3:41 oh yess… Parents both very authorian and misunderstood. Still to this day. They expect me to be 100 million independent. It is heartbreaking. And yes. I am 29 and still no family. And I am barely being more family oriented ❤before I was all about my friends. And I have healed my childhood wounds from age 22-28. But now I am obsessed with my family. Because they’ve always been there for me. Now I am working on my north node Sagg ❤ I’m going back to school and dedicating myself to only 1 thing ❤😂
I resonate with your interpretation. Looking back in my twenties, I worked on mother wound in my thesis trying to heal relationship. Now nodal return in Aries 4th house, I start reparenting my inner child again with IFS. I think this is the real inner security I need the most.
I need my stability peace and freedom first and my own space. It’s a matter of finding ppl I can show my true face to emotionally and sensually connect haven’t met many like that. It’s short time just toxic bonds or short term connections on somethings. Haven’t found many friends or even lovers like that. I’m learning mostly to forgive myself and forgive others only for my sake and theirs. They don’t understand what I’ve been saying to them for years their will come a time soon I’ll finally say it and close that door others wouldn’t take this bs they would’ve put their parents in jail and I’m dealing with ppl who are dysfunctional and attention seeking and constantly berating us. I’ve been toxic too cause I didn’t know better but I was still more kinder. Yes my parents may have sacrificed a lot too but couldn’t even do right by their kids so they can’t blame me and also no matter what we did it was never enough it’s all in vain and constant berating
When I think of having my own family I feel good and anxious about it I worry for my kids future and values I’ll raise them with and if I’ll be a good mom not a lot of good men out here. Love is a sacrifice if it doesn’t work I’ll go into another field and be a carefree woman. I was told lots of reward is coming but it’s been so hard
4:48 yes that’s how it was like growing up. Home life was never good growing up and likely to not change. That’s why I’m trying to work hard to have a more loving home ❤peaceful life and get freedom it’s been like hell and a battle really trying to leave. Both parents were strict and used religion to abuse me and they abused my siblings finding home was hard never had it. It almost drove me to suicide. They kept forcing religion on us their was lots of violence messy friendships downfalls in relationships and struggling in my career to get here. I was a late bloomer carried myself in a toxic way sometimes struggled a lot with ppl constantly disregarded and now here I am I’ve made lots of progress but regressed it’s slow I feel fatigued a lack of spark and get more fed up by the day. And I will be creating a home out of blood family and with friends but it’s a matter of finding trustworthy ppl not many of them especially not in lovers. It was a battle and hell
My case is peculiar. I wasn't nurtured but I didn't and don't care about success. My struggle is not being able to keep a job. This is why I'm living with someone that I can't stand... My family is my 3 cats. I have aquarius nn. So I don't want to get married or have kids. I wish I have a tiny house for the fourth of us. I'm lazy and not complicated so I don't want a big house to clean lol But I will get bored of a same place so I rather have a camper van.
Wow the similarity is unbelievable, except for the 3 cats, and the being in a place I can’t stand. I have a similar situation, it’s hard to adjust to life as an adult, I seem to keep going back and forth, trying to gain traction, but it’s as if the gas pedal is stuck, and I’m coasting constantly braking, so I don’t crash.
@@Visionaryakafonzfoederl I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time. Wish I could help you in any way. Sending you strength and a big hug from here.
Thanks for this. I have this placement. North node Gemini in the 4th and it’s a little clearer as to what it means. I’m just confused as to how this plays out as the fourth house is the Nadir. Another TH-camr interpreted as the nadir is our most private self so people with North Node in the 4th have a journey towards the within.
Thank you. Do you think that every one will manage to embrace / open to his north node energy or experience ? What happens if one rejects this NN and gets "stuck" in the south node ? Many thanks for your views
I think that we all partially embrace our NN without needing the guidance. But I also think it takes courage to grow and a lot of people are afraid so they might not. And when that happens, they become a persona, a 1-dimensional rubix cube, repeating the same patterns over and over, living in their comfort zone. If this is something you feel you are getting sucked into, book a reading for guidance! makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
Depends on the rest of your chart but generally there is shame around being chatty with family. I have more to share with you so we should book a reading! Go to makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-Isabelle
Yep. I have my north node in Gemini in the 4th house. And I know that anytime I went to talk to my mom about issues we were having or just our emotions she would shut me down or shut down herself. Telling me to leave her alone, and said I talk too much and I need to learn when to “stop”. Which partially she wasn’t wrong, I do need to learn more about respecting other people’s boundaries. But now there’s shame for me in that area. I feel like I am too talkative, annoying, scared to show emotion, etc. She also did exactly what you said in this video. which is solely place important on “her definition of success”. And I felt like unless I was succeeding in life according to her standards, I was getting tough love. I also have a lot of shame when it comes to work and I have a fear that I will not succeed in my work life. (But that part has to do with only myself)
This is a cursed placement. It won't let you have any of it meaning it won't let you have a home or a career no matter what you do, both axis will be denied in this life. I speak from experience as I have this awful cursed placement. I got north node conjunction venus and sun 4th house in pisces, aquarius IC. Honestly, you won't be able to get a job and if you do, it never lasts and family doesn't exist. Some astrlogers claim that people with south node in the 10th house focus a ton on their image and career but its not true! I couldn't give a dime about that. All I wanted is a job to be able to maintain a roof above my head but guess what, with this cursed placement I'm guessing the universe what's you to live on thin air? It's definitely an awful, cursed placement to have. Extremely unlucky in life if born with this nodal axis placement
hey! you actually cannot, in fact, have a NN 4th and SN 9th. the north and south node always work in a perfect opposing axis so either your NN is in 3rd house or south node is in 10th house. we should book a reading and I can take a look at your chart to find the truth. go to www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
Please speak more slowly in your videos. It's difficult for someone new to astrology, and whose first language is not English, to understand what you're saying. My English is not bad, but you speak much too fast.
Thank you! :)
I love your explanation using icecream flavors! 🍦 that’s a great analogy
Thank you for being so straight to the point.. I'm tired of people who spend 10 minutes on the intro alone.
you are so welcome!
3:41 oh yess…
Parents both very authorian and misunderstood. Still to this day. They expect me to be 100 million independent. It is heartbreaking. And yes. I am 29 and still no family. And I am barely being more family oriented ❤before I was all about my friends. And I have healed my childhood wounds from age 22-28. But now I am obsessed with my family. Because they’ve always been there for me.
Now I am working on my north node Sagg ❤ I’m going back to school and dedicating myself to only 1 thing ❤😂
This is great❤Thank you!
My needs, past, and path are finally making sense! ❤ Thank you!!
I resonate with your interpretation. Looking back in my twenties, I worked on mother wound in my thesis trying to heal relationship. Now nodal return in Aries 4th house, I start reparenting my inner child again with IFS. I think this is the real inner security I need the most.
I need my stability peace and freedom first and my own space. It’s a matter of finding ppl I can show my true face to emotionally and sensually connect haven’t met many like that. It’s short time just toxic bonds or short term connections on somethings. Haven’t found many friends or even lovers like that. I’m learning mostly to forgive myself and forgive others only for my sake and theirs. They don’t understand what I’ve been saying to them for years their will come a time soon I’ll finally say it and close that door others wouldn’t take this bs they would’ve put their parents in jail and I’m dealing with ppl who are dysfunctional and attention seeking and constantly berating us. I’ve been toxic too cause I didn’t know better but I was still more kinder. Yes my parents may have sacrificed a lot too but couldn’t even do right by their kids so they can’t blame me and also no matter what we did it was never enough it’s all in vain and constant berating
My north node is in Scorpio in 4h and this is so accurate ❤
Thank you for this!! 🙏 My north node is in Aries 4th house and this definitely resonates ❤️
So glad! What a beautiful combination!
I have the same . What does north nodein Areas 4th house mean?
Brilliant video. Ive definitely been moving into my NN in the last year and it feels so nourishing
Great video
When I think of having my own family I feel good and anxious about it I worry for my kids future and values I’ll raise them with and if I’ll be a good mom not a lot of good men out here. Love is a sacrifice if it doesn’t work I’ll go into another field and be a carefree woman. I was told lots of reward is coming but it’s been so hard
4:48 yes that’s how it was like growing up. Home life was never good growing up and likely to not change. That’s why I’m trying to work hard to have a more loving home ❤peaceful life and get freedom it’s been like hell and a battle really trying to leave. Both parents were strict and used religion to abuse me and they abused my siblings finding home was hard never had it. It almost drove me to suicide. They kept forcing religion on us their was lots of violence messy friendships downfalls in relationships and struggling in my career to get here. I was a late bloomer carried myself in a toxic way sometimes struggled a lot with ppl constantly disregarded and now here I am I’ve made lots of progress but regressed it’s slow I feel fatigued a lack of spark and get more fed up by the day. And I will be creating a home out of blood family and with friends but it’s a matter of finding trustworthy ppl not many of them especially not in lovers. It was a battle and hell
I also have pluto conj my north node in the 4 house. Very intense in my relationships. From diplomat I can become the Firestarter.
This is spot on and helping me so much thank you! ❤❤❤❤
My case is peculiar. I wasn't nurtured but I didn't and don't care about success. My struggle is not being able to keep a job. This is why I'm living with someone that I can't stand... My family is my 3 cats. I have aquarius nn. So I don't want to get married or have kids. I wish I have a tiny house for the fourth of us. I'm lazy and not complicated so I don't want a big house to clean lol But I will get bored of a same place so I rather have a camper van.
We should book a reading! Its a unique situation indeed but there are explanations. www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
Wow the similarity is unbelievable, except for the 3 cats, and the being in a place I can’t stand. I have a similar situation, it’s hard to adjust to life as an adult, I seem to keep going back and forth, trying to gain traction, but it’s as if the gas pedal is stuck, and I’m coasting constantly braking, so I don’t crash.
@@Visionaryakafonzfoederl I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time. Wish I could help you in any way. Sending you strength and a big hug from here.
@@diannematos6102 just the fact you took time out of your day to respond is plenty, I really appreciate it, thank you.
I feel the same except I have a leo nn and aquarius mc. I’m living with a difficult person bcz I can’t get a damn stable job
I have this placement, and struggling to find a career path and get a job. is that a manifestation of south node in 10th house?
thus is because of saturn ruling the 10th house
@@mahj1 but isn't that for everyone? because Saturn rules Capricorn?
Oh my god, I'm all this...
Me too
Thank you for the explanation. 4th house in Cancer. So accurate!❤
How did that manifest for you? I have the same.
Thank you. ❤
Wow this was so accurate
What if we have Saturn and north node in the 4th house?
Thanks for this. I have this placement. North node Gemini in the 4th and it’s a little clearer as to what it means. I’m just confused as to how this plays out as the fourth house is the Nadir. Another TH-camr interpreted as the nadir is our most private self so people with North Node in the 4th have a journey towards the within.
We should book a reading to talk more! go to www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
Thank you.
Do you think that every one will manage to embrace / open to his north node energy or experience ?
What happens if one rejects this NN and gets "stuck" in the south node ?
Many thanks for your views
I think that we all partially embrace our NN without needing the guidance. But I also think it takes courage to grow and a lot of people are afraid so they might not. And when that happens, they become a persona, a 1-dimensional rubix cube, repeating the same patterns over and over, living in their comfort zone. If this is something you feel you are getting sucked into, book a reading for guidance! makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
How would gemini in the 4th play out? Thanks for your video 🙏
Depends on the rest of your chart but generally there is shame around being chatty with family. I have more to share with you so we should book a reading! Go to makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-Isabelle
Yep. I have my north node in Gemini in the 4th house. And I know that anytime I went to talk to my mom about issues we were having or just our emotions she would shut me down or shut down herself. Telling me to leave her alone, and said I talk too much and I need to learn when to “stop”. Which partially she wasn’t wrong, I do need to learn more about respecting other people’s boundaries. But now there’s shame for me in that area. I feel like I am too talkative, annoying, scared to show emotion, etc. She also did exactly what you said in this video. which is solely place important on “her definition of success”. And I felt like unless I was succeeding in life according to her standards, I was getting tough love. I also have a lot of shame when it comes to work and I have a fear that I will not succeed in my work life. (But that part has to do with only myself)
This is a cursed placement. It won't let you have any of it meaning it won't let you have a home or a career no matter what you do, both axis will be denied in this life. I speak from experience as I have this awful cursed placement.
I got north node conjunction venus and sun 4th house in pisces, aquarius IC. Honestly, you won't be able to get a job and if you do, it never lasts and family doesn't exist.
Some astrlogers claim that people with south node in the 10th house focus a ton on their image and career but its not true! I couldn't give a dime about that. All I wanted is a job to be able to maintain a roof above my head but guess what, with this cursed placement I'm guessing the universe what's you to live on thin air? It's definitely an awful, cursed placement to have. Extremely unlucky in life if born with this nodal axis placement
What if you have north node in 4th but south node in 9th I haven’t found a video on it at all
hey! you actually cannot, in fact, have a NN 4th and SN 9th. the north and south node always work in a perfect opposing axis so either your NN is in 3rd house or south node is in 10th house. we should book a reading and I can take a look at your chart to find the truth. go to www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
I have my moon in my 4th with nn in aries. My sun in 10th libra sn
We should book a reading to talk about this more! Go to makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
Please speak more slowly in your videos. It's difficult for someone new to astrology, and whose first language is not English, to understand what you're saying. My English is not bad, but you speak much too fast.
You can change the speed
It’s the total opposite