full testosterone journey [READ DESCRIPTION]

don't mind the fact that I look so depressed in the last segment that I just recorded. I have been feeling really down these last few weeks and you can see that in the look on my face. I haven't been this depressed in a few years, I'm sorry.
this should've been done two weeks ago but I missed my shot for two weeks b/c my parents were out of state (Sept 29) and I forgot the next week (Oct 6) so I took my last two shots last week and today. my testosterone journey is complete. I never planned on being on testosterone for long term and wanted to be on it until I was satisfied with the changes. my main goal was the deepening of the voice since I had a very high pitched voice. I do like the little mustache, although it can be hard to see on camera since the hair is light and blends in with my skin. so yeah
sorry for not getting the Luka videos done. I want to make one completely from the Dude Perfect video and then just more regular clips of Luka. I keep forgetting and also have been unmotivated. I swear, it'll be uploaded someday. I know you've been waiting for more.
thanks for reading. please don't be concerned for my mental health. I've been depressed for the majority of my life and know how to deal with it much better than when I was a teenager. it'll pass, at least I hope. I do suffer with seasonal depression so it does get worse towards the holiday season. I should just remind myself that the NBA season starts soon and not to do anything drastic or stupid. just give myself some small reasons to live for.
- Ranger

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hello just wanted to say I love your videos and I hope you’re doing well