Older Military Man Finds Your Diary [Daddy Issues] [Abuse] [Reassurance] [M4F] [ASMR RP]

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    You're downstairs cooking some dinner while Charlie is toiling away in the attic, pouring through the boxes left over from your move. He is trying to figure out how to sort them when he finds something... Your old journal. He knows he probably shouldn't snoop... But once he reads a little he can't stop... It's a bitter pill to swallow for him to learn what your life has been like...
    Part 1: • Older Military Man Pro...
    Part 2: • Older Military Man Kee...
    Part 3: • Waking Up Next To Your...
    Part 4: • Older Military Man Sna...
    🅲 🆁 🅴 🅳 🅸 🆃 🆂 :
    ● SCRIPT: ItsEsmeJones
    ● ART: Minikui_Cheri
    ● THUMBNAIL: ‪@BabyPinkASMR‬
    ❖ SFX used in this video comes from: freesound.org and my own created sounds.

ความคิดเห็น • 217

  • @moonisok872
    @moonisok872 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

    I like how he says it’s wrong then turns the page straight after💀

  • @Kylee508
    @Kylee508 ปีที่แล้ว +613

    I really loving the Older military Man series Can you please make some more videos of the series?

  • @Oliredwd9cm
    @Oliredwd9cm 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +69

    “No I shouldn’t…WAIT-“
    You said : 👀📖

  • @dukeDevlinstruelove
    @dukeDevlinstruelove ปีที่แล้ว +434

    I'm not crying you're crying! this episode was a punch in the heart and so feeling it shows how much Charlie cares about short-stack so much Also you still don't get any fried potatoes.

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +104

      Let this be a lesson; If you read someone's diary without permission, get ready to go hungry!

    • @dukeDevlinstruelove
      @dukeDevlinstruelove ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @@FilthyVA I mean you still get breakfast just no potatoes

    • @elliequddos1429
      @elliequddos1429 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@FilthyVA you are so cute ☺️

    • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
      @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Let's all be honest your crying I'm crying we're all crying

  • @ArcticMonkeyz-yy5pp
    @ArcticMonkeyz-yy5pp ปีที่แล้ว +131

    ‘Being sweet to people hurts’ punch to the gut. I was teary eyed after this ngl- I love this character sm and I hope we get to see more of Charlie x

    • @Jackieeeisvibing
      @Jackieeeisvibing 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Same like the air in my lungs? GONE

    • @momsspaghetti-sd9sn
      @momsspaghetti-sd9sn หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm so sorry that hurt you 😢

  • @alwaysingingSZA
    @alwaysingingSZA ปีที่แล้ว +182

    The way he said JeSuS in the southern accent had me dead 💀💀😂😂

    • @halieydavson
      @halieydavson ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Same bruh

    • @davinab_
      @davinab_ ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Noo because I literally burst out laughing 😭

    • @iiHoneyyy
      @iiHoneyyy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      "JeSUs"

  • @makermario6665
    @makermario6665 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Somebody get this man an acting job. The emotion in his voice... bro the most talented voice artist i have heard on youtube by far

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Aww thank you very much! 🥺👉👈

  • @beamerboy000
    @beamerboy000 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    PLEASE MAKE THIS A SERIES PLEASEEEE THIS HELPS WITH MY TRAUMA

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +59

      This is actually part 5 of an ongoing series! So if you like be sure to check out the previous one! (Pssst, I have a playlist with them all together on my channel 😉)

    • @STARSHOW_1
      @STARSHOW_1 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      OMG SAME ITS HELPING ME WITH UN FELT WITH TRAUMA

  • @Somebodyy1
    @Somebodyy1 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    The fact that I do indeed have a diary and it’s filled about the things some friends did to me-

  • @redwillow311
    @redwillow311 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    As someone who grew up experiencing both physical and s€×ual abuse from male and female family members this hits really close to home. It's interesting and quiet startling to see and hear it in this format (not in a bad way mind you) as I actually brought it to my session with my Psychiatrist. She thinks it's an interesting take and as long as I am keeping myself grounded in that it is not my reality it's a healthy way for me to help process that I am not alone in what happened to me and that other people have experienced this as well.
    This has been a an interesting series to listen to and I do enjoy it quite a bit. The writing is absolutely amazing and the acting is emotionally charged and spot on. Thank you for creating something that can invoke such emotional response and I can't wait to see where this goes from here.

    • @laybby
      @laybby 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      im so sorry ml ☹️❤️

    • @STARSHOW_1
      @STARSHOW_1 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      As somone who's been through the same im the exact same and I'm sorry you went through this ml

  • @weirdos._.
    @weirdos._. ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I-Im not crying **sobs** YOU'RE CRYING!!!

  • @CharleeSings
    @CharleeSings ปีที่แล้ว +120

    Being someone who just lost their military dad..this hits hard.
    Thank you so much, I needed this
    I'm gonna go cry in my room now ❤

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I'm sorry for your loss, I hope that this helps to make the pain a little less

    • @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616
      @ildikoboglarkanemeth8616 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I am with you in spirit Dear 💖🫂! I hope your heart will heal on the level you need as soon as possible.

    • @sillychotu
      @sillychotu ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Not the daddy issues 💖💖✨✨🎊🎊😩😩🤭🤭🥳🥳🤪

    • @CharleeSings
      @CharleeSings ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@sillychotu What the heck? Not a cool response to someone who just lost their dad

    • @blackcherry941
      @blackcherry941 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@sillychotunot the right time for that
      Someone just lost their goddamn dad

  • @callmekit87
    @callmekit87 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    He’s 6’6”! Jesus 😂

  • @LegendaryOdin
    @LegendaryOdin ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Well, Charlie may not get any taters, but at least he'll get some buns :P Great work as always, sir!

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Thank you so much! And thank you again for writing yet another amazing script! (This was quite heavy even for me X v X;; Don't pull your punches Esme!)

    • @LegendaryOdin
      @LegendaryOdin ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@FilthyVA "Don't pull your punches".
      ... I don't think I've ever actually 'cackled' until I read that. Kudos! >:3

  • @IMANALIEN48
    @IMANALIEN48 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    Not the potatoes

  • @GamerGal13
    @GamerGal13 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This nearly made me cry and I love this we need more of these so badly.

  • @Misfit_Potato
    @Misfit_Potato ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I have no idea what to expect this time, but I know it's going to be an emotional ride, and I'm here for it

  • @smolandangeryandgay7662
    @smolandangeryandgay7662 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    genuinely cried listening to this omg- poor shortstack

  • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
    @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Let's all be honest your crying I'm crying we're all crying 😭

    • @Demi_Sukimata
      @Demi_Sukimata 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I'm definitely crying- I'll cry with you

    • @KitkatEveeFoxLeader
      @KitkatEveeFoxLeader 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@Demi_Sukimata we shall cry together 🫂😭

  • @liz7694
    @liz7694 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    This episode holds a particularly special place in my heart, emotional, well thought, gentle, and comforting.Amazing work!!

  • @OllieoxenVA
    @OllieoxenVA ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I’ve listened to this series on repeat for the past two days. I definitely was not ready to have this hit me so close to home. To the dad passing unexpectedly, the toxic family, even to the abuse.
    Thank you for this.
    WE’RE HEALING TODAY YALL. ❤❤

  • @popstarprincess123
    @popstarprincess123 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I don’t want this to ever end

  • @YoursFaithfully21
    @YoursFaithfully21 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    It’s just so heartfelt oh my gosh - beautiful work and yet another amazing script (totallyyyy not crying) 😭✊

  • @echerechie6313
    @echerechie6313 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I’ve never known the pain that short stack experiences, so I hope that the people who have get some amount of comfort through this series! Absolutely love this series, thank you for making such a comforting asmr series friend!

  • @themostepic0162
    @themostepic0162 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Omg come for the title, stay for the story. This isnt even my style but now im just invested. Short stack and charlie vs the world.

  • @acidx1845
    @acidx1845 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    OMG THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, i am in love with this series thank you so much Filthy omg.

  • @Connie23550
    @Connie23550 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    My brothers name is Charles and I call him Charlie sooo this is tough….. also he SA’d me so even tougher 😬 the audio is great tho I just personally use a diff name when I’m listening lol😊

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Oh my... I am very sorry to hear that... Hopefully it is not too hard to listen to...

    • @Connie23550
      @Connie23550 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@FilthyVA aw no it’s ok if I wasn’t ok with listening I wouldn’t have clicked :) your audios are super comforting! He did it when I was 8 and he was 9 so a manly voice isn’t triggering or anything 😘

  • @Sodatabs7
    @Sodatabs7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Dear god, you have no clue how some of this stuff hits to close to home for me

  • @somebodys_Dream
    @somebodys_Dream ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love this Series so much i have rewatch it like 12 times. ahem- make it 13

  • @deadspoderlily
    @deadspoderlily 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I seriously wanna give Listener a hug😭😭❤️‍🩹

  • @samsam-rd7vz
    @samsam-rd7vz ปีที่แล้ว +5

    the diary entries really broke my heart. My heart goes out to everyone who has experienced things like this, you're so strong for making it this far❤❤

  • @erynlanse2376
    @erynlanse2376 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    That last entry of the journal got me crying😢
    I was just folding clothes and that got me. I kinda relate to her in terms of suffering in silence and keeping my emotions in.

  • @demonangel918
    @demonangel918 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I have a whole mess of parental issues, so this was very needed

  • @vanillepudding697
    @vanillepudding697 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love this series so much! It comforts me in so many ways and I actually feel safe and loved! Thank u so much!
    Take careeree

  • @jaidyn259
    @jaidyn259 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Would be a big liar if I said this series didnt have me snot-nosed crying into a pillow. Hit a little close to home but was very well written and I hope everyone can have their own version of mr. Charlie to protect them from the world. 💕

  • @zephyrrose1866
    @zephyrrose1866 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was painting in my room while listening to this and godamn, I have to stop what I do just to really listen to it. THIS MADE ME SOB SO MUCH

  • @pixiestick853
    @pixiestick853 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    i found this series a couple days ago and i've listened to every single video from you. i love your videos ❤️❤️

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much! I am glad to hear that you enjoy my videos!

  • @littlebugl0u
    @littlebugl0u 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    the accent is giving Arthur Morgan and I'm in love

  • @obviouslylesbigay
    @obviouslylesbigay ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I love this series, although I could never bring myself to talk to older guys irl lmao 😭

  • @Amandroidneedscaffeine
    @Amandroidneedscaffeine ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I don't know how a TH-cam video makes me feel safe but there you go.

  • @livleona5
    @livleona5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Im trying to listen to the heartfelt talk, but i just hear fried potatoes 😂

  • @Vixenschuuring
    @Vixenschuuring ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It hits hard when you actually had a rough childhood like this

  • @khloeperry6589
    @khloeperry6589 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This feels like it’s stabbing me in the heart “I’ll stop hurting in time” like owww 💔💔💔

  • @toshimight01
    @toshimight01 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I just found your youtube channel with this lovely military man right here....and gosh of mighty i LOVE him (I literally saved this playlist and watched ALL these videos....and my heart and soul goes FULLY to Charlie) but im gonna so watch other videos of yours! P.s. the way the voice cracked "I'll stop hurting, in time." and you literally make this man CRY my heart was like punched and was on the verge of tears! THIS IS WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR GIRL got a good man! I would hug him and give him all the cuddles he desires! but he still read the diary so no fried potatoes for him.

  • @ltsrubesshawty
    @ltsrubesshawty ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Manifesting for Charlie and shortstack to have a baby called Samuel or Fredrick🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +12

      It seems there are quite a few people rooting for Charlie and Shortstack's future babies! Here's hoping their future is brighter than their past!

    • @doratoth3336
      @doratoth3336 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Essswetejdjeieimmnxdososkdoj❤xdidjjdjdidisijjjjdjs😢djdjhhisuuszhshhusuhshsusuhheusuudzusduuuwuduuzvyajhsuhhshuhhhsshbebrejdnjejddbdjd❤😂gh😅h😊udzfjxz h

  • @toasty688
    @toasty688 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Aww this is so sweet I love Charlie

  • @Ghost_Girl420
    @Ghost_Girl420 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm absolutely in love with this series, and it's actually started to help me work thru my trauma... I understand most everything what the listener has gone thru, so it's helped me a lot...
    Please continue this series! ❤

  • @Sidneydingo
    @Sidneydingo ปีที่แล้ว +6

    By far my favorite series

  • @trinityharmon5107
    @trinityharmon5107 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I'm glad my diary was destroyed in a fire

    • @Demi_Sukimata
      @Demi_Sukimata 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I have thrown and burned so many diaries, it's not even funny-

    • @trinityharmon5107
      @trinityharmon5107 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Demi_Sukimata i do understand

  • @strayash232
    @strayash232 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The diary entries were so gut wrenching :///

  • @koikun
    @koikun 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    blushing. flustered. i need this silly father figure iml he’s just so girly pop... ❤

    • @koikun
      @koikun 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      just finished this audio and now im cryin actual tears... way to go..! 🥲💕

  • @SmolFoxTrue
    @SmolFoxTrue หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I know I’m late to this series, but so far it’s helping me heal with what I’ve gone through. So thank you

  • @bella-pq7zu
    @bella-pq7zu ปีที่แล้ว +5

    FINALLY I've been waiting for this series

  • @Creepy-ASMR
    @Creepy-ASMR 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Bro he started to cry and I screamed

  • @abbycrossing13
    @abbycrossing13 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I so badly need this series continued

  • @Meipmeep
    @Meipmeep ปีที่แล้ว +7

    One of the best relationships I’ve ever had was with a man 19 years older than me and retired Air Force. Unfortunately my life took a different path due to my child’s mental health needs.

  • @amenax7914
    @amenax7914 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Well, I cried. I need a hug now. This one hit a bit too close to home

  • @lisab214
    @lisab214 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I'm crying. That was such a good episode 😭

  • @Leo_TvT
    @Leo_TvT ปีที่แล้ว +5

    For someone who had a past like this, it hurts really badly 🥲

  • @Ldogsquad
    @Ldogsquad ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Please make more of these they are amazing

  • @elwhsijev
    @elwhsijev 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    We need more of this i cant omg ❤

  • @liv-zi6wk
    @liv-zi6wk ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This made my heart melt and also really sad I loved it so much 🫶

  • @vampers
    @vampers 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    These are helping me heal more then i could possibly express .. thank you so much 💜

  • @shaniahinchliffe3119
    @shaniahinchliffe3119 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    God this is so cute but so dam sad

  • @eliselasnog5437
    @eliselasnog5437 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    WE NEED MOREEEEE

  • @Yak1986
    @Yak1986 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Fried potatoes! 🩷

  • @kels_loves2519
    @kels_loves2519 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH BECAUSE OF PRICE😍😍😍😍😍

  • @heathiesteele8153
    @heathiesteele8153 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I just finished listening to what you published so far, and I'm loving it. More of this series, please?

  • @ThomasBsangster_16
    @ThomasBsangster_16 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    daddy issues go brrrrrrrrrrr😵

  • @jozalynshepherd7200
    @jozalynshepherd7200 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Can you please do a pregnancy video with the older military man please

  • @khloeperry6589
    @khloeperry6589 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    My heart was aching listening to this diary 😭😭😭

  • @blainey4444
    @blainey4444 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    absolutely love this series, every video brings me to tears
    ♡♡

  • @SquishyListener
    @SquishyListener ปีที่แล้ว +2

    NEVER LET THIS SERIES DIE PLEASEE

  • @SativaSmith-xu7df
    @SativaSmith-xu7df 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    You're downstairs cooking some dinner while Charlie is toiling away in the attic, pouring through the boxes left over from your move. He is trying to figure out how to sort them when he finds something... Your old journal. He knows he probably shouldn't snoop... But once he reads a little he can't stop... It's a bitter pill to swallow for him to learn what your life has been like...

  • @mommysheartVA42
    @mommysheartVA42 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This was amazing 🥲 you’re a wonderful artist. Such a soothing voice 🥰

  • @stijnhoogeveen3835
    @stijnhoogeveen3835 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This brought back a lot of traumatic memories I’m crying so hard rn

  • @One_and_only_lol
    @One_and_only_lol 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    GIVE THAT POOR MAN HIS FRIED POTATOES NOW 😭😭😭

  • @Mary-vt7px
    @Mary-vt7px 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love this whole series but this one imparticular is my fav.

  • @iidasworshiper
    @iidasworshiper ปีที่แล้ว +3

    IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS BRO SOBBING TEARS OF JOY FR😭IVE MISSED HIM🩵

  • @karmarose16
    @karmarose16 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i don't know how but i found this sweet and adorable/cute (like towards the end) and i did not cringe at Charlie calling short-sack baby girl

  • @AngelXD-ry9zu
    @AngelXD-ry9zu 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    God this made me cry so damn hard. Thank you for making this. I don't even know what to say, but thank you.

  • @apsarasangreal84
    @apsarasangreal84 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    O M G !!!!!! More Charlie!

  • @user-kk3cm2ki9b
    @user-kk3cm2ki9b 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    plz make more videos to this series i love it

  • @ElectraTechna55
    @ElectraTechna55 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    That wasn't supposed to make me cry

  • @meeboo5296
    @meeboo5296 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank u for this meal 🐢

    • @FilthyVA
      @FilthyVA  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just remember, no fried potatoes lol

  • @randomhooman8402
    @randomhooman8402 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Ahh here we go again, my favourite dilf ^^
    I tried to keep a diary/journal but it didn't go well as it was never consistent so this was an experience
    Edit: and indeed it was an experience..wow..I'm so happy we as short stack are okie now..seriously

  • @theofficialsheashea
    @theofficialsheashea 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Please make more of these, they are lovely to listen to!!

  • @kiiiwi5
    @kiiiwi5 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Whenever I listen to this audio I cry it’s horrible what happened to her

  • @Itz_Caite_Wolf955
    @Itz_Caite_Wolf955 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓪𝓶𝓪𝔃𝓲𝓷𝓰!

  • @shellbyrussell2330
    @shellbyrussell2330 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Ugh the southern accent gets me !!!! 😅❤❤

  • @ClueGirl41
    @ClueGirl41 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    This was so sweet, heartfelt, and tender. Thank you

  • @user-hh4ds8tk4s
    @user-hh4ds8tk4s ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Bro this hits a little too close to home, but amazing audio series👍

  • @ash6539
    @ash6539 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Charlie 🥺 my heart broke so much

  • @xXRobin_Afton_Xx
    @xXRobin_Afton_Xx 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    PLEASE TELL ME THEIRS GOING TO BE A PART 6 😭😭😭

  • @OphelianDream
    @OphelianDream 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Just listened to the whole playlist rn, and i am devastated 💔 is this the last part? Will there be no furure parts to this? How am i supposed to heal my inner child now? 😭😭😭

  • @Da._.Wizqrd
    @Da._.Wizqrd 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Could you do one where he sees that youre having a panic attack ? Pls I would love that but only if you have the time to no rush. ❤❤❤

  • @Diana-wt4ny
    @Diana-wt4ny ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This was so good!

  • @kuronoreiskornanime9013
    @kuronoreiskornanime9013 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I mean yes i love this series and you are officially my fav va currently but holy macaroni with strawberry milk... That was some emotional damage mixed with the sweetest words... I think i need to calm down from that first 😵‍💫
    On the other Hand... Your voice is really nice! Deep but Not Scratchy

  • @kawaiimillie2724
    @kawaiimillie2724 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love this series, I would love to see one of running into someone from the past like Kyle. I think it would be interesting ❤

  • @Yourheartsdesire
    @Yourheartsdesire 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The first few seconds of the boots sound like the first part of 28 reasons by sulgi