@@elliottware9184 that is so awesome!! We have posted a few more testimonies as well! Hope they can be useful for your CR ministry! God bless you brother!!
Btw.... I rarely comment on TH-cam. I just felt compelled to type it all out and hold myself accountable because I need to get out of this hamster wheel of pain, hopelessness, and worthless feelings I have every day. I need something and I think this is that something! Well I'm hoping this is that something missing in my life. I hope to find evidence that they're actually is a God. I want to feel the happiness that I see all these believers have in their hearts. I just needed some type of happiness and to be able to smile for once.
Thanks so much for typing this out! We hope you have been able to find a CR near you or you can now join ours weekly right here on TH-cam. Every Monday night we go live at 7pm pst. We hope you will join us as we join you in your faith journey! Also subscribe to our channel for many more testimonies and videos of healing a faith! God bless you!
Thank You so much for sharing your story, Kelly. It's because of you that I'm going to find a celebrate recovery here in Kent, WA. I'VE BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER FOR 6 YEARS BUT I'VE ISOLATED MYSELF COMPLETELY FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BEING WHITE KNUCKLING MY RECOVERY RIGHT NOW AND SLIPPING IN MY THOUGHTS AS WE SPEAK. I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANT TO TURN BACK FROM RECOVERY. THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I ENDED UP RIGHT HERE ON TH-cam WATCHING PEOPLE'S TESTIMONY THROUGH CR. YOU WERE THE FOURTH TESTIMONY I WATCHED........ NOW I FEEL COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO AT LEAST CHECK THE TIMES FOR LOCAL MEETING HERE AT CELEBRATE RECOVERY. I'VE TRIED NA AND AA BUT I FEAR THAT I'LL MAKE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE WHO RELAPSES IN THE FUTURE. THAT SCARES ME TO DEATH. I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR THAT PAIN OR CLOSE TO DRUGS LIKE THAT.. PLUS THE FACT THAT I HAVE SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY AND FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO CRY IF SOMEONE EVEN TRIES TO SPEAK TO ME. THAT'S WHY I USED DRUGS ALL THOSE YEARS, TO BRING ME OUT OF MY SHYNESS THAT I'VE SUFFERED WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. SO THANK YOU SO MUCH KELLY I'M NOW GOING TO CHECK CELEBRATE RECOVERIES SCHEDULE OVER HERE AND HOPE THEY HAVE ONE IN KENT!! I HOPE TO KNOW A GOD AND GET THE JOY THAT I SEE IN PEOPLE JUST LIKE YOU SAID. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HAS BEEN A HUGE ISSUE WITH ME THE PAST FEW YEARS. AFTER SEPTEMBER 9TH 2016 WHEN MY ONLY CHILD, DANYELLE DEMARIA , PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY AT 9 YEARS OLD AFTER OPEN HEART SURGERY. JUST ONE MONTH BEFORE HER 10TH BIRTHDAY. I'VE WANTED TO DIE EVERYDAY SINCE. I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BEFORE. I'M AFRAID IF I GO OUT AND MEET PEOPLE THAT I'LL FIND SOMEONE THAT DOES OR HAS DRUGS OR RELAPSES I'M JUST AFRAID TO RELAPSE. BECAUSE THEN I KNOW THERE'S NO GOING BACK. I'M A LIFELONG ADDICT THAT DOESN'T WANT TO LIVE. DANYELLE DESERVED TO LIVE..... NOT ME.
Hello! Kelly here, I am so glad to hear that my Testimony could help you. Have you found a Celebrate Recovery yet? Please let me know! I promise you this program will change your life. Thank you so much for sharing with me. You are forever family! God Bless
Thank you for sharing your story! It inspired me and I’m not even Christian. Blessings
Thank you for sharing. ❤
Thank You.
Very sincere young man. What an encouragement as he truly spoke from his heart.
Wow What a powerful testimony. Thank you Kelly for sharing!!
Using this Monday at Sikeston, MO celebrate recovery. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️
What a powerful testimony, Kelly. Thanks for sharing, brother. I needed this.
You are so welcome! Thanks for watching and hope you can subscribe to our channel!
We will be sharing your testimony this week, at our CR. And, lifting you and your family up. Thank you for sharing.
Elliott that is so awesome! Thanks for using this testimony! What Celebrate Recovery are you a part of?
I am honored, Elliott! I pray that God can use my story to help others find meaning in their struggles and find the love of Christ! God bless you.
@@KJ-xk1fz Feedback: We had loads of discussion and sharing. To God be the Glory!
Great Testimony! I thought the same as you did about Adam, I really like this dude!!!
@@elliottware9184 that is so awesome!! We have posted a few more testimonies as well! Hope they can be useful for your CR ministry! God bless you brother!!
Btw.... I rarely comment on TH-cam. I just felt compelled to type it all out and hold myself accountable because I need to get out of this hamster wheel of pain, hopelessness, and worthless feelings I have every day. I need something and I think this is that something! Well I'm hoping this is that something missing in my life. I hope to find evidence that they're actually is a God. I want to feel the happiness that I see all these believers have in their hearts. I just needed some type of happiness and to be able to smile for once.
J Mai; how are you doing? I hope you found a CR group and healing and peace. Wherever you are in your faith journey you are welcome at CR
Thanks so much for typing this out! We hope you have been able to find a CR near you or you can now join ours weekly right here on TH-cam. Every Monday night we go live at 7pm pst. We hope you will join us as we join you in your faith journey! Also subscribe to our channel for many more testimonies and videos of healing a faith! God bless you!
So true! Thanks for replying to this! We are so thankful for what God is going in CR! I hope you can join in on Mondays at 7pm
Thank You so much for sharing your story, Kelly. It's because of you that I'm going to find a celebrate recovery here in Kent, WA. I'VE BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER FOR 6 YEARS BUT I'VE ISOLATED MYSELF COMPLETELY FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BEING WHITE KNUCKLING MY RECOVERY RIGHT NOW AND SLIPPING IN MY THOUGHTS AS WE SPEAK. I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANT TO TURN BACK FROM RECOVERY. THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I ENDED UP RIGHT HERE ON TH-cam WATCHING PEOPLE'S TESTIMONY THROUGH CR. YOU WERE THE FOURTH TESTIMONY I WATCHED........ NOW I FEEL COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO AT LEAST CHECK THE TIMES FOR LOCAL MEETING HERE AT CELEBRATE RECOVERY. I'VE TRIED NA AND AA BUT I FEAR THAT I'LL MAKE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE WHO RELAPSES IN THE FUTURE. THAT SCARES ME TO DEATH. I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR THAT PAIN OR CLOSE TO DRUGS LIKE THAT.. PLUS THE FACT THAT I HAVE SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY AND FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO CRY IF SOMEONE EVEN TRIES TO SPEAK TO ME. THAT'S WHY I USED DRUGS ALL THOSE YEARS, TO BRING ME OUT OF MY SHYNESS THAT I'VE SUFFERED WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. SO THANK YOU SO MUCH KELLY I'M NOW GOING TO CHECK CELEBRATE RECOVERIES SCHEDULE OVER HERE AND HOPE THEY HAVE ONE IN KENT!! I HOPE TO KNOW A GOD AND GET THE JOY THAT I SEE IN PEOPLE JUST LIKE YOU SAID. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HAS BEEN A HUGE ISSUE WITH ME THE PAST FEW YEARS. AFTER SEPTEMBER 9TH 2016 WHEN MY ONLY CHILD, DANYELLE DEMARIA , PASSED AWAY SUDDENLY AT 9 YEARS OLD AFTER OPEN HEART SURGERY. JUST ONE MONTH BEFORE HER 10TH BIRTHDAY. I'VE WANTED TO DIE EVERYDAY SINCE. I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BEFORE. I'M AFRAID IF I GO OUT AND MEET PEOPLE THAT I'LL FIND SOMEONE THAT DOES OR HAS DRUGS OR RELAPSES I'M JUST AFRAID TO RELAPSE. BECAUSE THEN I KNOW THERE'S NO GOING BACK. I'M A LIFELONG ADDICT THAT DOESN'T WANT TO LIVE. DANYELLE DESERVED TO LIVE..... NOT ME.
Hello! Kelly here, I am so glad to hear that my Testimony could help you. Have you found a Celebrate Recovery yet? Please let me know! I promise you this program will change your life. Thank you so much for sharing with me. You are forever family! God Bless
Using your testimony for this Friday's meeting. Celebrate Recovery at Crossroads Bible Church in Elkton, Maryland. Thanks!
That is so awesome! Let us know how it goes and we will be praying for your Friday meeting! God bless you!