Your poems are sooo well written and so moving. I teared up a bit with the second one. 😭 I hope you’ll share more of your writing in future videos! There is nothing you do that is cringe. You’re ridiculously creative and I think it’s incredible what your brain comes up with. 💕 I absolutely love the way your fox turned out. Getting lighting to look right is hard enough with digital art, you’re a wizard for being able to do it traditionally!
And I just changed my handle slightly and took the, “TO“ out of the handle and my channel name. And for some reason, it suggested that I added H30 onto it… But yeah, it’s still me!😉
Wow… You’re writing is so good! The first one reminded me of a child’s book/story that I’ve heard before… Can’t exactly place it, but it is very, very familiar and it’s pattern but extremely unique and the details… And I’m not gonna lie, the second one made me cry. Not because it was depressing, but because I can relate, and it was so perfectly described. It should be on a PSA!! with a montage video of a little girl who grows up to be a woman and has to still be strong and deal with all the inside stuff… 😢😖😌 I’ve had a lot of therapy and go through therapist like crazy, no pun intended, or maybe? Lol… But yeah, I found out about two years ago that I have autistic spectrum disorder… Totally explains the misdiagnosis of bipolar, depression, anxiety, and all the other alphabet soup acronyms they wanna give me… If you have complex PTSD along with that, then it is a lot more complicated and hard to diagnose! If you are exceptionally intelligent and creative, and have a certain social characteristic or lack of, then it could be worth investigating, but it requires a neuropsychologist. And they’re almost next to impossible to get an appointment with. I was lucky enough to get my evaluation from the blind commission where I live. Because yes, on top of that, I have vision loss. But anyway… Lol. Just thought it was worth mentioning :-) Very cool that you have all those things ready for sale! Buttons are awesome! Magnets as well :-) 🤩 And can I just say 1 billion light bulbs went off in my head when I saw your oil painting situation??? One of the goals/themes for my channel is to explore as much art media as I have at my disposal and really figure out how I like it… So you can imagine my discouragement when I was so excited to try out that wonderful blending and use oil paints after a very brief attempt to 20 years ago, only to find I felt as if I completely hated it! And I think it was because I was taking a class And I was told to do things a certain way… Now having seen what you have mostly your pallet set up, and the little sketchbook, I’m wondering if I just didn’t have to set it up my own way and figure it out in a solitary setting and not in a room with a bunch of other people who did it all One way! Gonna have to give it another shot and use your tiny little basic plastic pallet, which makes so much more sense than the other traditional way! Are you adding any medium to the colors, or just straight paint from the tube? But that’s the story of my life lol sorry for the long comment. I just had a lot to say about this one! Happy holidays :-)✨🎄🕊️😉❤️
@@kitfaced well I am no doctor, but I feel because of my experiences and what I’ve gone through with my children that I definitely have a knack for spotting ASD! Especially in women… What you’re describing and the way you feel sounds very spot on. I do feel lucky that I was able to get a proper diagnosis. So many people are misdiagnosed and it actually makes the issue worse because you don’t get the proper help that you need and they put you on meds, if you decide to take them, which I never did, and that could be very damaging to somebody with an atypical neurological system. And I do think you are highly intelligent!! You caught me off guard with that ovarian particle comment I was LMFAO.😉 A lot of women never get what they need in a lot of ways… It’s the way our society is and it’s not right, but we are strong species! And I often feel like I am a lot smarter than my doctors… Not to sound arrogant, but I think you know what I mean. I think that’s why I can relate so well to your content. A lot of people on the spectrum tend to gravitate toward each other. And it’s not a shameful thing to be neurologically, atypical, or neurodivergent as the new label goes lol some people believe it’s another form of evolution, but I definitely know it’s just a type of being different. I think you may find a lot of relief from videos that describe what it feels like to be a neurodivergent female. There are a lot of community resources, but as I mentioned before getting diagnosed is very hard. It’s not always The most important thing just as long as you know what you’re dealing with. You can feel a lot better about it. You are an awesome, brave, strong, individual, and your content is very unique and powerful! Really enjoy the poetry/writing aspect. Thank you for sharing everything. That you have And I hope you have a happy holidays as well if I didn’t already say that before lol🎄❤️😉
Your poems are sooo well written and so moving. I teared up a bit with the second one. 😭 I hope you’ll share more of your writing in future videos! There is nothing you do that is cringe. You’re ridiculously creative and I think it’s incredible what your brain comes up with. 💕
I absolutely love the way your fox turned out. Getting lighting to look right is hard enough with digital art, you’re a wizard for being able to do it traditionally!
And I just changed my handle slightly and took the, “TO“ out of the handle and my channel name. And for some reason, it suggested that I added H30 onto it… But yeah, it’s still me!😉
Nice!!! Now I like foxes too….. love the oil painting….. thank you for another peaceful inspiring video….
Thank you so much! Foxes are the best.
Wow… You’re writing is so good! The first one reminded me of a child’s book/story that I’ve heard before… Can’t exactly place it, but it is very, very familiar and it’s pattern but extremely unique and the details… And I’m not gonna lie, the second one made me cry. Not because it was depressing, but because I can relate, and it was so perfectly described. It should be on a PSA!! with a montage video of a little girl who grows up to be a woman and has to still be strong and deal with all the inside stuff…
😢😖😌
I’ve had a lot of therapy and go through therapist like crazy, no pun intended, or maybe? Lol… But yeah, I found out about two years ago that I have autistic spectrum disorder… Totally explains the misdiagnosis of bipolar, depression, anxiety, and all the other alphabet soup acronyms they wanna give me… If you have complex PTSD along with that, then it is a lot more complicated and hard to diagnose! If you are exceptionally intelligent and creative, and have a certain social characteristic or lack of, then it could be worth investigating, but it requires a neuropsychologist. And they’re almost next to impossible to get an appointment with. I was lucky enough to get my evaluation from the blind commission where I live. Because yes, on top of that, I have vision loss. But anyway… Lol. Just thought it was worth mentioning :-)
Very cool that you have all those things ready for sale! Buttons are awesome! Magnets as well :-) 🤩
And can I just say 1 billion light bulbs went off in my head when I saw your oil painting situation??? One of the goals/themes for my channel is to explore as much art media as I have at my disposal and really figure out how I like it… So you can imagine my discouragement when I was so excited to try out that wonderful blending and use oil paints after a very brief attempt to 20 years ago, only to find I felt as if I completely hated it! And I think it was because I was taking a class And I was told to do things a certain way… Now having seen what you have mostly your pallet set up, and the little sketchbook, I’m wondering if I just didn’t have to set it up my own way and figure it out in a solitary setting and not in a room with a bunch of other people who did it all One way! Gonna have to give it another shot and use your tiny little basic plastic pallet, which makes so much more sense than the other traditional way! Are you adding any medium to the colors, or just straight paint from the tube? But that’s the story of my life lol sorry for the long comment. I just had a lot to say about this one! Happy holidays :-)✨🎄🕊️😉❤️
Thank you! And I'm so sorry that it made you cry and that you can relate to it.
@@kitfaced well I am no doctor, but I feel because of my experiences and what I’ve gone through with my children that I definitely have a knack for spotting ASD! Especially in women… What you’re describing and the way you feel sounds very spot on. I do feel lucky that I was able to get a proper diagnosis. So many people are misdiagnosed and it actually makes the issue worse because you don’t get the proper help that you need and they put you on meds, if you decide to take them, which I never did, and that could be very damaging to somebody with an atypical neurological system. And I do think you are highly intelligent!! You caught me off guard with that ovarian particle comment I was LMFAO.😉
A lot of women never get what they need in a lot of ways… It’s the way our society is and it’s not right, but we are strong species! And I often feel like I am a lot smarter than my doctors… Not to sound arrogant, but I think you know what I mean. I think that’s why I can relate so well to your content. A lot of people on the spectrum tend to gravitate toward each other. And it’s not a shameful thing to be neurologically, atypical, or neurodivergent as the new label goes lol some people believe it’s another form of evolution, but I definitely know it’s just a type of being different. I think you may find a lot of relief from videos that describe what it feels like to be a neurodivergent female. There are a lot of community resources, but as I mentioned before getting diagnosed is very hard. It’s not always The most important thing just as long as you know what you’re dealing with. You can feel a lot better about it.
You are an awesome, brave, strong, individual, and your content is very unique and powerful! Really enjoy the poetry/writing aspect. Thank you for sharing everything. That you have And I hope you have a happy holidays as well if I didn’t already say that before lol🎄❤️😉
Just wanted to mention real quick also, that females on the spectrum are more likely than anyone else to experience SA