Thank you for this... the other day, something seemingly so simple brought me back down to a mindset I vowed I'd never go back to.... it made me realize how f-ed up I am.... all the "Healing" I did was held by duck tape... to the point I afraid to believe... because, everytime I believe it's a "Sign from God"... I get smacked in the face for "how foolish" I was for believing that... and the pain hurt so bad,.. to the point, why keep fighting to keep getting hurt... why not admit defeat and make peace with everything,... maybe we weren't ment to be "Strong" in this life... maybe we Are to be like sand, kicked and tossed about by the wind and sea, but likewise grateful, that you ever exsited at all... no matter how "small" the existance.
This made me laugh out loud but it’s so real. Thank you 🤗💗🩵💜 I believe just as comedic but real and uplifting, full of love you are. Is exactly how God is. Just testing you… don’t give up. And remember to treat people how they treat you. But that’s just me… or it could just be BPD tho, I really think that’s my mental illness. 🤷🏾♀️ Rewatching Harry Potter has also been helpful with that… in some cultures Schizophrenia is a spiritual gift… just like magick I belive it depends on how you use it. Yourself/your intentions. But overall you seem to be doing grate, your videos put a smile on my heart during my darkest moment, when I guess I could say “spiritually awakening” to reality and undeniable truths. Just want to give you that same support in return. YOURE BEAUTIFUL, inside and out!!!🤍✨
Lol relatable. I nearly face smashed the thumbs up laughing at "I may just be-" I cannot. It really do be like that, but we're on the right path. Thank you for all you do, and for keeping pushing through, making content for us. It really does make a difference and reminds me that it's not so lonely out here.
one thing im learning to ask myself is, what is this "blockage" and what part of me is responding. the only way to witness change is to face it directly but with grace. we are ourselves 24/7 so it's only right that we transmute the negativity with the polarity- and thats how u win tbh... and keep affirming yourself. only u validate u ♥ thank u for being open beautiful soul
You make a ton of sense and your feelings are valid AF!!!
Also, thank you for being transparent and sharing your thoughts and experiences with us. This shit made me feel seen and not alone ❤
I needed to hear this one
Did you?
Thank you for this... the other day, something seemingly so simple brought me back down to a mindset I vowed I'd never go back to.... it made me realize how f-ed up I am.... all the "Healing" I did was held by duck tape... to the point I afraid to believe... because, everytime I believe it's a "Sign from God"... I get smacked in the face for "how foolish" I was for believing that... and the pain hurt so bad,.. to the point, why keep fighting to keep getting hurt... why not admit defeat and make peace with everything,... maybe we weren't ment to be "Strong" in this life... maybe we Are to be like sand, kicked and tossed about by the wind and sea, but likewise grateful, that you ever exsited at all... no matter how "small" the existance.
This is the Realest youve ever been with us. i love the way you just put yourself out there without wprrying abt what people have to say
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Wow! This is where I'm at, and I'm really over it.
oooooo you said some WORDS 🙌🏾
This made me laugh out loud but it’s so real. Thank you 🤗💗🩵💜
I believe just as comedic but real and uplifting, full of love you are. Is exactly how God is. Just testing you… don’t give up. And remember to treat people how they treat you. But that’s just me… or it could just be BPD tho, I really think that’s my mental illness. 🤷🏾♀️
Rewatching Harry Potter has also been helpful with that… in some cultures Schizophrenia is a spiritual gift… just like magick I belive it depends on how you use it. Yourself/your intentions.
But overall you seem to be doing grate, your videos put a smile on my heart during my darkest moment, when I guess I could say “spiritually awakening” to reality and undeniable truths. Just want to give you that same support in return.
YOURE BEAUTIFUL, inside and out!!!🤍✨
But like girl fuck so everybody feeling this way 😭😭😭
Lol relatable. I nearly face smashed the thumbs up laughing at "I may just be-" I cannot. It really do be like that, but we're on the right path. Thank you for all you do, and for keeping pushing through, making content for us. It really does make a difference and reminds me that it's not so lonely out here.
This is soooo relatable and the timing is crazy
i literally love your videos ryan, you are great i always look forward to your uploads.
one thing im learning to ask myself is, what is this "blockage" and what part of me is responding. the only way to witness change is to face it directly but with grace. we are ourselves 24/7 so it's only right that we transmute the negativity with the polarity- and thats how u win tbh... and keep affirming yourself. only u validate u ♥ thank u for being open beautiful soul
Your hair looks so good ❤😍
Lmao, you are too legit to quit!❤😂 and then of the video was *chef kiss*
I hollered at pennywise 😂
The test comes…..so you can pass it sis. Real peace doesn’t waver. Ever.
Looking great❤
😂I love you girl. No Diddy
a course in miracles has helped me a lot with being able to ‘trust’ in the bullshit if you feel called to check it out 🐌
Hi Ryan
Trying to get a reading. Instagram says link has bad gateway. What to do
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