It won't on its own. Wake up and do something about it. You are the key to your own happiness. That is why you feel helpless. No one is there to save you from drowning. You can only try to swim to the surface. And if the currents sweeps you back down into the water. Just keep swimming up. I have to repeat this to myself often
i have 10 diagnosed mental illnesses, that includes ptsd, bpd, autism, gender dysphoria etc.. i don’t think i’ll ever be able to get rid of this fucking feeling
I relate to this song but in a good way. I used to have horrendous mood swings and feeling intense emotions was bad. I’m much more peaceful now and yes, I may not feel happiness as intensely but at least I don’t dread the awful sadness that used to follow it
BESTIE HOPE U GET BETTER BUT I SAW UR PFP AND BECAUSE ITS DAZAI AND IM LISTENING TO THIS SONG IT REMINDED ME OF THAT SCENE IN THE WAN OF BUNGOU STRAY DOGS WITH DAZAI😭😭😭😭😭
@@lavounderbees Brooo tysmmmm the mental health system is shit but I’m getting some more support recently!!! Sadly I’m not better and I probably should be in the ward Rn but sadly they don’t take proper care of their patients which deeply saddens me I wish you the best I’m honestly so happy anyone cared!!
@@tbhsai you can read what I said about everything in the other reply (I’m too tired and lazy to type it out again) but honestly thank you so much for caring!!!
i don’t know the true meaning to this song but to me it’s like you are breaking down constantly almost everyday but you’re always alone so the next day you go to work or school no one will know what you’re going through. you are the only person that knows what is happen to you and you don’t have the willpower to say anything to anyone or ask for help so you just suffer in silence forever.
this song is, to me, about the numbness of depression. I relate heavily to the lyrics. I don't cry anymore, like I've forgotten how to, and when I try to improve myself i end up feeling nothing. depression isn't always being sad, sometimes it's being stuck in a chasm of empty numbness you can't get out of.
One morning this sadness will fossilize And I will forget how to cry I'll keep going to work and you won't see a change Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye I will go jogging routinely Calmly and rhythmically run And when I find that a knife's sticking out of my side I'll pull it out without questioning why And then one warm summer night I'll hear fireworks outside And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry I will be married to silence The gentleman won't say a word But you know, oh you know in the quiet he holds Runs a river that'll never find home And then one warm summer night I'll hear fireworks outside And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry Oh, one warm summer night I'll hear fireworks outside And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry Cry, cry, cry Cry, cry, cry
I hate everything "the gentleman won't say a word but you know oh you know in the quiet he holds runs a river that'll never find a home" this line makes me so sad because I always talk to my partner they never say a word the only time they talk to me is when they're sad it makes me feel like a therapist lol!
i know i am just an stranger on internet, and i can't tell you what to do with your life, but... i've been there. Please just know that you deserve to have someone that listens to you and validates your feelings. You're not just "someone to vent to". You're a person, and you deserve to be treated as such.
I will always cry to this song because it reminds me that my mental state will never change and I will forever be consumed by my trauma and will never be completely stable like I always hoped to be 🤣🤣🤣😐😐😐
Omg, Mitski is absolutely amazing. Literally love her, I love her so much I can’t even explain my love for her. Her songs have true meaning. Love that girl ❤️
this reminds me of myself. it reminds me of the hard times i’ve experienced and who i am, and how i can finally act like nothing. my birthday is in july and the fireworks part in the song remind me even more of myself, and when she says “listen to the memories as the cry, cry, cry” really adds to this
This reminds me that i've wasted my teenage years with mental illness And everyone told me it'll get better but it didnt, and at this point i'm really not believing it ever will. My 20s have started and i'm confused i'm even alive
It's great that you talk about your feelings. Try to keep on living, find things to keep you busy. Life is too short and there are so many things to experience :) take care
I've had a dream for some years now, it has grown onto me even if I knew from the start that it was impossible. And one day this song will be a companion, when I'll finally have my own successful life and I'll get used to this little, constant sadness for what's unrealizable; but certain summer nights will always bring back memories of how it could have been
I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety disorder and my life feels like a nightmare. I started to take antidepressants yesterday and the symptoms has only worsened since then, but I hope better days will come.
I'm 17 closing in to 18 , this last year I've been learning a lot of things about life and that shit is tiring. Learning about life and attempting to heal is exhausting and so tiring. Life isn't comfortable or beautiful or soft. Most people are extremely selfish and some do so to survive , altho i disagree on such ways of living but it has gotten them happiness idk. I just know that it's not easy it's hard , so hard that it makes me wanna cry like the few memories I've gathered at childhood
@@user-ex3jz3pi4q oohhh people in the comments made a chain of saying how good the song is ,':) click on 'sort by' then 'newest first' then u should be able to see what im talking about
all y’all mitski fans go check out my new vid for Square
"if i had to go out, id like to go out just as beautifully"
i cant escape this 😢😢😢
AAAAA STOP
@@camryn3625 there is no escape
I just knew someone would write this..
idk what this is referencing but this song reminded me of "I'll make it as painless and as colorful as possible."
i dont think this feeling will ever go away at this point
I know.
Hey, I hope you're doing okay.
Stop being edgy
Same
It won't on its own. Wake up and do something about it. You are the key to your own happiness. That is why you feel helpless. No one is there to save you from drowning. You can only try to swim to the surface. And if the currents sweeps you back down into the water. Just keep swimming up.
I have to repeat this to myself often
All Mitski songs makes me wanna cry my eyes out
the same goes for me too
me too, me too
rea
real
Listening to this song after watching "A Silent Voice" was not a good idea...
seriously ive watched it twice in the past 11 days
@@sejcai SAME
…….
The memories are coming back
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT AND REMIND ME
LITERALLY
this song reminds me that my mental illness will never go away I'll be stuck with this for the rest of my life lol
exactly
Me with my Bpd lol
i have 10 diagnosed mental illnesses, that includes ptsd, bpd, autism, gender dysphoria etc.. i don’t think i’ll ever be able to get rid of this fucking feeling
@@user-jf5jf7ve3r One day you’ll tell your story of how you overcame everything and it will be apart of someone else’s survival guide
@@user-jf5jf7ve3r I know you exactly how you feel
I love the poetry in this song, it inspires me that I’m not alone fighting off depressive thoughts.
you're not alone. im just like you. maybe one day we will overcome this
I relate to this song but in a good way. I used to have horrendous mood swings and feeling intense emotions was bad. I’m much more peaceful now and yes, I may not feel happiness as intensely but at least I don’t dread the awful sadness that used to follow it
YES. That’s great, my friend. :)
damn, i relate. Thank you for commenting.
Ah man you guys have that too
the instrumentals give me a sort of warm feeling in my heart that clashes with the feeling i get when i hear the lyrics
Listening to this in the ambulance I hope I actually get better this time
BESTIE HOPE U GET BETTER
BUT I SAW UR PFP AND BECAUSE ITS DAZAI AND IM LISTENING TO THIS SONG IT REMINDED ME OF THAT SCENE IN THE WAN OF BUNGOU STRAY DOGS WITH DAZAI😭😭😭😭😭
r u ok ? i hope you're doing well. i genuinely wish you nothing but happiness
hi!! its been a month so i just wanted to know, how r u?
@@lavounderbees Brooo tysmmmm the mental health system is shit but I’m getting some more support recently!!! Sadly I’m not better and I probably should be in the ward Rn but sadly they don’t take proper care of their patients which deeply saddens me I wish you the best I’m honestly so happy anyone cared!!
@@tbhsai you can read what I said about everything in the other reply (I’m too tired and lazy to type it out again) but honestly thank you so much for caring!!!
i don’t know the true meaning to this song but to me it’s like you are breaking down constantly almost everyday but you’re always alone so the next day you go to work or school no one will know what you’re going through. you are the only person that knows what is happen to you and you don’t have the willpower to say anything to anyone or ask for help so you just suffer in silence forever.
this song is, to me, about the numbness of depression. I relate heavily to the lyrics. I don't cry anymore, like I've forgotten how to, and when I try to improve myself i end up feeling nothing. depression isn't always being sad, sometimes it's being stuck in a chasm of empty numbness you can't get out of.
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thank you total stranger
One morning this sadness will fossilize
And I will forget how to cry
I'll keep going to work and you won't see a change
Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye
I will go jogging routinely
Calmly and rhythmically run
And when I find that a knife's sticking out of my side
I'll pull it out without questioning why
And then one warm summer night
I'll hear fireworks outside
And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry
I will be married to silence
The gentleman won't say a word
But you know, oh you know in the quiet he holds
Runs a river that'll never find home
And then one warm summer night
I'll hear fireworks outside
And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry
Oh, one warm summer night
I'll hear fireworks outside
And I'll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry
Cry, cry, cry
Cry, cry, cry
Not you posting lyrics on a lyric video
@@jaystevsometimes it's better to read them through a comment because you can tell what comes next
I wander if she's okay sometimes
she is okay, shes confident of herself!!! mitski has said so many times shes just expressing her feelings
@@vomitivo were they talking about mitski
shes not wandering around shes at blue diner
@@nicekittysara3560 i dont understand what do u mean...
@@vomitivo because u said wander instead of wonder HAHA sorry i was joking
I hate everything "the gentleman won't say a word but you know oh you know in the quiet he holds runs a river that'll never find a home" this line makes me so sad because I always talk to my partner they never say a word the only time they talk to me is when they're sad it makes me feel like a therapist lol!
you deserve better ☹️☹️☹️
i know i am just an stranger on internet, and i can't tell you what to do with your life, but... i've been there. Please just know that you deserve to have someone that listens to you and validates your feelings. You're not just "someone to vent to". You're a person, and you deserve to be treated as such.
mood !!
this happened to me, we broke up
@@sylv779 you deserve better💕💕
this sounds like if my depressive episodes were a song. makes it hit extra hard :(
Wish ppl would talk abt how beautiful this song is instead of clogging the comments!! 😭😭
FR
instead of saying how they relate to it and love it?
@@cloudbrooks Oh lol when I made this comment literally every single other comment had said "this slaps" and nothing else, it was some running joke
This song is so beautiful, it reminds me of how I want to be when I’m older
😀??
@@cynthia9110 I mean like making the kind of music like this song not depressed 😭
I will always cry to this song because it reminds me that my mental state will never change and I will forever be consumed by my trauma and will never be completely stable like I always hoped to be 🤣🤣🤣😐😐😐
no way same🤣🤣🤣🤣😕😕😕🤣😕🤣🤣
Twins!! 😝🤣🤣
There's hope it's not too late
Omg same bestie!1!1! 😘😍😜😐😐
Same are we twins 😻😻😻🥺🥺🥺😞😞😞😼😼😼😼😼💕💕💕💕
This song is literally so sad help
i know😔
as a mitski fan and fireworks lover, im crying
was listening so intently to the lyrics. tell me why this song just... read my entire life... what the ffuck. this song's so good
i never understand what songs mean but sometimes i do so i’m listening to this again to see if i do but it’s really good and i want to cry to it 10/10
“If i had to go to go, id like to go as beatuifuly” “id prefer if u dont go at all..”
This song just makes me think about how my life was in 2021 it was the worst year of my life I don’t want to go back to that person again.
seriouslyyyyy
Omg, Mitski is absolutely amazing. Literally love her, I love her so much I can’t even explain my love for her. Her songs have true meaning. Love that girl ❤️
its MY mental breakdown, I get to choose the music.
Reminding everyone that mitski invented fireworks!!!
very cool song
anyone else getting immortality vibes….
maybe i’m just obsessed with immortality as a writing concept LOL
this song hits different when you actually had something traumatic happen on the 4th of july
Me but on New Year’s Eve😭😭
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to me this reminds me of how whenever i hear loud bangs, like fireworks, i remember my childhood truamas surrounding loud noises
This song feels so bittersweet
this reminds me of myself. it reminds me of the hard times i’ve experienced and who i am, and how i can finally act like nothing. my birthday is in july and the fireworks part in the song remind me even more of myself, and when she says “listen to the memories as the cry, cry, cry” really adds to this
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This reminds me that i've wasted my teenage years with mental illness
And everyone told me it'll get better but it didnt, and at this point i'm really not believing it ever will. My 20s have started and i'm confused i'm even alive
Time will not give you the answer but the answer will always be hidden in time.
It's great that you talk about your feelings. Try to keep on living, find things to keep you busy. Life is too short and there are so many things to experience :) take care
been listening to this on repeat so much😭
This song is beautiful. It reminds me of New Years eve.
this makes me wanna cry, cry, cry
it's almost new year and here I am crying :"}
what a way to greet 2022
happy new year man
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I've had a dream for some years now, it has grown onto me even if I knew from the start that it was impossible.
And one day this song will be a companion, when I'll finally have my own successful life and I'll get used to this little, constant sadness for what's unrealizable; but certain summer nights will always bring back memories of how it could have been
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Listening to this right as the clock hits 12:00 yay..
if i had a theme song rn it would prob be this. To me it's partially about always hiding how you feel until you die.
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SOLO ESPERO QUE ESTA CANCIÓN SE HAGA FAMOSA
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I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety disorder and my life feels like a nightmare. I started to take antidepressants yesterday and the symptoms has only worsened since then, but I hope better days will come.
Every time I hear this song it reminds me of hachi from nana
I just watched nana please I’m gonna get so sad again
Omfg her and nobu 💔
@@tsuki2480 NOBU WAS THE BEST
@@tsuki2480 normalize blaming Takumi for everything
have a depressed fourth of july 😩
late to the party but THIS SLAPS
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this song makes my stomach churn so bad
This song reminds me of silent voice not just the name but the lyrics
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i’m in love w/ this
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If you're listening to this on New Year's, I wish you a better, brighter 2023!!! I'm happy that you stuck around throughout the hard years!!!
i am addicted to mitski song's 😔😃
Idk if this is cliche but I want scream at the top of lungs singing this song
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bro i heard this for the first time and my jaw dropped bro this is so good im gonna cry
one morning this sadness will fossilize and I will forget how to cry
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juniper this slaps p13 (you never said i had to be original)
I'm 17 closing in to 18 , this last year I've been learning a lot of things about life and that shit is tiring. Learning about life and attempting to heal is exhausting and so tiring. Life isn't comfortable or beautiful or soft. Most people are extremely selfish and some do so to survive , altho i disagree on such ways of living but it has gotten them happiness idk. I just know that it's not easy it's hard , so hard that it makes me wanna cry like the few memories I've gathered at childhood
This Mitski song in my perspective is underrated :') -- the lyrics are somewhat heartbreaking
tfw you feel incapable of falling in love bc of past trauma and wonder if you’ll ever find someone who you don’t have to pretend to like at all 😂😂💀😂💀
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@@user-ex3jz3pi4q it’s basically saying what number they commented at, so they were the 85th comment and yeah
@@user-ex3jz3pi4q oohhh people in the comments made a chain of saying how good the song is ,':) click on 'sort by' then 'newest first' then u should be able to see what im talking about
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i will cry thsnk you stranger who made comments available I like seeing peiples opinion on songs
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listening to this while watching fireworks outside and crying
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Ironically listening to this on the 4th July
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mitski
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I love this song
Calmly and ritmicly
whenever i listen to this song i remember how im never truly happy, even though i try so hard
no cause listening to this at new years is 😁😁😁😁
No cause listening to this on the 4th of July is
this was my friend's favorite song. now that they left me, this song reminds me of them
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