@@ASFNFSW just do what you like man get money and live your life the good one will come to you give it time and if not so be it just have fun with life till you can
Lyrics [Intro] Xtravulous From the bottom of my cold heart From the bottom of my cold heart [Chorus] From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you Put you in my past life, that's what the drugs do Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing Oh my god, I'm so high, think I'm peaking [Verse 1] I'm going the distance, just gotta stay consistent They would never listen, but now they treat me different It's because I'm glo'd up, gave it all my focus You gotta work your hardest, if you want people to notice No days off, I'm never sleeping Writing songs in my head, while I'm dreaming All my life I'm stuck searching for a meaning Wish I gave a fuck, I can't find a reason I can't find a reason, bitch I'm smoking trees And, I'm so clueless, does she love me? Or she leaving Oh that's perfect, that's exactly what I needed A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated [Bridge] (A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated) (A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated) (A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated) (A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated) [Verse 2] A broken heart, I'm rolling hard In the night, and I'm looking at the stars Took my life, and she ripped it all apart I put it back, but you can see the scars You can see the scars, all the pain inside my eyes I'm just another kid, that's tortured by his mind Thought of getting out, like a 1000 fucking times I can barely breathe, but I just say I'm fine I just say I'm fine Anxiety inside, makes it hard to sleep at night Smoking get me right, gets me out head You talking shit to me, but I'm in your bitches bed In between her legs I be going stupid, I'm ruthless Go behind my back, I'll leave you toothless Leave you looking useless, like bro what are you doing? Your whole life a lie, say you winning but you losing [Chorus] From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you Put you in my past life, that's what the drugs do Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing Oh my god, I'm so high, think I'm peaking
"you gotta work your hardest if you want people to notice..." preach hammy. one day i may love myself and i will try from there... good luck everyone bless up
in the producer world its seen as cringe, same thing with the nextel chirps and the screams you hear in the background which i dont understand, i think they all are great when used right
No matter where, how old, how many times I sing the lyrics and hit every beat. It will always heal my sad pathetic soul. Thanks xtravulous for making a banger🖤🔥🔥
Always when I see Hammy upload I like the video and put it into my playlist. I know his music is consistent so I can trust to like it, and I was so damn sure. Love you for uploading dope music and introducing dope artists.
"your whole life a lie say you winning but you losing" i relate with that so much it's uncomfortable oh thanks for the 4 likes, this song 100% did help during some tough times when i was dealing with higher stress due to puberty, thanks!
watching the happy sugar life, and the moment I saw the scene i had to play it at least once. Like that's my all time favorite song - prob since 2018, 2019 forsure
"You can see the scars, all the pain inside my eyes I'm just another kid, that's tortured by his mind Thought of getting out, like a 1000 fucking times I can barely breathe, but I just say I'm fine" Damn, like so many others, I relate to this too hard
I NEVER knew what he was saying until I used my Bose quiet comfort headphones to listen!!! Hahahaha he says "A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated" hahaha Finally I know the one part I was missing.
To anyone wondering about Happy Sugar Life - From a person who neither entirely hated, but is def not a fan of the anime: It is -- I will say that it is well executed in some aspects. It highlights how abuse and violence taints life, and how a positive outlook can create pockets of happiness in a world full of darkness -- I suppose. The plot centers around a "relationship" of an adult woman, and a 12-year-old-girl (with other things added, to not go into too much detail) Semi-spoilers, They have a "marriage ceremony" [yes they call it getting married] every night, where the little girl and woman basically pledge themselves to each other. No, they do not have sexual relations, though they do bathe together, but this is also Japan so this is not strange for the same sex necessarily anyways. Maybe. Ane yes, there are *other* heavy sexual themes in this anime, mostly surrounding the sexual abuse of one particular character, and not one of these two main girls. It is a very dark anime, do not be fooled by the title (if the picture/this song, does not give an idea of the tone of it) It is.... an uncomfortable anime. It is short. It certainly has its moment where I would call it artistically executed, but given it is the depiction of a child [girl of 12 years] being put in the position of having to make extremely adult decisions (concerning life and death and safety and brainwashed ideas of "love"), then touting the results as beautifully tragic, rather than horrific -- and especially as a person who grew up in a home that was brainwashing and abusive -- it's hard to look past the excuse that "it's just fiction." So, love it or hate it, There are artistic merits. I also definitely feel some themes could have been adjusted to be equally as potent without being so... pedo.....
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5years huh dam
Huh
fr
damn
6 years have passed, but she's still not mine and it seems I still love her.
@@ASFNFSW just do what you like man get money and live your life the good one will come to you give it time and if not so be it just have fun with life till you can
surprised this artist isnt more popular, really good song
He went to my school lol
@@tyson2362 stfu no he didn't
@@tyson2362 stfu no he didn't
@@tyson2362 stfu no he didn't
@@tyson2362 dont stfu he did
if there is anyone wondering - the background is from anime called "happy sugar life"
Thx bro
Don't watch it.
Why?
Dan Hick why
@@danhick3150 ....why
Lyrics
[Intro]
Xtravulous
From the bottom of my cold heart
From the bottom of my cold heart
[Chorus]
From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you
Put you in my past life, that's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing
Oh my god, I'm so high, think I'm peaking
[Verse 1]
I'm going the distance, just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen, but now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up, gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest, if you want people to notice
No days off, I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head, while I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck, I can't find a reason
I can't find a reason, bitch I'm smoking trees
And, I'm so clueless, does she love me? Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect, that's exactly what I needed
A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated
[Bridge]
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
(A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated)
[Verse 2]
A broken heart, I'm rolling hard
In the night, and I'm looking at the stars
Took my life, and she ripped it all apart
I put it back, but you can see the scars
You can see the scars, all the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid, that's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out, like a 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe, but I just say I'm fine
I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside, makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right, gets me out head
You talking shit to me, but I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs
I be going stupid, I'm ruthless
Go behind my back, I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless, like bro what are you doing?
Your whole life a lie, say you winning but you losing
[Chorus]
From the bottom of my cold heart, you know I loved you
Put you in my past life, that's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night, fucking freezing
Oh my god, I'm so high, think I'm peaking
We been enjoying this shi for 6 years and don’t even know it 😭
"you gotta work your hardest if you want people to notice..." preach hammy. one day i may love myself and i will try from there... good luck everyone bless up
buddy i believe in you
@@kiyopon-s8n 🙏🤝❤️
@@cultdm9445 better but not great. Thank you brother ❤🤘
@@oftengone i hope you reach your potential brother, you will be a king the day you decide you are a king
"A broken heart, my soul is dark, i feel defeated"
hammy killed this 🖤
Fr, this too good
I love the sound of the crow in the background, really cool
fr
in the producer world its seen as cringe, same thing with the nextel chirps and the screams you hear in the background which i dont understand, i think they all are great when used right
Gives me Itachi vibes.
Wait I have been listening to this song for years and JUST NOW noticed the crow 👀
a broken heart my soul is dark , i feel defeated 💔
I read this the same time I heard it love hammy so much lmao
I lov u
Wtf we all read it the same time we heard it? Just take my like
Wtf we all read it the same time we heard it? Just take my like
Dark soul, dark mind, dark life, dark past
Love hammy ☁️💚☁️
*writing songs in my head,*
*while I'm dreaming~*
Lol,I got to that part exactly the same time I read your comment xD
@@fujtkrisztian xD
@@grvo0n328 bro same
This song goes hard.
No matter where, how old, how many times I sing the lyrics and hit every beat. It will always heal my sad pathetic soul. Thanks xtravulous for making a banger🖤🔥🔥
Always when I see Hammy upload I like the video and put it into my playlist. I know his music is consistent so I can trust to like it, and I was so damn sure.
Love you for uploading dope music and introducing dope artists.
Cool to see the evolution of Hammy or now known as, Hamilton.
Its a good yet such an underrated rapper/artist smh this dude needs more popularity
hammy is why I subscribed to this channel so long ago. Thanks
hammy always coming with a soul ripping banger,love you❤❤
True love true pain vibes 🔥#stayhxc 💔💜💯
Amazing :o why are people that amazing so unknown
time to cry :'(
Yep ;c
Same :/
Hey peep fan have a nice day
Facts 💔
Can i cry with you
this song is that kind of song that touches your heart in a way
"im just another kid that's tortured by his mind.."
These tears will never dry...
I love hammy voice, and his songs are so great 💕
3jbni al esm xD
These thumbnails are attracting me more to these songs cause Im a weeb. ty
If you're a real weeb tell me the name of this anime then
@@t9.urdadd814 happy sugar life xd
@@requiem333 thanks for the sauce bruh
Damn weirdos, lol.
@@requiem333 its been on my list for months now, guess imma watch it (:
"happy sugar life" the anime is so good
Hammy is low key my nickname from when I was a child. My ma and grandma are the only ones who call me that now. Good song too
i love tripping to this song in the winter
"your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing"
i relate with that so much it's uncomfortable
oh thanks for the 4 likes, this song 100% did help during some tough times when i was dealing with higher stress due to puberty, thanks!
hammy is too good ❤
love this song. Perfectly describes my weekend.
This hits different in heartbreak
U know it’s good when u start remembering past events......thank you
DEPRESSION
This is my Favorite song... love listening to this when im alone.
thinking what's next for my life
🥀 Exactly what I needed
This is the only song that ever made me feel the lowest I’ve ever been
Yes Hammy back at it again with a new song love his music it has meaning
Why y'all gone 😕 come here again please
TH-cam Really know when is time for sad music 😥
Shit's pretty fire, NGL.
watching the happy sugar life, and the moment I saw the scene i had to play it at least once.
Like that's my all time favorite song - prob since 2018, 2019 forsure
From the bottom of my cold heart.
Hammy helped us all !
“I’ll swallow up any Desire, That’s what love is”
hammy going ham. ♥
Hammy be the wave
Hell yeah
damn 6 years ?
430 likes 0 dislikes. Absolutely deserved 💔💕
u missed 420 likes ;)
Hammy💔⭐️
seeing the star shine makes you disappear because your soul is dark
♡♡♡ always fire.
"You can see the scars, all the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid, that's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out, like a 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe, but I just say I'm fine"
Damn, like so many others, I relate to this too hard
Fire
Hammy ok 🖤👀
Happy sugar life probably top 3 this season
Top Nep whats the anime called
Rip satou Chan 😔
anime?
Songs legit too good
Damn a really good song 👍💔
stayed up all night and gotta stay up all day aswell. this gonna get me through the day tho :) thx sad chill
same
I don't know why Iam so sad while listening this song for no reason.
Beat is kicking me to mad mood so bad
I'm killed by this bit
🖤🔥🖤 hammy 🖤
Song is a banger 🔥
it's Hamilton on Spotify if u only just found it
love it.
Do hammy hard to focus sad chill 🔥🔥 🔥🔥 🔥🌊🌊 🌊
this is really good
im addicted
This is some lit Stuff
Love hammy 💔💔💔
Best recommendation
Wish I could go back in time. 😔
heat
Hard
love it
Lit 🔥
This song makes me able to pause reality
h a m m y ' d
Xtravalous is insane
Wow just wow
I don't know why i am still living, really
"Getting so high I think I'm peakin"😪
first time I listen to Hammy and this is really good!
He goes by hamilton now. His new music is good too
@@oftengone I checked out his soundcloud a week ago and yeah he makes good music
@@McDudes 🔥🙏
Sounds good
YESSSSSS
❤️❤️❤️
From the bottom of my cold heartt 💙
Broken hearts we just here thinking 🍺
I love this channel thank you so much for everything. Sorry I havent been as active on your vids. I had a break down...
Damn .... That cool
video should be put in reverse when it loops so its smooth, but this is still really cool 💕
I prefer the old visuals with girls but a great upload, hammy ♥️♥️♥️
you say it as if the old visuals are gone forever lmao
@@UniversalChill I love you
You got something against anime?
*raises fists
@@RealTewarrist You might cringe, but I have the power of God and anime on my side. YAAAAHH!!!
@@treycar1193 Did you think you could get rid of us by consulting the youtuber??
I NEVER knew what he was saying until I used my Bose quiet comfort headphones to listen!!! Hahahaha he says "A broken heart, my soul is dark, I feel defeated" hahaha Finally I know the one part I was missing.
wait, is that a sponsor? 👀
THIS FIRE
~all the pain inside my eyes~
I’m still here for this amazing song 🖤🥀
To anyone wondering about Happy Sugar Life -
From a person who neither entirely hated, but is def not a fan of the anime:
It is -- I will say that it is well executed in some aspects. It highlights how abuse and violence taints life, and how a positive outlook can create pockets of happiness in a world full of darkness --
I suppose.
The plot centers around a "relationship" of an adult woman, and a 12-year-old-girl (with other things added, to not go into too much detail)
Semi-spoilers,
They have a "marriage ceremony" [yes they call it getting married] every night, where the little girl and woman basically pledge themselves to each other.
No, they do not have sexual relations, though they do bathe together, but this is also Japan so this is not strange for the same sex necessarily anyways. Maybe.
Ane yes, there are *other* heavy sexual themes in this anime, mostly surrounding the sexual abuse of one particular character, and not one of these two main girls.
It is a very dark anime, do not be fooled by the title (if the picture/this song, does not give an idea of the tone of it)
It is.... an uncomfortable anime. It is short. It certainly has its moment where I would call it artistically executed, but given it is the depiction of a child [girl of 12 years] being put in the position of having to make extremely adult decisions (concerning life and death and safety and brainwashed ideas of "love"), then touting the results as beautifully tragic, rather than horrific -- and especially as a person who grew up in a home that was brainwashing and abusive -- it's hard to look past the excuse that "it's just fiction."
So, love it or hate it,
There are artistic merits.
I also definitely feel some themes could have been adjusted to be equally as potent without being so... pedo.....