Chemical Girl - weevildoing ft. Kasane Teto (重音テト)
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i wanted the video for this to be a lot cooler, but as it turns out, it's very hard to get permission to tour an educational center for nuclear reactors...
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instrumental and svp have been added!!!! thank you all for being so patient!!!
i dont think ive seen anyone point this out but its also rlly interesting shes black in combination with this because black people are never allowed to /be/ mad, never really allowed to show emotions strongly lest they be labeled "dangerous" and not someone going through heavy emotions, much less cluster b emotions. like zude this all goes together SO WELL I LOVE PTM
@@Ryebreadtoasted i think they're just talking about this song specifically, that it's interesting that chemical girl SPECIFICALLY is black. also poc is not interchangeable with black. most of the cast of tptm are poc
@@mimisaur5000wgat did they say? their comment is deleted
@@rizztrakskskdje they said something along the lines of "wdym irreverent girl is poc too"
God this is why I love having other peoples interpretations on shit. Man I love people
DUDE?? "THIS IS NO PLACE OF HONOR"
is SUCH a cool detail, my jaw dropped when i realized the reference....
for those who don't know, that is a line from proposed warnings about radiation in nuclear waste dumps. they're intended to warn future generations to not go there. "this is no place of honor" is specifically supposed to say "this isn't blocked off because it's a holy or religious place, it's blocked off because this is BAD and will KILL YOU."
weevildoing u are a genius . i love this series so much
Ugh this song hits close. Being abused instead of loved at a young age and then being isolated in your adult years because you formed a personality disorder from said abuse is an extremely traumatic and lonely position to be in. Nobody WANTS to be seen as a ticking timebomb, nobody WANTS to anger and disappoint the ones they love because they are struggling with mental illness, but sometimes trauma makes you grow up into someone you don't love. And the worst part is you cant help but hate yourself for it.
You don't deserve to hate yourself. I want you to know that.
I like the short length of the song-- it feels fitting for how outbursts of anger can be really fucking fast. I used to have angry outbursts and crying breakdowns a lot [the stress of an abusive household + keeping up with school really got to me] and they were almost never longer than ten minutes.
Omg I feel this in my soul. I have complete breakdowns sometimes where I’m hyperventilating and freaking out and then like ten minutes later everything’s fine and I feel a blissful calm
thanks trauma eminem
traumeminem
HELP THIS IS SUCH A FITTINF TITLE
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I'M PRETTY SURE "radium jaw" is a reference to a tonic people in the 1920s(?) used to drink. they thought it was a cure all and theres a picture of this one guy who drank so much his jaw just. fell off. its very disturbing i wouldnt reccomend looking it up if you're of the faint of heart but its SOOO SO COOl
personally i thought it was a reference to the radium girls, who worked in factories to paint radium dials and were instructed to use their lips to point the bristles, which was bad for obvious reasons, and eventually lead to some of their jaws falling off
oh my GOD that image is terrifying . that does make sense though
@@gardenagnostic ooh i haven't heard of those. what's with radium and peoples jaws falling off
YOU.
@@stqticcruncher YOU.
as a chemistry major with emotional dysregulation issues and a huge interest in nuclear physics, this feels catered to me specifically
babe!!!! get your eyes off the road and look at the phone bABE!!!!! NEW POST TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO DROPPED!!!
LMAO
AUHHH I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH... I love how the verses are more intense and feature teto rapping in much more hard of a tone, while the chorus is a lot more melodic and relatively composed...it gives off the impression of calming down after an explosive argument and realizing the gravity of the things you've said that you know you can't take back. And I think it's beautiful how it's the chorus that focuses on the larger consequences of chemical girls anger problems, the realities of not being able to form stable relationships if you don't even have a stable sense of self. And it feels like, as a way to cope, she leans into the way other people may have marked her as a "dangerous" individual, because maybe that's the closest thing she's ever going to get to a stable self-image. And maybe it's just easier to think of herself as inherently broken or evil or bad, because recovery takes so much more work and misery is comfortable...
While I can't directly relate to leaning into anger as a trauma response, I deeply resonated with chemical girl in a different way. Like,, being a system and having alters dedicated to holding memories of abuse, and them feeling as though they're consolidations of the worst things to have happened to them, and, in a way, they're not wrong. Feeling as though you exist of your suffering, that there's nothing good to you, that you were not made for happiness. and the bitterness that that feeling produces is something I really connected with. That's what I really like about TPTM, and the art you produce in general! In the end, I feel like TPTM is about the pursuit of happiness, of love and of joy, which is the core of what it means to be human ❤❤
Is there a factory of Girl Songs that WeevilDoing routinely picks up orders from to bring these to us.
Obviously?? You haven’t been to the local field trip to the famous Girl Factory???!
bro doesn't know about the Girl Factory xD??
@@winteriris13 😓
placing n order rn¡!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1!1!
I love the incorporation of "this is not a place of honor" line
Such clever and on-the-nose metaphor, actually
and "the damage is to the soul" in parallel to "the damage is to the body" !!
Ive seen other people dissect the songs meanings and how that this song is probably in part about chemical girls experiences with being autistic but Ive seen few point out how this song plays on meltdowns by making her well...a nuclear powerplant symbolically. Like how she's just about ready to have a full on meltdown, shes just waiting for something to set her over the edge
The connection of Eben Byers jaw falling off to saying things you didn't mean to in a breakdown and becoming 'volatile' is so good. The way you mix real world concepts and objects with abstract metaphors is so creative and an excellent staple of the project.
I love the Girls..,
as someone with bpd this really hits hard. feels like you can't get close to anyone becuz you're just gonna end up ruining the relationship with how hateful you are, even tho you don't mean to be and ghhhhh
The line "theres no point in getting close" for a girl who describes herself as a broken reactor....
the metaphors are OUTSTANDING AGAIN!!!!! I love the rapid notes, they remind me of the ticking of a geiger counter. and the idea of scaring people away or pushing them away relating to the dangers of radiation even at a distance is amazing
theyr like, splitter girls sibling,,,,,,
ur true tbh,,,,,
hair
@@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzyabcd hair indeed,,,
they’re mentally challenged siblings real!1!1!1!1!1!!1!1
Real
I just posted a whole theory on this on tumblr
someone else said this song might be about autistic trauma and holy shit that would go so hard and i just HAD to make this correlation a extra comment.
ABA ""teaching"" autistic children how to be ""normal"" and radiation powerplants having to keep the uranium at bay with a variety of things
YOUR SO REAL FOR THIS!!
it does say in her character bio that she is autistic, so this might definitely be the case!
i think the mentions of radioactive material and radiation poisoning is a wonderful metaphor for suffering with a cluster B disorder. i don't have a cluster B disorder but this song made me go on like a 3 hour research on them but take all i say with a grain of salt bc im not a professional
At least based on my knowledge, cluster B disorders- bpd, npd, aspd, etc are typically caused by child abuse &/or neglect in childhood.
Radiation poisoning is when a person or animal is exposed to a large doses of ionizing radiation, either as a single large exposure (acute) or repeated short exposures (chronic).
The "radiation poisoning" this character endured was trauma, and cluster B disorders- that most often come as a result of childhood trauma and abuse- is very often associated with the abusers themselves. These types of disorders makes it incredibly easy to continue the cycle of trauma and abuse, it makes the character feel like they're spreading the radiation they came into contact with.
In a world where cluster B disorders in particular are demonized, it makes you feel like you're evil at your very core- that no matter what you do, you'll ALWAYS perpetuate the cycle of abuse. *So what's the point in trying to get better if you're inherently a bad person to your very core?*
This is crimy 6 days before it releases
I am guessing that she is about neurodivergent (mainly autistic) trauma because of how she's covering her ears (sensory issues 😢) and that when Towne was asked on tumblr which girl would collect anime figures they said that the next girl probably would
Crimy 4 days until release
I've noticed that her pigtails kinda look like dna spirals and that the name "chemical girl" could refer to how your brain is controlled by chemicals which, looping this back to her being neurodivergent trauma, could refer to how neurodiversities like autism and adhd are inherent parts of your dna and how your brain functions (ex: people with autism have different brain wave patterns then people without autism)
I will update when song drops 🫡
The song has dropped!!
So I was kinda right though I didn't expect the anger aspect but it honestly still fits sm!! Just the instrumental alone does an amazing job at encapsulating the feeling of that overwhelming anger that comes with tism and cluster Bs (bpd in my case) not to mention using a nuclear breakdown as a metaphor for a lack of emotional regulation is genius. I love how she actively acknowledges that she has harmed people but feeling extremely guilty afterwards therefore leading her to feel that she has no control over herself and is someone to be avoided, this song hits very close to home since my main response to both overstimulation and splitting (specifically when I see someone as awful) is almost always anger
Basically I love chemical girl very much
i really hope it is cause holy shit
@@gardenagnosticbigmiku plush pfp ..........
POSTTRAUMATIC MENTIONED‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️
another weevilbanger, thank you for another girl, king
as a guy w VERY bad bpd: she just like me fr....her and splitter girl.....................
also I rlly like the fact that alongside being cluster b, she's also autistic, bc uhhhhhhhh severe bpd + autistic meltdown = the worst possible mental state u can imagine
''IT'S NOT ABOUT ANYTHING YOU ARE DOING WRONG, IT'S ABOUT EVERYTHING I'M NOT DOING RIGHT'' hit harder than a brick. This entire song is like a slap to the face but it makes me feel seen and understood. Especially as someone who has a hard time controlling their emotions after a long period of suppressing them
2:07 is that a reference to the radium girls who painted glowing watches
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I'm pretty sure this is a reference to the golf player who's jaw fell of from radiation poisoning
RURU PFP SPOTTED
@@Captain_Ravioli7321 :D
Chemicals ✅️
Girls ✅️
What more do you need?
1:43 OMG GUYS SHE SAID THE THING!!!! SHE SAID THE TITLE OF THE ALBUM HOLY SHIT!!! (my sense of humor has deteriorated)
SHE SAID THE THIS!!!! SHE SAID POST TRAUMATIC SHE SAID THE THING!!!!!
I love how experimental this one sounds, it’s like a representation of mental instability and I can really feel it 😍
WHATTTTTTTTTTT SO SOON?!????!???!!??? WE’RE FEASTING
LITERALLY THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED BRO
as an autistic person with a special interest in the effect of radiation and it's disasters THIS SONG GOES SO HARD SJSKSJKDKF
Yk for like a majority of these songs I somewhat related, I understood the characters and could pinpoint some experiences, but this one is the first one that actually calls me out and ohmygod . Is this a wordplay on 'meltdown', seeing as both a person and a reactor can meltdown?? If so, that's genius and I'm kicking my feet in joy.
Song dropped at the exact moment where I needed it, I will now forever refer to myself as a nuclear reactor . Thank you . 💚💚💚💚
thought u could sneak in syndrome: posttraumatic without us noticing
this is a lot different from the usual girl songs but it is AMAZING. it feels so much more guttural and ANGRY. everylyric in this perfectly represents !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what its supposed to ?!?! oh my god im so bad at explaing this i just relate to it at such a viscerfal level when im an autistic person who usually isolates itsself from others fromboiling rage or sadness and self blaming
my first listen 2 this during the live was like "ehh, not really my style"
a morning later after 3 hours straight of listening to this song + listening to this song for nearly another hour straight.... Yeah I think it's starting to grow on me.
Literally all of yesterday ALL I DID was listen to this song omg i love it so much
@@Captain_Ravioli7321 SAME????? ALL IVE BEEN LISTENING TO IS THIS [and choco box girl- best songs frfr]
@@rizztrakskskdje FOR REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL sorry for late as balls reply
Ive been praying for a song that showcases the sheer unwanted anger and frustration that can come with being autistic 🙏
I also struggle with regulating my emotions, and it does indeed feel like you're exploding or melting on the inside like a nuclear plant that malfunctioned, unable to do anything about it
OH MY GOD IM FLAPPING MY HANDS IN JOY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
1:40 the amount of lines that are on the screen at once here is 8, and this character is 8th in the series!!!!
This is maybe a silly question but is “this is no place of honor” a reference to THERES NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR by Black Dresses? Amazing as always, Towne!!!!!
EDIT: Never mind, both are a reference to long term nuclear waste warning messages, specifically a 1993 report from Sandia National Laboratory on what nuclear waste architecture should communicate non verbally. I didn’t think of the connection since I knew that THERES NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR was inspired by a warning sign telling cavers that their lives aren’t worth the glory of dangerous cave sections, my bad lol.
uhhh shoutout to Weevil for cluster b gunpla fan cluster b gunpla fan just like Suletta Mercury fr 👍
maybe! I saw on Weevildoing's patreon they mentioned they wanted this song to be similar to the harsh sound of some black dresses songs, so I think it's possible!
it's a reference to a message conceptualized by Sandia National Laboratories in the case of anyone in the future finds a nuclear waste site. the full version is as follows;
"
This place is a message... and part of a system of messages... pay attention to it!
Sending this message was important to us. We considered ourselves to be a powerful culture.
This place is not a place of honor... no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here... nothing valued is here.
What is here was dangerous and repulsive to us. This message is a warning about danger.
The danger is in a particular location... it increases towards a center... the center of danger is here... of a particular size and shape, and below us.
The danger is still present, in your time, as it was in ours.
The danger is to the body, and it can kill.
The form of the danger is an emanation of energy.
The danger is unleashed only if you substantially disturb this place physically. This place is best shunned and left uninhabited."
@@mr_alphabet0 I figured out it probably isn’t, but thanks for humoring me anyway! Super interesting to hear about behind the scenes stuff like that. I always wuss out whenever I try to make a Patreon account lol. Thank you
couldn’t update the “???” with what i’d originally hoped, because im traveling right now, but i hope chemical girl and her page are enough for now anyways ❤❤❤
WAITING PATIENTLY TAKE UR TIME
thank uou weewilboing............❤AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHhhhHELPP MEEAHHH
Take your time and enjoy your trip!
I was wondering: are the new songs going to be added to Spotify? Ps the new song is great!!!!!
TAKE UR TIME
THIS SONG!!! One of my special interests is nuclear radiation, reactors and incidents, and I can really see the research and work you put into all the metaphors and visuals. Yet another banger :)
elementary school me would've gotten as obsessed with series as i am now, but they would DEFINITELY have had this song as their fav holy lord (mine rn is splitter girl LMAO). i had and can still have fierce episodes of anger or sadness, often over post-trauma reactions. it feels like being an anomaly that can't be fixed (and in chemical girl's case, radioactiveness that poisons your very being). also a personal add-on but i LOVE "this is no place of honor", the tuning was just so yummy and i feel that line so hard.
tldr i love this, i love this series peeling apart my identity and showing the ugly, hurt parts of it, and i will SCREAM (positive).
whenever i announce these songs to my friends I always say "new girl just dropped"
i need to comment more on your songs, but this is such a good depiction of how neurodivergency (? i think that'd be the right term i'm not sure) makes it hard to fit in with people no matter what you do. the pushing away, the mood swings, how autistic people commonly try to mimic other people's phrases or whatever... and it's tied to the instrumental itself - the way the chorus switches from a industrial heavy, fast beat to a calmer one. but the anger is not gone, you're just trying to keep yourself calm while you push people away in order not to upset them further by your unrelated anger. also the inclusion "this is no place of honor", a phrase used for nuclear waste warning messages... it's good.
last thing is that the lyrics after the first chorus are REALLY good and flow well. this is a word wall but i really enjoy your music. thank you for everything
THATS WHAT "this is no place of honor" MEANS?!?!?!??! OMG
the intro sounds like the start of a fan-made song about a horror game (this is a compliment)
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD THERE’S EVEN GEIGER COUNTER NOISES IN THE BACKGROUND (correct me if I’m wrong but that’s a device used to read radiation levels)
HOLY SHIT CHEMICAL GIRL IS RELEASING ON MY FRIEND’S BIRTHDAY 😭😭😭 (she absolutely loves TPTM)
TELL UR FRIEND HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME GIRLIE
AWESOME!! That's like the best birthday gift ever
Happy birthday to ur friend
YOUR FRIEND AND I HAVE THE SAME BDAY!!! IM SO HYPEDDD AND HAPPY BDAY TO HER 🎉🎉🎉
@@Enonymous-P OMGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U TOOOOO
AAAAH EMOTIONAL DYSREGULATION SONG???? i gasped as SOON as i saw that i got SO excited. as an autistic person emotional regulation is something i've struggled with a lot ever since i was little... it's a lot better now but it used to be REALLY rough . i'm really glad to have a song about this experience!!!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS ONE
This one feels a lot shorter than the others (i guess because the intro is over a minute long) but THE WORDPLAY??? THE WORDPLAY IN THIS SONG IS SO FUCKING GOOD i am obsessed. thank you weevildoing for dropping a banger as always 💚💚💚
It's nice to see a character with scars just like mine drawn
Out of all the post traumatic manifesto songs I've listened to, granted all of them are GENUINELY GRAND, but this.. this has got to be the catchiest one for me so far LOVE IT!!! THANK YOU!!!!
demon core girl
"Thank you weevildoing" we say in unison
CHEMICAL GIRL IS SO BEAUTIFUL, HER DESIGN IS OH MY GOD SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER BOP WEEVILDOING!!!
ok so theroy time!!!
at the start of this series there were only 9 songs planned right? Then it changed to the 10 mid-way through
So, I think the 10th song might be an extra thing, and I think it might be a remake of machine girl, and if it is, I will be very happy since this was how I started following weevildoing's works
That would so sick omg
THE WAY I AUDIBLY SHRIEKED WHEN I READ THIS I LOVE MACHINE GIRL
I think the 10th song will be like a little summary of the whole album. Something like deco*27's Mannequin that will feature all of the girls and the lyrics will be somewhat faithful like "there's always a way to cope and heal" but idk
@@Kiki-luvluv that is more plausible tbh
but a man can dream
I'm waking up to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
I'm breathing in the chemicals
I'm breaking in, shaping up
Then checking out on the prison bus.
This is it, the apocalypse, whoa
I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age
to the new age
Welcome to the new age
to the new age
Whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive
radioactive
Whoa, whoa
I'm radioactive
radioactive
this is my new focus song. if i need to crank out something really fast and really intensely i just put this on and two hours later im done
theres something so insanely emotional about your music that makes me both want to weep from joy and sadness that somebody can speak for those that can't be heard
as someone who went through aba therapy. and being told my whole life i have been ‘over-reactive’
and like.. being seen as an anomaly.
‘this is no place of honor’ reminds me of how autistic people commonly are highly justice impacted.
BANGER AFTER BANGER AFTER BANGER BRO
THESE ARE COMING OUTSO FAST AND ARE CONSISTENTLY GODLY I CAN'T WAAAITTTT
I am going to be listening to this on repeat for the next three weeks thank you weevildoing this is incredible and hits a bit too close to home
Oh my godddd I love the visuals in this one so much, probably my favorite MV so far for this series.
I love this song so fucking much thank you for existing. This is the first time I’ve ever heard of you before and I’m definitely subscribing after this. Please continue making art 🙏🙏🙏
i can't help but see the similarities with splitter girl 😭 i wonder if this is going to be about endometriosis, uterus cancer or drug abuse
YEAH, SCIENCE
But in all seriousness, this hit close to home in a good way. I love science and I’m autistic. I read some comments and I finally understand the song because I couldn’t really understand it at first. I also like how Chemical Girl has a Bunsen burner ring (?) around her chest. It’s restraining her movement, much like ABA therapists do (I haven’t done ABA but hoo boy they sound horrible). Such a good song!!
I'm guessing themes Prescriptions, Self Medication or Both! Exciting either way, and funny that there might be two weevildoing songs with Girls who are doing Drugs/on Meds sung by Teto in a row (:
SO MANY WEEVILDOING SONGS... SO LITTLE TIME!!!!!!!!!
I am so unbelievably hyped for this girl
It's heavy and powerful, passionate and deep song.
weevildoing has weevildone it again.... fr though i LOVE the allusions to the nuclear waste messages (and presumably chernobyl with the idea of being a broken reactor)
WEEVILDOING YOUR MUSIC HAS ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY AND MADE ME FEEL SEEN I AM SO READY FOR THIS NEW SONG
man i never knew vocaloids sounded so good when low pitch
Great work as usual all your girl songs are great
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I love how different this one is !!!!
I love the crunchy drums. Very nice very radiated
2:32 THE METAL TOP?? SO SIC OMG (im in love with this now)
прекрасная песня.
NEW GIRL!! YAY!!!
OOMFIE GOT TO DRAW A GIRL thats crazy. luv this
I WANTED YOU TO KNOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW (SCREAMS CRIES PUNCHES THE WALL)
I LITERALLY STOPPED BREATHING WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION MY GOD
I LOVE PARTICLE PHYSICS GRAHHHHHH I LOVE YOU CHEMICAL FIRL
WeevilDoing, amazing video it was really entertaining
AAEHEGE I LOVE THIS SM THIS SONG NEEDS TO BE INJECTED INTO MY VEINS RN
AND THE (I dont think you should come by my place tonight) IS SOOO GOOD BC ITS LIKE UM SYMBOLISES THAT THE PLACE IS A MESS, OR WRONG?? OR ITS JUST BAD OR UNWORTHT AND THE PLACE MIGHT BE A REF TO HERSELF??? AAAAA I LOVE THISISS
IM GONNA SCREAM I LOVE THE RAP PART 1:40
New girl dropped!!! This is absolutely amazing, I have no words to express all that I want to say.
Thank you for making music about topics like this. It hit hard, as always
ХОРОШО...ЖДЕМ...
Aye another Teto song! And for TPTM this time! Thanks Weevil :)
oh i already know this goes bonkers playing cruelty squad to
AUGH I CANT WAIT THIS SHIT COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!
TY WEEVIL ILY
i love weevildoing we all say in unison.
Any of the post trauma girl songs are always so good for real. I can’t wait for more soon but this has done its job for me lol-
I’m having a bad day but, your songs makes me feel better a bit..
okay ignore this one i'm ashamed of it
oh my GODDD
OMG I'M SOOOO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE AUUUGH. LOVE THE DESIGN
I love the visual of the clip :D
sick I'm high and weevildoing released, this is peak
Good for you lad😂
oh she's so bpd
YESSSS I JUST BINGED THE OTHER GIRL SONGS AND IM SO HAPPYYYYY AUBUIHUSKDHVBJKGBHWG‼️‼️‼️