to get here and I'm not sure I'll ever get over not being able to be a mum.
My Sarah is the brightest star in the sky. Born sleeping 13 yrs ago. My husband, daughter and I talk about her but nobody else in our lives mention her. I gave birth to two daughters. My now 11 yr old knows she had a sister. I to have a special keepsake box which I open a couple of times a year. I still cry from time to time. Hang in there! Cry as much as you need to. My thoughts are with you and the family. ❤
Ill never get over losing my precious little boy, you blame yourself all the time, what if i did things differently, was it my fault, so many emotions, the pain never gets easier, your a shining star ontop of a christmas tree little maggie
My heart breaks for you. Many years ago I lost a baby girl. This February I lost my hubby after being married fot 56 yrs. I understand your grief and how it hits you at anytime. Bless you and your family. I cry everyday.
Lots of Hugs and love, I know it's hard, but knowing like many who belive in The Lord Jesus, you know she is. Safe in heaven and waiting for you at some time❤🙏😳
Bless your sweet heart Lauren. The memorial was so beautiful. You have such a loving and caring family. Honoring Magnolia will keep her present in your lives always. ❤
Lauren, never apologize for being emotional about losing Magnolia. That is a grief you and your family will be dealing with for a long time and forever. Sending love and hugs.
My heart goes out to you. I know what it’s like to lose a child. I lost my son at the age of 18 he would now be 56 years old but not a day goes by that I still don’t think of him you will always keep Maggie in your heart and when you see a rainbow or when you see something that’s so precious to you you’ll know she saying hi mom stay strong I’m OK. sending you bunches of hugs and love from one broken hearted mama to another. God bless you.
I am so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and I’m grateful for all your posts . I love following your life. Please accept my condolences again. Also, baby violet is beautiful and your boys are awesome.
Sending love ❤ nothing can compare to the loss of your child it’s devastating. I wish you and your beautiful family nothing but the best for the future. Beautiful baby Magnolia born asleep is with you always, thank you for sharing your special memorial for her so very touching. I wish I could of just give you a hug, I’m so very sorry 💕💕💕💕
In 1975, I was pregnant with twins. I miscarried one. Almost 4 years ago, her sister, Sunshine passed away with cancer. Death is the hardest hurt anyone can ever imagine, at any stage. With the baby we lost, we always felt like someone was missing. With the one that lived, losing her just before her 46th birthday, I can't explain. God bless you. He is the only one who can touch where you hurt. Love you
I am terribly sorry for your loss. ❤
So sorry for your loss, sending big hugs xxx
@@christeengolden6132 so sorry for all that has happened. Sending you hugs.
I too am a mother of an angel baby. I am so sorry for the loss of both your angels. God bless you.
Sorry for your loss.
In memory of your sweet girl, put magnolia flowers on your Christmas tree. They are beautiful just like your baby girl. Hugs & blessings to you & your family.
I think that is a precious and very beautiful idea !!!!❤
My son Richard died at 3 days old 41 years ago, time doesn’t heal the pain it just helps you learn to cope with the grief.
Love to you all. ❤
Thinking of you as well and Totally agree, it’s been 24 years since I lost my son and it never goes away, the simple things makes me cry on days, you just learn to cope with your new norm.
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I to lost a baby. It never gets easier, but you learn to live with it. My mother had the same experience. I love what you're done to remember her by
I think about Magnolia often when I watch your videos..especially when you’re holding Violet…they say all things happen for a reason, but no reasoning can explain such a loss. Violet surviving and thriving is such a blessing. I wish we all could wrap our arms around you. Know that some of us have shed many tears along with you. 🦋
Beautiful memorial for baby Magnolia. Thank you for sharing your amazing family. Praying for healing. Grammy from Texas
Perhaps your gift from an angel was the safe return of your husband and son from a flight that could have been very devastating. A true guardian angel.
Lauren, I commiserate with you on sweet Magnolia's transition. My only son was stillborn 33 years ago and I still feel it. May the love of God comfort and strengthen you and your family. Magnolia lives in sweet baby Violet. The two became one, praying for you 🙏🏿♥️
Violet will always have a special angel watching over her. Her sister Maggie. Prayers be with you Lauren.❤❤❤
Losing a baby is the silent club no one ever wanted to join. It's been 38 years since my stillbirth, and I've not forgotten. There is no right way to walk through the grief, but to keep moving. The people around you anchor you and help keep you moving. I am so sorry for your loss. Your journey touches other's lives. Knowing that others have walked a similar path allows someone else not feel so alone. Thank you for being brave enough to share the most personal pain a person can carry. So many hugs and tears to you and your family.
A beautiful memorial for Magnolia. God bless your family.
Lauren there is no right or wrong way or.time table for grieving. You just take it 1 day at a time and work through it. You take your time and heal. The pain never goes away unfortunately. You just work through it. You have your good days and your bad days. Just know you're not alone and know MAGGIE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Magnolia will always be your first born daughter. Yes, you have changed and grown stronger in your faith. Magnolia showed you loved and sacrifice. Continue to be proud of her. She'll always be a part of you and the family. 🤍🕊🧸
Thank you for sharing Magnolia’s special day with us all. I cried for you all and with you as I remembered my sons Jared 8/23/2018 and Jason 7/4/2022. It was Our Lord that had held me up to get through each day, each moment, without my sons. May the Lord be with us all until we see them again.
I'm so sorry,for you loss. I lost my son in 2022. The pain is unbearable. My prayers are with you always ❤❤
So much love to you sweetheart ♥️
May you be comforted knowing we share your pain, prayers for you. 🙏
I’m sorry for your loss 😢I lost my son in 1986 and it still hurts 😢
Lauren, your family memorial for Baby Magnolia was so beautiful. All the keepsakes and the tiny urn are all perfect, as is the pink keepsake box. Tiny Maggie will never be forgotten by your TH-cam family. She lives on in your family's hearts, and she will be safe in the Heavenly Father's arms until you join her in heaven. I wish I could give you a big hug. You are so strong. I know how difficult this year has been. I'm so glad that Violet has been so healthy. I love you, Lauren. I have two tiny ones in heaven. The last was the triplet of my twin sons.🩷🕊
Dear Lauren don’t ever apologize for your feelings,you are strong beyond words.The Memorial for baby Maggie was so touching 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I lost 2 infants before my 2 rainbow babies survived. I still think about them even 50 yrs later. As time passed the hurt lessened for me. Maybe the joy my earthside babies brought to us. Much love to you and entire your family.
You can seal her urn with melted sugar, as it dries it seals the urn. My sister learned that from a funeral director friend, as my sister was a cosmetologist for his funeral parlor years ago.
Maggie will always live on through Violet! You can look at Violet and see exactly what Maggie looks like at the same age! How special is that! God Bless!
Sending love and prayers to you and the family. God holds Maggie in his arms as an angel to look over Violet and the family. You have been so brave to share this journey, bless you
We love you Magnolia ❤!! You are very loved and very missed!! Forever in our hearts ❤ sending you big hugs your way❤
Lauren I too have experieced the loss of a baby his name wasRalph Emerson III. His 39th birthday would have been on Thansgiving. I will not tell you that time heals all things but I will tell you that keeping her alive by talking about her with your family will help everyone to heal.
Love to all❤
Lauren crying along with you. I lost my first child a beautiful daughter in 1974 She was premature and lived a few hours. The nurses never brought her to me so i never got to see her. After having 4 healthy sons and another daughter i had a miscarriage in 1984. Those children are loved and thought about every day. Lots of love and prayers to you and your family
After I watched this. I came back to write. In thought. As identical sweety. Think like this. Magnolia is not totally gone. As the dear violet is also her. Per se. Blesses.
Xoxo Lynn.
Sending lots and lots of huggs and prayers
Grief is one of those things that never goes away - we just learn to walk with it. Hang in there, release your emotions when you need to and do your best. 💖
Oh honey, this memorial video resonated deeply with me. I am 79 years old and l lost both my firstborn twins when l was 21, at times l still feel the grief, although it has gotten easier to bear over the years. It is so lovely you have these things to remember your dearly loved Maggie, l have none of these things, and l am so happy that you do. Sometimes, usually at night when l can’t sleep, l remember my little ones and hold their memory close. Much love to you and your family
Just beautiful, thank you for sharing and may your faith bring you comfort in the harder times ❤
my mum has an everlasting candle in memory of my sister we lost in adulthood and she is never far from our memories and conversations x
Lauren,. You're family is part of my family and it's hard to see you hurting. My arms are coming through to give you a big hug, and know we are all crying with you. 🙏♥️
Feel your pain🩷🙏
Its ok to feel uncomfortable watching someone grieve. Its not ok to ignore it. Much love ❤❤❤
So sorry for your loss! What a wonderful tribute to Magnolia
Baby Maggie will never be forgotten 🤍
Oh Lauren. Thank you for sharing your journey with such authenticity and grace. May the Lord help you all continue to abide in His love. Watching from Kodiak!
Magnolia will always be in your heart. She is always watching over you.
Prayers for you all during this time.
Surrounding your family with hugs and prayers❤️There is a Belks store I go to and a Magnolia tree is in front of it. Everytime I walk in front of the tree,I think of your Maggie and send a prayer❤️
Omg, Weston loves his momma. He was the only hugging and making sure you were ok!!
Forever in your hearts, she will always be there, always, ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
What a beautifull memorial for beautifull Maggie , you have an amazing family , lots of love from Mexico 🥰
Baby Maggie is so loved. She will never be forgotten and her light continues to shine.
I just want to say that I’m so very sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you and Mark. Baby Magnolia has a beautiful, powerful impact on your lives and she is alive in your hearts. Thank you for sharing. I love your content and may the blessing Jesus be with you always.❤
So very very sad about baby Magnolia. You are so right that one never knows when a tragedy will hit a family.
Our hearts are so heavy.
Lauren I'm sorry to see you like that but you really are a strong person an amazing mom that after all this pain of loosing Maggie you wouldn't change it for another way. The memorial was so beautiful and completed with the family all together being part of it making the flowers, singing and just a beautiful family full of love . Im so happy to find your channel 3 years ago. Blessings from Michigan ❤🙏
Yes it's been a year without your precious Maggie but it's been a year with your beautiful sweet Violet ❤❤
Sending hugs to your family ❤️. Such a beautiful family 💞
I’m so sorry.😢😢❤. I cried along with you when this was happening, and now I’m crying with you again today when you are so sad and grieving for Maggie. I loved the memorial for her. The boys are so precious and good with you and Baby Violet. Westin is so sweet with you feeling such empathy for his mom. I noticed the little hug 🤗 he gave you during the memorial. ❤. Thank you for sharing such beautiful memories of Magnolia. Jesus blessed you with Magnolia and Violet. You will make Christmas wonderful for your whole family including our Savior Jesus Christ , who holds Magnolia and your family in His healing hands. Lauren, you are helping so many families that are grieving. What a special gift that you have. ❤😢❤. Carolyn
Me 2 😢
What a beautiful memorial for your sweet Maggie. ❤🔥In Christs love you are in my heart with love and in prayers. As time moves forward may blessings be with you all as you make your way through each and every day of this adventure called life. Lauren sweetie, thank you sharing your heart and souls most deeply cherished love. We are the rememberers. 💟
Lauren, there is no time period for grief. Losing a child is the hardest part of life. May God continue to comfort you, Mark,and the rest of family. Maggie always be a part of your family. You will see her again. God bless!!!!
Amen 🙏
Lauren, you have been through so much both physically and mentally, you soldiered on and saved sweet Violets life while grieving Magnolia. You will never forget, never not feel the ache. You did finish your pregnancy strong and thank you for sharing this most intimate part of your life. Hugging you and praying for.
Hallo aus Österreich. Ich bewundere dich das du das mit uns teilst . Du bist eine starke Frau und eine wundervolle Mutter und Magnolia beschützt euch von oben sie ist euer Engel. Ich verstehe dich gut . Ich habe meinen Mann und mein Enkelkind im vergangenen Jahr verloren.😢 Mein Herz schreit jeden Tag und es wird wohl auch einmal leichter werden . Ich wünsche euch fröhliche Weihnachten und Gott schütze dich und deine wunderbare Familie . ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💔
I can’t even imagine the grief of losing a baby. Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family
I Am SO sorry you had to go through this, I Am very sure you will met Maggie in heaven , Maggie will allways be next to you and your family , all my love and respect from Mexico ❤️
Wish I could give you a hug lauren its not easy to loose I loved one. Im always thinking of you and the family. Lots of love❤ im so sorry for your pain and loss😢
Very enjoyable family! Have fun. Mary from Michigan
Magnolia is forever in our hearts, until we meet again 🤍
I lost my 5 1/2 month old son in September 1985 plus i miscarried 2 sets of twins and 2 single births. Its very hard and i still have a very hard time sometimes. I started following you just before you got pregnant and i absolutely love you and tour family and i feel such a connection to you all. I bought the felt boaords from your recommendation and i am putting them up n today. I feel your pain and absolutely love you Lauren. I am praying for you daily. Love Candy
Sorry for your loss magnolia RIP 😢
My heart goes out to you all ,I myself am a mum of twins that also had twin to twin transfusion thankfully both of mine survived however I have since had a stillbirth and two 21week spontaneous labours resulting in the passing of a son and 2 daughters the last Ava would be15 tomorrow,the pain never ever goes away but you
Learn to live with it ..Magnolia will always be the heart of your family and Violet Will also be the beating of that heart..be strong you are doing fabulously well much love xxxx
I could barely watch this. It broke my heart. I can only imagine what you must be going through. Im so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family.
You will see Magnolia again. I lost my first born just before he would have turned 50. It is still just as hard. Losing a child is never easy, but I too believe in Jesus Christ. After 2 years of grieving I asked God to help me get over the grief and continual sadness. One morning early I had a very unusual "dream". My son burst through the bedroom door, smiling from ear to ear. He was beautiful. He did not look 50 years old. He was perfect. I don't know how else to describe him. He looked full of joy, as if he was trying to tell me that all is well for him, and I need not cry for him. I have not cried in grief for him since that morning! I may shed a tear, but it is of joy, full of expectation because I will see him again!
Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Such a beautiful tribute to this precious baby girl❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Baby Magnolia, you are loved, you are missed and will forever be remembered.
Your Dad, Mom, Brothers and Sister have a sweet Angel helping Jesus watch over them.
May your love shine brightly, little one. 💟
What a beautiful memorial for Magnolia. ❤
Magnolia is loved and mourned by so so may people. The memorial was beautiful. So much love! Her light will forever shine. May God bless your family always.
Lauren, thank you for sharing your beautiful memorial for Maggie. You are helping others by sharing your grief, resilience and faith with us, a community of strangers who love and remember Magnolia.
You are so strong. But don’t ever feel like you cannot grieve or cry, or be sad. Life is a series of ups and downs… and even the good times don’t last forever. We understand.
Just know that we love you and are here for you and your family. We respect your privacy… and don’t ever want to overstep our boundaries. Just know that we love you and your family. We think of your sweet Maggie frequently. When we see Violet, it’s hard to not imagine what she and Maggie would have been like, together.
God is good, all the time. Let His love be a mantle on your shoulders, wrapping you in His grace. Hugs!
How precious! I am a 78 yo identical twin and although she has been gone many years I still feel her presence every day. Bless you for sharing.
Don't be sorry for crying! We had a son killed in an industrial accident 16 years ago. He was 21. I felt the Spirit all through your podcast. Our son Peter, we try to do something for his birthday on Feb. 17th and the day he died, August 30th . We go to his grave and put flowers on his grave. I know when the Lord comes back, we will be able to see our loved ones again! Take care, love you and your family!
Oh my Lauren, I know how hard this was for you to do ! Baby Magnolia will always shine in the life of Violet also !! This was a precious memorial and so heartwarming! I cried along with you through the whole video! Watch the whole journey of the pregnancy, procedures , loss and birth was heartbreaking as if I was there with you all ! Hearing Violets voice after your singing was so precious and seeing her look at the memorial things was precious! The Lego flowers were a great choice for memory flowers and watching the family making them was so sweet . Much much prayers for you all and much love being sent also !! ❤️🙏
May our Heavenly Father bring you peace 🕊️
Magnolia means everlasting connection. Even her name means the bond that holds your family together. What a gift. Lauren, your wound is our wound. I hope that sharing lessens your pain. I know that your sharing your experience has created understanding and awareness. I am sending my prayers to you for healing and comfort.
Love and Prayers!!! May the arms of Jesus wrap around you and your family. ❤🙏❤️
Our family lost a little 24 week boy 30 years ago. He lived 4 days and died in our arms. Today 24 week babies often thrive in NICU. We lost him couple of days before Christmas. It took about a decade before we could truly enjoy Christmas again. Grief is difficult to get through but with it comes such an appreciation for our easier days.
Yes losing a child affects the whole family a ripple affect ❤
There’s no way anyone can put a time limit on grief. Grief is a individual process and it’s hard. Lauren you are such a beautiful person and Magnolia was your baby and we both know where she’s at right now. She’s your angel looking down and smiling on her Mom. One day you’ll see her again. ❤
I've never carried past 12 weeks - I've had multiple losses and I can understand some of your pain. I'm now 42 and single following a marriage breakdown and no other relationship which has worked out. I'm at peace with being alone now but it's taken a while to get here and I'm not sure I'll ever get over not being able to be a mum.
The memorial for Magnolia was just beautiful. You all are loved by so many and continue to be in our hearts. Much love to you all.
Beautiful tribute to Magnolia. So sorry for your pain and loss. I am truly heartbroken for you. ❤️
My Sarah is the brightest star in the sky. Born sleeping 13 yrs ago. My husband, daughter and I talk about her but nobody else in our lives mention her. I gave birth to two daughters. My now 11 yr old knows she had a sister. I to have a special keepsake box which I open a couple of times a year. I still cry from time to time. Hang in there! Cry as much as you need to. My thoughts are with you and the family. ❤
My heart goes out to you Lauren 💔 sending you nothing but love and light to you all
Sending hugs and prayers to the family. Happy birthday in heaven Magnolia.
I can’t imagine what you’re going through but she’s on the other side of the veil. She’ll be there when it’s your time!!
What a beautiful memorial service for your precious Magnolia.
Ill never get over losing my precious little boy, you blame yourself all the time, what if i did things differently, was it my fault, so many emotions, the pain never gets easier, your a shining star ontop of a christmas tree little maggie
My heart breaks for you. Many years ago I lost a baby girl. This February I lost my hubby after being married fot 56 yrs. I understand your grief and how it hits you at anytime. Bless you and your family. I cry everyday.
I’m so sorry Lauren and Family ! I can’t even begin to imagine what you are going through ❤
Lots of Hugs and love, I know it's hard, but knowing like many who belive in The Lord Jesus, you know she is. Safe in heaven and waiting for you at some time❤🙏😳
Mark, Lauren, the Alaska boys..and little Miss Violet…there are no words, just love from my heart to all of yours. Miss Linda 💞💞💞
Maggie will never be forgotten ❤❤❤
Bless your sweet heart Lauren. The memorial was so beautiful. You have such a loving and caring family. Honoring Magnolia will keep her present in your lives always. ❤
Lauren, never apologize for being emotional about losing Magnolia. That is a grief you and your family will be dealing with for a long time and forever. Sending love and hugs.
I’m so sorry for the loss of precious Maggie. I think of her and pray for her and your family. She is remembered ❤️
My heart hurts for her 😢.
From a mom who last a baby 43 years ago know that your faith in n Jesus and time will help you 🙏 for you and your family love you
My heart goes out to you. I know what it’s like to lose a child. I lost my son at the age of 18 he would now be 56 years old but not a day goes by that I still don’t think of him you will always keep Maggie in your heart and when you see a rainbow or when you see something that’s so precious to you you’ll know she saying hi mom stay strong I’m OK. sending you bunches of hugs and love from one broken hearted mama to another. God bless you.
My heart broke for you and your family last year. 💔 . It is breaking again. You will be in my prayers.
You are so beautifully brave
💜🕊️thank you Lauren I love you helped me today more then you know our little girls are know beautiful angels♥️🙏🏼👣👣🤍🌹
I am so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and I’m grateful for all your posts . I love following your life. Please accept my condolences again. Also, baby violet is beautiful and your boys are awesome.
Sending love ❤ nothing can compare to the loss of your child it’s devastating.
I wish you and your beautiful family nothing but the best for the future.
Beautiful baby Magnolia born asleep is with you always, thank you for sharing your special memorial for her so very touching. I wish I could of just give you a hug, I’m so very sorry 💕💕💕💕
Im crying here your angel will always be with you
I agree with everything you said ❤
Crying here. Feeling the sadness 😢
Sending lots of love ❤and hugs 🥰